Not All That Shines Is Gold!…

Romantic & Earthly Love Only Shines Like A Noisy Cymbal …

Monday, March 11, 2013 at 1:16 am

Well my Father, it looks like I have alienated everyone against me. Or rather I continue to alienate every single one of my friends as You know it my Father. And I guess the best part about it all is that I don’t care any longer to continue the perpetual pantomime of polite conversation; thus I am glad that You have separated me and You are keeping everybody away from me. And You know my Father, that this is so because the more control You take over my thoughts & emotions the stronger I become!  I need no one but You—Your Presence and Your delightful and continuous fellowship is all I need!

Monday, March 11, 2013 at 4:04 am

I know, but O how well I know that all human beings believe in bunching together each in whatever group suits anyone’s fancy! And it’s a wonderful thing to have a family and enjoy good & bad times together. Because such is the way of the human society of mankind when You separate someone to fulfill Your purpose for the good of all of Your children that one must suffer the lack of human fellowship from all angels of society. Why is this so?

Because by all means Your people do not know You nor Your ways! Your people have patterned themselves accordingly to the human mind in all aspects of their lives whether that be religious or secular! Therefore we have come to the highest peak of civilization with empty hands for the simple reason that civilization has nothing of eternal value to offer to any human being!

And the saddest part of this whole spectrum is that people are totally oblivious to what is happening to them—to us. One only has to observe the behavior of people—the ones close to you and human beings in general. It’s a pitiful thing to observe people gorging on beauty and high ideals to no avail!

No matter how sophisticated one can be, how much culture & good manners, how kind & understanding and helpful to all, no matter how highly admired & respected anyone can be, NO MATTER! It’s all like noisy timbrels! Why?

Because for the most—and of sinners I have been chief, but for the most, all well meaning and lovable and kind human beings have only gotten a slight concept of what ‘love’ is all about and they are only pantomiming the part about ‘love is kind….’ But they do not comprehend the part that says,

As for prophecy (the gift of interpreting the divine will and purpose), it will be fulfilled and pass away; as for tongues, they will be destroyed and cease; as for knowledge, it will pass away—it will lose its value and be superseded by truth.

The mind of most all individuals of my acquaintance is dead set in what they understand of this amazing passage of the written words of our Creator in 1 Corinthians 13:1-10.

And I get so irritated with the pantomiming part about ‘love is kind, love is gentle…love is…’ that people keeps reciting to me when I tell them the truth about how wicked we are in no uncertain terms! Oof! People is cemented in that stand like mules in a mud pile!

But that’s none of my business anymore! The battle is not mine! I am only to sit still & see my Father’s deliverance in action at this point of my time here on this earth as it is now!

So what about me? Where am I at in the skim of this world’s affairs? Who gives me the right to speak & write the things that I speak & write? I am the voice crying in the wilderness of people to prepare the way for the soon return of our Messiah Yahushua like John the Baptist was when Yahushua came for the first time.

If people want to ridicule my claim & discard whatever I say or write it’s none of my business—it’s the Father’s business & He is well able to take care of His own business.

Only dear one, remember that not all that shines is gold. The teachers & leaders of these days may shine with the brilliance of their goodness & inspired knowledge according to the concept of the human mind about goodness & inspiration; but there is a way that seems right unto man but the end thereof is death!

These writings are not to condemn and put you down! Our Father’s only purpose to have me to proclaim these crucial matters is for you to take an account of your own self and without any reservation at all turn to Him with your whole being—spirit, soul and body—your mind or thoughts & understanding, your emotions or feelings and your physical body!

May it so be done not by human power but by the power of the Set-Apart Spirit of our Almighty Creator!

A Letter To All From The Heart Of The Father Within My Being…

Mostly To My Loved Ones…

Tuesday, March 12, 2013 at 4:01 am

I have come to the point that if or when EVERYBODY I mean EVERYBODY — my own flesh & blood –old & new friends –even strangers IF & WHEN they all abandon, reject, disagree, and accuse and whatever else anyone thinks & do to me! IT ALL DOES NOT MATTER ANY LONGER! I had enough!

I am not whatever everybody thinks of me! I am not stuck in whatever comes to my head! Nothing about me is the way ALL think of me and it does not any longer matter! I am just like the donkey that spoke to Balaam but everybody is looking at me like they looked at the donkey and wonder about the donkey speaking but not paying one with of attention to what the donkey spoke much less why the donkey spoke!

Yes, everybody know that I am speaking the truth but at the same time everybody insists in doing it all accordingly to what they, along the rest, understand and not according to the truth I speak. And so you all look at my anger & disgust & my lack of tact & whatever else is wrong with me but you fail to look up and take an account of yourselves instead of at this donkey that I am!

Yes it’s a pleasure to sit for an hour or longer listening to another human being that tickles our ears or emotional system but it does not do anything to shake us from the emotional stupor in which we thrive! There is no question about such for these are the times of 2 Timothy 4:3.

For the time is coming when people will not tolerate (endure) sound and wholesome instruction, but, having ears itching for something pleasing and gratifying, they will gather to themselves one teacher after another to a considerable number, chosen to satisfy their own liking and to foster the errors they hold ….

And so to follow on what Father is doing in my life and taking a clue with how Father is handling this life of mine? Bah-humbug! All I do is depressive & not in sync with society, so, why bother to take any clues from this life of mine?

The feeling is that I am just out here on left field and there is no need to even bother to read anything that I write. (Maybe an exaggeration but not far from the truth for some read but it does not affect them in any way it seems to me for the responses that I get.) You all keep on with your wonderful teachers & leaders–blind leading the blind keep it up! I had enough!
This is Father’s business and He will take care of all of your arrogance to choose other teachers above Him as He took care of my arrogant & belligerent attitude towards Him when I used to go around listening to all but to Him! I am out of such racket! And Father Yah will never let me get involved in such foolishness ever again!

So what about me? Where am I at in the skim of this world’s affairs? Who gives me the right to speak & write the things that I speak & write?

For one thing I am the voice crying in the wilderness of people to prepare the way for the soon return of our Messiah Yahushua like John the Baptist was when Yahushua came for the first time. And if people want to ridicule my claim & discard whatever I say or write it’s none of my business—it’s the Father’s business & He is well able to take care of His own business.

I am not a teacher or Indian Chief inspired scholar; for our Father does not want us to be such. Our Father wants to invest us with power to be witnesses of His Presence & our submission to His Presence in our lives from within our beings.

And so ALL I am in reality is a WITNESS of what Father is doing in my life! That is what I write about—what my thoughts & emotions are and how Father deals with such for all to take a hint and look at their own selves; not for anyone to analyze & attempt to set me straight in their conception of right or wrong! Far from a teaching of any kind!

Again I love you all with an intensity beyond your human conception; for I love you all with the love of Father Yah within my being even when I am appalled to observe you all marching in stupor at the ding-dong sound of that clock, without a clue that such ding-dong sound is marking for us all the soon end to come of our time on these grounds.

But I know that Father is working all things out for our good! However He is doing it I don’t know but I do care to pay mind to Him and shut my door while all these things are taking place –some good–some bad —some in between …some most horrible & frightening! But  from within my door & my inner being I am to proclaim to you all: PREPARE YOUR HEARTS TO MEET OUR MAKER!

love,
thia

Am I Angry? Yes I Am And So Is Our Creator! Why? Read On & Find Out Why?

The Lack Of Respect & Consideration From The Younger To The Older Generation Breaks Our Creator’s Heart As Well As My Own Heart!

Fowing tears yellow faceSunday, March 10, 2013 at 7:52 am

Father, I’m having a hard time dealing with myself and You know it! Unless You intervene to change or to take full control of my emotional system I refuse to take things into my own hands to deal with myself or with anyone else!

The world emphasizes self-discipline & self-control when it comes to our emotions or our bodily habits; but I know now that such practices only lead to self-righteousness and I want nothing to do with such a thing because my determinate purpose is set on Your righteousness not on anything that the carnal self can define as righteous. As it’s written in Philippians 3,

But whatever former things I had that might have been gains to me, I have come to consider as one combined loss for Messiah ‘s sake. Yes, furthermore, I count everything as loss compared to the possession of the priceless privilege—the overwhelming preciousness, the surpassing worth, and supreme advantage of knowing Messiah Yahushua my Master and of progressively becoming more deeply and intimately acquainted with Him —of perceiving and recognizing and understanding Him more fully and clearly.

For His sake I have lost everything and consider it all to be mere rubbish—refuse, dregs, in order that I may win—gain Messiah Yahushua and that I may actually be found and known as in Him, not having any self-achieved righteousness that can be called my own, based on my obedience to the Torah’s or the Bible’s or any other book of Laws & commands’ demands—ritualistic uprightness and supposed right standing with our Creator thus acquired, but possessing that genuine righteousness which comes through faith in Messiah Yahushua, the truly right standing with our Creator, which comes from our Creator by saving faith.

For my determined purpose is that I may know Him that I may progressively become more deeply and intimately acquainted with Him, perceiving and recognizing and understanding the wonders of His Person more strongly and more clearly, and that I may in that same way come to know the power out flowing from His resurrection which it exerts over believers, and that I may so share His sufferings as to be continually transformed in spirit into His likeness even to His death, in the hope  that if possible I may attain to the spiritual and moral resurrection that lifts me out from among the dead even while in the body.

WOW! Those last words in the passage of Scripture quoted have just come to LIFE within my being and all is well within my soul again! Why? Because it is as it’s written for me!

…. and that I may so share His sufferings as to be continually transformed in spirit into His likeness even to His death, in the hope  that if possible I may attain to the spiritual and moral resurrection that lifts me out from among the dead even while in the body.

Indeed! “His sufferings” continuously elevate my emotions just like it happened to Yahushua while He walked among us as well as now as Yahushua sits at the right hand of the Father interceding for us!

No! Such revelation is not new revelation given to me. Indeed! Over & over Yahushua told us that unless we abide in Him or become one with Him of our own we could do nothing pleasing unto our Father Creator.

And so why do I get so angry with the lack of respect & consideration from the younger generation to the older generation? Because such is a major offense in the sight of our Creator. And such offense is the cause of Yahushua’s sufferings as well as my own sufferings. Why?

Because I abide in Yahushua or I am one with Him as I submit and obey His commands & instructions over & above my own understanding and regardless this world’s concepts of self-discipline & kindness & love & all such things that have actually produced only a whole world of self-righteous fools!

Such is the FACT—the most tragic & sad fact of all facts! Whether anyone chooses to believe it or not!

Perhaps Depression & Oppression Alone In This SITE You Find?…

Please Carefully Read & Ponder On The Lines Today Written That You May No More Wonder …

troubled? sit at the feet of YahushuaWednesday, March 06, 2013 at 7:24 am

I never did get to write on this day but! Of the wonders that happened on this day I will write on this next day of Thursday, March 07, 2013 at 2:54 am

O my Father! My beloved Father! Only You can arrange such variety of …amazing wonders in my life to take place ….right in front of my face! …First thing yesterday, before I even opened my eyes to withhold the world and all ….my friend Boe came in to chat! …I was in the chat in nothing flat! …And before I knew it …Boe brought Andrea in to the picture in a wonderful 3 way conversation …and we conferenced about everything at bay! …What is it that I am to convey …in the SITE and in every which way? …

Pay you mind and you’ll find …the answer to the question …forever in all mind’s confine!

…Depression & Oppression are forever portrayed FIRST THING in this SITE indeed! …But why the writer’s claim the SITE to be one …to bring Hope & Life to the world at large …to all inhabitants from near & far? …What a paradox for a fox …

For the claim in this SITE shall continue to be proclaimed! …As the writer with fingers set on the keyboard vehemently insist & persist …there is Hope & Life in our midst! ….Even when of a surety oppression & depression alone in this world surely reigns and it must be exposed and as well proclaimed!…

And so in this SITE at first sight may to one’s mind come that there is NO hope but only depression & oppression by the writer expressed! …Even though, there is Hope & Life in this SITE to find! And such Hope & Life will soon might enter…to anyone’s mind as slowly but surely ALL might connect with the writer in retrospect!

For the writer rests on the solid ground on the Rock of Ages so profound—even our Almighty’s Unfathomable & totally out of reach of this writer’s mind as well as of all human beings illustrious mind’s confine! So it’s written in Isaiah 55 as I quoted before,

“For My thoughts are not your thoughts,

neither are your ways My ways,

says Master Yahuwah.

For as the heavens are higher than the earth,

so are My ways higher than your ways

and My thoughts than your thoughts.

For as the rain and snow come down from the heavens,

and return not there again,

but water the earth and make it bring forth and sprout,

that it may give seed to the sower and bread to the eater,

so shall My word be that goes forth out of My mouth:

it shall not return to Me void

without producing any effect, useless,

but it shall accomplish that which I please and purpose,

and it shall prosper in the thing for which I sent it …

O dear one may you grasp these words and may these words grasp the depth of your being as those have grasped the depth of the writer’s being!

Pain …When Will It End? O My Father When? …When In All Ears Shall Ring …‘O Death! Where Is Your Sting?’ …

In Reply To A Comment …

Tuesday, March 05, 2013 at 2:15 am

Reeking in pain I just now woke up …

Calling on You …

O Father of mine …

For I know that You are aware …

Of even each insignificant hair …

From my head falling out …

Pain …

When will it end? …

O my Father when? …

“My child, O my precious child …

Fear not …

Though pain is inevitable in your lot …

Fear not! …

Fear not My child fear not …

Do not in fear look around …

For I am with you in all grounds …

Whether in excruciating pain …

Or not pain at all …

For soon the victorious shout shall …

In your ears and all ears resound …

‘O death! Where is your sting?’ …

When I in victory descend to put an end …

To death …

And pain …

And all its domain …

I will help you in all …

As to my servant Jacob of old …

I addressed Myself …

So to you …

I address Myself now …

Fear not there is nothing to fear …

for I am with you …

do not look around you …

in terror and be dismayed …

for I am your Master …

I will strengthen and harden you to difficulties …

Yes …

I will help you …

Yes …

I will hold you up and retain you …

with My victorious right hand of rightness and justice … Isaiah 41:10

O but Ha! Ha! HalleluYah!

Andrea, Andrea …

how did you know when …

in this SITE’s terrain …

your gracious comment …

about the SITE …

To me write up? …

Never you mind …

For an answer to define …

For the answer …

is more than clear in my mind! …

the pain has now subsided …

and our Father big time smiles …

thanks for your comment …

for somewhat …

I sure needed that …

Ha! Ha! HalleluYah!

Somehow …The Sweet Smelling Whiff Of Our Resting In You …Will Come To Be …Somehow …Not Only For Me!

Somehow …All but all shall be …Skipping in the rain with me!

Sunday, March 03, 2013 at 8:29 am

Well, well my Beloved Master and Father …

here I am after another unique 7th Day of Rest! …

Did I rest? …

Yes siree! …

I rested because for all to see …

I RESTED in YOU! …

And I know for sure …

that somehow …

we are all coming to know …

somehow …

how to REST in You! …

Somehow by Your grace & favor…

by Your mercy unending …

somehow …

we shall all come to the ending …

of our offending …

with our never ending rituals …

and invented holy practices …

devised in our mind’s confine …

to whiff up into Your nostrils …

the stench …

the bench …

of such rituals & so holy what-evers …

that self-righteousness …

that stench into Your nostrils …

somehow …

forever to be no more …

somehow …

the sweet smelling whiff of our resting in You …

will come to be …

somehow …

not only for me! …

Somehow …

Forever all we’ll be …

Skipping in the rain …

With me …

Free from the dreadful domain …

Of our lack of rest …

In You …

Somehow …

All but all shall be …

Skipping in the rain with me!

Traveling Along …Ding-dong …Ding-dong …Ding-dong …

Towards Eternity We Travel Along …

Saturday, March 02, 2013 at 8:23 am

O my Father, we are all in the same boat …

Traveling along …

Sometimes with a song …

Sometimes with a dance …

But most of all …

Is the chance …

For all glee to flee …

When we see …

From within …

And the brute reality …

Sets in …

That we are no longer free …

That all is amiss …

In our midst …

And in such boat …

We must travel along …

Even without a song …

Ding-dong …

Ding-dong …

Ding-dong …

Towards eternity we travel along …

In that boat …

We must float …

Even without a song …

Only hearing the sound …

That monotonous …

That sound so tedious …

And fastidious …

Ding-dong …

Ding-dong …

Ding-dong …

Are we wondering? …

Are we pondering? …

Are we questioning …

What is that ding-dong song …

Or is it just a sound? …

Perhaps …

O my soul perhaps …

I am mind to pay …

To that sound at bay …

I hear in this boat …

As I float to eternity’s way! …

Wait?

Listen?

Wait & Listen for What? …

Ah! I see where is it at! …

I’ll read …

Perhaps the power to wait & listen …

I can attain …

In this boat’s domain …

As I travel along …

Without a song …

As I see …

From within …

And the brute reality …

Sets in …

That I am no longer free …

That all is amiss …

In our midst …

And in such boat …

I must travel along …

Even without a song …

Ding-dong …

Ding-dong …

Ding-dong …

Ah! There is hope …

I will wait & listen …

To gain back my song …

While Towards Eternity I Travel Along …

It’s written,

WAIT and listen, everyone who is thirsty!

Come to the waters; and he who has no money,

come,

buy and eat!

Yes, come, buy priceless,

spiritual wine and milk

without money and without price

simply for the self-surrender

that accepts the blessing.

Why do you spend your money

for that which is not bread,

and your earnings for what does not satisfy?

Hearken diligently to Me,

and eat what is good,

and let your soul delight itself in fatness

the profuseness of spiritual joy.

Incline your ear

submit and consent to the divine will

and come to Me;

hear, and your soul will revive;

and I will make an everlasting covenant

or league with you,

even the sure mercy or kindness,

goodwill, and compassion promised to David.

….

Seek, inquire for, and require Master Yahuwah

while He may be found

claiming Him by necessity and by right;

call upon Him while He is near.

Let the wicked forsake his way

and the unrighteous man his thoughts;

and let him return to Master Yahuwah,

and He will have love, pity, and mercy for him,

and to our Almighty Creator,

for He will multiply to him His abundant pardon.

“For My thoughts are not your thoughts,

neither are your ways My ways,

says Master Yahuwah.

For as the heavens are higher than the earth,

so are My ways higher than your ways

and My thoughts than your thoughts.

For as the rain and snow come down from the heavens,

and return not there again,

but water the earth and make it bring forth and sprout,

that it may give seed to the sower and bread to the eater,

so shall My word be that goes forth out of My mouth:

it shall not return to Me void

without producing any effect, useless,

but it shall accomplish that which I please and purpose,

and it shall prosper in the thing for which I sent it.

For you shall go out from the spiritual exile caused by sin and evil

into the homeland with joy

and be led forth by your Leader,

the Master Himself,

and His word with peace;

the mountains and the hills shall break forth

before you into singing,

and all the trees of the field shall clap their hands.

Instead of the thorn shall come up the cypress tree,

and instead of the brier shall come up the myrtle tree;

and it shall be to Master Yahuwah for a name of renown,

for an everlasting sign of jubilant exaltation

and memorial to His praise,

which shall not be cut off …

WOW! WOW! WOW! It’s all written in Isaiah 55.

Why People Are The Way They Are? … And Why Am I The Way I Am? …

Selah—Pause, And Calmly Think Of That! …

Friday, March 01, 2013 at 5:33 am

O my Father …

Why people are the way they are? …

Some so deep …

Some so shallow …

and me? …

I have to swallow …

whether deep or shallow …

and within my tallow …

within my gut …

I rot! …

Why am I …

the way I am? …

Why can I not …

turn off my thought …

open my heart …

to embark …

on Your love a journey …

on Your mercy …

on Your compassion …

for the just …

and the unjust? …

Why my ‘holy than thou’ …

my attitude …

portray …

in the byway …

of the everyday …

humdrum …

unable to shut away …

my stinking ways? …

Come to my aid …

O my Beloved Master …

reach down …

lift me up …

to the Rock …

too high for me …

to climb up! …

speedily my Master …

lift me up …

lift me up …

set me free …

from my stinking ways …

set me free! …

my shrilling cry …

with the Psalmist …

my plea …

HEAR MY cry, O my Master—my Beloved Yahuwah/Yahushua …

listen to my prayer …

From the end of the earth will I cry to You …

when my heart is overwhelmed and fainting …

lead me to the Rock that is higher than I …

yes, a Rock that is too high for me …

For You have been a shelter and a refuge for me …

a strong tower against the adversary …

I will dwell in Your tabernacle forever …

let me find refuge and trust in the shelter …

of Your wings …

Selah—pause, and calmly think of that! …

For You, O my Master—my Beloved Yahuwah/Yahushua …

have heard my vows …

You have given me the heritage …

of those who fear, revere, and honor Your name …

May You prolong the true King’s life …

adding days upon days, and may His years be …

to the last generation of this world …

and the generations of the world to come …

May He sit enthroned forever …

before the face of my Master—my Beloved Yahuwah/Yahushua …

O ordain that loving-kindness and faithfulness …

may watch over Him! …

So will I sing praise to Your name forever …

paying my vows day by day …Psalms 61:1-8