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Now What My Father? Perhaps Corporate Worship? The Value Of Silence ….?

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Corporate Worship ….?

Wednesday, May 2, 2018 at 3:23 am.
Goodness sake! O my Father? You are bringing me back to the root of the problem with the Body of our Messiah.

Corporate Worship? Where is it seated? Is it not seated in Paul’s Epistles?

Has anyone noticed the seemingly discrepancy between Paul’s Epistles and the Gospels?

What is written about Paul’s Epistles? Quote:

2 Peter 3:15-18
And consider that the long-suffering of our Master, His slowness in avenging wrongs and judging the world, is salvation—that which is conducive to the soul’s safety, even as our beloved brother Paul also wrote to you according to the spiritual insight given him, speaking of this as he does in all of his letters.
There are some things in those epistles of Paul that are difficult to understand, which the ignorant and unstable twist and misconstrue to their own utter destruction, just as they distort and misinterpret the rest of the Scriptures.
Let me warn you therefore, beloved, that knowing these things beforehand, you should be on your guard, lest you be carried away by the error of lawless and wicked persons and fall from your own present firm condition—your own steadfastness of mind.
But grow in grace (undeserved favor, spiritual strength) and recognition and knowledge and understanding of our Master and Redeemer Yahushua Messiah. To Him be honor, majesty, and splendor both now and to the day of eternity. Amen (so be it)!

Compare the Gospels against Paul’s Epistles ….?

Only remember the warning in the above quoted passage from one of the twelve first chosen disciples of Yahushua Messiah:

There are some things in those epistles of Paul that are difficult to understand, which the ignorant and unstable twist and misconstrue to their own utter destruction, just as they distort and misinterpret the rest of the Scriptures.

Yes, with no exceptions? We are all ignorant and unstable until the Almighty Spirit of our Father deems necessary to deliver us from our own ignorant and unstable selves.

Plucked Out of Corporate Worship Since 1985 ….?

Me? Father plucked me out of Corporate Worship since 1985, but! Pulled by loneliness and the programmed Corporate Worship ingrained in my natural mind?
I returned to Corporate Worship in 1995. Twelve years later, in May 2007? I dropped on the floor. Arrived at Emergency ward at the point of death.
My sodium level to the fatal point. Reason? I had made gods out the wonderful doctors who did their best to alleviate my many health complains, but! I was misdiagnosed.
Next? Four months later on September 15, 2007? The Almighty Spirit of our Father/Creator descended upon me.

Confrontation. Conviction. Repentance. Restoration in that order. My story ….?

(4:29 am back to sleep. Continue on waking up.)
Thursday, May 3, 2018 at 4:48 am.
This story has been told in many published writings, posts, articles, books, and? By spoken words. Write. Publish. Talk, talk, talk until!
Who knows?

O my Father! One more time ….?

Perhaps this time is meant to reach one more soul. I don’t know but You do. In obedience to Your leading? Here I go.
It’s now 2017. I’m 78 years since my birth. I started my mental health journey since 1962. Pregnant for my 2nd baby. Young. No family or friends I could depend on. Depressed. I visited the Mental Health Clinic hoping to find help for the way I was feeling.
I barely remember the young beautiful nurse who interview me. She suggested Chemical treatment. I declined. Don’t know why?
Some 12 years later? for the first time reading the Bible I got into the spiritual world. No one at that time knew anything about such world; plus tremendous forces that came against me? My mind snapped!
Rushed to the nearest Mental Health Hospital. I come to my senses for a moment. My then husband and my pastor talked me into signing myself in when I was called to the admitting desk.
I did not want to sign in because I knew I was not insane, but! They insisted and I gave in. The minute I signed in?
They injected me as I found out later with enough Terrazin that could have killed a horse. I was out for 3 whole days.
On the 3rd day I woke up in a cold, cold room. Tied down to an stretcher. I was quite uncomfortable.
I kept saying: In the name of Jesus let this restrains break! To no avail. Then? I will never forget the next moment.
A wonderful smell and the mane of red hair and the beautiful lady doctor bending over to my ears, asking me, “are you awake?”
I answered, “Yes, please untied me. I am hurting.”

That was 1974. Another breakdown in 1985. In 1995? Electric Shocks Treatments that almost destroyed me completely.
My oldest child fired the doctor. My recuperation? The dreadful chemical therapy, but this time?

My chemical life following my own gods begins.

The pills along the many, many beautiful and kind and well-meaning hearts who did their best to comfort me.
All along? After 12 years of such wonderful care? On May of 2007 I dropped to the floor. My neighbor found me. Rushed me to the emergency. The visiting doctor informs me I had come there at the point of death for lack of sodium.

The Shock Of My Life! All Those Years I Have Been Misdiagnosed!

No I do not blame the doctors nor think badly of them—no! All in their hearts was to help me, but! Why did they harm instead of helping me?
Because of ignorance in both ends, mine and theirs. I was ignorant of my spiritual gifts and called as well as they were so ignorant of such somewhat.

Thinking to impress them with my experiences ….?

I kept talking about my experiences with spiritual things thinking to impress them with my experiences, but? lol What I thought to be my testimony only earned me the label of Manic Depressive-Bipolar-Schizophrenic.
I found that out in 1987 when they declared me DISABLE and granted me $5000.00 payback since the moment I applied for benefits as per advise of the social workers connected with my case. O well. That’s only the tip of the iceberg. :-)

But Why Am I Relating This Story Again …?

But why I relating this story in this comment that will probably go in the trash bin? Because that is my call.
To tell my story by all means available as a witness of the Presence of the Almighty Father/Creator of our beings always working in my heart.

I am not mentally ill at all.

I am gifted with spiritual gifts that only lately are coming to light.
Regardless! Despite of our ignorance of the ways of the Almighty Creator of our beings?
He, the Almighty Creator is raising the unknowns like myself to proclaim our restoration by His power of love and wisdom from on high.

His Plan Of Restoration ….?

His Plan Of Restoration To The Original Intent For Our Creation Is In Effect —To Love And To Be Loved. HIS cherish Family perfect forever to be.

The Scriptural Order From On High ….?

First we are confronted, convicted, repented, restored. Then we are commanded to tell it by all means available. Write. Publish. Optimize. Then? The command:

Sit Still. I Will Now Do The Rest. The Value Of Silence ….?

Father? As per Your leading? Been doing lots of reading. In reading? What have You revealed to me to confirm Your Presence within my being all these years?
• The results to ignore the Scriptural Order From on high.
• The Value Of Silence.
• The results of the lack of silence.
By my own experience and observation of the experience of others?

Yes! We Have Been Bamboozled!

My beloved Brethren,
This is a critical moment in the skim of our eternal life.
• Let us quit wondering who is who and let us quit trying to figure out anything whatsoever.
• Let us truly abandon ourselves to Yahushua by the unknown power of the Set-Apart Spirit He sent to us.
• Let us desist of the idea that we know Him and therefore no one can tell us anything different of the idea we have of knowing Him.
• Let us realize that we have been bamboozled by Satan and our carnal selves.

Correction applies to ALL ….?

Make no mistake about it, ALL the strong words of correction and doom in the sacred Scriptures apply to each one of us literally and indiscriminately, no one, no one, is righteous!
Even when we claim and produce the evidence of our salvation? We are saved yes, but we remain CARNAL!.

One More Explosive Revelation ….?

Wow! Even the greatest of the greatest most selected, faithful, strong committed workers of ancient and present times?
Failed to turn the world around. No exception. We have failed so far. Why? That’s the explosive revelation at this instant of my time in Your Presence, my Father.
So? that’s why You have led me to read, read, read for the last few days. Now I understand some obscure words from the lips of Yahushua Himself,

Matthew 11:11
Truly I tell you, among those born of women there has not risen anyone greater than John the Baptist; yet he who is least in the kingdom of heaven is greater than he.

Why would the least be greater than John the Baptist?

Because of John the Baptist ignorance of the Scriptural Order for our existence on these earthly grounds.

The same is happening nowadays.

No matter the soundness and validity of our spiritual experiences? We come to a point where we set up to minister, and? We stagnate. WHAT?
Indeed! It could be a shock to me as well, but! I am not any longer shocked at Your doings, O my Master because? You are at work removing all shocks from my soul.
You are now revealing to me Your covenant and its deep, inner meaning.
All the obscure written words? You are now bringing into the Light of Your Presence in my heart.

Stagnated …?

Yes. That’s the past and present condition and state of the chosen people and selected vessels from on high, but!
That’s also Your design and purpose for our existence on these earthly grounds You have recreated for us.

It’s all written down, but!

We read. We understand what we read. Even so? We only understand it all from the natural physical meaning of words.

For spiritual understanding?

Very limited given to some, not to the multitude. Limited? Yes! You only give us a limited amount of spiritual insight for our safety.
Should You give us more as we beg of You to do for us? Phew! We’ll attempt to blow You off Your throne for good!

Dethroned from the heart of the multitude!

As it is? The knowledge acquired from the forbidden tree; the wave of positive thinking originated by Norman Vincent Peale?
It has done exactly that—it has dethroned You from the heart of the multitude. Yet! You are, still, sitting on Your throne waiting. Behold Your unfathomable wisdom!

Regardless! No one can dethrone You from Your throne up above and in the heart of Your faithful ones.

Ha! Now the Scriptural Order of Your written words is coming to light in my mind. Wow! Your covenant and its deep, inner meaning comes into play.
(Sleep again. 7:02 am.)
It’s now 11:37 am. O my Father! Indeed! You have not hold any secrets from us. If only we’ll get off our high horses we will come to enjoy the knowledge You so freely offer to us all, but!

No Need For Our Lamentations And Regrets. The Time Is Now.

Now? Yes, now You are urging us to come more than ever before. Now is the time for each one of us individually. The Father/Creator is no longer addressing the multitude.

Not The Multitude Anymore. The Individual Child Of The Most High ….?

Dear Reader, perhaps you are familiar with the Scriptures or Bible like I was for most of my life, but! Perhaps like myself? You have taken the ancient written words for granted.
In the other hand? Perhaps You are not familiar with those words. Regardless, those ancient words are coming to pass verbatim!
That’s what I am now coming to terms with. I am in the world where all these words were originally written, and?

In astonishment I am watching it all happening!

The accuracy of those words is astounding! But why have we failed our Creator and are faithful to the gods we have willfully created?

Ignorance Of Our Identity With The Chosen Israel ….?

The reason is obvious to me now, but then, while I lived in the USA? I did not have a clue as to my identity with Israel.
To the USA citizen as a whole? The Judeo-Christian doctrine is basic, but! That has become nowadays nothing more than a cliché.
In the Christian circles? One holds tenaciously to the beautiful but for the most un-scriptural doctrines and beliefs, and, the truth about our identity with Israel?

For the most, such truth is rejected.

Nonetheless? It is not the will of the Father/Creator that any should perish. He so loves the world, He sent His only begotten Son to save it.

Why Save The World?

Ha! Have you ever thought about it, dear Christian? Why save the world not just us Christians or Muslims or Jews? O mine! Now it is obvious to me, and I hope it becomes obvious to you.

Israel Failed The Father/Creator, But! The Father/Creator NEVER Failed Israel ….?

The whole world is now inhabited by His chosen Israel. Israel failed the Father/Creator, but! The Father/Creator NEVER failed Israel.
On the contrary. Israel’s failure resulted in Israel’s multiplying and replenishing the earth, just like it was to be. “Be fruitful, multiply, and fill the earth, ….”

It is now done! The earth is now full with the descendants from Israel.

Only Israel’s descendants now roam the earth as gentiles—lost without an identity.
Of course, there are a few in comparison who kept their identity, but! Even them, are still stuck in their willful ways. That’s all coming to an end.
Behold! The Almighty Father/Creator’s power of love and wisdom now displayed in testimonies liken this testimony you are now reading. It’s written,

Jeremiah 3:12-19
Go and proclaim these words toward the north [where the ten tribes have been taken as captives] and say, Return, faithless Israel, says the Master, and I will not cause My countenance to fall and look in anger upon you, for I am merciful, says the Master; I will not keep My anger forever.
Only know, understand, and acknowledge your iniquity and guilt–that you have rebelled and transgressed against the Master your Almighty Creator and have scattered your favors among strangers under every green tree, and you have not obeyed My voice, says the Master.
Return, O faithless children of the whole twelve tribes, says the Master, for You’re your Creator and Master and Husband to you, and I will take you, not as a nation, but individually—one from a city and two from a tribal family—and I will bring you to Zion.
And I will give you spiritual shepherds after My own heart in the final time, who will feed you with knowledge and understanding and judgment.
And it shall be that when you have multiplied and increased in the land in those days, says the Master, they shall no more say, The ark of the covenant of the Master. It shall not come to mind, nor shall they seriously remember it, nor shall they miss or visit it, nor shall it be repaired or made again for instead of the ark, which represented the Almighty Creator’s presence, He will show Himself to be present throughout the city.
At that time they shall call Jerusalem The Throne of the Master, and all the nations shall be gathered to it, in the renown and name of the Master, to Jerusalem; nor shall they walk any more after the stubbornness of their own evil hearts.
In those days the house of Judah shall walk with the house of Israel, and together they shall come out of the land of the north to the land that I gave as an inheritance to your fathers.
And I thought how gloriously and honorably I would set you among My children and give you a pleasant land, a goodly heritage, the most beautiful and best inheritance among all nations! And I thought you would call Me My Father and would not turn away from following Me ….? End of quote.

End of quote, but! May I suggest to you, dear Reader to continue reading those ancient written words even if you are already familiar with them. That you may enjoy a new perspective as you re-read them.

Struggle with my flesh ….?

It’s still Thursday, May 3, 2018 at 6:42 pm. O my Father? Help me to get rid of this discouragement feeling. There is no visible response. It’s discouraging!
In vain I wish to be patient and forbearing. That human nature ingrained in me is not capable of such. Help me to set my focus back on You.
This day has been a day of waiting for my supplies that have not yet arrived. On top of that? I am not sure on how to connect the discrepancy between Your words and Paul’s words. I will try now to go to sleep. Hope for Your answer when I wake up.

Wow! O My Father! How Amazingly Real You Are!

It’s 11:55 pm. Midnight! I woke up a moment ago. Your answer to my dilemma? I hear quite clear:

“The discrepancy between My words and Paul’s words is in the result of such words.”

Wow! Such answer covers every single issue You have clarified for me while I journey in Your Presence in this valley of death that we humans travel.
You have shown me now how to proceed. You have flashed in my mind the entire Scriptures from Genesis to the last page in the Apocalypse. What did You show me?

The entire library or collection of books portray the parallel of two natures.

The nature of Abel. The nature of Cain. Your nature. Our nature. Your ways. Our ways.
The beginning. The end. The results of it all for the benefit of each individual child of Yours. You are no longer speaking to the multitude.

You are speaking to each one of us in the most personal way.

You are calling each one of us by our names, but! Our response? Wondering about that fellow over yonder. What about him/her?
O me! To the tee my experience be! What about him/her—the cause of my dilemmas. Even so? The answer remains the same in a way, but!
O my Father, Your everlasting patience with each one of us.
Despite our non-relevant responses to Your instructions to us personally?

Your love and faithfulness to us remain forever.

You have it all planned for our good. Better yet! Despite the godless evil wave of the New Age of positive thinking engulfing the entire earth?
Nothing can thwart Your plan to restore us to the original intent for our creation. To that effect You are speaking to us personally. Wow!
That’s Your answer. The key to get rid of all discouraging thoughts flashing in my mind to stop the message You are delivering in my writings.
Where was I while writing about this matter of discrepancy in Your written words? Ah! So?

The discrepancy is not in the written words but in the results.

The results or the way we respond to those words. Our response is well illustrated in the words of Paul. Unfortunately? We read those words but hardly grasp Paul’s heart in them.
It’s now Friday, May 4, 2018 at 1:24 am. I will take my rest for now. will continue as You lead me when I wake up.

Tears In My Eyes As I Am Recording The Happenings To Close This Post ….?

Wow! I woke up around 6 am this time. I slept on and off since 1:24 am. Had several significant dreams. In the last dream?
If I recall correctly, the number four came to surface as the key for this moment. When I woke up I noticed today is the 4th day of the 5th month. Amazing!

The Number Four – Creation and the World
All of the numbers used in scripture have some variety in their meaning. However, every number has a common theme that runs through each one. The number ‘four’ is no exception. This number is overwhelmingly seen in the material creation and the expression of God’s purpose in the world or on the earth.
The Number Five – Grace and Preparation
The number five is generally agreed to be one of a handful of numbers similar to the church at Philadelphia. No bad things to say about it. Every source I have concerning this number associates the idea of God’s grace and life to it. The 5th word of scripture is shamayim, or heaven. There are not many bad things to say about heaven, and there is probably a lot of grace and life there. The 5th day of restoration of the creation is the first appearance of life.

I have tears in my eyes as I am recording this matter. When I woke up? I was not led to continue in the journal at first, but! I was led to re-read the post:
http://www.dietobealive.com/?p=26205
https://www.thia-basilia.com/archives/26205
Dear Reader, there is no need for me to go through a long explanation on my Father’s doings in this journey of mine in His Presence. That post says it all.
I am now sure, my Father is doing the rest in the heart of each reader of these lines that I write.
I am sure you and all readers shall take their time to read and grasp the heart of my Father in all that I write and publish. I leave you with that thought in mind as I close this post.
Meantime and until the next post? His love in my heart for you and for all stays there to stay for eternity, thiaBasilia. :-)

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It Happened! WHAT? The Beginning Of 2018. Me? Complete. Satisfied. Great Beginning! …

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My Journal—My Story. Enter Into My Journal—Partake Of My Story…. Is now: The Family. A True Story….Enter—Welcome!

Journal—An Ongoing Dialog Between thiaBasilia And Master Yahuwah/Yahushua. …

Last day! The amazing 2017 ending? Nay! New Era Begins….

Sunday, December 31, 2017 at 4:56 am.

New title: The Family A True Story…. Enter—Welcome! It’s now 9:10 pm. What have I been up to all day long?

Working on the cover for the new title for the book. My Journal—My Story. Enter Into My Journal—Partake Of My Story…. Is now: The Family. A True Story….Enter—Welcome!

A Comment to a Post…

O my Father! I read a post about, Yah is love. Numerous quotes of Bible verses on the issue. I wrote in a comment what You have taught me. Quote:

Thanks for the quotes. Half of my life I quoted the same, but! Just the same. Me? Tried and tried to live by what I quoted. No change. Within me? No change regardless all my efforts, until? It came to me. “Quit trying. Start trusting Me!”

Then? I remember: Unless the Creator does the work? We laborers work in vain. Lean not in your own understanding. Unless you become obedient and trusting liken a little child? You cannot enter the Kingdom of heaven. Unless the Father calls? No one can come to Me. All things come to pass on the Father’s time–not a minute before or after.

All our efforts to live by the Scriptures result in self-righteousness–the sin of the righteous. In His time? Father Yah convicts and restores. Under His conviction? I acknowledge my sin unto HIM. The result? It’s all recorded in the blog. Perhaps you would care to visit?

His love in my heart for you and for all, thiaBasilia https://www.thia-basilia.com 

Reflecting to End 2017….

Father? This is the end of this amazing 2017 year. Nothing spectacular happened today—least nothing I can pin point, but! Much reflection on Your work in me on this 2017 amazing year.

Now what, my Father? I will continue working on the new cover, but! I remain waiting on You. I will sit still, meaning?

I will or not do whatever is not in Your plan for me to do or not do at the moment. It’s now 10:11 pm—Just a couple hours left of 2017—Wow!

Here It Is! New 2018….

Monday, January 1, 2018 at 1:55 am.

Almost 2 hours into 2018? Cover finished! Two days of intense work. What a feat. What a mountain at my feet.

Caption: . My Journal—My Story. Enter Into My Journal—Partake Of My Story…. Is now: The Family. A True Story….Enter—Welcome!

Power. Peace. Perfect peace. Love?

Behold! The Power Of Love & Wisdom From On High Drenched Upon Us All. It Never Fails. It Always Avails!

How do I find myself on the dawn of this first day of 2018? Waiting. Sitting still. Writing. Optimizing. Letting You do the rest. Wow! What power!

A powerful year 2018 shall turn out to be finding me free! Free at last from that cartoon of a woman I used to be.

From a cartoon of a wrinkle domineering old woman to a portrait of the opposite. Wow!  How do I know it? Ahmad.

For the last couple of weeks? Every time he comes for a visit, to my delight he exclaims, “You look so young! You are not normal.” But! I do not go wild with elation.

Rather? My Father’s wisdom prevails as Ahmad add to his words, “It might have to do with all that collagen you been eating!” and I lift my hand up, and! To my Father give the honor.

That’s the way 2017 ended and 2018 begins the victory year. No more unseemly behavior. No more demands from my wantonness flesh. Father’s wisdom prevails.

What a feat to conquer. What a mountain at my feet! To my Father in the heavens the victory befits, but! O my Father? I sense it’s no good to get smug about Your approval.

That does not mean lack of  Courage. Confidence. Certainty. Indeed! Undaunted, fearless, I continue my journey in Your Presence O my Father, but! I know I bear the incurable wound—the stinking sore of my human nature.

Thanks be unto You, O my Beloved Father. You overcame the world for me, including my human nature. You brought me out of the bright kingdom of darkness—the glitter instead of gold.

You brought me into Your Kingdom of Light and eternal life forever in Your Presence to remain. Dear Reader, with these thoughts? I’m closing this post.

Like my blessings? I wish those for you and all ten-fold. His love in my heart for you and for all remains there to stay for eternity, thiaBasilia. :-)

 

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The Garden. The Problem With Our Attempts To Turn Our Foul Past Into A Clean Present….

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Through my Window I see
While the world is set on hilarity and education? You have set My Heart/Mind in a garden on the ashes of the paradise lost of our creation. The man. The woman. Together taking care of the garden. No more trips to the forbidden tree.

Thursday, December 28, 2017 at 8:17 pm.

What’s The Problem With Our Attempts To Turn Our Foul Past Into A Clean Present?….

O my Father? A twitch of pain? Fear knocks at my mind’s door. I now refuse to open that door. Fear can no longer enter. Fearlessly I go on, but! Not on my own.

So many rampart messages on how to overcome our fears. How to turn our miseries in to triumphs. How to become a better person. How to carve our future?

I read and think on. I ponder.  Have the authors of these messages have not caught on yet what results from their messages?

They are inciting the crowds to make of themselves a righteous being—a self-righteous person. Self-righteous. Self-sufficient. Self-loving. Self this. Self that.

To top it all they are using Your sacred words to validate their preaching. Their human mind understanding is their stand, not realizing there is a commandment not to rely in one’s own understanding.

They claim dispensations far beyond the fact of Your words. They have never paid mind to Your words to the effect that unless You do the work? We laborers work in vain.

O My Father—O Father Of Mine? Am I pointing fingers? “Nay! If any pointing? That finger is pointing at your past.”

Friday, December 29, 2017 at 1:42 am.

Father, I pray for contentment this day.

Woke up at the sound of Skype. Jan Cadell to check on me. Been working on graphics. Now sleep overtaking me. It’s 1:45 AM.

Two hours of sleep did me good. My thoughts on waking up? Father, I pray for contentment this day. Don’t let me be concerned with what I lack. Let me satisfied.

Lack? Let it speedily pass by me. Set me free. You are my portion. Your are my shield and buckler. You are the Redeemer of my soul. You are my Loving Master.

In You all things at my disposal stand. Whether on hand or out of the land? Nothing beyond.  All things at my disposal stand. At Your discretion? All things are placed in my hands.

Only wait. Sit still. O thiaBasilia—O Child Of My Heart? Only wait. Sit still. Let Me strengthen Your heart. Indeed! Let Me at My discretion place all things in your hands.

Soon, very soon? I will turn your world around on these grounds. Speedily, like an eagle flies quite swift? So will I lift you and your gifted son, to the head seat. Abundance you both shall meet.

Away, away you both will go from this insanity ridden world’s miserable plight to reside in My Presence to My delight.

No more lack, but! For what? To satisfy the wantonness of the flesh? To live in luxury and debauchery? To sit amidst among the crowds that thirst?

NAY! NAY! NAY! No way! The garden of My creation is now due for restoration. I have placed you both in my bay to restore that garden all the way.

That’s for what at the head you both shall seat. My intent for your creation? In that garden you shall find it.

You will at last let Me love, let Me give you My best. You will at last return your best. I will be your Father. You shall be My sons and daughters.

O thiaBasilia—O Child Of My Heart? Am I talking to you in vain? Is there anything beyond My ability to produce?

Why have I chosen Ahmad and you for this task? Is this just a grandiose idea in your human mind? All that you may ask, regardless!

My plan of restoration is coming to pass exactly as I have decreed. No creed or deed can ever deviate My plan. No human or devil could ever My plan thwart.

But how can you believe Me?

O thiaBasilia—O Child Of My Heart? What silly questions can you ask! Ten years of testing grounds have not thwarted nor outsmarted your belief and trust in Me.

  • Against all odds, you have hold on to your trust and belief in Me.
  • You been abandoned and shone by your loved ones.
  • You been classified as demon possessed.
  • You have been insulted with the worst of insults.
  • You been kicked.
  • You been spit on.
  • You been buffeted.
  • You been bitten by rats.
  • You been thrown in the dungeon—remember that apartment?

Still, O thiaBasilia—O Child Of My Heart? Nothing and no one have been able to deviate your belief and trust in Me one iota.

Why? Remember Yahushua’s words to you way at the beginning of your journey in My Presence? Quote:

Luke 22:31-32 AMPC+

Simon, Simon (Peter) (thiaBasilia), listen! Satan has asked excessively that all of you be given up to him, out of the power and keeping of the Father/Creator, that he might sift all of you like grain, [Job 1:6-12; Amo 9:9]

But I have prayed especially for you [Peter] [thiaBasilia], that your own faith may not fail; and when you yourself have turned again, strengthen and establish your brethren.

That’s the reason why, O thiaBasilia—O Child Of My Heart? That’s the reason why your own faith has not fail nor will ever fail you.

Your child like obedience to My Set-Apart Spirit within you? It has been My delight. My delight in your obedience is your strength.

Go on My child. Go on and on. Despite the strait circumstances of the moment? Fear not! My plan for you and Ahmad is now in effect regardless all circumstances amidst.

Just a little while longer, wait, sit still. You are soon to see My deliverance. Rejoice. Be glad. Whether heat or cold, cannot thwart your mold.” End of quote.

What can I say or do or think after and while these amazing words are carved in my heart and mind? Nothing but power, wisdom to wait, sit still until I see Your deliverance and beyond.

It’s now only 10:09 am. Much accomplished since I woke up way back around 2 am. Have recorded it all. Have written letters and comments. Have read several posts.

Even tried to get back to Lorelle’s WordPress School. Now? I’m heading to post this amazing happening of today.

Dear Reader, may these words bless you as much as they bless me. In the meantime? His love in my heart for you and for all remains there to stay for eternity, thiaBasilia.

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The Agony And Fear Of Worldly Love….

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Me? I haven’t got the slightest how such marvel shall materialize. But! I wait. I sit still with hope and confidence in my heart and mind. Thus, my Master me shall find! You? That’s between you and the Almighty. Me again? No more meddling! You again? Look up! Your redemption draws nigh. That’s the WORD for your benefit and mine.

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Sunday, December 24, 2017 at 8:29 pm.

Father? Thanks for everything. I must go to bed. I’m cold and sleepy.  A call from Ahmad woke me up around 10 pm. Continued sleeping until 1 am on this Monday, December 25, 2017.

Time To Reflect On This Unique December 25, 2017….

Monday, December 25, 2017  at 1:54 am.

What now, my Father? I pause. I reflect. I observe. I must sit still  in the midst of this insanity ridden world. Help my Father.

It’s so easy to falter. It’s so easy to get false ideas of love amidst the hilarity going on! The push to control is there. Help me, Father to let it be. You have set me free.

Worldly Love?….

What is it, my Father that I fear? Why do I agonize? Ah! Show me a picture of a hilarious wise man, then? My agony will end!

Happy! Happy! Happy! It’s not to be. Joy inexplicable and full of honor and esteem from the power of love from on high, instead we shall see, but! I must wait. I must sit still.

The weather rages outside. The people raves in the waves of the day….

O My Father—O Father Of Mine? Thanks for the still waters of Your Presence within me. The weather rages outside. The people raves in the waves of the day. Me?

Resting. The agony and fear of yesterday? Not there! Ahmad is in Your care. No need to fear. No need to agonize. To his cries for my help I will not respond. I refuse to overreact. I’ll sit still in my tract.

Feelings? What are feelings? ….

Feelings? Only fleeting emotions coming and gone like the waves of the sea. The raging storm outside continues. Inside? No more rage of any kind I find.

Power. What Power?

A power greater than the powers to be, calmly resides within me. Let the storms of rain and fierce winds outside rage and be.

Likewise, let the world and human emotions escalate. The huge and powerful wave of human love? Let it carry all humans to the most exhilarating heights. Let the outside element be.  Inside?

Peace. Joy. Power. Love. Wisdom. His Power Of Love & Wisdom From On High resides. It Never Fails. It Always Avails!

My Children? Ahmad?

What’s the difference?

  • I bore my children by the will of men.
  • I bore Ahmad by the will of the Almighty Father/Creator of my being.
  • The will of man? What a force to reckon with! Nothing but strife. Tribulation. Affliction. Suffering. Lack even when you could possess all the wealth this world has to offer.
  • The will of the Almighty Father/Creator of our beings? The complete opposite. So? The time is here. The will of the Almighty Father/Creator of our beings is taking over the will of man!

My children? Ahmad? In the process of unity. United by the loving will of the Almighty Father/Creator of our beings.

Awesome! What must we all do? Join to wait. Join to sit still. Our deliverance from the will of man is now shinning in! No worries. No fears. I hear that voice from within me,

The Master says: A voice is heard in Ramah, lamentation and bitter weeping. Rachel is weeping for her children; she refuses to be comforted for her children, because they are no more.

The Master says: Restrain your voice from weeping and your eyes from tears, for your work shall be rewarded, says the Master; and your children shall return from the enemy’s land. And there is hope for your future, says the Master; your children shall come back to their own country. Jeremiah 31:15-17.

Behold! The Power Of Love & Wisdom From On High Drenched Upon Us All. It Never Fails. It Always Avails!

O  my Father! Your Plan Of Our Restoration To The Original Intent For Our Creation Is In Effect—To Be Loved by You and to Love You in return.

Awesome! It’s all there is to say. Dear Reader, I leave you with that thought in mind. Until the next time? His Love In My Heart For All Remains There To Stay For Eternity, thiaBasilia.

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Skits? What We Play and watch for a kick.

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Reality check! The ‘fun’ is over. No more skits. We have suffered enough while playing our skits. It has ceased to be just a comical skit. The Father/Creator skits will no longer permit.

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Skits That We Play….

Sunday, December 24, 2017 at 7:41 am.

Today is the eve of greatest day of the year for the USA. So much anticipation to open up that gift underneath the famous ‘Christmas Tree’! and the meal preparations? And the guests to entertain? WOW!

What an splendor! All included in the ‘skits that we play to define ourselves and our life styles’. Ha! How about that? That just came to me. It’s the truth no matter who agrees.

Dear Reader, since the last post? I have written, written, written. Have three posts written since that last post. Much is happening my way. Wonders, perhaps only to me and you, but!

I must go on. Been debating in my mind what to post next? Been talking to my Father about it along all else going on. Slowly it came to me.

“Go to Photoshop. Create a graphic about the skits that people plays.” That came to me 5 hrs. ago. I got busy. I will now optimize and post.

May it all honor the Almighty Loving Creator of the whole Universe including ourselves. May His Plan Of Our Restoration To The Original Intent For Our Creation continue to speedily develop—To Be Loved by Him and to Love Him in return.

That’s what the great and most important of the commandments is about. Why is this commandment so important? Simple. It all goes back to the fact that,

  • Only The Almighty is sole Creator of the Universe and all there in, including our selves.
  • Only The Almighty is the sole possessor of unfathomable wisdom beyond any existent and non-existent beings’ wisdom and knowledge.
  • Only The Almighty Has The Power That No Foe Can Withstand.
  • Only The Almighty knows all things.
  • Only The Almighty the Creator truly loves us despite any and all things good or evil done against Him.

He instituted the first commandment for a GOOD reason. In keeping the First and Most Important of the commandment, verbatim, as it’s written? One obtains the power to keep the Second, and!

Therefore?  Fulfill all the LAW and the Prophets, meaning? One is empowered to love one’s self and the neighbor as well. Human love fails, but!

Behold! The Power Of Love & Wisdom From On High Drenched Upon Us All. It Never Fails. It Always Avails!

It’s still Friday, December 22, 2017 at 9:36 am.

What’s The Meaning Of True Love?….

Somehow, we all know true love means to respect someone, but! We cannot understand how even true love can fail us. Love means mutual respect.

We lose respect for the other party? True love comes to an end. Behold! The Power Of Love & Wisdom From On High Drenched Upon Us All. It Never Fails. It Always Avails!

Generous Gifts From My Children Or From You? What To Do?

Father? I’m shocked! Don’t know what to do with my gift. Don’t want to go as always have gone before. O my Father! I simply don’t know what to do? You have really changed me.

I do not have the slightest desire to share my gift because, I sense it will not benefit Ahmad at all. Could go back as before. Show me what am I to do. I wish to forget about it. I wait. I’ll be still.

It’s now 2:36 pm. These days lately seem to go slow. I have accomplished much with the graphics. All things are falling into place. Your wisdom prevails. Thanks my Father.

Saturday, December 23, 2017 at 1:25 am.

Another 7th Day of Rest. Thanks my Father. Resting underneath Your everlasting arms I am going to bed. Into Your hands I commend my spirit soul and body.

Up and about! It’s now 4:37 am. You are gifting me to sleep for longer hours nowadays, thank You, my Father. My help comes from You.

Why Would I Not Used The Money Sent To Me?

“Why would you not used the money I sent to you? Is it because you are trying to make a point of not spending that money?” Nay! Quickly came my reply.

Why am I not any longer running to the bank to get whatever money is deposited just as quickly as the money is deposited in my account?

Simple. My Father in the heavens compels me to stop it! I am to wait. I am to sit still. That is the only way I will get to see His deliverance!

What Would Keep Me From Messing Up Again? Not what but WHO!

Phew! I finally got it through my thick skull! How ‘bout that, and! Guess what? My children sent me a good chunk of money, but! I am not touching that money if my life depended on it!

No way! I will never, ever go my way anymore. No way. How can I be so sure? Because this time? IT IS NOT A NEW YEAR’S RESOLUTION in my part liken I did in the past.

This time it is not a resolution or a goal or ANYTHING that my clever mind could figure out! This time? It’s my Father’s work! Period.

Have I messed up His work before? Indeed! So? What would keep me from messing up again? Not what but WHO! Let me quote 8 verses of Scripture reassuring this matter.

I Will Be Their God, And They Shall Be My People.

Jer_24:7  And I will give them a heart to know (recognize, understand, and be acquainted with) Me, that I am the Lord; and they will be My people, and I will be their God, for they will return to Me with their whole heart.

Jer_31:33  But this is the covenant which I will make with the house of Israel: After those days, says the Lord, I will put My law within them, and on their hearts will I write it; and I will be their God, and they will be My people.

Jer_32:38  And they will be My people, and I will be their God.

Eze_11:20  That they may walk in My statutes and keep My ordinances, and do them. And they shall be My people, and I will be their God.

Eze_14:11  That the house of Israel may go no more astray from Me, neither defile themselves any more with all their transgressions, but that they may be My people, and I may be their God, says the Lord God.

Eze_34:24  And I the Lord will be their God and My Servant David a Prince among them; I the Lord have spoken it.

Eze_37:23  They shall not defile themselves any more with their idols and their detestable things or with any of their transgressions, but I will save them out of all their dwelling   places and from all their backslidings in which they have sinned, and I will cleanse them. So shall they be My people, and I will be their God.

Eze_37:27  My tabernacle or dwelling place also shall be with them; and I will be their God, and they shall be My people.

Amazing! I had no idea where to go in this post, but! The Father/Creator is doing the rest on everything I write, publish, and optimize.

Those eight verses of Scripture are repeated throughout the entire BOOK, but! Ah! Thousands of years have gone and nothing like that has happened! It’s all just a story, is the general consent.

Well? Not really. There are numerous religious personalities that have warned us about the infallibility of our Father/Creator’s Words, but! Our clever minds. We fabricate our own skits.

Man O man! Will we ever stop the skit? Indeed! As the Father/Creator permits we are stopping all of our skits. The fun is over! The curtain is closing.

Reality check! No more skits. We have suffered enough while playing our skits. It has ceased to be just a comical skit. The Father/Creator skits will no longer permit.

What now? The Plan Of Restoration To The Original Intent For Our Creation Is In Effect—To Love And To Be Loved.

Behold! The Power Of Love & Wisdom From On High Drenched Upon Us All. It Never Fails. It Always Avails!

His Love In My Heart For All Remains There To Stay For Eternity, thiaBasilia.

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Through My Window I Now See: What Soon Shall Be….

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While the world is set on hilarity and education? You have set My Heart/Mind in a garden on the ashes of the paradise lost of our creation. The man. The woman. Together taking care of the garden. No more trips to the forbidden tree.

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Friday, December 22, 2017 at 7:48 am.

My dream and hope? Steady to be reality.

O My Father—O Father Of Mine? You lead me all the way. You have set my mind and heart on a large estate or farm on which crops are raised, often by resident workers. Next. Now? You are ready. My dream and hope? Steady to be reality.

What Have We Been Doing?

Indeed! I am not ‘normal’ anymore! What have I and the rest of the world been doing? Knocking ourselves down to be ‘normal’. What is ‘normal’ to the human being?

A ‘normal’ human being is one that fulfills all the conventions of the society’s rules for goodness. No one wants to be ‘abnormal’. Extraordinary? O yeah. Why? Because extraordinary or super-good pays big time. It’s all about, What’s my pay?

The day we quit the rat race to be good for pay? Pay of any kind of way? That’s the day. That’s the day you’ll no longer be normal. That’s the day the world gets on guard, but! That’s the day for our Father’s turn to help us!

Only The Almighty Has The Power That No Foe Can Withstand….

I’m especial. I’m Your disciple—taught of You. No one has that power to change and mold anyone into the imagine of the Almighty Creator of our beings.

No one can empower any one to obey the Almighty at any cost to the carnal self. Multitudes are changed into whatever they want to be changed into, but! That same multitude?

O well! I don’t know what is what for the multitude. For the chosen? For the Almighty’s children? I know His plan of restoration to the original intent for our creation is in effect.

What’s The ‘Normal’ Thing We All Do?

Mine O mine! It’s an automatic thing to do whatever we think is best to do! From the beginning, and the woman saw and she ate and she gave it to her husband to eat and they both became ashamed, but! Never took the blame.

The woman that You gave me. The serpent beguiled me. Now? It’s always because someone or something else. I had no choice but to kill and maim! They deserve what they got because of what they did to me! I’m wrong but I have good reasons. It’s not my fault! On and on goes the litany of our excuses for our blatant disobedience of the sacred commandments, but!

We cannot see–We are blind….

We really, really cannot see nor hear anything other than what the other party did. I found that out when I came to this region of the world. Father demonstrated such phenomenon to me.

The truth? Only the Father/Creator’s Spirit within me caused me to see. Me? What did I do when the monster attacked me? I called what I thought to be my helper, “COME GET ME BEFORE I GET KILL!”

No sooner I hung up the phone, the culprit burst into my room. How I don’t remember. He threw himself at me. His arms around my neck, crying, “Mommy, mommy! You hit me!” I stood there. Mute. Dumbfound! To this day, the whole episode is a mystery to him.

Quickly things developed. My voice was gone. All I could do was to watch what I now recall as the most comical of all charades from a couple of ‘normal’ human beings. What a trip!

But I had asked for it when in panic I called what I had taken to be my helper. She did what she thought to be the best, unfortunately she did the worst, but! It was all in the Creator’s book. No regrets. No fault finding any longer.

Honest to goodness! We normal human beings are comical. I say ‘we’ because I’m still a human being doing ridiculous unnecessary things that I think to be the best. DUH!

What does it mean to fear, revere, and worship Him?

Regardless! Father has been in control of my doings for longer than I can remember. From that horrendous episode back at the beginning of my time here? Father has shown me His covenant and revealed to me its deep, inner meaning just as He promised to do for whoever fear (revere and worship) Him.

What does it mean to fear, revere, and worship Him? All those words apply to the matter of obedience. It’s all tied up with the word ‘love’ ‘reverence’ ‘worship’.

I am not a scholar nor have I any inclination to be one, but! The meaning of the famous word, ‘Love’ has been revealed to me. Understanding the meaning of ‘Love’ in the Hebrew language? Wow!

What a difference! How such understanding has availed me to hear and make spiritual progress as the Spirit of the Father/Creator teaches and directs me in the way that I should go.

In the Hebrew language, ‘Love’ means obedience, but! That is something not even in the dictionary. Obedience is looked up as submission, docility even servile and such.

Obedience is defined as a one way word. Submission to the authorities. Far from the Father’s intention for the use of that word, but! That’s the way of the world’s system to control us.

Of course, we revel! No one with an ounce of intelligence wants to be controlled by anyone or anything, but! Sadly? We are under the control of many things and the Powers To Be—we are not free.

Furthermore, we do not want to be controlled, but! The whole aim of the human being is to take control of everything including the Creator Himself!

Easy to see once the Creator take the blinds off of our eyes. That’s what the Creator is now doing. The blinds are falling off and! All we can say is: AWESOME!

Indeed! It’s AWESOME! Once the blinds are off of our eyes? We can see the bliss soon to be in our midst. Through My Window I Now See: What Soon Shall Be….

What now? Dear Reader, I am on a roll. The next post I’ll share more about that four letter word—L O V E. For now?

In closing let’s continue to watch and absorb in our deepest part of our being, the Plan Of Restoration To The Original Intent For Our Creation—To Love And To Be Loved take place.

Behold! The Power Of Love & Wisdom From On High Drenched Upon Us All. It Never Fails. It Always Avails!

His Love In My Heart For All Remains There To Stay For Eternity, thiaBasilia.

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Commitment To Obey The Only One Who Will Pay….

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Monday, December 18, 2017 at 10:22 pm.

O my Father! So much to be thankful for on this day. You are so good! You, alone, are GOOD! So it’s written,

Matthew 19:17 AMPC+

(17)  And He said to him, Why do you ask Me about the perfectly and essentially good? There is only One Who is good [perfectly and essentially]—the Almighty. If you would enter into the Life, you must continually keep the commandments.

Hum! So much for the rat race of goodness. I ain’t ‘good’ neither are you! The Almighty Creator of our beings is the only GOOD ONE! That’s the fact let’s leave it at that!

Father? Where am I at? Like a maid wait for her mistress so I wait for You to indicate to me how and where next to go with the writing task You have assigned unto me.

Perhaps is best for me next to rest? 10:43 pm? I’ll do. I’m heading for bed. Hope for Your rest. That’s the best.

Good Reasons To Cave In, But! I Won’t.

Tuesday, December 19, 2017 at 8:15 am.

O my Father! You well said, in the world I was to have tribulation and trials and distress and frustration; but be of good cheer [take courage; be confident, certain, undaunted]! For I have overcome the world. [I have deprived it of power to harm you and have conquered it for you.]

But, O my Father, You know how much the tribulation and trials and distress and frustration is affecting both Ahmad and I more than anyone else, or, so it feels.

It’s impossible to be of good cheer, to take courage; be confident, certain, undaunted. How can I be so at the sight of my Ahmad under the horrible stress he is under?

Have been doing OK with it all but! When the heater ran out of gas. I lost it!  Unworthy suspicions about Your faithfulness returned. I ranted and raved in panic because I lost track whether the gas was on or off. I feared to cause a fire.

In fear I called Ahmad. He came. At his sight? I wept! He connected the other gas container in the heater. He turned on the heater. Gave me some instructions. He left.

Me? After my weeping ceased, Your wisdom took over. I turned off the heater. There is not much gas in that tank. It came to me to only turn it on when extremely cold.

Ahmad called. I tried to share my heart with him about the waiting on You to take care of us, but! Ahmad’s ears are still shut! He cannot hear me. On Your time? You will open those ears.

Commitment To Obey The Father/Creator Of My Being….

In the meantime? It came to me to write a letter to my friend who oversees my Bank Account.

O my Father! That letter is a letter of my commitment to obey You at any cost to my carnal life. Quote,

Hello my friend,

I writing to tell you I am not going to get any extra money out because the month coming up I must pay for SiteGround. I need to save any extras for that purpose.

…..I have decided once again not to ask for help at all. If I don’t have whatever? I’ll do without.

From here on out I will stick by what Father commands me, that is to wait, to sit still, to write and publish. He will do the rest.

He has been telling me that for the longest. I have disobeyed and paid the consequences. No more. I have suffered and I’m still suffering on account of my disobedience.

Father has shown me these things only this month. The last straw? The day you told me you were having problems yourself and could not cover me. That got my attention!

Now, my power supply went out. The monitor went out. The Internet was cut because the computer kept using my download gigas. Much was paid to get the power supply and monitor against my will because I refuse to spend any money above my means.

I no longer care whatever anyone does. The problem is with me not with any of the people my Father has provided to help me. You all have been doing over and above to help me. It has taken this long, but! Finally! Father got through to me. He changed and empowered me to obey at any cost.

It no longer matters what anyone thinks or does about me. If I have no computer and no Internet, I will write by hand and wait until my Father provides whatever without me going all around begging for help.

If I have no food, no heat or any of the things that I have considered to be so important? I will not tell you or anyone. If no one comes to visit or calls or email me? I will do the same in return.

I am thankful for what I have, but! If Father takes this apartment? I will wait. I will sit still even if I must sit still in the street. That’s the kind of power Father has drenched on me through the last weeks of trouble and painful body.

It all amounts to the knowledge that even if I nearly die? Father never fails or forsakes me. He is working all things for our good, not just for my good. He has restored me to the original intent for my creation, to be loved by Him and to love Him above all things in return. Love in His language means OBEDIENCE.

So, my friend? I am free. Father has set me free from my own carnal-self. I know His blessings are for you and for all that has been with me with more than just a cup of water.

I love you with His love within me. Thanks. 😊

BTW already? Blessed. The computer is like new. This old monitor? Beautiful! I can see! Vivid, legible colors! All a blessing!

Thanks, my Father. It’s now 12:50 pm. What’s next? I have no desire to talk to anyone. Until You give me the liberty to talk or to call or to act with Your wisdom? I am sitting still. I’ll wait.

No Matter Who Entices Me To Disobey? I Will Not!

Ahmad just called wanting to pay for the Internet. I refused to give him the details for him to pay. I will not disobey You. We are not to borrow money that You have not already supplied to us.

The money You provide is not to be used for my Internet right now. All this time? I have placed myself and Ahmad’s reasoning in the place of Your commands. Not anymore!

Ha! Ahmad called again. Tried his old way to get me to disobey You, but! It did not work—he failed. In the boot? He paid me a great compliment, he said, “You are not normal!” Wow!

I’m Not Normal Anymore! Hahaha! HalleluYah!

Indeed! I’m not ‘normal’. I am now committed 100% to obey! Neither life nor death can deter me from such commitment engraved in my heart and mind by the power of love and wisdom from on high.

Thanks for everything my Father! I’ll work in a graphic now. I wait for whatever You develop next. I can now be of good cheer, I can take courage; be confident, certain, undaunted. Wow!

What’s The Next Post About? About The Smile In Your Face–My Love In Your Heart–Such Language Speaks to All…

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Back On Track! I Am Back!

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Saturday, December 16, 2017 at 11:41 pm.

From Anger To Compassion….

Well, now I know what day and what time. It turned out to be a very trying day, but! I got a new power supply, and a new monitor on the boot.

I’m glad the day is over, and! I am not angry anymore. I only feel sorry for the ways of this culture. Their sense of humor is warped. They enjoy making fun and playing people for fools.

Even so, I’m so glad that You are turning my anger into compassion. For the most the regular people have never been out of this region because they can’t get visa.

So? This is all they know. It’s no need to elaborate because, the truth? It’s not good to make generalization about anyone. I don’t really know what am I talking about.

I am tired. I need sleep. I will catch up later when I wake up. It’s now Sunday, December 17, 2017 at 12:03 am.

Help! How Can I Fogive?….

Sunday, December 17, 2017 at 2:56 am.

Father? This is just a computer—a thing. Let me not make an issue of the ugly episode of last night based on this thing.

I have much to record on the beautiful work You have done in the last few weeks. I do hope for Your best. In my heart and mind is to forgive and forget, but! HELP!

I refuse to rehash the matter. I need You to make lemonade out of this sour lemon that was thrown at us last night. I refuse to point that finger that You have cut back to other people.

I am the guilty one. I’m the one whose feelings got insulted last night. My intelligence was questioned. Oh! The mighty ego within my being? An unpardonable sin committed!

Phooey! So what? Who cares if I am stupid or smart? What benefit is that to others? Of no benefit is the truth and fact according to Your unfathomable wisdom. As it’s written,

1 Corinthians 1:22-29 AMPC+

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(26)  For [simply] consider your own call, brethren; not many [of you were considered to be] wise according to human estimates and standards, not many influential and powerful, not many of high and noble birth.

(27)  [No] for  the Creator selected (deliberately chose) what in the world is foolish to put the wise to shame, and what the world calls weak to put the strong to shame.

(28)  And  the Creator also selected (deliberately chose) what in the world is lowborn and insignificant and branded and treated with contempt, even the things that are nothing, that He might depose and bring to nothing the things that are,

(29)  So that no mortal man should [have pretense for glorying and] boast in the presence of  the Creator.

Encouragement Leading To Forgivingness….

So? The whole thing that transpired last night is because I have been boasting about the knowledge I acquired in the last few weeks. Knowledge I acquired? Ridiculous!

I did not acquire such knowledge. Father led me to fix the computer like a pro in answer to my fear of losing the computer for lack of money.

I did not realize how my confession came out as a boat instead of a toast to the amazing answers You have given to me. That’s the fact, but! What of that?

I am Your disciple. You delight in my obedience. Your delight in my obedience is my strength. Should I deviate from that obedience? Your hand of discipline would be upon my head.

The incident from last night? An opportunity to obey Your command to forgive. Should I choose resentment instead of forgivingness?

You, my Father, won’t forgive my greater sins. Wow! What an incentive and power to forgive your written words avail me! It’s written,

Matthew 6:15 AMPC+

(15)  But if you do not forgive others their trespasses [their reckless and willful sins, leaving them, letting them go, and giving up resentment], neither will your Father forgive you your trespasses.

How about that? Wonderfully Simple. Delightfully effortlessly. So are Your ways indelible written within my being. Back on track! I am back!

Rage Had Blinded Me!

What was the issue all about? By negligence, my monitor was damaged, but! It was replaced. My first reaction last night while incensed with murdering rage? What did I think of the replacement?

Hum! I was so blind with rage, I could have taken the strange looking thing and flung it up to destroy it, but! Thanks, my Father. You restrained that rage. I left the strange thing alone. Next?

Empowered To Forgive I Saw!….

Alone in Your Presence, I began to reason things out while I carefully rearranged the mess of cables. I properly connected the machine. All in perfect order. I began to write the couple of paragraphs I wrote before I crashed in bed.

Three hours of sleep most certainly did me good. Thanks, my Father. The remembrance of the whole ugly incident kept popping up in my mind. What did You led me to do about it?

HELP! I cried again. Could not think how or what was to happen. Forgive? Could not think how could I forgive? HELP! My shrilling cry reached Your ears! Help quickly came my way.

Dear Reader, let me summarize the mighty doings of the Father/Creator. The threat of losing the computer for good was there. Lack of money to buy a new one was the only alternative in my thinking.

My Father? Ha! Lack of money?

  • So what? First He gave me the ability to fix the computer like a pro.
  • The computer now is like new, so?

Why this thing with the power supply and the monitor? Father chose to replace those two parts with better ones, but!

I could not see it last night because of anger. Regardless, as forgivingness took over my being? Suddenly!

This strange monitor? The best! The colors are vivid. I do not have to strain my eyes. What a blessing! And the power to forgive? What more could I ever ask for?

Your ways are higher than my ways, but! I am now Your disciple. You are instilling Your ways deep within my being there to remain. Power!

Your power of love and wisdom drenched upon me big time! What a Mighty Yah I serve! I bow in awe of Your Being. In silence, I worship You.

I have 10 pages of hand written notes while the whole saga evolved culminating on the 7th day of Rest. How appropriate. I will post those notes as Father leads me to do.

His Love In My Heart For All Remains There To Stay For Eternity, thiaBasilia.