Yesterday? Ready To Conquer The World! This Morning? Not Too Sure …?
But Isn’t That The Way The Ball Bounces?
No kidding! No wonder my cringing fears! Who this little girl at heart can trust? Ah! But Your heart of mercy! You saw there was no intercessor. You came to our rescue. Isaiah 59:14-21.
Waiting on You.
Tuesday, February 23, 2021 at 6:50 pm start of a new post.
Another day. Bed on Wednesday, February 24, 2021 at 12:26 am.
Up about 5 am not feeling as well as I did yesterday.
What is the Way The Ball Bounces …?
The ball of my emotional system bounces in the ballpark of the stark reality we humans embark forlorn not sure upbeat don’t give in to defeat!
In my mind? Me?
Concentrate on what I have to overcome what I have not …?
What Do I Have My Master? Open My Eyes To See My ‘Haves’ To Concentrate On …
“O thiaBasilia—O Child Of My Heart? What do you have? You have ME My child! Concentrate on My Presence! Quit looking away from ME. In rain or shine you are always in My mind.”
What A Jolt! On My Mind A Thunderbolt …?
Oh my Master! Here I was stuck taking inventory of my chocolates, my gas, my tissues, my toilet paper, my pineapple, my, my, my unending per say, ‘needs’! Silly me! But Your thunderbolt? It set my gaze back on Thee!
HalleluYah! Back To The Still Waters Of Your Presence So Ever Real …
The time? Wednesday, February 24, 2021 at 8:27 am.
“Look at that My child! In the hour and minutes? 8-2-7.
Indeed! My Presence in your being and in your life is so ever real.
How to concentrate on My Presence? That is what it all boils down to.
All the bounces of your emotional system are landing in the still waters of My Presence.
Indeed! My message in the numbers in the hour and minutes you started to record back into the Still Waters of My Presence is how I am making My Presence real to you.
What is My message? Go back to Brad Scott NUMBERS – GEMATRIA The Design of Scripture.
My child, this time quote the details I have inspired to Brad to better understand the meaning of the message ‘One Cycle End. The Last Cycle Begins I have instructed you to proclaim from here on.
It is not meant to endorse The WildBranch Ministry or to follow them indiscriminately.
I am the only Leader all must follow.
The Number Eight – Newness and Cycles
The Number Two – Division
The Number Seven – Completeness and Rest
Seven speaks of completeness and rest. You do marvelous things in the earth with this number seven.
About The Colossal Confusion Rampart …?
Who to believe? Multitudes in the valley of decision. Ha! You are leading me to refresh Your written words You have led me to quoter many of times before. But now?
Your time to announce the imminent danger that is already in view as of Joel 3:1-21.
Again, My child, let the readers check their own resources for Joel 3:1-21
Edom Shall Be A Desolate Wilderness? …
Oh my Master but You have planted me in Edom, or have You? I read in Habakkuk 3:1-16 the horrors coming to this land enough to make me tremble as Your prophet Habakkuk trembled, but!
Oh my Master! You have set my gaze upon You.
You have steadied my trembling.
You have graced me with Your peace that surpasses all human understanding, and?
That is what You intent for me to pass on to Your people.
Your Peace Within Abounds Surpassing My Own Understanding …?
The last few days I have wept like You wept when You approached Jerusalem, You saw the city, and You wept, audibly over it. Why?
Oh My Master! Why Do I Weep Now As You Wept Then …?
I weep because You are letting now me see the same thing that You saw then. Your people, Your leaders, my people? If only they had known personally, the things that make for peace, for freedom from all the distresses that are experienced as the result of sin.
Those are the things upon which our peace—our security, safety, prosperity, and happiness depends! But now they are hidden from our eyes.
Human Understanding? The Sin Cause Of Our Distresses …
Wow! What a revelation! The time now? Thursday, February 25, 2021 at 4:21 am. How little I have understood every single thing that churns in my mind—the unsuspected thing causing me so much distress!
Sin. My Sin. All Human’s Sin …?
If only we had known personally, but! Those things have been hidden from our eyes by Your power and authority over Your own creation including us human beings.
Even so? By the same power and authority over Your own creation Your appointed time to uncover those things is now on this 2021 year.
What On Earth Am I Talking About As If I Know …?
The truth? I have not the slightest of what or why I am stating and proclaiming such things as I am publishing in all the sites You have given me to manage. You know that my Master even when I sound as if I know it all.
Hey! Now The Truth Is Out! No Two Ways About It …?
Most certainly! It is not about thiaBasilia as much as thiaBasilia’s name is beautifully exhibited in all the inspired graphics You let me create. Even when I feel so proud of my creations. But why You let me do that?
“O thiaBasilia—O Child Of My Heart? You are a beautiful vessel holding beautiful flowers.
Those flowers sit within your heart in the water of My passionate love for My creation.
My child, My creation includes you as well as the rest of My beloved children roaming the grounds of this so loved world of Mine.
Yes, I know you.
I know your cringing human fear to give the wrong impression at every turn of your way.
I know your insidious comparing yourself with others.
I know your fear of judgmental critiques as well as compliments to deflate or inflate your ego.
I know your cringing fear of lacking money as well all the things that you enjoy including the fellowship with Ahmad and your loved ones.
Yes, I know all about your cringing fears, but!
I also know of your crystal pure heart I have created within you.
Nothing, no fears or lack of such can taint such purity in your heart.
Yes, I am, I have been, I shall always correct and restore unto you the joy of your deliverance from such cringing fears or the lack of them.
Fear not My precious child.
Remember, you are always in My mind.
I never leave nor forsake you.
thiaBasilia A Beautiful Vessel.
What A Marvel! What Comfort! Whatever More Could I Want For? …
Sleep? It overtook me at 5:45 am. Up and about at 7:52 am. Looking forward to a wonderful sunny day out there as well as the sun of Your Presence within my being.
An Open Letter To All Who Teach, Pastor, Prophesy, Or Tell Us Why …?
The gazillion of teachers or teaching ministries, pastors in all groups or religious denominations, self-called prophets and the like leading Your people into the great fallen away is mind baffling.
Leaders And Followers? Confused! The Flaming Fuse Guiding, Mind Blinding …?
No kidding! No wonder my cringing fears! Who this little girl at heart can trust? Ah! But Your heart of mercy! You saw there was no intercessor. You came to our rescue. Check it out in Isaiah 59:14-21.
Those who turn from transgression, says the Master.
Repentance Open Letter To All Who Teach From Brad Scott …
Master! Before I quote this letter from Brad You have recalled the fact that yes, the leaders are at fault but! So are we followers. No one forced me to follow. I made the decision to do whatever seemed best for me, and?
I ignored the commands You so emphatically commanded Your ancient workers to baptized or immerse others in such in the so misunderstood great commission.
What are those commandments I ignored?
Lean not in your own understanding.
Become like little children.
Do not call anyone father or pastor or teacher or leader.
To wait for His Spirit to baptize them with fire or to purify them to be His witness, witness of His Presence in their hearts.
You convicted me. I repented by the power of Your mercy and grace that gave me the power to repent.
So has Brad done in this so important letter he published before his death in July 10, 2020.
Quote:
I have tried to do my best to never make self-aggrandizing, self-promoting statements these days, but I know I have stated in the past that everything in the Scriptures point to the simple principle of a seed and the ancient meaning of Biblical words. Now, you see, that is my hammer and everything else is a nail. I have often heard that said from the pulpit but rarely practised. I wonder if some people get out much. Everybody is saying the same thing and making the same proclamations! There are a lot of claims that can be important. There are a lot of claims that can even be very important. But everybody’s claim cannot be the most important claim. Somebody is fibbing. I will just cut to the chase. The confusion in this walk of ours is not because YOU or I do not understand or YOU don’t get it! The confusion is because there are hundreds of Hebrew Roots and You Tube channel teachers all teaching contrary views on the same subjects. All claiming they are just presenting the truth. Hundreds of man-cave Bible detectives are claiming that they are right and all who disagree are wrong. Many of these same teachers more than subtly suggest that if you disagree with them, you are disagreeing with God! We (notice I said we), are responsible for the confusion and chaos in our walk and not the stubbornness or ignorance of the followers of this walk. I will say it again. It is the multitudes of teachers that are the problem. Too many of us use over-the-top language, lunging to grab our piece of the pie or 15 minutes of fame. We blast the public with hundreds of monologs every day. We rarely confer with each other or allow iron to sharpen iron. Rarely is an understatement for I could not find a word that actually means more rarely than rarely. How about non-existent! Most teachers in this movement, I dare call it so, have little to no accountability to anyone. Because we can, we are collectively bombarding the masses with contrary information in books, CD’s, DVD’s, MP3’s, flash drives, YouTube® postings, podcasts, digital media, and the occasional live lectures at a rapid fire pace and then blaming the confusion on the receivers of that information. WE are the reason for the confusion!
Ezekiel 34:9-10
“Therefore, O ye shepherds, hear the word of the LORD; Thus saith YHVH ’Elohiym; Behold, I am against the shepherds; and I will require my flock at their hand, and cause them to cease from feeding the flock; neither shall the shepherds feed themselves any more; for I will deliver my flock from their mouth, that they may not be meat for them.”
This, if you will, is an open letter to all of us who teach, for I know what many of you are thinking. “Who died and made you boss?” I am not claiming any authority over anyone in this walk. I am merely speaking forth what I believe to be a major source of turmoil and confusion in our midst. Like our oldest ancestors, it would be so base and so easy to blame everyone else. I am pleading with all teachers that we seriously examine ourselves before the Father takes over Himself. We have an enormous responsibility in our walk. Countless spiritual lives are in our hands and we will stand before a Mighty God one day and give an account for that responsibility.
I can only account for myself, and so with all that is in me, if I have ever exalted myself or this ministry over our merciful Father and His kingdom, then I repent. If I have ever blatantly or subtly suggested that what I believe and teach is any more important or relevant than the teachings of my brothers and sisters, then I repent. If I have ever used over-the-top language or hyperbole to promote this ministry, then I repent. If I have ever implied that what I teach is what the whole Bible points to, then I repent!
James 3:1
“My brethren, be not many masters, knowing that we shall receive the greater condemnation.”
Emphasis? “We have an enormous responsibility in our walk. Countless spiritual lives are in our hands and we will stand before a Mighty God one day and give an account for that responsibility.”
Yesterday? Ready To Conquer The World! Today? Ready For You To Conquer It For Me …
Master? Your words in these lines you have me to publish shall not return void. Thus, is Your solemn written promise. No words are adequate to express the immensity of Your merciful Being.
In silence I bow down to proclaim Your set apartness.
Nothing and no one can compare with Your Mightiness.
As per Your leading I am heading to illustrate the matter.
Date and Time now? Thursday, February 25, 2021 at 9:33 am.
It is now Friday, February 26, 2021 at 5:48 am.
You had me to revise the post and illustration.
Illustrations finished.
Thank You. It’s A Beautiful Day, But! No Matter. Rain Or Shine Any Longer …?
Whether cold or hot or any lack? I am always in Your mind. You never leave nor forsake me. Heading to posting grounds to proclaim Your mercy on Friday, February 26, 2021 at 2:34 pm.
Until next post Your love in my heart remains for all.
Yesterday? Ready To Conquer The World! This Morning? Not Too Sure …?
But Isn’t That The Way The Ball Bounces?
No kidding! No wonder my cringing fears! Who this little girl at heart can trust? Ah! But Your heart of mercy! You saw there was no intercessor. You came to our rescue. Isaiah 59:14-21.
Waiting on You.
Tuesday, February 23, 2021 at 6:50 pm start of a new post.
Another day. Bed on Wednesday, February 24, 2021 at 12:26 am.
Up about 5 am not feeling as well as I did yesterday.
What is the Way The Ball Bounces …?
The ball of my emotional system bounces in the ballpark of the stark reality we humans embark forlorn not sure upbeat don’t give in to defeat!
In my mind? Me?
Concentrate on what I have to overcome what I have not …?
What Do I Have My Master? Open My Eyes To See My ‘Haves’ To Concentrate On …
“O thiaBasilia—O Child Of My Heart? What do you have? You have ME My child! Concentrate on My Presence! Quit looking away from ME. In rain or shine you are always in My mind.”
What A Jolt! On My Mind A Thunderbolt …?
Oh my Master! Here I was stuck taking inventory of my chocolates, my gas, my tissues, my toilet paper, my pineapple, my, my, my unending per say, ‘needs’! Silly me! But Your thunderbolt? It set my gaze back on Thee!
HalleluYah! Back To The Still Waters Of Your Presence So Ever Real …
The time? Wednesday, February 24, 2021 at 8:27 am.
“Look at that My child! In the hour and minutes? 8-2-7.
Indeed! My Presence in your being and in your life is so ever real.
How to concentrate on My Presence? That is what it all boils down to.
All the bounces of your emotional system are landing in the still waters of My Presence.
Indeed! My message in the numbers in the hour and minutes you started to record back into the Still Waters of My Presence is how I am making My Presence real to you.
What is My message? Go back to Brad Scott NUMBERS – GEMATRIA The Design of Scripture.
My child, this time quote the details I have inspired to Brad to better understand the meaning of the message ‘One Cycle End. The Last Cycle Begins I have instructed you to proclaim from here on.
It is not meant to endorse The WildBranch Ministry or to follow them indiscriminately.
I am the only Leader all must follow.
The Number Eight – Newness and Cycles
The Number Two – Division
The Number Seven – Completeness and Rest
Seven speaks of completeness and rest. You do marvelous things in the earth with this number seven.
About The Colossal Confusion Rampart …?
Who to believe? Multitudes in the valley of decision. Ha! You are leading me to refresh Your written words You have led me to quoter many of times before. But now?
Your time to announce the imminent danger that is already in view as of Joel 3:1-21.
Again, My child, let the readers check their own resources for Joel 3:1-21
Edom Shall Be A Desolate Wilderness? …
Oh my Master but You have planted me in Edom, or have You? I read in Habakkuk 3:1-16 the horrors coming to this land enough to make me tremble as Your prophet Habakkuk trembled, but!
Oh my Master! You have set my gaze upon You.
You have steadied my trembling.
You have graced me with Your peace that surpasses all human understanding, and?
That is what You intent for me to pass on to Your people.
Your Peace Within Abounds Surpassing My Own Understanding …?
The last few days I have wept like You wept when You approached Jerusalem, You saw the city, and You wept, audibly over it. Why?
Oh My Master! Why Do I Weep Now As You Wept Then …?
I weep because You are letting now me see the same thing that You saw then. Your people, Your leaders, my people? If only they had known personally, the things that make for peace, for freedom from all the distresses that are experienced as the result of sin.
Those are the things upon which our peace—our security, safety, prosperity, and happiness depends! But now they are hidden from our eyes.
Human Understanding? The Sin Cause Of Our Distresses …
Wow! What a revelation! The time now? Thursday, February 25, 2021 at 4:21 am. How little I have understood every single thing that churns in my mind—the unsuspected thing causing me so much distress!
Sin. My Sin. All Human’s Sin …?
If only we had known personally, but! Those things have been hidden from our eyes by Your power and authority over Your own creation including us human beings.
Even so? By the same power and authority over Your own creation Your appointed time to uncover those things is now on this 2021 year.
What On Earth Am I Talking About As If I Know …?
The truth? I have not the slightest of what or why I am stating and proclaiming such things as I am publishing in all the sites You have given me to manage. You know that my Master even when I sound as if I know it all.
Hey! Now The Truth Is Out! No Two Ways About It …?
Most certainly! It is not about thiaBasilia as much as thiaBasilia’s name is beautifully exhibited in all the inspired graphics You let me create. Even when I feel so proud of my creations. But why You let me do that?
“O thiaBasilia—O Child Of My Heart? You are a beautiful vessel holding beautiful flowers.
Those flowers sit within your heart in the water of My passionate love for My creation.
My child, My creation includes you as well as the rest of My beloved children roaming the grounds of this so loved world of Mine.
Yes, I know you.
I know your cringing human fear to give the wrong impression at every turn of your way.
I know your insidious comparing yourself with others.
I know your fear of judgmental critiques as well as compliments to deflate or inflate your ego.
I know your cringing fear of lacking money as well all the things that you enjoy including the fellowship with Ahmad and your loved ones.
Yes, I know all about your cringing fears, but!
I also know of your crystal pure heart I have created within you.
Nothing, no fears or lack of such can taint such purity in your heart.
Yes, I am, I have been, I shall always correct and restore unto you the joy of your deliverance from such cringing fears or the lack of them.
Fear not My precious child.
Remember, you are always in My mind.
I never leave nor forsake you.
thiaBasilia A Beautiful Vessel.
What A Marvel! What Comfort! Whatever More Could I Want For? …
Sleep? It overtook me at 5:45 am. Up and about at 7:52 am. Looking forward to a wonderful sunny day out there as well as the sun of Your Presence within my being.
An Open Letter To All Who Teach, Pastor, Prophesy, Or Tell Us Why …?
The gazillion of teachers or teaching ministries, pastors in all groups or religious denominations, self-called prophets and the like leading Your people into the great fallen away is mind baffling.
Leaders And Followers? Confused! The Flaming Fuse Guiding, Mind Blinding …?
No kidding! No wonder my cringing fears! Who this little girl at heart can trust? Ah! But Your heart of mercy! You saw there was no intercessor. You came to our rescue. Check it out in Isaiah 59:14-21.
Those who turn from transgression, says the Master.
Repentance Open Letter To All Who Teach From Brad Scott …
Master! Before I quote this letter from Brad You have recalled the fact that yes, the leaders are at fault but! So are we followers. No one forced me to follow. I made the decision to do whatever seemed best for me, and?
I ignored the commands You so emphatically commanded Your ancient workers to baptized or immerse others in such in the so misunderstood great commission.
What are those commandments I ignored?
Lean not in your own understanding.
Become like little children.
Do not call anyone father or pastor or teacher or leader.
To wait for His Spirit to baptize them with fire or to purify them to be His witness, witness of His Presence in their hearts.
You convicted me. I repented by the power of Your mercy and grace that gave me the power to repent.
So has Brad done in this so important letter he published before his death in July 10, 2020.
Quote:
I have tried to do my best to never make self-aggrandizing, self-promoting statements these days, but I know I have stated in the past that everything in the Scriptures point to the simple principle of a seed and the ancient meaning of Biblical words. Now, you see, that is my hammer and everything else is a nail. I have often heard that said from the pulpit but rarely practised. I wonder if some people get out much. Everybody is saying the same thing and making the same proclamations! There are a lot of claims that can be important. There are a lot of claims that can even be very important. But everybody’s claim cannot be the most important claim. Somebody is fibbing. I will just cut to the chase. The confusion in this walk of ours is not because YOU or I do not understand or YOU don’t get it! The confusion is because there are hundreds of Hebrew Roots and You Tube channel teachers all teaching contrary views on the same subjects. All claiming they are just presenting the truth. Hundreds of man-cave Bible detectives are claiming that they are right and all who disagree are wrong. Many of these same teachers more than subtly suggest that if you disagree with them, you are disagreeing with God! We (notice I said we), are responsible for the confusion and chaos in our walk and not the stubbornness or ignorance of the followers of this walk. I will say it again. It is the multitudes of teachers that are the problem. Too many of us use over-the-top language, lunging to grab our piece of the pie or 15 minutes of fame. We blast the public with hundreds of monologs every day. We rarely confer with each other or allow iron to sharpen iron. Rarely is an understatement for I could not find a word that actually means more rarely than rarely. How about non-existent! Most teachers in this movement, I dare call it so, have little to no accountability to anyone. Because we can, we are collectively bombarding the masses with contrary information in books, CD’s, DVD’s, MP3’s, flash drives, YouTube® postings, podcasts, digital media, and the occasional live lectures at a rapid fire pace and then blaming the confusion on the receivers of that information. WE are the reason for the confusion!
Ezekiel 34:9-10
“Therefore, O ye shepherds, hear the word of the LORD; Thus saith YHVH ’Elohiym; Behold, I am against the shepherds; and I will require my flock at their hand, and cause them to cease from feeding the flock; neither shall the shepherds feed themselves any more; for I will deliver my flock from their mouth, that they may not be meat for them.”
This, if you will, is an open letter to all of us who teach, for I know what many of you are thinking. “Who died and made you boss?” I am not claiming any authority over anyone in this walk. I am merely speaking forth what I believe to be a major source of turmoil and confusion in our midst. Like our oldest ancestors, it would be so base and so easy to blame everyone else. I am pleading with all teachers that we seriously examine ourselves before the Father takes over Himself. We have an enormous responsibility in our walk. Countless spiritual lives are in our hands and we will stand before a Mighty God one day and give an account for that responsibility.
I can only account for myself, and so with all that is in me, if I have ever exalted myself or this ministry over our merciful Father and His kingdom, then I repent. If I have ever blatantly or subtly suggested that what I believe and teach is any more important or relevant than the teachings of my brothers and sisters, then I repent. If I have ever used over-the-top language or hyperbole to promote this ministry, then I repent. If I have ever implied that what I teach is what the whole Bible points to, then I repent!
James 3:1
“My brethren, be not many masters, knowing that we shall receive the greater condemnation.”
Emphasis? “We have an enormous responsibility in our walk. Countless spiritual lives are in our hands and we will stand before a Mighty God one day and give an account for that responsibility.”
Yesterday? Ready To Conquer The World! Today? Ready For You To Conquer It For Me …
Master? Your words in these lines you have me to publish shall not return void. Thus, is Your solemn written promise. No words are adequate to express the immensity of Your merciful Being.
In silence I bow down to proclaim Your set apartness.
Nothing and no one can compare with Your Mightiness.
As per Your leading I am heading to illustrate the matter.
Date and Time now? Thursday, February 25, 2021 at 9:33 am.
It is now Friday, February 26, 2021 at 5:48 am.
You had me to revise the post and illustration.
Illustrations finished.
Thank You. It’s A Beautiful Day, But! No Matter. Rain Or Shine Any Longer …?
Whether cold or hot or any lack? I am always in Your mind. You never leave nor forsake me. Heading to posting grounds to proclaim Your mercy on Friday, February 26, 2021 at 2:34 pm.
Until next post Your love in my heart remains for all.
The Things That He Has Me Publish Are Only For The Especial Ones In His Tribe ….?
Ha! Sometimes? Many Likes. Other Times? Hardly Any …?
I woke up to see only four likes to the post I posted earlier today. I wondered as usual. But this time I noticed a new follower. Ah! It came to me; it is a matter of the time You have me publish to reach whomever You aim to reach!
Wow! What A Revelation! …
It is now Monday, February 15, 2021 at 9:12 am. A fly is tormenting me! Time to turn off the heat, open the door for the fly to fly away, and fix me some eats.
Memories While Sitting Under The Morning Sun On The Roof Eating My Breakfast …?
Back to my task. It is now Monday, February 15, 2021 at 10:15 am. What fond memories? Way back to my background since my birth, some sixty years and beyond.
O but what memories to tie things together on the way to close and open the cycles in my life!
It is all part of the book You are compiling, and I am formatting to present to Your Tribe.
Well? My Doings Since 10:15 Am? …
It is now Monday, February 15, 2021 at 2:41 pm. I have been sorting out my background chapter in the published autobiography Welcome to my life. So many versions! I need yet to settle on one to include in the book You have in mind.
I just read an update from Tim Challies. So sad! But not the type of sadness caused by human’s sad events. Rather sadness of Your Spirit within me.
O My Master! Your Spirit Grieves. Your Cherished Children? Sleep Walking …?
Not a clue yet as to when You shall wake them up, but! You are never late nor tardy. Thus? I am encouraged to grieve with as well as wait confidently on You.
Even so? The time of the day is here for my body’s downer, but it does not bother me anymore.
I been warned that there will be a shortage of gas next week, so I must take it easy with what Yazeed got me yesterday.
The bottom line? I am cold but I got gas!
That’s pitiful isn’t it?
It is like an addiction to gas as an addiction to alcohol.
The alcoholic overcoming the addiction set a bottle of whiskey in front of him but do not touch it.
Ha! Ha! Ha! I’m so funny!
Best go under the covers.
Forget all about gas so far!
Time? Monday, February 15, 2021 at 5:43 pm.
Slept a couple of hours.
Woke up?
Enough heroics.
Turn on gas!
well! Bless my heart.
Let me get to Your business.
Back to the book.
I started to insert on my background from my autobiography, but!
You led me to desist of such idea.
That is all to go in the book not in this post.
You Are Leading Me All The Way. No Problem! …
It is now Monday, February 15, 2021 at 9:31 pm. No telling all my doings on Monday. Mainly? I spent the whole day editing that long insertion.
Tuesday, February 16, 2021 at 1:28 am bed.
The weather done arrived!
It is now Tuesday, February 16, 2021 at 6:23 pm.
The weather was to change on Wednesday, but?
Surprise! I feared perhaps a storm, so?
Turn off/unplug. Go to bed? Maybe.
Woke up at exactly 11:59 pm.
Another Day Basking In Your Presence Despite The Winter And All …?
Here we go! It is now Wednesday, February 17, 2021 at 12:28 am. All sound quiet. But it is still raining. I will continue on Your lead about the book.
It came to mind working in the book for 2020.
So, I am ending it on the last day of 2020.
The cover is revised.
On to the task.
O well! No Internet
Ravaging winds again.
Regardless! Shall do the book.
It is now Wednesday, February 17, 2021 at 2:58 am.
Time to head for bed.
Time? Wednesday, February 17, 2021 at7:27 am.
Two sevens – one two in the hour/minutes. Interesting.
Format coming along fantastically!
Much to accomplish yet, but!
You are in control of it all!
Now looking into publishing it in Kindle.
Time? Wednesday, February 17, 2021 at 11:09 am.
Now What? Snowed In! Cannot Warmup! …
Time now? Thursday, February 18, 2021 at 10:25 am. Me? Looking for background to revise a cover for the Saga in 2020 series despite all the above! I found it. Now to work on it as per Your lead.
You take care of the birds flowers why not take care of me?
Well? What Is Today? Another Day? Let Me See …
It is now Friday, February 19, 2021 at 7:08 am. Wow! The whole of yesterday? You led me to organize it all in my mind. I hardly even breathe I was so intent on Your lead.
At Last, Just Now? The Series Cover Is Beautiful …?
Master? I’m so proud of my accomplishments, but! That is not to be conceited me. For all accomplished is owed to You inspired leading in all that I do.
From The Ground To The Clouds …
Here I am on another 7th Day of Rest and? I am resting on You! It is now Saturday, February 20, 2021 at 12:38 pm. I have not been recording because You put it in my mind to tweak my graphics skill.
Show me the way, my Master!
I have a hard time catching up with the advanced techniques at my disposal, but!
Oh my Master! I am depending on Your inspiration to go on.
You know of my concern with the book series.
It is for that concern that I am preparing the especial graphics.
Hopefully today I find my way around.
The weather looks promising.
It is cloudy but it is not any longer raining.
Back to the graphics at 7:34 pm.
The 7th Day Of Rest Left Me While I Slept …
O my Master! Things are really changing for me. You are leading me every moment, every day. You blessed me with sleep from 7:34 until past midnight. It is now Sunday, February 21, 2021 at 12:27 am.
You led me to work on a different format for the cover.
That is what I did all day yesterday.
That is what I am going back to do right now.
Slept from 3 am to 6 am.
Been working in the new cover.
It is now Sunday, February 21, 2021 at 9:49 am.
Nothing Phenomenal To Report My Master, Only The Same Drudgery Of Killing Time …
So sad my Master! Your people killing instead of redeeming the time, but! You have it all under control. Nothing and no one is to thwart Your restoration plan.
Back to the cover.
Restart for Adobe update.
Time? Sunday, February 21, 2021 at 3:39 pm.
Master? You Know My Predicament With The Gas Supply …
You are my Supplier. You know the difficulty to replace the gas when it runs out. It is freezing weather. I am cold. Hopefully someone comes to help me out, but! You know I am depending on You.
My lil friend came. Gas. Warming up.
Thank You
Master? You Are Leading Me All The Way …
I finished the new cover. I also finish the illustration to announce the book. Now it is coming to mind to write the words that go with the illustration, but! Help me to sort out all the words that come to mind.
Help me to make sense in the illustrations.
It is coming to me to be concise and to the point.
Eventually? The posts and the graphics tell the story.
The numbers in the date and time are the markers from one event to the next.
Now? What Is Beyond Those Numbers That Apply As The Story Develops? …
The book is about what happened in the saga of my life in the past 2020 year. You brought me to Jordan in the Middle East in 2009. That means the 2020 year was my 11th year since I came to Jordan.
The number eleven means disorder and judgment.
The Fact? Disorder And Judgement From The First To The Last Day Of My 2020 Year, But!
It was the year that ended all my fears. How did my fears end? Ah! Now You are putting things together in my mind. My fears ended when You descended unto me in the Whirlwind.
Oh that Wednesday, October 7, 2020 at 11:55 pm.
One Last Time! You Demanded An Account Of My Religious Self-Righteous Doings …
The details of that moment are already recorded and published in previous posts. Even so? The emphasis is in the results of all recorded.
Results? …
Head to bed. Sunday, February 21, 2021 at 9:53 pm. Up Monday, February 22, 2021 at 2:34 am. No water. What is next my Master?
“Concentrate on what you have to overcome what you do not have My child.”
I hear You. Thank You.
I have so much! No problem. No need to concentrate on what I do not have.
Regardless, You bringing to mind the book of Habakkuk again.
Wow! How Appropriate! The Illustration Purpose As In The Book Of Habakkuk …
It is now Monday, February 22, 2021 at 3:30 am. I had no idea why I was so intense in creating the book cover as well as the illustration to perfection. Now? It sure is clear to me.
The hour and the moment You quicken to record this matter? Two threes followed by a zero. Meaning?
The Number Three – Completion and Manifestation.
Zero is both closed and wide open. It means comprehensiveness, openness, wholeness, and infinity. It’s an all-inclusive number. Wow
So? What is the meaning of the numbers right now?
Completion And Manifestation Of The End Of One Cycle. The Last Cycle Begins …
You brought this matter to light since the last 7th Day of Rest of the 8th month of 2020—the year not to fear my fears. The message is inclusive of everything within all posts published in 2020, and?
You have inspired to me to write it all down and plainly engrave it in the graphics for easy reading in the great tablet of the Internet. As it is written then I am quoting it now.
Quote:
Habakkuk 2:1-5 AMPC+
OH, I know, I have been rash to talk out plainly this way to the Almighty! I will in my thinking stand upon my post of observation and station myself on the tower or fortress, and will watch to see what He will say within me and what answer I will make as His mouthpiece to the perplexities of my complaint against Him.
And the Master answered me and said, Write the vision and engrave it so plainly upon tablets that everyone who passes may [be able to] read [it easily and quickly] as he hastens by.
For the vision is yet for an appointed time and it hastens to the end [fulfillment]; it will not deceive or disappoint. Though it tarry, wait [earnestly] for it, because it will surely come; it will not be behindhand on its appointed day. [Heb_10:37-38]
Look at the proud; his soul is not straight or right within him, but the [rigidly] just and the [uncompromisingly] righteous man shall live by his faith and in his faithfulness. [Rom_1:17; Gal_3:11]
Moreover, wine and wealth are treacherous; the proud man [the Chaldean invader] is restless and cannot stay at home. His appetite is large like that of Sheol and [his greed] is like death and cannot be satisfied; he gathers to himself all nations and collects all people as if he owned them.
For The Vision Is Yet For An Appointed Time …
… and it hastens to the end fulfillment; it will not deceive or disappoint. Though it tarry, wait earnestly for it, because it will surely come; it will not be behindhand on its appointed day. [Heb_10:37-38]
Your Instructions Are So Ever Clear …?
Again, and again! You are so real to me. No doubt of Your Presence known to me in the written words by Your Spirit within the writers of those words including myself.
Quote:
Hebrews 10:35-39 AMPC+
Do not, therefore, fling away your fearless confidence, for it carries a great and glorious compensation of reward.
For you have need of steadfast patience and endurance, so that you may perform and fully accomplish the will of God, and thus receive and N1carry away [and enjoy to the full] what is promised.
For still a little while (a very little while), and the Coming One will come and He will not delay.
But the just shall live by faith [My righteous servant shall live N1by his conviction respecting man’s relationship to God and divine things, and holy fervor born of faith and conjoined with it]; and if he draws back and shrinks in fear, My soul has no delight or pleasure in him. [Hab_2:3-4]
But our way is not that of those who draw back to eternal misery (perdition) and are utterly destroyed, but we are of those who believe [who cleave to and trust in and rely on God through Jesus Christ, the Messiah] and by faith preserve the soul. End of quote.
The Numbers Are Markers For Each New Event In My Life …?
The hour and the moment? The 11th hour. Double fives before the 12th hour. What is the meaning of this moment of my life in Your Presence my Master? Quote:
The Number Eleven – Disorder and Judgment
All numbers from 10-19 are represented in the scriptures by using the base 10 and adding 0-9. Thus eleven is expressed literally as ‘one and ten’. Eleven in scripture seems to speak of disorder and judgment as if adding to the law (the number 10). Adding to God’s order or Torah creates disorder and subsequently judgment. Twelve, we will learn, speaks of God’s perfect government and eleven seems to fall just short of that.
Ah! That Is The Message In The Illustration! …
It is now Monday, February 22, 2021 at 8:50 am. Finally! You got through to me how to end this post. I am not in a popularity contest. You have set me up otherwise, but! It takes me a while to figure out what is that otherwise.
Bless my heart!
Break to see about eats and such.
Ha! I have water.
The pipes must been frozen earlier.
Thank Goodness!
Monday, February 22, 2021 at 7:27 pm update restart
Master? I Do Not Know What Is Going On But You Do …?
You are my Master, my Shepherd. My good chair is gone. Last night it disappeared from the roof. At midnight and into the morning so many strange noises go on every night. It is scary.
The lock in my door does not work.
The water stops then starts again.
The plumbing leaks in the bathroom.
The gas situation is not good.
I am cold most of the time.
But we have run out of money to buy gas.
The Internet is faulty.
Suspicious things with the computer.
All kind of ugly things going on like social engineering (deceptive content).
Who to trust?
My body is acting up.
Do not know what the problem is.
Perhaps my sugar intake.
Drinking hot water but!
Maybe I need sugar.
What is to be?
To top it all?
Strange things continue to happen in Ahmad’s end.
My phone is not working.
Cannot communicate.
Me? Panic but only momentarily.
Even so? I am concerned about it all.
You know it my Master.
Help!
I wait on You.
You are never late nor tardy.
I will get under the covers to keep warm on Monday, February 22, 20218:52 pm.
Up and about on Tuesday, February 23, 2021 at 5:18 am.
You have restore my well-being. Thank You.
Now I Know What To Do. Ready To Close This Post On Those Basis …?
What to do? It came to me on Tuesday, February 23, 2021 at 5:55 am. Wow! Three fives! The Number Five for Grace and Preparation emphasis on what I am to do.
The happenings of the last few weeks since I posted last have been quite disturbing even to the moment of the night before last.
Baffling!
Perhaps I will never find out what happened to my good chair.
Perhaps my computer is compromised.
Perhaps the necessary monies to take care of needed things continue lacking.
Perhaps the winter lags on.
Perhaps my body continue to trouble me.
Perhaps the repairs on this building continue on hold.
Perhaps the harmonizing of Ahmad and family and my own children still in the making.
Perhaps there is so much that I do not have.
Perhaps. Perhaps!!!
No matter what?
What Is Next My Master? I Asked And You Emphatically This Time Responded …
“Concentrate on what you have to overcome what you do not have My child.”
This Time On Waking Up Refreshed And Up The Part? I Hear You Loud And Clear …
Thank You. I have so much! No problem. No need to concentrate on what I do not have. This time? Again, You brought to mind the book of Habakkuk but this time only to echo Your Prophet to close this post and the end and beginning of this cycle in my life.
Habakkuk 3:17-19 AMPC+
Though the fig tree does not blossom and there is no fruit on the vines, though the product of the olive fails and the fields yield no food, though the flock is cut off from the fold and there are no cattle in the stalls, yet I will rejoice in the Master; I will exult in the victorious Almighty Yahuwah/Yahushua of my salvation! [Rom_8:37]
The Master Almighty is my Strength, my personal bravery, and my invincible army; He makes my feet like hinds’ feet and will make me to walk, not to stand still in terror, but to walk and make spiritual progress upon my high places of trouble, suffering, or responsibility!
Romans 8:37-39 AMPC+
Yet amid all these things we are more than conquerors and gain a surpassing victory through Him Who loved us.
For I am persuaded beyond doubt, am sure that neither death nor life, nor angels nor principalities, nor things impending and threatening nor things to come, nor powers, nor height nor depth, nor anything else in all creation will be able to separate us from the love of Almighty Yahuwah which is in Yahushua our Messiah. End of quote.
On To Posting Grounds Basking In Your Victory!
Until next post Your love in my heart remains for all.
The Things That He Has Me Publish Are Only For The Especial Ones In His Tribe ….?
Ha! Sometimes? Many Likes. Other Times? Hardly Any …?
I woke up to see only four likes to the post I posted earlier today. I wondered as usual. But this time I noticed a new follower. Ah! It came to me; it is a matter of the time You have me publish to reach whomever You aim to reach!
Wow! What A Revelation! …
It is now Monday, February 15, 2021 at 9:12 am. A fly is tormenting me! Time to turn off the heat, open the door for the fly to fly away, and fix me some eats.
Memories While Sitting Under The Morning Sun On The Roof Eating My Breakfast …?
Back to my task. It is now Monday, February 15, 2021 at 10:15 am. What fond memories? Way back to my background since my birth, some sixty years and beyond.
O but what memories to tie things together on the way to close and open the cycles in my life!
It is all part of the book You are compiling, and I am formatting to present to Your Tribe.
Well? My Doings Since 10:15 Am? …
It is now Monday, February 15, 2021 at 2:41 pm. I have been sorting out my background chapter in the published autobiography Welcome to my life. So many versions! I need yet to settle on one to include in the book You have in mind.
I just read an update from Tim Challies. So sad! But not the type of sadness caused by human’s sad events. Rather sadness of Your Spirit within me.
O My Master! Your Spirit Grieves. Your Cherished Children? Sleep Walking …?
Not a clue yet as to when You shall wake them up, but! You are never late nor tardy. Thus? I am encouraged to grieve with as well as wait confidently on You.
Even so? The time of the day is here for my body’s downer, but it does not bother me anymore.
I been warned that there will be a shortage of gas next week, so I must take it easy with what Yazeed got me yesterday.
The bottom line? I am cold but I got gas!
That’s pitiful isn’t it?
It is like an addiction to gas as an addiction to alcohol.
The alcoholic overcoming the addiction set a bottle of whiskey in front of him but do not touch it.
Ha! Ha! Ha! I’m so funny!
Best go under the covers.
Forget all about gas so far!
Time? Monday, February 15, 2021 at 5:43 pm.
Slept a couple of hours.
Woke up?
Enough heroics.
Turn on gas!
well! Bless my heart.
Let me get to Your business.
Back to the book.
I started to insert on my background from my autobiography, but!
You led me to desist of such idea.
That is all to go in the book not in this post.
You Are Leading Me All The Way. No Problem! …
It is now Monday, February 15, 2021 at 9:31 pm. No telling all my doings on Monday. Mainly? I spent the whole day editing that long insertion.
Tuesday, February 16, 2021 at 1:28 am bed.
The weather done arrived!
It is now Tuesday, February 16, 2021 at 6:23 pm.
The weather was to change on Wednesday, but?
Surprise! I feared perhaps a storm, so?
Turn off/unplug. Go to bed? Maybe.
Woke up at exactly 11:59 pm.
Another Day Basking In Your Presence Despite The Winter And All …?
Here we go! It is now Wednesday, February 17, 2021 at 12:28 am. All sound quiet. But it is still raining. I will continue on Your lead about the book.
It came to mind working in the book for 2020.
So, I am ending it on the last day of 2020.
The cover is revised.
On to the task.
O well! No Internet
Ravaging winds again.
Regardless! Shall do the book.
It is now Wednesday, February 17, 2021 at 2:58 am.
Time to head for bed.
Time? Wednesday, February 17, 2021 at7:27 am.
Two sevens – one two in the hour/minutes. Interesting.
Format coming along fantastically!
Much to accomplish yet, but!
You are in control of it all!
Now looking into publishing it in Kindle.
Time? Wednesday, February 17, 2021 at 11:09 am.
Now What? Snowed In! Cannot Warmup! …
Time now? Thursday, February 18, 2021 at 10:25 am. Me? Looking for background to revise a cover for the Saga in 2020 series despite all the above! I found it. Now to work on it as per Your lead.
You take care of the birds flowers why not take care of me?
Well? What Is Today? Another Day? Let Me See …
It is now Friday, February 19, 2021 at 7:08 am. Wow! The whole of yesterday? You led me to organize it all in my mind. I hardly even breathe I was so intent on Your lead.
At Last, Just Now? The Series Cover Is Beautiful …?
Master? I’m so proud of my accomplishments, but! That is not to be conceited me. For all accomplished is owed to You inspired leading in all that I do.
From The Ground To The Clouds …
Here I am on another 7th Day of Rest and? I am resting on You! It is now Saturday, February 20, 2021 at 12:38 pm. I have not been recording because You put it in my mind to tweak my graphics skill.
Show me the way, my Master!
I have a hard time catching up with the advanced techniques at my disposal, but!
Oh my Master! I am depending on Your inspiration to go on.
You know of my concern with the book series.
It is for that concern that I am preparing the especial graphics.
Hopefully today I find my way around.
The weather looks promising.
It is cloudy but it is not any longer raining.
Back to the graphics at 7:34 pm.
The 7th Day Of Rest Left Me While I Slept …
O my Master! Things are really changing for me. You are leading me every moment, every day. You blessed me with sleep from 7:34 until past midnight. It is now Sunday, February 21, 2021 at 12:27 am.
You led me to work on a different format for the cover.
That is what I did all day yesterday.
That is what I am going back to do right now.
Slept from 3 am to 6 am.
Been working in the new cover.
It is now Sunday, February 21, 2021 at 9:49 am.
Nothing Phenomenal To Report My Master, Only The Same Drudgery Of Killing Time …
So sad my Master! Your people killing instead of redeeming the time, but! You have it all under control. Nothing and no one is to thwart Your restoration plan.
Back to the cover.
Restart for Adobe update.
Time? Sunday, February 21, 2021 at 3:39 pm.
Master? You Know My Predicament With The Gas Supply …
You are my Supplier. You know the difficulty to replace the gas when it runs out. It is freezing weather. I am cold. Hopefully someone comes to help me out, but! You know I am depending on You.
My lil friend came. Gas. Warming up.
Thank You
Master? You Are Leading Me All The Way …
I finished the new cover. I also finish the illustration to announce the book. Now it is coming to mind to write the words that go with the illustration, but! Help me to sort out all the words that come to mind.
Help me to make sense in the illustrations.
It is coming to me to be concise and to the point.
Eventually? The posts and the graphics tell the story.
The numbers in the date and time are the markers from one event to the next.
Now? What Is Beyond Those Numbers That Apply As The Story Develops? …
The book is about what happened in the saga of my life in the past 2020 year. You brought me to Jordan in the Middle East in 2009. That means the 2020 year was my 11th year since I came to Jordan.
The number eleven means disorder and judgment.
The Fact? Disorder And Judgement From The First To The Last Day Of My 2020 Year, But!
It was the year that ended all my fears. How did my fears end? Ah! Now You are putting things together in my mind. My fears ended when You descended unto me in the Whirlwind.
Oh that Wednesday, October 7, 2020 at 11:55 pm.
One Last Time! You Demanded An Account Of My Religious Self-Righteous Doings …
The details of that moment are already recorded and published in previous posts. Even so? The emphasis is in the results of all recorded.
Results? …
Head to bed. Sunday, February 21, 2021 at 9:53 pm. Up Monday, February 22, 2021 at 2:34 am. No water. What is next my Master?
“Concentrate on what you have to overcome what you do not have My child.”
I hear You. Thank You.
I have so much! No problem. No need to concentrate on what I do not have.
Regardless, You bringing to mind the book of Habakkuk again.
Wow! How Appropriate! The Illustration Purpose As In The Book Of Habakkuk …
It is now Monday, February 22, 2021 at 3:30 am. I had no idea why I was so intense in creating the book cover as well as the illustration to perfection. Now? It sure is clear to me.
The hour and the moment You quicken to record this matter? Two threes followed by a zero. Meaning?
The Number Three – Completion and Manifestation.
Zero is both closed and wide open. It means comprehensiveness, openness, wholeness, and infinity. It’s an all-inclusive number. Wow
So? What is the meaning of the numbers right now?
Completion And Manifestation Of The End Of One Cycle. The Last Cycle Begins …
You brought this matter to light since the last 7th Day of Rest of the 8th month of 2020—the year not to fear my fears. The message is inclusive of everything within all posts published in 2020, and?
You have inspired to me to write it all down and plainly engrave it in the graphics for easy reading in the great tablet of the Internet. As it is written then I am quoting it now.
Quote:
Habakkuk 2:1-5 AMPC+
OH, I know, I have been rash to talk out plainly this way to the Almighty! I will in my thinking stand upon my post of observation and station myself on the tower or fortress, and will watch to see what He will say within me and what answer I will make as His mouthpiece to the perplexities of my complaint against Him.
And the Master answered me and said, Write the vision and engrave it so plainly upon tablets that everyone who passes may [be able to] read [it easily and quickly] as he hastens by.
For the vision is yet for an appointed time and it hastens to the end [fulfillment]; it will not deceive or disappoint. Though it tarry, wait [earnestly] for it, because it will surely come; it will not be behindhand on its appointed day. [Heb_10:37-38]
Look at the proud; his soul is not straight or right within him, but the [rigidly] just and the [uncompromisingly] righteous man shall live by his faith and in his faithfulness. [Rom_1:17; Gal_3:11]
Moreover, wine and wealth are treacherous; the proud man [the Chaldean invader] is restless and cannot stay at home. His appetite is large like that of Sheol and [his greed] is like death and cannot be satisfied; he gathers to himself all nations and collects all people as if he owned them.
For The Vision Is Yet For An Appointed Time …
… and it hastens to the end fulfillment; it will not deceive or disappoint. Though it tarry, wait earnestly for it, because it will surely come; it will not be behindhand on its appointed day. [Heb_10:37-38]
Your Instructions Are So Ever Clear …?
Again, and again! You are so real to me. No doubt of Your Presence known to me in the written words by Your Spirit within the writers of those words including myself.
Quote:
Hebrews 10:35-39 AMPC+
Do not, therefore, fling away your fearless confidence, for it carries a great and glorious compensation of reward.
For you have need of steadfast patience and endurance, so that you may perform and fully accomplish the will of God, and thus receive and N1carry away [and enjoy to the full] what is promised.
For still a little while (a very little while), and the Coming One will come and He will not delay.
But the just shall live by faith [My righteous servant shall live N1by his conviction respecting man’s relationship to God and divine things, and holy fervor born of faith and conjoined with it]; and if he draws back and shrinks in fear, My soul has no delight or pleasure in him. [Hab_2:3-4]
But our way is not that of those who draw back to eternal misery (perdition) and are utterly destroyed, but we are of those who believe [who cleave to and trust in and rely on God through Jesus Christ, the Messiah] and by faith preserve the soul. End of quote.
The Numbers Are Markers For Each New Event In My Life …?
The hour and the moment? The 11th hour. Double fives before the 12th hour. What is the meaning of this moment of my life in Your Presence my Master? Quote:
The Number Eleven – Disorder and Judgment
All numbers from 10-19 are represented in the scriptures by using the base 10 and adding 0-9. Thus eleven is expressed literally as ‘one and ten’. Eleven in scripture seems to speak of disorder and judgment as if adding to the law (the number 10). Adding to God’s order or Torah creates disorder and subsequently judgment. Twelve, we will learn, speaks of God’s perfect government and eleven seems to fall just short of that.
Ah! That Is The Message In The Illustration! …
It is now Monday, February 22, 2021 at 8:50 am. Finally! You got through to me how to end this post. I am not in a popularity contest. You have set me up otherwise, but! It takes me a while to figure out what is that otherwise.
Bless my heart!
Break to see about eats and such.
Ha! I have water.
The pipes must been frozen earlier.
Thank Goodness!
Monday, February 22, 2021 at 7:27 pm update restart
Master? I Do Not Know What Is Going On But You Do …?
You are my Master, my Shepherd. My good chair is gone. Last night it disappeared from the roof. At midnight and into the morning so many strange noises go on every night. It is scary.
The lock in my door does not work.
The water stops then starts again.
The plumbing leaks in the bathroom.
The gas situation is not good.
I am cold most of the time.
But we have run out of money to buy gas.
The Internet is faulty.
Suspicious things with the computer.
All kind of ugly things going on like social engineering (deceptive content).
Who to trust?
My body is acting up.
Do not know what the problem is.
Perhaps my sugar intake.
Drinking hot water but!
Maybe I need sugar.
What is to be?
To top it all?
Strange things continue to happen in Ahmad’s end.
My phone is not working.
Cannot communicate.
Me? Panic but only momentarily.
Even so? I am concerned about it all.
You know it my Master.
Help!
I wait on You.
You are never late nor tardy.
I will get under the covers to keep warm on Monday, February 22, 20218:52 pm.
Up and about on Tuesday, February 23, 2021 at 5:18 am.
You have restore my well-being. Thank You.
Now I Know What To Do. Ready To Close This Post On Those Basis …?
What to do? It came to me on Tuesday, February 23, 2021 at 5:55 am. Wow! Three fives! The Number Five for Grace and Preparation emphasis on what I am to do.
The happenings of the last few weeks since I posted last have been quite disturbing even to the moment of the night before last.
Baffling!
Perhaps I will never find out what happened to my good chair.
Perhaps my computer is compromised.
Perhaps the necessary monies to take care of needed things continue lacking.
Perhaps the winter lags on.
Perhaps my body continue to trouble me.
Perhaps the repairs on this building continue on hold.
Perhaps the harmonizing of Ahmad and family and my own children still in the making.
Perhaps there is so much that I do not have.
Perhaps. Perhaps!!!
No matter what?
What Is Next My Master? I Asked And You Emphatically This Time Responded …
“Concentrate on what you have to overcome what you do not have My child.”
This Time On Waking Up Refreshed And Up The Part? I Hear You Loud And Clear …
Thank You. I have so much! No problem. No need to concentrate on what I do not have. This time? Again, You brought to mind the book of Habakkuk but this time only to echo Your Prophet to close this post and the end and beginning of this cycle in my life.
Habakkuk 3:17-19 AMPC+
Though the fig tree does not blossom and there is no fruit on the vines, though the product of the olive fails and the fields yield no food, though the flock is cut off from the fold and there are no cattle in the stalls, yet I will rejoice in the Master; I will exult in the victorious Almighty Yahuwah/Yahushua of my salvation! [Rom_8:37]
The Master Almighty is my Strength, my personal bravery, and my invincible army; He makes my feet like hinds’ feet and will make me to walk, not to stand still in terror, but to walk and make spiritual progress upon my high places of trouble, suffering, or responsibility!
Romans 8:37-39 AMPC+
Yet amid all these things we are more than conquerors and gain a surpassing victory through Him Who loved us.
For I am persuaded beyond doubt, am sure that neither death nor life, nor angels nor principalities, nor things impending and threatening nor things to come, nor powers, nor height nor depth, nor anything else in all creation will be able to separate us from the love of Almighty Yahuwah which is in Yahushua our Messiah. End of quote.
On To Posting Grounds Basking In Your Victory!
Until next post Your love in my heart remains for all.
Amazing Temporal Success? Been There. Done That …?
Talking Unbiased …?
New post. It is now Wednesday, February 10, 2021 at 4:55 pm. Finish posting today. What will be next? It is now Wednesday, February 10, 2021 at 10:01 pm. Don’t know yet what’s up. Been sleeping for the last 3 hours.
No Internet to download anything. Restart.
When In Doubt? Be Still. Let Go. Wait …?
Thank You my Master! The Internet is acting up. I’ll wait. Least I was able to check the emails. Great response to the latest post today. I will now see to work on Photoshop while I wait for the Internet to settle down.
Time To Soar High! Higher Than The Eagles Soar To Him With Whom I Have To Do …
Yeap! O my Master! You are so real to me. You are teaching me what You mean by ‘Be still. Let go. Wait.’ Be still? Like a mummy? Silly me! Could not figure out Your meaning until this moment.
Be Still Or Be Calm. Let Go Of The Matter. Wait Or Give It Time …
Me? O my Master! You know me better than I know myself. I did not know exactly what You meant but You always led me to do something else while I waited. But!
I have not been able to let go of whatever, and?
That Has Been The Cause Of My Depression Or Frustration Or Confusion …?
Well? Why did You let me go on and on with whatever only to suffer my bouts with Depression Or Frustration Or Confusion? I’m supposed to soar like the eagles do not scratch with the chickens down the chicken pen.
It is now Thursday, February 11, 2021 at 1:44 am. Bed?
I had no choice.
I found myself hunch over in front of the screen.
For a second I did not know whether I was awake or sleep.
I set my eyes on the screen.
I came to it.
Wrote the time.
Headed for bed.
Four hours of sleep did wonders! But?
I realized we are in trouble.
Money trouble.
I checked the weather earlier.
Rain and snow on the 17th or a week from today.
Me? No sleeping bag.
I dread the cold and rain without it.
I called for Your help.
Quickly?
Checked the Internet to check emails hoping to find money coming in through PayPal.com.
Nothing!
O well! You know all about our predicament my Master.
I am just not going to worry about it.
You are in control.
You have a purpose for all these difficulties in our midst.
Lest I am catching up with Your lessons.
You are cementing Your ways within me to last me eternally for the benefit of all You send to read these lines.
Guess what?
O My Master! Indeed! You Are So Real To Me …?
It is now Thursday, February 11, 2021 at 6:45 am. You lead me in the most unexpected ways. I did not find any money coming in through PayPal.com but!
You led me to what I recorded a year ago almost to the exact date.
The most appropriate matter to go along the headlines for this post.
I could not find the post but it come to me to copy and paste it to post today.
So here it is without any more ado:
How Is My Life Development Or Happening? Amazingly! …
Day By Day? The Thrill Of My Findings Is A Reality …
Tuesday, February 26, 2019 now at 11:23 am.
What about me? Me?
I am BIPOLAR! I run in either pole!
Rather I can make people run away from or to me in either pole! Ha! Ha! HalleluYah!
From My Presence in My beloved Thia’s journal—A dialog between thia/Basilia and Master Yahuwah/ Yahushua!
Weary Of Words!
Saturday, January 17, 2015 at 2:32 am
Father, I am weary of words! So many beautiful words! So many disgusting, grotesque and plain offensive words as well as many just plain dumb and vulgar words!
O my Father, I know that it is by Your will for me at the moment that I am taking this Blogging 101 course, but, only a couple of weeks and I find myself already fed up mostly with beautiful words!
Absurd? Perhaps!
There is one thing, as much as I despise nasty words, I respect the way OM (Opinionated Man) uses those— by all means, in general some human beings deserve such language, and that’s the fact not my opinion!
About You Talking To Me Or Vice Versa ….
And Father? You know that so many people do not have a clue about this dialogue between You and me. And I say ‘You’ first, because, You are the One that initiated this dialog way back when You instructed me to write the journal of my daily life in Your Presence.
Why Do Many Drop Me? …
So? This weird statement causes most people to drop me as soon as I make it or as soon as they read that You dialogue with me!
Should I Change My Statement? …
And lots of my friends say that I need to change my writing style to gain more readers, but, if I did that, I will be doing something different than what You, my Father, have instructed me to do and I am not about to disobey Your instructions!
What Do I See? Rather, What Do You Show To Me …
All in all my Father, for what I see, the great majority of people are intense in joining one religion or another, one belief or another, one group or another: discussion groups, religion groups, entertainment groups and on and on they go—groping along like blind man without a cane or a guide searching for that elusive happiness when it is not necessary to do so!
O My Father, What Am I Talking About?
You know it my Father! You know what I am talking about! You know that I am talking about all the gossamer of beautiful words, including my own that have fill up my mind in the last couple of weeks!
It Makes No Good Sense …
What’s the sense in all the gossamer of beautiful words? I know that we are all intent in helping each other— and it feels good to be a helper and to be admired, but!
It All Amounts To Enthroning The Flesh/Dethroning Your Majesty ….
Even so, the whole gamut of our words serve no other purpose but to inflate our egos! Moreover, 99% the groups & discussions do nothing else but to stomp our spiritual growth and set us up in the pedestal of self-righteousness & successful living!
It All For What? …
Such living it is not cut up for all that is supposed to be—at the end only the hole in the brown ground is where all humans—rich or poor, smart, or stupid, all humans go down!
Me? What Do I Now Do? …
Thus, O my Father, now I bring all my concerns to You because You take care of me far better than an earthly father would dream of taking care of his own child.
You Are The Only Father Unbeknown To Most Humans …
For only You know me better than I know myself and can do for me all those things that are impossible for me to do! Whatever for did I wasted my time faithfully joining to all those groups to help and be helped in the past? Sheer willful ignorance!
Fed Up With Human Goodness? Indeed! …
Furthermore, what is Your purpose my Father for my joining this Blogging 101? I am already fed up with all the ‘goodness’ in it! What on earth am I doing and what am I talking about?
Hum! I Am Talking About POSITIVE Everything! POSITIVE Versus NEGATIVE! …
There is no two ways about it! Half of the people are in the POSITIVE pole and the other half are in the NEGATIVE pole! Connect the two and you will find the battery that runs this machine of the world that we inhabit!
POSITIVE versus NEGATIVE! Connect the two and you will find the battery that runs this machine of the world that we inhabit!
What about me? Me? I am BIPOLAR! I run in either pole! Rather I can make people run away from or to me in either pole! Ha! Ha! HalleluYah!
I Posted, But! Haven’t Got The Slightest Whether It Did Good Or Bad …
Well, my Father, I guess You are finished with Your dictation for today. I’ll post the matter in a little while and see what happens?
Maybe, if nothing else, somebody catches my drift of humor in it all the pitiful spectrum—POSITIVE versus NEGATIVE! I am both—BIPOLAR!
All in all I am, like that energizer bunny in the commercial that keeps going and going forever with only one battery.
Yeah! I am the battery because I relate to both poles, so, I can run & run forever! And none the wiser! Ha! Ha! HalleluYah!
Come into my life and run with me forever!
His love in my heart for all, thia/Basilia
I think this post was not published under that heading.
I could not find it.
Your leading? Copy. Paste.
So I continue to do.
Indeed! Day By Day, If Not Moment By Moment? You Reveal Your Ways To Me …
Tuesday, February 26, 2019 at 12:50 pm.
O yes! My Father? You are leading me. You have always led me, but now? It’s more obvious to me than it ever been. What is the saddest thing You reveal to me in many ways?
Saddest Revealed? The Way We Humans Impose Our Ways Over Your Ways …
It’s now Tuesday, February 26, 2019 at 1:34 pm. Been reading headlines—articles—visiting with my friend who came bearing some eggs for my eats.
What do You reveal to me in all these happenings?
The lack of knowledge of You.
Blatant lack of knowledge of Your ways.
Adamant stand in whatever we understand to be Your will for each one of us.
What About Me? Who Am I To Record These Matters? …
That’s the ticker! I no longer live for myself. I no longer pay mind to whatever I think, feel, or reject or accept all that I do as being myself. I live for my Master—my Father/Creator, period.
HUMOR INSTEAD OF ANGER. I WONDERED AWAY BUT THE SHEPHERD GOT ME BACK INTO THE FOLD!
A Vision many years ago …
Thursday, July 31, 2014 at 8:09 AM
O my Father, Your love & tender care for Your sheep has no limits and I am the recipient of such immense treasure—Your love & tender care!
I Am Your Sheep And I Now Hear Your Voice!—A Vision….
Thus, You brought to my remembrance the time that You came to me in a vision with a little sheep on Your shoulder! In that vision I was looking into the sheep pen.
You came and took the little sheep from Your shoulder. You bent over the fence and gently placed the little sheep in the pen.
The little sheep was all skinned up and wet and shivering! Evidently the wild beast had gotten a hold of her.
You asked me,
“Why do you think that little sheep got out of the pen?”
I answered, “Because that little sheep heard voices out there and she went to investigate what kind of voices they were different that Yours!”
And as I answered You asked me another question, You said, ” Do you think that little sheep has learned her lesson and from now on will never go out from My pen?”
I answered,
“Yes she has learned her lesson!” And as I answered that question, I realized that, that little sheep was myself! And the vision ended!
That happened many, many years ago but it is still with me as it happened yesterday! And so that is the meaning of the smiling little sheep in this picture.
I wondered away but the shepherd got me back into His fold!
Well! Well! Well! The Things I Find In My Unique Primary Site …
All I do is post, post, post for the most. Occasionally it comes to mind to change the header or the theme, but! I hardly ever bother to mess with the footer. Then?
When I happen into the footer, I always think to fix it later, but later never comes.
It is a good thing though, lots of lines written there perhaps for emphasis on what the site is all about.
Perhaps for me to recall those lines whenever is appropriate to recall them.
So? Back to Overcoming Depression? Mental Health? Experience To Last Eternally …
How do those lines recorded a year ago and beyond apply to the headline for today’s post? Those are the lines expressing the experience of my mental health, and?
O my Master! Inevitable I find myself questioning the reality of my mental health.
Why? I do not know exactly why, but!
You know it. So? I bring the matter to You.
What is bothering me?
The public way people are handling the present major crisis globally, far and near me.
The way the leaders and followers are handling Your written words.
The amazing success stories independent of You claiming the attention of the public.
The reality of the times of Noah.
What about me?
Am I Mentally Insane Still, My Master? Is That What Is Bothering Me …?
I no longer ask for comments nor make any comments for the most, but! I do read the posts from the readers of the posts in all the sites You have led me to create, and? The warning in Your written words makes me tremble.
Why not? For what I read, the concerns for the most are about the cares pertaining to the business of this life.
Physical and Mental Health are primordial concerns for what I read and hear and see all around me.
Even the spiritual concerns are centered in the human understanding, intellectually and emotionally. But it is written. Quote:
Watch Yourselves
Luke 21:34-36 AMPC+
But take heed to yourselves and be on your guard, lest your hearts be overburdened and depressed (weighed down) with the giddiness and headache and nausea of self-indulgence, drunkenness, and worldly worries and cares pertaining to [the business of] this life, and [lest] that day come upon you suddenly like a trap or a noose;
For it will come upon all who live upon the face of the entire earth.
Keep awake then and watch at all times [be discreet, attentive, and ready], praying that you may have the full strength and ability and be accounted worthy to escape all these things [taken together] that will take place, and to stand in the presence of the Son of Man.
Do Not Love the World
1 John 2:15-17 AMPC+
Do not love or cherish the world or the things that are in the world. If anyone loves the world, love for the Father is not in him.
For all that is in the world–the lust of the flesh [craving for sensual gratification] and the lust of the eyes [greedy longings of the mind] and the pride of life [assurance in one’s own resources or in the stability of earthly things]–these do not come from the Father but are from the world [itself].
And the world passes away and disappears, and with it the forbidden cravings (the passionate desires, the lust) of it; but he who does the will of God and carries out His purposes in his life abides (remains) forever. End of quote.
So? It Is Natural For Myself To Both Question My Sanity And Tremble …
Why tremble? How is about if I am still concerned about the cares pertaining to the business of this life? Have I lost my mind? Am I saying one thing and doing another? Why my insidious concern about lack of money?
Help My Master, Help! …?
The thing is my Master, and You know it. You provide for us, but it is never enough. That is another reason to tremble. Why? Basically, it is my lack of appreciation for what You provide.
My daily discontentment with whatever You send my way to eat and to take care of myself?
An insult to You for You are my Provider.
Mercy! No need to bother with the times of Noah around me.
Much need to watch my own myself!
Ah! That Is For Sure What Is Bothering Me, But!…
This is the moment. What moment? The moment Your Word You speak to my heart to divide the line of the breath of life (soul) and the immortal spirit. All things are open and exposed, naked, and defenseless to Your eyes.
The Word You speak into the deepest part of my being is alive and full of power making it active, operative, energizing, and effective. As written.
Quote:
Hebrews 4:12-13 AMPC+
For the Word that God speaks is alive and full of power [making it active, operative, energizing, and effective]; it is sharper than any two-edged sword, penetrating to the dividing line of the breath of life (soul) and [the immortal] spirit, and of joints and marrow [of the deepest parts of our nature], exposing and sifting and analyzing and judging the very thoughts and purposes of the heart.
And not a creature exists that is concealed from His sight, but all things are open and exposed, naked and defenseless to the eyes of Him with Whom we have to do. End of quote.
Therefore? Talking Unbiased …
Indeed! I am now neither for or against the world of Mental Health. My Experience Of Mental And Physical Health by the power of Your Word? Broke the chains of the biases that held me captive most of my life. I hear You! Quote:
“Even so My precious child, it is a healthy thing to examine your doings every step of your way in My Presence. Otherwise?
Conceit knocks at your door, but!
O thiaBasilia—O Child Of My Heart? I have separated your vile carnal nature and My precious nature within you.
Therefore? You have the power to examine yourself to be corrected by the power of My Spirit in My written words.
Thus? Your experience of lasting Mental Health.
You shall never be put to shame with the mental insanity stigma.
Regardless, I know of your misery with the lack of things needed for your comfort despite all monies provided for your care.
I know of your bewilderment with the unexpected difficulties requiring all monies provided.
I am well pleased with your giving attitude.
I know you give and do not expect a return.
Even so? To give 100% of yourself and your belongings never seems to be enough.
Therefore? You despair.
Fear not My child!
I am aware of your despair.
Has it occurred to you My child how I give 100% of My love to My children but My children only drives Me to despair with their sinful selfishness?
Therein lies the unexpected difficulties that come their way.
Like Myself so it is with you.
No matter the despair My mercy and grace prevails within your heart.
Even when it does not feel that you are letting go of it all, the truth be told, you are doing so to My honor and delight.
Remember, My Words Do Not Change But Time And Circumstances Do.
That is why My child, you must put your name instead of the recipients of My words in ancient times.
And that My child is the stumbling block in the searching My written words.
Futile Thoughts And Volatile Emotions Rule A Human Being For The Most.
Thoughts having no useful result; ineffectual when it comes to the greater matters of life eternal, plus?
Your volatile emotions are the trade of a human being and a human being you are.
Fear not! Fear not! Fear not!
I am in control of it all.
Nothing at all is to thwart My plan of restoration of My creation including My created human beings.
Take courage! Continue the task I have assigned unto you.
You are now set to be still. To let go of your futile thoughts and volatile emotions.”
All Is Well. All Is Swell Again. Thank You …
Thursday, February 11, 2021 at 5:02 pm. Bed. Back around 8 pm. Continued recording Your words. It is now Thursday, February 11, 2021 at 9:44 pm. Finished the recording as well as my disorder. On to illustrate.
Difficulties Come And Go. You Have Overcome Them For Me …?
Friday, February 12, 2021 at 1:02 am bed. Up around 3 am. No Internet. Perhaps that is the way You want it to be to help me to let go of my Internet obsession. Back to Photoshop.
Alright! I Finally Did The Turn Off/Unplug The Machine, And? …
Went about taking care of my eats and odds & ends. After a while? Plug/turn on the machine. Like lightening! Machine on. Internet connection! Wow! It is now Friday, February 12, 2021 at 10:00 am. The hour and minutes?
Ten + Three Zeroes Means Whatever Is To Happen Is Really, Really Happening Now …
Wow! Unbelievable the way all things are happening! My wealth? Restored tenfold but! Not in gold or silver. Indeed! His wisdom from above. Contentment in whatever state I am. Your victory, Your favor, Your love, Your peace, Your joy, and?
The Best? Your Matchless, Unbroken Companionship …
A wealth beyond limits to estimate at my disposal for eternity. Why spend money for that which is not the Bread from Heaven? Why pine for what does not satisfy? I am sooo! Blessed!
Thank You.
All Written In Isaiah 55. Engraved Within My Being with the stylus of Your mercy …
O my Master! You are sending Isaiah 55 as well as my unbiased testimony in route to each one of Your children You sending to read the posts.
Depression? Mental Insanity And The Likes? …
Abolish by the power of Your passionate love and unfathomable wisdom descending upon us all! It never fails. It always avails. I am Your witness proclaiming the only matter to avail us all.
The post continues on Saturday, February 13, 2021 at 7:30 am
Trying again! Will I ever give up the trying gig? …
Friday, February 12, 2021 at 11:06 pm. Slept. Back to it. Will shut/unplug again. Got up around 5 am. What have I been doing since I got up? Trying again! Will I ever give up the trying gig?
I keep beating a dead horse frantically hoping for it to raise up!
Bless my heart, but! There is hope.
You give me plenty slack.
Now that I gave up beating the dead horse of this day, I will set my gaze to rest on You, after all?
This is the 7th Day of Rest.
I’ll do my eats. That be OK since I am hungry.
The day went by fast.
I spent it working on animations.
No gas.
I am cold.
Head for bed at 9:31 pm on Saturday, February 13, 2021.
No telling when You will wake me up.
Up around 1:40 m on Sunday, February 14, 2021.
Hey! It Is The ‘Love’ Day In The USA, But! …
It looks that the USA is not longer able to celebrate it. O well? Me? I am cold. No gas. The Internet is acting up. Will turn off/unplug the machine. Will take care of my food.
Go back to bed to at least keep warm.
To bed now on Sunday, February 14, 2021 at 3:33 am.
Cramps in my leg woke me up around 5:30 am.
I continued to work on animations, but!
I am getting nowhere of what I want to do.
Anyhow? It is now Sunday, February 14, 2021 at 12:15 pm.
I woke up thinking about my dead brother Juan.
He was so especial. So many fun memories of long days gone by.
Something Funny About Our Ways …
We rush to do what we hear to do, but! We do not wait to learn what is it that we must do. A long time gone by. My older brother Juan was sitting upon a large rock deep in thought. Dona Julia, our teacher, and us were strolling around. Dona Julia shouted, “Catch it Juan!” My brother jumped and began to run! After a stretch he shouted back, “What Dona Julia?” And we all roared in laughter!
That Is Exactly What We Have Been Doing For The Most …?
Now? You know my Master that You brought that matter to mind after my last talk to Ahmad. What’s the scoop in my loop? You have qualified me to be Your witness of how You do things in my life against to what I have been doing all of my life.
What Is It That I Have Been Doing All Of My Life? …
Faithfully following instructions from the many ‘Bible Study’ groups that I attended. But my faithfulness was like the case with my brother Juan, “What Dona Julia?” After a while, my faithfulness would freeze me up, and?
O well! I would come up with the questions with no answers.
Real Life Goes On. Worldly Life? Only To Remember Not To Go Back To It …?
It is Sunday, February 14, 2021 at 1:57 pm. You have already blessed me with much this day. Yazeed brought me gas. Last night I got the much-needed chocolate and pineapple. You have supplied abundantly. Thank You.
I will continue to finish the illustration for today’s post now.
Slept from 6.45 pm to about 10 pm.
Another Day. I Am Still Working On Animations …
Now is Monday, February 15, 2021 at 12:13 am. Much improvement. I finally found the way to accomplish the effect I was looking for, and? Ready to head to continue the post format to publish.
All Is Well. All Is Swell. I Am Sooooo Blessed! …
Until next post Your love in my heart remains for all.
Amazing Temporal Success? Been There. Done That …?
Talking Unbiased …?
New post. It is now Wednesday, February 10, 2021 at 4:55 pm. Finish posting today. What will be next? It is now Wednesday, February 10, 2021 at 10:01 pm. Don’t know yet what’s up. Been sleeping for the last 3 hours.
No Internet to download anything. Restart.
When In Doubt? Be Still. Let Go. Wait …?
Thank You my Master! The Internet is acting up. I’ll wait. Least I was able to check the emails. Great response to the latest post today. I will now see to work on Photoshop while I wait for the Internet to settle down.
Time To Soar High! Higher Than The Eagles Soar To Him With Whom I Have To Do …
Yeap! O my Master! You are so real to me. You are teaching me what You mean by ‘Be still. Let go. Wait.’ Be still? Like a mummy? Silly me! Could not figure out Your meaning until this moment.
Be Still Or Be Calm. Let Go Of The Matter. Wait Or Give It Time …
Me? O my Master! You know me better than I know myself. I did not know exactly what You meant but You always led me to do something else while I waited. But!
I have not been able to let go of whatever, and?
That Has Been The Cause Of My Depression Or Frustration Or Confusion …?
Well? Why did You let me go on and on with whatever only to suffer my bouts with Depression Or Frustration Or Confusion? I’m supposed to soar like the eagles do not scratch with the chickens down the chicken pen.
It is now Thursday, February 11, 2021 at 1:44 am. Bed?
I had no choice.
I found myself hunch over in front of the screen.
For a second I did not know whether I was awake or sleep.
I set my eyes on the screen.
I came to it.
Wrote the time.
Headed for bed.
Four hours of sleep did wonders! But?
I realized we are in trouble.
Money trouble.
I checked the weather earlier.
Rain and snow on the 17th or a week from today.
Me? No sleeping bag.
I dread the cold and rain without it.
I called for Your help.
Quickly?
Checked the Internet to check emails hoping to find money coming in through PayPal.com.
Nothing!
O well! You know all about our predicament my Master.
I am just not going to worry about it.
You are in control.
You have a purpose for all these difficulties in our midst.
Lest I am catching up with Your lessons.
You are cementing Your ways within me to last me eternally for the benefit of all You send to read these lines.
Guess what?
O My Master! Indeed! You Are So Real To Me …?
It is now Thursday, February 11, 2021 at 6:45 am. You lead me in the most unexpected ways. I did not find any money coming in through PayPal.com but!
You led me to what I recorded a year ago almost to the exact date.
The most appropriate matter to go along the headlines for this post.
I could not find the post but it come to me to copy and paste it to post today.
So here it is without any more ado:
How Is My Life Development Or Happening? Amazingly! …
Day By Day? The Thrill Of My Findings Is A Reality …
Tuesday, February 26, 2019 now at 11:23 am.
What about me? Me?
I am BIPOLAR! I run in either pole!
Rather I can make people run away from or to me in either pole! Ha! Ha! HalleluYah!
From My Presence in My beloved Thia’s journal—A dialog between thia/Basilia and Master Yahuwah/ Yahushua!
Weary Of Words!
Saturday, January 17, 2015 at 2:32 am
Father, I am weary of words! So many beautiful words! So many disgusting, grotesque and plain offensive words as well as many just plain dumb and vulgar words!
O my Father, I know that it is by Your will for me at the moment that I am taking this Blogging 101 course, but, only a couple of weeks and I find myself already fed up mostly with beautiful words!
Absurd? Perhaps!
There is one thing, as much as I despise nasty words, I respect the way OM (Opinionated Man) uses those— by all means, in general some human beings deserve such language, and that’s the fact not my opinion!
About You Talking To Me Or Vice Versa ….
And Father? You know that so many people do not have a clue about this dialogue between You and me. And I say ‘You’ first, because, You are the One that initiated this dialog way back when You instructed me to write the journal of my daily life in Your Presence.
Why Do Many Drop Me? …
So? This weird statement causes most people to drop me as soon as I make it or as soon as they read that You dialogue with me!
Should I Change My Statement? …
And lots of my friends say that I need to change my writing style to gain more readers, but, if I did that, I will be doing something different than what You, my Father, have instructed me to do and I am not about to disobey Your instructions!
What Do I See? Rather, What Do You Show To Me …
All in all my Father, for what I see, the great majority of people are intense in joining one religion or another, one belief or another, one group or another: discussion groups, religion groups, entertainment groups and on and on they go—groping along like blind man without a cane or a guide searching for that elusive happiness when it is not necessary to do so!
O My Father, What Am I Talking About?
You know it my Father! You know what I am talking about! You know that I am talking about all the gossamer of beautiful words, including my own that have fill up my mind in the last couple of weeks!
It Makes No Good Sense …
What’s the sense in all the gossamer of beautiful words? I know that we are all intent in helping each other— and it feels good to be a helper and to be admired, but!
It All Amounts To Enthroning The Flesh/Dethroning Your Majesty ….
Even so, the whole gamut of our words serve no other purpose but to inflate our egos! Moreover, 99% the groups & discussions do nothing else but to stomp our spiritual growth and set us up in the pedestal of self-righteousness & successful living!
It All For What? …
Such living it is not cut up for all that is supposed to be—at the end only the hole in the brown ground is where all humans—rich or poor, smart, or stupid, all humans go down!
Me? What Do I Now Do? …
Thus, O my Father, now I bring all my concerns to You because You take care of me far better than an earthly father would dream of taking care of his own child.
You Are The Only Father Unbeknown To Most Humans …
For only You know me better than I know myself and can do for me all those things that are impossible for me to do! Whatever for did I wasted my time faithfully joining to all those groups to help and be helped in the past? Sheer willful ignorance!
Fed Up With Human Goodness? Indeed! …
Furthermore, what is Your purpose my Father for my joining this Blogging 101? I am already fed up with all the ‘goodness’ in it! What on earth am I doing and what am I talking about?
Hum! I Am Talking About POSITIVE Everything! POSITIVE Versus NEGATIVE! …
There is no two ways about it! Half of the people are in the POSITIVE pole and the other half are in the NEGATIVE pole! Connect the two and you will find the battery that runs this machine of the world that we inhabit!
POSITIVE versus NEGATIVE! Connect the two and you will find the battery that runs this machine of the world that we inhabit!
What about me? Me? I am BIPOLAR! I run in either pole! Rather I can make people run away from or to me in either pole! Ha! Ha! HalleluYah!
I Posted, But! Haven’t Got The Slightest Whether It Did Good Or Bad …
Well, my Father, I guess You are finished with Your dictation for today. I’ll post the matter in a little while and see what happens?
Maybe, if nothing else, somebody catches my drift of humor in it all the pitiful spectrum—POSITIVE versus NEGATIVE! I am both—BIPOLAR!
All in all I am, like that energizer bunny in the commercial that keeps going and going forever with only one battery.
Yeah! I am the battery because I relate to both poles, so, I can run & run forever! And none the wiser! Ha! Ha! HalleluYah!
Come into my life and run with me forever!
His love in my heart for all, thia/Basilia
I think this post was not published under that heading.
I could not find it.
Your leading? Copy. Paste.
So I continue to do.
Indeed! Day By Day, If Not Moment By Moment? You Reveal Your Ways To Me …
Tuesday, February 26, 2019 at 12:50 pm.
O yes! My Father? You are leading me. You have always led me, but now? It’s more obvious to me than it ever been. What is the saddest thing You reveal to me in many ways?
Saddest Revealed? The Way We Humans Impose Our Ways Over Your Ways …
It’s now Tuesday, February 26, 2019 at 1:34 pm. Been reading headlines—articles—visiting with my friend who came bearing some eggs for my eats.
What do You reveal to me in all these happenings?
The lack of knowledge of You.
Blatant lack of knowledge of Your ways.
Adamant stand in whatever we understand to be Your will for each one of us.
What About Me? Who Am I To Record These Matters? …
That’s the ticker! I no longer live for myself. I no longer pay mind to whatever I think, feel, or reject or accept all that I do as being myself. I live for my Master—my Father/Creator, period.
HUMOR INSTEAD OF ANGER. I WONDERED AWAY BUT THE SHEPHERD GOT ME BACK INTO THE FOLD!
A Vision many years ago …
Thursday, July 31, 2014 at 8:09 AM
O my Father, Your love & tender care for Your sheep has no limits and I am the recipient of such immense treasure—Your love & tender care!
I Am Your Sheep And I Now Hear Your Voice!—A Vision….
Thus, You brought to my remembrance the time that You came to me in a vision with a little sheep on Your shoulder! In that vision I was looking into the sheep pen.
You came and took the little sheep from Your shoulder. You bent over the fence and gently placed the little sheep in the pen.
The little sheep was all skinned up and wet and shivering! Evidently the wild beast had gotten a hold of her.
You asked me,
“Why do you think that little sheep got out of the pen?”
I answered, “Because that little sheep heard voices out there and she went to investigate what kind of voices they were different that Yours!”
And as I answered You asked me another question, You said, ” Do you think that little sheep has learned her lesson and from now on will never go out from My pen?”
I answered,
“Yes she has learned her lesson!” And as I answered that question, I realized that, that little sheep was myself! And the vision ended!
That happened many, many years ago but it is still with me as it happened yesterday! And so that is the meaning of the smiling little sheep in this picture.
I wondered away but the shepherd got me back into His fold!
Well! Well! Well! The Things I Find In My Unique Primary Site …
All I do is post, post, post for the most. Occasionally it comes to mind to change the header or the theme, but! I hardly ever bother to mess with the footer. Then?
When I happen into the footer, I always think to fix it later, but later never comes.
It is a good thing though, lots of lines written there perhaps for emphasis on what the site is all about.
Perhaps for me to recall those lines whenever is appropriate to recall them.
So? Back to Overcoming Depression? Mental Health? Experience To Last Eternally …
How do those lines recorded a year ago and beyond apply to the headline for today’s post? Those are the lines expressing the experience of my mental health, and?
O my Master! Inevitable I find myself questioning the reality of my mental health.
Why? I do not know exactly why, but!
You know it. So? I bring the matter to You.
What is bothering me?
The public way people are handling the present major crisis globally, far and near me.
The way the leaders and followers are handling Your written words.
The amazing success stories independent of You claiming the attention of the public.
The reality of the times of Noah.
What about me?
Am I Mentally Insane Still, My Master? Is That What Is Bothering Me …?
I no longer ask for comments nor make any comments for the most, but! I do read the posts from the readers of the posts in all the sites You have led me to create, and? The warning in Your written words makes me tremble.
Why not? For what I read, the concerns for the most are about the cares pertaining to the business of this life.
Physical and Mental Health are primordial concerns for what I read and hear and see all around me.
Even the spiritual concerns are centered in the human understanding, intellectually and emotionally. But it is written. Quote:
Watch Yourselves
Luke 21:34-36 AMPC+
But take heed to yourselves and be on your guard, lest your hearts be overburdened and depressed (weighed down) with the giddiness and headache and nausea of self-indulgence, drunkenness, and worldly worries and cares pertaining to [the business of] this life, and [lest] that day come upon you suddenly like a trap or a noose;
For it will come upon all who live upon the face of the entire earth.
Keep awake then and watch at all times [be discreet, attentive, and ready], praying that you may have the full strength and ability and be accounted worthy to escape all these things [taken together] that will take place, and to stand in the presence of the Son of Man.
Do Not Love the World
1 John 2:15-17 AMPC+
Do not love or cherish the world or the things that are in the world. If anyone loves the world, love for the Father is not in him.
For all that is in the world–the lust of the flesh [craving for sensual gratification] and the lust of the eyes [greedy longings of the mind] and the pride of life [assurance in one’s own resources or in the stability of earthly things]–these do not come from the Father but are from the world [itself].
And the world passes away and disappears, and with it the forbidden cravings (the passionate desires, the lust) of it; but he who does the will of God and carries out His purposes in his life abides (remains) forever. End of quote.
So? It Is Natural For Myself To Both Question My Sanity And Tremble …
Why tremble? How is about if I am still concerned about the cares pertaining to the business of this life? Have I lost my mind? Am I saying one thing and doing another? Why my insidious concern about lack of money?
Help My Master, Help! …?
The thing is my Master, and You know it. You provide for us, but it is never enough. That is another reason to tremble. Why? Basically, it is my lack of appreciation for what You provide.
My daily discontentment with whatever You send my way to eat and to take care of myself?
An insult to You for You are my Provider.
Mercy! No need to bother with the times of Noah around me.
Much need to watch my own myself!
Ah! That Is For Sure What Is Bothering Me, But!…
This is the moment. What moment? The moment Your Word You speak to my heart to divide the line of the breath of life (soul) and the immortal spirit. All things are open and exposed, naked, and defenseless to Your eyes.
The Word You speak into the deepest part of my being is alive and full of power making it active, operative, energizing, and effective. As written.
Quote:
Hebrews 4:12-13 AMPC+
For the Word that God speaks is alive and full of power [making it active, operative, energizing, and effective]; it is sharper than any two-edged sword, penetrating to the dividing line of the breath of life (soul) and [the immortal] spirit, and of joints and marrow [of the deepest parts of our nature], exposing and sifting and analyzing and judging the very thoughts and purposes of the heart.
And not a creature exists that is concealed from His sight, but all things are open and exposed, naked and defenseless to the eyes of Him with Whom we have to do. End of quote.
Therefore? Talking Unbiased …
Indeed! I am now neither for or against the world of Mental Health. My Experience Of Mental And Physical Health by the power of Your Word? Broke the chains of the biases that held me captive most of my life. I hear You! Quote:
“Even so My precious child, it is a healthy thing to examine your doings every step of your way in My Presence. Otherwise?
Conceit knocks at your door, but!
O thiaBasilia—O Child Of My Heart? I have separated your vile carnal nature and My precious nature within you.
Therefore? You have the power to examine yourself to be corrected by the power of My Spirit in My written words.
Thus? Your experience of lasting Mental Health.
You shall never be put to shame with the mental insanity stigma.
Regardless, I know of your misery with the lack of things needed for your comfort despite all monies provided for your care.
I know of your bewilderment with the unexpected difficulties requiring all monies provided.
I am well pleased with your giving attitude.
I know you give and do not expect a return.
Even so? To give 100% of yourself and your belongings never seems to be enough.
Therefore? You despair.
Fear not My child!
I am aware of your despair.
Has it occurred to you My child how I give 100% of My love to My children but My children only drives Me to despair with their sinful selfishness?
Therein lies the unexpected difficulties that come their way.
Like Myself so it is with you.
No matter the despair My mercy and grace prevails within your heart.
Even when it does not feel that you are letting go of it all, the truth be told, you are doing so to My honor and delight.
Remember, My Words Do Not Change But Time And Circumstances Do.
That is why My child, you must put your name instead of the recipients of My words in ancient times.
And that My child is the stumbling block in the searching My written words.
Futile Thoughts And Volatile Emotions Rule A Human Being For The Most.
Thoughts having no useful result; ineffectual when it comes to the greater matters of life eternal, plus?
Your volatile emotions are the trade of a human being and a human being you are.
Fear not! Fear not! Fear not!
I am in control of it all.
Nothing at all is to thwart My plan of restoration of My creation including My created human beings.
Take courage! Continue the task I have assigned unto you.
You are now set to be still. To let go of your futile thoughts and volatile emotions.”
All Is Well. All Is Swell Again. Thank You …
Thursday, February 11, 2021 at 5:02 pm. Bed. Back around 8 pm. Continued recording Your words. It is now Thursday, February 11, 2021 at 9:44 pm. Finished the recording as well as my disorder. On to illustrate.
Difficulties Come And Go. You Have Overcome Them For Me …?
Friday, February 12, 2021 at 1:02 am bed. Up around 3 am. No Internet. Perhaps that is the way You want it to be to help me to let go of my Internet obsession. Back to Photoshop.
Alright! I Finally Did The Turn Off/Unplug The Machine, And? …
Went about taking care of my eats and odds & ends. After a while? Plug/turn on the machine. Like lightening! Machine on. Internet connection! Wow! It is now Friday, February 12, 2021 at 10:00 am. The hour and minutes?
Ten + Three Zeroes Means Whatever Is To Happen Is Really, Really Happening Now …
Wow! Unbelievable the way all things are happening! My wealth? Restored tenfold but! Not in gold or silver. Indeed! His wisdom from above. Contentment in whatever state I am. Your victory, Your favor, Your love, Your peace, Your joy, and?
The Best? Your Matchless, Unbroken Companionship …
A wealth beyond limits to estimate at my disposal for eternity. Why spend money for that which is not the Bread from Heaven? Why pine for what does not satisfy? I am sooo! Blessed!
Thank You.
All Written In Isaiah 55. Engraved Within My Being with the stylus of Your mercy …
O my Master! You are sending Isaiah 55 as well as my unbiased testimony in route to each one of Your children You sending to read the posts.
Depression? Mental Insanity And The Likes? …
Abolish by the power of Your passionate love and unfathomable wisdom descending upon us all! It never fails. It always avails. I am Your witness proclaiming the only matter to avail us all.
The post continues on Saturday, February 13, 2021 at 7:30 am
Trying again! Will I ever give up the trying gig? …
Friday, February 12, 2021 at 11:06 pm. Slept. Back to it. Will shut/unplug again. Got up around 5 am. What have I been doing since I got up? Trying again! Will I ever give up the trying gig?
I keep beating a dead horse frantically hoping for it to raise up!
Bless my heart, but! There is hope.
You give me plenty slack.
Now that I gave up beating the dead horse of this day, I will set my gaze to rest on You, after all?
This is the 7th Day of Rest.
I’ll do my eats. That be OK since I am hungry.
The day went by fast.
I spent it working on animations.
No gas.
I am cold.
Head for bed at 9:31 pm on Saturday, February 13, 2021.
No telling when You will wake me up.
Up around 1:40 m on Sunday, February 14, 2021.
Hey! It Is The ‘Love’ Day In The USA, But! …
It looks that the USA is not longer able to celebrate it. O well? Me? I am cold. No gas. The Internet is acting up. Will turn off/unplug the machine. Will take care of my food.
Go back to bed to at least keep warm.
To bed now on Sunday, February 14, 2021 at 3:33 am.
Cramps in my leg woke me up around 5:30 am.
I continued to work on animations, but!
I am getting nowhere of what I want to do.
Anyhow? It is now Sunday, February 14, 2021 at 12:15 pm.
I woke up thinking about my dead brother Juan.
He was so especial. So many fun memories of long days gone by.
Something Funny About Our Ways …
We rush to do what we hear to do, but! We do not wait to learn what is it that we must do. A long time gone by. My older brother Juan was sitting upon a large rock deep in thought. Dona Julia, our teacher, and us were strolling around. Dona Julia shouted, “Catch it Juan!” My brother jumped and began to run! After a stretch he shouted back, “What Dona Julia?” And we all roared in laughter!
That Is Exactly What We Have Been Doing For The Most …?
Now? You know my Master that You brought that matter to mind after my last talk to Ahmad. What’s the scoop in my loop? You have qualified me to be Your witness of how You do things in my life against to what I have been doing all of my life.
What Is It That I Have Been Doing All Of My Life? …
Faithfully following instructions from the many ‘Bible Study’ groups that I attended. But my faithfulness was like the case with my brother Juan, “What Dona Julia?” After a while, my faithfulness would freeze me up, and?
O well! I would come up with the questions with no answers.
Real Life Goes On. Worldly Life? Only To Remember Not To Go Back To It …?
It is Sunday, February 14, 2021 at 1:57 pm. You have already blessed me with much this day. Yazeed brought me gas. Last night I got the much-needed chocolate and pineapple. You have supplied abundantly. Thank You.
I will continue to finish the illustration for today’s post now.
Slept from 6.45 pm to about 10 pm.
Another Day. I Am Still Working On Animations …
Now is Monday, February 15, 2021 at 12:13 am. Much improvement. I finally found the way to accomplish the effect I was looking for, and? Ready to head to continue the post format to publish.
All Is Well. All Is Swell. I Am Sooooo Blessed! …
Until next post Your love in my heart remains for all.
About Comments? Eyes On Me And Them. The Message? Over Their MY Head …
Remember, we are The lost sheep of Yisrael. Our souls—that is all that matters to me! Words addressed to Jerusalem as well addressed to thee and me! Quote: COMFORT, COMFORT My people, says your Master Yahuwah. Speak tenderly to the heart of Jerusalem, and cry to her that her time of service and her warfare are ended, that [her punishment is accepted and] her iniquity is pardoned, that she has received [punishment] from the Master’s hand double for all her sins. A voice of one who cries: Prepare in the wilderness the way of the Master [clear away the obstacles]; make straight and smooth in the desert a highway for our Master Yahuwah! [Mar_1:3] Every valley shall be lifted and filled up, and every mountain and hill shall be made low; and the crooked and uneven shall be made straight and level, and the rough places a plain. And the glory (majesty and splendor) of the Master shall be revealed, and all flesh shall see it together; for the mouth of the Master Yahuwah has spoken it. [Luk_3:5-6] Isaiah 40:1-5 AMPC+. End of quote.
Out Of My Mind And Soul’s Darkness. Into Your Light Of Love And Mercy For Us All …?
It is now Monday, February 8, 2021 at 3:29 am. No kidding! I am talking literally. Convicted! About Comments? Eyes On Me And Them. The Message? Over Their Head as well as MY Head!
Man O Man! No wonder the awful nightmares!
I was looking at them not at carnal ME!
But this time?
O well! Your Love And Mercy For Us All.
Me? At the end? Me refrained!
Awful Nightmares? No Need To Record Anymore …
Bed. It’s now Tuesday, February 2, 2021 at 6:27 pm. Woke up around 9 pm. Awful nightmare I do not care to record. You are in control of it all.
No matter how the powers in control attempt.
No evil can come my way nor any plague invade my body.
I still have no Internet but Yazeed brought gas earlier.
Change of PW. Maybe that will help to connect.
I will now restart the computer.
New Today For Me. Hoping For The Best …?
Master? Even if the best is not to my liking by Your grace and power to Your will I’ll be abiding. It’s now Wednesday, February 3, 2021 at 12:13 am. I am thankful for Yazeed’s router. It’s slow but I was able to check emails. Now?
Serious problem with SiteGround.
My data allowance is full.
That could be the problem with the Internet, but!
Yazeed’s router is not connecting again, so?
I am having trouble to reach SiteGround and resolve the problem.
I wait on You for the solution.
Meantime? Back to book formatting while I am still awake today at 12:42 am.
It is now Wednesday, February 3, 2021 at 2:00 am.
The Internet is faulty but I was able to check my emails.
It looks like a problem with the extra money coming from Denise.
Well? Things Are Looking Up! SiteGround Is Looking Into The Site’s Trouble …?
It is now Wednesday, February 3, 2021 at 8:45 am. The Internet is working so far. I still cannot get the site to upload but You are in control of it all.
Well? Things Are Not Looking Up Anymore! …
It is now still Wednesday, February 3, 2021 at 11:20 pm. SiteGround has not been able to resolve the problem. The Internet is down again. But! I thank You for the few hours of sleep.
Wow! Things? Them Things Joyfully Upwards My Master Brings …?
Another Today for me! It is now Thursday, February 4, 2021 at 2:30 am. I find myself in a joyful train traveling to Your Kingdom’s land. Joy inexplicable from Your merciful hand.
Well? My Bewilderment Again! I Know Nothing!!! …
Call me Bipolar, schizophrenic, manic depressive, and to summarize? Mentally Insane, but? It is lots of fun to be it all when you are out of the powers to be in this world’s control! Hahaha! HalleluYah!
Bewildered. I Know Nothing!!! What Do You Have For Me Today My Master? …
It is now Thursday, February 4, 2021 at 8:17 am. Let me check if things are still working in the digital world. Well? I found out I had a new problem with SiteGround.com.
But the Internet quit, and I was sleepy.
I slept until noon time.
Got up to continue working with SiteGround.com. Just then?
Thunder! Quickly shut unplug computer!
Back Now After Much Tribulation …
It is now Thursday, February 4, 2021 at 7:30 pm. O my Master! You know it all. I really, really know nothing!!! After the storm to my dismal, I could not restore what I left off in the site problem.
Back from scratch pleading for Your help.
In the meantime, SiteGround.com responded with the solution.
The good part about this whole nightmare is that I still have access to work in the site, but!
The solution entitles to delete the working account, and?
I don’t know what the result will be.
Waiting for response from SiteGround.com.
Need to sleep. It’s now Friday, February 5, 2021 at 12:25 am
I slept until almost 5 am.
I quickly set the computer to reset while the connection was good.
The reset was successful.
Next? I successfully downloaded and installed Office 365 and e-Sword Bible. But I could not install Photoshop, will have to wait until the connection is steady.
All Of That Doing But! It Does Not Look Like It Help Much …
O my Master! Help! It is really annoying to deal with all these computer problems, but I do not have a choice. Help me. Right now? Restart to update on Friday, February 5, 2021 at12:30 pm.
It is now Friday, February 5, 2021 at 4:13 pm. Attempting to install Photoshop. Closing Word. Nothing works to get connected. I will have to do without Photoshop until You resolve the problem for me.
Help me O my Master to concentrate in the book formatting.
It is now Friday, February 5, 2021 at 7:28 pm.
I slept until past 10 pm.
New day. Saturday, February 6, 2021 at 12:02 am
Keeping A Record Mainly For Myself …
You know it my Master. Everything I do or say is between You and myself. When anyone comments on my doings or sayings only shows that they have their eyes on me and them. The message has yet to reach the depth of their beings.
O my Master! Again, What Is The Purpose For Sharing My Details …?
You already gave me the answer but! The question remains when I get comments that indicate the commentator is not getting the message. It’s frustrating. So You reminded me of Your reply.
Quote:
“My child, you have given enough details to My children for them to know that you are one just like them; for such is My purpose when I instruct My servants to tell the details of their lives so that the rest of My children can see that you are not a phantom, so that My children can identify with you and realize that you are a human being subject to like passions as they are.
“My child, your life has taken many turns for the purpose that many of My children should now identify with you. Does it surprise you now why you have done so many ‘dumb and foolish’ things as some put it? Now you know why; I had to humble you and show you that you were not ME!
“Yes, My child, I have gifted you with so many talents in My image, enough for you to aspire to My throne and take care of things yourself. Likewise it is for most of My children, for I have gifted My children with My image and My children have to learn that though they have My image within them, they are not ME.
“My child, you are a very especial vessel; for I have shaped and molded you into a beautiful vessel to hold the beautiful flowers of My love. Once you asked Me, “What kind of flowers, my Father?”
“I refrained from explaining to you what kind of flowers they were at that time because you had to learn by experience that the beauty of the flowers of My love for My children is not an ordinary beauty.
“Yes, My child, as the years have gone by, you can appreciate now such beauty; for such a beauty is beyond words to explain, it can only be appreciated by the experience of My mercy for you in spite of all the foolishness of your willful and rebellious ways!
“Now My child, My children shall begin to mind the words I have spoken to you not for you to be puff up with fruitless knowledge of things, but, for My children to understand what has and is happening to them and with My whole creation from the beginning.” End of quote.
Sleepy at 1:11 am. Slept. Up at 4:03 am.
Will try again to upload Photoshop.
Thank You My Master! Photoshop And All? Installed Ready To Go! …
The time? Saturday, February 6, 2021 at 5:00 am. The way is clear for me to continue preparing and publishing the message to reach each one of Your children across these earthly grounds.
About Comments? Eyes On Me And Them. The Message? Over Their Head …
About 9 am the electricity cut. Out of electricity for almost 3 hours. Three hours to reflect on my frustrations and my doings. I sat under a clear sky on the roof.
Tears flowed.
I pleaded, “Give me Your thoughts.
I refuse to dwell on my thoughts.”
Immediately! You came through.
I heard the song of a dove.
Blessed be the Song of Solomon!
Tears ceased to flow.
I sang to Him my desire:
“Take for us the foxes, the little foxes that spoil the vineyards of our love, for our vineyards are in blossom.”
Frustrations gone!
Good kind healthy thoughts about me and others.
From You my Master from all frustrations to recover.
Back to recover the file. It is now Saturday, February 6, 2021 at 12:17 pm.
Looking Forward. My Gaze Set On You My Beloved …
I made my choice to away with You. How could I have resist that lovely voice coming to the depths of my being, ‘Rise up, my love, my fair one, and come away’?
Quote:
Song of Solomon 2:8-17 AMPC+
Vividly she pictured it, The voice of my beloved Shepherd! Behold, he comes, leaping upon the mountains, bounding over the hills. [Joh_10:27]
My beloved is like a gazelle or a young hart. Behold, he stands behind the wall of our house, he looks in through the windows, he glances through the lattice.
My beloved speaks and says to me, Rise up, my love, my fair one, and come away.
For, behold, the winter is past; the rain is over and gone.
The flowers appear on the earth; the time of the singing [of birds] has come, and the voice of the turtledove is heard in our land.
The fig tree puts forth and ripens her green figs, and the vines are in blossom and give forth their fragrance. Arise, my love, my fair one, and come away.
So I went with him, and when we were climbing the rocky steps up the hillside, my beloved shepherd said to me, O my dove, while you are here in the seclusion of the clefts in the solid rock, in the sheltered and secret place of the cliff, let me see your face, let me hear your voice; for your voice is sweet, and your face is lovely.
My heart was touched and I fervently sang to him my desire, Take for us the foxes, the little foxes that spoil the vineyards [of our love], for our vineyards are in blossom.
She said distinctly, My beloved is mine and I am his! He pastures his flocks among the lilies. [Mat_10:32; Act_4:12]
Then, longingly addressing her absent shepherd, she cried, Until the day breaks and the shadows flee away, return hastily, O my beloved, and be like a gazelle or a young hart as you cover the mountains which separate us. End of quote.
What Are The Mountains Which Separate Us My Master? …
“The mountains of your fears, worries, unfounded suspicious about My faithfulness to you and to all, those are the unsurmountable mountains I must cover for you, My precious child.”
Here I Go Again! Putting Myself Into Bible Verses …
Seriously? I have been admonished ‘it is not God’s Will that we put ourselves personally into bible verses – this is not worthy of who and what we are in God.’
Well? Here Is The Major Stumbling Block For Humankind …
We do not know ‘God’ much less His ways or thoughts, but we think we do until? The Almighty Creator we call ‘God’ descends out of the whirlwind and says to each one of us in our turn:
“Who is this that darkens counsel by words without knowledge?”
Ha! It is now Saturday, February 6, 2021 at 5:07 pm.
By now? My face is to the ground.
I had heard of You only by the hearing of the ear, but now my spiritual eye sees You.
Therefore, I loathe my words and abhor myself and repent in dust and ashes.
Master? You Know I Do Not Mean To Be Presumptuous, But! …
In 1987 You separated me in an apartment with the Amplified Bible and the instructions to date and put my name instead of Adam, Abraham, and so forth because You were talking to them then but now You were speaking to me.
The period was between June and October of 1985. I took it upon myself to join my children and the Christian community a thousand miles away from Your will for me stated in 1985.
O well! You know it all.
After much tribulation away from Your will You brought me back in 1987.
That is when You separated me in the apartment by the house of my precious friend and care taker I called ‘My Honey’ as his request.
Since then? You have opened and inscribed Your written words within my being.
One of the first inscriptions?
“My Words Do Not Change But Time And Circumstances Do …
That is why My child, you must put your name instead of the recipients of My words in ancient times. And that My child is the stumbling block in the searching My written words.”
Futile Thoughts And Volatile Emotions Rule A Human Being For The Most …
Thoughts having no useful result; ineffectual when it comes to the greater matters of life eternal, plus? Our volatile emotions are the trade of us human beings.
So sleepy! 9:54 pm bk to bed.
New day. Up around 2 am. Now?
Sunday, February 7, 2021 at 3:34 am.
Trouble in SiteGround.
Will restart.
Back at 5:57 am on Sunday, February 7, 2021.
All Is Well. Hope It Stays Swell! How Did It All Get Fixed?
It is now Sunday, February 7, 2021 at 7:08 am. I find myself pondering on the matter. Unbelievable amount of time and money is spent to resolve the insurmountable mountain of problems arising in this treacherous world of our existence.
Me? O Well! Didn’t Make It To The University, Instead …?
Most of my 81 years You beset me and shut me in–behind and before, and You have laid Your hand upon me to teach me quite a few things not in line with the way’s humans resolve problems.
Quote:
Psalms 139:3-5 AMPC+
You sift and search out my path and my lying down, and You are acquainted with all my ways.
For there is not a word in my tongue [still unuttered], but, behold, O Lord, You know it altogether. [Heb_4:13]
You have beset me and shut me in–behind and before, and You have laid Your hand upon me. End of quote.
Need more sleep 7:26 am.
Much in mind.
Did not sleep.
Got up.
My chocolates I fixed.
Ate my lunch.
I will restart the computer to see if the sound is as well fixed.
It’s now Sunday, February 7, 2021 at 12:06 pm.
And on I went to my get away from it all retreat—my beautiful Photoshop app!
Back From My Get Away. Ready To Record What? …
It’s 4:34 pm on this great day You have given to me. What to record? Ha! More about our Futile Thoughts And Volatile Emotions. No kidding! Everything we humans know, and practice is volatile and futile, but!
We do not believe it to be so!
Goodness sake!
I am not making a senseless statement.
Sound base is written, but!
That is something You aim to reveal to each individual child of Yours.
Out Of My Mind And Soul’s Darkness. Into Your Light Of Love And Mercy For Us All …?
It is now Monday, February 8, 2021 at 3:29 am. No kidding! I am talking literally. Convicted! About Comments? Eyes On Me And Them. The Message? Over MY Head!
Man O Man! No wonder the awful nightmares!
I was looking at them not at carnal ME!
But this time?
Your Passionate Love And Mercy For Us All Came True With The Song Of A Dove …?
Alright! Here is the quote. What are You showing me for example to all? No kidding! I always wondered why the verse, ‘After the Master had spoken the previous words to Job, the Master said to Eliphaz the Temanite,
My wrath is kindled against you and against your two friends, for you have not spoken of Me the thing that is right, as My servant Job has.’?
Now I see the thing that is right about You, my Master! Wow!
What Is The Thing That Is Right or Not Right About You …?
What are such words, my Master? Our speaking or teachings that darkens and obscures counsel by words without knowledge? It is not right.
It Is Right To Recognize Our Sin By Conviction And Repentance …?
Wow! Let me quote Job again for myself. For now? In the last bout with my lack of knowledge You inscribed and gave life to those last verses in the book of Job.
Quote:
Job 42:1-17 AMPC+
THEN JOB said to the Master,
I know that You can do all things, and that no thought or purpose of Yours can be restrained or thwarted.
You said to me, Who is this that darkens and obscures counsel by words without knowledge? Therefore, I now see I have rashly uttered what I did not understand, things too wonderful for me, which I did not know. [Job_38:2]
I had virtually said to You what You have said to me: Hear, I beseech You, and I will speak; I will demand of You, and You declare to me.
I had heard of You only by the hearing of the ear, but now my spiritual eye sees You.
Therefore I loathe my words and abhor myself and repent in dust and ashes.
After the Master had spoken the previous words to Job, the Master said to Eliphaz the Temanite, My wrath is kindled against you and against your two friends, for you have not spoken of Me the thing that is right, as My servant Job has.
Now therefore take seven bullocks and seven rams and go to My servant Job and offer up for yourselves a burnt offering; and My servant Job shall pray for you, for I will accept [his prayer] that I deal not with you after your folly, in that you have not spoken of Me the thing that is right, as My servant Job has.
So Eliphaz the Temanite and Bildad the Shuhite and Zophar the Naamathite went and did as the Lord commanded them; and the Master accepted [Job’s prayer].
And the Master turned the captivity of Job and restored his fortunes, when he prayed for his friends; also the Master gave Job twice as much as he had before. [Deu_30:1-3; Psa_126:1-2]
Then there came to him all his brothers and sisters and all who had known him before, and they ate bread with him in his house; and they sympathized with him and comforted him over all the [distressing] calamities that the Master had brought upon him. Every man also gave him a piece of money, and every man an earring of gold.
And the Master blessed the latter days of Job more than his beginning; for he had 14,000 sheep, 6,000 camels, 1,000 yoke of oxen, and 1,000 female donkeys. [Job_1:3]
He had also seven sons and three daughters.
And he called the name of the first Jemimah, and the name of the second Keziah, and the name of the third Keren-happuch.
And in all the land there were no women so fair as the daughters of Job, and their father gave them inheritance among their brothers.
After this, Job lived 140 years, and saw his sons and his sons’ sons, even to four generations.
So Job died, an old man and full of days. [Jas_5:11].
James 5:11 AMPC+
You know how we call those blessed (happy) who were steadfast [who endured]. You have heard of the endurance of Job, and you have seen the Master’s [purpose and how He richly blessed him in the] end, inasmuch as the Master is full of pity and compassion and tenderness and mercy. [Job_1:21-22; Job_42:10; Psa_111:4]. End of quote.
Ha! Confess Your Faults One To Another …?
What was or has been my fault here lately? In looking at them I came up with words without knowledge. The result? My miserable circumstances bringing me down again, but!
This time? Only temporary to make a point.
Sleepy again at 4:33 am on Monday, February 8, 2021.
What Point My Master? …
“O thiaBasilia—O Child Of My Heart? To make the point above it all that in the end? I am full of pity, compassion, tenderness, and mercy. Indeed! No one single human being has figured such out of the human’s mind, but!
O My child, one by one I am reaching My children’s mind and heart as I have reached you.
Fear not! No matter your human lapses I am in control of them all.
Thus, I allow all things to come to you to make a point for My children’s consideration.
The point is made as you accept all things coming to you from My hand of mercy.
Go on My precious child! Illustrate. Format. Prepare these lines for publication.” End of quote.
On My Way To The Task …
It is now Monday, February 8, 2021 at 8:41 am. Ahmad just called to start us in a good day. No telling the time You shall give me to finish the task.
Thank You for this beautiful sunny day in view to my delight, and?
Thank You for my body’s wellbeing.
The restoring of my health and my wealth?
Nothing like I ever imagined it to be!
Bless my heart.
Remarks That Make Me Blink My Eyes And Scratch My Head …?
Why? For years I have not been able to comprehend why the Bible teachers are so serious that scares the light out of me. On the mention of the dove singing to me?
“Stop that foolishness! Get into the meat of the Word!”
Me? I done ate the meat. Now I must enjoy my sweet!
Bless my heart!
Amazingly? After The Song Of The Dove Reached My Inner Being …?
All things came together beautifully, and? The last thing in question was my data in my external. Half of the drive would come up corrupted. Now? On Monday, February 8, 2021 at 11:00 am the drive is perfect! How that happened?
O My Master! You Led Me To Check How To Fix It …
Wow! In a matter of minutes I found out how to fix it! Next? Restart computer. Next? Check the drive. Next? Your light shone in my smiling face!
Bed at 7:35 pm on Monday, February 8, 2021. Slept until about 10:30 pm. You continue to bless me with sleep. Thank You. It is now Monday, February 8, 2021at 11:02 pm. This day is almost over. The Internet is fixed! I am still working on the illustration.
Some History On The Name Yahwah …
YHWH (pronounced YAHWAH by all Jewish rabbis) is GOD and GOD alone.
YHWH is found 6,832 times in the TANACH.
Paul the Apostle always referred to the TANACH to show that YHWH was the Messiah.
The TANACH is nothing more than our equivalent to the Old Testament.
That the NAME of GOD, YHWH (YAHWAH) was first used in Genesis 2:4 and last used in the Old Testament Malachi 3:23.
The Hebrew Apostles scriptures were stolen by a church (circa 126-136 A. D.) and translated into Greek and the original Hebrew New Testament scriptures were destroyed.
Jesus is only a new name of 280 years. In the King James 1611 A.D. the NAME OF THE SAVIOR in the Christian world was Iesous. The letter ‘J’, according to Webster did not exist until after the mid-1650.
A scholarly Biblical fact is that YHWH (YAHWAH) was taken out of our New English editions and hidden by only using the word LORD.The TANACH is nothing more than our equivalent to the Old Testament.
Genesis 4:26 at the time of Seth men began calling on THE NAME of YHWH (YAHWAH).
Genesis 12:8; 13:4, 21:33 Abram at Bethel called upon THE NAME of YHWH (YAHWAH).
YHWH (pronounced YAHWAH by all Jewish rabbis) is GOD and GOD alone.
Genesis 26:25 Isaac called on THE NAME of YHWH (YAHWAH).
YHWH is HIS NAME and only name. Elohim (Lord of Lords) is HIS title. EL (God) is HIS title. Emmanuel GOD with us is a sentence.
Exodus 6:3 GOD tells Moses HIS NAME is YHWH (YAHWAH).
Deuteronomy 6:4 YHWH our GOD is ONE.
Isaiah 63:16 YHWH our Father, Redeemer and HIS NAME is from everlasting.
Revelation14:1 The Lamb writes THE NAME OF FATHER on their foreheads. To me, this would be water baptism in the NAME OF YHWH).
Malachi 2:10 One Father, One God created us.
Zechariah 14: 9 YHWH (YAHWAH) is KING, YHWH is ONE and HIS NAME ONE.
Matthew 28:19 Baptize in THE NAME of the FATHER, SON and HOLY GHOST.
Bed 7:28 pm on Tuesday, February 9, 2021. Spent this day illustrating. It is now Wednesday, February 10, 2021 at 3:32 am. Can’t keep eyes open. Bed
All Is Well! All Is Swell, And? It All Shall Remain Well And Swell! …
My Father’s impression? Dancing in session.
Skip! Tap! Tap at that?
Joyfully skipping under the rain? My little girl remains!
What’s Truth? What’s Real?
Let’s Learn It From The March Of Time’s Wheel ….?
Caption: Remember, we are The lost sheep of Yisrael. Our souls—that is all that matters to me! Words addressed to Jerusalem as well addressed to thee and me! Quote:
COMFORT, COMFORT My people, says your Master Yahuwah. Speak tenderly to the heart of Jerusalem, and cry to her that her time of service and her warfare are ended, that [her punishment is accepted and] her iniquity is pardoned, that she has received [punishment] from the Master’s hand double for all her sins. A voice of one who cries: Prepare in the wilderness the way of the Master [clear away the obstacles]; make straight and smooth in the desert a highway for our Master Yahuwah! [Mar_1:3] Every valley shall be lifted and filled up, and every mountain and hill shall be made low; and the crooked and uneven shall be made straight and level, and the rough places a plain. And the glory (majesty and splendor) of the Master shall be revealed, and all flesh shall see it together; for the mouth of the Master Yahuwah has spoken it. [Luk_3:5-6] Isaiah 40:1-5 AMPC+. End of quote.
Ready To Post My Master. All Remains Swell And Well. Thank You …
Notice my new signature. I inserted my oldest picture that brings quite wonderful memories of times long gone by. Diana–the leader. Always on the alert!
Until next post Your love in my heart remains for all.
About Comments? Eyes On Me And Them. The Message? Over Their MY Head …
Remember, we are The lost sheep of Yisrael. Our souls—that is all that matters to me! Words addressed to Jerusalem as well addressed to thee and me! Quote: COMFORT, COMFORT My people, says your Master Yahuwah. Speak tenderly to the heart of Jerusalem, and cry to her that her time of service and her warfare are ended, that [her punishment is accepted and] her iniquity is pardoned, that she has received [punishment] from the Master’s hand double for all her sins. A voice of one who cries: Prepare in the wilderness the way of the Master [clear away the obstacles]; make straight and smooth in the desert a highway for our Master Yahuwah! [Mar_1:3] Every valley shall be lifted and filled up, and every mountain and hill shall be made low; and the crooked and uneven shall be made straight and level, and the rough places a plain. And the glory (majesty and splendor) of the Master shall be revealed, and all flesh shall see it together; for the mouth of the Master Yahuwah has spoken it. [Luk_3:5-6] Isaiah 40:1-5 AMPC+. End of quote.
Out Of My Mind And Soul’s Darkness. Into Your Light Of Love And Mercy For Us All …?
It is now Monday, February 8, 2021 at 3:29 am. No kidding! I am talking literally. Convicted! About Comments? Eyes On Me And Them. The Message? Over Their Head as well as MY Head!
Man O Man! No wonder the awful nightmares!
I was looking at them not at carnal ME!
But this time?
O well! Your Love And Mercy For Us All.
Me? At the end? Me refrained!
Awful Nightmares? No Need To Record Anymore …
Bed. It’s now Tuesday, February 2, 2021 at 6:27 pm. Woke up around 9 pm. Awful nightmare I do not care to record. You are in control of it all.
No matter how the powers in control attempt.
No evil can come my way nor any plague invade my body.
I still have no Internet but Yazeed brought gas earlier.
Change of PW. Maybe that will help to connect.
I will now restart the computer.
New Today For Me. Hoping For The Best …?
Master? Even if the best is not to my liking by Your grace and power to Your will I’ll be abiding. It’s now Wednesday, February 3, 2021 at 12:13 am. I am thankful for Yazeed’s router. It’s slow but I was able to check emails. Now?
Serious problem with SiteGround.
My data allowance is full.
That could be the problem with the Internet, but!
Yazeed’s router is not connecting again, so?
I am having trouble to reach SiteGround and resolve the problem.
I wait on You for the solution.
Meantime? Back to book formatting while I am still awake today at 12:42 am.
It is now Wednesday, February 3, 2021 at 2:00 am.
The Internet is faulty but I was able to check my emails.
It looks like a problem with the extra money coming from Denise.
Well? Things Are Looking Up! SiteGround Is Looking Into The Site’s Trouble …?
It is now Wednesday, February 3, 2021 at 8:45 am. The Internet is working so far. I still cannot get the site to upload but You are in control of it all.
Well? Things Are Not Looking Up Anymore! …
It is now still Wednesday, February 3, 2021 at 11:20 pm. SiteGround has not been able to resolve the problem. The Internet is down again. But! I thank You for the few hours of sleep.
Wow! Things? Them Things Joyfully Upwards My Master Brings …?
Another Today for me! It is now Thursday, February 4, 2021 at 2:30 am. I find myself in a joyful train traveling to Your Kingdom’s land. Joy inexplicable from Your merciful hand.
Well? My Bewilderment Again! I Know Nothing!!! …
Call me Bipolar, schizophrenic, manic depressive, and to summarize? Mentally Insane, but? It is lots of fun to be it all when you are out of the powers to be in this world’s control! Hahaha! HalleluYah!
Bewildered. I Know Nothing!!! What Do You Have For Me Today My Master? …
It is now Thursday, February 4, 2021 at 8:17 am. Let me check if things are still working in the digital world. Well? I found out I had a new problem with SiteGround.com.
But the Internet quit, and I was sleepy.
I slept until noon time.
Got up to continue working with SiteGround.com. Just then?
Thunder! Quickly shut unplug computer!
Back Now After Much Tribulation …
It is now Thursday, February 4, 2021 at 7:30 pm. O my Master! You know it all. I really, really know nothing!!! After the storm to my dismal, I could not restore what I left off in the site problem.
Back from scratch pleading for Your help.
In the meantime, SiteGround.com responded with the solution.
The good part about this whole nightmare is that I still have access to work in the site, but!
The solution entitles to delete the working account, and?
I don’t know what the result will be.
Waiting for response from SiteGround.com.
Need to sleep. It’s now Friday, February 5, 2021 at 12:25 am
I slept until almost 5 am.
I quickly set the computer to reset while the connection was good.
The reset was successful.
Next? I successfully downloaded and installed Office 365 and e-Sword Bible. But I could not install Photoshop, will have to wait until the connection is steady.
All Of That Doing But! It Does Not Look Like It Help Much …
O my Master! Help! It is really annoying to deal with all these computer problems, but I do not have a choice. Help me. Right now? Restart to update on Friday, February 5, 2021 at12:30 pm.
It is now Friday, February 5, 2021 at 4:13 pm. Attempting to install Photoshop. Closing Word. Nothing works to get connected. I will have to do without Photoshop until You resolve the problem for me.
Help me O my Master to concentrate in the book formatting.
It is now Friday, February 5, 2021 at 7:28 pm.
I slept until past 10 pm.
New day. Saturday, February 6, 2021 at 12:02 am
Keeping A Record Mainly For Myself …
You know it my Master. Everything I do or say is between You and myself. When anyone comments on my doings or sayings only shows that they have their eyes on me and them. The message has yet to reach the depth of their beings.
O my Master! Again, What Is The Purpose For Sharing My Details …?
You already gave me the answer but! The question remains when I get comments that indicate the commentator is not getting the message. It’s frustrating. So You reminded me of Your reply.
Quote:
“My child, you have given enough details to My children for them to know that you are one just like them; for such is My purpose when I instruct My servants to tell the details of their lives so that the rest of My children can see that you are not a phantom, so that My children can identify with you and realize that you are a human being subject to like passions as they are.
“My child, your life has taken many turns for the purpose that many of My children should now identify with you. Does it surprise you now why you have done so many ‘dumb and foolish’ things as some put it? Now you know why; I had to humble you and show you that you were not ME!
“Yes, My child, I have gifted you with so many talents in My image, enough for you to aspire to My throne and take care of things yourself. Likewise it is for most of My children, for I have gifted My children with My image and My children have to learn that though they have My image within them, they are not ME.
“My child, you are a very especial vessel; for I have shaped and molded you into a beautiful vessel to hold the beautiful flowers of My love. Once you asked Me, “What kind of flowers, my Father?”
“I refrained from explaining to you what kind of flowers they were at that time because you had to learn by experience that the beauty of the flowers of My love for My children is not an ordinary beauty.
“Yes, My child, as the years have gone by, you can appreciate now such beauty; for such a beauty is beyond words to explain, it can only be appreciated by the experience of My mercy for you in spite of all the foolishness of your willful and rebellious ways!
“Now My child, My children shall begin to mind the words I have spoken to you not for you to be puff up with fruitless knowledge of things, but, for My children to understand what has and is happening to them and with My whole creation from the beginning.” End of quote.
Sleepy at 1:11 am. Slept. Up at 4:03 am.
Will try again to upload Photoshop.
Thank You My Master! Photoshop And All? Installed Ready To Go! …
The time? Saturday, February 6, 2021 at 5:00 am. The way is clear for me to continue preparing and publishing the message to reach each one of Your children across these earthly grounds.
About Comments? Eyes On Me And Them. The Message? Over Their Head …
About 9 am the electricity cut. Out of electricity for almost 3 hours. Three hours to reflect on my frustrations and my doings. I sat under a clear sky on the roof.
Tears flowed.
I pleaded, “Give me Your thoughts.
I refuse to dwell on my thoughts.”
Immediately! You came through.
I heard the song of a dove.
Blessed be the Song of Solomon!
Tears ceased to flow.
I sang to Him my desire:
“Take for us the foxes, the little foxes that spoil the vineyards of our love, for our vineyards are in blossom.”
Frustrations gone!
Good kind healthy thoughts about me and others.
From You my Master from all frustrations to recover.
Back to recover the file. It is now Saturday, February 6, 2021 at 12:17 pm.
Looking Forward. My Gaze Set On You My Beloved …
I made my choice to away with You. How could I have resist that lovely voice coming to the depths of my being, ‘Rise up, my love, my fair one, and come away’?
Quote:
Song of Solomon 2:8-17 AMPC+
Vividly she pictured it, The voice of my beloved Shepherd! Behold, he comes, leaping upon the mountains, bounding over the hills. [Joh_10:27]
My beloved is like a gazelle or a young hart. Behold, he stands behind the wall of our house, he looks in through the windows, he glances through the lattice.
My beloved speaks and says to me, Rise up, my love, my fair one, and come away.
For, behold, the winter is past; the rain is over and gone.
The flowers appear on the earth; the time of the singing [of birds] has come, and the voice of the turtledove is heard in our land.
The fig tree puts forth and ripens her green figs, and the vines are in blossom and give forth their fragrance. Arise, my love, my fair one, and come away.
So I went with him, and when we were climbing the rocky steps up the hillside, my beloved shepherd said to me, O my dove, while you are here in the seclusion of the clefts in the solid rock, in the sheltered and secret place of the cliff, let me see your face, let me hear your voice; for your voice is sweet, and your face is lovely.
My heart was touched and I fervently sang to him my desire, Take for us the foxes, the little foxes that spoil the vineyards [of our love], for our vineyards are in blossom.
She said distinctly, My beloved is mine and I am his! He pastures his flocks among the lilies. [Mat_10:32; Act_4:12]
Then, longingly addressing her absent shepherd, she cried, Until the day breaks and the shadows flee away, return hastily, O my beloved, and be like a gazelle or a young hart as you cover the mountains which separate us. End of quote.
What Are The Mountains Which Separate Us My Master? …
“The mountains of your fears, worries, unfounded suspicious about My faithfulness to you and to all, those are the unsurmountable mountains I must cover for you, My precious child.”
Here I Go Again! Putting Myself Into Bible Verses …
Seriously? I have been admonished ‘it is not God’s Will that we put ourselves personally into bible verses – this is not worthy of who and what we are in God.’
Well? Here Is The Major Stumbling Block For Humankind …
We do not know ‘God’ much less His ways or thoughts, but we think we do until? The Almighty Creator we call ‘God’ descends out of the whirlwind and says to each one of us in our turn:
“Who is this that darkens counsel by words without knowledge?”
Ha! It is now Saturday, February 6, 2021 at 5:07 pm.
By now? My face is to the ground.
I had heard of You only by the hearing of the ear, but now my spiritual eye sees You.
Therefore, I loathe my words and abhor myself and repent in dust and ashes.
Master? You Know I Do Not Mean To Be Presumptuous, But! …
In 1987 You separated me in an apartment with the Amplified Bible and the instructions to date and put my name instead of Adam, Abraham, and so forth because You were talking to them then but now You were speaking to me.
The period was between June and October of 1985. I took it upon myself to join my children and the Christian community a thousand miles away from Your will for me stated in 1985.
O well! You know it all.
After much tribulation away from Your will You brought me back in 1987.
That is when You separated me in the apartment by the house of my precious friend and care taker I called ‘My Honey’ as his request.
Since then? You have opened and inscribed Your written words within my being.
One of the first inscriptions?
“My Words Do Not Change But Time And Circumstances Do …
That is why My child, you must put your name instead of the recipients of My words in ancient times. And that My child is the stumbling block in the searching My written words.”
Futile Thoughts And Volatile Emotions Rule A Human Being For The Most …
Thoughts having no useful result; ineffectual when it comes to the greater matters of life eternal, plus? Our volatile emotions are the trade of us human beings.
So sleepy! 9:54 pm bk to bed.
New day. Up around 2 am. Now?
Sunday, February 7, 2021 at 3:34 am.
Trouble in SiteGround.
Will restart.
Back at 5:57 am on Sunday, February 7, 2021.
All Is Well. Hope It Stays Swell! How Did It All Get Fixed?
It is now Sunday, February 7, 2021 at 7:08 am. I find myself pondering on the matter. Unbelievable amount of time and money is spent to resolve the insurmountable mountain of problems arising in this treacherous world of our existence.
Me? O Well! Didn’t Make It To The University, Instead …?
Most of my 81 years You beset me and shut me in–behind and before, and You have laid Your hand upon me to teach me quite a few things not in line with the way’s humans resolve problems.
Quote:
Psalms 139:3-5 AMPC+
You sift and search out my path and my lying down, and You are acquainted with all my ways.
For there is not a word in my tongue [still unuttered], but, behold, O Lord, You know it altogether. [Heb_4:13]
You have beset me and shut me in–behind and before, and You have laid Your hand upon me. End of quote.
Need more sleep 7:26 am.
Much in mind.
Did not sleep.
Got up.
My chocolates I fixed.
Ate my lunch.
I will restart the computer to see if the sound is as well fixed.
It’s now Sunday, February 7, 2021 at 12:06 pm.
And on I went to my get away from it all retreat—my beautiful Photoshop app!
Back From My Get Away. Ready To Record What? …
It’s 4:34 pm on this great day You have given to me. What to record? Ha! More about our Futile Thoughts And Volatile Emotions. No kidding! Everything we humans know, and practice is volatile and futile, but!
We do not believe it to be so!
Goodness sake!
I am not making a senseless statement.
Sound base is written, but!
That is something You aim to reveal to each individual child of Yours.
Out Of My Mind And Soul’s Darkness. Into Your Light Of Love And Mercy For Us All …?
It is now Monday, February 8, 2021 at 3:29 am. No kidding! I am talking literally. Convicted! About Comments? Eyes On Me And Them. The Message? Over MY Head!
Man O Man! No wonder the awful nightmares!
I was looking at them not at carnal ME!
But this time?
Your Passionate Love And Mercy For Us All Came True With The Song Of A Dove …?
Alright! Here is the quote. What are You showing me for example to all? No kidding! I always wondered why the verse, ‘After the Master had spoken the previous words to Job, the Master said to Eliphaz the Temanite,
My wrath is kindled against you and against your two friends, for you have not spoken of Me the thing that is right, as My servant Job has.’?
Now I see the thing that is right about You, my Master! Wow!
What Is The Thing That Is Right or Not Right About You …?
What are such words, my Master? Our speaking or teachings that darkens and obscures counsel by words without knowledge? It is not right.
It Is Right To Recognize Our Sin By Conviction And Repentance …?
Wow! Let me quote Job again for myself. For now? In the last bout with my lack of knowledge You inscribed and gave life to those last verses in the book of Job.
Quote:
Job 42:1-17 AMPC+
THEN JOB said to the Master,
I know that You can do all things, and that no thought or purpose of Yours can be restrained or thwarted.
You said to me, Who is this that darkens and obscures counsel by words without knowledge? Therefore, I now see I have rashly uttered what I did not understand, things too wonderful for me, which I did not know. [Job_38:2]
I had virtually said to You what You have said to me: Hear, I beseech You, and I will speak; I will demand of You, and You declare to me.
I had heard of You only by the hearing of the ear, but now my spiritual eye sees You.
Therefore I loathe my words and abhor myself and repent in dust and ashes.
After the Master had spoken the previous words to Job, the Master said to Eliphaz the Temanite, My wrath is kindled against you and against your two friends, for you have not spoken of Me the thing that is right, as My servant Job has.
Now therefore take seven bullocks and seven rams and go to My servant Job and offer up for yourselves a burnt offering; and My servant Job shall pray for you, for I will accept [his prayer] that I deal not with you after your folly, in that you have not spoken of Me the thing that is right, as My servant Job has.
So Eliphaz the Temanite and Bildad the Shuhite and Zophar the Naamathite went and did as the Lord commanded them; and the Master accepted [Job’s prayer].
And the Master turned the captivity of Job and restored his fortunes, when he prayed for his friends; also the Master gave Job twice as much as he had before. [Deu_30:1-3; Psa_126:1-2]
Then there came to him all his brothers and sisters and all who had known him before, and they ate bread with him in his house; and they sympathized with him and comforted him over all the [distressing] calamities that the Master had brought upon him. Every man also gave him a piece of money, and every man an earring of gold.
And the Master blessed the latter days of Job more than his beginning; for he had 14,000 sheep, 6,000 camels, 1,000 yoke of oxen, and 1,000 female donkeys. [Job_1:3]
He had also seven sons and three daughters.
And he called the name of the first Jemimah, and the name of the second Keziah, and the name of the third Keren-happuch.
And in all the land there were no women so fair as the daughters of Job, and their father gave them inheritance among their brothers.
After this, Job lived 140 years, and saw his sons and his sons’ sons, even to four generations.
So Job died, an old man and full of days. [Jas_5:11].
James 5:11 AMPC+
You know how we call those blessed (happy) who were steadfast [who endured]. You have heard of the endurance of Job, and you have seen the Master’s [purpose and how He richly blessed him in the] end, inasmuch as the Master is full of pity and compassion and tenderness and mercy. [Job_1:21-22; Job_42:10; Psa_111:4]. End of quote.
Ha! Confess Your Faults One To Another …?
What was or has been my fault here lately? In looking at them I came up with words without knowledge. The result? My miserable circumstances bringing me down again, but!
This time? Only temporary to make a point.
Sleepy again at 4:33 am on Monday, February 8, 2021.
What Point My Master? …
“O thiaBasilia—O Child Of My Heart? To make the point above it all that in the end? I am full of pity, compassion, tenderness, and mercy. Indeed! No one single human being has figured such out of the human’s mind, but!
O My child, one by one I am reaching My children’s mind and heart as I have reached you.
Fear not! No matter your human lapses I am in control of them all.
Thus, I allow all things to come to you to make a point for My children’s consideration.
The point is made as you accept all things coming to you from My hand of mercy.
Go on My precious child! Illustrate. Format. Prepare these lines for publication.” End of quote.
On My Way To The Task …
It is now Monday, February 8, 2021 at 8:41 am. Ahmad just called to start us in a good day. No telling the time You shall give me to finish the task.
Thank You for this beautiful sunny day in view to my delight, and?
Thank You for my body’s wellbeing.
The restoring of my health and my wealth?
Nothing like I ever imagined it to be!
Bless my heart.
Remarks That Make Me Blink My Eyes And Scratch My Head …?
Why? For years I have not been able to comprehend why the Bible teachers are so serious that scares the light out of me. On the mention of the dove singing to me?
“Stop that foolishness! Get into the meat of the Word!”
Me? I done ate the meat. Now I must enjoy my sweet!
Bless my heart!
Amazingly? After The Song Of The Dove Reached My Inner Being …?
All things came together beautifully, and? The last thing in question was my data in my external. Half of the drive would come up corrupted. Now? On Monday, February 8, 2021 at 11:00 am the drive is perfect! How that happened?
O My Master! You Led Me To Check How To Fix It …
Wow! In a matter of minutes I found out how to fix it! Next? Restart computer. Next? Check the drive. Next? Your light shone in my smiling face!
Bed at 7:35 pm on Monday, February 8, 2021. Slept until about 10:30 pm. You continue to bless me with sleep. Thank You. It is now Monday, February 8, 2021at 11:02 pm. This day is almost over. The Internet is fixed! I am still working on the illustration.
Some History On The Name Yahwah …
YHWH (pronounced YAHWAH by all Jewish rabbis) is GOD and GOD alone.
YHWH is found 6,832 times in the TANACH.
Paul the Apostle always referred to the TANACH to show that YHWH was the Messiah.
The TANACH is nothing more than our equivalent to the Old Testament.
That the NAME of GOD, YHWH (YAHWAH) was first used in Genesis 2:4 and last used in the Old Testament Malachi 3:23.
The Hebrew Apostles scriptures were stolen by a church (circa 126-136 A. D.) and translated into Greek and the original Hebrew New Testament scriptures were destroyed.
Jesus is only a new name of 280 years. In the King James 1611 A.D. the NAME OF THE SAVIOR in the Christian world was Iesous. The letter ‘J’, according to Webster did not exist until after the mid-1650.
A scholarly Biblical fact is that YHWH (YAHWAH) was taken out of our New English editions and hidden by only using the word LORD.The TANACH is nothing more than our equivalent to the Old Testament.
Genesis 4:26 at the time of Seth men began calling on THE NAME of YHWH (YAHWAH).
Genesis 12:8; 13:4, 21:33 Abram at Bethel called upon THE NAME of YHWH (YAHWAH).
YHWH (pronounced YAHWAH by all Jewish rabbis) is GOD and GOD alone.
Genesis 26:25 Isaac called on THE NAME of YHWH (YAHWAH).
YHWH is HIS NAME and only name. Elohim (Lord of Lords) is HIS title. EL (God) is HIS title. Emmanuel GOD with us is a sentence.
Exodus 6:3 GOD tells Moses HIS NAME is YHWH (YAHWAH).
Deuteronomy 6:4 YHWH our GOD is ONE.
Isaiah 63:16 YHWH our Father, Redeemer and HIS NAME is from everlasting.
Revelation14:1 The Lamb writes THE NAME OF FATHER on their foreheads. To me, this would be water baptism in the NAME OF YHWH).
Malachi 2:10 One Father, One God created us.
Zechariah 14: 9 YHWH (YAHWAH) is KING, YHWH is ONE and HIS NAME ONE.
Matthew 28:19 Baptize in THE NAME of the FATHER, SON and HOLY GHOST.
Bed 7:28 pm on Tuesday, February 9, 2021. Spent this day illustrating. It is now Wednesday, February 10, 2021 at 3:32 am. Can’t keep eyes open. Bed
All Is Well! All Is Swell, And? It All Shall Remain Well And Swell! …
My Father’s impression? Dancing in session.
Skip! Tap! Tap at that?
Joyfully skipping under the rain? My little girl remains!
What’s Truth? What’s Real?
Let’s Learn It From The March Of Time’s Wheel ….?
Caption: Remember, we are The lost sheep of Yisrael. Our souls—that is all that matters to me! Words addressed to Jerusalem as well addressed to thee and me! Quote:
COMFORT, COMFORT My people, says your Master Yahuwah. Speak tenderly to the heart of Jerusalem, and cry to her that her time of service and her warfare are ended, that [her punishment is accepted and] her iniquity is pardoned, that she has received [punishment] from the Master’s hand double for all her sins. A voice of one who cries: Prepare in the wilderness the way of the Master [clear away the obstacles]; make straight and smooth in the desert a highway for our Master Yahuwah! [Mar_1:3] Every valley shall be lifted and filled up, and every mountain and hill shall be made low; and the crooked and uneven shall be made straight and level, and the rough places a plain. And the glory (majesty and splendor) of the Master shall be revealed, and all flesh shall see it together; for the mouth of the Master Yahuwah has spoken it. [Luk_3:5-6] Isaiah 40:1-5 AMPC+. End of quote.
Ready To Post My Master. All Remains Swell And Well. Thank You …
Notice my new signature. I inserted my oldest picture that brings quite wonderful memories of times long gone by. Diana–the leader. Always on the alert!
Until next post Your love in my heart remains for all.
Don’t Compare Yourself! Goodness Sake! It Is Not A Premeditated Thing!
Don’t This! Don’t That! On And On The Don’ts Go!
How’s About Don’t Do The Don’ts?
Master? I Just About Had It With My Own Self …
New post on Friday, January 29, 2021 at 3:22 pm. Posted. Slept for a couple of hours. But why am I bothering to record such details of my daily living in Your Presence?
O well! Just following Your instructions, but
Here lately? I don’t know how to put it.
It seems to me I am up for psychoanalysis, and?
I don’t like it!
What Am I To Do, My Master? Help! …
It is now Friday, January 29, 2021 at 7:26 pm. Still on Friday. O but how I wish it to be way after the midnight of this Today for me.
You know I do not deliberately do anything.
I have quit my doings without You by Your design and purpose for my life.
Why now my bickering with what it seems to me?
My mind is churning none stop.
I can’t let go.
The sitting still.
The waiting.
The alone thing?
Unless You intervene
What’s to become?
I feel so utterly dumb!
Heading for be at 11:17 pm 0n Friday, January 29, 2021.
Sobering Words To Calm My Fears …
It is now Saturday, January 30, 2021 at 3:54 am. A rainy day is expected to my demise, how on this earth can I exist? Let Your words resolve my persist.
Wow! I Must Insist, My Daily Living In Your Presence Is Not A Myth …
Twelve long years! Eleven years gone from Your allotted time for me. How mysteriously the numbers apply in our practical living. You have brought me twelve years back to calm my present fears. Number meaning?
Quote:
The Number Eleven – Disorder and Judgment
All numbers from 10-19 are represented in the scriptures by using the base 10 and adding 0-9. Thus eleven is expressed literally as ‘one and ten’. Eleven in scripture seems to speak of disorder and judgment as if adding to the law (the number 10). Adding to God’s order or Torah creates disorder and subsequently judgment. Twelve, we will learn, speaks of God’s perfect government and eleven seems to fall just short of that.
The Number Twelve – Governing Order and Rulership
The number twelve in scripture is overwhelmingly expressed as governing order and rulership. In the beginning, YHVH sets the sun, moon, and stars in the heavens to rule the day and the night. Subsequently, we have 12 months in our year, 12 hours of the day, and 12 hours of the night.
Indeed! You Brought Me Through Eleven Years Of Disorder And Judgement …
O my Master! You know that it is not my intention to darken counsel by words without knowledge. Instead? You are leading me every single step in my practical life in Your Presence.
You know the reality of my childish wacky ways.
And You know that I do not quite have a handle in all the matters You lead me to publish.
This thing about numbers and cycles is quite a mysterious thing to me.
Besides, my memory fails me to remember all the things You give me to write.
But I am fascinated in the simple way You have brought it all to my knowledge.
Most all that You give me to write one day is replaced the next day as You lead me in the maze of these earthly grounds You have placed me in.
So? Words Without Knowledge In My Mind You Replace With Words From The Unfathomable Wisdom In Your Mind …
I had forgotten all You gave me to record in 2009 when I was still in BeitJala next to Bethlehem and before when I first arrived to Aqaba, Jordan.
Well? Yesterday, those words popped in my screen per say, accidentally.
Then? You quickened me those are the words to post next.
Only I must edit and reformat such words.
So? Here I go.
Quote:
My Words …My Master’s Response …
Wednesday, September 16, 2009 (2:48AM).
Abba, my Father, here I am, I come to worship You and to receive Your blessings and instructions for this day. What will it be, my Father? You have given me so much and I have written it all down but, it’s too much for Your people. What would You do about it? How can I be concise and to the point?
My Master’s Response …
“My child, you have given enough details to My children for them to know that you are one just like them; for such is My purpose when I instruct My servants to tell the details of their lives so that the rest of My children can see that you are not a phantom, so that My children can identify with you and realize that you are a human being subject to like passions as they are.
“My child, your life has taken many turns for the purpose that many of My children should now identify with you. Does it surprise you now why you have done so many ‘dumb and foolish’ things as some put it? Now you know why; I had to humble you and show you that you were not ME!
“Yes, My child, I have gifted you with so many talents in My image, enough for you to aspire to My throne and take care of things yourself. Likewise it is for most of My children, for I have gifted My children with My image and My children have to learn that though they have My image within them, they are not ME.
“My child, you are a very especial vessel; for I have shaped and molded you into a beautiful vessel to hold the beautiful flowers of My love. Once you asked Me, “What kind of flowers, my Father?”
“I refrained from explaining to you what kind of flowers they were at that time because you had to learn by experience that the beauty of the flowers of My love for My children is not an ordinary beauty.
“Yes, My child, as the years have gone by, you can appreciate now such beauty; for such a beauty is beyond words to explain, it can only be appreciated by the experience of My mercy for you in spite of all the foolishness of your willful and rebellious ways!
“Now My child, My children shall begin to mind the words I have spoken to you not for you to be puff up with fruitless knowledge of things, but, for My children to understand what has and is happening to them and with My whole creation from the beginning.
“My child, compile all the words that I have spoken to My children and publish them in the site as it suits the occasion for the moment.
“I want you to start these messages from the last to the first words I spoke to you since you came to and left Aqaba and to the present.
“My child, you are doing well. I delight in your obedience even when it has cost you everything you had hold dear on this earth, including the love and affection from your children and friends.
“My child, your reward is soon to come. Nonetheless, work to uphold the first and greatest command to love or obey Me regardless of the reward. And continue to obey My instructions exactly as I am giving them to you on the daily basis no matter what obstacles you may find in the way!
“Yes, My child, for I have given you the power and ability to obey Me even at the cost of your life! Rejoice and be glad, for I am always with you and you have nothing to fear, on the contrary, you have it all to rejoice and be glad unto eternity!”
My Words …
HalleluYah! HalleluYah! HalleluYah! What can the devil and the witches of hell and even man do to me? NOTHING! Absolutely NOTHING! So let them all try their best while I laugh and enjoy myself along with all who wish to join me on the journey towards our Savior’s Kingdom!
HalleluYah! I am on my way!
Come and go with me to my Father’s house!
Where there is joy inexplicable and life everlasting!
HalleluYah!
Monday, September 14, 2009 (4:42pm).
Father, as I sit here weeping and interceding for this child of mine and for all of my children and for Your people You have placed in my path, the same anguish expressed by the prophet Jeremiah has come to me, Quote:
Jeremiah 15:10-11
Woe is me, my mother, that you bore me to be a man of strife and a man of contention to the whole earth! I have neither loaned, nor have men loaned to me, yet everyone curses me. End of quote.
My words …
Father, I express my anguish in different words but, it is the same anguish. It is the anguish in my heart right this minute when I realize that the message that You are sending through me, is not received not even acknowledged.
Father, every word You speak to me gives me life and hope but, by the words spoken to me by my child, those same words make no impact on her or her siblings whatsoever! On the contrary, I only cause them pain and hurt when I herald those words to them. How can that be my Father?
As You answered Jeremiah You are answering me,
Truly your release, affliction, and strengthening will be for good purposes; surely Jeremiah, I will intercede for you with the enemy and I will cause the enemy to ask for your aid in the time of evil and in the time of affliction. [Jer. 21:1, 2; 37:3; 42:2; Rom. 8:28.]
Rom 8:28
We are assured and know that the Almighty a partner in their labor, all things work together and are fitting into a plan for good to and for those who love the Almighty and are called according to His design and purpose. End of quote.
My Words …
I see it my Father! Now I understand Your commandment to stay in this place and not to make any phone calls and to wait until You developed the circumstances. Am I following Your instructions? Am I approved by You?
My Master’s Response …
“Yes, My child, and all things are working together for your good and for the good of all of those who love Me, those who obey My commandments; only you must wait until My children come to grasp the truth about love.
My children are living on their understanding of love. They love Me according to their understanding of love.
I know that they mean to love Me and yet, I must reject such love because they do not know that, the kind of love I require is obedience to My commands or instructions.
And I command them to lean not on their own understanding, but they refuse to obey Me. And they go on and on thinking that they are obeying My commandments when in reality they are not!
My children live in the futility of their fantasy about love. Such fantasy is an abomination unto Me and My children MUST give it up!
Therefore, in order to cause My children to give up this abomination, I must discipline them in the harshest way!
My discipline is harsh to them because they have not yet realized the true beauty of obedience.
My children only know the beautiful side of evil and that is what they call love! And anyone who threatens to touch that side of evil, in their eyes, is an enemy.
My children only know this fantasy of love as a beautiful thing and they feel that I am taking away from them such beautiful thing when in fact such thing is not beautiful, it is an abomination unto Me!
Look at how My Son became the enemy because I sent Him to tell you the truth about the condition of your hearts.
And that truth to set you free is totally opposite to the fantasy you have in your hearts about love and understanding and good! Therefore, He became your enemy!
Most of My children do not know even the most basic thing about Me: My Name! Yet, in their own fantasy, they are in love with Me!
My children feel and think that they are My friends and that they love Me and that they are keeping My commandments while they practice all the rules and regulations of their religion.
Religion is the greatest arsenal of the enemy. And My children jump from one religion to another even at this late in the age.
For now My children are rehearsing the ancient rituals that My people practiced. I made a covenant with My children in Mount Sinai. And I instituted and decreed My Torah.
But My children did what seem good to them and they rebelled and they broke My covenant and corrupted My Torah.
Therefore, I did a New Thing, I sent My Son! Still, My children insist on their understanding of My covenant and My Torah making for themselves a new religion!
Is there an end to My children’s pride in their understanding of Me and life and everything under heaven and earth?
It has to be! It has to be an end to such pride because I have swore that I will not give My esteem to the enemy!
How am I to bring an end to My children’s pride in their understanding? Such is the secret that I am revealing to each one of My children according to My design and purpose.
And for that reason, I have removed you from them; because this secret has to be revealed to each one personally.
Therefore, you must not fear nor despair. I have heard your pleas and I am working in your behalf. Day and night, I am with you. I never leave nor forsake you.
I am working My design and purpose for your life and you are obeying My instructions without you even realizing it.
I know and I feel your pain and desperation, your anguish even at the thought of hurting your children.
Nonetheless, I am infusing you with My strength every single day to overcome even the most fierce attack from the enemy!
Be strong and courageous! For you have the power to be so because I have given you My strength and power!” End of such amazing words to me.
My Words …
Oh my Father! Again I am speechless! In silence, I worship You!
Sunday, September 13, 2009 (2:23am).
In my distress, I despair and complain for lack of understanding. I have cried unto You and You, always, answer me, but, this time, Your answer resonated within me in the most powerful way than ever before! How amazing are Your ways!
Oh my Father! Your words resonate in my ears still, infusing Your strength and power in the deepest part of my being! I will never be the same from here on to the rest of my allotted time on these earthly grounds.
Thus You have spoken to me,
“thiaBasilia, My child, If you return and give up this mistaken tone of distrust and despair, then I will give you again a settled place of quiet and safety, and you will be My minister; and if you separate the precious from the vile, cleansing your own heart from unworthy and unwarranted suspicions concerning My faithfulness, you shall be My mouthpiece.
But do not yield to them. Let them return to you—not you to the people.
And I will make you to this people a fortified, bronze wall; they will fight against you, but they will not prevail over you, for I am with you to save and deliver you, says Yahuwah your Master and Deliverer!
And I will deliver you out of the hands of the wicked, and I will redeem you out of the palms of the terrible and ruthless tyrants.” End of such powerful words.
My Words …
Sunday, September 13, 2009 (5:06am).
Oh my Father! I’m back! I’m back from my unworthy and unwarranted suspicions concerning Your faithfulness. This time I am back to stay!
I will never, ever again question Your faithfulness! Thank You for Your loving and forgiving heart.
Thank You for Your faithfulness to deliver me from my momentary lapse. And thank You for keeping me in Your service.
Saturday, September 12, 2009 (5:28am).
Father, the electricity is gone again. And while there is no electricity, the whole spectrum of what is coming to us in the near future comes to mind; for You have shown me the most ominous darkness that will soon approach us announcing the end time storm of storms! And, like the prophet Habakkuk I can exclaim,
Hab 3:16-19
I heard and my [whole inner self] trembled; my lips quivered at the sound. Rottenness enters into my bones and under me [down to my feet]; I tremble. I will wait quietly for the day of trouble and distress when there shall come up against [my] people him who is about to invade and oppress them.
Though the fig tree does not blossom and there is no fruit on the vines, [though] the product of the olive fails and the fields yield no food, though the flock is cut off from the fold and there are no cattle in the stalls,
Yet I will rejoice in Yahuwah; I will exult in the [victorious] Mighty One of my salvation! [Rom. 8:37.]
Almighty Yahuwah is my Strength, my personal bravery, and my invincible army; He makes my feet like hinds’ feet and will make me to walk [not to stand still in terror, but to walk] and make [spiritual] progress upon my high places [of trouble, suffering, or responsibility]! End of quote.
My Words …
Oh my Father! How exactly true to these words is my stand! And to think that You are the One Who has given me this strength and stability is beyond words to describe!
Yet, to continue on with my deliberations with You my Father, I wonder, how can Your children claim their heavenly citizenship without the personal intimate knowledge and acquaintance with You?
Yes, I know my Father that many claim to have this knowledge and to know You intimately and personally. Notwithstanding, for the most part all most of these people, when it comes to the core of things, they only have a show of self-righteousness demonstrated by the many rituals that they practice.
One of the saddest things is what I have observed through the years. Through the years I have observed and supported many sincere believers because of their good heart.
I also submitted myself to many that were serious students of the Word and had many good ‘Scriptural teachings’ for my spiritual growth or so I thought.
Sad to say, many zealous believers apply themselves to study the Scriptures and to seek You, my Father, though the more they study and the more they search and research the dumber they become because they get puffed up with knowledge!
And the more they seek You, the farthest they get from You because they do not humble themselves and give up their own understanding. They depend on their understanding of You and everything in the Scriptures.
And they appoint themselves as teachers or leaders and many of them have labeled me as ‘unteachable’ and even as a ‘witch’ because they get highly insulted if you do not adhere to their teaching. But You know it my Father.
Am I being judgmental and speaking evil and idle words? Speak my Father and address Your people, perhaps some will heed You yet through these recorded writings of mine.
My Master’s Response …
“My child, what you are and have been observing for so many years is in fact the sad and deplorable state of My people.
“My people have rejected My commandments in lieu of what seem good to them from the beginning.
“And from the beginning the enemy has corrupted My people’s mind with their own willing consent.
“Therefore, I cannot do anything for My children unless they repent of their willfulness and their own corrupt understanding.
“Notwithstanding, I love My children and I am well aware of their utter inability to see the error of their ways. And it is for that reason that I have become like their worst enemy to deal to them the just punishment to correct and cause them to see and reconsider their ways.
“My child, the only way for My children to see the error of their ways is through the adversities they are suffering as I deal to them their just punishment.
“Truly, My child, you have not drawn near to a mountain touched and scorched with fire, and to blackness, and darkness and storm and a sound of a trumpet, and a voice of words, so that those who heard it begged that no further Word should be spoken to them.
“Indeed! My child, you have come to Mount Zion, even to the city of the living Almighty, the heavenly Jerusalem, and to countless multitudes of angels in festal gathering. Such is the reason why you cannot get along with the multitude who has not yet arrived there.
“The multitude has arrived to the present Jerusalem, a desolate city. It is a desolate city because My Presence has departed from it, and, it is now inhabited, for the most, by impostors and corruptors of My children.
“Yet My children are still blind, but, not for long! Soon My children will open their eyes and see the truth of their sad and deplorable state and repent from their understanding of everything concerning Me and life in general.
“It is for that purpose, for the purpose to open the eyes of My children that I have raised you and many others like you to herald these things to My children.
“My Word is going forth in these recordings of yours and My Word shall not return void but My Word shall accomplish that for what has gone forth!
“Rejoice and be glad! For soon you shall see My light shine in the midst of the darkness that must first come upon this earth!”
My Words …
HalleluYah! HalleluYah! HalleluYah! On my face all I can exclaim is, Set Apart is the Lamb Who was and is and shall come! Come Yahushua come!
My Observations …
In all religious groups, whether Christian or Judaism or Muslim or any other religion, corporate worship is always emphasized. And mankind is, literally, obsessed with the group thing. Most all human beings are obsessed with the belonging idea. And we are all encouraged to belong somewhere, whether be a family or a group or a club or just to another human being!
Society condemns solitude. Should anyone dare to be alone, that one is considered abnormal, unhealthy, and that one is labeled as candidate for mental depression and in need of medical care.
What a fallacy! For though many suffer with mental diseases, actually, it is not by being alone that anyone falls into the grip of such cruel disease! On the contrary, mental diseases are caused by the corrupt society in which we all were born and raised!
Think about it, Oh people! Open your eyes and see and hear the insidious cry from the society of man demanding the unity of mankind! The insidious cry from all human beings to belong somewhere!
That cry haunted me all of my life! I remember my Christian friends telling me, “The devil wants to isolate you! Don’t listen! Never forsake the assembly of the believers!” And I did my best! My very best to accommodate everybody in my life space for fear of being alone! Silly me! I wasted all of my life looking for fellowship and the assembly of the believers!
Talking about fears, the fear of being alone nearly destroyed me altogether! Such fear was in psychological terms, a major and destructive PHOBIA! I feared and resented to be alone and I spent my life like a puppy dog begging for the crumbs of fellowship.
Therefore, I have a mental record of the size of the biggest book you can imagine! Hum! There was nothing wrong with me! I never was a mental case, neither I am at the present time nor will I ever be in the future! Society was my problem! The innate urge in all human beings to seek and even die for that coveted commodity of belonging in a social group of some kind!
So, that is the problem, now, what is the solution and how did I find the solution to my life’s dilemma?
Let me make it clear, I did not find the solution to such enormous problem, but, the solution came to me, the solution came into my spirit, into the core of my being and I have never been the same again! What am I talking about?
I am talking about something supernatural. I am talking about something that the human mind cannot comprehend. And because man cannot comprehend this solution, man is suffering the consequences of his ignorance. Just as simple as that!
Father, help me! I am totally depressed! Just to think of the ignorance and arrogance of man, depresses me to the core! And I need Your help to overcome this momentary hurl!
It’s 11:55am and I have nothing but words written on this pages and not a real, tangible solution that I can see or feel. Must I always be cursed with this awful need to hear from somebody? What about Your martyrs? What about Your prophets? What about all Your servants who have been thrown into solitary confinement for years?…
Father, I want the strength and endurance that You gave to them. Am I being presumptuous and insolent with such want? For I have not nearly paid the price that they had to pay. Who am I who dares to talk to You like this? Have mercy on me, my Father and show me the way out of this hold of misery; for You and You alone are my Deliverer and my Healer and my Keeper!
My Master’s Response …
“My child, lift up your eyes to Me! I am your shield. Neither Israel nor any other evil being can harm you. Soon, all those who exalt themselves with titles and authorities that I have not given to them, shall be knock down for good!
“Fear not nor be dismayed! For the words you have written down are not just words. The words you have written down are My sound words to you and to all who want to hear!
“Let none of these depressing feelings because of the lack of money and activities that you can feel and touch, let none of that disturb you one more instant!
“Rejoice and be glad! You have My strength and you will endure until the end! And when I return, I will have your reward!
“In the meantime, do not work for the reward. But, let all your work be a work of love or obedience to Me, regardless of the reward!”
My Words …
HalleluYah! Though You slay me, I shall worship You because, You are the Almighty Creator of heaven and earth and You alone are worthy of praise and honor and esteem! HalleluYah!
Thursday, September 10, 2009 (3:58am).
Father, I hear Your plea to Your children at this moment of time. I will herald that plea as it is Your desire for me to do. Your Word shall go forth one more time and It shall not return void!
HOPE for My people…
Oh My people OPEN your eyes and see! WAKE UP! There is still a little time left to obey your loving Father and gain your only hope at this crucial moment of time!
THE TIME IS HERE and you need not to scoff anymore! There is no other way but My loving commandments for you. Listen and obey lest you perish. It is not My will that you should perish; but, I can do nothing against your will. I cannot save you unless you listen and obey My commandments of love.
Love equals obedience. Love is not all the splendorous things of this world. Listen, Oh My people, listen and obey My commandments. Learn of Me and lean not in your understanding of My commandments; for I am revealing Myself plainly to you at this point of time.
My Word of hope and grace has gone forth on the condition that you OBEY My commandments; for unless you obey My commandments, you shall perish even as My heart breaks because of your refusal and stubbornness.
Listen and obey My people. I am your only hope. Set your eyes on Me as you read the messages on this site; for those messages contain My revelation of the Truth that shall set you free!” End of Your words to Your people for now.
My Words …
Father, it’s 11:35am on this Wednesday, September 09, 2009 and so far, apparently, nothing has happened, for nobody has called or emailed or knocked on my door. Yet, I remained composed and at peace enjoying myself in Your Presence alone… how amazing this experience is to me! And for how long have I desired for this state of peaceful and joyful stability in my life? Practically all of my life!
Oh my Father! It’s such wonderful thing to me to experience this peace and joy and contentment without the interference of any human contact. It used to be a time when I lived in a continuous state of panic and emotional craving for human comfort. And I would wear out my friends with my lengthy phone calls and talkative behavior.
How different is this life that I am now living in Your Presence and under Your care and protection alone! Oh, yes! I still talk and go over board sometimes. But, it is not at all like it used to be! Because, when I talk now, it is all under Your control.
And yes, I annoy many people with my ‘much talking’. But, You open and shut my mouth nowadays. And weather people get elated and delighted or annoyed and aggravated with me, it doesn’t matter anymore. Your approval and getting alone with You to laugh or cry about these matters is all that counts!
Oh what a wonderful state of being! You have truly pulled me out of this world! And to think that each one of Your children have the same opportunity every day of their lives and every day of their lives they miss such magnificent opportunity…Oh how it must break Your heart! How long shall this state of affairs continue my Father? And would You rescue all of Your children? I know that in due time You will show me and give me peace in this matter.
Father, it’s 5:12pm on Wednesday, September 09, 2009, in just 3 weeks it shall be Sukkoth and You have not given me the slightest indication on what to do. I know that You are sick and tired of all our celebrations and I have given that message to Your people but, now I find myself in a quandary again.
My Father, as I see the day approaching I am trembling because of all the excitement and zeal going on in all circles. What would You have me do? Do You want me to stay put in this place and let the whole commotion pass without me getting involved with it? Must I remain silent for the time being until You release me to talk or until You send me someone to talk to?
My Master’s Response …
“My child, remain quiet. Wait until I develop the circumstances for you. Do not make any more phone calls and remain in these premises until the time I have designed for you.
“Do not worry about finances nor food or anything of materialistic matter at all. I have all matters concerning you under My control and design.
“Continue to worship and fellowship in My Presence, for I am delighted in you and soon you will experience My delight in a tangible way.”
My Words …
Father, what about all these thoughts about going to Tiberias? Is such thing in Your design and purpose for me? What am I to do?
My Master’s response …
“My child, do nothing yet. Wait until I quicken you to act. In due time I will let you know exactly where and how to go. In the meantime, remain packed and ready to go on a short notice.”
My Words …
Thank You my Father. It’s such a wonderful thing to hear You and have the power to do just what You call me to do! HalleluYah!
Father, it’s 7:31pm on this Wednesday, September 09, 2009 and an idea just came to me, to update the site, I hope this idea comes from You?
My Words …
How can I say thanks, Oh my Father? How can I tell, how can I express this immensity of Your mercy within my being? Yes! I will obey You! That’s how I can say thanks and express my gratitude to You! HalleluYah!
Talking About Sobriety? Seriously This Is The Time For It …
O my Master! It is now Saturday, January 30, 2021 at 1:25 pm. It is the last 7th Day of Rest for this first month of 2021. Sober? I wonder. My desire is to obey You, but! I find myself troubled. Do not know how to stop the flood of thoughts or ideas flying in my natural mind about all that is going on.
How can I let it all slide past me?
Everything going on at this late stage of our existence is so contrary to what You require for our eternal salvation, how can I let it all slide?
How can I avoid touching those thoughts or ideas?
I tremble at the thought of disobedience.
I do not know how to act but!
My determinate purpose is to be found in You.
I refuse to let my mind take over me.
It is a rainy dreary day.
That is part or maybe all my troublesome thoughts.
Going to bed. 1:52 pm.
Woke up at 5:09 pm to a dead mobile plus no Internet to add to the list.
No problem anymore.
No need to have it all under my control.
All is under Your control.
It is now Saturday, January 30, 2021 at 5:34 pm.
What Oh My Master Am I To Do Next? …
This 7th Day of Rest You have given me much to continue marching steady towards Your Kingdom of heaven soon to be a reality on the earth.
The Question Remains, When? Your Answer As Well Remains, Soon. Wait …
No one knows. It will come like a thief in the night. It could be tomorrow. So? Prepare. Be ready. Oh my Master! You have prepared and made me ready, yet? The stark corrupted times as the times of Noah at hand.
When Are You To Put An End? …
“Be still. Let go. Wait. I am working all things for your good and the good of all of Your concern.” Well? That’s that! I’ll wait no matter what!
The internet has been reset again and I can’t undo it. No internet. It’s now Sunday, January 31, 2021 at 1:56 am. Heading 4 bed.
Time To Do As I Am Told …
“Be still. Let go. Wait. I am working all things for your good and the good of all of Your concern.” Well? That’s that! O my Master! I keep saying, I’ll wait no matter what! But I don’t wait. I go on and on trying.
No Internet? Let Me Try To Reset …
Ha! Reset the blasted thing? Forget to the Net connect! Suits me right. Now? For sure I have to Be still. Let go. Wait. And go ahead to work in the book You instructed me to compile.
Thank You My Master For Your Correction …
To spend a day trying to navigate on my own is sure the way to suffer big time frustration and disappointment. But You know it my Master. nowadays? You have kindly shorten my days of trying. Thank You.
The gas is about to end. But I thank You for a sunny day today. It is now Sunday, January 31, 2021 at 6:51 am. Ha! That means I have wasted almost 2 hours trying to fix what I know I can’t fix. Duh!
I am heading to wash my dishes while I wait to see if Ahmad keeps his promise to visit me this morning.
7:13 am Photoshop
Last Day Of The First Month In 2021 …
Cover finished. It’s now Sunday, January 31, 2021 at 3:50 pm. on to format the book. No Internet, so? I cannot be tempted to distractions. Even so? it’s a long book, who knows how long it’ll be before I publish it, but!
O my Master! it is all under Your control.
First Day Of The 2nd Month Of This 2021 Year. What Will It Be …?
It is now Monday, February 1, 2021 at 8:34 am. Well? O my Master! I been fumbling with the formatting depending on my memory instead of reviewing the guide to do it properly.
That’s me! Blaming on the winter.
I get so cold I cannot think straight.
Adding to that? No Internet to check things out.
Complaining?
Yes, I am my Master, but!
You know I am being honest not just putting a heroine’s front.
So? I thank You.
It looks like You are giving me a break.
A sunny day sure looks inviting to overcome the woes of the winter.
Lest for this day.
I will now start the formatting task from scratch Guide on hand.
Then? Around noontime my lil friend bearing goodies.
Next on his way to depart?
Hahaha! The outer door fell apart!
Unbelievable! But true.
Repair man on call.
My lil friend?
Sitting on a chair guarding my body and soul.
Repairs going on.
Electric connection needed I am told
Computer off
Book formatting on hold.
Me? Wash dishes and all
Three hours or so later?
Silence? Let me see.
Repairs done!
Everybody?
Gone without a word to me!
Bless their hearts.
Me? Bed Monday, February 1, 2021 at 6:54 pm.
Up on Tuesday, February 2, 2021 at 1:39 am.
Still no Internet.
Hopefully the problem will be fix today.
Going back to book format.
What?
You led me to a fun graphic with a legend to end the book.
WOW! That’s what!
Epilogue …
What’s Truth? What’s Real? Let’s Learn It From The March Of Time’s Wheel ….?
The truth? Not that bad, but! My looks? At my 70th? Impress forsook. A humbling experience I partook.
I saw the arrogance in the obsess how I should look to impress as the best. Obsess to Impress? No more in my mind now entertain.
My Father’s impression! Dancing in session. Skip! Tap! Tap at that? Joyfully skipping under the rain?
My little girl remains! Humor Instead of Anger. Laughing at My Arrogance? Sure HUMILITY to Gain …?
Then? At my 80th? Humble I remain. Obsess to Impress? I no longer with it mess.
My Father’s impression! Dancing in session. Skip! Tap! Tap at that? Joyfully skipping under the rain? My little girl remains!
What’s Truth? What’s Real?
Let’s Learn It From The March Of Time’s Wheel ….?
Father? You Have Brought Me Through The Wheel Of Time, No Doubt About It! …The results? All inharmonious circumstances I brought upon myself are now harmonizing.
Don’t Compare Yourself! Goodness Sake! It Is Not A Premeditated Thing!
Don’t This! Don’t That! On And On The Don’ts Go!
How’s About Don’t Do The Don’ts?
Master? I Just About Had It With My Own Self …
New post on Friday, January 29, 2021 at 3:22 pm. Posted. Slept for a couple of hours. But why am I bothering to record such details of my daily living in Your Presence?
O well! Just following Your instructions, but
Here lately? I don’t know how to put it.
It seems to me I am up for psychoanalysis, and?
I don’t like it!
What Am I To Do, My Master? Help! …
It is now Friday, January 29, 2021 at 7:26 pm. Still on Friday. O but how I wish it to be way after the midnight of this Today for me.
You know I do not deliberately do anything.
I have quit my doings without You by Your design and purpose for my life.
Why now my bickering with what it seems to me?
My mind is churning none stop.
I can’t let go.
The sitting still.
The waiting.
The alone thing?
Unless You intervene
What’s to become?
I feel so utterly dumb!
Heading for be at 11:17 pm 0n Friday, January 29, 2021.
Sobering Words To Calm My Fears …
It is now Saturday, January 30, 2021 at 3:54 am. A rainy day is expected to my demise, how on this earth can I exist? Let Your words resolve my persist.
Wow! I Must Insist, My Daily Living In Your Presence Is Not A Myth …
Twelve long years! Eleven years gone from Your allotted time for me. How mysteriously the numbers apply in our practical living. You have brought me twelve years back to calm my present fears. Number meaning?
Quote:
The Number Eleven – Disorder and Judgment
All numbers from 10-19 are represented in the scriptures by using the base 10 and adding 0-9. Thus eleven is expressed literally as ‘one and ten’. Eleven in scripture seems to speak of disorder and judgment as if adding to the law (the number 10). Adding to God’s order or Torah creates disorder and subsequently judgment. Twelve, we will learn, speaks of God’s perfect government and eleven seems to fall just short of that.
The Number Twelve – Governing Order and Rulership
The number twelve in scripture is overwhelmingly expressed as governing order and rulership. In the beginning, YHVH sets the sun, moon, and stars in the heavens to rule the day and the night. Subsequently, we have 12 months in our year, 12 hours of the day, and 12 hours of the night.
Indeed! You Brought Me Through Eleven Years Of Disorder And Judgement …
O my Master! You know that it is not my intention to darken counsel by words without knowledge. Instead? You are leading me every single step in my practical life in Your Presence.
You know the reality of my childish wacky ways.
And You know that I do not quite have a handle in all the matters You lead me to publish.
This thing about numbers and cycles is quite a mysterious thing to me.
Besides, my memory fails me to remember all the things You give me to write.
But I am fascinated in the simple way You have brought it all to my knowledge.
Most all that You give me to write one day is replaced the next day as You lead me in the maze of these earthly grounds You have placed me in.
So? Words Without Knowledge In My Mind You Replace With Words From The Unfathomable Wisdom In Your Mind …
I had forgotten all You gave me to record in 2009 when I was still in BeitJala next to Bethlehem and before when I first arrived to Aqaba, Jordan.
Well? Yesterday, those words popped in my screen per say, accidentally.
Then? You quickened me those are the words to post next.
Only I must edit and reformat such words.
So? Here I go.
Quote:
My Words …My Master’s Response …
Wednesday, September 16, 2009 (2:48AM).
Abba, my Father, here I am, I come to worship You and to receive Your blessings and instructions for this day. What will it be, my Father? You have given me so much and I have written it all down but, it’s too much for Your people. What would You do about it? How can I be concise and to the point?
My Master’s Response …
“My child, you have given enough details to My children for them to know that you are one just like them; for such is My purpose when I instruct My servants to tell the details of their lives so that the rest of My children can see that you are not a phantom, so that My children can identify with you and realize that you are a human being subject to like passions as they are.
“My child, your life has taken many turns for the purpose that many of My children should now identify with you. Does it surprise you now why you have done so many ‘dumb and foolish’ things as some put it? Now you know why; I had to humble you and show you that you were not ME!
“Yes, My child, I have gifted you with so many talents in My image, enough for you to aspire to My throne and take care of things yourself. Likewise it is for most of My children, for I have gifted My children with My image and My children have to learn that though they have My image within them, they are not ME.
“My child, you are a very especial vessel; for I have shaped and molded you into a beautiful vessel to hold the beautiful flowers of My love. Once you asked Me, “What kind of flowers, my Father?”
“I refrained from explaining to you what kind of flowers they were at that time because you had to learn by experience that the beauty of the flowers of My love for My children is not an ordinary beauty.
“Yes, My child, as the years have gone by, you can appreciate now such beauty; for such a beauty is beyond words to explain, it can only be appreciated by the experience of My mercy for you in spite of all the foolishness of your willful and rebellious ways!
“Now My child, My children shall begin to mind the words I have spoken to you not for you to be puff up with fruitless knowledge of things, but, for My children to understand what has and is happening to them and with My whole creation from the beginning.
“My child, compile all the words that I have spoken to My children and publish them in the site as it suits the occasion for the moment.
“I want you to start these messages from the last to the first words I spoke to you since you came to and left Aqaba and to the present.
“My child, you are doing well. I delight in your obedience even when it has cost you everything you had hold dear on this earth, including the love and affection from your children and friends.
“My child, your reward is soon to come. Nonetheless, work to uphold the first and greatest command to love or obey Me regardless of the reward. And continue to obey My instructions exactly as I am giving them to you on the daily basis no matter what obstacles you may find in the way!
“Yes, My child, for I have given you the power and ability to obey Me even at the cost of your life! Rejoice and be glad, for I am always with you and you have nothing to fear, on the contrary, you have it all to rejoice and be glad unto eternity!”
My Words …
HalleluYah! HalleluYah! HalleluYah! What can the devil and the witches of hell and even man do to me? NOTHING! Absolutely NOTHING! So let them all try their best while I laugh and enjoy myself along with all who wish to join me on the journey towards our Savior’s Kingdom!
HalleluYah! I am on my way!
Come and go with me to my Father’s house!
Where there is joy inexplicable and life everlasting!
HalleluYah!
Monday, September 14, 2009 (4:42pm).
Father, as I sit here weeping and interceding for this child of mine and for all of my children and for Your people You have placed in my path, the same anguish expressed by the prophet Jeremiah has come to me, Quote:
Jeremiah 15:10-11
Woe is me, my mother, that you bore me to be a man of strife and a man of contention to the whole earth! I have neither loaned, nor have men loaned to me, yet everyone curses me. End of quote.
My words …
Father, I express my anguish in different words but, it is the same anguish. It is the anguish in my heart right this minute when I realize that the message that You are sending through me, is not received not even acknowledged.
Father, every word You speak to me gives me life and hope but, by the words spoken to me by my child, those same words make no impact on her or her siblings whatsoever! On the contrary, I only cause them pain and hurt when I herald those words to them. How can that be my Father?
As You answered Jeremiah You are answering me,
Truly your release, affliction, and strengthening will be for good purposes; surely Jeremiah, I will intercede for you with the enemy and I will cause the enemy to ask for your aid in the time of evil and in the time of affliction. [Jer. 21:1, 2; 37:3; 42:2; Rom. 8:28.]
Rom 8:28
We are assured and know that the Almighty a partner in their labor, all things work together and are fitting into a plan for good to and for those who love the Almighty and are called according to His design and purpose. End of quote.
My Words …
I see it my Father! Now I understand Your commandment to stay in this place and not to make any phone calls and to wait until You developed the circumstances. Am I following Your instructions? Am I approved by You?
My Master’s Response …
“Yes, My child, and all things are working together for your good and for the good of all of those who love Me, those who obey My commandments; only you must wait until My children come to grasp the truth about love.
My children are living on their understanding of love. They love Me according to their understanding of love.
I know that they mean to love Me and yet, I must reject such love because they do not know that, the kind of love I require is obedience to My commands or instructions.
And I command them to lean not on their own understanding, but they refuse to obey Me. And they go on and on thinking that they are obeying My commandments when in reality they are not!
My children live in the futility of their fantasy about love. Such fantasy is an abomination unto Me and My children MUST give it up!
Therefore, in order to cause My children to give up this abomination, I must discipline them in the harshest way!
My discipline is harsh to them because they have not yet realized the true beauty of obedience.
My children only know the beautiful side of evil and that is what they call love! And anyone who threatens to touch that side of evil, in their eyes, is an enemy.
My children only know this fantasy of love as a beautiful thing and they feel that I am taking away from them such beautiful thing when in fact such thing is not beautiful, it is an abomination unto Me!
Look at how My Son became the enemy because I sent Him to tell you the truth about the condition of your hearts.
And that truth to set you free is totally opposite to the fantasy you have in your hearts about love and understanding and good! Therefore, He became your enemy!
Most of My children do not know even the most basic thing about Me: My Name! Yet, in their own fantasy, they are in love with Me!
My children feel and think that they are My friends and that they love Me and that they are keeping My commandments while they practice all the rules and regulations of their religion.
Religion is the greatest arsenal of the enemy. And My children jump from one religion to another even at this late in the age.
For now My children are rehearsing the ancient rituals that My people practiced. I made a covenant with My children in Mount Sinai. And I instituted and decreed My Torah.
But My children did what seem good to them and they rebelled and they broke My covenant and corrupted My Torah.
Therefore, I did a New Thing, I sent My Son! Still, My children insist on their understanding of My covenant and My Torah making for themselves a new religion!
Is there an end to My children’s pride in their understanding of Me and life and everything under heaven and earth?
It has to be! It has to be an end to such pride because I have swore that I will not give My esteem to the enemy!
How am I to bring an end to My children’s pride in their understanding? Such is the secret that I am revealing to each one of My children according to My design and purpose.
And for that reason, I have removed you from them; because this secret has to be revealed to each one personally.
Therefore, you must not fear nor despair. I have heard your pleas and I am working in your behalf. Day and night, I am with you. I never leave nor forsake you.
I am working My design and purpose for your life and you are obeying My instructions without you even realizing it.
I know and I feel your pain and desperation, your anguish even at the thought of hurting your children.
Nonetheless, I am infusing you with My strength every single day to overcome even the most fierce attack from the enemy!
Be strong and courageous! For you have the power to be so because I have given you My strength and power!” End of such amazing words to me.
My Words …
Oh my Father! Again I am speechless! In silence, I worship You!
Sunday, September 13, 2009 (2:23am).
In my distress, I despair and complain for lack of understanding. I have cried unto You and You, always, answer me, but, this time, Your answer resonated within me in the most powerful way than ever before! How amazing are Your ways!
Oh my Father! Your words resonate in my ears still, infusing Your strength and power in the deepest part of my being! I will never be the same from here on to the rest of my allotted time on these earthly grounds.
Thus You have spoken to me,
“thiaBasilia, My child, If you return and give up this mistaken tone of distrust and despair, then I will give you again a settled place of quiet and safety, and you will be My minister; and if you separate the precious from the vile, cleansing your own heart from unworthy and unwarranted suspicions concerning My faithfulness, you shall be My mouthpiece.
But do not yield to them. Let them return to you—not you to the people.
And I will make you to this people a fortified, bronze wall; they will fight against you, but they will not prevail over you, for I am with you to save and deliver you, says Yahuwah your Master and Deliverer!
And I will deliver you out of the hands of the wicked, and I will redeem you out of the palms of the terrible and ruthless tyrants.” End of such powerful words.
My Words …
Sunday, September 13, 2009 (5:06am).
Oh my Father! I’m back! I’m back from my unworthy and unwarranted suspicions concerning Your faithfulness. This time I am back to stay!
I will never, ever again question Your faithfulness! Thank You for Your loving and forgiving heart.
Thank You for Your faithfulness to deliver me from my momentary lapse. And thank You for keeping me in Your service.
Saturday, September 12, 2009 (5:28am).
Father, the electricity is gone again. And while there is no electricity, the whole spectrum of what is coming to us in the near future comes to mind; for You have shown me the most ominous darkness that will soon approach us announcing the end time storm of storms! And, like the prophet Habakkuk I can exclaim,
Hab 3:16-19
I heard and my [whole inner self] trembled; my lips quivered at the sound. Rottenness enters into my bones and under me [down to my feet]; I tremble. I will wait quietly for the day of trouble and distress when there shall come up against [my] people him who is about to invade and oppress them.
Though the fig tree does not blossom and there is no fruit on the vines, [though] the product of the olive fails and the fields yield no food, though the flock is cut off from the fold and there are no cattle in the stalls,
Yet I will rejoice in Yahuwah; I will exult in the [victorious] Mighty One of my salvation! [Rom. 8:37.]
Almighty Yahuwah is my Strength, my personal bravery, and my invincible army; He makes my feet like hinds’ feet and will make me to walk [not to stand still in terror, but to walk] and make [spiritual] progress upon my high places [of trouble, suffering, or responsibility]! End of quote.
My Words …
Oh my Father! How exactly true to these words is my stand! And to think that You are the One Who has given me this strength and stability is beyond words to describe!
Yet, to continue on with my deliberations with You my Father, I wonder, how can Your children claim their heavenly citizenship without the personal intimate knowledge and acquaintance with You?
Yes, I know my Father that many claim to have this knowledge and to know You intimately and personally. Notwithstanding, for the most part all most of these people, when it comes to the core of things, they only have a show of self-righteousness demonstrated by the many rituals that they practice.
One of the saddest things is what I have observed through the years. Through the years I have observed and supported many sincere believers because of their good heart.
I also submitted myself to many that were serious students of the Word and had many good ‘Scriptural teachings’ for my spiritual growth or so I thought.
Sad to say, many zealous believers apply themselves to study the Scriptures and to seek You, my Father, though the more they study and the more they search and research the dumber they become because they get puffed up with knowledge!
And the more they seek You, the farthest they get from You because they do not humble themselves and give up their own understanding. They depend on their understanding of You and everything in the Scriptures.
And they appoint themselves as teachers or leaders and many of them have labeled me as ‘unteachable’ and even as a ‘witch’ because they get highly insulted if you do not adhere to their teaching. But You know it my Father.
Am I being judgmental and speaking evil and idle words? Speak my Father and address Your people, perhaps some will heed You yet through these recorded writings of mine.
My Master’s Response …
“My child, what you are and have been observing for so many years is in fact the sad and deplorable state of My people.
“My people have rejected My commandments in lieu of what seem good to them from the beginning.
“And from the beginning the enemy has corrupted My people’s mind with their own willing consent.
“Therefore, I cannot do anything for My children unless they repent of their willfulness and their own corrupt understanding.
“Notwithstanding, I love My children and I am well aware of their utter inability to see the error of their ways. And it is for that reason that I have become like their worst enemy to deal to them the just punishment to correct and cause them to see and reconsider their ways.
“My child, the only way for My children to see the error of their ways is through the adversities they are suffering as I deal to them their just punishment.
“Truly, My child, you have not drawn near to a mountain touched and scorched with fire, and to blackness, and darkness and storm and a sound of a trumpet, and a voice of words, so that those who heard it begged that no further Word should be spoken to them.
“Indeed! My child, you have come to Mount Zion, even to the city of the living Almighty, the heavenly Jerusalem, and to countless multitudes of angels in festal gathering. Such is the reason why you cannot get along with the multitude who has not yet arrived there.
“The multitude has arrived to the present Jerusalem, a desolate city. It is a desolate city because My Presence has departed from it, and, it is now inhabited, for the most, by impostors and corruptors of My children.
“Yet My children are still blind, but, not for long! Soon My children will open their eyes and see the truth of their sad and deplorable state and repent from their understanding of everything concerning Me and life in general.
“It is for that purpose, for the purpose to open the eyes of My children that I have raised you and many others like you to herald these things to My children.
“My Word is going forth in these recordings of yours and My Word shall not return void but My Word shall accomplish that for what has gone forth!
“Rejoice and be glad! For soon you shall see My light shine in the midst of the darkness that must first come upon this earth!”
My Words …
HalleluYah! HalleluYah! HalleluYah! On my face all I can exclaim is, Set Apart is the Lamb Who was and is and shall come! Come Yahushua come!
My Observations …
In all religious groups, whether Christian or Judaism or Muslim or any other religion, corporate worship is always emphasized. And mankind is, literally, obsessed with the group thing. Most all human beings are obsessed with the belonging idea. And we are all encouraged to belong somewhere, whether be a family or a group or a club or just to another human being!
Society condemns solitude. Should anyone dare to be alone, that one is considered abnormal, unhealthy, and that one is labeled as candidate for mental depression and in need of medical care.
What a fallacy! For though many suffer with mental diseases, actually, it is not by being alone that anyone falls into the grip of such cruel disease! On the contrary, mental diseases are caused by the corrupt society in which we all were born and raised!
Think about it, Oh people! Open your eyes and see and hear the insidious cry from the society of man demanding the unity of mankind! The insidious cry from all human beings to belong somewhere!
That cry haunted me all of my life! I remember my Christian friends telling me, “The devil wants to isolate you! Don’t listen! Never forsake the assembly of the believers!” And I did my best! My very best to accommodate everybody in my life space for fear of being alone! Silly me! I wasted all of my life looking for fellowship and the assembly of the believers!
Talking about fears, the fear of being alone nearly destroyed me altogether! Such fear was in psychological terms, a major and destructive PHOBIA! I feared and resented to be alone and I spent my life like a puppy dog begging for the crumbs of fellowship.
Therefore, I have a mental record of the size of the biggest book you can imagine! Hum! There was nothing wrong with me! I never was a mental case, neither I am at the present time nor will I ever be in the future! Society was my problem! The innate urge in all human beings to seek and even die for that coveted commodity of belonging in a social group of some kind!
So, that is the problem, now, what is the solution and how did I find the solution to my life’s dilemma?
Let me make it clear, I did not find the solution to such enormous problem, but, the solution came to me, the solution came into my spirit, into the core of my being and I have never been the same again! What am I talking about?
I am talking about something supernatural. I am talking about something that the human mind cannot comprehend. And because man cannot comprehend this solution, man is suffering the consequences of his ignorance. Just as simple as that!
Father, help me! I am totally depressed! Just to think of the ignorance and arrogance of man, depresses me to the core! And I need Your help to overcome this momentary hurl!
It’s 11:55am and I have nothing but words written on this pages and not a real, tangible solution that I can see or feel. Must I always be cursed with this awful need to hear from somebody? What about Your martyrs? What about Your prophets? What about all Your servants who have been thrown into solitary confinement for years?…
Father, I want the strength and endurance that You gave to them. Am I being presumptuous and insolent with such want? For I have not nearly paid the price that they had to pay. Who am I who dares to talk to You like this? Have mercy on me, my Father and show me the way out of this hold of misery; for You and You alone are my Deliverer and my Healer and my Keeper!
My Master’s Response …
“My child, lift up your eyes to Me! I am your shield. Neither Israel nor any other evil being can harm you. Soon, all those who exalt themselves with titles and authorities that I have not given to them, shall be knock down for good!
“Fear not nor be dismayed! For the words you have written down are not just words. The words you have written down are My sound words to you and to all who want to hear!
“Let none of these depressing feelings because of the lack of money and activities that you can feel and touch, let none of that disturb you one more instant!
“Rejoice and be glad! You have My strength and you will endure until the end! And when I return, I will have your reward!
“In the meantime, do not work for the reward. But, let all your work be a work of love or obedience to Me, regardless of the reward!”
My Words …
HalleluYah! Though You slay me, I shall worship You because, You are the Almighty Creator of heaven and earth and You alone are worthy of praise and honor and esteem! HalleluYah!
Thursday, September 10, 2009 (3:58am).
Father, I hear Your plea to Your children at this moment of time. I will herald that plea as it is Your desire for me to do. Your Word shall go forth one more time and It shall not return void!
HOPE for My people…
Oh My people OPEN your eyes and see! WAKE UP! There is still a little time left to obey your loving Father and gain your only hope at this crucial moment of time!
THE TIME IS HERE and you need not to scoff anymore! There is no other way but My loving commandments for you. Listen and obey lest you perish. It is not My will that you should perish; but, I can do nothing against your will. I cannot save you unless you listen and obey My commandments of love.
Love equals obedience. Love is not all the splendorous things of this world. Listen, Oh My people, listen and obey My commandments. Learn of Me and lean not in your understanding of My commandments; for I am revealing Myself plainly to you at this point of time.
My Word of hope and grace has gone forth on the condition that you OBEY My commandments; for unless you obey My commandments, you shall perish even as My heart breaks because of your refusal and stubbornness.
Listen and obey My people. I am your only hope. Set your eyes on Me as you read the messages on this site; for those messages contain My revelation of the Truth that shall set you free!” End of Your words to Your people for now.
My Words …
Father, it’s 11:35am on this Wednesday, September 09, 2009 and so far, apparently, nothing has happened, for nobody has called or emailed or knocked on my door. Yet, I remained composed and at peace enjoying myself in Your Presence alone… how amazing this experience is to me! And for how long have I desired for this state of peaceful and joyful stability in my life? Practically all of my life!
Oh my Father! It’s such wonderful thing to me to experience this peace and joy and contentment without the interference of any human contact. It used to be a time when I lived in a continuous state of panic and emotional craving for human comfort. And I would wear out my friends with my lengthy phone calls and talkative behavior.
How different is this life that I am now living in Your Presence and under Your care and protection alone! Oh, yes! I still talk and go over board sometimes. But, it is not at all like it used to be! Because, when I talk now, it is all under Your control.
And yes, I annoy many people with my ‘much talking’. But, You open and shut my mouth nowadays. And weather people get elated and delighted or annoyed and aggravated with me, it doesn’t matter anymore. Your approval and getting alone with You to laugh or cry about these matters is all that counts!
Oh what a wonderful state of being! You have truly pulled me out of this world! And to think that each one of Your children have the same opportunity every day of their lives and every day of their lives they miss such magnificent opportunity…Oh how it must break Your heart! How long shall this state of affairs continue my Father? And would You rescue all of Your children? I know that in due time You will show me and give me peace in this matter.
Father, it’s 5:12pm on Wednesday, September 09, 2009, in just 3 weeks it shall be Sukkoth and You have not given me the slightest indication on what to do. I know that You are sick and tired of all our celebrations and I have given that message to Your people but, now I find myself in a quandary again.
My Father, as I see the day approaching I am trembling because of all the excitement and zeal going on in all circles. What would You have me do? Do You want me to stay put in this place and let the whole commotion pass without me getting involved with it? Must I remain silent for the time being until You release me to talk or until You send me someone to talk to?
My Master’s Response …
“My child, remain quiet. Wait until I develop the circumstances for you. Do not make any more phone calls and remain in these premises until the time I have designed for you.
“Do not worry about finances nor food or anything of materialistic matter at all. I have all matters concerning you under My control and design.
“Continue to worship and fellowship in My Presence, for I am delighted in you and soon you will experience My delight in a tangible way.”
My Words …
Father, what about all these thoughts about going to Tiberias? Is such thing in Your design and purpose for me? What am I to do?
My Master’s response …
“My child, do nothing yet. Wait until I quicken you to act. In due time I will let you know exactly where and how to go. In the meantime, remain packed and ready to go on a short notice.”
My Words …
Thank You my Father. It’s such a wonderful thing to hear You and have the power to do just what You call me to do! HalleluYah!
Father, it’s 7:31pm on this Wednesday, September 09, 2009 and an idea just came to me, to update the site, I hope this idea comes from You?
My Words …
How can I say thanks, Oh my Father? How can I tell, how can I express this immensity of Your mercy within my being? Yes! I will obey You! That’s how I can say thanks and express my gratitude to You! HalleluYah!
Talking About Sobriety? Seriously This Is The Time For It …
O my Master! It is now Saturday, January 30, 2021 at 1:25 pm. It is the last 7th Day of Rest for this first month of 2021. Sober? I wonder. My desire is to obey You, but! I find myself troubled. Do not know how to stop the flood of thoughts or ideas flying in my natural mind about all that is going on.
How can I let it all slide past me?
Everything going on at this late stage of our existence is so contrary to what You require for our eternal salvation, how can I let it all slide?
How can I avoid touching those thoughts or ideas?
I tremble at the thought of disobedience.
I do not know how to act but!
My determinate purpose is to be found in You.
I refuse to let my mind take over me.
It is a rainy dreary day.
That is part or maybe all my troublesome thoughts.
Going to bed. 1:52 pm.
Woke up at 5:09 pm to a dead mobile plus no Internet to add to the list.
No problem anymore.
No need to have it all under my control.
All is under Your control.
It is now Saturday, January 30, 2021 at 5:34 pm.
What Oh My Master Am I To Do Next? …
This 7th Day of Rest You have given me much to continue marching steady towards Your Kingdom of heaven soon to be a reality on the earth.
The Question Remains, When? Your Answer As Well Remains, Soon. Wait …
No one knows. It will come like a thief in the night. It could be tomorrow. So? Prepare. Be ready. Oh my Master! You have prepared and made me ready, yet? The stark corrupted times as the times of Noah at hand.
When Are You To Put An End? …
“Be still. Let go. Wait. I am working all things for your good and the good of all of Your concern.” Well? That’s that! I’ll wait no matter what!
The internet has been reset again and I can’t undo it. No internet. It’s now Sunday, January 31, 2021 at 1:56 am. Heading 4 bed.
Time To Do As I Am Told …
“Be still. Let go. Wait. I am working all things for your good and the good of all of Your concern.” Well? That’s that! O my Master! I keep saying, I’ll wait no matter what! But I don’t wait. I go on and on trying.
No Internet? Let Me Try To Reset …
Ha! Reset the blasted thing? Forget to the Net connect! Suits me right. Now? For sure I have to Be still. Let go. Wait. And go ahead to work in the book You instructed me to compile.
Thank You My Master For Your Correction …
To spend a day trying to navigate on my own is sure the way to suffer big time frustration and disappointment. But You know it my Master. nowadays? You have kindly shorten my days of trying. Thank You.
The gas is about to end. But I thank You for a sunny day today. It is now Sunday, January 31, 2021 at 6:51 am. Ha! That means I have wasted almost 2 hours trying to fix what I know I can’t fix. Duh!
I am heading to wash my dishes while I wait to see if Ahmad keeps his promise to visit me this morning.
7:13 am Photoshop
Last Day Of The First Month In 2021 …
Cover finished. It’s now Sunday, January 31, 2021 at 3:50 pm. on to format the book. No Internet, so? I cannot be tempted to distractions. Even so? it’s a long book, who knows how long it’ll be before I publish it, but!
O my Master! it is all under Your control.
First Day Of The 2nd Month Of This 2021 Year. What Will It Be …?
It is now Monday, February 1, 2021 at 8:34 am. Well? O my Master! I been fumbling with the formatting depending on my memory instead of reviewing the guide to do it properly.
That’s me! Blaming on the winter.
I get so cold I cannot think straight.
Adding to that? No Internet to check things out.
Complaining?
Yes, I am my Master, but!
You know I am being honest not just putting a heroine’s front.
So? I thank You.
It looks like You are giving me a break.
A sunny day sure looks inviting to overcome the woes of the winter.
Lest for this day.
I will now start the formatting task from scratch Guide on hand.
Then? Around noontime my lil friend bearing goodies.
Next on his way to depart?
Hahaha! The outer door fell apart!
Unbelievable! But true.
Repair man on call.
My lil friend?
Sitting on a chair guarding my body and soul.
Repairs going on.
Electric connection needed I am told
Computer off
Book formatting on hold.
Me? Wash dishes and all
Three hours or so later?
Silence? Let me see.
Repairs done!
Everybody?
Gone without a word to me!
Bless their hearts.
Me? Bed Monday, February 1, 2021 at 6:54 pm.
Up on Tuesday, February 2, 2021 at 1:39 am.
Still no Internet.
Hopefully the problem will be fix today.
Going back to book format.
What?
You led me to a fun graphic with a legend to end the book.
WOW! That’s what!
Epilogue …
What’s Truth? What’s Real? Let’s Learn It From The March Of Time’s Wheel ….?
The truth? Not that bad, but! My looks? At my 70th? Impress forsook. A humbling experience I partook.
I saw the arrogance in the obsess how I should look to impress as the best. Obsess to Impress? No more in my mind now entertain.
My Father’s impression! Dancing in session. Skip! Tap! Tap at that? Joyfully skipping under the rain?
My little girl remains! Humor Instead of Anger. Laughing at My Arrogance? Sure HUMILITY to Gain …?
Then? At my 80th? Humble I remain. Obsess to Impress? I no longer with it mess.
My Father’s impression! Dancing in session. Skip! Tap! Tap at that? Joyfully skipping under the rain? My little girl remains!
What’s Truth? What’s Real?
Let’s Learn It From The March Of Time’s Wheel ….?
Father? You Have Brought Me Through The Wheel Of Time, No Doubt About It! …The results? All inharmonious circumstances I brought upon myself are now harmonizing.
