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What Happened? Ha! Read The Sequence Of Events After The Great Response To The Last Post …

These Are No Times For Frivolous Fun But Still? …

Alice In Wonderland Comes To Mind …

Yeap! Like fanatic fools we set up in search for that wonderful Wizard of Oz. O well! No need to rehash. You are turning around the fantasy of Wonderland in our minds. And?

For Sure, That Is What You Are Demonstrating To Me With All Going On …

The best part of Your demonstrations to me? Not only for my benefit but it is mainly for the benefit of Your so loved world inhabited by Your cherished children roaming the four corners of the earth.

  • And so? I am going on with Your strength and power.

Computer Crash. Have Lost Internet And Latest Journal Since Yesterday. Help My Master! …

Thursday, August 6, 2020 at 6:41 am.

Will continue to search for recovery. Show me the way, my Master, You know exactly what to do. I wait on You.

I Have Exhausted All Possible Fixes. I Cannot Recover The Internet …

No Internet connection? No way to install the programs needed to continue the task You have assigned unto me, but!

You Are In Control Of Every Minute Detail Of My Life And Doings …

Thursday, August 6, 2020 at 2:03 pm.

So? I am not in the least concerned. I don’t know what caused the computer crash, but You do. And in Your time and discretion You will show me whatever I needed to learn with this frustrating incident.

  • I lost the whole month of July 2020. Hopefully when the Internet is restored I will be able to retrieve it. In the meantime I will record the hand written notes.

Reflecting On My Doings While Searching For Solutions …

Wednesday, August 5, 2020 at 9:30 am.

Master? When I feel I could talk to someone about my troubles, it comes to me, “Whatever for? You are the only One who has all answers and know all about me.

  • You know me better than I know myself.
  • Most all have not much of a clue of who I am, but!
  • Things are changing now.
  • Actually? None of us human beings have much of a clue about each other.
  • Even so? We judge and analyze each other by our behavior and?

Our Behavior Is Not Always What It Seems To Be …

No kidding! But You are giving us the power to be honest with each other. What a wonderful thing that it is! That brings to mind the headlines for this post.

Decent Against Honest Conversation …

Decent: How Are You? How Is Your Health? Honest Conversation: Anything Of Intrinsic Value …?

Honest Talk About Why Are We Ill And In Want? Suddenly! Need A Trip To The Bathroom …?

“Why can we not have a decent conversation?” is the claim. O well! Not my two cents, but it does not take a rocket scientist to spot the difference between what we call decent and the need for honesty.

Even So? We Can Spot The Difference But We Cannot Change It, Why?

Thursday, August 6, 2020 at 7:16 pm.

Why? That is what we are to find out on this 2020 year the year not to fear our fears. Now we come to the meaning of fear.

All Well All Swell. Net Up Again …

Friday, August 7, 2020 at 2:08 am.

Unbelievable! O my Master! Once again You proved Yourself to me. Simply amazing! You let me struggle to the point of exhaustion. Even to the point of calling for help to no avail.

  • Well? I got a call offering help. So?
  • It came to me to reset the computer one more time.
  • This time to unplug my external and keep my files but not my apps.
  • The reset finished. It came to me not to touch anything until my help would come.
  • Waited 3 hours but help did not come. So?
  • It came to me to check the status in the start up screen. Wow!
  • Everything back to normal! Next?
  • It came to me how to get the Internet to connect.
  • SUCCESS!!!

What Did You Teach Me? Ah! That’s The Beauty Within Me! What? …

Saturday, August 8, 2020 at 2:00 am

Divinely Implanted Beauty. Everything is beautiful in its time! Just give it time and the flowers shall bloom. The fruit trees shall produce their luscious delicious fruits.

Just Give It Your Time! O My Master, Your Time …?

Saturday, August 8, 2020 at 10:49 am.

Your time indeed! Just like the flowers and the trees we must go through the process of Your time for the implanted sense of a purpose working through the ages comes to fruition.

  • This sense of a purpose for our lives nothing under the sun but You alone can satisfy. Men cannot find out what You have done from the beginning to the end until?
  • Your time and discretion to reveal such sense to each one of us.
  • And You are and have been doing so through the ages of mankind.

Ha! No Wonder Why Is Taking So Long Of Time For All To Happen …

Hahaha! What a revelation! The best part? I only had to wait for 80 years but the ones at the foot of the Throne been waiting for thousands of years. It’s written:

Ecclesiastes 3:11

He has made everything beautiful in its time. He also has planted eternity in men’s hearts and minds [a divinely implanted sense of a purpose working through the ages which nothing under the sun but The Almighty  alone can satisfy], yet so that men cannot find out what The Almighty  has done from the beginning to the end.

Luke 10:24

For I tell you, that many prophets and kings have desired to see those things which ye see, and have not seen them; and to hear those things which ye hear, and have not heard them.

You are with and for me. You give You take away. Still …

Sunday, August 9, 2020 at 6:04 am.

Still not questioning Your will. Yesterday You gave me a wonderful painless day. Today? It is painfully starting. I heard, “When one member of My body hurts the whole body hurts as well.”

Reflecting …

O my Master! Your body is hurting and so are You. And so I am. For You have united me to You. Your words sustain me in the darkness of pain or the light of a painless day. I hear again, quote:

“Go on, My precious child, go on and on!

I am always with you and for you.

You are now One with Me.

My joy is your joy.

My tears are your tears.

In the dark of your night

Your obedience is My delight.

My delight in your obedience is your strength.”

Wow! Master? These Are No Times For Frivolous Fun …

Sunday, August 9, 2020 at 6:55 am.

Ha! What a way to bring me back to the amazing sense of a purpose You have implanted within my being. The sense of my eternity in the center of Your Being.

Frivolity. Laughter Without The Master Is Quite A Disaster, But Still …

O my Precious Master! We cannot find out what You are and have been doing from the beginning to the end. So? What do we do?

Alice In Wonderland Comes To Mind …

Yeap! Like fanatic fools we set up in search for that wonderful Wizard of Oz. O well! No need to rehash. You are turning around the fantasy of Wonderland in our minds.

And With That You Are Leading Me To Close This Post …

Sunday, August 9, 2020 at 7:40 am.

The month of July is restored from the published posts. You are leading me to set it as a book to be published next for each one of Your children to read and refresh it all in their minds.

What’s the end or the beginning of all Your doings? …

Ha! I don’t even think to think about it anymore! Hahaha! HalleluYah! You have instilled unto me what it means to fear or question or figuring You out and making my own conclusions. Thank You.

  • May it so be done on this earth as it is in heaven.

Your love in my heart for all. thiaBasilia.

Has Anyone Considered The Blessings The Curses From On High, Why? …

Behold The Passionate Love From On High. COVID-19 Hauling To The End Of The Curses The Beginning Of The Blessings With All Might, But!…



But It’s All A Matter Of The Will Not The Soul In The Long Haul …

Indeed! We human beings have been living on the realm of the soul not the will. Yes, for the human being it’s a matter of the mind primarily not the will.

  • All my life I been trained to think not to will. Well? Surprise! On my latest years the matter has been reversed by the power of love from on high.
  • That’s the matter exposed and deposed in the span of 35 years of consistently journaling my life without thrills or frills.
  • Let me now go on to the latest.

Reflecting On Your Doings O Master Of Mine …

Thursday, July 30, 2020 at 1:28 am.

Reflecting not questioning. But reflecting on the happenings since my waking up yesterday practically painless and able to take care of things and myself.

  • Even so, when the heat of the day escalated, the stabs of pain began again!
  • My reaction this time?
  • Your grace and favor are sufficient unto me to withstand this pain.
  • I must continue my task.
  • Sharp stabs while I posted the post You led me to post without delay.
  • You finally blessed me with sleep from around 10 pm until past midnight when my little friend woke me up.
  • Ahmad is at home. He said as he saw my condition. He motioned me to stay in bed. He left. Ahmad called. Then what?
  • Ahmad promised to come in the morning unless I wanted him to come to my aid now.
  • My response this time? Nothing is helping. I wait.
  • I then got up to check the food, but I am not hungry.
  • I am dehydrated though. So? I help myself to a glass of water.
  • Then? I came to check my emails. WOW!
  • The highest response in a long time!
  • New followers. Old and new visitors. The list covered my screen.
  • The stabs of pain? Gone for the most but the ordeal is not over.

That’s The Matter To Reflect Upon To Learn How To Respond …

Thursday, July 30, 2020 at 2:00 am.

At 2:00 am for emphasis. Meaning: Separation all inclusive. The separation must take place to defeat the powers and principalities on high places.

  • Master? At every turn of my way You continue to open the Scriptures or Your written words to me.
  • You have been proving to me the fact that every single word written in what is commonly known as the Bible is and has been coming to pass verbatim.
  • Past dead words one by one comes to life as You quicken me to read them again. It blows my mind! But! I’ll never repine.

Your Power Invested On Me. Power To Overcome In My Stand. Wow! …

Quote:

Ephesians 6:10-18

In conclusion, be strong in our Master Yahuwah/Yahushua—be empowered through your union with Him; draw your strength from Him—that strength which His boundless might provides. Put on Our Master Yahuwah/Yahushua’s whole armor, for you to have power to stand against the schemes—all the strategies and the deceits of the devil.

For we do not wrestle against flesh and blood—contending only with physical opponents, but against principalities, against authorities, against the world-rulers of the darkness of this age, against spiritual matters of wickedness in the heavenly—supernatural sphere.

Therefore put on Our Master Yahuwah/Yahushua’s complete armor, so that you have power to withstand in the wicked day, and having done all, to stand. Stand, then, having girded your waist with truth, and having put on the breastplate of righteousness and having fitted your feet with the preparation of the Good News of peace; above all, having taken up the shield of belief with which you shall have power to quench all the burning arrows of the wicked one.

Take also the helmet of deliverance, and the Sword that our Father Yahuwah’s Set Apart Spirit wields, which is the WORD of Almighty Yahuwah/Yahushua, praying at all times, with all prayer and supplication in the Spirit, watching in all perseverance and supplication for all the set-apart ones—our Master Yahuwah/ Yahushua’s set apart people.

  • That is How to respond to the inevitable stabs of pain and adversity inflicted upon us mouthpieces.

But Who Inflict Such Stabs Of Pain And Adversity Upon Us Mouthpieces And Why? …

WHO? The powers from on high intent to shut up Your mouthpieces for good, but! Your power no foe can withstand. Quote:

PSALM 91(AMP modified by Thia to use the correct Hebrew Name.)

HE who dwells in the secret place of the Most High shall remain stable and fixed under the shadow of the Almighty [Whose power no foe can withstand].

I will say of Yahuwah, He is my refuge and my fortress, my Almighty, on Him I lean and rely, and in Him I (confidently) trust!

For [then] He will deliver you from the snare of the fowler and from the deadly pestilence. [Then]

He will cover you with His pinions, and under His wings shall you trust and find refuge; His truth and His faithfulness are a shield and a buckler. [Then]

You shall not be afraid of the terror of the night, nor of the arrow [the evil plots and slanders of the wicked] that flies by day,

Nor of the pestilence that stalks in darkness, nor of the destruction and sudden death that surprise and lay waste at noonday. [Then]

A thousand may fall at your side, and ten thousand at your right hand, but it shall not come near you.

Only a spectator shall you be [yourself inaccessible in the secret place of the Most High] as you witness the reward of the wicked.

Because you have made Yahuwah your refuge, and the Most High your dwelling place, [Verses 1,14.]

There shall no evil befall you, nor any plague or calamity come near your tent.

For He will give His angels [especial] charge over you, to accompany and defend and preserve you in all your ways [of obedience and service].

They shall bear you up on their hands, lest you dash your foot against a stone. [Luke 4:10,11; Heb. 1:14.]

You shall tread upon the lion and adder, the young lion and serpent shall you trample under foot. [Luke 10:9.] 14 Because he has set his love upon Me, therefore will I deliver him; I will set him on high, because he knows and understands My name [has personal knowledge of My mercy, love and kindness; trusts and relies on Me, knowing I will never forsake him, no, never].

He shall call upon Me, and I will answer him; I will be with him in trouble, I will deliver him and honor him.

With long life will I satisfy him, and show him My salvation.

Wow! This Psalm From The First Entry In The Journal Of My Life …

In that entry I quoted Scriptures I had not memorized nor even had any idea of knowing those words were written, but I quoted them with the certainty unbeknown to me at that time.

  • At that time You had not revealed to me the importance of Your Hebrew name. All I knew was the words the Christian Church had programmed in my mind. Quote:

Mine shall be a good day!

March 21/87/5:20 am.

Birds are singing, Master, the dawn of a new day must be approaching, Oh, Master, how great Thou are!

For Your Spirit is harboring the earth right now as it was that first day; in a short while Thou shall say “let there be light,” and there shall appear the light of a new day!

And it shall be a good day!

Yes, a good day, for Thou has so written it in the Book of Life and what it’s written in the Book of Life it’s Your Word which stands true forever!

Yes, it shall be a good day!

“But Thia, how about all the evil of the day? How can your day be good? Have you thought about your doubts? Have you thought about your ups and downs? Do you remember your failures? Do you see your inability? Don’t you know that you are always a day late and a dollar short? And what about the national situation, haven’t you heard the news, there is ‘Aids’ and something worse that ‘Aids,’ some unknown plague that is approaching us. And there is war and rumors of war. And you can’t even travel because you might be held up as a hostage. And right here in your back yard, don’t you realize how easy it is for a nut to break into your house and rape and kill you? How can your day be good?”

“Devil, my day shall be good because so it’s writ- ten in the Book of life.” Genesis 1:26-31. You are a liar, a destroyer, a murderer from the beginning, so it’s also written. Your end it’s even written in the Book of life.” John 8:44; Revelation 15:2.

“I come against you and your foul words and suggestions, in the name of the Mighty Almighty I serve, the Mighty One of Israel, I come against the evil of this day Satan, in the name of Jesus.” Luke 11:20-22.

“I live in the secret place of the Most High, sheltered by the Almighty that is above all Almightys, this I declare, I abide in the name of Jesus, He is my fortress, my refuge, my shield of faith.” Psalms 91:1-2.

“Satan, I reject your words and suggestions, I refuse to dwell in the evil of this day and the frustrations of my flesh, for you are a liar, a father of lies, and a murderer from the beginning.” Philippians 4:6; I Peter 5:8-9.

“The truth is that you are speaking to my flesh,

the flesh of the Thia that die in the cross with Jesus. Satan, that Thia is dead!” Romans 6:11. “But I, the new Thia, resurrected in Jesus Christ, I, come in the name of that same Jesus, to trample you under my feet!” Romans 8:1-2; Ephesians 6:11-16.

“Be gone Satan, mine shall be a good day, for I’m a new creature, there shall no evil come near me nor any plague come nigh my dwelling.” Matthew 4:10; II Corinthians 5:17; Psalms 91:10.

“And I have the power to trample you under my feet and vanish you from my sight, in Jesus Christ, my Master and Savior. So it is written.” Psalms 91:13.”

Yes, it shall be a good day! So it is written in the Book of Life. Alleluia!

Well? What It All Boils Down To? …

Thursday, July 30, 2020 at 5:46 am.

Again, all these matters are written in parabolas or ephemeral language that goes right over our heads. Why?

O My Master! You Give Us A Clear Answer But Still …

We are not able to apprehend the matter even when we think we do. So it is written. And so all written is coming to pass verbatim. And?

The Best Part? Your Unfathomable Wisdom To Withhold And Release Such Matters To Us …

Thursday, July 30, 2020 at 6:06 am.

Six zero six in the hour of this moment, meaning? The Number Six – Natural Man, Sin, and Slavery. Then?

Zero is both closed and wide open. It means comprehensiveness, openness, wholeness, and infinity. It’s an all-inclusive number. Then?

Back to six. Wow! The message is clear. Quote again:

John 16:12-15 AMPC+

I have still many things to say to you, but you are not able to bear them or to take them upon you or to grasp them now.

But when He, the Spirit of Truth (the Truth-giving Spirit) comes, He will guide you into all the Truth (the whole, full Truth). For He will not speak His own message [on His own authority]; but He will tell whatever He hears [from the Father; He will give the message that has been given to Him], and He will announce and declare to you the things that are to come [that will happen in the future].

He will honor and glorify Me, because He will take of (receive, draw upon) what is Mine and will reveal (declare, disclose, transmit) it to you.

Everything that the Father has is Mine. That is what I meant when I said that He [the Spirit] will take the things that are Mine and will reveal (declare, disclose, transmit) it to you.

John 16:25

I have told you these things in parables (veiled language, allegories, dark sayings); the hour is now coming when I shall no longer speak to you in figures of speech, but I shall tell you about the Father in plain words and openly (without reserve). End of quote.

That Is Exactly What Is Happening Now As It Has Been Happening From The Beginning …

The hour is here now on this 2020 year not to fear our fears. This the hour when You are telling us about the Father in plain words and openly (without reserve).

This Is The Hour When The Ethereal Becomes Our Reality …

Thursday, July 30, 2020 at 7:30 am.

But how is it all happening? Ha! The dates. The exact meaning of the hour of this moment? The seven? You do marvelous things in the earth with this number. And?

  • The Number Thirty – Dedication, The Blood of Messiah.

On Cue With Number 30 Again …

A reminder that I am to dedicate my time to proclaim the meaning of Yahushua’s blood. You are giving me grace to begin the preparation for the near future.

  • Ha! I been searching for the words You have given for me to quote for the last few hours to no avail until You quickened me I was looking in the wrong books.

Wow! How Easily We Come To Rely In Our Feeble Memory, But! …

No matter. Your words are imprinted in my heart not in my memory. I kept looking for what is to happen on the 24th of the 9th instead of the 11th month. Until?

  • You quickened me to look in the Minor instead of the Major Prophets. Quote:

A Vision of a Horseman

Zechariah 1:7-17.

Upon the twenty-fourth day of the eleventh month, which is the month of Shebat, in the second year of the reign of Darius, the word of the Master came to Zechariah son of Berechiah, the son of Iddo, the prophet. Zechariah said,

I saw in the night [vision] and behold, a Man riding upon a red horse, and He stood among the myrtle trees that were in a low valley or bottom, and behind Him there were horses, red, bay or flame-colored, and white.

Then said I, O my master, what are these? And the angel who talked with me said, I will show you what these are.

And the Man who stood among the myrtle trees answered and said, These are they whom the Master has sent to walk to and fro through the earth and patrol it.

And the men on the horses answered the Angel of the Master Who stood among the myrtle trees and said, We have walked to and fro through the earth [patrolling it] and behold, all the earth sits at rest [in peaceful security].

Then the Angel of the Master said, O Master of hosts, how long will You not have mercy and lovingkindness for Jerusalem and the cities of Judah, against which You have had indignation these seventy years [of the Babylonian captivity]?

And the Master answered the angel who talked with me with gracious and comforting words.

So the angel who talked with me said to me, Cry out, Thus says the Master of hosts: I am jealous for Jerusalem and for Zion with a great jealousy.

And I am very angry with the nations that are at ease; for while I was but a little displeased, they helped forward the affliction and disaster.

Therefore, thus says the Master: I have returned to Jerusalem with compassion (lovingkindness and mercy). My house shall be built in it, says the Master of hosts, and a measuring line shall be stretched out over Jerusalem [with a view to rebuilding its walls].

Cry yet again, saying, Thus says the Master of hosts: My cities shall yet again overflow with prosperity, and the Master shall yet comfort Zion and shall yet choose Jerusalem.  End of quote.

Master? What Is Your Purpose For The Quoting Of Your Words? …

Thursday, July 30, 2020 at 2:07 pm.

“My child, I have told you these things in parables (veiled language, allegories, dark sayings) that have gone over your head for a definite reason.

My reason and purpose for all my doings is demonstrated in all the words I have inspired you to write and publish for all to get acquainted with My ways.

Therefore, the hour is now coming when I no longer speak to you in figures of speech, but I tell you about the Father in plain words and openly (without reserve).

Thus, I quicken you to go to the Scriptures that apply to the exact hour you are now living. So? The Scriptures are now the reality of your life.

Even so? O My child, it was not so before when you faithfully read and studied those Scriptures. Why not?

That My child is what I am now settling in your mind to harmonize all things within your being.”

Master? I Don’t Feel Good. The Heat! Help!

Thursday, July 30, 2020 at 2:52 pm.

I will head for bed hoping You bless me with a couple hours or more of sleep at the peak of this heat.

Well? No Sleep But! Enlightenment! …

Thursday, July 30, 2020 at 3:45 pm.

I began to record Your words but You sent me to sleep until now. It is now Friday, July 31, 2020 at 3:59 am. I got up. I confessed, Your grace is sufficient unto me to continue Your work despite the painful ordeal I am going through. Quote:

“O thiaBasilia—O Child Of My Heart? You are wondering what is it that you sense as you witness the love and devotion that My children profess for Me?

You sense your past professions from your carnal or natural self. Those professions felt so good! They earned the admiration of a faithful woman, but!

The seat for all your doings was in the flesh not in My Spirit. And the flesh profits nothing from My Spirit. Quote:

John 6:63-66 AMPC+

It is the Spirit Who gives life [He is the Life-giver]; the flesh conveys no benefit whatever [there is no profit in it]. The words (truths) that I have been speaking to you are spirit and life.

But [still] some of you fail to believe and trust and have faith. For Yahushua knew from the first who did not believe and had no faith and who would betray Him and be false to Him.

And He said, This is why I told you that no one can come to Me unless it is granted him [unless he is enabled to do so] by the Father.

After this, many of His disciples drew back (returned to their old associations) and no longer accompanied Him. End of quote.

It Is The Same With The Majority Of My Children Nowadays …

“My children follow Me as long as it suits their understanding and lifestyle. But it is impossible for them to abide in Me because, so I have designed it to be for a time.

Even so? Fear not! Instead? Rejoice! For the time is now to remove all stumbling blocks, to comfort My children. Quote:

Isaiah 40:1-2

COMFORT, COMFORT My people, says the Almighty Creator of your beings! Speak tenderly to the heart of Jerusalem, and cry to her that her time of service and her warfare are ended, that her punishment is accepted and her iniquity is pardoned, that she has received punishment from the Master’s hand double for all her sins.

A voice of one who cries: Prepare in the wilderness the way of the Master—clear away the obstacles; make straight and smooth in the desert a highway for the Almighty Creator of your beings! Every valley shall be lifted and filled up, and every mountain and hill shall be made low; and the crooked and uneven shall be made straight and level, and the rough places a plain.  And the esteem (majesty and splendor) of the Master shall be revealed, and all flesh shall see it together; for the mouth of the Master has spoken it. End of quote.

Nothing, Absolutely Nothing And No One Can Come Close To Thwart My Word …

“My precious child, I have made provision with your life and the life of many others to overcome the powers to be in control intent to destroy you. Quote:

Revelation 12:11.

And they have overcome (conquered) him by means of the blood of the Lamb and by the utterance of their testimony, for they did not love and cling to life even when faced with death [holding their lives cheap till they had to die for their witnessing].

O thiaBasilia—O Child Of My Heart? I am so pleased with your determination to proclaim the blood of the Lamb and the utterance of your testimony despite the lashes of pain the enemy is inflicting to you.

Courage My precious child! Only a little while longer. Wait. I am with you and for you. You shall never be put to shame.”

I Am Counting On Your Word. I Wait …

Friday, July 31, 2020 at 11:47 am.

Despite the way things continue with no change for the better. Instead? Change for the worst. You know it my Master. I refuse to elaborate. I refuse to retaliate.

  • Thank You for the power to obey You even at the cost of my wellbeing.
  • Your grace and strength are sufficient unto me to continue with the task You have assigned unto me no matter the circumstances.

Not Knowing How To Proceed I Headed For Bed Hoping Again For Sleep …

Friday, July 31, 2020 at 4:10 pm.

Master? You know my situation of the moment and my determination to quit elaborating and retaliating but I do not know what You would have me to record next.

  • That’s when it came to me to record the blessings and the curses. Wow!
  • I perk up and got up to hunt for those lines recorded a long time ago.
  • Then? The headline and subline came to me plus how to incorporate it all to get the attention of Your children.

A Challenge: Get Acquainted With The Curses To Fully Appreciate The Blessings On This 2020 Year To End Our Fears …

Master? To understand this matter, You have brought me to the beginning of Your creation to the present time in the last 35 years since You separated me to Your service.

  • WOW! Over and over it is written, … until He has destroyed you! Until He has destroyed you?
  • For the first time I see it O my Master as I realized that indeed You have finally succeeded in destroying my wicked carnal self with all its willful ways! WOW!

Indeed! We Have Been Born And Raised Under The Curse Of Sin! And? …

  • O my Master! It is only because of Your mercy and faithfulness that You have not completely destroy us.
  • Yes, You repented of our creation because of the way we turned out to be. No two ways about it, we are all humans aloof from You in more ways than one.
  • And we all know the difference between good and evil and blessing and calamity but we chose to call evil good and good evil.
  • This is all a known fact. No need for me to rehash our history that has been hashed and rehashed in so many ways it boggles one’s mind.
  • So? O my Master! I am only giving an account of how You have applied such history to my life as You compel me to do for a witness of Your work within me.
  • The main thing You are now revealing to me is the fact that we are not able to repent or turn around from our ways to Your ways until You confront us.

The Day Of Reckoning Is Inevitable, But! …

That day for each one of us only comes on Your time and at Your discretion. And when that day comes we also come to the end of our evil or self-righteous ways.

  • But still we have to make retribution and suffer the consequences of sin in general even when we are no longer living in sin.
  • I can guarantee anyone that if one checks oneself or the whole of mankind against the curses and not the blessings, we can well identify the fact that we have been born under the curse of sin.
  • To tell the truth? I don’t understand any of it all and You know it my Master.
  • I am only recording what You compel me to record by my experience of the matter.

But What Is The Stumbling Block Between People And The Written Words …?

Saturday, August 1, 2020 at 11:48 am.

Your Chosen People, that’s the stumbling block. O my Master! You know that for the most people do not realize how Your Chosen People have become Gentiles now populating the 4 corners of the earth.

  • Furthermore, You are now revealing this matter to us. We are the Lost Sheep of Israel. So?

The Words Addressed To The Chosen People Are Addressed To Us …

I get kind of dizzy as I read the curses and realize such is the state and condition of this world in which I was born. Quote:

The Curses. A Bulleted Account For Easy Reading …

Deuteronomy 28:15-68 AMPC+

  • But if you will not obey the voice of the Master your Almighty, being watchful to do all His commandments and His statutes which I command you this day, then all these curses shall come upon you and overtake you:
  • Cursed shall you be in the city and cursed shall you be in the field.
  • Cursed shall be your basket and your kneading trough.
  • Cursed shall be the fruit of your body, of your land, of the increase of your cattle and the young of your sheep.
  • Cursed shall you be when you come in and cursed shall you be when you go out.
  • The Master shall send you curses, confusion, and rebuke in every enterprise to which you set your hand, until you are destroyed, perishing quickly because of the evil of your doings by which you have forsaken me [Moses and Almighty as one].
  • The Master will make the pestilence cling to you until He has consumed you from the land into which you go to possess.
  • The Master will smite you with consumption, with fever and inflammation, fiery heat, sword and drought, blasting and mildew; they shall pursue you until you perish.
  • The heavens over your head shall be brass and the earth under you shall be iron.
  • The Master shall make the rain of your land powdered soil and dust; from the heavens it shall come down upon you until you are destroyed.
  • The Master shall cause you to be struck down before your enemies; you shall go out one way against them and flee seven ways before them, and you shall be tossed to and fro and be a terror among all the kingdoms of the earth. [Fulfilled in 2Ch 29:8.]
  • And your dead body shall be food for all the birds of the air and the beasts of the earth, and there shall be no one to frighten them away.
  • (27)  The Master will smite you with the boils of Egypt and the tumors, the scurvy and the itch, from which you cannot be healed.
  • The Master will smite you with madness and blindness and dismay of [mind and] heart.
  • And you shall grope at noonday as the blind grope in darkness. And you shall not prosper in your ways; and you shall be only oppressed and robbed continually, and there shall be no one to save you.
  • You shall betroth a wife, but another man shall lie with her; you shall build a house, but not live in it; you shall plant a vineyard, but not gather its grapes.
  • Your ox shall be slain before your eyes, but you shall not eat of it; your donkey shall be violently taken away before your face and not be restored to you; your sheep shall be given to your enemies, and you shall have no one to help you.
  • Your sons and daughters shall be given to another people, and your eyes shall look and fail with longing for them all the day; and there shall be no power in your hands to prevent it. [Fulfilled in 2Ch 29:9.]
  • A nation which you have not known shall eat up the fruit of your land and of all your labors, and you shall be only oppressed and crushed continually, [Fulfilled in Jdg 6:1-6; Jdg 6:13:1.]
  • So that you shall be driven mad by the sights which your eyes shall see.
  • The Master will smite you on the knees and on the legs with a sore boil that cannot be healed, from the sole of your foot to the top of your head.
  • The Master shall bring you and your king whom you have set over you to a nation which neither you nor your fathers have known, and there you shall [be forced to] serve other deities, of wood and stone. [Fulfilled in 2Ki 17:4, 2Ki 17:6; 2Ki 24:12, 2Ki 24:14; 2Ki 25:7, 2Ki 25:11; Dan 6:11-12.]
  • And you shall become an amazement, a proverb, and a byword among all the peoples to which the Master will lead you.
  • You shall carry much seed out into the field and shall gather little in, for the locust shall consume it. [Fulfilled in Hag 1:6.]
  • You shall plant vineyards and dress them but shall neither drink of the wine nor gather the grapes, for the worm shall eat them.
  • You shall have olive trees throughout all your territory but you shall not anoint yourselves with the oil, for your olive trees shall drop their fruit.
  • You shall beget sons and daughters but shall not enjoy them, for they shall go into captivity. [Fulfilled in Lam 1:5.]
  • All your trees and the fruit of your ground shall the locust possess. [Fulfilled in Joe 1:4.]
  • The transient (stranger) among you shall mount up higher and higher above you, and you shall come down lower and lower.
  • He shall lend to you, but you shall not lend to him; he shall be the head, and you shall be the tail.
  • All these curses shall come upon you and shall pursue you and overtake you till you are destroyed, because you do not obey the voice of the Master your Almighty, to keep His commandments and His statutes which He commanded you.
  • They shall be upon you for a sign [of warning to other nations] and for a wonder, and upon your descendants forever.
  • Because you did not serve the Master your Almighty with joyfulness of [mind and] heart [in gratitude] for the abundance of all [with which He had blessed you],
  • Therefore you shall serve your enemies whom the Master shall send against you, in hunger and thirst, in nakedness and in want of all things; and He will put a yoke of iron upon your neck until He has destroyed you.
  • The Master will bring a nation against you from afar, from the end of the earth, as swift as the eagle flies, a nation whose language you shall not understand,
  • A nation of unyielding countenance who will not regard the person of the old or show favor to the young,
  • And shall eat the fruit of your cattle and the fruit of your ground until you are destroyed, who also shall not leave you grain, new wine, oil, the increase of your cattle or the young of your sheep until they have caused you to perish.
  • They shall besiege you in all your towns until your high and fortified walls in which you trusted come down throughout all your land; and they shall besiege you in all your towns throughout all your land which the Master your Almighty has given you.
  • And you shall eat the fruit of your own body, the flesh of your sons and daughters whom the Master your Almighty has given you, in the siege and in the [pressing] misery with which your enemies shall distress you. [Fulfilled in 2Ki 6:24-29.]
  • The man who is most tender among you and extremely particular and well-bred, his eye shall be cruel and grudging of food toward his brother and toward the wife of his bosom and toward those of his children still remaining,
  • So that he will not give to any of them any of the flesh of his children which he is eating, because he has nothing left to him in the siege and in the distress with which your enemies shall distress you in all your towns.
  • The most tender and daintily bred woman among you, who would not venture to set the sole of her foot upon the ground because she is so dainty and kind, will grudge to the husband of her bosom, to her son and to her daughter
  • Her afterbirth that comes out from her body and the children whom she shall bear. For she will eat them secretly for want of anything else in the siege and distress with which your enemies shall distress you in your towns.
  • If you will not be watchful to do all the words of this law that are written in this book, that you may [reverently] fear this glorious and fearful name [and presence]–THE MASTER YOUR ALMIGHTY–
  • Then the Master will bring upon you and your descendants extraordinary strokes and blows, great plagues of long continuance, and grievous sicknesses of long duration.
  • )  Moreover, He will bring upon you all the diseases of Egypt of which you were afraid, and they shall cling to you.
  • Also every sickness and every affliction which is not written in this Book of the Law the Master will bring upon you until you are destroyed.
  • And you shall be N1left few in number, whereas you had been as the stars of the heavens for multitude, because you would not obey the voice of the Master your Almighty.
  • And as the Master rejoiced over you to do you good and to multiply you, so the Master will rejoice to bring ruin upon you and to destroy you; and you shall be N1plucked from the land into which you go to possess.
  • And the Master shall scatter you among all peoples from one end of the earth to the other; and there you shall [be forced to] serve other Almightys, of wood and stone, which neither you nor your fathers have known. [Fulfilled in Dan 3:6.]
  • And among these nations you shall find no ease and there shall be no rest for the sole of your foot; but the Master will give you there a trembling heart, failing of eyes [from disappointment of hope], fainting of mind, and languishing of spirit.
  • Your life shall hang in doubt before you; day and night you shall be worried, and have no assurance of your life.
  • In the morning you shall say, Would that it were evening! and at evening you shall say, Would that it were morning!–because of the anxiety and dread of your [minds and] hearts and the sights which you shall see with your [own] eyes.
  • And the Master shall N1bring you into Egypt again with ships by the way about which I said to you, You shall never see it again. And there you shall be sold to your enemies as bondmen and bondwomen, but no man shall buy you. [Hos 8:13] End of quote.

So That Is What It All Means! So That Is The Reason Why Evil Exists! …

Friday, July 31, 2020 at 5:11 pm.

It is all the cause and result of Your created and chosen children that now include us gentiles not keeping Your commandments but most especially not keeping Your First and most important of all commandments!

So That’s The Nasty Trick That Satan Has Played On Us Silly And Willful Human Beings! …

Born under the curse of sin. And so that is the reason why we remain carnal even after we profess to be born again, but!

Behold! Your Fiery Wrath To Destroy The Corruption Engulfing Your Whole Creation As Well As Your Passionate Love To Restore It!

Thus, the end of the curses, the bountiful blessings restored unto us on the individual basis. One by one You are reaching Your children’s hearts and minds.

Blessings for Obedience …

Deuteronomy 28:1-14 AMPC+

  • IF YOU will listen diligently to the voice of the Master your Almighty, being watchful to do all His commandments which I command you this day, the Master your Almighty will set you high above all the nations of the earth.

  • And all these blessings shall come upon you and overtake you if you heed the voice of the Master your Almighty.

  • Blessed shall you be in the city and blessed shall you be in the field.

  • Blessed shall be the fruit of your body and the fruit of your ground and the fruit of your beasts, the increase of your cattle and the young of your flock.

  • Blessed shall be your basket and your kneading trough.

  • Blessed shall you be when you come in and blessed shall you be when you go out.

  • The Master shall cause your enemies who rise up against you to be defeated before your face; they shall come out against you one way and flee before you seven ways.

  • The Master shall command the blessing upon you in your storehouse and in all that you undertake. And He will bless you in the land which the Master your Almighty gives you.

  • The Master will establish you as a people set apart to Himself, as He has sworn to you, if you keep the commandments of the Master your Almighty and walk in His ways.

  • And all people of the earth shall see that you are called by the name [and in the presence of] the Master, and they shall be afraid of you.

  • And the Master shall make you have a surplus of prosperity, through the fruit of your body, of your livestock, and of your ground, in the land which the Master swore to your fathers to give you.

  • The Master shall open to you His good treasury, the heavens, to give the rain of your land in its season and to bless all the work of your hands; and you shall lend to many nations, but you shall not borrow.

  • And the Master shall make you the head, and not the tail; and you shall be above only, and you shall not be beneath, if you heed the commandments of the Master your Almighty which I command you this day and are watchful to do them.

  • And you shall not turn aside from any of the words which I command you this day, to the right hand or to the left, to go after other deities to serve them. End of quote.

HalleluYah! HalleluYah! HalleluYah! New Month. First Day …

Saturday, August 1, 2020 at 8:37 am.

Master? It’s the first day of the 8th month and the 7th Day of Rest. But You know it! I am resting and counting on Your Word 100% without any reservations whatsoever.

You Are Restoring My Health And My Wealth. Thank You …

Saturday, August 1, 2020 at 2:51 pm.

I thank You. I will now create a graphic to illustrate further what You will have me to post next.

It’s Done. Heading To Posting Ground On Your Bidding And Command …

Sunday, August 2, 2020 at 6:30 am.

Master? You are leading. I don’t understand what’s to be the end of all You lead, but! When the end comes? I am never disappointed! HalleluYah!

Your love in my heart for all. thiaBasilia.

Has Anyone Considered The Blessings The Curses From On High, Why? …

Behold The Passionate Love From On High. COVID-19 Hauling To The End Of The Curses The Beginning Of The Blessings With All Might, But!…



But It’s All A Matter Of The Will Not The Soul In The Long Haul …

Indeed! We human beings have been living on the realm of the soul not the will. Yes, for the human being it’s a matter of the mind primarily not the will.

  • All my life I been trained to think not to will. Well? Surprise! On my latest years the matter has been reversed by the power of love from on high.
  • That’s the matter exposed and deposed in the span of 35 years of consistently journaling my life without thrills or frills.
  • Let me now go on to the latest.

Reflecting On Your Doings O Master Of Mine …

Thursday, July 30, 2020 at 1:28 am.

Reflecting not questioning. But reflecting on the happenings since my waking up yesterday practically painless and able to take care of things and myself.

  • Even so, when the heat of the day escalated, the stabs of pain began again!
  • My reaction this time?
  • Your grace and favor are sufficient unto me to withstand this pain.
  • I must continue my task.
  • Sharp stabs while I posted the post You led me to post without delay.
  • You finally blessed me with sleep from around 10 pm until past midnight when my little friend woke me up.
  • Ahmad is at home. He said as he saw my condition. He motioned me to stay in bed. He left. Ahmad called. Then what?
  • Ahmad promised to come in the morning unless I wanted him to come to my aid now.
  • My response this time? Nothing is helping. I wait.
  • I then got up to check the food, but I am not hungry.
  • I am dehydrated though. So? I help myself to a glass of water.
  • Then? I came to check my emails. WOW!
  • The highest response in a long time!
  • New followers. Old and new visitors. The list covered my screen.
  • The stabs of pain? Gone for the most but the ordeal is not over.

That’s The Matter To Reflect Upon To Learn How To Respond …

Thursday, July 30, 2020 at 2:00 am.

At 2:00 am for emphasis. Meaning: Separation all inclusive. The separation must take place to defeat the powers and principalities on high places.

  • Master? At every turn of my way You continue to open the Scriptures or Your written words to me.
  • You have been proving to me the fact that every single word written in what is commonly known as the Bible is and has been coming to pass verbatim.
  • Past dead words one by one comes to life as You quicken me to read them again. It blows my mind! But! I’ll never repine.

Your Power Invested On Me. Power To Overcome In My Stand. Wow! …

Quote:

Ephesians 6:10-18

In conclusion, be strong in our Master Yahuwah/Yahushua—be empowered through your union with Him; draw your strength from Him—that strength which His boundless might provides. Put on Our Master Yahuwah/Yahushua’s whole armor, for you to have power to stand against the schemes—all the strategies and the deceits of the devil.

For we do not wrestle against flesh and blood—contending only with physical opponents, but against principalities, against authorities, against the world-rulers of the darkness of this age, against spiritual matters of wickedness in the heavenly—supernatural sphere.

Therefore put on Our Master Yahuwah/Yahushua’s complete armor, so that you have power to withstand in the wicked day, and having done all, to stand. Stand, then, having girded your waist with truth, and having put on the breastplate of righteousness and having fitted your feet with the preparation of the Good News of peace; above all, having taken up the shield of belief with which you shall have power to quench all the burning arrows of the wicked one.

Take also the helmet of deliverance, and the Sword that our Father Yahuwah’s Set Apart Spirit wields, which is the WORD of Almighty Yahuwah/Yahushua, praying at all times, with all prayer and supplication in the Spirit, watching in all perseverance and supplication for all the set-apart ones—our Master Yahuwah/ Yahushua’s set apart people.

  • That is How to respond to the inevitable stabs of pain and adversity inflicted upon us mouthpieces.

But Who Inflict Such Stabs Of Pain And Adversity Upon Us Mouthpieces And Why? …

WHO? The powers from on high intent to shut up Your mouthpieces for good, but! Your power no foe can withstand. Quote:

PSALM 91(AMP modified by Thia to use the correct Hebrew Name.)

HE who dwells in the secret place of the Most High shall remain stable and fixed under the shadow of the Almighty [Whose power no foe can withstand].

I will say of Yahuwah, He is my refuge and my fortress, my Almighty, on Him I lean and rely, and in Him I (confidently) trust!

For [then] He will deliver you from the snare of the fowler and from the deadly pestilence. [Then]

He will cover you with His pinions, and under His wings shall you trust and find refuge; His truth and His faithfulness are a shield and a buckler. [Then]

You shall not be afraid of the terror of the night, nor of the arrow [the evil plots and slanders of the wicked] that flies by day,

Nor of the pestilence that stalks in darkness, nor of the destruction and sudden death that surprise and lay waste at noonday. [Then]

A thousand may fall at your side, and ten thousand at your right hand, but it shall not come near you.

Only a spectator shall you be [yourself inaccessible in the secret place of the Most High] as you witness the reward of the wicked.

Because you have made Yahuwah your refuge, and the Most High your dwelling place, [Verses 1,14.]

There shall no evil befall you, nor any plague or calamity come near your tent.

For He will give His angels [especial] charge over you, to accompany and defend and preserve you in all your ways [of obedience and service].

They shall bear you up on their hands, lest you dash your foot against a stone. [Luke 4:10,11; Heb. 1:14.]

You shall tread upon the lion and adder, the young lion and serpent shall you trample under foot. [Luke 10:9.] 14 Because he has set his love upon Me, therefore will I deliver him; I will set him on high, because he knows and understands My name [has personal knowledge of My mercy, love and kindness; trusts and relies on Me, knowing I will never forsake him, no, never].

He shall call upon Me, and I will answer him; I will be with him in trouble, I will deliver him and honor him.

With long life will I satisfy him, and show him My salvation.

Wow! This Psalm From The First Entry In The Journal Of My Life …

In that entry I quoted Scriptures I had not memorized nor even had any idea of knowing those words were written, but I quoted them with the certainty unbeknown to me at that time.

  • At that time You had not revealed to me the importance of Your Hebrew name. All I knew was the words the Christian Church had programmed in my mind. Quote:

Mine shall be a good day!

March 21/87/5:20 am.

Birds are singing, Master, the dawn of a new day must be approaching, Oh, Master, how great Thou are!

For Your Spirit is harboring the earth right now as it was that first day; in a short while Thou shall say “let there be light,” and there shall appear the light of a new day!

And it shall be a good day!

Yes, a good day, for Thou has so written it in the Book of Life and what it’s written in the Book of Life it’s Your Word which stands true forever!

Yes, it shall be a good day!

“But Thia, how about all the evil of the day? How can your day be good? Have you thought about your doubts? Have you thought about your ups and downs? Do you remember your failures? Do you see your inability? Don’t you know that you are always a day late and a dollar short? And what about the national situation, haven’t you heard the news, there is ‘Aids’ and something worse that ‘Aids,’ some unknown plague that is approaching us. And there is war and rumors of war. And you can’t even travel because you might be held up as a hostage. And right here in your back yard, don’t you realize how easy it is for a nut to break into your house and rape and kill you? How can your day be good?”

“Devil, my day shall be good because so it’s writ- ten in the Book of life.” Genesis 1:26-31. You are a liar, a destroyer, a murderer from the beginning, so it’s also written. Your end it’s even written in the Book of life.” John 8:44; Revelation 15:2.

“I come against you and your foul words and suggestions, in the name of the Mighty Almighty I serve, the Mighty One of Israel, I come against the evil of this day Satan, in the name of Jesus.” Luke 11:20-22.

“I live in the secret place of the Most High, sheltered by the Almighty that is above all Almightys, this I declare, I abide in the name of Jesus, He is my fortress, my refuge, my shield of faith.” Psalms 91:1-2.

“Satan, I reject your words and suggestions, I refuse to dwell in the evil of this day and the frustrations of my flesh, for you are a liar, a father of lies, and a murderer from the beginning.” Philippians 4:6; I Peter 5:8-9.

“The truth is that you are speaking to my flesh,

the flesh of the Thia that die in the cross with Jesus. Satan, that Thia is dead!” Romans 6:11. “But I, the new Thia, resurrected in Jesus Christ, I, come in the name of that same Jesus, to trample you under my feet!” Romans 8:1-2; Ephesians 6:11-16.

“Be gone Satan, mine shall be a good day, for I’m a new creature, there shall no evil come near me nor any plague come nigh my dwelling.” Matthew 4:10; II Corinthians 5:17; Psalms 91:10.

“And I have the power to trample you under my feet and vanish you from my sight, in Jesus Christ, my Master and Savior. So it is written.” Psalms 91:13.”

Yes, it shall be a good day! So it is written in the Book of Life. Alleluia!

Well? What It All Boils Down To? …

Thursday, July 30, 2020 at 5:46 am.

Again, all these matters are written in parabolas or ephemeral language that goes right over our heads. Why?

O My Master! You Give Us A Clear Answer But Still …

We are not able to apprehend the matter even when we think we do. So it is written. And so all written is coming to pass verbatim. And?

The Best Part? Your Unfathomable Wisdom To Withhold And Release Such Matters To Us …

Thursday, July 30, 2020 at 6:06 am.

Six zero six in the hour of this moment, meaning? The Number Six – Natural Man, Sin, and Slavery. Then?

Zero is both closed and wide open. It means comprehensiveness, openness, wholeness, and infinity. It’s an all-inclusive number. Then?

Back to six. Wow! The message is clear. Quote again:

John 16:12-15 AMPC+

I have still many things to say to you, but you are not able to bear them or to take them upon you or to grasp them now.

But when He, the Spirit of Truth (the Truth-giving Spirit) comes, He will guide you into all the Truth (the whole, full Truth). For He will not speak His own message [on His own authority]; but He will tell whatever He hears [from the Father; He will give the message that has been given to Him], and He will announce and declare to you the things that are to come [that will happen in the future].

He will honor and glorify Me, because He will take of (receive, draw upon) what is Mine and will reveal (declare, disclose, transmit) it to you.

Everything that the Father has is Mine. That is what I meant when I said that He [the Spirit] will take the things that are Mine and will reveal (declare, disclose, transmit) it to you.

John 16:25

I have told you these things in parables (veiled language, allegories, dark sayings); the hour is now coming when I shall no longer speak to you in figures of speech, but I shall tell you about the Father in plain words and openly (without reserve). End of quote.

That Is Exactly What Is Happening Now As It Has Been Happening From The Beginning …

The hour is here now on this 2020 year not to fear our fears. This the hour when You are telling us about the Father in plain words and openly (without reserve).

This Is The Hour When The Ethereal Becomes Our Reality …

Thursday, July 30, 2020 at 7:30 am.

But how is it all happening? Ha! The dates. The exact meaning of the hour of this moment? The seven? You do marvelous things in the earth with this number. And?

  • The Number Thirty – Dedication, The Blood of Messiah.

On Cue With Number 30 Again …

A reminder that I am to dedicate my time to proclaim the meaning of Yahushua’s blood. You are giving me grace to begin the preparation for the near future.

  • Ha! I been searching for the words You have given for me to quote for the last few hours to no avail until You quickened me I was looking in the wrong books.

Wow! How Easily We Come To Rely In Our Feeble Memory, But! …

No matter. Your words are imprinted in my heart not in my memory. I kept looking for what is to happen on the 24th of the 9th instead of the 11th month. Until?

  • You quickened me to look in the Minor instead of the Major Prophets. Quote:

A Vision of a Horseman

Zechariah 1:7-17.

Upon the twenty-fourth day of the eleventh month, which is the month of Shebat, in the second year of the reign of Darius, the word of the Master came to Zechariah son of Berechiah, the son of Iddo, the prophet. Zechariah said,

I saw in the night [vision] and behold, a Man riding upon a red horse, and He stood among the myrtle trees that were in a low valley or bottom, and behind Him there were horses, red, bay or flame-colored, and white.

Then said I, O my master, what are these? And the angel who talked with me said, I will show you what these are.

And the Man who stood among the myrtle trees answered and said, These are they whom the Master has sent to walk to and fro through the earth and patrol it.

And the men on the horses answered the Angel of the Master Who stood among the myrtle trees and said, We have walked to and fro through the earth [patrolling it] and behold, all the earth sits at rest [in peaceful security].

Then the Angel of the Master said, O Master of hosts, how long will You not have mercy and lovingkindness for Jerusalem and the cities of Judah, against which You have had indignation these seventy years [of the Babylonian captivity]?

And the Master answered the angel who talked with me with gracious and comforting words.

So the angel who talked with me said to me, Cry out, Thus says the Master of hosts: I am jealous for Jerusalem and for Zion with a great jealousy.

And I am very angry with the nations that are at ease; for while I was but a little displeased, they helped forward the affliction and disaster.

Therefore, thus says the Master: I have returned to Jerusalem with compassion (lovingkindness and mercy). My house shall be built in it, says the Master of hosts, and a measuring line shall be stretched out over Jerusalem [with a view to rebuilding its walls].

Cry yet again, saying, Thus says the Master of hosts: My cities shall yet again overflow with prosperity, and the Master shall yet comfort Zion and shall yet choose Jerusalem.  End of quote.

Master? What Is Your Purpose For The Quoting Of Your Words? …

Thursday, July 30, 2020 at 2:07 pm.

“My child, I have told you these things in parables (veiled language, allegories, dark sayings) that have gone over your head for a definite reason.

My reason and purpose for all my doings is demonstrated in all the words I have inspired you to write and publish for all to get acquainted with My ways.

Therefore, the hour is now coming when I no longer speak to you in figures of speech, but I tell you about the Father in plain words and openly (without reserve).

Thus, I quicken you to go to the Scriptures that apply to the exact hour you are now living. So? The Scriptures are now the reality of your life.

Even so? O My child, it was not so before when you faithfully read and studied those Scriptures. Why not?

That My child is what I am now settling in your mind to harmonize all things within your being.”

Master? I Don’t Feel Good. The Heat! Help!

Thursday, July 30, 2020 at 2:52 pm.

I will head for bed hoping You bless me with a couple hours or more of sleep at the peak of this heat.

Well? No Sleep But! Enlightenment! …

Thursday, July 30, 2020 at 3:45 pm.

I began to record Your words but You sent me to sleep until now. It is now Friday, July 31, 2020 at 3:59 am. I got up. I confessed, Your grace is sufficient unto me to continue Your work despite the painful ordeal I am going through. Quote:

“O thiaBasilia—O Child Of My Heart? You are wondering what is it that you sense as you witness the love and devotion that My children profess for Me?

You sense your past professions from your carnal or natural self. Those professions felt so good! They earned the admiration of a faithful woman, but!

The seat for all your doings was in the flesh not in My Spirit. And the flesh profits nothing from My Spirit. Quote:

John 6:63-66 AMPC+

It is the Spirit Who gives life [He is the Life-giver]; the flesh conveys no benefit whatever [there is no profit in it]. The words (truths) that I have been speaking to you are spirit and life.

But [still] some of you fail to believe and trust and have faith. For Yahushua knew from the first who did not believe and had no faith and who would betray Him and be false to Him.

And He said, This is why I told you that no one can come to Me unless it is granted him [unless he is enabled to do so] by the Father.

After this, many of His disciples drew back (returned to their old associations) and no longer accompanied Him. End of quote.

It Is The Same With The Majority Of My Children Nowadays …

“My children follow Me as long as it suits their understanding and lifestyle. But it is impossible for them to abide in Me because, so I have designed it to be for a time.

Even so? Fear not! Instead? Rejoice! For the time is now to remove all stumbling blocks, to comfort My children. Quote:

Isaiah 40:1-2

COMFORT, COMFORT My people, says the Almighty Creator of your beings! Speak tenderly to the heart of Jerusalem, and cry to her that her time of service and her warfare are ended, that her punishment is accepted and her iniquity is pardoned, that she has received punishment from the Master’s hand double for all her sins.

A voice of one who cries: Prepare in the wilderness the way of the Master—clear away the obstacles; make straight and smooth in the desert a highway for the Almighty Creator of your beings! Every valley shall be lifted and filled up, and every mountain and hill shall be made low; and the crooked and uneven shall be made straight and level, and the rough places a plain.  And the esteem (majesty and splendor) of the Master shall be revealed, and all flesh shall see it together; for the mouth of the Master has spoken it. End of quote.

Nothing, Absolutely Nothing And No One Can Come Close To Thwart My Word …

“My precious child, I have made provision with your life and the life of many others to overcome the powers to be in control intent to destroy you. Quote:

Revelation 12:11.

And they have overcome (conquered) him by means of the blood of the Lamb and by the utterance of their testimony, for they did not love and cling to life even when faced with death [holding their lives cheap till they had to die for their witnessing].

O thiaBasilia—O Child Of My Heart? I am so pleased with your determination to proclaim the blood of the Lamb and the utterance of your testimony despite the lashes of pain the enemy is inflicting to you.

Courage My precious child! Only a little while longer. Wait. I am with you and for you. You shall never be put to shame.”

I Am Counting On Your Word. I Wait …

Friday, July 31, 2020 at 11:47 am.

Despite the way things continue with no change for the better. Instead? Change for the worst. You know it my Master. I refuse to elaborate. I refuse to retaliate.

  • Thank You for the power to obey You even at the cost of my wellbeing.
  • Your grace and strength are sufficient unto me to continue with the task You have assigned unto me no matter the circumstances.

Not Knowing How To Proceed I Headed For Bed Hoping Again For Sleep …

Friday, July 31, 2020 at 4:10 pm.

Master? You know my situation of the moment and my determination to quit elaborating and retaliating but I do not know what You would have me to record next.

  • That’s when it came to me to record the blessings and the curses. Wow!
  • I perk up and got up to hunt for those lines recorded a long time ago.
  • Then? The headline and subline came to me plus how to incorporate it all to get the attention of Your children.

A Challenge: Get Acquainted With The Curses To Fully Appreciate The Blessings On This 2020 Year To End Our Fears …

Master? To understand this matter, You have brought me to the beginning of Your creation to the present time in the last 35 years since You separated me to Your service.

  • WOW! Over and over it is written, … until He has destroyed you! Until He has destroyed you?
  • For the first time I see it O my Master as I realized that indeed You have finally succeeded in destroying my wicked carnal self with all its willful ways! WOW!

Indeed! We Have Been Born And Raised Under The Curse Of Sin! And? …

  • O my Master! It is only because of Your mercy and faithfulness that You have not completely destroy us.
  • Yes, You repented of our creation because of the way we turned out to be. No two ways about it, we are all humans aloof from You in more ways than one.
  • And we all know the difference between good and evil and blessing and calamity but we chose to call evil good and good evil.
  • This is all a known fact. No need for me to rehash our history that has been hashed and rehashed in so many ways it boggles one’s mind.
  • So? O my Master! I am only giving an account of how You have applied such history to my life as You compel me to do for a witness of Your work within me.
  • The main thing You are now revealing to me is the fact that we are not able to repent or turn around from our ways to Your ways until You confront us.

The Day Of Reckoning Is Inevitable, But! …

That day for each one of us only comes on Your time and at Your discretion. And when that day comes we also come to the end of our evil or self-righteous ways.

  • But still we have to make retribution and suffer the consequences of sin in general even when we are no longer living in sin.
  • I can guarantee anyone that if one checks oneself or the whole of mankind against the curses and not the blessings, we can well identify the fact that we have been born under the curse of sin.
  • To tell the truth? I don’t understand any of it all and You know it my Master.
  • I am only recording what You compel me to record by my experience of the matter.

But What Is The Stumbling Block Between People And The Written Words …?

Saturday, August 1, 2020 at 11:48 am.

Your Chosen People, that’s the stumbling block. O my Master! You know that for the most people do not realize how Your Chosen People have become Gentiles now populating the 4 corners of the earth.

  • Furthermore, You are now revealing this matter to us. We are the Lost Sheep of Israel. So?

The Words Addressed To The Chosen People Are Addressed To Us …

I get kind of dizzy as I read the curses and realize such is the state and condition of this world in which I was born. Quote:

The Curses. A Bulleted Account For Easy Reading …

Deuteronomy 28:15-68 AMPC+

  • But if you will not obey the voice of the Master your Almighty, being watchful to do all His commandments and His statutes which I command you this day, then all these curses shall come upon you and overtake you:
  • Cursed shall you be in the city and cursed shall you be in the field.
  • Cursed shall be your basket and your kneading trough.
  • Cursed shall be the fruit of your body, of your land, of the increase of your cattle and the young of your sheep.
  • Cursed shall you be when you come in and cursed shall you be when you go out.
  • The Master shall send you curses, confusion, and rebuke in every enterprise to which you set your hand, until you are destroyed, perishing quickly because of the evil of your doings by which you have forsaken me [Moses and Almighty as one].
  • The Master will make the pestilence cling to you until He has consumed you from the land into which you go to possess.
  • The Master will smite you with consumption, with fever and inflammation, fiery heat, sword and drought, blasting and mildew; they shall pursue you until you perish.
  • The heavens over your head shall be brass and the earth under you shall be iron.
  • The Master shall make the rain of your land powdered soil and dust; from the heavens it shall come down upon you until you are destroyed.
  • The Master shall cause you to be struck down before your enemies; you shall go out one way against them and flee seven ways before them, and you shall be tossed to and fro and be a terror among all the kingdoms of the earth. [Fulfilled in 2Ch 29:8.]
  • And your dead body shall be food for all the birds of the air and the beasts of the earth, and there shall be no one to frighten them away.
  • (27)  The Master will smite you with the boils of Egypt and the tumors, the scurvy and the itch, from which you cannot be healed.
  • The Master will smite you with madness and blindness and dismay of [mind and] heart.
  • And you shall grope at noonday as the blind grope in darkness. And you shall not prosper in your ways; and you shall be only oppressed and robbed continually, and there shall be no one to save you.
  • You shall betroth a wife, but another man shall lie with her; you shall build a house, but not live in it; you shall plant a vineyard, but not gather its grapes.
  • Your ox shall be slain before your eyes, but you shall not eat of it; your donkey shall be violently taken away before your face and not be restored to you; your sheep shall be given to your enemies, and you shall have no one to help you.
  • Your sons and daughters shall be given to another people, and your eyes shall look and fail with longing for them all the day; and there shall be no power in your hands to prevent it. [Fulfilled in 2Ch 29:9.]
  • A nation which you have not known shall eat up the fruit of your land and of all your labors, and you shall be only oppressed and crushed continually, [Fulfilled in Jdg 6:1-6; Jdg 6:13:1.]
  • So that you shall be driven mad by the sights which your eyes shall see.
  • The Master will smite you on the knees and on the legs with a sore boil that cannot be healed, from the sole of your foot to the top of your head.
  • The Master shall bring you and your king whom you have set over you to a nation which neither you nor your fathers have known, and there you shall [be forced to] serve other deities, of wood and stone. [Fulfilled in 2Ki 17:4, 2Ki 17:6; 2Ki 24:12, 2Ki 24:14; 2Ki 25:7, 2Ki 25:11; Dan 6:11-12.]
  • And you shall become an amazement, a proverb, and a byword among all the peoples to which the Master will lead you.
  • You shall carry much seed out into the field and shall gather little in, for the locust shall consume it. [Fulfilled in Hag 1:6.]
  • You shall plant vineyards and dress them but shall neither drink of the wine nor gather the grapes, for the worm shall eat them.
  • You shall have olive trees throughout all your territory but you shall not anoint yourselves with the oil, for your olive trees shall drop their fruit.
  • You shall beget sons and daughters but shall not enjoy them, for they shall go into captivity. [Fulfilled in Lam 1:5.]
  • All your trees and the fruit of your ground shall the locust possess. [Fulfilled in Joe 1:4.]
  • The transient (stranger) among you shall mount up higher and higher above you, and you shall come down lower and lower.
  • He shall lend to you, but you shall not lend to him; he shall be the head, and you shall be the tail.
  • All these curses shall come upon you and shall pursue you and overtake you till you are destroyed, because you do not obey the voice of the Master your Almighty, to keep His commandments and His statutes which He commanded you.
  • They shall be upon you for a sign [of warning to other nations] and for a wonder, and upon your descendants forever.
  • Because you did not serve the Master your Almighty with joyfulness of [mind and] heart [in gratitude] for the abundance of all [with which He had blessed you],
  • Therefore you shall serve your enemies whom the Master shall send against you, in hunger and thirst, in nakedness and in want of all things; and He will put a yoke of iron upon your neck until He has destroyed you.
  • The Master will bring a nation against you from afar, from the end of the earth, as swift as the eagle flies, a nation whose language you shall not understand,
  • A nation of unyielding countenance who will not regard the person of the old or show favor to the young,
  • And shall eat the fruit of your cattle and the fruit of your ground until you are destroyed, who also shall not leave you grain, new wine, oil, the increase of your cattle or the young of your sheep until they have caused you to perish.
  • They shall besiege you in all your towns until your high and fortified walls in which you trusted come down throughout all your land; and they shall besiege you in all your towns throughout all your land which the Master your Almighty has given you.
  • And you shall eat the fruit of your own body, the flesh of your sons and daughters whom the Master your Almighty has given you, in the siege and in the [pressing] misery with which your enemies shall distress you. [Fulfilled in 2Ki 6:24-29.]
  • The man who is most tender among you and extremely particular and well-bred, his eye shall be cruel and grudging of food toward his brother and toward the wife of his bosom and toward those of his children still remaining,
  • So that he will not give to any of them any of the flesh of his children which he is eating, because he has nothing left to him in the siege and in the distress with which your enemies shall distress you in all your towns.
  • The most tender and daintily bred woman among you, who would not venture to set the sole of her foot upon the ground because she is so dainty and kind, will grudge to the husband of her bosom, to her son and to her daughter
  • Her afterbirth that comes out from her body and the children whom she shall bear. For she will eat them secretly for want of anything else in the siege and distress with which your enemies shall distress you in your towns.
  • If you will not be watchful to do all the words of this law that are written in this book, that you may [reverently] fear this glorious and fearful name [and presence]–THE MASTER YOUR ALMIGHTY–
  • Then the Master will bring upon you and your descendants extraordinary strokes and blows, great plagues of long continuance, and grievous sicknesses of long duration.
  • )  Moreover, He will bring upon you all the diseases of Egypt of which you were afraid, and they shall cling to you.
  • Also every sickness and every affliction which is not written in this Book of the Law the Master will bring upon you until you are destroyed.
  • And you shall be N1left few in number, whereas you had been as the stars of the heavens for multitude, because you would not obey the voice of the Master your Almighty.
  • And as the Master rejoiced over you to do you good and to multiply you, so the Master will rejoice to bring ruin upon you and to destroy you; and you shall be N1plucked from the land into which you go to possess.
  • And the Master shall scatter you among all peoples from one end of the earth to the other; and there you shall [be forced to] serve other Almightys, of wood and stone, which neither you nor your fathers have known. [Fulfilled in Dan 3:6.]
  • And among these nations you shall find no ease and there shall be no rest for the sole of your foot; but the Master will give you there a trembling heart, failing of eyes [from disappointment of hope], fainting of mind, and languishing of spirit.
  • Your life shall hang in doubt before you; day and night you shall be worried, and have no assurance of your life.
  • In the morning you shall say, Would that it were evening! and at evening you shall say, Would that it were morning!–because of the anxiety and dread of your [minds and] hearts and the sights which you shall see with your [own] eyes.
  • And the Master shall N1bring you into Egypt again with ships by the way about which I said to you, You shall never see it again. And there you shall be sold to your enemies as bondmen and bondwomen, but no man shall buy you. [Hos 8:13] End of quote.

So That Is What It All Means! So That Is The Reason Why Evil Exists! …

Friday, July 31, 2020 at 5:11 pm.

It is all the cause and result of Your created and chosen children that now include us gentiles not keeping Your commandments but most especially not keeping Your First and most important of all commandments!

So That’s The Nasty Trick That Satan Has Played On Us Silly And Willful Human Beings! …

Born under the curse of sin. And so that is the reason why we remain carnal even after we profess to be born again, but!

Behold! Your Fiery Wrath To Destroy The Corruption Engulfing Your Whole Creation As Well As Your Passionate Love To Restore It!

Thus, the end of the curses, the bountiful blessings restored unto us on the individual basis. One by one You are reaching Your children’s hearts and minds.

Blessings for Obedience …

Deuteronomy 28:1-14 AMPC+

  • IF YOU will listen diligently to the voice of the Master your Almighty, being watchful to do all His commandments which I command you this day, the Master your Almighty will set you high above all the nations of the earth.

  • And all these blessings shall come upon you and overtake you if you heed the voice of the Master your Almighty.

  • Blessed shall you be in the city and blessed shall you be in the field.

  • Blessed shall be the fruit of your body and the fruit of your ground and the fruit of your beasts, the increase of your cattle and the young of your flock.

  • Blessed shall be your basket and your kneading trough.

  • Blessed shall you be when you come in and blessed shall you be when you go out.

  • The Master shall cause your enemies who rise up against you to be defeated before your face; they shall come out against you one way and flee before you seven ways.

  • The Master shall command the blessing upon you in your storehouse and in all that you undertake. And He will bless you in the land which the Master your Almighty gives you.

  • The Master will establish you as a people set apart to Himself, as He has sworn to you, if you keep the commandments of the Master your Almighty and walk in His ways.

  • And all people of the earth shall see that you are called by the name [and in the presence of] the Master, and they shall be afraid of you.

  • And the Master shall make you have a surplus of prosperity, through the fruit of your body, of your livestock, and of your ground, in the land which the Master swore to your fathers to give you.

  • The Master shall open to you His good treasury, the heavens, to give the rain of your land in its season and to bless all the work of your hands; and you shall lend to many nations, but you shall not borrow.

  • And the Master shall make you the head, and not the tail; and you shall be above only, and you shall not be beneath, if you heed the commandments of the Master your Almighty which I command you this day and are watchful to do them.

  • And you shall not turn aside from any of the words which I command you this day, to the right hand or to the left, to go after other deities to serve them. End of quote.

HalleluYah! HalleluYah! HalleluYah! New Month. First Day …

Saturday, August 1, 2020 at 8:37 am.

Master? It’s the first day of the 8th month and the 7th Day of Rest. But You know it! I am resting and counting on Your Word 100% without any reservations whatsoever.

You Are Restoring My Health And My Wealth. Thank You …

Saturday, August 1, 2020 at 2:51 pm.

I thank You. I will now create a graphic to illustrate further what You will have me to post next.

It’s Done. Heading To Posting Ground On Your Bidding And Command …

Sunday, August 2, 2020 at 6:30 am.

Master? You are leading. I don’t understand what’s to be the end of all You lead, but! When the end comes? I am never disappointed! HalleluYah!

Your love in my heart for all. thiaBasilia.

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Posted. New Post. Ahmad Just Called. I Spoke Truth To Him …

From here on out I will continue to share my witness of the truth to set us free now and forever to be.

Truth To Set Us Free? Separation. The Vile Romantic Love From The True Love From On High …

Monday, July 27, 2020 at 11:56 am.

This separation is yet the most painful thing I am experiencing. This is the moment when for the most we human beings make up our minds to take care of things even at the cost of our souls.

For The Most We Are Moral Human Beings, But! Sorrow Strikes A Deadly Blow! What Do We Do? …

We quit all resembles of moral and intrinsic values in response to the blow. And we go for the world’s way that seems right unto man but the end thereof is eternal death.

How Did I Miss It? Separation Of The Breath Of Life (Soul) And The Immortal Spirit …

Monday, July 27, 2020 at 4:17 pm.

The separation of our soul and the immortal spirit must take place, but! It is something so ethereal that it goes right over our heads for the most. Quote:

Hebrews 4:12-13 AMPC+

For the Word that the Almighty speaks is alive and full of power [making it active, operative, energizing, and effective]; it is sharper than any two-edged sword, penetrating to the dividing line of the breath of life (soul) and [the immortal] spirit, and of joints and marrow [of the deepest parts of our nature], exposing and sifting and analyzing and judging the very thoughts and purposes of the heart.

And not a creature exists that is concealed from His sight, but all things are open and exposed, naked and defenseless to the eyes of Him with Whom we have to do.

The Soul Is The Seat Of The Romantic Love That We Humans Practice …

O my Master? Such fact never occurred to me until this moment when You quicken me to read again that passage of Your words.

Now I Better Understand Your Words About Separating The Vile From The Precious …

Now I understand what it means to be Your mouthpiece. Now I understand why You admonished me in 1986 not to yield to them, to the people. Quote:

Therefore thus says the Master [to Jeremiah]: If you return [and give up this mistaken tone of distrust and despair], then I will give you again a settled place of quiet and safety, and you will be My minister; and if you separate the precious from the vile [cleansing your own heart from unworthy and unwarranted suspicions concerning God’s faithfulness], you shall be My mouthpiece. [But do not yield to them.] Let them return to you–not you to [the people].

And I will make you to this people a fortified, bronze wall; they will fight against you, but they will not prevail over you, for I am with you to save and deliver you, says the Master.

And I will deliver you out of the hands of the wicked, and I will redeem you out of the palms of the terrible and ruthless tyrants. End of quote.

Master? I Need You …

Monday, July 27, 2020 at 8:55 pm.

O my Master! You are here with me. The stabs of pain I can hardly bear, but! I choose to be still, to let go, to forgive Ahmad. I choose to wait on You confidently without reservations.

  • No matter what it looks like You are in control of it all. Nothing and no devil or human can thwart Your plan to restore us.

Whatever Is The Issue I Am Sure You Will Resolve It For Me …

Tuesday, July 28, 2020 at 1:06 am.

Perhaps Ahmad is not the man You have told me he is. And if that is so, I am ready to accept such possibility. I wait on You.

O Mighty One Of Israel! You Are Unchangeable, But! …

Tuesday, July 28, 2020 at 5:34 am.

You can change Your mind whenever is necessary for You to do so. You have blessed me with a son. You are free to take him away. Blessed be Your name.

  • Even so? You know I need help.
  • I need someone to put some drops in my ear.
  • That is what I think I need but You know best of what I is really needing.
  • Therefore? My persistent cry goes to You, HELP!
  • So far help is not to be found since this ordeal began.
  • I am at my wits end!
  • The pain is different from past painful episodes.
  • The stabs of pain feel like lashes from a sharp whip making me wince in agony.
  • But You know it. No matter. You have given me power to choose according to Your will for me to choose.
  • I choose to be still, to let go, to forgive all injustices from Ahmad and son.
  • I choose to reject all my feelings, thoughts, and ideas.
  • I choose to wait on You however long I must wait.
  • I am experiencing the truth to set us free from the chains of romantic love!

Truth To Separate The Vile Romantic Love And The Precious Love From Above …

Tuesday, July 28, 2020 at 11:47 am.

It is a painful ordeal, but it is all worthy. I am at the point of what I think I need but You know best of what I is really needing.

  • Therefore? My persistent cry goes to You, HELP!

Your Prompt Response …

Amazing are Your ways! As long as I kept asking You to quicken Ahmad to come to help me, You remained silent, but!

  • At daybreak this morning, I confessed the things You were waiting to hear from me:
  1. My readiness to accept the possibility that perhaps Ahmad is not the man You have told me he is.
  2. You have blessed me with a son. You are free to take him away. Blessed be Your name.
  3. Even so? You know I need help.
  4. I need someone to put some drops in my ear.
  5. That is what I think I need but You know best of what I is really needing.
  6. Therefore? My persistent cry goes to You, HELP!

Well? Ahmad Showed Up. First Impression? An Angry Stranger …

Tuesday, July 28, 2020 at 7:34 pm.

You sent me the man You have told me Ahmad to be besides being Your blessing of a son. Ahmad proceeded to ask me questions about the pain like a doctor usually does.

  • No show of his usual son attitude.
  • He assessed my painful ordeal still as a doctor in charge.
  • Suddenly! His stranger attitude vanished!
  • He fixed the drops and lovingly applied them in my ears.
  • He then proceeded to update me on what he is doing.
  • He is under training for the upkeep of bees to produce honey for medicinal purpose,  and?
  • He wanted to know my thoughts about his doings.
  • Wow! What an opportunity to share with him I no longer giving out my thoughts or ideas about anything because I realize now I do not know anything.
  • O my Master! Ahmad was all ears as I proceeded to witness Your doings in my heart.
  • I ended sharing with him that my task was to uphold and encourage him as he takes care of the task You have assigned unto him.
  • And? I added, A bee farm and herbs has been the dream You have ingrained in my heart and mind. Wow!
  • You Returned my Son. Thank You.
  • Set Us Free Forever In Your Heart To Be!
  • Let Us Fly Soar Up High To Your Light!

Truly? You Have Invested Power On Me To Abide In Your Will …

Wednesday, July 29, 2020 at 11:47 am.

Here I am exactly 24 hours since I began to record my experience of the Truth To Separate The Vile Romantic Love And The Precious Love From Above on Tuesday, July 28, 2020 at 11:47 am.

Now What? Is It The End Of This Matter? Not Really. …

In fact? Is only the beginning. O my Master! You have taught me to live without an agenda of my own.

My Whole Being Is Now Permanently Set In You Without Reservations …

Master? I see it! I see Your purpose for my ordeal of the last few days. It all came to me to make me see the results of my ‘people pleaser’ attitude.

Ha! I Also See Your Aim To Show The Same Thing To The Rest Of Your So Loved World …

Hahaha! Most certainly, we don’t see the matter. We are programmed to program others to please or perish. Of course, it is called, Productive Citizens.

O Well! I Haven’t Got The Slightest Anymore Of What Is Taking Place Near Or Far From Me, But! …

One thing is for sure. You are here with and for me and I am finally satisfied that it is so. No need for my plans or agendas of any kind.

O My Master! What A Relief! You Are Leading The Show Of My Eternal Life To All …

I am going on and on. Complete rest in You. Peace. Security. Carefree. Certainty. Courage. Invested with Your love for You, for me, for all!

Your love in my heart for all. thiaBasilia.

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Posted. New Post. Ahmad Just Called. I Spoke Truth To Him …

From here on out I will continue to share my witness of the truth to set us free now and forever to be.

Truth To Set Us Free? Separation. The Vile Romantic Love From The True Love From On High …

Monday, July 27, 2020 at 11:56 am.

This separation is yet the most painful thing I am experiencing. This is the moment when for the most we human beings make up our minds to take care of things even at the cost of our souls.

For The Most We Are Moral Human Beings, But! Sorrow Strikes A Deadly Blow! What Do We Do? …

We quit all resembles of moral and intrinsic values in response to the blow. And we go for the world’s way that seems right unto man but the end thereof is eternal death.

How Did I Miss It? Separation Of The Breath Of Life (Soul) And The Immortal Spirit …

Monday, July 27, 2020 at 4:17 pm.

The separation of our soul and the immortal spirit must take place, but! It is something so ethereal that it goes right over our heads for the most. Quote:

Hebrews 4:12-13 AMPC+

For the Word that the Almighty speaks is alive and full of power [making it active, operative, energizing, and effective]; it is sharper than any two-edged sword, penetrating to the dividing line of the breath of life (soul) and [the immortal] spirit, and of joints and marrow [of the deepest parts of our nature], exposing and sifting and analyzing and judging the very thoughts and purposes of the heart.

And not a creature exists that is concealed from His sight, but all things are open and exposed, naked and defenseless to the eyes of Him with Whom we have to do.

The Soul Is The Seat Of The Romantic Love That We Humans Practice …

O my Master? Such fact never occurred to me until this moment when You quicken me to read again that passage of Your words.

Now I Better Understand Your Words About Separating The Vile From The Precious …

Now I understand what it means to be Your mouthpiece. Now I understand why You admonished me in 1986 not to yield to them, to the people. Quote:

Therefore thus says the Master [to Jeremiah]: If you return [and give up this mistaken tone of distrust and despair], then I will give you again a settled place of quiet and safety, and you will be My minister; and if you separate the precious from the vile [cleansing your own heart from unworthy and unwarranted suspicions concerning God’s faithfulness], you shall be My mouthpiece. [But do not yield to them.] Let them return to you–not you to [the people].

And I will make you to this people a fortified, bronze wall; they will fight against you, but they will not prevail over you, for I am with you to save and deliver you, says the Master.

And I will deliver you out of the hands of the wicked, and I will redeem you out of the palms of the terrible and ruthless tyrants. End of quote.

Master? I Need You …

Monday, July 27, 2020 at 8:55 pm.

O my Master! You are here with me. The stabs of pain I can hardly bear, but! I choose to be still, to let go, to forgive Ahmad. I choose to wait on You confidently without reservations.

  • No matter what it looks like You are in control of it all. Nothing and no devil or human can thwart Your plan to restore us.

Whatever Is The Issue I Am Sure You Will Resolve It For Me …

Tuesday, July 28, 2020 at 1:06 am.

Perhaps Ahmad is not the man You have told me he is. And if that is so, I am ready to accept such possibility. I wait on You.

O Mighty One Of Israel! You Are Unchangeable, But! …

Tuesday, July 28, 2020 at 5:34 am.

You can change Your mind whenever is necessary for You to do so. You have blessed me with a son. You are free to take him away. Blessed be Your name.

  • Even so? You know I need help.
  • I need someone to put some drops in my ear.
  • That is what I think I need but You know best of what I is really needing.
  • Therefore? My persistent cry goes to You, HELP!
  • So far help is not to be found since this ordeal began.
  • I am at my wits end!
  • The pain is different from past painful episodes.
  • The stabs of pain feel like lashes from a sharp whip making me wince in agony.
  • But You know it. No matter. You have given me power to choose according to Your will for me to choose.
  • I choose to be still, to let go, to forgive all injustices from Ahmad and son.
  • I choose to reject all my feelings, thoughts, and ideas.
  • I choose to wait on You however long I must wait.
  • I am experiencing the truth to set us free from the chains of romantic love!

Truth To Separate The Vile Romantic Love And The Precious Love From Above …

Tuesday, July 28, 2020 at 11:47 am.

It is a painful ordeal, but it is all worthy. I am at the point of what I think I need but You know best of what I is really needing.

  • Therefore? My persistent cry goes to You, HELP!

Your Prompt Response …

Amazing are Your ways! As long as I kept asking You to quicken Ahmad to come to help me, You remained silent, but!

  • At daybreak this morning, I confessed the things You were waiting to hear from me:
  1. My readiness to accept the possibility that perhaps Ahmad is not the man You have told me he is.
  2. You have blessed me with a son. You are free to take him away. Blessed be Your name.
  3. Even so? You know I need help.
  4. I need someone to put some drops in my ear.
  5. That is what I think I need but You know best of what I is really needing.
  6. Therefore? My persistent cry goes to You, HELP!

Well? Ahmad Showed Up. First Impression? An Angry Stranger …

Tuesday, July 28, 2020 at 7:34 pm.

You sent me the man You have told me Ahmad to be besides being Your blessing of a son. Ahmad proceeded to ask me questions about the pain like a doctor usually does.

  • No show of his usual son attitude.
  • He assessed my painful ordeal still as a doctor in charge.
  • Suddenly! His stranger attitude vanished!
  • He fixed the drops and lovingly applied them in my ears.
  • He then proceeded to update me on what he is doing.
  • He is under training for the upkeep of bees to produce honey for medicinal purpose,  and?
  • He wanted to know my thoughts about his doings.
  • Wow! What an opportunity to share with him I no longer giving out my thoughts or ideas about anything because I realize now I do not know anything.
  • O my Master! Ahmad was all ears as I proceeded to witness Your doings in my heart.
  • I ended sharing with him that my task was to uphold and encourage him as he takes care of the task You have assigned unto him.
  • And? I added, A bee farm and herbs has been the dream You have ingrained in my heart and mind. Wow!
  • You Returned my Son. Thank You.
  • Set Us Free Forever In Your Heart To Be!
  • Let Us Fly Soar Up High To Your Light!

Truly? You Have Invested Power On Me To Abide In Your Will …

Wednesday, July 29, 2020 at 11:47 am.

Here I am exactly 24 hours since I began to record my experience of the Truth To Separate The Vile Romantic Love And The Precious Love From Above on Tuesday, July 28, 2020 at 11:47 am.

Now What? Is It The End Of This Matter? Not Really. …

In fact? Is only the beginning. O my Master! You have taught me to live without an agenda of my own.

My Whole Being Is Now Permanently Set In You Without Reservations …

Master? I see it! I see Your purpose for my ordeal of the last few days. It all came to me to make me see the results of my ‘people pleaser’ attitude.

Ha! I Also See Your Aim To Show The Same Thing To The Rest Of Your So Loved World …

Hahaha! Most certainly, we don’t see the matter. We are programmed to program others to please or perish. Of course, it is called, Productive Citizens.

O Well! I Haven’t Got The Slightest Anymore Of What Is Taking Place Near Or Far From Me, But! …

One thing is for sure. You are here with and for me and I am finally satisfied that it is so. No need for my plans or agendas of any kind.

O My Master! What A Relief! You Are Leading The Show Of My Eternal Life To All …

I am going on and on. Complete rest in You. Peace. Security. Carefree. Certainty. Courage. Invested with Your love for You, for me, for all!

Your love in my heart for all. thiaBasilia.

People Pleaser. Unsolicited Help. So Many Eager To Help The Helpers. Hahaha! Funny Bunch That We Are! …

Helpers Helping Helpers To No Avail! Only One Source to avail. It is Surfacing On This 2020 Year With The COVID-19 Fear …

Master? I Sense You Are Leading Me To Upgrade Windows …

Friday, July 17, 2020 at 12:24 am.

The beauty of everything I am doing now is that You are in control of my doings, so? It comes to me to come to You for Your leading and direction, but!

  • No need to worry if I take off on my own and get into trouble because, You are always there for me to lead me back to the still waters of Your Presence within me.
  • Anyhow, You taught me much with the last week long fiasco. The computer is now back to working perfectly, but the issue with the new big update is still there.
  • Only now? All is in order. The option to download and install that update is now in my settings.
  • Even so? It is coming to me to create a recovery drive in the flash drive just in case I cannot get the computer to start at all to get to the recovery in the desktop.
  • That’s what I’ll do now before I update.

It Is Done! Working Perfectly Again …

Friday, July 17, 2020 at 6:35 am.

It took all night but! I don’t know how long it will last because of the problem with the Internet in this area.

  • I am told that Zain is ordered to shut down the Internet for a time because of school finals. I don’t understand the situation but every time they shut down stays down in my computer.
  • Maybe now that the computer is updated to the latest Windows 10 the problem is resolved. I wait on You my Master.
  • For now I will shut down to do some tweaking in my set up. I need to set the monitor closest to me and make space for my mouse.

Things Are Looking Good, But I Must Take A Break …

Friday, July 17, 2020 at 10:28 am.

I am so grateful my Master for Your strength and grace to accomplish so much with a good attitude. I will now continue with my graphics.

Well? New Me. You Have Given Me Powers I Did Not Have Before …

Friday, July 17, 2020 at 10:36 pm.

Ha! Just now I realized how much of a ‘people pleaser’ I have been. I have gone out of my way to please people at my own expense, for what? That’s the catch!

O My Master! You Have Set Me Free! …

All my life I have been a victim of the human nature in others and in my own self. Our programmed human nature is our worst enemy.

  • Any expert in the field of mental health is aware of the ‘people pleasers’ syndrome. They have many suggestions and ways to correct the problem but!

Unless You Do The Work, We Laborers Work In Vain …

Saturday, July 18, 2020 at 1:25 pm.

It’s the 7th day of rest and I am resting on You despite the multitude of thoughts running through my mind.

  • There is no unrest for me any longer.
  • I am no longer sorry for what I do or don’t do.
  • Not because I don’t care but because You finally cut through my thick human layer. Quote:

Hebrews 3:7-19 AMPC+

Therefore, as the Holy Spirit says: Today, if you will hear His voice,

Do not harden your hearts, as [happened] in the rebellion [of Israel] and their provocation and embitterment [of Me] in the day of testing in the wilderness,

Where your fathers tried [My patience] and tested [My forbearance] and found I stood their test, and they saw My works for forty years.

And so I was provoked (displeased and sorely grieved) with that generation, and said, They always err and are led astray in their hearts, and they have not perceived or recognized My ways and become progressively better and more experimentally and intimately acquainted with them.

Accordingly, I swore in My wrath and indignation, They shall not enter into My rest. [Psa 95:7-11]

[Therefore beware] brethren, take care, lest there be in any one of you a wicked, unbelieving heart [which refuses to cleave to, trust in, and rely on Him], leading you to turn away and desert or stand aloof from the living God.

But instead warn (admonish, urge, and encourage) one another every day, as long as it is called Today, that none of you may be hardened [into settled rebellion] by the deceitfulness of sin [by the fraudulence, the stratagem, the trickery which the delusive glamor of his sin may play on him].

For we have become fellows with Christ (the Messiah) and share in all He has for us, if only we hold our first newborn confidence and original assured expectation [in virtue of which we are believers] firm and unshaken to the end.

Then while it is [still] called Today, if you would hear His voice and when you hear it, do not harden your hearts as in the rebellion [in the desert, when the people provoked and irritated and embittered the Almighty against them]. [Psa 95:7-8]

For who were they who heard and yet were rebellious and provoked [Him]? Was it not all those who came out of Egypt led by Moses?

And with whom was He irritated and provoked and grieved for forty years? Was it not with those who sinned, whose dismembered bodies were strewn and left in the desert?

And to whom did He swear that they should not enter His rest, but to those who disobeyed [who had not listened to His word and who refused to be compliant or be persuaded]?

So we see that they were not able to enter [into His rest], because of their unwillingness to adhere to and trust in and rely on the Almighty [unbelief had shut them out]. [Num 14:1-35]

Hebrews 4:12-13

For the Almighty’s Word that He speaks is alive and full of power [making it active, operative, energizing, and effective]; it is sharper than any two-edged sword, penetrating to the dividing line of the breath of life (soul) and [the immortal] spirit, and of joints and marrow [of the deepest parts of our nature], exposing and sifting and analyzing and judging the very thoughts and purposes of the heart.

And not a creature exists that is concealed from His sight, but all things are open and exposed, naked and defenseless to the eyes of Him with Whom we have to do.

The Word That You Speak To Me Now? …

Those are the same words I have read and appropriated them with my own understanding in the many years past of my religious living, but!

  • The words remained powerless to cut through me. Why?
  • Because I had to go through the molding process as per Your written words. Quote:

Romans 8:28-30 AMPC+

We are assured and know that [the Almighty being a partner in their labor] all things work together and are [fitting into a plan] for good to and for those who love Him and are called according to [His] design and purpose.

For those whom He foreknew [of whom He was aware and loved beforehand], He also destined from the beginning [foreordaining them] to be molded into the image of His Son [and share inwardly His likeness], that He might become the firstborn among many brethren.

And those whom He thus foreordained, He also called; and those whom He called, He also justified (acquitted, made righteous, putting them into right standing with Himself). And those whom He justified, He also glorified [raising them to a heavenly dignity and condition or state of being].

Ha! That Last Sentence? The Reality Of My Crest …

Saturday, July 18, 2020 at 3:05 pm.

You have raised me to a heavenly dignity and condition or state of being. Wow! That’s Your exact words to me. Quote:

“O but that all My children open their eyes to see what My intent be for your suffering. Your suffering? My discipline to lift you up to be what you were meant to be.

Onward, My precious thiaBasilia. Live up to the meaning of your combined name meaning you belong in My Royalty.

Soon, sooner than expected I will demonstrate to all what a queen in My Royalty looks like. I will demonstrate the humble dignified state of a queen in My Royalty.”

  • The number one Meaning Of Dignity? The quality or state of being worthy of esteem or respect.

I Been A ‘People Pleaser’ All My Life. No Dignity At That …

But as of last night? NO MORE! Never have I been able to say no to whomever so pleases to take advantage of my eagerness to please.

Does That Mean I Have Become Heartless And Unconcern For People’s Needs? …

Not at all! But my eagerness to please people indiscriminately at my own expense has come to an end under the sharp edger of the sword of Your Word.

Showcase. Musings From A Former ‘People Pleaser’ …

Saturday, July 18, 2020 at 11:18 pm.

  • But why have I been so eager to please people with my unsolicited help?
  • Fear!
  • Craving for man’s attention and respect and love.
  • Grandiose ideas to become a millionaire to change this world.
  • Pipe dreams of an educated fool roaming and moaning on this valley of death we humans are traveling on.
  • What a difference nowadays!
  • No more grandiose ideas.
  • No more pipe dreams.
  • No more mine anything.
  • Only the dignity of a Highest Royalty Queen!
  • And as of today?
  • It came to me to place the crest as the heading for the site to end with might this 2020 year of light.
  • The saga continues on 2020.
  • His victory to shout!
  • That’s what is all about.

So Now? No Longer To This World’s Helper I Run. Boldly I Come To The Throne …

No kidding! It feels good to be under Your hood. So good to come to Your Throne of grace to ask for help.

  • For You are the only One to understand and sympathize and have a shared feeling with my weaknesses and infirmities and liability to the assaults of temptation.
  • So good to say an appropriate no.
  • For such is Your key to set me free from the mental chain labeled ‘people pleaser’ I used to be. Quote:

Hebrews 4:14-16

Inasmuch then as we have a great High Priest Who has [already] ascended and passed through the heavens, Yahushua the Son of the Almighty, let us hold fast our confession [of faith in Him].

For we do not have a High Priest Who is unable to understand and sympathize and have a shared feeling with our weaknesses and infirmities and liability to the assaults of temptation, but One Who has been tempted in every respect as we are, yet without sinning.

Let us then fearlessly and confidently and boldly draw near to the throne of grace (the throne of the Almighty’s unmerited favor to us sinners), that we may receive mercy [for our failures] and find grace to help in good time for every need [appropriate help and well-timed help, coming just when we need it].

And That’s How The Saga Continues Victoriously On This 2020 Year Of COVID-19 Fear …

Sunday, July 19, 2020 at 12:47 am.

Over and out until the next episode You’ll have me to publish to reach the many souls hearts and mind to set them free like You set me.

Reflections On The New Me Before I Post …

Sunday, July 19, 2020 at 12:12 pm.

Recapping matters as of lately. It’s been a long haul, but it is paying off big time. You have accomplished the submission of my will to Your will. What a marvel!

  • I spent my day optimizing the site and?
  • Reflecting. Reflecting. Reflecting.
  • My whole being attuned to Your Being.
  • It came to me to weight out my choices under the present circumstances on the aftermath of COVID-19.
  • Ahmad and I are on the outs again, but!
  • As the day went by without a peep from him, I began to think soberly on the matter.
  • Why is Ahmad acting up again?
  • Ah! Language barrier along the way this culture ingrained in his mind.
  • I told him the last time he came that I was now able to help myself and take a load off of him until his back would be mended.
  • What did he understand?
  • “Well I am not needed any longer…”
  • I did not realize until yesterday how much hurt he expressed in those words.
  • Well? That the last I saw of him.
  • No calls. No visits. No response to my calls.
  • At one point we had it out on the phone because of their attempt to take away the good monitor and set me up with the old beat up monitor I had to suffer for a long time.
  • Next thing? We been talking on the phone with repressed emotions, but!
  • He continues to test me if I should go back to my old ways that he knows and misses.
  • So? Yesterday I began to think soberly:
  • What’s keeping me from quitting Ahmad and go back to take care of myself like I had done before Ahmad took it up on himself to take care of me?
  • I could easily do that, why not?
  • Ha! That is such a human way to redeem my rights!
  • Sweet revenge for all the hurts inflicted upon me! Glory be!

“Really? O thiaBasilia! You are so childish! Do you think I would bless and take over your care when you attempt to take care of your own self?

What about My love and wisdom? What about the bond I have established between you and Ahmad?

Even so, My precious child, you are safe. Under no circumstances I will ever let you go back to your lopsided ways of the past.

Go on! No matter what it looks like to you, I am working all things for your good. Your good and all of your concern good including Ahmad and family

I see the joy in your heart despite all the churning thoughts of your flesh.

But you know that you owe nothing to your flesh. Such knowledge I have ingrained in you to keep you aloof and free from your own flesh.”

Hahaha! HalleluYah! I Can Laugh Again! Why Not? …

Monday, July 20, 2020 at 8:00 am.

O my Yah reigns and blessed be His name! Let the Yah of my deliverance be exalted! And all of that is being recorded on the number 8 followed by two zeroes. Meaning?

  • The Number Eight – Newness and Cycles. The number eight presents a picture of newness and a fresh beginning.
  • The meaning of Zero is simply awesome. Zero is both closed and wide open. It means comprehensiveness, openness, wholeness, and infinity. It’s an all-inclusive number.

“Put It All Together My Child” …

Fantastic! Complete manifestation of Yourself working in Ahmad and my life for the benefit of Your so loved creation in this world.

  • Your message is all inclusive to flow over the Internet waves to reach the mind and heart of each individual child of Yours.
  • The COVID-19 is only a solemn warning announcing the great tribulation (affliction, distress, and oppression) such as has not been from the beginning of the world until now–no, and never will be [again].
  • Relationships are in the healing process.
  • Great response to the latest posts carrying the message in the NET.
  • There is HOPE.
  • There is ALWAYS hope for Your promised blessings.
  • Only we MUST wait for Your time and discretion to bless us.
  • What or when would that time be?
  • When Your conditions are met. Quote:

Joel 2:12-13.

Therefore, also now, says the Master, turn and keep on coming to Me with all your heart, with fasting, with weeping, and with mourning [until every hindrance is removed, and the broken fellowship is restored].

Rend your hearts and not your garments and return to the Master, your Almighty Creator, for He is gracious and merciful, slow to anger, and abounding in loving-kindness; and He revokes His sentence of evil [when His conditions are met].

You Revoke Your Sentence Of Evil When Your Conditions Are Met …

Monday, July 20, 2020 at 12:44 pm.

O my Master! Your conditions are clearly written in versions of the written words or the Scriptures and in practically all spoken languages in this world. Quote:

The Reign of the Master’s Anointed

Psalms 2:1-12 AMPC+

WHY DO the nations assemble with commotion [uproar and confusion of voices], and why do the people imagine (meditate upon and devise) an empty scheme?

The kings of the earth take their places; the rulers take counsel together against the Master and His Anointed One (the Messiah). They say,

Let us break Their bands of restraint asunder and cast Their cords of control from us.

He Who sits in the heavens laughs; the Master has them in derision and in supreme contempt He mocks them.

He speaks to them in His deep anger and troubles (terrifies and confounds) them in His displeasure and fury, saying,

Yet have I anointed (installed and placed) My King firmly on My holy hill of Zion.

I will declare the decree of the Master: He said to Me, You are My Son; this day I declare I have begotten You.

Ask of Me, and I will give You the nations as Your inheritance, and the uttermost parts of the earth as Your possession.

You shall break them with a rod of iron; You shall dash them in pieces like potters’ ware.

Now therefore, O you kings, act wisely; be instructed and warned, O you rulers of the earth.

Serve the Master with reverent awe and worshipful fear; rejoice and be in high spirits with trembling lest you displease Him.

Kiss the Son, pay homage to Him in purity, lest He be angry and you perish in the way, for soon shall His wrath be kindled.

O blessed happy, fortunate, and to be envied are all those who seek refuge and put their trust in Him! End of quote.

  • Even so? It is also clearly written the fact that we can only grasp and meet those conditions on Your time and at Your discretion.

O But I Am Blessed Happy, Fortunate, And To Be Envied, Why? …

Why not? O my Master! I distinctively hear the sound of Your voice calling me to You in the same way as King Solomon did in the Song of Solomon 2:10-17.

You spoke and said unto me,

Rise up, my love, my fair one, and come away.

For, behold, the winter is past; the rain is over and gone;

the flowers appear on the earth;

the time of the song is come,

and the voice of the turtle dove has been heard in our land;

the fig tree has put forth her green figs,

and the vines in blossom have given forth their fragrance.

Arise, my love, my fair one, and come away.

Your lovely voice cut deep into my heart.

  • I came away, I remain with You for eternity.
  • You’ll never let me go away.
  • To fend for myself in disarray.
  • What now in my life’s orderly array of Your making?

Freedom. Joy. Carefree. Wisdom. Power. Productivity …

Monday, July 20, 2020 at 2:00 pm.

Here we go with 20, 2020, and 2:00. The number 20? Sticks out 3 times followed by the number 2 with two zeroes.

  • All those numbers apply to the headline.
  • It’s really uncanny how important it is to record the date and time of my doings.
  • As You told me from the beginning the date and time were to be stepping stones into my future.

For Now? I Am Hot. Uncomfortable. Will Close Computer And Take A Break.

Monday, July 20, 2020 at 5:37 pm.

Things are not going well in the material, but in the spiritual? That’s a different story. At peace. Confident. Waiting on You.

Master? I Need You. Only You Can And Are Able And Willing To Help Me …

Monday, July 20, 2020 at 9:35 pm.

Four hours of sleep did not help the discomfort of the moment. You know it. This is the moment when most humans give up on You. And why not?

  • Pain and discomfort can drive anyone to insanity. You know that as well. And though You seem to be silent You are not.
  • Even at the peak of our miseries You are there for us. You are not silent but we cannot hear much less see You. What a mystery!

A Mystery Now Revealed In Your Way, At Your Discretion …

Who am I to question You? How can I give up on You? How can I forget the reality of Your Loving Presence within me? You have united Yourself with me. Quote:

John 17:20-21 AMPC+

Neither for these alone do I pray [it is not for their sake only that I make this request], but also for all those who will ever come to believe in (trust in, cling to, rely on) Me through their word and teaching,

That they all may be one, [just] as You, Father, are in Me and I in You, that they also may be one in Us, so that the world may believe and be convinced that You have sent Me.

I Am One With You? Ha! No Wonder! …

Indeed! O my Master! Yahushua weeps as He intercede for us with the Father. Yes, Yahushua weeps still because of our sins. Quote:

Messiah Our Advocate

1 John 2:1-6 AMPC+

MY LITTLE children, I write you these things so that you may not violate the Almighty’s law and sin. But if anyone should sin, we have an Advocate (One Who will intercede for us) with the Father—it is Yahushua our Messiah, the all righteous upright, just, Who conforms to the Father’s will in every purpose, thought, and action.

And He, that same Yahushua Himself is the propitiation (the atoning sacrifice) for our sins, and not for ours alone but also for [the sins of] the whole world.

And this is how we may discern daily, by experience that we are coming to know Him, to perceive, recognize, understand, and become better acquainted with Him: if we keep (bear in mind, observe, practice) His teachings (precepts, commandments).

Whoever says, I know Him, I perceive, recognize, understand, and am acquainted with Him but fails to keep and obey His commandments (teachings) is a liar, and the Truth of the Gospel is not in him.

But he who keeps (treasures) His Word [who bears in mind His precepts, who observes His message in its entirety], truly in him has the love of and for the Almighty been perfected (completed, reached maturity). By this we may perceive (know, recognize, and be sure) that we are in Him:

Whoever says he abides in Him ought [as a personal debt] to walk and conduct himself in the same way in which He walked and conducted Himself.

Hebrews 4:14-16 AMPC+

Inasmuch then as we have a great High Priest Who has [already] ascended and passed through the heavens, Yahushua the Son of God, let us hold fast our confession [of faith in Him].

For we do not have a High Priest Who is unable to understand and sympathize and have a shared feeling with our weaknesses and infirmities and liability to the assaults of temptation, but One Who has been tempted in every respect as we are, yet without sinning.

Let us then fearlessly and confidently and boldly draw near to the throne of grace (the throne of God’s unmerited favor to us sinners), that we may receive mercy [for our failures] and find grace to help in good time for every need [appropriate help and well-timed help, coming just when we need it].

Well? O My Master! All The Above Quoted Scriptures Are Now Alive Within Me …

You have lately seared those words within my being. You have done the work that others may see the good works in me and honor You not me.

Master? You Cover Every Single Situation In Our Lives In Your Written Words …

Tuesday, July 21, 2020 at 12:33 am.

This You are now revealing to me. Right now? The thought came to me how in the world a millionaire comes up on the hour but here we are, begging for money. Malachi 3 comes to mind. Quote:

Malachi 3:1-18 AMPC+

BEHOLD, I send My messenger, and he shall prepare the way before Me. And the Master, the Messiah, Whom you seek, will suddenly come to His temple; the Messenger or Angel of the covenant, Whom you desire, behold, He shall come, says the Master of hosts.

But who can endure the day of His coming? And who can stand when He appears? For He is like a refiner’s fire and like fullers’ soap; He will sit as a refiner and purifier of silver, and He will purify the priests, the sons of Levi, and refine them like gold and silver, that they may offer to the Master offerings in righteousness.

Then will the offering of Judah and Jerusalem be pleasing to the Master as in the days of old and as in ancient years.

Then I will draw near to you for judgment; I will be a swift witness against the sorcerers, against the adulterers, against the false swearers, and against those who oppress the hireling in his wages, the widow and the fatherless, and who turn aside the temporary resident from his right and fear not Me, says the Master of hosts.

For I am the Master, I do not change; that is why you, O sons of Jacob, are not consumed.

Even from the days of your fathers you have turned aside from My ordinances and have not kept them. Return to me, and I will return to you, says the Master of hosts. But you say, How shall we return?

Will a man rob or defraud the Almighty? Yet you rob and defraud Me. But you say, In what way do we rob or defraud You? [You have withheld your] tithes and offerings.

You are cursed with the curse, for you are robbing Me, even this whole nation. [Lev_26:14-17]

Bring all the tithes (the whole tenth of your income) into the storehouse, that there may be food in My house, and prove Me now by it, says the Master of hosts, if I will not open the windows of heaven for you and pour you out a blessing, that there shall not be room enough to receive it. [Mal_2:2]

And I will rebuke the devourer [insects and plagues] for your sakes and he shall not destroy the fruits of your ground, neither shall your vine drop its fruit before the time in the field, says the Master of hosts.

And all nations shall call you happy and blessed, for you shall be a land of delight, says the Master of hosts.

Your words have been strong and hard against Me, says the Master. Yet you say, What have we spoken against You?

You have said, It is useless to serve the Almighty, and what profit is it if we keep His ordinances and walk gloomily and as if in mourning apparel before the Master of hosts?

And now we consider the proud and arrogant to be happy and favored; evildoers are exalted and prosper; yes, and when they test the Almighty, they escape [unpunished.

Then those who feared the Master talked often one to another; and the Master listened and heard it, and a book of remembrance was written before Him of those who reverenced and worshipfully feared the Master and who thought on His name.

And they shall be Mine, says the Master of hosts, in that day when I publicly recognize and openly declare them to be My jewels (My special possession, My peculiar treasure). And I will spare them, as a man spares his own son who serves him.

Then shall you return and discern between the righteous and the wicked, between him who serves the Almighty and him who does not serve Him. End of quote.

Wow! O My Master! How Timely You Remind Me Of Your Written Words …

While I was vacillating on how to continue recording Your words a like to a post I posted back in January 2020 popped in my inbox. I clicked. WOW!

I Am Dumb Found! Your Leading Is Beyond My Grasp …

Tuesday, July 21, 2020 at 5:50 am.

Copious tears begin to flow. How amazing are Your ways! Way beyond my grasp are they but! Amazingly good and loving way beyond my grasp as well.

I Have Been In Suspense From July 4 To July 19 To This Moment, Why? …

I posted in all sites on July 4th, but the last post on July 19 I have not been led to post it in all sites. Why? So much haze in my mind with all going on in this world that I inhabit.

But You Are In Control Even Of That Haze …

That’s the reason for my copious tears of joy. Who am I to count in the immensity of Your love and care for me?

Words Can Be Deceiving Especially The Word ‘Love’ …

Tuesday, July 21, 2020 at 7:45 am.

Love is defined as a feeling in the dictionary but! I am learning that love is above feelings. That is true love or the love from and for You first of all and then true love for others.

Indeed! As A Rule The Only Love We Know Is The Romantic Love That We Practice …

And that is the cause of ALL our earthly problems with no exception! No kidding! But! You are turning all things around on this 2020 year.

True Love Is An Attitude Of Obedience Or Submission To Authority …

This is the truth about love to set us free from the grip of such volatile inconstant fickle word as the word love that we know.

  • Submission to authority is the key to experience true love.

That Is What Is Happening In My World For The Benefit Of Your So Loved World …

What a marvel it is to experience true love or submission to Your Sovereign Authority—the first and most important of all the commandments.

  • Thus? The rest of the commandments become the reality of our lives.

So? That’s How The Saga Continues Victoriously On This 2020 Year Of COVID-19 Fear …

Tuesday, July 21, 2020 at 8:20 am.

I am ready to close but I need now re-check Your leading to proceed. After reading the post You sent to me in the inbox it came to me to post it before I post anything else in all the sites.

On to the task with a glad heart.

Master? Things Are Not Looking Good. What To Do?

Wednesday, July 22, 2020 at 11:43 pm.

I have no connections since yesterday. It’s almost midnight, perhaps someone comes with my supper. I wait on You.

  • On top of it all the news about the virus are getting really scary but Your people here are doing nothing to prepare for what it looks like. Help!
  • Well? Just now my supper arrived. I ate. I slept until around 2 am.
  • I woke up from a nightmare, I was spanking one of my children for messing up my html setup. I was furious. Woke up trembling
  • Don’t know what that is all about but I am not too happy about all going on right now between Ahmad, the family and myself.
  • One thing been coming to mind, separation
  • Separation vile from precious.

Separation Of Romantic From True Love. Vile From Precious …

Thursday, July 23, 2020 at 4:37 am.

Ha! So that’s what is going on between us right now. Actually between myself and mankind. That’s the meaning of Your words that October 21, 1986. Quote:

Jeremiah 15:19-21 AMPC+

Therefore thus says the Master [to Jeremiah]: If you return [and give up this mistaken tone of distrust and despair], then I will give you again a settled place of quiet and safety, and you will be My minister; and if you separate the precious from the vile [cleansing your own heart from unworthy and unwarranted suspicions concerning the Almighty’s faithfulness], you shall be My mouthpiece. [But do not yield to them.] Let them return to you–not you to [the people].

And I will make you to this people a fortified, bronze wall; they will fight against you, but they will not prevail over you, for I am with you to save and deliver you, says the Master

And I will deliver you out of the hands of the wicked, and I will redeem you out of the palms of the terrible and ruthless tyrants.

Repentance: The Cleansing My Own Heart …

No Kidding! My day of reckoning from unworthy and unwarranted suspicions concerning Your faithfulness knocked me down to the ground for good.

True To Your Promise I Am Now Your Mouthpiece …

And I do sense myself as a fortified, bronze wall; they fight against me, but they will not prevail over me, for You are with me to save and deliver me.

  • Fight against me? Who is fighting against you? You are the one fighting against us say the hypocrites.

Indeed! Distasteful Hypocrisy! That’s What The Romantic Gooey Love Is! …

Thursday, July 23, 2020 at 9:57 am.

Yes! I am the one fighting against the vile in us. The separation of the vile from the precious is imperative!

Imperative Separation Or Perish …

That is the fright within my being! To see Ahmad and the whole multitude in Your so loved world so engrossed with the romanticism practiced in all forms of lifestyles is quite frightening to me. For it is written, quote:

Do Not Love the World …

1 John 2:15-18 AMPC+

Do not love or cherish the world or the things that are in the world. If anyone loves the world, love for the Father is not in him.

For all that is in the world–the lust of the flesh [craving for sensual gratification] and the lust of the eyes [greedy longings of the mind] and the pride of life [assurance in one’s own resources or in the stability of earthly things]–these do not come from the Father but are from the world [itself].

And the world passes away and disappears, and with it the forbidden cravings (the passionate desires, the lust) of it; but he who does the will of the Almighty and carries out His purposes in his life abides (remains) forever.

Warning Concerning Ant Messiahs

Boys (lads), it is the last time (hour, the end of this age). And as you have heard that the ant Messiah [he who will oppose Messiah in the guise of Messiah] is coming, even now many ant Messiahs have arisen, which confirms our belief that it is the final (the end) time.

And The Question Goes, Who Then Can Be Saved? And Your Answer?

Quickly Your written words come to mind. Those words give me hope. Those words strengthen and encourage me to go on with the task You have assigned unto me. Quote:

2 Chronicles 7:13-14 AMPC+

If I shut up heaven so no rain falls, or if I command locusts to devour the land, or if I send pestilence among My people,

If My people, who are called by My name, shall humble themselves, pray, seek, crave, and require of necessity My face and turn from their wicked ways, then will I hear from heaven, forgive their sin, and heal their land.

Joel 2:12-14 AMPC+

Therefore, also now, says the Master, turn and keep on coming to Me with all your heart, with fasting, with weeping, and with mourning [until every hindrance is removed and the broken fellowship is restored].

Rend your hearts and not your garments and return to the Master, your Almighty, for He is gracious and merciful, slow to anger, and abounding in loving-kindness; and He revokes His sentence of evil [when His conditions are met].

Who knows but what He will turn, revoke your sentence [of evil], and leave a blessing behind Him [giving you the means with which to serve Him], even a cereal or meal offering and a drink offering for the Master, your Almighty? End of quote.

  • The focus there is on REPENTANCE not in all of those calls to emotional fearful prayers to the multitude.
  • It is an individual call to repentance, a call to abandon the religious worldly system and return to the Master Creator of our beings as in the First and most Important of the Commandments.

Individual Repentance? What Are You Waiting For My Master? …

Ha! How clear it comes to mind my Master! You are waiting for the preachers to get off their pulpits.

  • For the starts get off the limelight.
  • For the followers to quit following each other.
  • For the advisers to heed their own advice.
  • For the teachers to quit teaching the error of their teachings.
  • Ha! My Master! But That Is A Total Impossibility As I See It …

Thursday, July 23, 2020 at 11:17 am.

Instead of any of that happening all is turning unto me for the worst as far as my relationship with Ahmad and the rest of my loved ones with a few exceptions.

That Is FRIGHTENING! But Again Your Written Words Calm My Fright …

You are so timely. You remind me of how You did not withdraw You promise of Isaac’ birth despite Sara’s Ishmael.

  • It’s the same for me. Despite my frights and doubts You have accomplished the impossible with me.
  • And You will do the same for each one of Your children.

Quote:

Genesis 18:14 AMPC+

Is anything too hard or too wonderful for the Master? At the appointed time, when the season [for her delivery] comes around, I will return to you and Sarah shall have borne a son. [Mat 19:26]

Matthew 19:26 AMPC+

But Yahushua looked at them and said, With men this is impossible, but all things are possible with the Almighty. [Gen 18:14; Job 42:2]

A Silver Lining When His Conditions Are Met …

Thursday, July 23, 2020 at 11:40 pm.

His conditions? Repentance or the separation of true and romantic love—separation of the vile from the precious.

Ominous Reality—WOE Is Unto Us Rebellious Children …

Friday, July 24, 2020 at 5:09 am.

Master? I know You are working in the individual basis, so? The only thing I can see is the obsession with the things of this world ingrained in our human nature, and?

  • I tremble! How can this be? The monstrosity of COVID-19 is consuming the human life while Your people’s concern is on, dear me! Schools and Universities.

But How Can This Be? Still Running Away From Your Sovereign Authority …

Ha! This time all shall know You to be a Mighty One of justice longing to be gracious to us. And so it is happening even when I cannot see it happening. What a marvel!

O My Master? I Am Beginning To Go Downwards …

Friday, July 24, 2020 at 11:06 am.

The separation of true and romantic love is a hard thing to bear. But You know it. Even so? The knowledge of Your love and the love for me and for all sustains me.

I Thank You My Master For Your Strength To Carry The Burden …

Friday, July 24, 2020 at 12:28 pm.

This burden is the burden of my own carnal self. You have set me free and free I am indeed, but! I am in this world which does not know You, and?

Because I Am Not Of The World, I Am No Longer One With It, But! …

You have chosen, selected me out of the world, the world hates (detests) me. And there is where my carnal self becomes a burden.

It Is Burdensome To Incur The Hate From The World Delivered By One’s Closest …

Friday, July 24, 2020 at 2:09 pm.

Even so? You are in control of it all. As long as one goes along with the romantic love charade the world exalts one big time! One becomes a hero/heroine.

Stand Up For Intrinsic Values Against The World’s Vanity, Emptiness, Falsity, And Vainglory And? …

The hero/heroine becomes the villain on the way to the guillotine to get one’s head chopped off for good.

So? That Is What Is Going On In My Life Right Now, But! …

Saturday, July 25, 2020 at 7:28 am.

Master? You have brought me back to the month of March 2020—an amazing repeat of what is going on right now. Quote:

The Naked Truth: “The past is never dead. It’s not even past.” …?

Thursday, March 12, 2020 at 5:20 am.

Such is the naked truth on discovery by each individual human being created in the Creator’s imagine. This 2020 year is the end of all cycles; the beginning of the eternal cycle.

  • Humankind shall never be the same.
  • This 2020 unique year is the year the Master Creator shall separate the tares from the wheat.

And So I Wait For What You Have Next, My Beloved Shepherd, My Master Redeemer Of My Soul …

“Indeed, My precious child! This is the year I will gather the wheat into My barn to burn away the tares from the field of My so loved world.

  • This is the year my loved world shall discover the naked truth to set it free.

The Infamous Inherited Lie: “Until You Put The Bad Parts Of The Past To Rest With Therapy And Medicine.” …

Thursday, March 12, 2020 at 5:51 am.

“O thiaBasilia—O Child Of My Heart? The time is near. Just a little while longer is soon to become the now for My so loved world.

  • Not a single word in your writings has been written in vain.
  • I am now putting the final touch in the process to mold you to conform to the Image of My only begotten Son.
  • Here is the time to apply Romans 8:28-30 to your life in My Presence. Quote:

We are assured and know that Our Creator being a partner in their labor all things work together and are fitting into a plan for good to and for those who love Our Creator and are called according to His design and purpose.

For those whom He foreknew of whom He was aware and loved beforehand, He also destined from the beginning foreordaining them to be molded into the image of His Son and share inwardly His likeness, that He might become the firstborn among many brethren.

And those whom He thus foreordained, He also called; and those whom He called, He also justified (acquitted, made righteous, putting them into right standing with Himself). And those whom He justified, He also esteemed raising them to a heavenly dignity and condition or state of being.

It is also the time to arrange your latest writings since your last post into a booklet.

This booklet shall be the instrument to crush the harden hearts inherited within My children.

It shall be the instrument I will use to apply Jeremiah 32:37-42 for My children to welcome Yahushua Messiah into their newly created hearts.

Go on, My precious child, go on and on!

I am always with you and for you.

You are now One with Me.

My strength is Your strength.

Your obedience is My delight.

My delight is your strength.” End of my Master’s words for this moment.

  • Master? Show Me The Way. I Am Confused. Nothing Is Adding Up.

Master? Your Ways Are Unfathomable—Impossible To Predict …

Saturday, July 25, 2020 at 7:43 am.

So? I refuse to make any decisions on my fate. Though that I have several possibilities at my disposal none are of my choosing.

I Wait On You To Resolve My Present Situation On Your Time And At Your Discretion …

Saturday, July 25, 2020 at 8:59 am.

Hahaha! Master? I am on the roll by Your design and purpose. Just when You are putting me in terms with Yourself and Your Unfathomable unpredictable doings? Up pop the headlines to instigate my loving rebuttal!

Written by Dr. Eric Perry:

  • How to Stop Sabotaging Yourself

Posted on FB by my daughter Denise:

  • There’s nothing wrong with you.
  • There’s nothing wrong with me.
  • There’s nothing wrong with your journey.
  • There’s nothing wrong with my journey.

I Beg Your Pardon? Read My Posts If Not My Lips …

No kidding! After practically all my life under Mental Health Care to no avail, my reckoning moment knocked my mental health into place! Hahaha! HalleluYah!

No misunderstanding here …

There is much need for the loving Mental Health Caretakers to hold us up until our moment of reckoning comes by.

  • Reckoning? Yes, my precious Denise, there is a moment for each one of us to give an account of all our wrong thinking, feelings, and doings.
  • Honest to goodness! That moment been coming to me on stages, bless my heart.
  • It has not been an automatic miracle.
  • I had to go to the process of my human nature.
  • Gruesome. Gross. Painful. Hateful. Grievous?
  • Indeed! But! The results? Wow!
  • That’s why I urge you to read my latest posts.
  • What a Mighty Yah we serve!

This 7th Day Of Rest? Finds Me In Complete And Delightful Rest Despite …

Saturday, July 25, 2020 at 9:49 am.

Despite the negative circumstances of the last few days between Ahmad and myself. What ended my suffering under such repeat circumstances?

Ha! O My Master! That’s The Beauty Of Your Unpredictable Doings! …

I never know how You are to respond to my plea for help. For I no longer ask You for anything because I don’t know what to ask for. So?

  • I say, HELP! And wait. And wait. And wait while my mind is churning all possibilities at my disposal.
  • Suddenly! Earlier this morning while my tears were still flowing I exclaimed, “I refuse to make any decision on my future from here on!”
  • Sure enough. My tears dried. I read Your words back in March. Next? The post from Denise. Next? Dr. Eric Perry following one of my sites. I clicked his sabotage headline.

That Did It! A Surge Of Your Passionate Love For Us All Invaded My Being …

What a marvel! You are with me and for me! No matter the blows to knock me down, You never ever leave nor forsake me.

  • No kidding! What is to be is set to be despite all human’s fears, figure on, feelings, or thinking to know and understand.

It’s All Under And In Control And Supreme Authority Of The Mighty One Of Israel …

He alone can break the shackles of anger and unforgiveness suffocating us. He alone can cause us to recognize that anger and unforgiveness are the cause of the state of physical trauma and mental illness destroying us all.

We Must Humble Ourselves And Recognize The Futility Of Our Doings and Repent, But! …

You alone can empower us to recognize the futility of our doings and repent. And that is what You are doing with the lines You have compelled me to write and publish for the last 35 some years.

Me? O Me! Back In Your Joyful Wagon Singing Your Victory Song All Along …

Saturday, July 25, 2020 at 10:30 am.

What? Victory Song? Ha! The hour and minutes! Ten for what is to happen is really, really happening now. And?

The Number Thirty – Dedication, The Blood of Messiah

According to Luke 3:23, Yahshua begins His ministry at the age of thirty. This moment is dedicated by YHVH Himself in Mattityahu 3:13-17, while introducing His only Son to the world at His immersion. This fulfilled the priestly requirements contained in B’midbar 4:3. Thirty was also the number of pieces of silver that was to be the ‘blood money’ to betray the Messiah as prophesied in Z’kharyah 11:12-13 and fulfilled in Mattityahu 26:15: End of quote.

Indeed! Dedication? We Are A Chosen Race, A Royal Priesthood, Dedicated To The Almighty Creator Of Our Beings …

In You we have our beings despite all our shenanigans to the contrary. And so? Why not Sing Your Victory Song All Along on this blessed 7th day of rest for our best?

Master? I Had Forgotten All About The Book …

Saturday, July 25, 2020 at 11:53 am.

I started publishing from the last day of 2019 but! I did not even end the month of January 2020 in three books. What to do now?

  • Perhaps combine the first 3 books and add the rest of January. Then? Format each month starting in February into one book.
  • The 7th month is about to end, that means I have a humongous task to format 7 books.
  • Help! My Master, help me to figure out how to do this number. I’ll wait for Your incentive.

Ha! No Sooner I Put This Matter To You I Got Info About Markdown Apps …

Lo and behold! I have never heard of such apps or perhaps I never paid attention because I had not the slightest of what they were until today.

  • my Master! That means I’ll have to learn a new app as if I didn’t have enough troubles with the apps You have gifted to me so far. What to do?
  • Master? Your words sustain me. Thank You for the ability to embellish those words with my graphics skill.

O My Master! I Am In Big Trouble With Pain. Help! …

Sunday, July 26, 2020 at 8:46 am.

Fear knocks at my door. What about if this new ear pain turns out to be a warning for worse things in my body? I never had earache before. It is almost unbearable.

  • I am in tears. I can hardly work. I had forgotten the pain episodes of the past. This atrocious pain came up on me yesterday but it worsens this morning.
  • It’s now Sunday, July 26, 2020 at 11:00 am.
  • I am still getting stabs of pain but not as often or as drastic as before.
  • I think the problem is with water in my ear, but I don’t understand how it turn out into this atrocious pain.
  • I had water in my ear before with no problem it came out. What happened this time?

O My Master? I Don’t Want To Be Imagining Things. I Wait On You For An Answer …

Sunday, July 26, 2020 at 5:21 pm.

I have no clear answer yet, except seeing the reality of not knowing my own grown children much less knowing Ahmad. How can this be my Master?

Maybe All Things As They Stand Now Is For Me To Be Only A Spectator …

Sunday, July 26, 2020 at 11:16 pm.

I am witnessing the reward of the wicked. The wicked? Ha! It just came to me, the wicked within me and Ahmad. Hahaha! I was only thinking of the wicked within Ahmad.

There We Go! You Turned The Tables Back To Me Again! Thank You …

Of course, the wicked within me is suffering its just reward as it is with Ahmad’s wicked within himself, but!

  • What a comfort! That wicked carnal self cannot access our new nature from You. We remain safe in Your secret place, O Mighty One of Israel!
  • We have made You our refuge, our dwelling place O Most High by the power of Your love and grace not by our carnal power and ambition.

Well, Well, Well! It Is Just Coming To Me, The Physical Comes First, The Spiritual Second …

We must suffer the reward of the wicked before we can enjoy the reward of the righteous. Wow! What a revelation!

It All Boils Down To The Separation Of The Vile From The Precious …

Wisdom prevails! Your wisdom taking hold of my being. So? All the physical suffering cannot derail Your plan to restore Your creation.

And? All Our Shenanigans Of Lamenting, Not Understanding, Blaming, And Complaining …

Monday, July 27, 2020 at 10:16 am.

None! Nothing at all can stop the fiery passionate love’s plan to restore us all along with Your whole creation.

I Am Going On And On Set On Your Latest Reminder To Me …

“Go on, My precious child, go on and on!

I am always with you and for you.

You are now One with Me.

My joy is your joy.

My tears are your tears.

In the dark of your night

Your obedience is My delight.

My delight in your obedience is your strength.”

  • Without more ado, I am closing this post on Your time and discretion for me to do so.

Your love in my heart for all. thiaBasilia.

People Pleaser. Unsolicited Help. So Many Eager To Help The Helpers. Hahaha! Funny Bunch That We Are! …

Helpers Helping Helpers To No Avail! Only One Source to avail. It is Surfacing On This 2020 Year With The COVID-19 Fear …

Master? I Sense You Are Leading Me To Upgrade Windows …

Friday, July 17, 2020 at 12:24 am.

The beauty of everything I am doing now is that You are in control of my doings, so? It comes to me to come to You for Your leading and direction, but!

  • No need to worry if I take off on my own and get into trouble because, You are always there for me to lead me back to the still waters of Your Presence within me.
  • Anyhow, You taught me much with the last week long fiasco. The computer is now back to working perfectly, but the issue with the new big update is still there.
  • Only now? All is in order. The option to download and install that update is now in my settings.
  • Even so? It is coming to me to create a recovery drive in the flash drive just in case I cannot get the computer to start at all to get to the recovery in the desktop.
  • That’s what I’ll do now before I update.

It Is Done! Working Perfectly Again …

Friday, July 17, 2020 at 6:35 am.

It took all night but! I don’t know how long it will last because of the problem with the Internet in this area.

  • I am told that Zain is ordered to shut down the Internet for a time because of school finals. I don’t understand the situation but every time they shut down stays down in my computer.
  • Maybe now that the computer is updated to the latest Windows 10 the problem is resolved. I wait on You my Master.
  • For now I will shut down to do some tweaking in my set up. I need to set the monitor closest to me and make space for my mouse.

Things Are Looking Good, But I Must Take A Break …

Friday, July 17, 2020 at 10:28 am.

I am so grateful my Master for Your strength and grace to accomplish so much with a good attitude. I will now continue with my graphics.

Well? New Me. You Have Given Me Powers I Did Not Have Before …

Friday, July 17, 2020 at 10:36 pm.

Ha! Just now I realized how much of a ‘people pleaser’ I have been. I have gone out of my way to please people at my own expense, for what? That’s the catch!

O My Master! You Have Set Me Free! …

All my life I have been a victim of the human nature in others and in my own self. Our programmed human nature is our worst enemy.

  • Any expert in the field of mental health is aware of the ‘people pleasers’ syndrome. They have many suggestions and ways to correct the problem but!

Unless You Do The Work, We Laborers Work In Vain …

Saturday, July 18, 2020 at 1:25 pm.

It’s the 7th day of rest and I am resting on You despite the multitude of thoughts running through my mind.

  • There is no unrest for me any longer.
  • I am no longer sorry for what I do or don’t do.
  • Not because I don’t care but because You finally cut through my thick human layer. Quote:

Hebrews 3:7-19 AMPC+

Therefore, as the Holy Spirit says: Today, if you will hear His voice,

Do not harden your hearts, as [happened] in the rebellion [of Israel] and their provocation and embitterment [of Me] in the day of testing in the wilderness,

Where your fathers tried [My patience] and tested [My forbearance] and found I stood their test, and they saw My works for forty years.

And so I was provoked (displeased and sorely grieved) with that generation, and said, They always err and are led astray in their hearts, and they have not perceived or recognized My ways and become progressively better and more experimentally and intimately acquainted with them.

Accordingly, I swore in My wrath and indignation, They shall not enter into My rest. [Psa 95:7-11]

[Therefore beware] brethren, take care, lest there be in any one of you a wicked, unbelieving heart [which refuses to cleave to, trust in, and rely on Him], leading you to turn away and desert or stand aloof from the living God.

But instead warn (admonish, urge, and encourage) one another every day, as long as it is called Today, that none of you may be hardened [into settled rebellion] by the deceitfulness of sin [by the fraudulence, the stratagem, the trickery which the delusive glamor of his sin may play on him].

For we have become fellows with Christ (the Messiah) and share in all He has for us, if only we hold our first newborn confidence and original assured expectation [in virtue of which we are believers] firm and unshaken to the end.

Then while it is [still] called Today, if you would hear His voice and when you hear it, do not harden your hearts as in the rebellion [in the desert, when the people provoked and irritated and embittered the Almighty against them]. [Psa 95:7-8]

For who were they who heard and yet were rebellious and provoked [Him]? Was it not all those who came out of Egypt led by Moses?

And with whom was He irritated and provoked and grieved for forty years? Was it not with those who sinned, whose dismembered bodies were strewn and left in the desert?

And to whom did He swear that they should not enter His rest, but to those who disobeyed [who had not listened to His word and who refused to be compliant or be persuaded]?

So we see that they were not able to enter [into His rest], because of their unwillingness to adhere to and trust in and rely on the Almighty [unbelief had shut them out]. [Num 14:1-35]

Hebrews 4:12-13

For the Almighty’s Word that He speaks is alive and full of power [making it active, operative, energizing, and effective]; it is sharper than any two-edged sword, penetrating to the dividing line of the breath of life (soul) and [the immortal] spirit, and of joints and marrow [of the deepest parts of our nature], exposing and sifting and analyzing and judging the very thoughts and purposes of the heart.

And not a creature exists that is concealed from His sight, but all things are open and exposed, naked and defenseless to the eyes of Him with Whom we have to do.

The Word That You Speak To Me Now? …

Those are the same words I have read and appropriated them with my own understanding in the many years past of my religious living, but!

  • The words remained powerless to cut through me. Why?
  • Because I had to go through the molding process as per Your written words. Quote:

Romans 8:28-30 AMPC+

We are assured and know that [the Almighty being a partner in their labor] all things work together and are [fitting into a plan] for good to and for those who love Him and are called according to [His] design and purpose.

For those whom He foreknew [of whom He was aware and loved beforehand], He also destined from the beginning [foreordaining them] to be molded into the image of His Son [and share inwardly His likeness], that He might become the firstborn among many brethren.

And those whom He thus foreordained, He also called; and those whom He called, He also justified (acquitted, made righteous, putting them into right standing with Himself). And those whom He justified, He also glorified [raising them to a heavenly dignity and condition or state of being].

Ha! That Last Sentence? The Reality Of My Crest …

Saturday, July 18, 2020 at 3:05 pm.

You have raised me to a heavenly dignity and condition or state of being. Wow! That’s Your exact words to me. Quote:

“O but that all My children open their eyes to see what My intent be for your suffering. Your suffering? My discipline to lift you up to be what you were meant to be.

Onward, My precious thiaBasilia. Live up to the meaning of your combined name meaning you belong in My Royalty.

Soon, sooner than expected I will demonstrate to all what a queen in My Royalty looks like. I will demonstrate the humble dignified state of a queen in My Royalty.”

  • The number one Meaning Of Dignity? The quality or state of being worthy of esteem or respect.

I Been A ‘People Pleaser’ All My Life. No Dignity At That …

But as of last night? NO MORE! Never have I been able to say no to whomever so pleases to take advantage of my eagerness to please.

Does That Mean I Have Become Heartless And Unconcern For People’s Needs? …

Not at all! But my eagerness to please people indiscriminately at my own expense has come to an end under the sharp edger of the sword of Your Word.

Showcase. Musings From A Former ‘People Pleaser’ …

Saturday, July 18, 2020 at 11:18 pm.

  • But why have I been so eager to please people with my unsolicited help?
  • Fear!
  • Craving for man’s attention and respect and love.
  • Grandiose ideas to become a millionaire to change this world.
  • Pipe dreams of an educated fool roaming and moaning on this valley of death we humans are traveling on.
  • What a difference nowadays!
  • No more grandiose ideas.
  • No more pipe dreams.
  • No more mine anything.
  • Only the dignity of a Highest Royalty Queen!
  • And as of today?
  • It came to me to place the crest as the heading for the site to end with might this 2020 year of light.
  • The saga continues on 2020.
  • His victory to shout!
  • That’s what is all about.

So Now? No Longer To This World’s Helper I Run. Boldly I Come To The Throne …

No kidding! It feels good to be under Your hood. So good to come to Your Throne of grace to ask for help.

  • For You are the only One to understand and sympathize and have a shared feeling with my weaknesses and infirmities and liability to the assaults of temptation.
  • So good to say an appropriate no.
  • For such is Your key to set me free from the mental chain labeled ‘people pleaser’ I used to be. Quote:

Hebrews 4:14-16

Inasmuch then as we have a great High Priest Who has [already] ascended and passed through the heavens, Yahushua the Son of the Almighty, let us hold fast our confession [of faith in Him].

For we do not have a High Priest Who is unable to understand and sympathize and have a shared feeling with our weaknesses and infirmities and liability to the assaults of temptation, but One Who has been tempted in every respect as we are, yet without sinning.

Let us then fearlessly and confidently and boldly draw near to the throne of grace (the throne of the Almighty’s unmerited favor to us sinners), that we may receive mercy [for our failures] and find grace to help in good time for every need [appropriate help and well-timed help, coming just when we need it].

And That’s How The Saga Continues Victoriously On This 2020 Year Of COVID-19 Fear …

Sunday, July 19, 2020 at 12:47 am.

Over and out until the next episode You’ll have me to publish to reach the many souls hearts and mind to set them free like You set me.

Reflections On The New Me Before I Post …

Sunday, July 19, 2020 at 12:12 pm.

Recapping matters as of lately. It’s been a long haul, but it is paying off big time. You have accomplished the submission of my will to Your will. What a marvel!

  • I spent my day optimizing the site and?
  • Reflecting. Reflecting. Reflecting.
  • My whole being attuned to Your Being.
  • It came to me to weight out my choices under the present circumstances on the aftermath of COVID-19.
  • Ahmad and I are on the outs again, but!
  • As the day went by without a peep from him, I began to think soberly on the matter.
  • Why is Ahmad acting up again?
  • Ah! Language barrier along the way this culture ingrained in his mind.
  • I told him the last time he came that I was now able to help myself and take a load off of him until his back would be mended.
  • What did he understand?
  • “Well I am not needed any longer…”
  • I did not realize until yesterday how much hurt he expressed in those words.
  • Well? That the last I saw of him.
  • No calls. No visits. No response to my calls.
  • At one point we had it out on the phone because of their attempt to take away the good monitor and set me up with the old beat up monitor I had to suffer for a long time.
  • Next thing? We been talking on the phone with repressed emotions, but!
  • He continues to test me if I should go back to my old ways that he knows and misses.
  • So? Yesterday I began to think soberly:
  • What’s keeping me from quitting Ahmad and go back to take care of myself like I had done before Ahmad took it up on himself to take care of me?
  • I could easily do that, why not?
  • Ha! That is such a human way to redeem my rights!
  • Sweet revenge for all the hurts inflicted upon me! Glory be!

“Really? O thiaBasilia! You are so childish! Do you think I would bless and take over your care when you attempt to take care of your own self?

What about My love and wisdom? What about the bond I have established between you and Ahmad?

Even so, My precious child, you are safe. Under no circumstances I will ever let you go back to your lopsided ways of the past.

Go on! No matter what it looks like to you, I am working all things for your good. Your good and all of your concern good including Ahmad and family

I see the joy in your heart despite all the churning thoughts of your flesh.

But you know that you owe nothing to your flesh. Such knowledge I have ingrained in you to keep you aloof and free from your own flesh.”

Hahaha! HalleluYah! I Can Laugh Again! Why Not? …

Monday, July 20, 2020 at 8:00 am.

O my Yah reigns and blessed be His name! Let the Yah of my deliverance be exalted! And all of that is being recorded on the number 8 followed by two zeroes. Meaning?

  • The Number Eight – Newness and Cycles. The number eight presents a picture of newness and a fresh beginning.
  • The meaning of Zero is simply awesome. Zero is both closed and wide open. It means comprehensiveness, openness, wholeness, and infinity. It’s an all-inclusive number.

“Put It All Together My Child” …

Fantastic! Complete manifestation of Yourself working in Ahmad and my life for the benefit of Your so loved creation in this world.

  • Your message is all inclusive to flow over the Internet waves to reach the mind and heart of each individual child of Yours.
  • The COVID-19 is only a solemn warning announcing the great tribulation (affliction, distress, and oppression) such as has not been from the beginning of the world until now–no, and never will be [again].
  • Relationships are in the healing process.
  • Great response to the latest posts carrying the message in the NET.
  • There is HOPE.
  • There is ALWAYS hope for Your promised blessings.
  • Only we MUST wait for Your time and discretion to bless us.
  • What or when would that time be?
  • When Your conditions are met. Quote:

Joel 2:12-13.

Therefore, also now, says the Master, turn and keep on coming to Me with all your heart, with fasting, with weeping, and with mourning [until every hindrance is removed, and the broken fellowship is restored].

Rend your hearts and not your garments and return to the Master, your Almighty Creator, for He is gracious and merciful, slow to anger, and abounding in loving-kindness; and He revokes His sentence of evil [when His conditions are met].

You Revoke Your Sentence Of Evil When Your Conditions Are Met …

Monday, July 20, 2020 at 12:44 pm.

O my Master! Your conditions are clearly written in versions of the written words or the Scriptures and in practically all spoken languages in this world. Quote:

The Reign of the Master’s Anointed

Psalms 2:1-12 AMPC+

WHY DO the nations assemble with commotion [uproar and confusion of voices], and why do the people imagine (meditate upon and devise) an empty scheme?

The kings of the earth take their places; the rulers take counsel together against the Master and His Anointed One (the Messiah). They say,

Let us break Their bands of restraint asunder and cast Their cords of control from us.

He Who sits in the heavens laughs; the Master has them in derision and in supreme contempt He mocks them.

He speaks to them in His deep anger and troubles (terrifies and confounds) them in His displeasure and fury, saying,

Yet have I anointed (installed and placed) My King firmly on My holy hill of Zion.

I will declare the decree of the Master: He said to Me, You are My Son; this day I declare I have begotten You.

Ask of Me, and I will give You the nations as Your inheritance, and the uttermost parts of the earth as Your possession.

You shall break them with a rod of iron; You shall dash them in pieces like potters’ ware.

Now therefore, O you kings, act wisely; be instructed and warned, O you rulers of the earth.

Serve the Master with reverent awe and worshipful fear; rejoice and be in high spirits with trembling lest you displease Him.

Kiss the Son, pay homage to Him in purity, lest He be angry and you perish in the way, for soon shall His wrath be kindled.

O blessed happy, fortunate, and to be envied are all those who seek refuge and put their trust in Him! End of quote.

  • Even so? It is also clearly written the fact that we can only grasp and meet those conditions on Your time and at Your discretion.

O But I Am Blessed Happy, Fortunate, And To Be Envied, Why? …

Why not? O my Master! I distinctively hear the sound of Your voice calling me to You in the same way as King Solomon did in the Song of Solomon 2:10-17.

You spoke and said unto me,

Rise up, my love, my fair one, and come away.

For, behold, the winter is past; the rain is over and gone;

the flowers appear on the earth;

the time of the song is come,

and the voice of the turtle dove has been heard in our land;

the fig tree has put forth her green figs,

and the vines in blossom have given forth their fragrance.

Arise, my love, my fair one, and come away.

Your lovely voice cut deep into my heart.

  • I came away, I remain with You for eternity.
  • You’ll never let me go away.
  • To fend for myself in disarray.
  • What now in my life’s orderly array of Your making?

Freedom. Joy. Carefree. Wisdom. Power. Productivity …

Monday, July 20, 2020 at 2:00 pm.

Here we go with 20, 2020, and 2:00. The number 20? Sticks out 3 times followed by the number 2 with two zeroes.

  • All those numbers apply to the headline.
  • It’s really uncanny how important it is to record the date and time of my doings.
  • As You told me from the beginning the date and time were to be stepping stones into my future.

For Now? I Am Hot. Uncomfortable. Will Close Computer And Take A Break.

Monday, July 20, 2020 at 5:37 pm.

Things are not going well in the material, but in the spiritual? That’s a different story. At peace. Confident. Waiting on You.

Master? I Need You. Only You Can And Are Able And Willing To Help Me …

Monday, July 20, 2020 at 9:35 pm.

Four hours of sleep did not help the discomfort of the moment. You know it. This is the moment when most humans give up on You. And why not?

  • Pain and discomfort can drive anyone to insanity. You know that as well. And though You seem to be silent You are not.
  • Even at the peak of our miseries You are there for us. You are not silent but we cannot hear much less see You. What a mystery!

A Mystery Now Revealed In Your Way, At Your Discretion …

Who am I to question You? How can I give up on You? How can I forget the reality of Your Loving Presence within me? You have united Yourself with me. Quote:

John 17:20-21 AMPC+

Neither for these alone do I pray [it is not for their sake only that I make this request], but also for all those who will ever come to believe in (trust in, cling to, rely on) Me through their word and teaching,

That they all may be one, [just] as You, Father, are in Me and I in You, that they also may be one in Us, so that the world may believe and be convinced that You have sent Me.

I Am One With You? Ha! No Wonder! …

Indeed! O my Master! Yahushua weeps as He intercede for us with the Father. Yes, Yahushua weeps still because of our sins. Quote:

Messiah Our Advocate

1 John 2:1-6 AMPC+

MY LITTLE children, I write you these things so that you may not violate the Almighty’s law and sin. But if anyone should sin, we have an Advocate (One Who will intercede for us) with the Father—it is Yahushua our Messiah, the all righteous upright, just, Who conforms to the Father’s will in every purpose, thought, and action.

And He, that same Yahushua Himself is the propitiation (the atoning sacrifice) for our sins, and not for ours alone but also for [the sins of] the whole world.

And this is how we may discern daily, by experience that we are coming to know Him, to perceive, recognize, understand, and become better acquainted with Him: if we keep (bear in mind, observe, practice) His teachings (precepts, commandments).

Whoever says, I know Him, I perceive, recognize, understand, and am acquainted with Him but fails to keep and obey His commandments (teachings) is a liar, and the Truth of the Gospel is not in him.

But he who keeps (treasures) His Word [who bears in mind His precepts, who observes His message in its entirety], truly in him has the love of and for the Almighty been perfected (completed, reached maturity). By this we may perceive (know, recognize, and be sure) that we are in Him:

Whoever says he abides in Him ought [as a personal debt] to walk and conduct himself in the same way in which He walked and conducted Himself.

Hebrews 4:14-16 AMPC+

Inasmuch then as we have a great High Priest Who has [already] ascended and passed through the heavens, Yahushua the Son of God, let us hold fast our confession [of faith in Him].

For we do not have a High Priest Who is unable to understand and sympathize and have a shared feeling with our weaknesses and infirmities and liability to the assaults of temptation, but One Who has been tempted in every respect as we are, yet without sinning.

Let us then fearlessly and confidently and boldly draw near to the throne of grace (the throne of God’s unmerited favor to us sinners), that we may receive mercy [for our failures] and find grace to help in good time for every need [appropriate help and well-timed help, coming just when we need it].

Well? O My Master! All The Above Quoted Scriptures Are Now Alive Within Me …

You have lately seared those words within my being. You have done the work that others may see the good works in me and honor You not me.

Master? You Cover Every Single Situation In Our Lives In Your Written Words …

Tuesday, July 21, 2020 at 12:33 am.

This You are now revealing to me. Right now? The thought came to me how in the world a millionaire comes up on the hour but here we are, begging for money. Malachi 3 comes to mind. Quote:

Malachi 3:1-18 AMPC+

BEHOLD, I send My messenger, and he shall prepare the way before Me. And the Master, the Messiah, Whom you seek, will suddenly come to His temple; the Messenger or Angel of the covenant, Whom you desire, behold, He shall come, says the Master of hosts.

But who can endure the day of His coming? And who can stand when He appears? For He is like a refiner’s fire and like fullers’ soap; He will sit as a refiner and purifier of silver, and He will purify the priests, the sons of Levi, and refine them like gold and silver, that they may offer to the Master offerings in righteousness.

Then will the offering of Judah and Jerusalem be pleasing to the Master as in the days of old and as in ancient years.

Then I will draw near to you for judgment; I will be a swift witness against the sorcerers, against the adulterers, against the false swearers, and against those who oppress the hireling in his wages, the widow and the fatherless, and who turn aside the temporary resident from his right and fear not Me, says the Master of hosts.

For I am the Master, I do not change; that is why you, O sons of Jacob, are not consumed.

Even from the days of your fathers you have turned aside from My ordinances and have not kept them. Return to me, and I will return to you, says the Master of hosts. But you say, How shall we return?

Will a man rob or defraud the Almighty? Yet you rob and defraud Me. But you say, In what way do we rob or defraud You? [You have withheld your] tithes and offerings.

You are cursed with the curse, for you are robbing Me, even this whole nation. [Lev_26:14-17]

Bring all the tithes (the whole tenth of your income) into the storehouse, that there may be food in My house, and prove Me now by it, says the Master of hosts, if I will not open the windows of heaven for you and pour you out a blessing, that there shall not be room enough to receive it. [Mal_2:2]

And I will rebuke the devourer [insects and plagues] for your sakes and he shall not destroy the fruits of your ground, neither shall your vine drop its fruit before the time in the field, says the Master of hosts.

And all nations shall call you happy and blessed, for you shall be a land of delight, says the Master of hosts.

Your words have been strong and hard against Me, says the Master. Yet you say, What have we spoken against You?

You have said, It is useless to serve the Almighty, and what profit is it if we keep His ordinances and walk gloomily and as if in mourning apparel before the Master of hosts?

And now we consider the proud and arrogant to be happy and favored; evildoers are exalted and prosper; yes, and when they test the Almighty, they escape [unpunished.

Then those who feared the Master talked often one to another; and the Master listened and heard it, and a book of remembrance was written before Him of those who reverenced and worshipfully feared the Master and who thought on His name.

And they shall be Mine, says the Master of hosts, in that day when I publicly recognize and openly declare them to be My jewels (My special possession, My peculiar treasure). And I will spare them, as a man spares his own son who serves him.

Then shall you return and discern between the righteous and the wicked, between him who serves the Almighty and him who does not serve Him. End of quote.

Wow! O My Master! How Timely You Remind Me Of Your Written Words …

While I was vacillating on how to continue recording Your words a like to a post I posted back in January 2020 popped in my inbox. I clicked. WOW!

I Am Dumb Found! Your Leading Is Beyond My Grasp …

Tuesday, July 21, 2020 at 5:50 am.

Copious tears begin to flow. How amazing are Your ways! Way beyond my grasp are they but! Amazingly good and loving way beyond my grasp as well.

I Have Been In Suspense From July 4 To July 19 To This Moment, Why? …

I posted in all sites on July 4th, but the last post on July 19 I have not been led to post it in all sites. Why? So much haze in my mind with all going on in this world that I inhabit.

But You Are In Control Even Of That Haze …

That’s the reason for my copious tears of joy. Who am I to count in the immensity of Your love and care for me?

Words Can Be Deceiving Especially The Word ‘Love’ …

Tuesday, July 21, 2020 at 7:45 am.

Love is defined as a feeling in the dictionary but! I am learning that love is above feelings. That is true love or the love from and for You first of all and then true love for others.

Indeed! As A Rule The Only Love We Know Is The Romantic Love That We Practice …

And that is the cause of ALL our earthly problems with no exception! No kidding! But! You are turning all things around on this 2020 year.

True Love Is An Attitude Of Obedience Or Submission To Authority …

This is the truth about love to set us free from the grip of such volatile inconstant fickle word as the word love that we know.

  • Submission to authority is the key to experience true love.

That Is What Is Happening In My World For The Benefit Of Your So Loved World …

What a marvel it is to experience true love or submission to Your Sovereign Authority—the first and most important of all the commandments.

  • Thus? The rest of the commandments become the reality of our lives.

So? That’s How The Saga Continues Victoriously On This 2020 Year Of COVID-19 Fear …

Tuesday, July 21, 2020 at 8:20 am.

I am ready to close but I need now re-check Your leading to proceed. After reading the post You sent to me in the inbox it came to me to post it before I post anything else in all the sites.

On to the task with a glad heart.

Master? Things Are Not Looking Good. What To Do?

Wednesday, July 22, 2020 at 11:43 pm.

I have no connections since yesterday. It’s almost midnight, perhaps someone comes with my supper. I wait on You.

  • On top of it all the news about the virus are getting really scary but Your people here are doing nothing to prepare for what it looks like. Help!
  • Well? Just now my supper arrived. I ate. I slept until around 2 am.
  • I woke up from a nightmare, I was spanking one of my children for messing up my html setup. I was furious. Woke up trembling
  • Don’t know what that is all about but I am not too happy about all going on right now between Ahmad, the family and myself.
  • One thing been coming to mind, separation
  • Separation vile from precious.

Separation Of Romantic From True Love. Vile From Precious …

Thursday, July 23, 2020 at 4:37 am.

Ha! So that’s what is going on between us right now. Actually between myself and mankind. That’s the meaning of Your words that October 21, 1986. Quote:

Jeremiah 15:19-21 AMPC+

Therefore thus says the Master [to Jeremiah]: If you return [and give up this mistaken tone of distrust and despair], then I will give you again a settled place of quiet and safety, and you will be My minister; and if you separate the precious from the vile [cleansing your own heart from unworthy and unwarranted suspicions concerning the Almighty’s faithfulness], you shall be My mouthpiece. [But do not yield to them.] Let them return to you–not you to [the people].

And I will make you to this people a fortified, bronze wall; they will fight against you, but they will not prevail over you, for I am with you to save and deliver you, says the Master

And I will deliver you out of the hands of the wicked, and I will redeem you out of the palms of the terrible and ruthless tyrants.

Repentance: The Cleansing My Own Heart …

No Kidding! My day of reckoning from unworthy and unwarranted suspicions concerning Your faithfulness knocked me down to the ground for good.

True To Your Promise I Am Now Your Mouthpiece …

And I do sense myself as a fortified, bronze wall; they fight against me, but they will not prevail over me, for You are with me to save and deliver me.

  • Fight against me? Who is fighting against you? You are the one fighting against us say the hypocrites.

Indeed! Distasteful Hypocrisy! That’s What The Romantic Gooey Love Is! …

Thursday, July 23, 2020 at 9:57 am.

Yes! I am the one fighting against the vile in us. The separation of the vile from the precious is imperative!

Imperative Separation Or Perish …

That is the fright within my being! To see Ahmad and the whole multitude in Your so loved world so engrossed with the romanticism practiced in all forms of lifestyles is quite frightening to me. For it is written, quote:

Do Not Love the World …

1 John 2:15-18 AMPC+

Do not love or cherish the world or the things that are in the world. If anyone loves the world, love for the Father is not in him.

For all that is in the world–the lust of the flesh [craving for sensual gratification] and the lust of the eyes [greedy longings of the mind] and the pride of life [assurance in one’s own resources or in the stability of earthly things]–these do not come from the Father but are from the world [itself].

And the world passes away and disappears, and with it the forbidden cravings (the passionate desires, the lust) of it; but he who does the will of the Almighty and carries out His purposes in his life abides (remains) forever.

Warning Concerning Ant Messiahs

Boys (lads), it is the last time (hour, the end of this age). And as you have heard that the ant Messiah [he who will oppose Messiah in the guise of Messiah] is coming, even now many ant Messiahs have arisen, which confirms our belief that it is the final (the end) time.

And The Question Goes, Who Then Can Be Saved? And Your Answer?

Quickly Your written words come to mind. Those words give me hope. Those words strengthen and encourage me to go on with the task You have assigned unto me. Quote:

2 Chronicles 7:13-14 AMPC+

If I shut up heaven so no rain falls, or if I command locusts to devour the land, or if I send pestilence among My people,

If My people, who are called by My name, shall humble themselves, pray, seek, crave, and require of necessity My face and turn from their wicked ways, then will I hear from heaven, forgive their sin, and heal their land.

Joel 2:12-14 AMPC+

Therefore, also now, says the Master, turn and keep on coming to Me with all your heart, with fasting, with weeping, and with mourning [until every hindrance is removed and the broken fellowship is restored].

Rend your hearts and not your garments and return to the Master, your Almighty, for He is gracious and merciful, slow to anger, and abounding in loving-kindness; and He revokes His sentence of evil [when His conditions are met].

Who knows but what He will turn, revoke your sentence [of evil], and leave a blessing behind Him [giving you the means with which to serve Him], even a cereal or meal offering and a drink offering for the Master, your Almighty? End of quote.

  • The focus there is on REPENTANCE not in all of those calls to emotional fearful prayers to the multitude.
  • It is an individual call to repentance, a call to abandon the religious worldly system and return to the Master Creator of our beings as in the First and most Important of the Commandments.

Individual Repentance? What Are You Waiting For My Master? …

Ha! How clear it comes to mind my Master! You are waiting for the preachers to get off their pulpits.

  • For the starts get off the limelight.
  • For the followers to quit following each other.
  • For the advisers to heed their own advice.
  • For the teachers to quit teaching the error of their teachings.
  • Ha! My Master! But That Is A Total Impossibility As I See It …

Thursday, July 23, 2020 at 11:17 am.

Instead of any of that happening all is turning unto me for the worst as far as my relationship with Ahmad and the rest of my loved ones with a few exceptions.

That Is FRIGHTENING! But Again Your Written Words Calm My Fright …

You are so timely. You remind me of how You did not withdraw You promise of Isaac’ birth despite Sara’s Ishmael.

  • It’s the same for me. Despite my frights and doubts You have accomplished the impossible with me.
  • And You will do the same for each one of Your children.

Quote:

Genesis 18:14 AMPC+

Is anything too hard or too wonderful for the Master? At the appointed time, when the season [for her delivery] comes around, I will return to you and Sarah shall have borne a son. [Mat 19:26]

Matthew 19:26 AMPC+

But Yahushua looked at them and said, With men this is impossible, but all things are possible with the Almighty. [Gen 18:14; Job 42:2]

A Silver Lining When His Conditions Are Met …

Thursday, July 23, 2020 at 11:40 pm.

His conditions? Repentance or the separation of true and romantic love—separation of the vile from the precious.

Ominous Reality—WOE Is Unto Us Rebellious Children …

Friday, July 24, 2020 at 5:09 am.

Master? I know You are working in the individual basis, so? The only thing I can see is the obsession with the things of this world ingrained in our human nature, and?

  • I tremble! How can this be? The monstrosity of COVID-19 is consuming the human life while Your people’s concern is on, dear me! Schools and Universities.

But How Can This Be? Still Running Away From Your Sovereign Authority …

Ha! This time all shall know You to be a Mighty One of justice longing to be gracious to us. And so it is happening even when I cannot see it happening. What a marvel!

O My Master? I Am Beginning To Go Downwards …

Friday, July 24, 2020 at 11:06 am.

The separation of true and romantic love is a hard thing to bear. But You know it. Even so? The knowledge of Your love and the love for me and for all sustains me.

I Thank You My Master For Your Strength To Carry The Burden …

Friday, July 24, 2020 at 12:28 pm.

This burden is the burden of my own carnal self. You have set me free and free I am indeed, but! I am in this world which does not know You, and?

Because I Am Not Of The World, I Am No Longer One With It, But! …

You have chosen, selected me out of the world, the world hates (detests) me. And there is where my carnal self becomes a burden.

It Is Burdensome To Incur The Hate From The World Delivered By One’s Closest …

Friday, July 24, 2020 at 2:09 pm.

Even so? You are in control of it all. As long as one goes along with the romantic love charade the world exalts one big time! One becomes a hero/heroine.

Stand Up For Intrinsic Values Against The World’s Vanity, Emptiness, Falsity, And Vainglory And? …

The hero/heroine becomes the villain on the way to the guillotine to get one’s head chopped off for good.

So? That Is What Is Going On In My Life Right Now, But! …

Saturday, July 25, 2020 at 7:28 am.

Master? You have brought me back to the month of March 2020—an amazing repeat of what is going on right now. Quote:

The Naked Truth: “The past is never dead. It’s not even past.” …?

Thursday, March 12, 2020 at 5:20 am.

Such is the naked truth on discovery by each individual human being created in the Creator’s imagine. This 2020 year is the end of all cycles; the beginning of the eternal cycle.

  • Humankind shall never be the same.
  • This 2020 unique year is the year the Master Creator shall separate the tares from the wheat.

And So I Wait For What You Have Next, My Beloved Shepherd, My Master Redeemer Of My Soul …

“Indeed, My precious child! This is the year I will gather the wheat into My barn to burn away the tares from the field of My so loved world.

  • This is the year my loved world shall discover the naked truth to set it free.

The Infamous Inherited Lie: “Until You Put The Bad Parts Of The Past To Rest With Therapy And Medicine.” …

Thursday, March 12, 2020 at 5:51 am.

“O thiaBasilia—O Child Of My Heart? The time is near. Just a little while longer is soon to become the now for My so loved world.

  • Not a single word in your writings has been written in vain.
  • I am now putting the final touch in the process to mold you to conform to the Image of My only begotten Son.
  • Here is the time to apply Romans 8:28-30 to your life in My Presence. Quote:

We are assured and know that Our Creator being a partner in their labor all things work together and are fitting into a plan for good to and for those who love Our Creator and are called according to His design and purpose.

For those whom He foreknew of whom He was aware and loved beforehand, He also destined from the beginning foreordaining them to be molded into the image of His Son and share inwardly His likeness, that He might become the firstborn among many brethren.

And those whom He thus foreordained, He also called; and those whom He called, He also justified (acquitted, made righteous, putting them into right standing with Himself). And those whom He justified, He also esteemed raising them to a heavenly dignity and condition or state of being.

It is also the time to arrange your latest writings since your last post into a booklet.

This booklet shall be the instrument to crush the harden hearts inherited within My children.

It shall be the instrument I will use to apply Jeremiah 32:37-42 for My children to welcome Yahushua Messiah into their newly created hearts.

Go on, My precious child, go on and on!

I am always with you and for you.

You are now One with Me.

My strength is Your strength.

Your obedience is My delight.

My delight is your strength.” End of my Master’s words for this moment.

  • Master? Show Me The Way. I Am Confused. Nothing Is Adding Up.

Master? Your Ways Are Unfathomable—Impossible To Predict …

Saturday, July 25, 2020 at 7:43 am.

So? I refuse to make any decisions on my fate. Though that I have several possibilities at my disposal none are of my choosing.

I Wait On You To Resolve My Present Situation On Your Time And At Your Discretion …

Saturday, July 25, 2020 at 8:59 am.

Hahaha! Master? I am on the roll by Your design and purpose. Just when You are putting me in terms with Yourself and Your Unfathomable unpredictable doings? Up pop the headlines to instigate my loving rebuttal!

Written by Dr. Eric Perry:

  • How to Stop Sabotaging Yourself

Posted on FB by my daughter Denise:

  • There’s nothing wrong with you.
  • There’s nothing wrong with me.
  • There’s nothing wrong with your journey.
  • There’s nothing wrong with my journey.

I Beg Your Pardon? Read My Posts If Not My Lips …

No kidding! After practically all my life under Mental Health Care to no avail, my reckoning moment knocked my mental health into place! Hahaha! HalleluYah!

No misunderstanding here …

There is much need for the loving Mental Health Caretakers to hold us up until our moment of reckoning comes by.

  • Reckoning? Yes, my precious Denise, there is a moment for each one of us to give an account of all our wrong thinking, feelings, and doings.
  • Honest to goodness! That moment been coming to me on stages, bless my heart.
  • It has not been an automatic miracle.
  • I had to go to the process of my human nature.
  • Gruesome. Gross. Painful. Hateful. Grievous?
  • Indeed! But! The results? Wow!
  • That’s why I urge you to read my latest posts.
  • What a Mighty Yah we serve!

This 7th Day Of Rest? Finds Me In Complete And Delightful Rest Despite …

Saturday, July 25, 2020 at 9:49 am.

Despite the negative circumstances of the last few days between Ahmad and myself. What ended my suffering under such repeat circumstances?

Ha! O My Master! That’s The Beauty Of Your Unpredictable Doings! …

I never know how You are to respond to my plea for help. For I no longer ask You for anything because I don’t know what to ask for. So?

  • I say, HELP! And wait. And wait. And wait while my mind is churning all possibilities at my disposal.
  • Suddenly! Earlier this morning while my tears were still flowing I exclaimed, “I refuse to make any decision on my future from here on!”
  • Sure enough. My tears dried. I read Your words back in March. Next? The post from Denise. Next? Dr. Eric Perry following one of my sites. I clicked his sabotage headline.

That Did It! A Surge Of Your Passionate Love For Us All Invaded My Being …

What a marvel! You are with me and for me! No matter the blows to knock me down, You never ever leave nor forsake me.

  • No kidding! What is to be is set to be despite all human’s fears, figure on, feelings, or thinking to know and understand.

It’s All Under And In Control And Supreme Authority Of The Mighty One Of Israel …

He alone can break the shackles of anger and unforgiveness suffocating us. He alone can cause us to recognize that anger and unforgiveness are the cause of the state of physical trauma and mental illness destroying us all.

We Must Humble Ourselves And Recognize The Futility Of Our Doings and Repent, But! …

You alone can empower us to recognize the futility of our doings and repent. And that is what You are doing with the lines You have compelled me to write and publish for the last 35 some years.

Me? O Me! Back In Your Joyful Wagon Singing Your Victory Song All Along …

Saturday, July 25, 2020 at 10:30 am.

What? Victory Song? Ha! The hour and minutes! Ten for what is to happen is really, really happening now. And?

The Number Thirty – Dedication, The Blood of Messiah

According to Luke 3:23, Yahshua begins His ministry at the age of thirty. This moment is dedicated by YHVH Himself in Mattityahu 3:13-17, while introducing His only Son to the world at His immersion. This fulfilled the priestly requirements contained in B’midbar 4:3. Thirty was also the number of pieces of silver that was to be the ‘blood money’ to betray the Messiah as prophesied in Z’kharyah 11:12-13 and fulfilled in Mattityahu 26:15: End of quote.

Indeed! Dedication? We Are A Chosen Race, A Royal Priesthood, Dedicated To The Almighty Creator Of Our Beings …

In You we have our beings despite all our shenanigans to the contrary. And so? Why not Sing Your Victory Song All Along on this blessed 7th day of rest for our best?

Master? I Had Forgotten All About The Book …

Saturday, July 25, 2020 at 11:53 am.

I started publishing from the last day of 2019 but! I did not even end the month of January 2020 in three books. What to do now?

  • Perhaps combine the first 3 books and add the rest of January. Then? Format each month starting in February into one book.
  • The 7th month is about to end, that means I have a humongous task to format 7 books.
  • Help! My Master, help me to figure out how to do this number. I’ll wait for Your incentive.

Ha! No Sooner I Put This Matter To You I Got Info About Markdown Apps …

Lo and behold! I have never heard of such apps or perhaps I never paid attention because I had not the slightest of what they were until today.

  • my Master! That means I’ll have to learn a new app as if I didn’t have enough troubles with the apps You have gifted to me so far. What to do?
  • Master? Your words sustain me. Thank You for the ability to embellish those words with my graphics skill.

O My Master! I Am In Big Trouble With Pain. Help! …

Sunday, July 26, 2020 at 8:46 am.

Fear knocks at my door. What about if this new ear pain turns out to be a warning for worse things in my body? I never had earache before. It is almost unbearable.

  • I am in tears. I can hardly work. I had forgotten the pain episodes of the past. This atrocious pain came up on me yesterday but it worsens this morning.
  • It’s now Sunday, July 26, 2020 at 11:00 am.
  • I am still getting stabs of pain but not as often or as drastic as before.
  • I think the problem is with water in my ear, but I don’t understand how it turn out into this atrocious pain.
  • I had water in my ear before with no problem it came out. What happened this time?

O My Master? I Don’t Want To Be Imagining Things. I Wait On You For An Answer …

Sunday, July 26, 2020 at 5:21 pm.

I have no clear answer yet, except seeing the reality of not knowing my own grown children much less knowing Ahmad. How can this be my Master?

Maybe All Things As They Stand Now Is For Me To Be Only A Spectator …

Sunday, July 26, 2020 at 11:16 pm.

I am witnessing the reward of the wicked. The wicked? Ha! It just came to me, the wicked within me and Ahmad. Hahaha! I was only thinking of the wicked within Ahmad.

There We Go! You Turned The Tables Back To Me Again! Thank You …

Of course, the wicked within me is suffering its just reward as it is with Ahmad’s wicked within himself, but!

  • What a comfort! That wicked carnal self cannot access our new nature from You. We remain safe in Your secret place, O Mighty One of Israel!
  • We have made You our refuge, our dwelling place O Most High by the power of Your love and grace not by our carnal power and ambition.

Well, Well, Well! It Is Just Coming To Me, The Physical Comes First, The Spiritual Second …

We must suffer the reward of the wicked before we can enjoy the reward of the righteous. Wow! What a revelation!

It All Boils Down To The Separation Of The Vile From The Precious …

Wisdom prevails! Your wisdom taking hold of my being. So? All the physical suffering cannot derail Your plan to restore Your creation.

And? All Our Shenanigans Of Lamenting, Not Understanding, Blaming, And Complaining …

Monday, July 27, 2020 at 10:16 am.

None! Nothing at all can stop the fiery passionate love’s plan to restore us all along with Your whole creation.

I Am Going On And On Set On Your Latest Reminder To Me …

“Go on, My precious child, go on and on!

I am always with you and for you.

You are now One with Me.

My joy is your joy.

My tears are your tears.

In the dark of your night

Your obedience is My delight.

My delight in your obedience is your strength.”

  • Without more ado, I am closing this post on Your time and discretion for me to do so.

Your love in my heart for all. thiaBasilia.

The Tribe To Surpass All Human’s Tribes Is Now To Be A Reality. Loved To Love …

What Does It Mean? It Means The Purpose For Covid-19. The Aftermath? The Tribe Under The First And Most Important Of The Commandments …

 

I Find Myself Puzzled. I Am An Extraordinary Human …?

Tuesday, July 21, 2020 at 4:59 pm.

The best part? O my Master! It really is extraordinary the way You have granted to me Your victory, Your favor, Your love, Your peace, Your joy, and Your matchless, unbroken companionship.

  • I am now complete in You. What a marvel!

All My Life Spent Looking For Love In All The Wrong Places, But! …

That’s the way it was meant to be. Your wisdom and love for Your creation including us human beings are unfathomable.

Complete In You. Now? No Need To Waste My Time Trying To Figure It All Out …

Instead? Redeeming the time. Alive! Living. Resting. Enjoying Your Presence in the peace that surpasses all human understanding.

O My Master! It Is Such An Amazing Experience To Be Absolutely Free …

Free from that anxious hope for Ahmad’s visits and my children’s emails. Free from my mind churning all those wicked thoughts of revenge.

  • Ha! That’s what all my thoughts were all about, revenge for what I thought to be lack of love and understanding for me.

That’s What Just Came To Me Without My Figuring At All …

Hahaha! What joy it is to be complete in You. No need to rehash the morbid past. Only need to live in Your love and the love of my loved ones.

I Am Loved And I Love Despite All Looks To The Contrary …

It is finish! Your work is now complete within my being. Loved to love is now for real and for keeps. A new cycle to last me for eternity. What a marvel!

Copious Tears Flow At The Sound Of Your Lovely Voice …

Wednesday, July 22, 2020 at 6:45 am.

Just when the suspense of the moment becomes heavier that voice pierced the sound of the times for me. What a marvel! Quote:

“Thus, I will build My Tribe to surpass all human’s tribes, all human groups, all human religious organizations. I will build My Tribe. I will build the congregation of My children. I will be their Loving Master. There will be no more sorrow. No more separations. No more disgruntled groups. No more confusion. No more illness of any kind. No more disagreements. No more disappointments. No more idleness. No more empty talk. No more greed. No more arrogance. No more ignorance. No more work by the sweat of the brow.

Instead of the sweat of the brow, O thiaBasilia—O child of My heart, instead, all the ones I have placed within your reach either in person, by physical contact or through the waves of the Internet, all the ones in your reach will be My jewels, My especial possession. I will be their Master, their Loving Master to cherish and protect them always. They will be My loving, obedient children, loving and attentive each to My voice and direction for their individual journey while they remain in this world in wait for My Son’s return.

Instead of the sweat of the brow or the stress of their frantic efforts to survive causing them all kinds of illnesses and miserable painful conditions, O thiaBasilia—O child of My heart, instead, My children shall be empowered to keep the First and most important of all commandments. Indeed, My words to bless your keeping of the most important commandment shall not be in vain.

Furthermore, O thiaBasilia—O child of My heart! I have given to you the spirit of Rachel. Rachel: Means “ewe” or female sheep in Hebrew. She was the favorite wife of Jacob and the mother of Joseph and Benjamin in the Old Testament. Thus My words addressing Rachel applies to you at this point and time of the age of mankind. Those words are written,

Restrain your voice from weeping and your eyes from tears, for your work shall be rewarded, says the Master; and your children shall return from the enemy’s land. And there is hope for your future, says the Master; your children shall come back to their own country.

Therefore, O thiaBasilia—O child of My heart! Pause. Reflect and Rejoice. For I am empowering you to sit still while you see My deliverance, even Yahushua take His rightful place in the hearts of My children.

Until the next post, His love in my heart for all remains, thiaBasilia. End of quote.

Tribe To Surpass All Human’s Tribes Is Now A Reality …

Wednesday, July 22, 2020 at 7:03 am.

Ha! Another dumbfounds moment for me! Just when I been wondering how am I to connect the published posts so far, here is my answer. Wow!

Add The Above Headline In The Headline For Today’s Post …

Then introduce the post from July 19, What A Message Of Grace In This Post! We Humans Just As Well Perk Up And Listen Up!

Thank Goodness! You Are Always On Time To Lead Me As Per Your Plan …

My tears are dry. Great incentive to follow Your leading. More and more every single moment of my life the immensity of Your Being hovers over my earthly-minded nature, and?

  • You proclaim: Let there be light; and there was light.

Indeed! I Am Earthly-Minded. My Earthly Mind Is Always In Darkness, But! …

You tell me Your secret in 1 Corinthians 15:51, I shall not fall asleep [in death], but You have changed, transformed me to live a resurrected life even now while I am still on these earthly grounds. Quote:

Mystery and Victory …But I tell you this, brethren, flesh and blood cannot [become partakers of eternal salvation and] inherit or share in the kingdom of our Creator; nor does the perishable (that which is decaying) inherit or share in the imperishable (the immortal).

Take notice! I tell you a mystery (a secret truth, an event decreed by the hidden purpose or counsel of the Almighty). We shall not all fall asleep [in death], but we shall all be changed (transformed).

In a moment, in the twinkling of an eye, at the [sound of the] last trumpet call. For a trumpet will sound, and the dead [in Messiah] will be raised imperishable (free and immune from decay), and we shall be changed (transformed).

For this perishable [part of us] must put on the imperishable [nature], and this mortal [part of us, this nature that is capable of dying] must put on immortality (freedom from death).

And when this perishable puts on the imperishable and this that was capable of dying puts on freedom from death, then shall be fulfilled the Scripture that says, Death is swallowed up (utterly vanquished forever) in and unto victory. O death, where is your victory? O death, where is your sting?

Now sin is the sting of death, and sin exercises its power [upon the soul] through [the abuse of] the Law.

But thanks be to our Creator, Who gives us the victory [making us conquerors] through our Master Yahushua Messiah.

Therefore, my beloved brethren, be firm (steadfast), immovable, always abounding in the work of the Master [always being superior, excelling, doing more than enough in the service of the Master], knowing and being continually aware that your labor in the Master is not futile [it is never wasted or to no purpose]. End of quote.

Thus, Are The Basis For My Present Firm Steadfast, Immovable Attitude …

O my Master! No gloom or glee. No human or devil. Nothing at all can derail me from doing more than enough in Your service.

  • For You let me know and continually make me aware that my labor in You is not futile, it is never wasted or to no purpose.
  • What an incentive to continue my labor and head to the posting grounds. But before I post anything it comes to mind this thing about TRIBE.

Here’s What TRIBE Is All About In The Marketing Grounds Of The World …

Quoting a definition from a source in the Internet: “A tribe is a group of people connected to one another, connected to a leader and connected to an idea.”

Wow! The Super Successful Marketeers Have It All Figure Out And? …

Wednesday, July 22, 2020 at 10:17 am.

And dumb silly me I have tried my best to follow up with their tutorials to build my tribe to no avail!

  • Unsuspecting silly me was never aware of my Master’s amusement with my earnest ambition to build my tribe to share His message.

O My Master! You Are So Good To Me …

Somehow, You distracted me from all my efforts to do the work that only You can do. By and by came the moment of reckoning for me. Talking about a major HALT?

Greater Than A Lightning Bolt Shaking My Entire Being Leaving Only What Could Not Be Shaken—Namely? Your Spirit Within Me.

Meanwhile? Your TRIBE To Surpass All Human’s Tribes on the making to surface for keeps on this 2020 year.

On now to the post from July 19 2020.

What A Message Of Grace In This Post! We Humans Just As Well Perk Up And Listen Up!

Impossible! We Have No Power. No Will To Listen Up But! There Is Hope. Always Hope At That! That’s The Fact To Be Exact …

New Day. New Me. New Post. Renewed Content …

Saturday, July 4, 2020 at 7:00 am

Yeap! The content is not new. It’s newer! A new experience. Unbelievable new experience. As I sit here wondering if I should call Ahmad to entice him to come to visit before the weather gets hot I confessed,

  • “Master! I don’t need to make things happen anymore!”

Wow! A New Experience At Exactly 7:00 Am. Meaning? …

O my Master! From the beginning, the number 7 has represented Your completed acts. Then right now on my confession the number 7 is followed with a double zero. Reminder! Quote:

“O My precious thiaBasilia, My message is all inclusive like the number Zero. So? My message right now?

  • Newness and Cycles, meaning Ahmad shall come to start a new cycle in his life.
  • He is receiving My grace to begin the preparation for the near future.
  • I am also giving you My grace to support and uplift him to do what he is called to do.”

Ha! You Are Reminding Me Of Your Recent Words To Me …

Saturday, July 4, 2020 at 8:08 am.

I hear again and again these days, quote:

“Fear not! For I am in control of it all! Despite all the doings of My rebellious children, I will restore them for the sake of My name. I will not give My honor to another. Remember Isaiah 48.

  • Zero means comprehensiveness, openness, wholeness, and infinity. It’s an all-inclusive number

O My precious thiaBasilia, My message is all inclusive like the number Zero. It includes Grace and Preparation not only to survive the days ahead but mainly to overcome those days

Now? You must continue with the parallel between My ancient prophet and yourself because it applies to the moment of time on this so loved world of Mine.

My child, I know of your lurking fears as you quote the words, I compel you to quote because some of your relatives are alcohol merchants, and?

Some of your children have declared themselves homosexual or openly living immoral lives among a tolerant society.

But your worst concern is with the wave of New Age beliefs engulfing My so loved world including your own child

Fear not! Continue to quote the Scriptures despite your own misgivings. For I am in control of it all! Despite all the doings of My rebellious children, I will restore them for the sake of My name. I will not give My honor to another. Remember Isaiah 48.” End of quote.

Master? I Need You …

Saturday, July 4, 2020 at 8:51 pm. 11:07 pm.

Thank You for sleep. You know how badly I need to sleep. Only You have all the answers to my dilemmas. I refuse to complain or seek relief from any human source. I need You.

You Are The Way-The Truth-The Light …

Sunday, July 5, 2020 at 12:16 am. Sunday, July 5, 2020 at 8:32 am.

There is no other way. In vain a human search and finds many other ways to its own peril. Even so? You are a Mighty One of justice, but Your mercy is beyond a human’s capacity to grasp. Your wisdom is unfathomable.

That’s The Way It Is Period …

We humans just as well perk up and listen up! Yeah, that’s what we are told from the corners of the likes of yours truly in the past, but!

  • It’s now the present.
  • In the present? No way yours truly to one address the matter in a platter!
  • Yours truly? All platters at her disposal are now disposal non possession in all my relations. !
  • No kidding! Yours truly? No more platters no more flatters no more wisdom matters.
  • Yours truly is now a new bird liken to an eagle able to fly up and above all such matters.
  • Anyhow? Yes! We humans must perk up and listen up, but!

The Master Creator MUST Lift Himself To Get Our Attention …

Monday, July 6, 2020 at 12:49 pm.

I vain we struggle to perk up and listen up. In vain all the consecrations and ordinations so common in the organized church system.

I’ll Catch The Slack From The Ordained Ministers And Such For Sure, But! …

Tuesday, July 7, 2020 at 1:07 am.

It does not take a rocket scientist to see that with all the fanfare from the ordained ministers in the organized church systems plus all religions and religious groups we have not managed to change this world one iota. Instead?

  • The corruption is now at its peak.
  • Me? I know noothignnnnn! Like Sergeant Schultz in Hogan’s Heroes famous character emphatically proclaimed to save his tail.
  • Honestly? Nowadays You, my Master have empowered me to refrain from all my doings and sayings and opinions and comments of my past. Why?
  • Ha! You have put me through Your processing machine.
  • Nothing is left from my past to take priority in my life.
  • Of course! My gifted personality is still intact. You never take away our gifts. So it is written. Quote:

Romans 11:29

For the Almighty’s gifts and His call are irrevocable. [He never withdraws them when once they are given, and He does not change His mind about those to whom He gives His grace or to whom He sends His call.] End of quote.

So? Someone May Think I Am Negating The Call From You, But! …

But You know that is far from the truth. The fact is that I highly respect the numerous ministers of my acquiesce. Even so?

Your Spirit Within Me Grieves To See What They Cannot See Right Now …

Tuesday, July 7, 2020 at 6:00 am.

Indeed! The sight is quite alarming. But again, and again, it’s all under Your loving control and Sovereign Authority over Your whole creation, including us rebellious human beings.

  • Easy to say submit! Quit! Do it! Don’t do it! Not easy! It’s impossible!
  • Oh yes! We can full ourselves with the mirage of advanced civilization.
  • Some are making millions. For the most? Most are making zilt-ions!
  • Me? I am a zilt-lionaire without two coins to rub together.
  • Bless my heart in the zilt-ions carefree land of my life’s journey span.!
  • No problems. No worries in the zilt-ions’ carefree land.
  • All is well! All is swell! No complaining while Your wealth on me is raining!
  • The thing is the day of reckoning is inevitable! The Judge is coming.
  • We got to give an account for all those mangoes we been freely eating.
  • What? You do not eat mangoes? Ah! Maybe you are unaccountable?
  • What about the air you are breathing? Is that not accountable?

O Well! Let Me Get To The Point. There Is Hope Despite All The Horrors We Deserve. …

Tuesday, July 7, 2020 at 1:20 pm.

Yes, the BOOK is replete with the hell bound warnings because of our rebelliousness, but! The BOOK is also complete and more than replete with Your Kingdom bound promises despite our rebelliousness.

Master? You Had Me Quote All Your Hell Bound Warnings In The Past To No Avail. Why? …

Yeap! You had me to tell the righteous and the unrighteous of their sin, but You told me they were not going to listen.

Ha! Now You Are Showing Me Why? I Don’t Know How To Put It, But! …

Wednesday, July 8, 2020 at 10:41 am.

Even the most elect of ministers have failed us. In fact? The ministers are the reason and cause for the great fallen away. Why? Because of Your timing, my Master.

O My Master? Your Contention? It Is With The Leaders Of Your Flock …

So it is written but! Ha! O mine! Again! I been baffled at their refusal to change. What about me? I am a priest or minister or a dedicated one just like the rest. Have I forgotten it?

  • Must read the facts in Hosea 4; 2 Thessalonians 2. Those chapters are quite clear but! Like with all Scriptures I learned from the leaders and taught others to interpret those words with my natural or carnal mind to my own peril.

Master? How Do You Manage To Turn The Tables On Me? …

O but how blessed I am! For sure I am Your child. You don’t let me get by with anything that is not edifying to the rest of Your children.

That Brings Me To This Precise Moment …?

Honestly? You know my thoughts and my words before I even think or speak them. What have I been thinking and speaking to You about?

  • Well! Well! Well! I might as well confess the mess!
  • For all practical purposes things are still pretty rough.
  • They say to count my blessings.
  • Well, my Master You bless me so much I done lost count, but!
  • The curses? That’s what I been thinking and talking to You about.
  • Why not? My body and my apartment are still a mess.
  • Then? Just when Ahmad was ready to do for You?
  • Wham! You stroke his back.
  • O! O! O! Maybe Ahmad was not thinking of doing for You as I enthusiastically assumed it to be.
  • Maybe Ahmad? Maybe Ahmad? Maybe Ahmad?
  • Maybe all these things are just to show me I am singing in the wrong choir?
  • Maybe all the amazing things I been expecting are just all my active imagination?
  • Maybe? Maybe? Maybe?

Uhoo! Where Are You thiaBasilia? …

Wednesday, July 8, 2020 at 4:17 pm.

The pain. Ahmad’s doings. It all makes me hide from Your Presence to lament and complain, but! You know all about it my Master, why do You ask?

“O thiaBasilia—O Child Of My Heart? My precious child. Why not jolt you out of Your hiding to remind you I am still here waiting? You cannot hide from Me.

Anyhow? I am well pleased with your resilience. No problem anymore. I have set you in My heart and I am aware of every minute detail that goes on with you.

Remember I am at work to restore My whole creation including each one of My children individually, and?

I will accomplish My work despite your fears and doubts along with the fears and doubts of the rest of my children.

Even though there is no change of lifestyle. My children are set on their ways of worship and all the skeptics roaming this so loved world of Mine have no use for them or Me.

I am delighted with your obedience to record all these things that could go against you in the sight of many of your former acquaintances.

Go on. No worries. No problem without My solution for you.

You have now the power to be still not to panic when trouble knocks at your door.

You have now the power to let go or forgive even when it is impossible for you to forget.

Therefore, do not trouble yourself with your remembrances.

In the future those remembrances shall disappear in a twinkle of an eye along with your decaying body at the sound of the trumpet.

Even so? I am restoring your wealth and your health for your well being while you wait for My soon return.

It’s now Thursday, July 9, 2020 at 12:44 am. Sleep. When I wake you up next the Internet shall work.”  End of quote.

Thank You For Sleep. The Net Is Still Out, But! …

Thursday, July 9, 2020 at 3:03 am.

I refuse to doubt You. In Your time and at Your discretion all these problems will cease to interrupt the task You have assigned unto me.

  • The problem continues to pop up. It seems that Zain resets the connection.

Master? Unto You I Continue To Bring My Feelings And Thoughts …

Thursday, July 9, 2020 at 10:01 am.

I hope Ahmad does not show up looking for encouragement for I need some encouragement myself. You know it my Master. You are the only One able and willing to encourage us.

Good For Me! Ahmad Neither Showed Up Or Called, And? …

Thursday, July 9, 2020 at 1:37 pm.

And the Internet is still not working so I cannot call him to get Zain for them to get the Internet going. That’s suit me fine! Why?

  • Well? You promised me the Internet was to work on my waking up but it did not happen.
  • So? Automatically I began to wait for Ahmad to rescue me since Your promise did not materialized on my waking up.

Aha! Is Not That What We Humans Automatically Do When …?

Yeap! When Your promises of restoration and blessings to us rebellious ones have not materialized for thousands of years past, we have set out to help our own selves to our own peril, but!

You Knew All Along That Was To Be On Que…

Thursday, July 9, 2020 at 3:45 pm.

Master? You had me record all about this matter for the last 35 years. Now You compel me to proclaim the work of transformation You have done within me for Your honor and esteem.

Now I Am Understanding?? O My Master, I Don’t Know What Or If I Understand …

The truth? I don’t understand why I feel so sad and uncomfortable right now, but I am so glad that I don’t need to dump my feelings on anyone. No need. I have You to hear me out.

  • I am so blessed with Your victory, Your favor, Your love, Your peace, Your joy, and Your matchless, unbroken companionship!
  • Thus? I move and have my being in You while I get up or down, while I feel good or bad. In gloom or glee, You are with me.

Encouraging Revelation! It’s Happening! …

Friday, July 10, 2020 at 6:01 am.

You are revealing Yourself to me big time! Why? Not just for my benefit but mainly for Your so loved world’s benefit!

Indeed! One By One You Are Bringing The Message Straight To The Heart And Mind …

What is the message, my Master? Ah! How clear You are showing it to me in response to my moments of sadness and discomfort like I went through yesterday. Why such moments?

  • You have brought me home the center of Your heart and?
  • I see what You see. I feel what You feel, but sadly I can do nothing about it except abide in Your will as a helpless little child.
  • As a human being is impossible for me to understand why things are the way they are; why You let me suffer? But!
  • I no longer panic and run to and fro among my peers and loved ones for help and solutions.
  • Despite my ability to see the cause of all evil around me, I no longer attempt to resolve such evils, but!
  • As a little child I come to You looking for the relief and comfort that only You can give to me.

Wow! That’s The Message You Are Bringing To The Heart And Mind To Each One Of Your Children …

Friday, July 10, 2020 at 6:43 am.

What a revelation on waking up around 5 am after many hours of much needed sleep. Yesterday no one came no one called to help me with the Internet. This morning on waking up I confessed,

  • “The least I can do is to help myself while my Ahmad is going to his own crisis.”

Talking About Your Power And Strength To Help Myself Instead Of …?

Instead of the lamenting and complaining and wondering of many days past. Behold! Your victory, Your favor, Your love, Your peace, Your joy, and Your matchless, unbroken companionship!

Guess What I Been Up To For The Last 3 Hours? Amazing To Me …

Friday, July 10, 2020 at 9:50 am.

For longer than I can remember I have been begging and waiting for someone to take care of my roof to no avail. This morning on Your strength, I took care of it myself! Wow!

The Best Part! I Did It Joyfully And Gratefully. Why? …

Such joy to think of taking a load of Ahmad’s shoulder. Gratefully that You gave me the incentive and strength to do a good work for Your honor not mine.

  • How can I not give You the honor when of my own? I am a basket case when things go wacky and I cannot do nothing about it like it was yesterday. But!
  • You work all things for the good of all of us not just for my good.

And So? What Is The Message In A Nutshell? …

You are revealing Yourself once for all to be gracious to us. One by one You are reaching each child of Yours personally, individually. But the way You are doing it? Wow!

  • Out of the whirlwind You are commanding each one of us to give an account of our doings.
  • You are opening eyes and ears to hear and see the horror of our doings
  • We are telling You we can do better for ourselves than what You are doing.
  • All our shenanigans and pretensions and follies and this New Age we are living are nothing else but spiting on Your face what we can and will do without You.
  • Ah! But you are a ‘believer’ a ‘faithful member of your church’ even a ‘pastor’ an ‘ordained minister’ a ‘Bible teacher or student’, so what?
  • Words without knowledge. Blah! Blah! Blah!
  • Spitting out anger and shock but no change of lifestyle.
  • No reverential fear of YOU before their eyes.
  • Of course, there are exceptions in the statements.
  • Even so, these statements are not a figment of my imagination.
  • It is all written Romans 3:10-18 and many more books in the commonly called Bible meaning The Scriptures.
  • A horrendous sight! Frightening!
  • But the good news?

O My Master! Those Are The Scriptures You Used To Convict Me …

Friday, July 10, 2020 at 6:05 pm.

O yes! No kidding. I was a faithful member of the Organized Church System and Independent Groups claiming to be born again possessor of Your mind but!

  • Little did I know I was speaking words without knowledge.
  • Living a self-righteous life.
  • Faithfully adhering to the beliefs and traditions of the leaders of the flock and followers.

Until? Wham! Your Voice Resounded From The Whirlwind To Shake My Being …

This time is for keeps. You have shaken everything that could be shaken out of my being in fulfillment of Your written words. For so it is written. Quote:

Hebrews 12:25-27

So see to it that you do not reject Him or refuse to listen to and heed Him Who is speaking [to you now].

For if they [the Israelites] did not escape when they refused to listen and heed Him Who warned and divinely instructed them [here] on earth [revealing with heavenly warnings His will], how much less shall we escape if we reject and turn our backs on Him Who cautions and admonishes [us] from heaven?

Then [at Mount Sinai] His voice shook the earth, but now He has given a promise: Yet once more I will shake and make tremble not only the earth but also the [starry] heavens. [Hag 2:6]

Now this expression, Yet once more, indicates the final removal and transformation of all [that can be] shaken–that is, of that which has been created–in order that what cannot be shaken may remain and continue. [Psa 102:26]

Joel 2:12-13 AMPC+

Therefore, also now, says the Master, turn and keep on coming to Me with all your heart, with fasting, with weeping, and with mourning [until every hindrance is removed, and the broken fellowship is restored].

Rend your hearts and not your garments and return to the Master, your Almighty Creator, for He is gracious and merciful, slow to anger, and abounding in loving-kindness; and He revokes His sentence of evil [when His conditions are met].

So? The Thing Is My Master The Way Those Words Have Been Programmed In Our Carnal Minds …

Friday, July 10, 2020 at 8:18 pm.

The truth? You know it my Master. The truth is that I don’t understand how You have allowed the programing of Your words in our carnal minds, but!

  • I no longer want or need to understand it all. You have shaken all those former wants and needs of mine out of my being for good.
  • Instead? You have transformed me into Your little child carefree under Your loving care and protection, yet?
  • Your wisdom prevails in all my interchanges.
  • Right now? I continue to feel uncomfortable. Heading for bed on Saturday, July 11, 2020 at 12:50 am.

Master? What’s Happening With This Body And Mind Of Mine? …

Saturday, July 11, 2020 at 9:18 am.

I am stuck again battling the situation between Ahmad and I plus the lack of connection, no Internet no calling time in my phone. No way to communicate with anyone.

Well? It Suits Me Right, But! …

Saturday, July 11, 2020 at 10:44 pm.

I got nothing today so far, but You know it! I am still not really complaining. Instead? I been helping myself in Your loving Presence. Thus, another 7th Day of Rest found me resting on You.

Ah! Thanks, My Master! It’s All Ending Well And Swell! …

Saturday, July 11, 2020 at 11:25 pm.

My little friend showed up bearing food and minutes for my phone. HalleluYah! I talked to Yazeed. He will see about the Internet tomorrow.

Master? What Is The Lesson You Taught Me With This Incident? …

Sunday, July 12, 2020 at 12:00 am.

“My precious thiaBasilia, you are experiencing My grace and favor to you to Ahmad to your children to your loved ones and to all My cherished children of Mine roaming the four corners of the earth.

  • Even so? This experience for the last few days does not feel too gracious at all to you, but!
  • You delight My being with your determine purpose to be found in Me no matter gloom or glee.
  • Grace like forgivingness and worship and love is not a feeling.
  • It is a matter of your will and determination to choose My grace to forgive yourself and others.
  • It is a matter of your will and determination to choose to worship Me in spirit and in the truth and reality of My Being within your heart.
  • Love as well is not a feeling. It is a matter of your will and determination to choose to submit to or respect or obey your loved one without any reservation.
  • Thus? The first and most important of My commandments.
  • The experience of My grace to forgive and to worship or love Me above all else produces the experience to love yourself and others like you love yourself. Even so?

All Must Take Place On My Appointed Time And At My Discretion …

Sunday, July 12, 2020 at 3:11 am.

  • The thing is, My child, it is impossible for the human mind to grasp My time and discretion. Why?
  • Because I have set blinds in the human’s eyes to prevent the human to ascend above Me.
  • Meanwhile? The human insists and persists on the attempt to dethrone Me, but!
  • It Is Not Going To Happen. Instead? …
  • On this 2020 Year I have begun the removal of those blinds for My children to see with their spiritual eyes what they cannot see with their physical ones.

And That Concludes This Lesson, My Child …

  • Thus, is the fulfilment of My written words.
  • This 2020 is the year of enlightenment.
  • One by one My children are grasping the matter as you publish My dealings with you on the daily basis.

Thank You My Master For Teaching Me The Reality Of Your Ways …

Sunday, July 12, 2020 at 8:31 am.

Each lesson You engrave within me strengthens my ability to overcome all inevitable difficulties and conflicts in this valley of death that I am traveling on.

Thank You For Spring. Thank You For The Blooming Flowers But! Most Of All …

Thank You for Your victory, Your favor, Your love, Your peace, Your joy, and Your matchless, unbroken companionship!

It Is A Good Thing To Know You Are In Control Of It All …

Sunday, July 12, 2020 at 11:38 am.

O my Master! It really is good to know for sure You are in control of it all working all things for our good. Whether I fret or not cannot change or thwart Your plan for our good.

Such Knowledge Takes A Load Off My Mind And? …

Encourages me not to waste my time fretting and complaining and blaming. It encourages me to wait for Your timing to resolve all difficulties.

Midnight Again. Still No Internet. No Phone. No Ahmad, But! …

Sunday, July 12, 2020 at 12:00 am

You are with me. In Your Presence I can climb the highest mountains. In Your loving Presence I can overcome the highest peak of difficulties and distress inevitable in this world.

Here I Am My Master! Thankful, Gladfully Waiting On You In The Cool Of This Morning …

Monday, July 13, 2020 at 6:20 am.

The winter is past. The flowers are blooming. What a sight! What a delight! What a might! All in my sight! Simply a beautiful token of Your passionate love and grace in my face.

Thank You.

New Graphic Finished. No News. Still No Net. Still No Problem …

Monday, July 13, 2020 at 11:25 pm.

They say no news is good news. Guess there is a point in such statement, but I don’t get it. Anyhow? The day is ending with news. My little friend just brought me food and updated me.

Master? I Am Beginning To Understand The Way Things Are, I Think …

But every time I think I understand things I find myself in a limbo uncertain about it all. I am now taking everything from Your hand of mercy literally. So?

I Know For Sure That You Have A Purpose For All Things In My Life, And? …

Tuesday, July 14, 2020 at 6:26 am.

Such knowledge avails me to be still, to let go, to wait with confidence in You. You have a purpose for the moment I am going through with no Internet or telephone to communicate to anyone.

I wait on You.

What Is The Creator Telling You And Me On The Aftermath Of COVID-19? Could It Be—Come To Me?

My Saga. Your Saga? All Written Before We Were Born …

The Year 2020 Means Enlightenment …

Tuesday, July 14, 2020 at 1:05 pm.

I don’t know how to explain it but I’ll give it a try. I been reading those Scriptures since 1974. I have faithfully studied them on and off since them.

  • I have listened to many inspired souls give their understanding of such.
  • I have attempted to live by them.
  • I have quoted those Scriptures to others.
  • ALL to no avail.
  • I remained powerless.
  • No weight to all my efforts to do what I thought to be the ‘right’ thing to do.

What A Difference It Is Now! Every Single Word I Write And Quote? …

  • It’s like becoming alive!
  • Power!
  • Courage!
  • Confidence!
  • Certainty!
  • Undaunted, not discouraged by difficulties or danger!

It All Rejuvenates My Being As I Read Every Single Word I Record In This Journal Of My Life.

My task is to write and publish and optimize. You, my Master are doing the rest. Thus, it is with much confidence that I post the long essays You compel me to post despite my own misgivings.

My Life In Your Presence Daily Goes On …

Tuesday, July 14, 2020 at 1:25 pm.

Thanks for the much-needed sleep, O my Master—O Master of mine! I am now modifying a post You had me publish in 2017. Why?

You Are Recapping Your Doings In This Life Of Mine …

The year 2017 is the year You began this new life I am now experiencing. That was the year You made me aware of many things rather stranger to me.

  • For instance, the name, Church of whatever denomination raises the flag of religion, and!
  • Our Creator is not about religion.
  • What is written in 2 Thessalonians 2:1-17 and in, 2 Peter 3:1-18 comes to mind.

Come To Church? What Is The Creator Telling You And Me? Could It Be—Come To Me? …

Yes! Indeed, to ME! That’s the way to do and to be! I no longer attend ‘Church’. I come to Him with everything! No matter how big or small my burden or non-burden could be?

I Dump It And Release It All To You My Master/Creator Of My Being.

O my Master! One week now since the Net quit on me as well as my phone and Ahmad’s visits or calls.

  • No way to windup showing off of my “knowledge” of things that I do not know to tell the truth.

You Have Brought Ahmad And Family Into My Life …

My task is to write and publish and optimize whatever and whenever You lead me to do so. That includes my relationship with Ahmad and family.

O But How Easy It Is For Me To Set Myself Up As A Know It All To Impress Them! …

Save me my Master! O but You are saving me big time as I confess my deficiencies as You give me the opportunity to do so.

Master? I Sense The Need To Be Alone With You Now More Than Ever Before …

I cannot connect. Yeah, we are all supposed to be connected, but! You have disconnected me for the whole week.

These Past 7 Days Really Got Me To Thinking About The Use Of Words Among Other Issues ….

The use of words to express our feelings or our thoughts. No matter. Too much thinking allows our feelings to take over us.

  • Sure key to open the door of Insanity!

There You Have It! In A Nutshell, There You Have It …

Tuesday, July 14, 2020 at 2:00 pm.

Ha! Why did I think of that before? It could be because, O well! It is good to examine oneself, but! Such examination can turn into self-condemnation or self-adulation. Even so?

  • Recapping from a while back, I wrote about self, quote:

Touché! Looking at things for what things are! Best of all looking at self—the naked truth about self! There is no taming for that wild nature within us—the more we chase that illusive happiness the unhappier we become for there is no such a thing to be found!

What then? Hope, there is always hope! What hope? The hope of our Creator! What? That means nothing to you? Just a religious cliché?

Think again! Where all those ideas & realizations of yours come from? From the thin air? Indeed!

Perhaps, just perhaps if you continue to check my journey you will find out the same thing that I have found:

You will find our Creator beckoning you and me to come to Him as a little child to his mom or to his dad with all your doubts & fears & dreams!

Our Creator is not just a deity up there in the sky looking to bless or zap it to us! Indeed! Our Creator is the Master that wants to reside in our hearts to mold & shape us in His image! Hope, there is always hope! End of quote.

About Words, Thoughts, Feelings, Insanity? …

Ha! Ha! HalleluYah! Just now it occurred to me to investigate the meaning of those words that have been applied to yours truly and, what have I found? Quote:

Schizophrenia:

Any of a group of severe mental disorders in which a person loses touch with reality. People with schizophrenia also experience abnormal thinking that usually interferes with their ability to work and communicate with others. The biological causes of schizophrenia are not well understood. It is associated with an imbalance of chemical substances in the brain and often runs in families.

Insanity

Severe mental illness or derangement. Not used in psychiatric diagnosis.

Law

Unsoundness of mind sufficient to render a person unfit to maintain a contractual or other legal relationship or sufficient to warrant commitment to a mental health facility.

Incapacity to form the criminal intent necessary for legal responsibility, as when a mental disorder prevents a person from knowing the difference between right and wrong.

Incapacity because of a mental disorder to participate adequately as a defendant in criminal proceedings or to understand the imposition of a criminal punishment, particularly the death penalty.

3.

Extreme foolishness or irrationality: “The insanity of sending troops into Russia when European peace looked imminent horrified him” (Mary V. Dearborn).

Something that is extremely foolish, distinctly irrational, or wildly excited: “twisted forms of musical insanity” (Christopher J. Kelter). End of quote.

The Causes Not Well Understood? That’s To Put It Mildly …

Tuesday, July 14, 2020 at 3:31 pm.

Wow! How accurate the scientist of this world have described not only yours truly but also all the great Biblical workers & prophets that have lived from day one of our present existence on these earthly grounds!

Only One Problem: Not A Clue About The Invisible Reality To Be Greater That The Visible …

These erudite scientists have not got a clue about the ‘insanity’ of the visible world that we inhabit! Thus, their thwarted view of sanity versus insanity!

The Truth Can Be Offensive But It Must Be Proclaimed …

The truth about those erudite human beings? The most pitiful lot of all human beings! Unfortunately, these are the human beings that control all phases of human life!

But How Can We Escape? How Can We Break Loose From The Grip Of These Ruthless Tyrants? …

Who exactly are these ruthless tyrants? Hum! Tall question! I hear it all the time, “You speak truth, but what works?

  • I pray, I call on The Creator, I do all the things that you do, I am a good person, I help everybody, I am, I am, I am….and nothing works!”

Me? O Me! I Ain’t Got Any Answers Per Say! …

Why? Because the only One that has all the answers has not seen fit to entitled me with the answering department in His world!

  • Even so, I finally got tired of looking for answers myself.
  • I began to look for the One that has the answers for all our individual predicaments!

Ha! That ONE Was Not Hard To Find At All …

He was waiting for me all the time that I was running on my own erudite juices! I was the main ruthless tyrant I needed to get free from! Wow!

Now That ONE? He Possesses The Key To The Deepest Part Of My Being …

From there He answers me with answers that have set me free not only from the tyranny of this world of erudite humans that reign on this earth now, but! From the tyranny of my own erudite fool that I was.

You Want Answers? You Want To Know What Works? …

Well? Today, if you would hear His voice calling you to come to Him in the words in this post and when you hear it, do not harden your heart.

Today Could Be Your Day To Find Out What Works For Sure  …

Once you answer that solemn call, all things begin to set you free like it happened to me! But be warned, nothing happens the way we figure it, take it from the horse’s mouth.

Schizophrenic? Insane? Bipolar? Nuts? …

Yeap! That I am according to the whole kit & caboodle of Insane Erudite but pitiful human beings that reign in this world!

  • But in my Master’s world? It’s altogether a different story! As it’s written,

Where is the wise man (the philosopher)? Where is the scribe (the scholar)? Where is the investigator (the logician, the debater) of this present time and age? Has not the Almighty Creator of our beings shown up the nonsense and the folly of this world’s wisdom?

For simply consider your own call, brethren; not many of you were considered to be wise according to human estimates and standards, not many influential and powerful, not many of high and noble birth. No! For our Maker selected—deliberately chose what in the world is foolish to put the wise to shame, and what the world calls weak to put the strong to shame.

And our Maker also selected—deliberately chose what in the world is lowborn and insignificant and branded and treated with contempt, even the things that are nothing, that He might depose and bring to nothing the things that are, so that no mortal man should have pretense for glorying and boast in the presence of Master.

But it is from Him that you have your life in Yahushua Messiah, Whom our Maker made our Wisdom from our Maker, revealed to us a knowledge of the divine plan of deliverance previously hidden, manifesting itself as our Righteousness thus making us upright and putting us in right standing with our Master, and our Consecration making us pure and set apart, and our Redemption providing our ransom from eternal penalty for sin. So then, as it is written, Let him who boasts and proudly rejoices and glories, boast and proudly rejoice and glory in Yahushua Messiah. 1Corinthians 1:26-31. End of quote.

There You Have It! You Done Alienated Me Against The Powers And Principalities, but! …

Wednesday, July 15, 2020 at 4:00 am

The show has begun! It is not my battle. You have invested upon me Your armor as in Ephesians 6.

You have done the investing this time.

  • Hahaha! How many times I have invested myself to no avail.
  • Duh! Unless You do the work we laborers work in vain.
  • Poor souls that we are us Christians.
  • Well? I am a Christian if we are talking about words.
  • However misnomer, a Christian is one who adheres to Christ a word used to refer to our Messiah.
  • I do not call myself a Christian anymore because of the misinterpretation of the word but, by all means and purposes I abide in Yahushua our Messiah.
  • In Him I move and have my being by the power He has invested upon me.
  • That’s The Secret Of My New Life Out Of This World …
  • This is a life of power to overcome the world but! Not by my power and might like I used to try to do.
  • Something out of reach for the human mind.
  • Even so? The written words are clear. Quote:

I Have Overcome the World

John 16:25-33

I have told you these things in parables (veiled language, allegories, dark sayings); the hour is now coming when I shall no longer speak to you in figures of speech, but I shall tell you about the Father in plain words and openly (without reserve).

At that time you will ask (pray) in My Name; and I am not saying that I will ask the Father on your behalf [for it will be unnecessary].

For the Father Himself [tenderly] loves you because you have loved Me and have believed that I came out from the Father.

I came out from the Father and have come into the world; again, I am leaving the world and going to the Father.

His disciples said, Ah, now You are speaking plainly to us and not in parables (veiled language and figures of speech)!

Now we know that You are acquainted with everything and have no need to be asked questions. Because of this we believe that you [really] came from the Almighty.

Yahushua answered them, Do you now believe? [Do you believe it at last?]

But take notice, the hour is coming, and it has arrived, when you will all be dispersed and scattered, every man to his own home, leaving Me alone. Yet I am not alone, because the Father is with Me.

I have told you these things, so that in Me you may have [perfect] peace and confidence. In the world you have tribulation and trials and distress and frustration; but be of good cheer [take courage; be confident, certain, undaunted]! For I have overcome the world. [I have deprived it of power to harm you and have conquered it for you.] end of quote.

Those Words Were Written To Avail Me Now …

Only problem is that as a Christian I used to put the horse in the cart or before the cart. I was such a do gooder! Hahaha!

Yeap! That’s what we do not only Christians but all do gooders humanitarian so numerous on this planet knock themselves down to do.

Wonder Why It Has Not Really Worked To Change This Corrupt World One Iota? …

Well? This 2020-year things are turning around. Our Almighty Creator is fixing to put us in His mercy cart and be gracious to us despite all our do-good shenanigans.

The Reality Of This World? Insanity Affect Us All! The Secret To Abolish Insanity? …

Wednesday, July 15, 2020 at 7:02 am.

It is found in the loving letters from the Creator to us all. Those letters are written in more books than just the commonly known as the Bible for all to read and mind. Even so?

Master? This Minding As We Read Those Letters Has To Happen In Your Time And Discretion …

That’s the biggie to happen on this 2020 year as You send the message given not just to me but to several others selected few to post the message on all means available.

Me? When I Don’t Know What To Do I Must Do Nothing …

As it was last night on Tuesday, July 14, 2020 at 9:24 pm.

  • Not knowing what to do without the Internet and no one to help me, I quit all.
  • I do nothing more.
  • I come to You my Master.
  • I come boldly to Your throne of grace to ask for Your favor.

Favor To Do What You Want Me To Do Not What I Think I Should Do …

Wednesday, July 15, 2020 at 7:20 am.

Sure enough, immediately sleep overtook me. I slept until about 2:30 am. I woke up alert as I heard to fix a cup of coffee let it cool a bit then sweeten with honey.

Next? It Came To Me To Clean The Floor Then Come Back To Record …

The main thing with my discouragement is or was my inability to search for graphics or information on how to fix the many errors surfacing as the updating of programs take place.

  • Also not being able to connect with what goes on with the family.
  • Not being able to pay for my due programs.
  • Fear knocks at my door!
  • What to do? Do this. Do that. Nothing works!
  • Discouragement!

Ha! So That’s The Sequence For Defeat, But! …

O my Master! You never give me any more than what I can take from doing my own human thing to do, panic, jump around like a chicken with the head cut off.

It Is Not Funny But It Is Ridiculous …

Wednesday, July 15, 2020 at 8:50 pm.

Honest to goodness! It is ridiculous the way I keep beating the same dead horse over and over until? Discouragement sets in and?

At Last I Come To You …

As I did yesterday. Sure enough, immediately You begun Your answer with the much needed sleep. I woke up on the alert but, nothing happen until this afternoon.

This Time? I Did Not Help Myself At All …

You know it my Master. I came to You to confess my dilemma. What to do? How much I miss Ahmad. Even so? You are working all things for our good.

  • Immediately it came to me to call Ahmad even if the call would not go through, but Zain sends him a message of my miss call because no minutes.
  • Sure enough Ahmad called me to let me know they were at Zain and the problem was to be fix in one hour.
  • Oh me! That was not what I needed to find out in Zain. All I needed to know was if my downloading gigas had expired.
  • I knew the problem was not with Zain but with my computer. Once I knew my gigas were not expired, it came to me to start fresh but I dreaded a repeat of the procedure to reinstall my programs.
  • Suddenly! It came to me what to do.
  • Disconnect the external drive.
  • Starch fresh with the Windows cd in the desktop.
  • Wow! Starting fresh with that blessed cd allowed me to keep not only my personal files but my apps as well!
  • In one hour, my week long struggle ended.
  • All working perfectly again.

Amazing But! What Did You Demonstrate To Me With It All? …

Wednesday, July 15, 2020 at 9:40 pm.

A practical demonstration of what happens when we take it upon ourselves to resolve our problems.

And So? The Saga Continues On This Enlightenment 2020 Year …

Thursday, July 16, 2020 at 5:41 am

I know you read all the way to this point and time of this saga of mine. It sure is getting quite interesting, isn’t it? But!

The Main Thing Is, Is It Reaching Your Mind And Heart? …

Of course! O my Master! You are doing the work this time not me. Me? I revised this whole essay and it reached me to the depth of my being.

  • I know that is Your doing in my being as Your doing in the heart of each reader of these lines You compel me to write and publish.

Amen!

Your love in my heart for all. thiaBasilia.

The Tribe To Surpass All Human’s Tribes Is Now To Be A Reality. Loved To Love …

What Does It Mean? It Means The Purpose For Covid-19. The Aftermath? The Tribe Under The First And Most Important Of The Commandments …

 

I Find Myself Puzzled. I Am An Extraordinary Human …?

Tuesday, July 21, 2020 at 4:59 pm.

The best part? O my Master! It really is extraordinary the way You have granted to me Your victory, Your favor, Your love, Your peace, Your joy, and Your matchless, unbroken companionship.

  • I am now complete in You. What a marvel!

All My Life Spent Looking For Love In All The Wrong Places, But! …

That’s the way it was meant to be. Your wisdom and love for Your creation including us human beings are unfathomable.

Complete In You. Now? No Need To Waste My Time Trying To Figure It All Out …

Instead? Redeeming the time. Alive! Living. Resting. Enjoying Your Presence in the peace that surpasses all human understanding.

O My Master! It Is Such An Amazing Experience To Be Absolutely Free …

Free from that anxious hope for Ahmad’s visits and my children’s emails. Free from my mind churning all those wicked thoughts of revenge.

  • Ha! That’s what all my thoughts were all about, revenge for what I thought to be lack of love and understanding for me.

That’s What Just Came To Me Without My Figuring At All …

Hahaha! What joy it is to be complete in You. No need to rehash the morbid past. Only need to live in Your love and the love of my loved ones.

I Am Loved And I Love Despite All Looks To The Contrary …

It is finish! Your work is now complete within my being. Loved to love is now for real and for keeps. A new cycle to last me for eternity. What a marvel!

Copious Tears Flow At The Sound Of Your Lovely Voice …

Wednesday, July 22, 2020 at 6:45 am.

Just when the suspense of the moment becomes heavier that voice pierced the sound of the times for me. What a marvel! Quote:

“Thus, I will build My Tribe to surpass all human’s tribes, all human groups, all human religious organizations. I will build My Tribe. I will build the congregation of My children. I will be their Loving Master. There will be no more sorrow. No more separations. No more disgruntled groups. No more confusion. No more illness of any kind. No more disagreements. No more disappointments. No more idleness. No more empty talk. No more greed. No more arrogance. No more ignorance. No more work by the sweat of the brow.

Instead of the sweat of the brow, O thiaBasilia—O child of My heart, instead, all the ones I have placed within your reach either in person, by physical contact or through the waves of the Internet, all the ones in your reach will be My jewels, My especial possession. I will be their Master, their Loving Master to cherish and protect them always. They will be My loving, obedient children, loving and attentive each to My voice and direction for their individual journey while they remain in this world in wait for My Son’s return.

Instead of the sweat of the brow or the stress of their frantic efforts to survive causing them all kinds of illnesses and miserable painful conditions, O thiaBasilia—O child of My heart, instead, My children shall be empowered to keep the First and most important of all commandments. Indeed, My words to bless your keeping of the most important commandment shall not be in vain.

Furthermore, O thiaBasilia—O child of My heart! I have given to you the spirit of Rachel. Rachel: Means “ewe” or female sheep in Hebrew. She was the favorite wife of Jacob and the mother of Joseph and Benjamin in the Old Testament. Thus My words addressing Rachel applies to you at this point and time of the age of mankind. Those words are written,

Restrain your voice from weeping and your eyes from tears, for your work shall be rewarded, says the Master; and your children shall return from the enemy’s land. And there is hope for your future, says the Master; your children shall come back to their own country.

Therefore, O thiaBasilia—O child of My heart! Pause. Reflect and Rejoice. For I am empowering you to sit still while you see My deliverance, even Yahushua take His rightful place in the hearts of My children.

Until the next post, His love in my heart for all remains, thiaBasilia. End of quote.

Tribe To Surpass All Human’s Tribes Is Now A Reality …

Wednesday, July 22, 2020 at 7:03 am.

Ha! Another dumbfounds moment for me! Just when I been wondering how am I to connect the published posts so far, here is my answer. Wow!

Add The Above Headline In The Headline For Today’s Post …

Then introduce the post from July 19, What A Message Of Grace In This Post! We Humans Just As Well Perk Up And Listen Up!

Thank Goodness! You Are Always On Time To Lead Me As Per Your Plan …

My tears are dry. Great incentive to follow Your leading. More and more every single moment of my life the immensity of Your Being hovers over my earthly-minded nature, and?

  • You proclaim: Let there be light; and there was light.

Indeed! I Am Earthly-Minded. My Earthly Mind Is Always In Darkness, But! …

You tell me Your secret in 1 Corinthians 15:51, I shall not fall asleep [in death], but You have changed, transformed me to live a resurrected life even now while I am still on these earthly grounds. Quote:

Mystery and Victory …But I tell you this, brethren, flesh and blood cannot [become partakers of eternal salvation and] inherit or share in the kingdom of our Creator; nor does the perishable (that which is decaying) inherit or share in the imperishable (the immortal).

Take notice! I tell you a mystery (a secret truth, an event decreed by the hidden purpose or counsel of the Almighty). We shall not all fall asleep [in death], but we shall all be changed (transformed).

In a moment, in the twinkling of an eye, at the [sound of the] last trumpet call. For a trumpet will sound, and the dead [in Messiah] will be raised imperishable (free and immune from decay), and we shall be changed (transformed).

For this perishable [part of us] must put on the imperishable [nature], and this mortal [part of us, this nature that is capable of dying] must put on immortality (freedom from death).

And when this perishable puts on the imperishable and this that was capable of dying puts on freedom from death, then shall be fulfilled the Scripture that says, Death is swallowed up (utterly vanquished forever) in and unto victory. O death, where is your victory? O death, where is your sting?

Now sin is the sting of death, and sin exercises its power [upon the soul] through [the abuse of] the Law.

But thanks be to our Creator, Who gives us the victory [making us conquerors] through our Master Yahushua Messiah.

Therefore, my beloved brethren, be firm (steadfast), immovable, always abounding in the work of the Master [always being superior, excelling, doing more than enough in the service of the Master], knowing and being continually aware that your labor in the Master is not futile [it is never wasted or to no purpose]. End of quote.

Thus, Are The Basis For My Present Firm Steadfast, Immovable Attitude …

O my Master! No gloom or glee. No human or devil. Nothing at all can derail me from doing more than enough in Your service.

  • For You let me know and continually make me aware that my labor in You is not futile, it is never wasted or to no purpose.
  • What an incentive to continue my labor and head to the posting grounds. But before I post anything it comes to mind this thing about TRIBE.

Here’s What TRIBE Is All About In The Marketing Grounds Of The World …

Quoting a definition from a source in the Internet: “A tribe is a group of people connected to one another, connected to a leader and connected to an idea.”

Wow! The Super Successful Marketeers Have It All Figure Out And? …

Wednesday, July 22, 2020 at 10:17 am.

And dumb silly me I have tried my best to follow up with their tutorials to build my tribe to no avail!

  • Unsuspecting silly me was never aware of my Master’s amusement with my earnest ambition to build my tribe to share His message.

O My Master! You Are So Good To Me …

Somehow, You distracted me from all my efforts to do the work that only You can do. By and by came the moment of reckoning for me. Talking about a major HALT?

Greater Than A Lightning Bolt Shaking My Entire Being Leaving Only What Could Not Be Shaken—Namely? Your Spirit Within Me.

Meanwhile? Your TRIBE To Surpass All Human’s Tribes on the making to surface for keeps on this 2020 year.

On now to the post from July 19 2020.

What A Message Of Grace In This Post! We Humans Just As Well Perk Up And Listen Up!

Impossible! We Have No Power. No Will To Listen Up But! There Is Hope. Always Hope At That! That’s The Fact To Be Exact …

New Day. New Me. New Post. Renewed Content …

Saturday, July 4, 2020 at 7:00 am

Yeap! The content is not new. It’s newer! A new experience. Unbelievable new experience. As I sit here wondering if I should call Ahmad to entice him to come to visit before the weather gets hot I confessed,

  • “Master! I don’t need to make things happen anymore!”

Wow! A New Experience At Exactly 7:00 Am. Meaning? …

O my Master! From the beginning, the number 7 has represented Your completed acts. Then right now on my confession the number 7 is followed with a double zero. Reminder! Quote:

“O My precious thiaBasilia, My message is all inclusive like the number Zero. So? My message right now?

  • Newness and Cycles, meaning Ahmad shall come to start a new cycle in his life.
  • He is receiving My grace to begin the preparation for the near future.
  • I am also giving you My grace to support and uplift him to do what he is called to do.”

Ha! You Are Reminding Me Of Your Recent Words To Me …

Saturday, July 4, 2020 at 8:08 am.

I hear again and again these days, quote:

“Fear not! For I am in control of it all! Despite all the doings of My rebellious children, I will restore them for the sake of My name. I will not give My honor to another. Remember Isaiah 48.

  • Zero means comprehensiveness, openness, wholeness, and infinity. It’s an all-inclusive number

O My precious thiaBasilia, My message is all inclusive like the number Zero. It includes Grace and Preparation not only to survive the days ahead but mainly to overcome those days

Now? You must continue with the parallel between My ancient prophet and yourself because it applies to the moment of time on this so loved world of Mine.

My child, I know of your lurking fears as you quote the words, I compel you to quote because some of your relatives are alcohol merchants, and?

Some of your children have declared themselves homosexual or openly living immoral lives among a tolerant society.

But your worst concern is with the wave of New Age beliefs engulfing My so loved world including your own child

Fear not! Continue to quote the Scriptures despite your own misgivings. For I am in control of it all! Despite all the doings of My rebellious children, I will restore them for the sake of My name. I will not give My honor to another. Remember Isaiah 48.” End of quote.

Master? I Need You …

Saturday, July 4, 2020 at 8:51 pm. 11:07 pm.

Thank You for sleep. You know how badly I need to sleep. Only You have all the answers to my dilemmas. I refuse to complain or seek relief from any human source. I need You.

You Are The Way-The Truth-The Light …

Sunday, July 5, 2020 at 12:16 am. Sunday, July 5, 2020 at 8:32 am.

There is no other way. In vain a human search and finds many other ways to its own peril. Even so? You are a Mighty One of justice, but Your mercy is beyond a human’s capacity to grasp. Your wisdom is unfathomable.

That’s The Way It Is Period …

We humans just as well perk up and listen up! Yeah, that’s what we are told from the corners of the likes of yours truly in the past, but!

  • It’s now the present.
  • In the present? No way yours truly to one address the matter in a platter!
  • Yours truly? All platters at her disposal are now disposal non possession in all my relations. !
  • No kidding! Yours truly? No more platters no more flatters no more wisdom matters.
  • Yours truly is now a new bird liken to an eagle able to fly up and above all such matters.
  • Anyhow? Yes! We humans must perk up and listen up, but!

The Master Creator MUST Lift Himself To Get Our Attention …

Monday, July 6, 2020 at 12:49 pm.

I vain we struggle to perk up and listen up. In vain all the consecrations and ordinations so common in the organized church system.

I’ll Catch The Slack From The Ordained Ministers And Such For Sure, But! …

Tuesday, July 7, 2020 at 1:07 am.

It does not take a rocket scientist to see that with all the fanfare from the ordained ministers in the organized church systems plus all religions and religious groups we have not managed to change this world one iota. Instead?

  • The corruption is now at its peak.
  • Me? I know noothignnnnn! Like Sergeant Schultz in Hogan’s Heroes famous character emphatically proclaimed to save his tail.
  • Honestly? Nowadays You, my Master have empowered me to refrain from all my doings and sayings and opinions and comments of my past. Why?
  • Ha! You have put me through Your processing machine.
  • Nothing is left from my past to take priority in my life.
  • Of course! My gifted personality is still intact. You never take away our gifts. So it is written. Quote:

Romans 11:29

For the Almighty’s gifts and His call are irrevocable. [He never withdraws them when once they are given, and He does not change His mind about those to whom He gives His grace or to whom He sends His call.] End of quote.

So? Someone May Think I Am Negating The Call From You, But! …

But You know that is far from the truth. The fact is that I highly respect the numerous ministers of my acquiesce. Even so?

Your Spirit Within Me Grieves To See What They Cannot See Right Now …

Tuesday, July 7, 2020 at 6:00 am.

Indeed! The sight is quite alarming. But again, and again, it’s all under Your loving control and Sovereign Authority over Your whole creation, including us rebellious human beings.

  • Easy to say submit! Quit! Do it! Don’t do it! Not easy! It’s impossible!
  • Oh yes! We can full ourselves with the mirage of advanced civilization.
  • Some are making millions. For the most? Most are making zilt-ions!
  • Me? I am a zilt-lionaire without two coins to rub together.
  • Bless my heart in the zilt-ions carefree land of my life’s journey span.!
  • No problems. No worries in the zilt-ions’ carefree land.
  • All is well! All is swell! No complaining while Your wealth on me is raining!
  • The thing is the day of reckoning is inevitable! The Judge is coming.
  • We got to give an account for all those mangoes we been freely eating.
  • What? You do not eat mangoes? Ah! Maybe you are unaccountable?
  • What about the air you are breathing? Is that not accountable?

O Well! Let Me Get To The Point. There Is Hope Despite All The Horrors We Deserve. …

Tuesday, July 7, 2020 at 1:20 pm.

Yes, the BOOK is replete with the hell bound warnings because of our rebelliousness, but! The BOOK is also complete and more than replete with Your Kingdom bound promises despite our rebelliousness.

Master? You Had Me Quote All Your Hell Bound Warnings In The Past To No Avail. Why? …

Yeap! You had me to tell the righteous and the unrighteous of their sin, but You told me they were not going to listen.

Ha! Now You Are Showing Me Why? I Don’t Know How To Put It, But! …

Wednesday, July 8, 2020 at 10:41 am.

Even the most elect of ministers have failed us. In fact? The ministers are the reason and cause for the great fallen away. Why? Because of Your timing, my Master.

O My Master? Your Contention? It Is With The Leaders Of Your Flock …

So it is written but! Ha! O mine! Again! I been baffled at their refusal to change. What about me? I am a priest or minister or a dedicated one just like the rest. Have I forgotten it?

  • Must read the facts in Hosea 4; 2 Thessalonians 2. Those chapters are quite clear but! Like with all Scriptures I learned from the leaders and taught others to interpret those words with my natural or carnal mind to my own peril.

Master? How Do You Manage To Turn The Tables On Me? …

O but how blessed I am! For sure I am Your child. You don’t let me get by with anything that is not edifying to the rest of Your children.

That Brings Me To This Precise Moment …?

Honestly? You know my thoughts and my words before I even think or speak them. What have I been thinking and speaking to You about?

  • Well! Well! Well! I might as well confess the mess!
  • For all practical purposes things are still pretty rough.
  • They say to count my blessings.
  • Well, my Master You bless me so much I done lost count, but!
  • The curses? That’s what I been thinking and talking to You about.
  • Why not? My body and my apartment are still a mess.
  • Then? Just when Ahmad was ready to do for You?
  • Wham! You stroke his back.
  • O! O! O! Maybe Ahmad was not thinking of doing for You as I enthusiastically assumed it to be.
  • Maybe Ahmad? Maybe Ahmad? Maybe Ahmad?
  • Maybe all these things are just to show me I am singing in the wrong choir?
  • Maybe all the amazing things I been expecting are just all my active imagination?
  • Maybe? Maybe? Maybe?

Uhoo! Where Are You thiaBasilia? …

Wednesday, July 8, 2020 at 4:17 pm.

The pain. Ahmad’s doings. It all makes me hide from Your Presence to lament and complain, but! You know all about it my Master, why do You ask?

“O thiaBasilia—O Child Of My Heart? My precious child. Why not jolt you out of Your hiding to remind you I am still here waiting? You cannot hide from Me.

Anyhow? I am well pleased with your resilience. No problem anymore. I have set you in My heart and I am aware of every minute detail that goes on with you.

Remember I am at work to restore My whole creation including each one of My children individually, and?

I will accomplish My work despite your fears and doubts along with the fears and doubts of the rest of my children.

Even though there is no change of lifestyle. My children are set on their ways of worship and all the skeptics roaming this so loved world of Mine have no use for them or Me.

I am delighted with your obedience to record all these things that could go against you in the sight of many of your former acquaintances.

Go on. No worries. No problem without My solution for you.

You have now the power to be still not to panic when trouble knocks at your door.

You have now the power to let go or forgive even when it is impossible for you to forget.

Therefore, do not trouble yourself with your remembrances.

In the future those remembrances shall disappear in a twinkle of an eye along with your decaying body at the sound of the trumpet.

Even so? I am restoring your wealth and your health for your well being while you wait for My soon return.

It’s now Thursday, July 9, 2020 at 12:44 am. Sleep. When I wake you up next the Internet shall work.”  End of quote.

Thank You For Sleep. The Net Is Still Out, But! …

Thursday, July 9, 2020 at 3:03 am.

I refuse to doubt You. In Your time and at Your discretion all these problems will cease to interrupt the task You have assigned unto me.

  • The problem continues to pop up. It seems that Zain resets the connection.

Master? Unto You I Continue To Bring My Feelings And Thoughts …

Thursday, July 9, 2020 at 10:01 am.

I hope Ahmad does not show up looking for encouragement for I need some encouragement myself. You know it my Master. You are the only One able and willing to encourage us.

Good For Me! Ahmad Neither Showed Up Or Called, And? …

Thursday, July 9, 2020 at 1:37 pm.

And the Internet is still not working so I cannot call him to get Zain for them to get the Internet going. That’s suit me fine! Why?

  • Well? You promised me the Internet was to work on my waking up but it did not happen.
  • So? Automatically I began to wait for Ahmad to rescue me since Your promise did not materialized on my waking up.

Aha! Is Not That What We Humans Automatically Do When …?

Yeap! When Your promises of restoration and blessings to us rebellious ones have not materialized for thousands of years past, we have set out to help our own selves to our own peril, but!

You Knew All Along That Was To Be On Que…

Thursday, July 9, 2020 at 3:45 pm.

Master? You had me record all about this matter for the last 35 years. Now You compel me to proclaim the work of transformation You have done within me for Your honor and esteem.

Now I Am Understanding?? O My Master, I Don’t Know What Or If I Understand …

The truth? I don’t understand why I feel so sad and uncomfortable right now, but I am so glad that I don’t need to dump my feelings on anyone. No need. I have You to hear me out.

  • I am so blessed with Your victory, Your favor, Your love, Your peace, Your joy, and Your matchless, unbroken companionship!
  • Thus? I move and have my being in You while I get up or down, while I feel good or bad. In gloom or glee, You are with me.

Encouraging Revelation! It’s Happening! …

Friday, July 10, 2020 at 6:01 am.

You are revealing Yourself to me big time! Why? Not just for my benefit but mainly for Your so loved world’s benefit!

Indeed! One By One You Are Bringing The Message Straight To The Heart And Mind …

What is the message, my Master? Ah! How clear You are showing it to me in response to my moments of sadness and discomfort like I went through yesterday. Why such moments?

  • You have brought me home the center of Your heart and?
  • I see what You see. I feel what You feel, but sadly I can do nothing about it except abide in Your will as a helpless little child.
  • As a human being is impossible for me to understand why things are the way they are; why You let me suffer? But!
  • I no longer panic and run to and fro among my peers and loved ones for help and solutions.
  • Despite my ability to see the cause of all evil around me, I no longer attempt to resolve such evils, but!
  • As a little child I come to You looking for the relief and comfort that only You can give to me.

Wow! That’s The Message You Are Bringing To The Heart And Mind To Each One Of Your Children …

Friday, July 10, 2020 at 6:43 am.

What a revelation on waking up around 5 am after many hours of much needed sleep. Yesterday no one came no one called to help me with the Internet. This morning on waking up I confessed,

  • “The least I can do is to help myself while my Ahmad is going to his own crisis.”

Talking About Your Power And Strength To Help Myself Instead Of …?

Instead of the lamenting and complaining and wondering of many days past. Behold! Your victory, Your favor, Your love, Your peace, Your joy, and Your matchless, unbroken companionship!

Guess What I Been Up To For The Last 3 Hours? Amazing To Me …

Friday, July 10, 2020 at 9:50 am.

For longer than I can remember I have been begging and waiting for someone to take care of my roof to no avail. This morning on Your strength, I took care of it myself! Wow!

The Best Part! I Did It Joyfully And Gratefully. Why? …

Such joy to think of taking a load of Ahmad’s shoulder. Gratefully that You gave me the incentive and strength to do a good work for Your honor not mine.

  • How can I not give You the honor when of my own? I am a basket case when things go wacky and I cannot do nothing about it like it was yesterday. But!
  • You work all things for the good of all of us not just for my good.

And So? What Is The Message In A Nutshell? …

You are revealing Yourself once for all to be gracious to us. One by one You are reaching each child of Yours personally, individually. But the way You are doing it? Wow!

  • Out of the whirlwind You are commanding each one of us to give an account of our doings.
  • You are opening eyes and ears to hear and see the horror of our doings
  • We are telling You we can do better for ourselves than what You are doing.
  • All our shenanigans and pretensions and follies and this New Age we are living are nothing else but spiting on Your face what we can and will do without You.
  • Ah! But you are a ‘believer’ a ‘faithful member of your church’ even a ‘pastor’ an ‘ordained minister’ a ‘Bible teacher or student’, so what?
  • Words without knowledge. Blah! Blah! Blah!
  • Spitting out anger and shock but no change of lifestyle.
  • No reverential fear of YOU before their eyes.
  • Of course, there are exceptions in the statements.
  • Even so, these statements are not a figment of my imagination.
  • It is all written Romans 3:10-18 and many more books in the commonly called Bible meaning The Scriptures.
  • A horrendous sight! Frightening!
  • But the good news?

O My Master! Those Are The Scriptures You Used To Convict Me …

Friday, July 10, 2020 at 6:05 pm.

O yes! No kidding. I was a faithful member of the Organized Church System and Independent Groups claiming to be born again possessor of Your mind but!

  • Little did I know I was speaking words without knowledge.
  • Living a self-righteous life.
  • Faithfully adhering to the beliefs and traditions of the leaders of the flock and followers.

Until? Wham! Your Voice Resounded From The Whirlwind To Shake My Being …

This time is for keeps. You have shaken everything that could be shaken out of my being in fulfillment of Your written words. For so it is written. Quote:

Hebrews 12:25-27

So see to it that you do not reject Him or refuse to listen to and heed Him Who is speaking [to you now].

For if they [the Israelites] did not escape when they refused to listen and heed Him Who warned and divinely instructed them [here] on earth [revealing with heavenly warnings His will], how much less shall we escape if we reject and turn our backs on Him Who cautions and admonishes [us] from heaven?

Then [at Mount Sinai] His voice shook the earth, but now He has given a promise: Yet once more I will shake and make tremble not only the earth but also the [starry] heavens. [Hag 2:6]

Now this expression, Yet once more, indicates the final removal and transformation of all [that can be] shaken–that is, of that which has been created–in order that what cannot be shaken may remain and continue. [Psa 102:26]

Joel 2:12-13 AMPC+

Therefore, also now, says the Master, turn and keep on coming to Me with all your heart, with fasting, with weeping, and with mourning [until every hindrance is removed, and the broken fellowship is restored].

Rend your hearts and not your garments and return to the Master, your Almighty Creator, for He is gracious and merciful, slow to anger, and abounding in loving-kindness; and He revokes His sentence of evil [when His conditions are met].

So? The Thing Is My Master The Way Those Words Have Been Programmed In Our Carnal Minds …

Friday, July 10, 2020 at 8:18 pm.

The truth? You know it my Master. The truth is that I don’t understand how You have allowed the programing of Your words in our carnal minds, but!

  • I no longer want or need to understand it all. You have shaken all those former wants and needs of mine out of my being for good.
  • Instead? You have transformed me into Your little child carefree under Your loving care and protection, yet?
  • Your wisdom prevails in all my interchanges.
  • Right now? I continue to feel uncomfortable. Heading for bed on Saturday, July 11, 2020 at 12:50 am.

Master? What’s Happening With This Body And Mind Of Mine? …

Saturday, July 11, 2020 at 9:18 am.

I am stuck again battling the situation between Ahmad and I plus the lack of connection, no Internet no calling time in my phone. No way to communicate with anyone.

Well? It Suits Me Right, But! …

Saturday, July 11, 2020 at 10:44 pm.

I got nothing today so far, but You know it! I am still not really complaining. Instead? I been helping myself in Your loving Presence. Thus, another 7th Day of Rest found me resting on You.

Ah! Thanks, My Master! It’s All Ending Well And Swell! …

Saturday, July 11, 2020 at 11:25 pm.

My little friend showed up bearing food and minutes for my phone. HalleluYah! I talked to Yazeed. He will see about the Internet tomorrow.

Master? What Is The Lesson You Taught Me With This Incident? …

Sunday, July 12, 2020 at 12:00 am.

“My precious thiaBasilia, you are experiencing My grace and favor to you to Ahmad to your children to your loved ones and to all My cherished children of Mine roaming the four corners of the earth.

  • Even so? This experience for the last few days does not feel too gracious at all to you, but!
  • You delight My being with your determine purpose to be found in Me no matter gloom or glee.
  • Grace like forgivingness and worship and love is not a feeling.
  • It is a matter of your will and determination to choose My grace to forgive yourself and others.
  • It is a matter of your will and determination to choose to worship Me in spirit and in the truth and reality of My Being within your heart.
  • Love as well is not a feeling. It is a matter of your will and determination to choose to submit to or respect or obey your loved one without any reservation.
  • Thus? The first and most important of My commandments.
  • The experience of My grace to forgive and to worship or love Me above all else produces the experience to love yourself and others like you love yourself. Even so?

All Must Take Place On My Appointed Time And At My Discretion …

Sunday, July 12, 2020 at 3:11 am.

  • The thing is, My child, it is impossible for the human mind to grasp My time and discretion. Why?
  • Because I have set blinds in the human’s eyes to prevent the human to ascend above Me.
  • Meanwhile? The human insists and persists on the attempt to dethrone Me, but!
  • It Is Not Going To Happen. Instead? …
  • On this 2020 Year I have begun the removal of those blinds for My children to see with their spiritual eyes what they cannot see with their physical ones.

And That Concludes This Lesson, My Child …

  • Thus, is the fulfilment of My written words.
  • This 2020 is the year of enlightenment.
  • One by one My children are grasping the matter as you publish My dealings with you on the daily basis.

Thank You My Master For Teaching Me The Reality Of Your Ways …

Sunday, July 12, 2020 at 8:31 am.

Each lesson You engrave within me strengthens my ability to overcome all inevitable difficulties and conflicts in this valley of death that I am traveling on.

Thank You For Spring. Thank You For The Blooming Flowers But! Most Of All …

Thank You for Your victory, Your favor, Your love, Your peace, Your joy, and Your matchless, unbroken companionship!

It Is A Good Thing To Know You Are In Control Of It All …

Sunday, July 12, 2020 at 11:38 am.

O my Master! It really is good to know for sure You are in control of it all working all things for our good. Whether I fret or not cannot change or thwart Your plan for our good.

Such Knowledge Takes A Load Off My Mind And? …

Encourages me not to waste my time fretting and complaining and blaming. It encourages me to wait for Your timing to resolve all difficulties.

Midnight Again. Still No Internet. No Phone. No Ahmad, But! …

Sunday, July 12, 2020 at 12:00 am

You are with me. In Your Presence I can climb the highest mountains. In Your loving Presence I can overcome the highest peak of difficulties and distress inevitable in this world.

Here I Am My Master! Thankful, Gladfully Waiting On You In The Cool Of This Morning …

Monday, July 13, 2020 at 6:20 am.

The winter is past. The flowers are blooming. What a sight! What a delight! What a might! All in my sight! Simply a beautiful token of Your passionate love and grace in my face.

Thank You.

New Graphic Finished. No News. Still No Net. Still No Problem …

Monday, July 13, 2020 at 11:25 pm.

They say no news is good news. Guess there is a point in such statement, but I don’t get it. Anyhow? The day is ending with news. My little friend just brought me food and updated me.

Master? I Am Beginning To Understand The Way Things Are, I Think …

But every time I think I understand things I find myself in a limbo uncertain about it all. I am now taking everything from Your hand of mercy literally. So?

I Know For Sure That You Have A Purpose For All Things In My Life, And? …

Tuesday, July 14, 2020 at 6:26 am.

Such knowledge avails me to be still, to let go, to wait with confidence in You. You have a purpose for the moment I am going through with no Internet or telephone to communicate to anyone.

I wait on You.

What Is The Creator Telling You And Me On The Aftermath Of COVID-19? Could It Be—Come To Me?

My Saga. Your Saga? All Written Before We Were Born …

The Year 2020 Means Enlightenment …

Tuesday, July 14, 2020 at 1:05 pm.

I don’t know how to explain it but I’ll give it a try. I been reading those Scriptures since 1974. I have faithfully studied them on and off since them.

  • I have listened to many inspired souls give their understanding of such.
  • I have attempted to live by them.
  • I have quoted those Scriptures to others.
  • ALL to no avail.
  • I remained powerless.
  • No weight to all my efforts to do what I thought to be the ‘right’ thing to do.

What A Difference It Is Now! Every Single Word I Write And Quote? …

  • It’s like becoming alive!
  • Power!
  • Courage!
  • Confidence!
  • Certainty!
  • Undaunted, not discouraged by difficulties or danger!

It All Rejuvenates My Being As I Read Every Single Word I Record In This Journal Of My Life.

My task is to write and publish and optimize. You, my Master are doing the rest. Thus, it is with much confidence that I post the long essays You compel me to post despite my own misgivings.

My Life In Your Presence Daily Goes On …

Tuesday, July 14, 2020 at 1:25 pm.

Thanks for the much-needed sleep, O my Master—O Master of mine! I am now modifying a post You had me publish in 2017. Why?

You Are Recapping Your Doings In This Life Of Mine …

The year 2017 is the year You began this new life I am now experiencing. That was the year You made me aware of many things rather stranger to me.

  • For instance, the name, Church of whatever denomination raises the flag of religion, and!
  • Our Creator is not about religion.
  • What is written in 2 Thessalonians 2:1-17 and in, 2 Peter 3:1-18 comes to mind.

Come To Church? What Is The Creator Telling You And Me? Could It Be—Come To Me? …

Yes! Indeed, to ME! That’s the way to do and to be! I no longer attend ‘Church’. I come to Him with everything! No matter how big or small my burden or non-burden could be?

I Dump It And Release It All To You My Master/Creator Of My Being.

O my Master! One week now since the Net quit on me as well as my phone and Ahmad’s visits or calls.

  • No way to windup showing off of my “knowledge” of things that I do not know to tell the truth.

You Have Brought Ahmad And Family Into My Life …

My task is to write and publish and optimize whatever and whenever You lead me to do so. That includes my relationship with Ahmad and family.

O But How Easy It Is For Me To Set Myself Up As A Know It All To Impress Them! …

Save me my Master! O but You are saving me big time as I confess my deficiencies as You give me the opportunity to do so.

Master? I Sense The Need To Be Alone With You Now More Than Ever Before …

I cannot connect. Yeah, we are all supposed to be connected, but! You have disconnected me for the whole week.

These Past 7 Days Really Got Me To Thinking About The Use Of Words Among Other Issues ….

The use of words to express our feelings or our thoughts. No matter. Too much thinking allows our feelings to take over us.

  • Sure key to open the door of Insanity!

There You Have It! In A Nutshell, There You Have It …

Tuesday, July 14, 2020 at 2:00 pm.

Ha! Why did I think of that before? It could be because, O well! It is good to examine oneself, but! Such examination can turn into self-condemnation or self-adulation. Even so?

  • Recapping from a while back, I wrote about self, quote:

Touché! Looking at things for what things are! Best of all looking at self—the naked truth about self! There is no taming for that wild nature within us—the more we chase that illusive happiness the unhappier we become for there is no such a thing to be found!

What then? Hope, there is always hope! What hope? The hope of our Creator! What? That means nothing to you? Just a religious cliché?

Think again! Where all those ideas & realizations of yours come from? From the thin air? Indeed!

Perhaps, just perhaps if you continue to check my journey you will find out the same thing that I have found:

You will find our Creator beckoning you and me to come to Him as a little child to his mom or to his dad with all your doubts & fears & dreams!

Our Creator is not just a deity up there in the sky looking to bless or zap it to us! Indeed! Our Creator is the Master that wants to reside in our hearts to mold & shape us in His image! Hope, there is always hope! End of quote.

About Words, Thoughts, Feelings, Insanity? …

Ha! Ha! HalleluYah! Just now it occurred to me to investigate the meaning of those words that have been applied to yours truly and, what have I found? Quote:

Schizophrenia:

Any of a group of severe mental disorders in which a person loses touch with reality. People with schizophrenia also experience abnormal thinking that usually interferes with their ability to work and communicate with others. The biological causes of schizophrenia are not well understood. It is associated with an imbalance of chemical substances in the brain and often runs in families.

Insanity

Severe mental illness or derangement. Not used in psychiatric diagnosis.

Law

Unsoundness of mind sufficient to render a person unfit to maintain a contractual or other legal relationship or sufficient to warrant commitment to a mental health facility.

Incapacity to form the criminal intent necessary for legal responsibility, as when a mental disorder prevents a person from knowing the difference between right and wrong.

Incapacity because of a mental disorder to participate adequately as a defendant in criminal proceedings or to understand the imposition of a criminal punishment, particularly the death penalty.

3.

Extreme foolishness or irrationality: “The insanity of sending troops into Russia when European peace looked imminent horrified him” (Mary V. Dearborn).

Something that is extremely foolish, distinctly irrational, or wildly excited: “twisted forms of musical insanity” (Christopher J. Kelter). End of quote.

The Causes Not Well Understood? That’s To Put It Mildly …

Tuesday, July 14, 2020 at 3:31 pm.

Wow! How accurate the scientist of this world have described not only yours truly but also all the great Biblical workers & prophets that have lived from day one of our present existence on these earthly grounds!

Only One Problem: Not A Clue About The Invisible Reality To Be Greater That The Visible …

These erudite scientists have not got a clue about the ‘insanity’ of the visible world that we inhabit! Thus, their thwarted view of sanity versus insanity!

The Truth Can Be Offensive But It Must Be Proclaimed …

The truth about those erudite human beings? The most pitiful lot of all human beings! Unfortunately, these are the human beings that control all phases of human life!

But How Can We Escape? How Can We Break Loose From The Grip Of These Ruthless Tyrants? …

Who exactly are these ruthless tyrants? Hum! Tall question! I hear it all the time, “You speak truth, but what works?

  • I pray, I call on The Creator, I do all the things that you do, I am a good person, I help everybody, I am, I am, I am….and nothing works!”

Me? O Me! I Ain’t Got Any Answers Per Say! …

Why? Because the only One that has all the answers has not seen fit to entitled me with the answering department in His world!

  • Even so, I finally got tired of looking for answers myself.
  • I began to look for the One that has the answers for all our individual predicaments!

Ha! That ONE Was Not Hard To Find At All …

He was waiting for me all the time that I was running on my own erudite juices! I was the main ruthless tyrant I needed to get free from! Wow!

Now That ONE? He Possesses The Key To The Deepest Part Of My Being …

From there He answers me with answers that have set me free not only from the tyranny of this world of erudite humans that reign on this earth now, but! From the tyranny of my own erudite fool that I was.

You Want Answers? You Want To Know What Works? …

Well? Today, if you would hear His voice calling you to come to Him in the words in this post and when you hear it, do not harden your heart.

Today Could Be Your Day To Find Out What Works For Sure  …

Once you answer that solemn call, all things begin to set you free like it happened to me! But be warned, nothing happens the way we figure it, take it from the horse’s mouth.

Schizophrenic? Insane? Bipolar? Nuts? …

Yeap! That I am according to the whole kit & caboodle of Insane Erudite but pitiful human beings that reign in this world!

  • But in my Master’s world? It’s altogether a different story! As it’s written,

Where is the wise man (the philosopher)? Where is the scribe (the scholar)? Where is the investigator (the logician, the debater) of this present time and age? Has not the Almighty Creator of our beings shown up the nonsense and the folly of this world’s wisdom?

For simply consider your own call, brethren; not many of you were considered to be wise according to human estimates and standards, not many influential and powerful, not many of high and noble birth. No! For our Maker selected—deliberately chose what in the world is foolish to put the wise to shame, and what the world calls weak to put the strong to shame.

And our Maker also selected—deliberately chose what in the world is lowborn and insignificant and branded and treated with contempt, even the things that are nothing, that He might depose and bring to nothing the things that are, so that no mortal man should have pretense for glorying and boast in the presence of Master.

But it is from Him that you have your life in Yahushua Messiah, Whom our Maker made our Wisdom from our Maker, revealed to us a knowledge of the divine plan of deliverance previously hidden, manifesting itself as our Righteousness thus making us upright and putting us in right standing with our Master, and our Consecration making us pure and set apart, and our Redemption providing our ransom from eternal penalty for sin. So then, as it is written, Let him who boasts and proudly rejoices and glories, boast and proudly rejoice and glory in Yahushua Messiah. 1Corinthians 1:26-31. End of quote.

There You Have It! You Done Alienated Me Against The Powers And Principalities, but! …

Wednesday, July 15, 2020 at 4:00 am

The show has begun! It is not my battle. You have invested upon me Your armor as in Ephesians 6.

You have done the investing this time.

  • Hahaha! How many times I have invested myself to no avail.
  • Duh! Unless You do the work we laborers work in vain.
  • Poor souls that we are us Christians.
  • Well? I am a Christian if we are talking about words.
  • However misnomer, a Christian is one who adheres to Christ a word used to refer to our Messiah.
  • I do not call myself a Christian anymore because of the misinterpretation of the word but, by all means and purposes I abide in Yahushua our Messiah.
  • In Him I move and have my being by the power He has invested upon me.
  • That’s The Secret Of My New Life Out Of This World …
  • This is a life of power to overcome the world but! Not by my power and might like I used to try to do.
  • Something out of reach for the human mind.
  • Even so? The written words are clear. Quote:

I Have Overcome the World

John 16:25-33

I have told you these things in parables (veiled language, allegories, dark sayings); the hour is now coming when I shall no longer speak to you in figures of speech, but I shall tell you about the Father in plain words and openly (without reserve).

At that time you will ask (pray) in My Name; and I am not saying that I will ask the Father on your behalf [for it will be unnecessary].

For the Father Himself [tenderly] loves you because you have loved Me and have believed that I came out from the Father.

I came out from the Father and have come into the world; again, I am leaving the world and going to the Father.

His disciples said, Ah, now You are speaking plainly to us and not in parables (veiled language and figures of speech)!

Now we know that You are acquainted with everything and have no need to be asked questions. Because of this we believe that you [really] came from the Almighty.

Yahushua answered them, Do you now believe? [Do you believe it at last?]

But take notice, the hour is coming, and it has arrived, when you will all be dispersed and scattered, every man to his own home, leaving Me alone. Yet I am not alone, because the Father is with Me.

I have told you these things, so that in Me you may have [perfect] peace and confidence. In the world you have tribulation and trials and distress and frustration; but be of good cheer [take courage; be confident, certain, undaunted]! For I have overcome the world. [I have deprived it of power to harm you and have conquered it for you.] end of quote.

Those Words Were Written To Avail Me Now …

Only problem is that as a Christian I used to put the horse in the cart or before the cart. I was such a do gooder! Hahaha!

Yeap! That’s what we do not only Christians but all do gooders humanitarian so numerous on this planet knock themselves down to do.

Wonder Why It Has Not Really Worked To Change This Corrupt World One Iota? …

Well? This 2020-year things are turning around. Our Almighty Creator is fixing to put us in His mercy cart and be gracious to us despite all our do-good shenanigans.

The Reality Of This World? Insanity Affect Us All! The Secret To Abolish Insanity? …

Wednesday, July 15, 2020 at 7:02 am.

It is found in the loving letters from the Creator to us all. Those letters are written in more books than just the commonly known as the Bible for all to read and mind. Even so?

Master? This Minding As We Read Those Letters Has To Happen In Your Time And Discretion …

That’s the biggie to happen on this 2020 year as You send the message given not just to me but to several others selected few to post the message on all means available.

Me? When I Don’t Know What To Do I Must Do Nothing …

As it was last night on Tuesday, July 14, 2020 at 9:24 pm.

  • Not knowing what to do without the Internet and no one to help me, I quit all.
  • I do nothing more.
  • I come to You my Master.
  • I come boldly to Your throne of grace to ask for Your favor.

Favor To Do What You Want Me To Do Not What I Think I Should Do …

Wednesday, July 15, 2020 at 7:20 am.

Sure enough, immediately sleep overtook me. I slept until about 2:30 am. I woke up alert as I heard to fix a cup of coffee let it cool a bit then sweeten with honey.

Next? It Came To Me To Clean The Floor Then Come Back To Record …

The main thing with my discouragement is or was my inability to search for graphics or information on how to fix the many errors surfacing as the updating of programs take place.

  • Also not being able to connect with what goes on with the family.
  • Not being able to pay for my due programs.
  • Fear knocks at my door!
  • What to do? Do this. Do that. Nothing works!
  • Discouragement!

Ha! So That’s The Sequence For Defeat, But! …

O my Master! You never give me any more than what I can take from doing my own human thing to do, panic, jump around like a chicken with the head cut off.

It Is Not Funny But It Is Ridiculous …

Wednesday, July 15, 2020 at 8:50 pm.

Honest to goodness! It is ridiculous the way I keep beating the same dead horse over and over until? Discouragement sets in and?

At Last I Come To You …

As I did yesterday. Sure enough, immediately You begun Your answer with the much needed sleep. I woke up on the alert but, nothing happen until this afternoon.

This Time? I Did Not Help Myself At All …

You know it my Master. I came to You to confess my dilemma. What to do? How much I miss Ahmad. Even so? You are working all things for our good.

  • Immediately it came to me to call Ahmad even if the call would not go through, but Zain sends him a message of my miss call because no minutes.
  • Sure enough Ahmad called me to let me know they were at Zain and the problem was to be fix in one hour.
  • Oh me! That was not what I needed to find out in Zain. All I needed to know was if my downloading gigas had expired.
  • I knew the problem was not with Zain but with my computer. Once I knew my gigas were not expired, it came to me to start fresh but I dreaded a repeat of the procedure to reinstall my programs.
  • Suddenly! It came to me what to do.
  • Disconnect the external drive.
  • Starch fresh with the Windows cd in the desktop.
  • Wow! Starting fresh with that blessed cd allowed me to keep not only my personal files but my apps as well!
  • In one hour, my week long struggle ended.
  • All working perfectly again.

Amazing But! What Did You Demonstrate To Me With It All? …

Wednesday, July 15, 2020 at 9:40 pm.

A practical demonstration of what happens when we take it upon ourselves to resolve our problems.

And So? The Saga Continues On This Enlightenment 2020 Year …

Thursday, July 16, 2020 at 5:41 am

I know you read all the way to this point and time of this saga of mine. It sure is getting quite interesting, isn’t it? But!

The Main Thing Is, Is It Reaching Your Mind And Heart? …

Of course! O my Master! You are doing the work this time not me. Me? I revised this whole essay and it reached me to the depth of my being.

  • I know that is Your doing in my being as Your doing in the heart of each reader of these lines You compel me to write and publish.

Amen!

Your love in my heart for all. thiaBasilia.

And So You, I Got Our ‘Say So’. Is Anyone Impressed? …

Much To Do In 2020. Forget About Our Say So. It’s All Much Greater! Full Size Beyond My Conception.

 

A flat version of the book I am working on, and the cover for the book. It’s slow in coming, but! In due time? For sure! :-)

Wow! O My Master! How Timely You Remind Me Of Your Written Words …

While I was vacillating on how to continue recording Your words a like to a post I posted back in January 2020 popped in my inbox. I clicked. WOW!

I Am Dumb Found! Your Leading Is Beyond My Grasp …

Tuesday, July 21, 2020 at 5:50 am.

Copious tears begin to flow. How amazing are Your ways! Way beyond my grasp are they but! Amazingly good and loving ways beyond my grasp as well.

I Have Been In Suspense From July 4 To July 19 To This Moment, Why? …

I posted in all sites on July 4th, but the last post on July 19 I have not been led to post it in all sites. Why? So much haze in my mind with all going on in this world that I inhabit.

But You Are In Control Even Of That Haze …

That’s the reason for my copious tears of joy. Who am I to count in the immensity of Your love and care for me?

Words Can Be Deceiving Especially The Word ‘Love’ …

Tuesday, July 21, 2020 at 7:45 am.

Love is defined as a feeling in the dictionary but! I am learning that love is above feelings. That is true love or the love from and for You first of all and then true love for others.

Indeed! As A Rule The Only Love We Know Is The Romantic Love That We Practice …

And that is the cause of ALL our earthly problems with no exception! No kidding! But! You are turning all things around on this 2020 year.

True Love Is An Attitude Of Obedience Or Submission To Authority …

This is the truth about love to set us free from the grip of such volatile inconstant fickle word as the word love that we know.

  • Submission to authority is the key to experience true love.

That Is What Is Happening In My World For The Benefit Of Your So Loved World …

What a marvel it is to experience true love or submission to Your Sovereign Authority—the first and most important of all the commandments.

  • Thus? The rest of the commandments become the reality of our lives.

So? That’s How The Saga Continues Victoriously On This 2020 Year Of COVID-19 Fear …

Tuesday, July 21, 2020 at 8:20 am.

I am ready to close but I need now re-check Your leading to proceed. After reading the post You sent to me in the inbox it came to me to post it before I post anything else in all the sites.

On to the task with a glad heart.

Let’s Get On With The Show in that post back in the middle of January 2020 …?

Thanks, My Master! For What Now? For It All You Are In Control …

Saturday, January 18, 2020 at 10:30 pm.

Been sleeping the whole afternoon. Disgusted. Not knowing what to do in view of all that goes on with my thinking and feelings. Guess I just don’t want to be human anymore.

But Here Is The Riff, I Am Human. I Think And Feel Like Any Other Human …?

Ha! I woke up about and hour ago. One word in my mouth: Laugh. Hum! That brought to mind Sarah’s laugh at the announcement she was to give birth to Issac at her age.

  • Master? Been reflecting on the matter. Ha! Sarah’s laugh applies to me now. Indeed! All Your amazing promises makes me laugh because of the impossibilities as humanly speaking I see, but!
  • You did not withdrew Your promise for Sarah to bare Issac. Only You reinforced it. It’s the same with me now. Humanly speaking, I nearly despair. The human’s neglect to obey or to listen to You just gets to me.

Even So? You Are In Control Of It All Including My Humanity In Its Whole …

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