No More Complaining. No More Rehashing All Evils Done To And From Me? That’s The Meaning Of Praying For Forgiveness!

Only Then You Shall Release All Material Blessings You Promised To Me.

It all hinges on three facts found in the last 5 chapter of the book of Job, Job chapters 38 to 42.

1. Gird up now your loins like a man,
2. Where were you when I
3. But now my [spiritual] eye sees You, and I loathe [my words] and abhor myself and repent in dust and ashes.

• Those three facts plus as this post develops day by day the facts found in Isaiah 30:15-23.
• On to the content of this crucial moment in my journey in the Presence of my Creator.

Prepared. Ready To Bid Your Will At A Moments Notice …

Tuesday, June 23, 2020 at 5:31 pm.

I began the posting in the main site yesterday but! I done much editing that put stop to the publishing in the rest of the sites. Now I know why.

You Showed Me Further Matter To Include In The Post …

That included the changing of headlines. That includes reformatting and adding a new graphic. I am on the task. You are in control of it all.

• Problem monitor since Tuesday night. Began handwritten record on Wednesday, June 24, 2020 at 8:07 pm.

I need to update all handwritten records.

Saturday, June 27, 2020 at 8:31 pm.

Will do so as soon as I can figure out what goes on with the machine. Right now I am installing card and all.

• It’s now Sunday, June 28, 2020 at 12:01 am. Heading for bed. Hope for Your blessings.

When I? …

When I prayed for forgiveness. When I let go of it all. Only then You shall release all material blessings You promised to me.

No More Complaining. No More Rehashing All Evils Done To And From Me …

Sunday, June 28, 2020 at 10:31 am.

That’s the meaning of praying for forgiveness! Duh! And I thought I had to lay my hand on Ahmad and pray to You to forgive him! O but the height of my, what should I call it?

Sunday, June 28, 2020 at 4:45 pm.

• I will now check the computer to see what it has been done in it.
• Internet problem. Update downloading now. It’s 6:04 pm.
• It’s now 7:24 pm. Update not now. Will update automatically whenever.
• I will work on my graphics to ease my mind from all of the inconveniences of the moment.
• Still no news from Joyce. You are in control. I’m worrying unnecessarily. Forgive me my Master.

The Day Is Ending Without Me Complaining …

Sunday, June 28, 2020 at 11:34 pm.

The day is ending without me complaining despite the fact that things are still in suspense. O my Master, You are truly my Shepherd, I shall not want for anything whatsoever

And So? Things Are On The Up And Up …

Monday, June 29, 2020 at 12:00 am

Starting a new day with renewed hope. I know You are working all things for our good. I am now living on today for tomorrow might never come.

Amazingly Soon As I Quit Complaining And Worrying …?

All things are coming together quite nicely. The computer is working better than before. The physical set up is now better situated without me waiting to buy one thing or the other, but!

The Best Part? Ahmad And I Relationship On The Mend …

Now, I am not building castles in the air thinking that all shall now be smooth sailing. No. instead? I am counting on Your wisdom to handle any situation that comes my way.

All Is Well. All Is Swell. No Need To Complain. Much Need To Refrain …

Monday, June 29, 2020 at 5:55 pm.

Whenever I am tempted to complain or feel sorry for myself, I heard and repeat what I hear: ‘no need to complain. All is well. All is swell.’

• That’s the way You empower me to refrain from all my complains.
• That’s the way You empower me to be still, to let go, to forgive myself and others.
• That’s the way You empower me to wait confident that You are in control of it all.

When I Refrain From Complaining …

It’s amazing how everything falls into place despite my lack of the technical knowledge that I used to have. Despite my emotional upheavals.

• The computer is set to perfection both physical and digital. The truth? No credit to myself or the several experts who attempted to resolve my problems with it all to no avail.
• O well! I need to record the handwritten notes.

The Crucial Enlightenment Of The Last Few Days …

The problem started with the monitor on Tuesday night. Began handwritten record on Wednesday, June 24, 2020 at 8:07 pm.

• I fell asleep in front of the screen last Tuesday night. I woke up to a black screen.
• I press enter, enter, the monitor flashed, no video input.
• Make the story short, not the monitor. the video card!
• It’s been a nightmare until? I complained that Ahmad had taken my charger and now my phone was out and I was completely cut from everything and everybody!
• Guess what I heard loud and clear?
• “NOT AHMAD. I HAVE DONE IT! REMEMBER MY SERVANT JOB!”
• All Scriptures You are applying to me personally. It’s amazing!
• What happened from reading about Job? Peace be still. let go. wait. I am now waiting more confident than ever before.
• Anyhow? Big hassle to get the computer fixed. The way they do things here is unbelievably frustrating. I finally got it a couple hrs. ago.
• I know now the problem is with the motherboard, but they refused to replace it and I can do nothing about it except trust You word to give me back what the locust of my sins have eaten.
• On Your time and at Your discretion all shall harmonize. Of that I’m 100% sure.
• Joyce has not answered my request to send me my birthday money to pay for the computer card. I don’t know if she got the emails or not.
• I don’t know but You know. No problem. I wait on you.
• Heading for bed. Perhaps You bless me with sleep. It’s now Monday, June 29, 2020 at 7:12 pm.
• Woke up at 9:07 pm. Food. Ate. Computer acting up again. Help, my Master! Will turn off unplug go bk to sleep. Now Monday, June 29, 2020 at 10:10 pm.

My Shepherd. My Master! You Have Promised I Will Never Be Put To Shame …

Tuesday, June 30, 2020 at 12:43 am.

You lead me through the still waters of Your Presence in my heart. You protect me. Though a thousand thoughts of shame and destruction churn in my mind, You are my shield and my buckler.

• Such is the facts that sustain me.

Master? Much problem with computer. Help!

Tuesday, June 30, 2020 at 6:33 pm. I am not worried. Instead I am learning much as I investigate the cause for the computer’s failure.

A New Month. Renewed Hope. You Are With Me Always …

Wednesday, July 1, 2020 at 6:19 am sleep. Up at 7:36 am.

You never leave nor forsake me. Thank You for Your reminders when I feel so lonely and abandoned but! That’s getting to be a thing of the past.

Master? You Know What Is Going On. I Refuse To Try To Figure It All Out …

Wednesday, July 1, 2020 at 8:58 am.

Whatever is happening I refuse to go back to my old way of thinking and doing. I submit myself under Your loving authority. Thank You for empowering me to do so.

Master? Thank You. You Are Changing Everything About Me …

Wednesday, July 1, 2020 at 9:52 pm.

Not only my attitude about everything and everybody but my working habits as well. And to boot it all? You are showing me how to avail myself of the things that I thought I had to wait for.

Midnight On The First Day Of This Promising 7^th Month Ahead …

Wednesday, July 1, 2020 at 12:00 am.

So much both good and tragic transpired on the 6^th month. This 7^th month shall be different. Already You got me situated with a working computer and advance knowledge in my graphics skill.

The Ideas To Illustrate The Message Keep Popping Up …

Thursday, July 2, 2020 at 7:08 am.

You have taken Your time to enlarge my mind’s opening to pour the wealth of technical information to avail You to deliver Your message of the restoration of Your creation.

• It all hinges on the facts found in the last 5 chapter of the book of Job, Job chapters 38 to 42, along with Isaiah 30.

1. Gird up now your loins like a man,
2. Where were you when I
3. But now my [spiritual] eye sees You, and I loathe [my words] and abhor myself and repent in dust and ashes.
4. “In returning to Me and resting in Me you shall be saved; in quietness and in trusting confidence shall be your strength.”
5. But you would not! and you said, “No! We will speed our own course on horses!”
6. Therefore, you will speed in flight from your enemies!” You said, “We will ride upon swift steeds doing our own way!”
7. Therefore will they who pursue you be swift, so swift that One thousand of you will flee at the threat of one of them; at the threat of five you will flee till you are left like a beacon or a flagpole on the top of a mountain, and like a signal on a hill.
8. And therefore, Almighty Yahuwah earnestly waits expecting, looking, and longing to be gracious to you; and therefore He lifts Himself up, that He may have mercy on you and show loving-kindness to you.
9. For the Almighty Yahuwah is a Mighty One of justice. Blessed—happy, fortunate, to be envied are all those who earnestly wait for Him, who expect and look and long for Him for His victory, His favor, His love, His peace, His joy, and His matchless, unbroken companionship.
10. people who dwell in Zion at Jerusalem, you will weep no more. He will surely be gracious to you at the sound of your cry; when He hears it, He will answer you. And though the Almighty Yahuwah gives you the bread of adversity and the water of affliction, yet your Teacher will not hide Himself any more, but your eyes will constantly behold your Teacher.
11. And your ears will hear a word behind you, saying, This is the way; walk in it, when you turn to the right hand and when you turn to the left.
12. Then you will defile your carved images overlaid with silver and your molten images plated with gold; you will cast them away as a filthy bloodstained cloth, and you will say to them, Be gone!
13. Then will He give you rain for the seed with which you sow the soil, and bread grain from the produce of the ground, and it will be rich and plentiful. In that day your cattle will feed in large pastures.

Into Graphics Big Time! …

Friday, July 3, 2020 at 8:34 am

What a day the 2^nd day of the 7^th month turned out to be. It started wit a long productive talk with Ahmad.

• Big discovery! Ahmad is reading my posts and sharing them with the wife.
• I discover the problem with my browser is a glitch with the Windows supper update they are working on fixing it.
• That discover led me to work from the Windows default browser.
• Fantastic! I was able to resume my work which I had not been able to do since the monitor quit.
• How to resume my work? A fantastic detailed course to learn all the ins and outs of the graphic’s designer skill. Amazing!
• I took an overview of what I am to learn while all reasons for me to take this course seriously kept coming to my mind. What a Mighty Yah I serve!
• Then to close the day with a bang? Big surprise! My monthly monies came yesterday instead of today, so?
• On Thu, Jul 2, 11:46 PM the notice in the email with the info to get the money. Wow!
• What a way to close the day at exactly 14 minutes before the 2^nd day of the 7^th month ended!
• I worked on the graphics until around 3:30 am. Slept until around 6 am. Got up not feeling too good but I confessed again not to complain.
• Went ahead to take care of my plants. Fixed me some coffee. Ahmad promised to come but he is not here yet.

Even So? No Worries. No Complaining. All Is Well. All Is Swell …

Friday, July 3, 2020 at 9:15 am.

What a difference from my former days of agonizing with the gloomiest thoughts that churned on my mind against Ahmad and You and this whole strange culture You have set me in.

• Now? I am already feeling better.
• Ready for whatever you have in store for me today.
• Much work ahead for me.
• Will fix my eats before I do anything else.
• No need to waste my time with wondering why things are the way they are anymore.
• Today I hear Your voice to come into Your rest.
• I hear. You have given me the power to obey You.
• Thank You.

This 7^th Month Is Significative In My Life …

Friday, July 3, 2020 at 10:23 pm.

From the beginning You have told me the book was to end on the 7^th month. the number 7 has represented God’s completed acts.

• As of this month You have completed Your work of creating a new me.
• A new me ready and able to bid your as you see fit for me to do regardless …

Unbelievable! The Way You Empower Me To Bid Your Will …

Nothing like I ever dreamed it to be. Yes, all my dreams shall now materialize but not the way I thought it was to be.

• Friday, July 3, 2020 at 11:27 pm heading to bed. No feeling good.
• A painful end of my day still not complaining.

Here I Am My Master! Send Me …

Saturday, July 4, 2020 at 4:03 am.

Take the coal. Touch my lips as many times as You deem necessary to do. Send me. The aftermath of COVID 19 seems to be one of hate and shock but no change.

My precious children: Your so loved world are dusting themselves ready to mount their own rides to continue the rebellion against Your loving commands. Still? There is hope.

Send Me. Send The Message You Have Given To Me To Proclaim This Year 2020 To Be? …

Your restoration year. No matter what. No matter who. No man or devil can come close to thwart Your passionate love for Your creation including us rebellious humans. Quote:

Romans 8:35-39

Who shall ever separate us from Yahuwah/Yahushua’s love? Shall suffering and affliction and tribulation? Or calamity and distress? Or persecution or hunger or destitution or peril or sword?

Even as it is written, For Thy sake we are put to death all the day long; we are regarded and counted as sheep for the slaughter. [Psa_44:22]

Yet amid all these things we are more than conquerors and gain a surpassing victory through Him Who loved us.

For I am persuaded beyond doubt (am sure) that neither death nor life, nor angels nor principalities, nor things impending and threatening nor things to come, nor powers,

Nor height nor depth, nor anything else in all creation will be able to separate us from the love of our Creator which is in Yahushua Messiah our Master.

Your Loving Voice Resounds In My Ears Down To The Depth Of My Heart …

What a Mighty One of hope You are! In You, with You? There is always HOPE! And on this note You will have me to close this post.

Your love in my heart for all. thiaBasilia.

While In The South The Americans Still Sucking Crawfish Heads and in Jordan? Loads Of Pita Bread …

The Graphics Outline The Post …

thiaBasilia’s Crest …

 

Why thiaBasilia’s Crest?

It is meant to declare to all your belonging in My Royalty—the Highest Royalty of all Royalties.

For the moment you are suffering as a pauper. I hear your concerns about such suffering. I am aware of your doubts and fears.

Even so? I delight in your nearness not only in My heart but most important in the truth and reality of your resurrected life.

Why is such life not now manifested? That is the reason for My delight when I see your determination to trust Me for such blissful future despite not having the slightest sign of such coming to pass.

O but that all My children open their eyes to see what My intent be for your suffering.

Your suffering? My discipline to lift you up to be what you were meant to be.

Onward, My precious thiaBasilia. Live up to the meaning of your combined name meaning you belong in My Royalty.

Soon, sooner than expected I will demonstrate to all what a queen in My Royalty looks like.

I will demonstrate the humble dignified state of a queen in My Royalty.

History Repeats Itself, But! O My Master? You Are Gracious …

Tuesday, June 23, 2020 at 7:20 am.

YES! The sight is overwhelming to say the least if not ridiculous. I for one have gone through the ups and downs of looking all around.

Even So? O My Master! The Impact Of Your Wham? Open My Eyes Big Time …

Tuesday, June 23, 2020 at 4:15 pm.

I see the horror coming but few do. The Americans are not yet running scare at all. Actually, they are dusting themseves, preparing to remount their steeds.

The Exactitude Of Your Written Words Is Taking Place, And?

It looks like Your people remain oblivious to such fact. Nevertheless, Isaiah 30 is now in full play. No matter how it looks, You are now lifting Yourself up. Your timing.

• Mercy and loving-kindness to us You plan to show. Quote:

Isaiah 30 8 33

…. “In returning to Me and resting in Me you shall be saved; in quietness and in trusting confidence shall be your strength.”

But you would not! and you said, “No! We will speed our own course on horses!”

Therefore, you will speed in flight from your enemies!” You said, “We will ride upon swift steeds doing our own way!”

Therefore will they who pursue you be swift, so swift that One thousand of you will flee at the threat of one of them; at the threat of five you will flee till you are left like a beacon or a flagpole on the top of a mountain, and like a signal on a hill.

And therefore, Almighty Yahuwah earnestly waits expecting, looking, and longing to be gracious to you; and therefore He lifts Himself up, that He may have mercy on you and show loving-kindness to you.

For the Almighty Yahuwah is a Mighty One of justice. Blessed—happy, fortunate, to be envied are all those who earnestly wait for Him, who expect and look and long for Him for His victory, His favor, His love, His peace, His joy, and His matchless, unbroken companionship.

people who dwell in Zion at Jerusalem, you will weep no more. He will surely be gracious to you at the sound of your cry; when He hears it, He will answer you. And though the Almighty Yahuwah gives you the bread of adversity and the water of affliction, yet your Teacher will not hide Himself any more, but your eyes will constantly behold your Teacher.

And your ears will hear a word behind you, saying, This is the way; walk in it, when you turn to the right hand and when you turn to the left.

Then you will defile your carved images overlaid with silver and your molten images plated with gold; you will cast them away as a filthy bloodstained cloth, and you will say to them, Be gone!

Then will He give you rain for the seed with which you sow the soil, and bread grain from the produce of the ground, and it will be rich and plentiful. In that day your cattle will feed in large pastures.

The oxen likewise and the young donkeys that till the ground will eat savory and salted fodder, which has been winnowed with shovel and with fork.

And upon every high mountain and upon every high hill there will be brooks and streams of water in the day of the great slaughter [the day of the Master], when the towers fall [and all His enemies are destroyed].

Moreover, the light of the moon will be like the light of the sun, and the light of the sun will be sevenfold, like the light of seven days [concentrated in one], in the day that the Master binds up the hurt of His people, and heals their wound [inflicted by Him because of their sins].

Behold, the Name of the Master comes from afar, burning with His anger, and in thick, rising smoke. His lips are full of indignation, and His tongue is like a consuming fire.

And His breath is like an overflowing stream that reaches even to the neck, to sift the nations with the sieve of destruction; and a bridle that causes them to err will be in the jaws of the people.

You shall have a song as in the night when a holy feast is kept, and gladness of heart as when one marches in procession with a flute to go to the temple on the mountain of the Master, to the Rock of Israel.

And the Master shall cause His glorious voice to be heard and the descending blow of His arm to be seen, coming down with indignant anger and with the flame of a devouring fire, amid crashing blast and cloudburst, tempest, and hailstones.

At the voice of the Master the Assyrians will be stricken with dismay and terror, when He smites them with His rod.

And every passing stroke of the staff of punishment and doom which the Master lays upon them shall be to the sound of [Israel’s] timbrels and lyres, when in battle He attacks [Assyria] with swinging and menacing arms.

For Topheth [a place of burning and abomination] has already been laid out and long ago prepared; yes, for the [Assyrian] king and [the god] Molech it has been made ready, its pyre made deep and large, with fire and much wood; the breath of the Master, like a stream of brimstone, kindles it. [Jer. 7:31, 32; Matt. 5:22; 25:41.] End of Quote.

He Lifts Himself Up …

Tuesday, June 23, 2020 at 4:54 pm.

O my Master! You had me proclaimed this fact for a long time, but, it had not sink in until this moment. Stun. Left alone. One by one. Until Your work is done.

All In All? I Am Encouraged Despite It All …

Tuesday, June 23, 2020 at 5:49 pm.

Conviction: Where Were You When I …??? Who? Me? Denied Your Providence? Wham! Acquittal Not The Slam Is to continue now.

Hey! Don’t Reason With Me. I’m A Convict Of Wrong Reasoning, But! …

No problem. I am acquieted on the grounds to abstain from reasoning with this so loved world of reasoning in all seasons.

Repentance: I Now See. I Loathe Myself And Repent In Dust And Ashes …

Friday, June 19, 2020 at 11:29 am.

O My Master! But My Heart Is Full! Thank You. Thank You. Thank You. It’s been 4 days since You led me to post. Since then You been enlightening meon many things.

• All enlightenment is in reference to the main issues surfacing on this 2020:
• The Fiery Wrath To Destroy The Corruption Engulfing All Creation is already en force.
• The Creator’s Passionate Love To Restore His Creation is as well en force big time, but!
• This is not another article to air out information just to satisfy the human’s inquiring mind.

The Only Thing I Am Airing Out Is The Dealings Of The Creator With Yours Truly …

Friday, June 19, 2020 at 12:41 pm.

Hahaha! I been airing out my laundry dirty as well as clean! Isn’t that funny? O well! I just don’t want anyone to be dazzled or frazzled with my ways of expressing myself.

• On to air out my laundry on these lines that I must continue to use to air it all.

Spring In My Heart From This Day Forth Until Eternity …

Tuesday, June 16, 2020 at 9:12 am.

Could it be that with time this tale could become stale? After all, don’t You think we need some excitement in our lives?

• Ah! But You got me covered! Humor instead of anger is to be my motto from here on out to forever.
• Can you believe it dear reader of these lines, Ahmad just called? He got himself stuck with a slipped disk on his back—the poor fellow!
• It costed his brother big old dinars to pay the hospital so they could tell him his problem but! Not really the solution
• On the other hand? I had already told him what his problem was and what to do about and did not charge him a nickel.
• O yes! We humans have so many reasons and excuses for absolutely all that we think, feel, and do, so many reasons and excuses that staggers one’s mind.
• The truth? The greatest advancement of civilization is not only killing us but taking us to the poor house as well.
• No kidding! Am I talking nonsense? I wish I was but I am not. O yes! The richer gets richer and the poorer gets poorer.

Conviction: Where Were You When I …???

Tuesday, June 16, 2020 at 1:58 pm.

Repentance: WHO? ME? Denied Your providence? WHAM! The Master answered this thiaBasilia of His out of the whirlwind and said over and over “Where were you when I if you know so much!”

Who? Me? Duh! But The WHAM Prevented Me From Going Into The Slam Of Damn …

Yes, I was the guilty one of setting myself to utter words without knowledge, quoting Scriptures as if I had written them.

• But after many years, O my Master, You WHAM me to open my eyes to see with my spiritual eyes the enormity of my sin.
• I had no choice but to down to the ground my face to bound.
• “I now see. I loathe myself and repent in dust and ashes.”
• The BAM WHAM! impact greatly improved my eyesight’s bind.

The Springtime Continues. The Winter Is Past …

Wednesday, June 17, 2020 at 6:41 am.

At 2:48 am the lights went out in the area but not in my soul. My inner light continued to shine. Truly? The winter is past. Springtime will last in Your Presence, O my Master!

• Back to my graphics task.

Repentance Means Restoration …

Wednesday, June 17, 2020 at 5:41 pm.

Still into graphics creation. Intense all day. Much to share. Waiting on You my Master every step of the way. The graphics outline the posts.

• The Saga In 2020
• LOVE—The End Of The Matter.
• The Power Of Love.
• It never fails. It always avails!
• That is what is all about.

Again, Doing The Graphic All Day …

Thursday, June 18, 2020 at 9:28 pm.

O my Master, You know all that is going on concerning me. So much is coming clear in my mind, but I must wait for You to organize.

• I’ll sleep for a couple of hours. I wait on You.
• Friday, June 19, 2020 at 3:40 am I will try the bed now and hope You give sleep to renew my body.

The Task Is Finished! Satisfied. Your Accomplishment …

Friday, June 19, 2020 at 5:27 pm.

Master? As I typed the above headline You quickened to me, it downed on me the message in that headline, crucial message leading to our restoration.

I Am So Ever Fascinated With The Way You Are Leading, Enlightening Me …

Friday, June 19, 2020 at 6:23 pm.

I used to be so frustrated because I could never stick to one thing. My life was full of unfinished business. Reason why the many mental labels applied unto me.

Ha! Now I Know Why. The Labelers Are Mental But I Am Coincidental …

Coincidental or I Happen or exist at the same time with the rest of the mentalis! Hahaha! I thought that to be a fun funny thought, maybe not, but!

The Point Being To Put The Tragic Past On A Silver Platter To Lighten The Matter …

The truth? Being fictitious can become vicious or even pernicious. The word fictitious means something is false, made-up, bogus, untrue, non-existent, fabricated, counterfeit, feigned, spurious, apocryphal.

O Well! Words! Maybe I Am Not Coincidental Or Fictitious Or Mental. Maybe I Am Apocryphal, But! …

Saturday, June 20, 2020 at 4:00 am.

Why am rambling about words? Patience, patience. I am coming to it directly. Not rambling. Only driving a point or stating bitter truths humorously or fictitiously. Why?

Honesty. Of All Humans In This World I Dare To Think Myself Number One In Honesty …

No kidding! Of course, I am labeled as blunt and rude, that’s where my fictitiously humoral streak shines. But it backfires on me to my utter consternation or hillariouslation!

• Ha! no definition for the word ‘hillariouslation’ so? I added the word to my dictionary to pacify my grammatically correct dictionary in rule.

Let’s Come Now To The Word Imagination …

This word is not cut out as it is meant to be by the human element. In fact? My imagination is the culprit for all the trouble and the rubble in my entire life.

Wow! I Am Finally Catching Up Your Drift My Master! Enlightenment …

Imagination and meditation. The bitter truth? Meditation hinges on imagination. O mine! Here we go, imagination, thoughts and feelings, sensations all trouble variations.

Variety Or Sort: Varieties Of Behaviors Stemming From My Imagination …

That’s why I quit this thing of ‘meditation’. Call me a ‘party pooper’ because that’s what in fact I am. Quote:

Definition of party pooper

: a person who refuses to join in the fun of a party

broadly : one who refuses to go along with everyone else.

Why? O My Master! That’s What You Have Worked Within Me For A Good Reason …

What good reason that could be? Ha! A reason to make me see the reality of what my imagination can conjure up.

Conjure Up? Wow! I Never Knew The Meaning Of That Phrase Until This Moment …

So much the proof on Your leading in all that I write even to the use of the exact word that applies to what I am writing. Quote:

con·jure  (kŏn′jər, kən-jo͝or′)

1. con·jured, con·jur·ing, con·jures

v.tr.

1.

1. To summon (a devil or spirit) by magical or supernatural power.
2. To influence or effect by or as if by magic: tried to conjure away the doubts that beset her.

2.

1. To call or bring to mind; evoke: “Arizona conjures up an image of stark deserts for most Americans” (American Demographics).
2. To imagine; picture: “a sight to store away, then conjure up someday when they were no longer together” (Nelson DeMille).

My Goodness! That’s Scary To Say The Least …

Saturday, June 20, 2020 at 5:30 am.

No wonder why You have emphatically forbidden me to ‘meditate’. Even to what is called in the Christian world, ‘Quiet Time’.

No Kidding! It All Is Making Sense To Me Now …

Saturday, June 20, 2020 at 10:16 am.

O my Master! You have removed the blinds from my eyes. Not blind anymore. I can now see what has become of this so loved world of Yours.

Your ancient workers recorded it all but they were not allowed to see what You are letting me for one see at this point of Your time.

• This so loved world of Yours is now what it was in ancient times. History repeats itself. Quote:

Acts 17:16-34 AMPC+

Now while Paul was awaiting them at Athens, his spirit was grieved and roused to anger as he saw that the city was full of idols.

So he reasoned and argued in the synagogue with the Jews and those who worshiped there, and in the marketplace [where assemblies are held] day after day with any who chanced to be there.

And some also of the Epicurean and Stoic philosophers encountered him and began to engage in discussion. And some said, What is this babbler with his scrap-heap learning trying to say? Others said, He seems to be an announcer of foreign deities–because he preached Jesus and the resurrection.

And they took hold of him and brought him to the Areopagus [Mars Hill meeting place], saying, May we know what this novel (unheard of and unprecedented) teaching is which you are openly declaring?

For you set forth some startling things, foreign and strange to our ears; we wish to know therefore just what these things mean–

For the Athenians, all of them, and the foreign residents and visitors among them spent all their leisure time in nothing except telling or hearing something newer than the last–

So Paul, standing in the center of the Areopagus [Mars Hill meeting place], said: Men of Athens, I perceive in every way [on every hand and with every turn I make] that you are most religious or very reverent to demons.

For as I passed along and carefully observed your objects of worship, I came also upon an altar with this inscription, To the unknown god. Now what you are already worshiping as unknown, this I set forth to you.

The God Who produced and formed the world and all things in it, being Lord of heaven and earth, does not dwell in handmade shrines.

Neither is He served by human hands, as though He lacked anything, for it is He Himself Who gives life and breath and all things to all [people]. [Isa 42:5]

And He made from one [common origin, one source, one blood] all nations of men to settle on the face of the earth, having definitely determined [their] allotted periods of time and the fixed boundaries of their habitation (their settlements, lands, and abodes),

So that they should seek God, in the hope that they might feel after Him and find Him, although He is not far from each one of us.

For in Him we live and move and have our being; as even some of your [own] poets have said, For we are also His offspring.

Since then we are God’s offspring, we ought not to suppose that Deity (the Godhead) is like gold or silver or stone, [of the nature of] a representation by human art and imagination, or anything constructed or invented.

Such [former] ages of ignorance God, it is true, ignored and allowed to pass unnoticed; but now He charges all people everywhere to repent (N1to change their minds for the better and heartily to amend their ways, with abhorrence of their past sins),

Because He has fixed a day when He will judge the world righteously (justly) by a Man Whom He has destined and appointed for that task, and He has made this credible and given conviction and assurance and evidence to everyone by raising Him from the dead. [Psa 9:8; Psa 96:13; Psa 98:9]

Now when they had heard [that there had been] a resurrection from the dead, some scoffed; but others said, We will hear you again about this matter.

So Paul went out from among them.

But some men were on his side and joined him and believed (became Christians); among them were Dionysius, a judge of the Areopagus, and a woman named Damaris, and some others with them. End of quote.

You Know What? O My Master! I Never Saw This Before As You Are Showing It To Me At This Exact Moment …

Saturday, June 20, 2020 at 10:28 am.

Shocking! The bitter truth? Perhaps my former Christian teachers and leaders of the flock could continue to disregard me, but!

Athenians? Never Saw It Before …

Athenians in the whole meaning of the word. Never saw it when I sat in my same seat Sunday after Sunday listening to whomever had something newer than the last. Quote:

For the Athenians, all of them, and the foreign residents and visitors among them spent all their leisure time in nothing except telling or hearing something newer than the last–

But Your Mercy, O Mighty One! …

This time? No one shall deny You, my Master. The organized Church or religious group going by different names and beliefs about You and us, all without exception shall know Your name to be the Master Sovereign over Your creation. Quote:

Jeremiah 16:14-21 AMPC+

Therefore, behold, the days are coming, says the Master, when it shall no more be said, As the Master lives, Who brought up the children of Israel out of the land of Egypt,

But, As the Master lives, Who brought up the children of Israel from the land of the north and from all the countries to which He had driven them. And I will bring them again to their land which I gave to their fathers.

Behold, I will send for many fishers, says the Master, and they will fish them out; and afterward I will send for many hunters, and they will hunt them from every mountain and from every hill and out of the clefts of the rocks.

For My eyes are on all their ways; they are not hidden from My face, neither is their iniquity concealed from My eyes.

First [before I bring them back to their land] I will doubly recompense and punish them for their iniquity and their sin, because they have polluted My land with the carcasses of their detestable idols and with the abominable things offered to false gods with which they have filled My inheritance.

[Then said Jeremiah] O Master, my Strength and my Stronghold, and my Refuge in the day of affliction, to You shall the nations come from the ends of the earth and shall say, Surely our fathers have inherited nothing but lies, emptiness, and futility, worthless things in which there is no profit!

Can a man make gods for himself? Such are not gods!

Therefore [says the Master] behold, I will make them know–[yes] this once I will make them know My power and My might; and they will know and recognize that My name is the Master

Well? Today Is My 35^th Anniversary …

Saturday, June 20, 2020 at 1:38 pm.

O my Master! I never saw what You are showing me about myself right now. I never saw myself as having a knack for business and material accumulation.

Wow! What Awakening From The Nightmare Of Losing Such A Knack, But! …

You had to put me through Your processing machine before You would confirm and uphold such a knack.

I Am Blown Away With This Processing Machine Of Yours …?

Even so? My heart wants to sing every song of praises unto Your mightiness! No kidding! This is BIG! Mighty BIG! What on earth am I rambling on?

Not Rambling As Roaming; Wandering. Stating Rambling As Lengthy And Digressive …

Talking about lengthy? O mine! That it is. But how encouraging! It is also quite digressive. That is talking about my talks, my writings.

Again, I Am Not Rambling. I Am Stating Your Mighty Work Of Processing For 35 Years …

Saturday, June 20, 2020 at 2:42 pm.

Flowing with Your Spirit in the numbers. I just noticed the three 20 in the date. One more amazing revelation.

First amazing revelation? The meaning of number 35.

• A knack for business and material accumulation is the prominent resonance of the number 35.
• It’s also creative, especially in relation to expressing itself — and insists on the freedom to do so.
• 35’s interests are predominantly temporal, concerned with material values and with building significant works — examples are systems with long-term social benefit; solid, architecturally-pleasing buildings; roads; and political effectiveness.
• The numerology essence of the number 35 generally is comfortable interacting with others, personally and socially.

Second one? The meaning of number 20.

• The number 20 is a team worker and effective diplomat with a comprehensive point of view.
• 20 is primarily focused on relationships. It understands the dynamics of relationships better than the essence represented by any other number.
• The essence of 20 is so much a part of the team it rarely considers the idea of operating by itself. In fact, it shys from situations that would result in it being alone for an extended period of time, even if it would benefit itself.
• As an overview, the numerology number 20 represents a composition containing the ideas of:
• Relationships
• Teamwork
• Companionship
• Coexistence
• Diplomacy
• The Basic or Core Essence of 20
• The deep down basic essence of the numerology number 20 is a holistic understanding of relationships and an inclination to use the understanding to benefit the team.
• For the 20 essence to express itself fully, it must exist with at least one other, as a team. If it finds itself alone, it becomes highly sensitized to the vibrations of relationships to help it locate teams it may want to become a member of.
• Although it won’t accept membership in just any team, not being alone is very important to 20. It can handle itself alone, it’s not lost or anxious, but it can’t realize itself fully while existing separate from a team.
• The team may consist of itself and a romantic interest or special companion, or the team may consist of itself and a group of others.
• When a full member of a team, 20 can be a glue that holds it together. Its deep intuitive understanding of relationships and interpersonal dynamics are the foundation for 20’s highly effective diplomacy and negotiations.
• Imagine being a member of a team with your skills maintaining smooth, comfortable, understanding, and stress-free interaction among members. You solve any friction quickly and effectively to the full satisfaction of all affected parties.
• That’s 20.
• Also, The number ‘twenty’ appears quite often in the scriptures. It seems to speak of redemption, for it was the 20th year of the sons of Israel, that they were redeemed with half a shekel of silver.

What Is Happening, My Master? …

Saturday, June 20, 2020 at 4:58 pm.

There is silence from all parties of my concern. I am comfortable and calm. All thoughts of what the reason for the silence could be are calmly rejected.

• In due time You will reveal to me what is happening and what You want me to do about if anything I am to do. Of that I am confident.

Master? What Am I To Do With All You Have Revealed Today? …

Ha! Back to, Hey! Don’t Reason With Me. I’m A Convict Of Wrong Reasoning, But! No problem. I am acquitted on the grounds to abstain from reasoning with this so loved world of reasoning in all seasons.

And SO? Forget It! The Jig Is Up! Be Still. Let Go. Wait …

Saturday, June 20, 2020 at 5:24 pm.

Well, my Master? You give me no choice but to wait. For no one answers my calls; no one honors me with an updating email of their lives for quite a few days now.

So Be It. I Wait On You By The Power You Have Invested Upon Me To Do So …

Saturday, June 20, 2020 at 10:36 pm.

This 7^th Day of Rest is ending. Silence remains as well as calmness. In the long run today it all amounts to Your restoring of my Wealth As Well As my Health confirmation.

Ah! Sleep For More Than 4 Hrs Did Me Good …

Sunday, June 21, 2020 at 3:31 am.

Ha! the end of my big 35^th anniversary came and went. Coming to think about my thoughts about the crucial message in the headline got sidetracked.

• Let me get back on that track. Back to the headline: Task Is Finished! Satisfied. Your Accomplishment …

Crucial Message? Indeed! Satisfied. Your Accomplishment …???

Your accomplishment, my Master not mine. The message? Clearly. Powerfully. It hit me! Unless You do the work, we laborers work in vain. Wow!

So True! Here Is The Riff, We Humans Are Never Quite Satisfied …

O yes! We let our imaginations soar high into the Spiritual Realm searching for that elusive comfort and satisfaction only to find a mirage we take to be for real.

Me? You Have Placed Me In The Observation Tower …

Sunday, June 21, 2020 at 4:04 am.

As You did with Your prophet Habakkuk, so You have done with me. My reaction? Same as Your ancient prophet.

Well My Master You Know That I Did Get Sidetracked, But! …

You are now bringing me back on track. Observing the pattern in my daughter’s grief journey has quickened this matter of satisfaction in our journeys on this earth.

I Have Not Been Able To Write About This Matter, Why? …

You know that after the death of my grandson Cory my daughter and I parted ways for a time, Your time.

I could not write down what I sensed You were instructing me to write—what I saw so clear as I actually sensed myself in the shoes of Your Prophet Habakkuk but!

• It was not Your time for me to write about the matter.
• Your process in our lives had to materialize for me to write about the matter.
• Your time is now here to do so.
• For this 2020 year is Your appointed time to materialize Your plan of restoration to the original intent for our creation, loved to love.
• In the meantime? All these past years since Cory’s death, You have consistently shown me the same matter as in the book of Habakkuk. Quote:

Habakkuk 1:1-4

THE BURDEN or oracle (the thing to be lifted up) which Habakkuk the prophet saw. O Master, how long shall I cry for help and You will not hear? Or cry out to You of violence and You will not save?  Why do You show me iniquity and wrong, and Yourself look upon or cause me to see perverseness and trouble? For destruction and violence are before me; and there is strife, and contention arises. Therefore, the law is slackened and justice and a righteous sentence never go forth, for the—hostility of the wicked surrounds the uncompromisingly righteous; therefore justice goes forth perverted.

My Master when I read those words in the past You know that I only considered the wicked being within others amongst the wicked humans roaming this earth but!

• I did not consider the wicked being within my own self! Even so, Your answers to the prophet have avail me to reconsider my considerations! For it is written.

Habakkuk 1:5-17

Look around you, Habakkuk, among the nations and see! And be astonished! Astounded! For I am putting into effect a work in your days such that you would not believe it if it were told you replied the Master.

For behold, I am rousing up the Chaldeans, that bitter and impetuous nation who march through the breadth of the earth to take possession of dwelling places that do not belong to them.

So? You Have Convicted And Acquitted Me, And? …

Sunday, June 21, 2020 at 5:00 am.

Exactly at 5:00 am You are quickening me as You did with Your ancient prophet. The meaning of the date?

• Grace and Preparation=5
• Zero is both closed and wide open. It means comprehensiveness, openness, wholeness, and infinity. It’s an all-inclusive number.

What Are You Telling Me, My Master? …

“O My precious thiaBasilia, My message is all inclusive like the number Zero. It includes Grace and Preparation not only to survive the days ahead but mainly to overcome those days

Now? You must continue with the parallel between My ancient prophet and yourself because it applies to the moment of time on this so loved world of Mine.

My child, I know of your lurking fears as you quote the words I compel you to quote because some of your relatives are alcohol merchants, and?

Some of your children have declared themselves homoxecsuals or openly living immoral lives among a tolerant society.

But your worst concern is with the wave of New Age beliefs engulfing My so loved world including your own child

Fear not! Continue to quote the Scriptures despite your own misgivings.

For I am in control of it all! Despite all the doings of My rebellious children, I will restore them for the sake of My name. I will not give My honor to another. Remember Isaiah 48.

Go on now with the quote and post.”

Quote:

Habakkuk 2:1-20 AMPC+

OH, I know, I have been rash to talk out plainly this way to God! I will [in my thinking] stand upon my post of observation and station myself on the tower or fortress, and will watch to see what He will say within me and what answer I will make [as His mouthpiece] to the perplexities of my complaint against Him.

And the Master answered me and said, Write the vision and engrave it so plainly upon tablets that everyone who passes may [be able to] read [it easily and quickly] as he hastens by.

For the vision is yet for an appointed time and it hastens to the end [fulfillment]; it will not deceive or disappoint. Though it tarry, wait [earnestly] for it, because it will surely come; it will not be behindhand on its appointed day. [Heb 10:37-38]

Look at the proud; his soul is not straight or right within him, but the [rigidly] just and the [uncompromisingly] righteous man shall live by his faith and in his faithfulness. [Rom 1:17; Gal 3:11]

Moreover, wine and wealth are treacherous; the proud man [the Chaldean invader] is restless and cannot stay at home. His appetite is large like that of Sheol and [his greed] is like death and cannot be satisfied; he gathers to himself all nations and collects all people as if he owned them.

Shall not all these [victims of his greed] take up a taunt against him and in scoffing derision of him say, Woe to him who piles up that which is not his! [How long will he possess it?] And [woe to him] who loads himself with promissory notes for usury!

Shall [your debtors] not rise up suddenly who shall bite you, exacting usury of you, and those awake who will vex you [toss you to and fro and make you tremble violently]? Then you will be booty for them.

Because you [king of Babylon] have plundered many nations, all who are left of the people shall plunder you–because of men’s blood and for the violence done to the earth, to the city and all the people who live in each city.

Woe to him who obtains wicked gain for his house, [who thinks by so doing] to set his nest on high that he may be preserved from calamity and delivered from the power of evil!

You have devised shame to your house by cutting off and putting an end to many peoples, and you have sinned against and forfeited your own life.

For the stone shall cry out of the wall [built in sin, to accuse you], and the beam out of the woodwork will answer it [agreeing with its charge against you].

Woe to him who builds a town with blood and establishes a city by iniquity!

Behold, is it not by appointment of the Master of hosts that the nations toil only to satisfy the fire [that will consume their work], and the peoples weary themselves only for emptiness, falsity, and futility?

But [the time is coming when] the earth shall be filled with the knowledge of the glory of the Master as the waters cover the sea. [Isa 11:9]

Woe to him who gives his neighbors drink, who pours out your bottle to them and adds to it your poisonous and blighting wrath and also makes them drunk, that you may look on their stripped condition and pour out foul shame [on their glory]!

You [yourself] will be filled with shame and contempt instead of glory. Drink also and be like an uncircumcised [heathen]! The cup [of wrath] in the Lord’s right hand will come around to you [O destroyer], and foul shame shall be upon your own glory! [Rev 16:19]

For the violence done to Lebanon will cover and overwhelm you; the destruction of the animals [which the violence frightened away] will terrify you on account of men’s blood and the violence done to the land, to the city and all its inhabitants.

What profit is the graven image when its maker has formed it? It is only a molten image and a teacher of lies. For the maker trusts in his own creations [as his gods] when he makes dumb idols.

Woe to him who says to the wooden image, Awake! and to the dumb stone, Arise, teach! [Yet, it cannot, for] behold, it is laid over with gold and silver and there is no breath at all inside it!

But the Master is in His holy temple; let all the earth hush and keep silence before Him. [Zep 1:7; Zec 2:13] end of quote.

It Does Not Take A Rocket Scientist To See Our Situation In Those Lines, But! …

Monday, June 22, 2020 at 12:18 am.

Thee is hope. There is always hope. We humans for the most are utterly ignorant of the magnitude of our Creator’s mercy and passionate love for His creation.

Master? This Is What Shall Be The Subject In Your Mind for us To Digest In The Next Posts …

Monday, June 22, 2020 at 3:18 pm.

Heading to posting grounds with Your love in my heart for all. thiaBasilia.

 

 

The Perils Of Human Wisdom …

Meet Me At 81 …

Thursday, June 11, 2020 at 1:34 am.

No kidding! At this stage of my age I come to the one realization to settle my mind on the issue of human wisdom against our Creator’s unfathomable wisdom. REALITY:

We are all humans—members of the human race. No matter the color or nationality or pedigree, king or pauper, rich or poor, highly intelligent or a perfect witless rogue, black, white, red, or in between we are all HUMANS!

• No matter the insults or the praises, whether we are up the scale of success or down at the bottom of failure, leaders or followers, we are all HUMANS!

Hoopie! What’s The Big Deal About Such Realization? …

Thursday, June 11, 2020 at 2:16 am.

Man, O Man! It will take me pages to express the crucial importance of this realization. The thing about it is that for the most we do not realize this matter about us.

• Honestly, the way most of us act and live is as if we are the only humans. The rest? They are animals or? Maybe saints, great philosophers or ‘ers’ of many kinds, but!
• To put us all in the same human basket? Ah! Oh! Ooh! That is not wise. Not humanly wise.
• Don’t insult my intelligence! I am not a savage! Don’t compare me with that black animal!
• Don’t compare me to that arrogant Muslim or corrupt Christisn or evil Jew. I am not like that. I am different. I am OK. I am number 1 in the whole country! I AM! I am LOVE! I am this. I am that!
• Hahaha! Albert Einstein quote? “Two things are infinite: the Universe and Human Stupidity; and I’m not sure about th’Universe! “
• That is so true! But O my Master how You got me to realize such matters?

Such Are The Perils Of Human Wisdom. Even So?

Though You warn us of the perils of human wisdom You give us a choice.

• And here comes the touchy part of this information that I must post for the benefit of this so loved world.

What Is ‘Touchy’ About These Posts? …

I quote the Scriptures or written words from the Bible, and? The Bible is considered to be a religious book.

• Even so? The Bible is not a religious book as it is generally conceived because some religions are based on the Bible.
• In the long run, journaling my daily life since 1985-1987 has enlightened the matter to me and?
• It is my hope that reading my journal published in these posts may enlighten the reader as well.

A Loving Invitation From The Passionate Lover Of Our Creation …

O the wonders of Your passionate love for us. Every day, every moment in the day You open my eyes to see such passion. It is clearly expressed in Isaiah 55. Quote:

Isaiah 55 AMP REVISED NAMES

WAIT and listen, everyone who is thirsty! Come to the waters; and he who has no money, come, buy and eat!

Yes, come, buy priceless, spiritual wine and milk without money and without price simply for the self-surrender that accepts the blessing.

Why do you spend your money for that which is not bread, and your earnings for what does not satisfy?

Hearken diligently to Me, and eat what is good, and let your soul delight itself in fatness the profuseness of spiritual joy.

Incline your ear submit and consent to the divine will and come to Me; hear, and your soul will revive; and I will make an everlasting covenant or league with you, even the sure mercy or kindness, goodwill, and compassion promised to David.

Behold, I have appointed him (Him) David, as a representative of the Messiah, or the Messiah Himself to be a witness one (One) who shall testify of salvation to the nations, a prince (Prince) and commander (Commander) to the peoples.

Behold, you, Israel shall call nations that you know not, and nations that do not know you shall run to you because of the Master your Almighty, and of the Set-Apart One of Israel, for He has glorified you.

Seek, inquire for, and require Master Yahuwah while He may be found claiming Him by necessity and by right; call upon Him while He is near.

Let the wicked forsake his way and the unrighteous man his thoughts; and let him return to Master Yahuwah, and He will have love, pity, and mercy for him, and to our Almighty Creator, for He will multiply to him His abundant pardon.

• “For My thoughts are not your thoughts, neither are your ways My ways, says Master Yahuwah. For as the heavens are higher than the earth, so are My ways higher than your ways and My thoughts than your thoughts.

For as the rain and snow come down from the heavens, and return not there again, but water the earth and make it bring forth and sprout, that it may give seed to the sower and bread to the eater, so shall My word be that goes forth out of My mouth: it shall not return to Me void without producing any effect, useless, but it shall accomplish that which I please and purpose, and it shall prosper in the thing for which I sent it.

For you shall go out from the spiritual exile caused by sin and evil into the homeland with joy and be led forth by your Leader, the Master Himself, and His word with peace; the mountains and the hills shall break forth before you into singing, and all the trees of the field shall clap their hands.

Instead of the thorn shall come up the cypress tree, and instead of the brier shall come up the myrtle tree; and it shall be to Master Yahuwah for a name of renown, for an everlasting sign of jubilant exaltation and memorial to His praise, which shall not be cut off. End of quote.

I have been so astonished at the happenings of yesterday that I could not fall asleep until 3:57 am today bed at last!

What Happened Yesterday? Astonishing! Against My Human Will I Blew Up Again …

Thursday, June 11, 2020 at 9:31 am.

Let me get back to the beginning of how my mind began to fill up with the most upsetting developments in the USA plus the long waited for repairs of this apartment mishap.

• It all began when I received an email from Roxana updating me about the killings and riots in the USA.
• Based on that update I wrote the headline for the last post. From there the zigzag of things began to happen leaving me agonizing in pain again!
• At the end of the horrific painful Tuesday as I learned how all the wonderful plans for the apartment had come to a halt with Ahmad’s fall and busting his back.
• MINE! The whole suppressed expression of my disapointment with the work done in the bathroom plus Ahmad back to help his brother instead of taking care of what he intents for this apartment began to churn in my mind.
• My mind churning all the ugly mixture of the truth of human condition burst up leaving a clean mind. How did it happen?
• I called Ahmad and blew up! I spew at him the whole suppressed truth about his ways of leaving me stranded when I am ill plus the disarray of my living conditions.
• I refused to hear his lame excuses. I spoke my piece and hung up.
• I went to bed. This is too much! Agonizing in pain. I lay in bed and finally cried up to You, my Master but You know it.
• In despair I considered jumping ship again. That’s when automatically and with certainty I cried,
• “You never give us anymore than what we can take! Unless You intervene, there is no hope for me.” I turned around got comfortable and went to sleep.

Ha! I Woke Up A Few Hours Later. Your Response? Amazing! Astonishing! …

Thursday, June 11, 2020 10:27 am.

Wow! A clean renewed mind by your power my Master not by my own power. By my power I was suppressing the truth and reality of the situation between Ahmad and I, but!

• By Your power I was able to express instead of supress the truth. Yes, I blowup the whole churning messy truth instead of being nice and understanding of Ahmad’s predicament created by himself.
• The results? Nothing to compare with the human’s ways to be polite and understanding in the face of all human’s injustices.
• From that moment on You opened my eyes to see the futility of being nice and understanding or tolerant of the human’s conniving and deceitful ways.
• That included my own conniving and deceitful ways.
• Indeed! Be kind and understanding in the face of Ahmad’s wrong doings to make him happy and maybe I can get him to help me.
• Everything in my doings with the ulterior motive to get my way.
• Anyhow? I had no intentions to speak up. I kept hurting and churning all the evil in my mind until You my Master sent the burning coal and touched my lips to burn it all away.
• From there on You gave me the power to arrange this apartment in a livable condition while I wait for Ahmad to resume with the repairs if he ever so please to do.
• I no longer want to do anything with ulterior motives.
• In due time You will reach Ahmad’s heart and open his ears to hear and listen to You to bid Your will and be healed regardless my ulterior motives.
• Yes, on Wednesday I did the impossible without physical strain. And it felt good to be able to set Ahmad at ease when he called after the blow up of the day before.
• But! It backfired on me. Ahmad was thankful with my sharing but it did not reach him at all.
• His call was only to inquire whether I had Internet or not. Much concern with the Internet issue.
• Next thing? His heroics. He walked in pain for two hours to the Internet Office.
• They told him the Internet was to connect yesterday but it did not. He talked to his son to look into the issue.
• His son called and promised to come and fix the problem last night, but he did not show up.
• After 11 pm it came to me to work on the problem myself.
• It took several hours before I gave up my trying to work with my own wits to solve the problem.
• When I gave up my trying, You my Master came through and showed me to open a new Google account. I did. Turn on the Internet. Wow! All perfect! And fast!
• A miracle? Yes indeed! In awe all I could say was, You are an amazing Yah and went to sleep.

I Woke Up A Few Hours Later Free Of Pain. Ready For A New Day …

Thursday, June 11, 2020 at 4:01 pm.

You know what? No matter how many times You cleanse and renew our minds the tendency to return to the mire of our own wits is always there despite Your graciousness to us humans.

Even So? You Have Now Empowered Me To Resist All Evil Tendencies, How? …

Ah! The beauty of Your doings. How have You empowered me to resist my evil carnal tendencies? By expressing instead of suppressing the truth about my evil tendencies.

Just When I Was Relishing With The Internet Miracle The Phone Rang …

Ah! At last! I had not heard from Ahmad or son since yesterday. No call from Ahmad or son to explain anything.

Ha! The Son On The Phone. What? In A Wink Of An Eye I Blew Up Again! …

After a bit Ahmad on the phone. What for? To reprimand me for insulting his son. This time? Honestly. This time? Not my anger at all. Your anger flashed out of my lips.

• Well? This time as well Your anger is flashing on me. Back to hurting. Back to uncertainty. Back to the miserable fear of something dreadful coming to me.

A Remarkable Week Of Blessings In Disguise …

Friday, June 12, 2020 at 4:37 am.

By far I am not out of the woods of unusual happenings yet. I am back hurting. Lurking fears of something dreadfully wrong is going on with my body, but!

No Way Whatsoever For It All To Truncate Your Good Plan For Me And All …

Friday, June 12, 2020 at 5:56 am.

Of that I am 100% sure. I feel like crying. I don’t feel good at all. I don’t know what to do; what to eat; what to drink.

I Cast My Whole Being At Your Feet O Mighty Creator Of My Being …

Friday, June 12, 2020 at 6:43 am.

The sordid truth? I was sitting there wailing and actually enjoying feeling sorry for myself. How disgusting! Even so?

You Are In Control Of It All …

Friday, June 12, 2020 at 6:51 am.

You have a purpose for this moment of despair. At Your discretion You will lift me up. I am cold. Back to bed.

(Friday, June 12, 2020 at 4:34 pm been in bed since last night. Be still. Let go. Wait. Got up to read Scriptures about 1 hour ago. Now I must restart computer for update at 4:37 pm)

In My Despair Lost Not Knowing What To Do, I Heard Again, Be Still. Let Go. Wait …

Friday, June 12, 2020 at 4:51 pm.

This time on hearing Your instructions it came to me to head for bed. I did. While in bed, still, letting go of all things I could do to alleviate the new symptoms in my body.

• As I lay still, letting go of it all, You brought me to the Garden. Once there You revealed to me how You are honoring me to experience one speck of Yahushua’s bitter cup he had to drink.
• The bitter cup—the sins of the world. The impact of Your wrath. The cause of the human’s body decay. The corruption and destruction of Your so loved creation.

Genuine Experience Bound To Impact Us All …

Friday, June 12, 2020 at 10:21 pm.

You delight in my obedience. Your delight is my strength. I thank You for the honor to experience a tiny speck of Your wrath as well as Your sacrifice to restore our beings.

• We have sinned. We have rebelled against You. Yes, we, for of sinners I am chief. I was born and lived in sin but for Your mercy to restore my being for no merit of my own.
• All of that said, it becomes only a religious jargon unless You step in the human’s life to substantiate those words.

O My Master! We Have Made A Gossamer Of Words Lacking Substance Out Of Your Words …

Friday, June 12, 2020 at 11:29 pm.

It breaks my heart to quote Your words to be rejected as mere religious jargon. Why? The truth? That is what Your words are until You step in our lives.

• For unless You step in our lives to substantiate Your words Your words have no substance, no power to change our worldly lifestyles.

Right Now? I Am Feeling The Weight Of Rejection …

Saturday, June 13, 2020 at 12:09 am

Yes, rejection. Not an outright rejection. No. We have come to an stage of tolerance that anything and all things are accepted and thrown in the magic LOVE word.

Thus, I am facing such rejection as I observe the struggle to return to business as usual attitude in reaction to the COVID-19 pandemic.

Even So? You Are Still In Control Of It All …

Therefore, I refuse to worry and be anxious as the evident rejection of Your words with that struggle to return to business as usual weight in my mind.

Rest. Be Still. Let Go. The 7^th Day Of Rest Is Now Here Again …

Saturday, June 13, 2020 at 3:16 am.

I woke up feeling much better and encouraged with Your faithfulness to Your written words as stated in Isaiah 55.

Indeed! Your Thoughts Are Not My Thoughts Neither Are My Ways …

Therefore, I am lifting my cry to You to take control of my thoughts and my ways now more than ever before.

• My Master, You have opened my eyes and ears this morning to see and hear myself speaking words without knowledge when it relates to my daily doings based on human wisdom.

What? How Do I Do Such A Thing, My Master? …

Saturday, June 13, 2020 at 5:30 am.

“O thiaBasilia—O Child Of My Heart? No biggie. It is the normal thing to do for a human being because the human knowledge is not My knowledge as it is written,

• “For My thoughts are not your thoughts, neither are your ways My ways, says Master Yahuwah. For as the heavens are higher than the earth, so are My ways higher than your ways and My thoughts than your thoughts.

But the human knowledge is programed into your heart and mind from birth until death do you part. So? You are human. I do not expect for you to act otherwise.

In fact, I expect you to be what you are and to quit acting otherwise. Therefore, I do not condemn your human doings.

I condemn the human’s persistence to place those doings above My supreme authority over all human’s doings.

Thus, the human’s parading of good as well of evil lifestyles heading to the brown ground hole without a sound, as My warning words are written,

• Proverbs 14:12-13 AMPC+
• There is a way which seems right to a man and appears straight before him, but at the end of it is the way of death.
• Even in laughter the heart is sorrowful, and the end of mirth is heaviness and grief.

Even so, My precious child, those are words of instruction not condemnation. Therefore, on this 2020 year I am clarifying all quotes of My written words in the posts I have compelled you to publish.

Your quotes at times need clarification because though you are human you are also My selected vessel to experience My written words that I give to you to quote.

And yes, from the human’s point of view those are words without knowledge that could be taken as mere religious jargon.

Fear not, My precious thiaBasilia, My children are now quite enthralled with My ways to deal with you on the daily basis.

The truth? Humor instead of anger shall prevail among each one of My children’s relationships.

Rejoice! Tomorrow is the onset of 81^st birthday. It is also the onset to materialize all My promises unto you in a way beyond your highest expectations.

Rejoice and be Glad! For You are precious in My sight, and? So it is with Ahmad, Roxana, Joyce, Denise, Diana, Robin plus all and each one of the rest of your children and friends and all I have placed in your path of life on these earthly grounds.”End of my Master’s words for now.

Wow! And All I Was Hoping For Was My Toilet Seat Repair! …

Hahaha! HalleluYah! How short sighted our expectations can be. Even our grand expectations in actuality are quite short sighted.

At This Point The Phone Rang. Ahmad On The Line Unexpectedly…

O my Ahmad! I had already discarded him as a lost cause. Even so I had already let go of all my whatever. So?

• Before I answered the phone, I quickly pleaded, “Master? Give me Your words to speak.” I picked up and said ‘Hello’.
• Ahmad began in the most pitiful tone of voice to tell me he had been downstairs in my building but did not have the strength to come up.
• I listened. No comment. He asked, ‘How are you?’ I calmly answered, ‘I am fine. How are you?’
• From there Your words of wisdom began to come out of my mouth.
• I could sense Ahmad’s undivided attention. How long, what words I spoke?
• Only remember stating at the end that the only way to solve our miseries is to ask Yahushua to come into our hearts.
• Wow! To my astonishing this time, Ahmad responded, “I have listened. This is the best talk of all talks. I am encouraged.”

My Reaction? Not An Emotional Reaction At All …

Saturday, June 13, 2020 at 5:03 pm.

Calmly. Steady. Certain. This is the onset to materialize all Your promises to me. What a Mighty Yah You are!

Thank Goodness! Your Passionate Love for Your Creation Extends To All Your Short Sighted And Even Plum Blind Rebels That We Are! You Are An Awesome YAH!

Rejoice and enjoy my fellow humans! The Kingdom is coming to earth as it is in Heaven! So be it.

His love in my heart for all. thiaBasilia.