Well? I went ahead, I posted the introduction to the book. This is neat. I posted the introduction Tuesday, September 10, 2024, only 3 day ago, but so much has happened to change everything I had planned to format the book. Even so?. It’s now Saturday, September 14, 2024, at 3:22 am. I am ready to start this day waiting on You, my Master, even for the words I am to use to handle the difficult situations that daily develop.
Difficult Situations that Daily Develop? …
Ha! Now I am getting a handle of how to craft this book! It Is My Journey—my journey no one else’s journey. So? It is the story of the journey I am traveling on from defeat to recovery. Is the story of a journey in the process of transformation.
My Soul Is Free. It’s a wonderful life for us, not just for me.’
Vacillating. No problem. My soul is free from anxieties. Besides, certainty, resolution, decisiveness, confidence, trust, belief, faith, far outweigh my vacillating. The truth is that I am waiting for things to develop without my acting from my ideas of helping others or myself. When is time for me to act, I will act with certainty. But!
I Am Concerned …
You know it, my Master. I am concerned about my eating and working habits. I am beginning to see that what troubles me when I see the trend in this generation fits me as well. Is my heart overburdened and depressed (weighed down) with the giddiness and headache and nausea of SELF-INDULGENCE, drunkenness, and worldly worries and cares pertaining to the business of this life? I need to hear from You, my Master. I wait.
Ah! The Wiles Of The Devil! …
Yes! The devil exists despite the skeptics, atheists, agnostics, etc. the worst part? The devil exists within me! What? O me! I just thought about it! No kidding! No wonder why I am in the predicament I am in. That ego inside my brain! That’s the one whispering to me all these evil thoughts against me! And me? O me! Yesterday? My ego whispered to me that I was self-indulgent! And the Scripture was quoted to me. Why? Because I aim to distribute that Scripture big time! I created a graphic frame and set that Scripture in it with the title “A Loving warning”.
Ha! Ha! Ha! I Am Now To Become A Crusader! …
Let it be! This is too good! I asked for it. Yes, I did! Do you, dear reader, take notice of my predicament yesterday? After quoting the Scripture, I prayed, “I need to hear from You, my Master. I wait”.
Well? It’s now Saturday, September 14, 2024, at 1:00 am. I have been up for about an hour. I woke up feeling pretty good. I think I woke up dreaming that I was eating brisket with Patsy. But as soon as I entered the living room, I saw the empty hook where my house key is to hang. I remember that Maya put the key in her pocket when we went to check the mailbox. No problem. Maya was distracted yesterday and forgot to return the key to the hook, but of course, doubt, fearful whispers began to rumble in my ears about what people could think of my carelessness to guard my key. I thought to myself, “Who cares! I don’t have to fear anything! My Master is in control!”
Suddenly! It All Came Together For Me! …
Honestly? I am my worst enemy. Correction, I have been my worst enemy until this moment of time. I know now Who is Who for sure. No kidding, there are two natures within my being, one is my carnal nature, the other is the nature that the Creator breathed within my being when He created me.
What Now? What Am I To Do? …
Be still. Surrender my will to the Master of my being. Wait. The whole matter of this situation with the two natures within the human being will come to light for each individual as we progress to the end of time. No need for me to express anymore than how it has come to me.
What? What is a crusade? Crusade: A concerted effort or vigorous movement for a cause or against an abuse. Crusader: a disputant who advocates reform. The question is, Am I Supposed To Become A Crusader? Dear me! Not ‘become’, I have been crusading for my Master since 1985 when He commission me to journal my life. But that is not the same as a crusader today.
No need for me to take matters into my own hands to exhibit my colossal ignorance of what really goes on with the rest of human beings. I am not in this world to change the world with such campaigns. Indeed! I am not that wacky at all! I am wise as a serpent, innocent, harmless, guileless, and without falsity as a dove. Matthew 10 is a reality for me.
It’s now Saturday, September 14, 2024, at 2:07 am. I am on to Post this matter as the first chapter of My Journey. My Soul Is Free. It’s a wonderful life for us, not just for me. That is not what I had in mind to do, but now I understand why I was not inclined to publish only what I published last. I am now really enthused; I don’t have to publish what has already been published. This is truly ANEW, AFRESH in a new but different way. As I am inspired to, I will post this entry as Chapter 1. lov, thia.
(Take notice: I did not reformat, but it is published in https://anewthiabasilia.com/ without the former link to my old website: thia-basilia.com so you can now read it.)
First Thing this Morning …?
It’s now Sunday, August 25, 2024, at 7:07 am. This is the last week of the 8th month in 2024. The first thing in Your agenda this morning is to check former post that can not be accessed by the public because they were published in my former website that was deleted a while ago. Most of those posts were written before 2020. Thankfully, I have a record of those posts in my external drives, so I can read them. Amazing reads! I am inspired to publish them again. So?
On to publish ‘Hit Bottom the Deepest Part of My Soul’ …
What a way to start my day! Hopefully the post shall bless whomever bumps into https://anewthiabasilia.com/. For the record it’s now Sunday, August 25, 2024, at 7:27 am.
Hit Bottom! The Deepest Part Of My Soul …
What Was Dormant Down There? …
The Deepest Root Of All My Life’s Misery …
Flash Memories That Gives Chills To Our Bodies—Trauma In Our Brains …
The Creator At Work. Completion Of My Pain And Misery, I Hope …
Friday, April 5, 2019 at 7:11 pm.
O My Father—O Father Of Mine? Only You know the strength of this painful circumstances on me. And You never give me any more than what I can take. Let it be.
No Need To Call For Human Help …
Friday, April 5, 2019 now at 7:38 pm.
Father? You know how I am feeling about my insidious calling on people for help and for company. No human is willing to help unless I return to their lifestyle.
That’s Not Going To Happen, And? …
You know it my Father. No human can effectively help another human without You anyhow. I’m going to bed. You alone are my Helper.
Ha! My pain? Accelerated to the max! I laid there unable to sleep. Tears flowing. Flashes of the most remote evils done long, long time ago.
Up and down the hours flew by. Help, my Father, help.
The time was around 1:30 am on Saturday, April 6, 2019.
Mercy! Let Me Forgive Myself. Let Them Forgive Me …
Mercy! Mercy! I pleaded in all earnest. The covers became heavier than ever. My left foot felt like something was cutting it off. My body? Hot!
Up Went Arms And Feet. Off Went The Heavy Covers!
Freedom! Like Magic? The Pain And Misery Ceased …
Phew! What a relief! I laid there for a moment enjoying the comfort of my body. I got up. My mind? Absorbing the love and wisdom from on high. I headed to the kitchen. I washed the dishes. Then?
I Heard Quite Clearer Than Ever Before That Lovely Voice From Within My Heart …
“Pause. Reflect. O thiaBasilia—O Child Of My Heart? Pause. Reflect.”
Sleep. Could Not Keep My Eyes Opened. I Headed For Bed …
Did not record the time, but! Next? Woke up refreshed! The time? Saturday, April 6, 2019 at 7:41 am. It’s now Saturday, April 6, 2019 at 9:42 am.
Which Way To Go Now, My Father? …
Two hours since I woke up. Not a sound from Ahmad. Not a single email from my children or loved ones. Been reading about health and different issues of people’s concern.
Don’t Know What To Think. Not Sure On What To Do? I Wait On You …
Perhaps it’s time to clean up. Maybe fix some breakfast. Perhaps? Time to pause. Time to reflect. Time to give You my undivided attention? I want to cry but my eyes are dry. Help me, my Father, help me.
Ha! Your Words? Fulfilled Sooner Than I Could Have Ever Imagined …
“Pause. Reflect. O thiaBasilia—O Child Of My Heart? You have nothing to fear. You have all to rejoice.
Despite your human inability to comprehend this matter of pain and suffering? The suffering of the moment is the substance for the purification of the deepest part of your soul.
Fear not. Soon, sooner than you could imagine? Your pain and suffering shall come to an end. Soon I will wipe your tears away.
Soon I will reveal Myself to you. I will show—reveal, manifest Myself to you. I will let Myself be clearly seen by you and make Myself real to you.”
You Have Made Yourself Be Clearly Seen By Me, And? Made Yourself Real To Me For Sure! …
Wow! How real! Your manifestation? In awe I comfortable sit here. In fear of Your Majesty? I dare not make any conclusions. In silence, I worship You. I wait on Your conclusions.
Timely? You Speak To Me In A Train Dream …
Sunday, April 7, 2019 at 4:00 am.
What an amazing day You made for me of yesterday. Much accomplished in which direction to go. Not only with the blog/the books, but mainly? With my life.
Wow! It’s All Coming To Light Now. Father Has Always Been In Control Of It All …
I held my peace despite my view of all that goes on in my present circumstances. I did not make any conclusions. Ahmad finally called sometime in the afternoon.
Strange Explanations About His Life And Doings Do Not Rattle Me Anymore …
Strange explanation of the reason for him not to check with me since the day before. Such explanation left me with questions in my mind about Ahmad and his two brothers, but!
I Declined To Assume Anything About Anything That Goes On Around Me …
Wow! What power on me You bestow! Ahmad and his doings? Out of my mind, instead? Enhancing the created book covers. Editing. Finding the books to edit. My eyes set on Yahushua I spent my whole day!
The Internet Prevented Me To Properly Continue With My Work, So?
I headed for bed and slept for a couple of hours. Got up at the knock on my door. My friend brought me food. I ate. Tried the Internet again for a bit. Nothing working. Back to bed. Slept until 2:44 am.
Woke Up From A Train Dream.
“To dream that you are on a train symbolizes your life’s journey. It suggests that you are on the right track in life and headed in the right direction.”
It’s now Sunday, April 7, 2019 at 4:33 am. Must return to bed. Can’t keep my eyes open. I laid in bed reflecting on the reality of Yahushua within me. At last I drifted into sound sleep.
I Clearly See Yahushua Now. He Is Real In All My Doings …
For so long I have followed Yahuahua’s instructions to pray to the Father, ‘Our Father in the heavens’, but now? His words touched the center of my heart. Quote:
John 14:15-21
If you really love Me, you will keep obey My commands. And I will ask the Father, and He will give you another Comforter (Counselor, Helper, Intercessor, Advocate, Strengthener, and Standby), that He may remain with you forever–
The Spirit of Truth, Whom the world cannot receive (welcome, take to its heart), because it does not see Him or know and recognize Him. But you know and recognize
I will not leave you as orphans [comfortless, desolate, bereaved, forlorn, helpless]; I will come back to you.
Just a little while now, and the world will not see Me any more, but you will see Me; because I live, you will live also.
At that time [when that day comes] you will know [for yourselves] that I am in My Father, and you [are] in Me, and I [am] in you.
The person who has My commands and keeps them is the one who [really] loves Me; and whoever [really] loves Me will be loved by My Father, and I [too] will love him and will show (reveal, manifest) Myself to him. [I will let Myself be clearly seen by him and make Myself real to him.]
Wow! What A Revelation. Totally Revolutionized My Whole Being …
Sunday, April 7, 2019 now at 11:38 am.
Faint is my past. Even my past before yesterday. Clear and real is my present. Even the moment of His real appearance?
Clear. Real. Vivid In My Heart And Mind Shall Be Forever!
Song of Solomon 2:10-13
My beloved speaks and says to me, Rise up, my love, my fair one, and come away.
For, behold, the winter is past; the rain is over and gone.
The flowers appear on the earth; the time of the singing of birds has come, and the voice of the turtledove is heard in our land.
The fig tree puts forth and ripens her green figs, and the vines are in blossom and give forth their fragrance. Arise, my love, my fair one, and come away.
Song of Solomon 2:14-16
So I went with him, and when we were climbing the rocky steps up the hillside, my beloved shepherd said to me, O my dove, while you are here in the seclusion of the clefts in the solid rock, in the sheltered and secret place of the cliff, let me see your face, let me hear your voice; for your voice is sweet, and your face is lovely.
My heart was touched and I fervently sang to him my desire, Take for us the foxes, the little foxes that spoil the vineyards [of our love, for our vineyards are in blossom.
She said distinctly, My beloved is mine and I am his! He pastures his flocks among the lilies. [Mat 10:32; Act 4:12]
Song of Solomon 2:4
He brought me to the banqueting house, and his banner over me was love, for love waved as a protecting and comforting banner over my head when I was near him.
Let Me Remain Faithful To You Forever! ….
Let all my past lovers deem away from my mind and heart. Let them all fix their gaze in You. Let me decrease. Let Yourself increase. Let me remain in awe of You and no one else.
For In Loving You? I Love Them All …
Dear Reader, this is the end of my life as it always been. A radical change is taking place within my being. A change I cannot tamper with. I cannot continue to post for a time.
My Times Are In His Hands Now Literally …
It’s now Sunday, April 7, 2019 at 9:58 pm.
I’m heading for bed, my Master but You know it. Hope for sound sleep. I wait on You. Up at 2 am on Monday, April 8, 2019.
We are all like shadows on the earth …
Monday, April 8, 2019 at 3:36 am.
O My Father—O Father Of Mine? What is there for a human to do? We are all like a shadow on this earth. Quote:
1Ch 29:14 But who am I, and what are my people, that we should retain strength and be able to offer thus so willingly? For all things come from You, and out of Your own [hand] we have given You.
1Ch 29:15 For we are strangers before You, and sojourners, as all our fathers were; our days on the earth are like a shadow, and there is no hope or expectation of remaining.
It’s now Monday, April 8, 2019 at 4:57 am. Can’t keep my eyes open. Heading for bed. Well? Instead of heading for bed? As I got up I woke up, and?
That Lovely Voice From Within Came To My Ears:
“Pause. Reflect. O thiaBasilia—O Child Of My Heart? Pause. Reflect. What makes this site not only beautiful but unique and genuine?
How is your life already making a global impact?
Why one moment you are up and confident.
The next moment? Frustrated. Discouraged. Unable to see the Reality of My Being within you, and now?
Yahushua’s real appearance to take over your life is a reality, but! You are already questioning that matter as per the way your body continues to suffer, and?
The agony of doubt and fear is knocking at your door.
O thiaBasilia—O Child Of My Heart? FEAR NOT! This time?
Yahushua is in complete control of every minute detail of your life.
His desire for you?
The song of Solomon Yahushua is singing to you now. Therefore?
For a time in your life now you must remain aloof from this world and all goings on therein. You must bind your mind, soul, and body as in the Song of Solomon.
At Your Master’s discretion?
He will present you to this world in a way far beyond your imagination.
From here on? You have nothing to worry about.
Your times are in His hands.
From now on?
Yahushua shall lead and direct you in the task I have assigned unto you.
I know how overwhelming your task has become, but!
Your Master shall now make it all a joy and a delight as He will make your task to be.
Remember, after this post?
Refrain from posting until Yahushua releases you to post again.
This is a time exclusively for your Master and you.
I am at work.
You have written. You have published. You have optimized.
I have been and will continue to do the rest in the heart of each one of the readers of the posts.
Rejoice! Enjoy your Master’s Presence forevermore!”
The Truth, Dear Reader? Checkmate! …
The complicated game of my worldly life is ended. Instead? The reality of my soul’s longings for that One with Whom to endlessly share my tears and my joys? All games pale. No need to play anymore.
The Reality To Be Someone’s Delight …
Who is so blessed? At last I am! I have no longer need to play the worldly game of life. I will now live the reality of my Master’s delight by the power of His love and wisdom for me.
Step By Step. Day In Day Out. Sometimes Holding His Hand. For The Most? He Carried Me Not Touching The Land …
Friday, August 28, 2020 at 8:26 am.
So easy to read the wonderful journeys of blessed souls. So hard to grasp the meaning of writing and reading the tales.
Memories. Memories. Memories …
Good memories. Bad ones. Is there a purpose for my memories, Master? Back to the paradigm of my human nature. Back to the cause and effect of living without You.
Cause And Effect? Mental Insanity! …
Friday, August 28, 2020 at 4:01 pm.
Back to the Sovereign Authority over Your Creation. You gave us fair warning when You instituted Your commandments, but!
Until this moment on the age of mankind, mankind had to go to the process of time to learn to obey Your commandments.
Master? You know I do not understand even when this matter has been rehashed to the max.
Even so? You have revealed to me why You command us to lean not in our own understanding.
Also, You have revealed to me the importance to become as a little child to enter Your Kingdom.
It’s 4:16 pm. Photoshop is acting up so? I will shut and unplug and go to bed. Perhaps You bless me with sleep until the day cools off.
You Are With And For Me For Sure! …
Friday, August 28, 2020 at 8:39 pm.
Ahmad promised visit on the morning did not happen. I have waited all day. The silence is overwhelming. Just when I considered again the possibility to give up? You intervened.
Not knowing what to think or do I check the graphic I had already finished.
I clicked to find sunflowers just to do something to distract my overloaded mind and? Somehow, I clicked Your words for me right now. Amazing! Quote:
Shining Light on Symbolic Sunflower Meaning
“Rejoice! I remain with you and for you precious beloved child of Mine. Beauty, delight, hope, joy happiness and renewal in the present earth as it is as well as in the future restored one is what I have prepared for you.
The sunflower lot you saw in your dream right across your building is a symbol of the spiritual faith, and worship or respect for My Being and all that pertains to My will and heart intent for your creation that I have imputed into your being.
That’s what you must set your mind and heart to overcome all adversities in your way for now.”
I tried to call Ahmad to no avail. But! As the tears of gratitude for Your words began to flow, the phone rang.
Ahmad on the line. He is on his way.
What A Visit! Did You Get Through Ahmad’s Mind Fog? …
Saturday, August 29, 2020 at 4:42 am.
Perhaps. One thing is for sure now, You are in control of it all despite it all! I am no longer expecting from Ahmad or any other blessed child of Yours.
All My Expectations Are Set On You By Your Design And Purpose. Thank You …
It is no longer what thiaBasilia does or does not. Your Word. There is one thing to come boldly to Your throne of grace to ask for help in needed times and another thing to try to manipulate You.
What? Manipulate You? How We Do That? …
Easy! Pray. Pray. Pray. Fast. Fast. Fast. BUT! To live a fasted life abiding in You? I did not have the slightest until You convicted me.
Well? Here We Go. I For One Was Following The Leaders …
Saturday, August 29, 2020 at 8:00 am.
Following the leaders until? You showed me the end therein to be death. O me! Poor Basilia! What do You want from me, my Master?
You answered me some 35 years ago and? Instructed me to journal and date every word in the answer You were giving to me.
You Are Now Confirming The Result Of Your Instructions …
What a marvel! You told me at one point what You intended to make out of me. That is exactly what You have done. Ahmad’s visit last night proves it to be so. Quote:
Isaiah 41:15-20
Behold, I will make you to be a new, sharp, threshing instrument which has teeth; you shall thresh the mountains and beat them small, and shall make the hills like chaff.
You shall winnow them, and the wind shall carry them away, and the tempest or whirlwind shall scatter them. And you shall rejoice in the Master, you shall glory in the Holy One of Israel.
The poor and needy are seeking water when there is none; their tongues are parched with thirst. I the Master will answer them; I, the Holy One of Israel, will not forsake them.
I will open rivers on the bare heights, and fountains in the midst of the valleys; I will make the wilderness a pool of water, and the dry land springs of water.
I will plant in the wilderness the cedar, the acacia, the myrtle, and the wild olive; I will set the cypress in the desert, the plane [tree] and the pine [tree] together,
That men may see and know and consider and understand together that the hand of the Master has done this, that the Holy One of Israel has created it. End of quote.
I Remain Speechless. Your Words Come To Life Within Me Verbatim! …
“Behold, I will make you to be a new, sharp, threshing instrument which has teeth; you shall thresh the mountains and beat them small and shall make the hills like chaff.”
It’s happening! No question in my mind about it anymore! I am threshing the mountains of difficulties and fears in my mind and beating them small and shall make the hills like chaff.
“ and the tempest or whirlwind shall scatter them. And you shall rejoice in the Master ….”
From Not Having The Slightest To Perfect Knowledge …
Saturday, August 29, 2020 at 9:57 am.
Years and years past weight down with the knowledge of good and evil acquired in this world. The paradigm of my human nature now resolved.
You have invested me with perfect knowledge otherwise the knowledge flowing from Your throne of mercy. Quote:
Psalms 19:1-14
THE HEAVENS declare the glory of God; and the firmament shows and proclaims His handiwork. [Rom_1:20-21]
Day after day pours forth speech, and night after night shows forth knowledge.
There is no speech nor spoken word [from the stars]; their voice is not heard.
Yet their voice [in evidence] goes out through all the earth, their sayings to the end of the world. Of the heavens has God made a tent for the sun, [Rom_10:18] which is as a bridegroom coming out of his chamber; and it rejoices as a strong man to run his course.
Its going forth is from the end of the heavens, and its circuit to the ends of it; and nothing [yes, no one] is hidden from the heat of it.
(Romans 10:17-18. So faith comes by hearing [what is told], and what is heard comes by the preaching [of the message that came from the lips] of the Messiah Himself.
But I ask, Have they not heard? Indeed they have; [for the Scripture says] Their voice [that of nature bearing God’s message] has gone out to all the earth, and their words to the far bounds of the world. [Psa_19:4])
The law of the Master is perfect, restoring the [whole] person; the testimony of the Master is sure, making wise the simple.
The precepts of the Master are right, rejoicing the heart; the commandment of the Master is pure and bright, enlightening the eyes.
The [reverent] fear of the Master is clean, enduring forever; the ordinances of the Master are true and righteous altogether.
More to be desired are they than gold, even than much fine gold; they are sweeter also than honey and drippings from the honeycomb.
Moreover, by them is Your servant warned (reminded, illuminated, and instructed); and in keeping them there is great reward.
Who can discern his lapses and errors? Clear me from hidden [and unconscious] faults.
Keep back Your servant also from presumptuous sins; let them not have dominion over me! Then shall I be blameless, and I shall be innocent and clear of great transgression.
Let the words of my mouth and the meditation of my heart be acceptable in Your sight, O Master, my [firm, impenetrable] Rock and my Redeemer.
Proverbs 9:10
The reverent and worshipful fear of the Master is the beginning (the chief and choice part) of Wisdom, and the knowledge of the Holy One is insight and understanding.
So? That Is How I Got To This New World! Wonderfully Free Of The Fears That Been Suffocating Me All Of My Life …
Saturday, August 29, 2020 at 11:00 am.
Noticing the hour and minutes to close the end and the beginning of a cycle in Your Presence: double ones and zeroes.
The number One meaning Unity.
Zero is both closed and wide open. It means comprehensiveness, openness, wholeness, and infinity. It’s an all-inclusive number. Wow!
So? One Cycle End. The Last Cycle Begins …
That shall be the talk between You and this child of Yours from here on upwards.
What a marvel to rest on, on this last 7th Day of Rest of this 8th month of 2020—the year not to fear my fears.
n intellectual or spiritual quest: an odyssey of discovery.
Good News
As soon as I give up my demands: Freedom! On Sunday, July 7, 2024, at 7:09 am my day began with a healthy breakfast. My feet looked even better than yesterday. I began to ponder about the doctor’s appointment tomorrow. Do I really need a doctor to tell me what I already know? O well! Back to my reading. Around 5 pm I got a reminder for my appointment. It came to me to check with MS Lilly to make sure she remembered the appointment.
What? She had forgotten all about it.
I lost it!
Next? Ms. Lilly at my door.
Emotions escalated.
Solution was suggested for me to keep the appointment.
Suddenly! It came to me.
I don’t need a doctor!
All I need to do is to cancel the appointment.
My tears dried up.
Emotions settle down.
It’s now Sunday, July 7, 2024, at 10:14 pm.
I headed for bed.
Slept.
Woke up 7 hours later.
A good shower.
Dressed up in my happy roses dress.
Fixed coffee.
Affixed the apron to preserve my dress.
Cleared my lemon juice task.
Cleaned it all up.
It’s now Monday, July 8, 2024, at 7:44 am.
My day has begun …Ending at almost midnight.
It’s now Tuesday, July 9, 2024, at 6:22 am.
And so, time marches on & on.
Hopefully you read these writings from my heart & mind, but if you don’t, it’s your loss not mine.
The greatest stumbling block of the times: KNOWLEDGE …
Spiritual Versus Secular Knowledge …
Most of my earthly journey I have been obsessed with obtaining the highest level of Secular Knowledge. It was a must for me. Secular Knowledge was my god. Then? The King James Bible flooded my mind in 1974. I became obsessed with the truth about it all. Of course, I followed many theories that seem to be the truth I was searching for. Thank goodness! The time has come for enlightening. What a marvel for the ability to let go of the past, to let go without regrets. The best part?
To Let Go of The Present to Let Go of The Future …
Wow! No need any longer to check the meaning of anything. Only the intrinsic knowledge of my Father’s Presence within my being. Does that mean I am to remain ignorant of my surroundings? No, indeed not! But it means my searches have now become unbiased, free from prejudice or the act or state of holding unreasonable preconceived judgments or convictions.
That’s the wisdom from above beyond my understanding.
Wisdom From Above? …
But how this wisdom has materialized? Well, for many years I have been led to read the meaning of words, idioms, numbers, colors, birds, stones, flowers, practically everything visible with the naked eye, everything learned during my life span. But guess what? Lately I was led to read the meaning of 844. In the long exciting reading I came to read the following:
In the Bible, Luke 8:44 reads, Coming up behind Jesus, she touched the fringe of his robe. Immediately, the bleeding stopped. The verse represents the healing power of the Divine, even in passing. But it also reflects the action we need to take moving into the presence of the Divine. Your Angels won’t force you to do anything. Free will reigns, it’s up to you. The Universe is just waiting! …
Wow! What a Sneaky Way to Set the Universe & Myself in The Highest! …
… it’s up to you. The Universe is just waiting! …But guess what again? That was the switch for enlightenment to set in. Thank You Father for Your unfailing love …for being my Savior eternally & forever in love with me. Forever & eternally, I worship You. Heading for bed, Friday, June 28, 2024, at 7:55 pm. Up on Saturday, June 29, 2024, at 1:28 am.
Where does it find me? Neither here nor there on neutral gear. No longer speeding to get nowhere my dear. Peace. Wisdom. Humor …beyond my understanding. It’s now Tuesday, July 2, 2024, at 7:52 am.
Beyond My Understanding …
My attitude, my way of approaching whatever possibility comes up anytime is beyond my understanding. I no longer jump to accomplish anything. Instead, day by day, moment by moment it comes to me I am not to depend on my understanding much less on my feelings. I am to be still, to wait. The beauty of it is that the more I do so the more my healing becomes evident.
Strange, isn’t it?
It’s now Friday, July 5, 2024, at 5:03 am.
What happen to Wednesday, July 3, & Thursday, July 4, 2024?
They came & went. Me?
Reminiscing.
Neither here nor there.
Reflecting.
Wisdom.
Peace of mind & heart.
The question came to me one more time.
What are my gifts?
So did the answer. How I thought about scriptural gifts before. How those gifts apply to me personally. Still, I wondered. Time is flying by me. It’s now Friday, July 5, 2024, at 5:30 am. The dawn of this day is approaching. On this day, let me read and reflect on those scriptural gifts.
Why not? It’s a good thing to set my mind & heart in such matter.
Even so, there is no need to quote the Scriptures as I am accustomed to doing.
A Living Sacrifice … Gifts of Grace … Marks of the True Christian? …
Marks of the true Christian, on this anew, afresh cycle I am living on, that’s the main part I am to set on my mind & heart. How blessed I am. Thank You Father for Your unfailing love. Because of Your love I can now claim those marks on me despite my fearful feelings or aggravating thoughts of the past, present or future.
It’s now Tuesday, June 25, 2024, at 4:08 am. What happen to Sunday & Monday? Well? I am not here or there. I am wondering & pounding. How am to convey all that is in my bay? Genuine. Authentic. What’s the meaning? What it means to be genuine or authentic? Never mind. No need to get technical. I am tired of technicalness. Let me see what’s with me.
Two Days Gone but Not in Blank …
I exercised my wits to resolve all involved in my bank. It had to do with my online ordering food as well as everything else that comes to mind at any time. Ordering. Confusing information. Deliveries. Returns. Refunds. Rules. Automated support. Complicated? To say the least! Anyhow?
I came ahead of the ordeal.
Did I steal?
Am I smug in the muddy river of my mood?
Nay! No need for guilt or smugness.
No need to take the blame belonging to the great advance of automation.
As real as the reality of all that is written. I have come to understand that Yahushua—the Messiah, the One sent by Yahuwah, actually? Yahuwah Himself for there is only ONE Creator. Something totally out of my understanding I have now come to accept without regrets. I first laid my eyes on the pages of the King James Bible in 1974. It took all those years since 1974 for me to unquestionable accept all those preposterous statements. Preposterous? Indeed! My human mind could only assume to understand. Again, I was an educated fool speaking words without knowledge.
What Am I Now? …
Reflective. Steady. Assertive. Genuine. Authentic. Cheerful. Enjoying my blessings amid my precious children, friends, my neighbors. Reflecting a wisdom far from the foolishness of my past. I have finally come to understand how those written words apply in my earthly journey.
Again, I am not ashamed of the Gospel, the Good News written in that King James Bible my precious Jimmy Autry made available for me in 1974.
I remember, I now keep firmly in mind, in heart the written admonition written in those pages for the ultimate happiness of my being. It is written.
Fear God and Keep His Commandments
…. But about going further than the words given by one Shepherd, my son, be warned. Of making many books there is no end, so do not believe everything you read, and much study is a weariness of the flesh.
Quote:
Ecclesiastes 12:9-14 AMPC+
(9) And furthermore, because the Preacher was wise, he [Solomon] still taught the people knowledge; and he pondered and searched out and set in order many proverbs.
(10) The Preacher sought acceptable words, even to write down rightly words of truth or correct sentiment.
(11) The words of the wise are like prodding goads, and firmly fixed [in the mind] like nails are the collected sayings which are given [as proceeding] from one Shepherd. [Eze_37:24]
(12) But about going further [than the words given by one Shepherd], my son, be warned.
Of making many books there is no end [so do not believe everything you read], and much study is a weariness of the flesh.
(13) All has been heard; the end of the matter is:
Fear God [revere and worship Him, knowing that He is] and keep His commandments,
for this is the whole of man [the full, original purpose of his creation,
the object of God’s providence, the root of character,
the foundation of all happiness,
the adjustment to all inharmonious circumstances and conditions under the sun]
and the whole [duty] for every man.
(14) For God shall bring every work into judgment, with every secret thing, whether it is good or evil. [Mat_12:36; Act_17:30-31; Rom_2:16; 1Co_4:5]. End of quote.
Humorous …
When I quote the Bible or anything related to the Creator of everything in existence, many well meaning listeners turn ‘holly face’ at my words. I do not mean to make fun of my listeners. It’s funny to me because I used to do the same until? O well! It is all written in the numerous posts portraying my journal. But to tell the truth we humans are some funny creatures.
Humor Me …
I don’t mean to sound pompous, selfish, condescending always talking about myself, that famous ‘I’, ‘I’, ‘I’ ‘Me’ but, talking about myself I leave you alone from any judgmental jive escaping my human mind.
Well? It’s now Wednesday, June 26, 2024 at 4:25 am. Time to post again. I am sure this post is hitting the mark in many silent hearts. But that is something is not for me to know until the end of what I know time to be. Until the next time, lov, thia.
My mind is set on the plan for me in the Creator’s mind. It has been a moment of waiting, a moment of suspense. Even so, a magical miraculous moment daily, monthly, yearly forever sear erasing all fears! What an experience!
Funny Thing …
No kidding, it is funny the way life develops in our stay on this earthly bay. The lonely road. The cup I had to drink. The scroll I had to eat. We are all the actors in the eternal amphitheater built without the human mind in hand. Such is the place where contests are held, the arena of the human theme.
Indeed! Funny Thing, Bless My Heart …
On waking up yesterday after a sleepless night horror presented itself in the most unexpected way. Giving up the bed wobbling like a drunken sailor, I made it to wherever until I sat in front of the computer screen intending to continue with my reading to forget my miserable state. Forget? Indeed!
I can’t pinpoint where the horror set in.
The keyboard, the mouse refused to move.
The Internet decided to follow suit.
Then to my utter frustration the computer refused to respond when I pushed the button to turn it of.
I headed to unplug it of course but!
I could not reach the back of the computer without disassembling my clever dried flower arrangement I had set up ignoring the reason why I had left that empty space so I could reach the back of the computer.
O well! I have not bothered to take care of computer problems since I have been captivated reading romantic classics. That’s another story.
To The Point …
I finally successfully rearranged it all. Once the computer restarted, I began to troubleshoot. Began with the mouse, then the keyboard. Plug, unplug. Tried again & again. Tried a different mouse. Then? The horror escalated!
I made up my mind to give up my new modern keyboard & mouse gifted from Diana.
Determinate grabber on hand I headed for the closet storing my old keyboard.
I grabbed it. Oops!
It slipped from the grabber clashing on the floor all keys scattered!
I managed to collect the whole mess.
Keyboard restored I plugged in. Beautiful!
Now the mouse.
I examined the old cordless mouse.
I changed the battery and plugged the USB for it.
Bingo! What a pleasure!
Recording is no longer a drag.
It seems like the doors keeping my physical being imprisoned all these years have been boasted.
What a miracle!
Let me explain this keyboard & mouse issue.
One of the Issues That Has Plagued Me for Quite a While But! …
This issue along with all issues & fears strangling the life out of me is ending now as I seriously start to live up my 85th birthday shining like the sun in a clear blue sky! How is that possible? In the same way that all miracles are possible.
And that’s the beginning of this new stage that I am traveling happily engaged with my children and beloved friends.
Where are we heading?
We are heading to our eternal home to our Loving Heavenly Father.
He will swallow up death forever and tears and sorrow shall be no more. So, it is written.
Quote:
Isaiah 25:1-9
(1) O MASTER, You are my God; I will exalt You, I will praise Your name, for You have done wonderful things, even purposes planned of old [and fulfilled] in faithfulness and truth.
(2) For You have made a city a heap, a fortified city a ruin, a palace of aliens without a city [is no more a city]; it will never be rebuilt.
(3) Therefore [many] a strong people will glorify You, [many] a city of terrible and ruthless nations will [reverently] fear You.
(4) For You have been a stronghold for the poor, a stronghold for the needy in his distress, a shelter from the storm, a shade from the heat; for the blast of the ruthless ones is like a rainstorm against a wall.
(5) As the heat in a dry land [is reduced by the shadow of a cloud, so] You will bring down the noise of aliens [exultant over their enemies]; and as the heat is brought low by the shadow of a cloud, so the song of the ruthless ones is brought low.
(6) And on this Mount [Zion] shall the Master of hosts make for all peoples a feast of rich things [symbolic of His coronation festival inaugurating the reign of the Master on earth, in the wake of a background of gloom, judgment, and terror], a feast of wines on the lees–of fat things full of marrow, of wines on the lees well refined.
(7) And He will destroy on this mountain the covering of the face that is cast over the heads of all peoples [in mourning], and the veil [of profound wretchedness] that is woven and spread over all nations.
(8) He will swallow up death [in victory; He will abolish death forever]. And the Master God will wipe away tears from all faces; and the reproach of His people He will take away from off all the earth; for the Master has spoken it. [1Co_15:26, 1Co_15:54; 2Ti_1:10]
(9) It shall be said in that day, Behold our God upon Whom we have waited and hoped, that He might save us! This is the Master, we have waited for Him; we will be glad and rejoice in His salvation. End of quote.
I dare to say: That is the Master speaking, not thia …
Tuesday, June 18, 2024, came & went. It’s now Wednesday, June 19, 2024, at 5:03 am. Here I am! I didn’t fade out after all. Instead, I am back shinning like the rising sun, least that’s how I feel. Hope for all likewise to shine. lov, thia
It’s now Thursday, March 21, 2024, at 8:16 pm. I need to quit and sleep. I need to work on my business cards. O well! Here I am on Friday, March 22, 2024, at 10:36 am. I think I have almost accomplished the effect I want in my new crest. Now what? Diana gave me a fancy keyboard. It is really nice, only I need to learn how to use it, but right now I am heading for bed on Friday, March 22, 2024, at 8:36 pm.
This keyboard works.
Of course it works!!!
Thanks a million!
It All Began with Don Miguel …
All things are working on our Almighty Creator’s loving will and on His timing. I am looking forward to whatever develops on this 7th Day of Rest. Time now, Saturday, March 23, 2024, at 4:01 am.
This Is the Present to Begin My New Life …
In the present, some 65 years later to begin my new life after the brief recollection only mentioned as the steppingstone into my present future. So much to consolidate the 84 years of my earthly presence, but it is all coming together for good use. I remain attuned to the inner voice within my being.
Here I am! …
I have been up since about 2:14 am on Sunday, March 24, 2024. Yesterday I met a delightful one Jacqueline. I am looking forward to establishing a friendship with her. I am so intense in creating new graphics for the new approach to my posting as per the new perspective is now established for me. It’s now 6:12 am on Sunday, March 24, 2024, looking forward not backwards.
What’s The Scoop? …
A dysfunctional journey timely turning out functioning full speed ahead. I repeat, so much to consolidate the 84 years of my earthly presence, but it is all coming together for good use. I remain attuned to the inner voice within my being on Sunday, March 24, 2024, at 10:50 am.
Created To Be Loved to Love.
Functional roots stemming from the Word.
A Dysfunctional Family’s Journey …
A saga of interest … I am beginning to get a hold of what I am supposed to do. But it is now Sunday, March 24, 2024, at 8:45 pm, time to hit the sack. It’s now Monday, March 25, 2024, at 12:44 am. I am up. This is one more day of surprises. Going to the foot doctor. Maybe Jacqueline shows up to get acquainted. Who knows? It’s Monday, March 25, 2024, at 7:31 am and I am already tense, frustrated in the depth of despair whether I want to admit it or not. Why not after 7 hours of futile search for what seems to be non-existent elusive files. Is enough to curse!
Well? All Is Well Again, So Glad! …
It’s now Monday, March 25, 2024, at 6:32 pm. This really was a day for surprises, the first surprise the long visit from Jacqueline, truly delighted to find such a loving person. Then? It was not the foot doctor I was to visit. I went to an Ear Nose & Throat specialist. Met a delightful doctor and staff. Soon I’ll be able to be set up with a hearing aid to fit my hearing problems. Then? I received my lifeline device in case I fall or have an emergency. But I think I will not be able to work on the business cards before I crash in bed.
What Shall It Be Today, I Wondered …?
Reading the information on the events that are prophesied to happen now and, in the future, makes me wonder but, I remain still and waiting for the voice within my being to lead me forward and steady to that future the Master Creator of everything in existence has reserved not just for me but for all and every individual child of His beloved family roaming in the 4 corners of this earth.
No, I Am Not a Witch or A Psychic by Far …
Much less a doom sayer. But I am gifted with knowledge beyond what the human mind can conceived. Some consider me to be a prophet, but I do not consider myself to be so. So? What do I consider myself to be? That’s a good question that I have not come up with quite the right response to. But really? Is it not enough to know what I am not? And how do I know what I am not? By the preponderance of the evidence, I know what I am not.
What Evidence?
The fact that I am not in any way shape or form able to come up with performing miracles or the magic tricks such persons in that lot of life perform. Can you imagine me coming up with a magic wand turning a frog into a prince?
What I Know for Sure Is That …?
O well! But one thing I know for sure is that I am a blessed child of my Heavenly Father. He has given me at this point of my journey here on these earthly grounds as those exist right now, the evidence of the abundance He has promised to me since 1985. Chee-Whiz! That was a long sentence! Anyhow, this was also a long scoop! I’ll continue in the next scoop. lov, thiaBasilia.
How appropriate! I don’t believe in numbers, but I pay attention to the Author of the numbers recorded in the Bible and appearing to me often enough at the appropriate times. As I began to record a moment ago, my eyes sat on the hour at 4:44 am. The meaning of number 444 is without a doubt a confirmation of what I just posted. Coincidence? Perhaps that is what it is in the human’s mind, but!
My Human’s Mind Is Unreliable …
That has been my discovery for quite some time, but it is only in the past year that this matter has been confirmed to me to the point that I cannot any longer rely on my human mind. For it has been a shocking matter to discover that practically all stored information has been misinterpreted by my human mind. No kidding! Even so, the whole issue is under the control of the Master of my being.
Therefore? No regrets. No fears. No worries. Instead?
Courage to state what I am inspired to state about the truth to set us free in an inoffensive way.
About My Goals …
What are ‘my goals’? From the beginning my goal was to make piles of money to eliminate poverty in this world, what a joke! Time! There is humor in the course of time, no doubt about it. Of course, time & timing sense of humor march together determinate to knock some sense into our nonsensical cranial cavities.
Tuesday, January 2, 2024, at 5:48 am.
The 2nd day in 2024.
What’s the meaning of 2024?
Number 2024 Meaning: Listen to The Inner Voice …
This is my prayer now more than ever before. So many wonderful things are developing in our midst! It’s most important to me to continue listening to the inner voice within my being, specially at the times of illness & discouragement. Yesterday was one of those times, but? After midnight things turned to announcing health & riches coming my way.
What Am I To Make Out of All These Happenings …
I am still not feeling well. Fear & doubt somewhat lingering dragged me down. I have all the means to be what I meant to be, yet? My body is not responding giving way to doubt and fear that is all a pie in the sky. Time for a break. I cannot sit here feeling the way I am feeling. Something has to change for the best of that, I am sure.
Tuesday, January 2, 2024, at 8:44 am.
Humor instead of anger, why not?
Right now, I don’t feel a bit humorous.
Tuesday, January 2, 2024, at 9:16 am.
But I decided to pull up some jokes to cheer me up.
It did not work.
It’s now Tuesday, January 2, 2024, at 11:24 am.
I am still in a funk.
I have not hear from anyone which makes me feel worse.
But then Diana called to invite me to lunch.
Tuesday, January 2, 2024, at 2:14 pm.
Back from lunch.
Still in the funk.
All seems hopeless right now.
I am beginning to see the cause of it all has to do with my perspective.
I need Your help Almighty Yahuwah!
Unless You come through for me there is no one nor any way that I can overcome this moment of anguish.
Thank You for hearing & answering my prayer.
It’s now Tuesday, January 2, 2024, at 5:25 pm.
I will head for bed now with good thoughts in my mind.
Wednesday, January 3, 2024, at 2:09 am.
Getting up for a bit perhaps go back to bed after a while.
I have all the means to conquer myself and accept the change from my past failures to the present triumphs.
For by the power invested upon me I aim to conquer the fear, the dread and great trembling after I had come among my loved ones a year ago.
Quoting The Scriptures To Conquer My Dread …
Paraphrased:
And my language and my message were not set forth in persuasive (enticing and plausible) words of wisdom, but they were in demonstration of the Almighty Spirit and power a proof by the Spirit and power of God, operating on me to give witness of the Presence of Yahushua within me. Whether my testimony has had any impact is not for me to worry about. Instead, I resolved to know nothing (to be acquainted with nothing, to make a display of the knowledge of nothing, and to be conscious of nothing) among my people except Yahushua the Messiah and Him crucified.
Hopefully, by the hearing of my testimony their faith might not rest in the wisdom of men (human philosophy), but in the power of God, as per 2 Corinthians 2:1-5.
NOW FAITH is the assurance (the confirmation, the title deed) of the things we hope for, being the proof of things we do not see and the conviction of their reality faith perceiving as real fact what is not revealed to the senses, as per Hebrews 11:1.
(5) Also when [the old] are afraid of danger from that which is high, and fears are in the way, and the almond tree [their white hair] blooms, and the grasshopper [a little thing] is a burden, and desire and appetite fail, because man goes to his everlasting home and the mourners go about the streets or marketplaces. [Job_17:13]
(6) [Remember your Creator earnestly now] before the silver cord [of life] is snapped apart, or the golden bowl is broken, or the pitcher is broken at the fountain, or the wheel broken at the cistern [and the whole circulatory system of the blood ceases to function];
(7) Then shall the dust [out of which God made man’s body] return to the earth as it was, and the spirit shall return to God Who gave it.
(8) Vapor of vapors and futility of futilities, says the Preacher. All is futility (emptiness, falsity, vainglory, and transitoriness)!
(9) And furthermore, because the Preacher was wise, he [Solomon] still taught the people knowledge; and he pondered and searched out and set in order many proverbs.
(10) The Preacher sought acceptable words, even to write down rightly words of truth or correct sentiment.
(11) The words of the wise are like prodding goads, and firmly fixed [in the mind] like nails are the collected sayings which are given [as proceeding] from one Shepherd. [Eze_37:24]
(12) But about going further [than the words given by one Shepherd], my son, be warned. Of making many books there is no end [so do not believe everything you read], and much study is a weariness of the flesh.
(13) All has been heard; the end of the matter is: Fear God [revere and worship Him, knowing that He is] and keep His commandments, for this is the whole of man [the full, original purpose of his creation, the object of God’s providence, the root of character, the foundation of all happiness, the adjustment to all inharmonious circumstances and conditions under the sun] and the whole [duty] for every man.
(14) For God shall bring every work into judgment, with every secret thing, whether it is good or evil. [Mat_12:36; Act_17:30-31; Rom_2:16; 1Co_4:5]. Ecclesiastes 12:5-14. End of quotes.
In Conclusion, What Is It That I Am Dreading? …
Ha! I am dreading the quoting of Scriptures might turn people away setting me as another religious fake. Wow! There it is! The fear shocking the life of me. No wonder I am so miserably sick! All I have to do now is to hope in You Almighty Yahuwah, Master of my being. My hope in You is my lifeline. I wait, confident that You are working all things as You intend all things to fit together for our good.
It is now 4:50 am on Wednesday, January 3, 2024.
I am cold.
Heading for bed to warm up perhaps I fall asleep.
Up again on Wednesday, January 3, 2024, at 7:50 am.
It’s now 10:16 am on Wednesday, January 3, 2024, things are progressing.
I am no longer confessing how bad I feel.
I am doing so.
I am concentrating on the fact that I am doing well despite my bad feelings.
What’s The Sense to The Continuous Checking Things Out …
Perhaps that is my futile attempt to understand. But! I do not need to understand if I am to live by faith as it is written. Time to let go of the old and concentrate on enjoying the new. What a wonderful thought to avail me for the rest of my days. It’s written:
Ecclesiastes 3:11
(11) He has made everything beautiful in its time. He also has planted eternity in men’s hearts and minds [a divinely implanted sense of a purpose working through the ages which nothing under the sun but God alone can satisfy], yet so that men cannot find out what God has done from the beginning to the end. End of quote.
Learning To Laugh at Myself Despite Pain & The Rain as It Is All In Vain …
Fun message in 2024. Humor instead of anger. Red hat: reminder I love you. And the apron? Reminder to work on myself! It’s now Wednesday, January 3, 2024, at 2:00 pm. Graphic to illustrate complete. Time for a break.
It’s now Wednesday, January 3, 2024, at 7:05 pm.
I have succeeded in baking my chicken tights & legs.
I enjoyed a piece but now I am sleepy, I shall head to bed.
