Humankind Is Oblivious To Such Fact.
- What Do You Know About Yourself?
- The Truth? Not Much But? You Think Otherwise …
Master? You Know …
I am earnestly waiting for You. You know that I expect and look and long for You—for Your victory, Your favor, Your love, Your peace, Your joy, and Your matchless, unbroken companionship, but!
I Keep Missing You, And? …
Loneliness. Longing for human companionship sets in my soul. Today the USA celebrates ‘Mother’s Day’. All mothers are blessed and exalted.
Even So? I Quit Celebrating The Day A Long Time Ago, Why?
Because of the materialism involved in it. So, now? My children do not really bless me, and? It makes me wonder.
Could This Be The Way For Them To Show Me Their Hurt—Resentment because of my Absence? …
- I don’t know.
- I don’t need to assume that such is the case.
- Instead of mopping about it? I will attempt to change the apartment again. I don’t like my bed position, but!
- Moving the bed and cover and drawers? Big job.
- My arm still hurts. I fear not being able to finish should I start the project.
- What to do, my Master?
- I know You are restoring my health.
- I know that no matter what I feel or think.
- No matter the reality of my arm’s pain?
- I must wait on You.
O But The Feelings And Thoughts That Determine Our Behaviour! …
Monday, May 13, 2019 at 2:49 am.
Master? I am going to bed. I’ll try to sleep again. You know why I have not been able to enjoy some sound sleep for the last few days. Help! O help me, my Master!
Too Much Mixed In My Mind, But! You Know It My Master …
Monday, May 13, 2019 at 7:50 am.
I’ll wait until You clear my mind to record. So much mixed in my mind? Ha! Not in my mind only—all humankind? Guilty!!!!
So Much Mixed In My Mind? Ha! Not In My Mind Only—All Humankind? Guilty!!!!
Monday, May 13, 2019 at 10:44 am.
Well? My two cents worth—Humankind as a whole is infected! Spiritual Leprosy? Man! Now that I am out of the leprosy colony, I can clearly see it.
The Plague Is Global. Even So?
How can we see the difference when we are all look and behave alike? Master? I’m feeling really strange. Could it be the daisy tea? Maybe sleep?
(It’s now 1:19 pm. More problems. Lost my calls with google phone #. It’s now Monday, May 13, 2019 at 11:11 pm. Restarting computer to see if that fixes the problem.)
Well? Nothing Is Working ….
Tuesday, May 14, 2019 at 7:49 am.
- I lost the phone icon to make calls from my inbox.
- Things keep changing. I can’t keep up.
- The ants keep biting me. Done all I can think off to get rid of them. I keep asking You for help to no avail.
- The pain in my shoulder comes and goes.
- My sleep is erratic.
- Sometimes I feel pretty decent.
- Sometimes I feel lousy.
- I lack the help needed to fix this messed up apartment.
- No matter how much money You supply for me it’s never enough to take care of things.
- You keep promising me impossible things.
- I keep waiting.
- I refuse to doubt You, but!
- I need YOU. How can I experience Your Presence?
- How can You materialize or confirm Your promises?
- You promised me I will not be put to shame, but!
- If You do not materialize Your promises?
- I will be the laughingstock for all.
- Perhaps? Such fear is my trouble.
- Help me! Help me! Help me!
Tuesday, May 14, 2019 at 8:15 am. Turning off unplug PC. Fixed food for the day. Fixed drink. Ate it by the roof. Ahmad called. Sun very hot. I came inside. Turn on computer. No change, but!
It Came To Me What To Check To Fix The Phone Calls Problem …
Awesome! First? It came to me how to clean my bookmarks bar. In the process? I found a link with instructions to solve the phone calls problem. Next?
It Came To Me How To Deal With My Shoulder Pain …
Wow! While cleaning the bookmarks? I found the links to download three e-books on honey that I purchased but did not download when I first got the links. Next?
Retracing The Steps To Deal With Pain …
In retrospect? Back to 2007. The migraine headaches had driven me to the painkillers’ addiction, but! The more I used those? The worst my general health declined. So?
That Year 2007 Is The Year Father Yah Convicted Me—Restored My Soul …
It’s totally uncanny the way all things are and have been happening in my daily journey. My problem? Whatever happens that works to make me comfortable, I exalt the matter, and?
Automatically? Dismiss The GIVER Of The Matter …
So? All the past years I been going around preaching, “Two teaspoons of ACV-two tea spoons of honey-and one tea spoon of instant coffee to make sure it works!”
- Well? The mixture worked to relieve the migraine headaches, but lately? Nothing works, so? I increased the amount of ACV. OOPS! Wrong move. I got to feeling worse than ever, but!
The Mercy Of My Heavenly Father! Behold The Power Of His Love And Wisdom …
Again, and again! His ways? His thoughts? The power of His love. His unfathomable wisdom? Way over my puny imagination!
Don Basilio The Adviser Is Dead …
Wednesday, May 15, 2019 at 10:27 am
Master! How explicitly timely You speak to me in my dreams. I been posting and reading interesting articles since early this morning. Suddenly I became drowsy. I headed for bed. I don’t know how long I was asleep, but I just woke up from a vivid dream.
- I was looking down from a balcony. Suddenly! I saw one of my daughters riding on a bike. I watched as she turned to my door. She opened my door. She announced: “I came to tell you that ‘don Basilio’ his adviser is dead!” I woke up. Amazed!
What Is The Dream All About, My Master?
In the dream, my daughter was referring to her husband’s advisor. In real life my daughter has expressed her love for me as well as her concern that she might not get to see me again because of my advanced age same as her ill husband’s age.
Been Wondering About My Daughter’s Concern, But! …
You know that, my Master. The dream is not about my daughter’s concern. Instead? It’s about my response to comfort her with the power of Your love and wisdom. Quote:
Dearest xxxx, my baby,
Right on time your words touched the depth of my heart. Please read what I am including in this email. You will understand how timely your mail came.
Why do you love me? Why do I love you? Why all circumstances bringing us apart and now gathering us back again?
You and all seven of you? In my mind every single moment of my existence. You are my treasure. My gift from above.
It all has been recorded in The Family A True Story Volume 1. I am attaching the book. I sense it’s time for you all to read it.
Our story will open many eyes to see the work of transformation our Father has done in me, and? Glorify and exalt Him not me or us, but!
We are to fully enjoy my transformation. I am not predicting anything! I am only flowing with His Spirit by His power not mine. So?
Who knows? Perhaps our Father brings little Ziva into my arms and you can take a picture of me holding her right here on my beautiful roof! Nothing is impossible for our Father.
He promised to give me the desires in my heart, and so He will do, of that I am a 100% sure even when I haven’t got the slightest how or when He will materialize His promises.
For now? Like the song goes: “I don’t live here anymore!” lol I’m living in my citizenship up above, literally as you can read in the following entries of the last few days.
Lov mom. 😊
Amazed? Indeed! The Way You Make Your Presence Real To Me …
Despair. Uncertainty. A blah feeling waiting on You to materialize Yourself? The way You do materialize whatever is troubling me? WOW!
Your Way To Squish My Fears As I Squished That Black Beetle The Other Night? …
It’s simply amazing to me. The way You infuse into my being the power of Your love and wisdom? It’s the certainty of my present and my future, no kidding.
You Are Alive! You Live Within My Being, And? …
For sure! No two ways about it, because You are alive living in my heart? I can face tomorrow. All fears are gone! For sure? I’m now going on and on! (See feature graphic.) Quote:
FOR BEHOLD, the day comes that shall burn like an oven, and all the proud and arrogant, yes, and all that do wickedly and are lawless, shall be stubble; the day that comes shall burn them up, says the Master of hosts, so that it will leave them neither root nor branch. [Isa_5:21-25; Mat_3:12]
But unto you who revere and worshipfully fear My name shall the Sun of Righteousness arise with healing in His wings and His beams, and you shall go forth and gambol like calves [released] from the stall and leap for joy.
And you shall tread down the lawless and wicked, for they shall be ashes under the soles of your feet in the day that I shall do this, says the Master of hosts.
Earnestly remember the law of Moses, My servant, the statutes and the ordinances which I commanded him on Mount Horeb to give to all Israel.
Behold, I will send you Elijah the prophet before the great and terrible day of the Master comes. [Mat_11:14; Mat_17:10-13]
And he shall turn and reconcile the hearts of the estranged fathers to the ungodly children, and the hearts of the rebellious children to the piety of their fathers a reconciliation produced by repentance of the ungodly, lest I come and smite the land with a curse and a ban of utter destruction. [Luk_1:17]. End of quote.
Such Is The Certainty Of My Present And My Future, But! …
Wednesday, May 15, 2019 at 5:46 pm.
By no means I intent to get smug about it. This time? The power of my Master’s wisdom avails me to remain in awe, only waiting on Him for whatever He has planned for me next.
Much love to all, thiaBasilia. 🙂