What’s With Life? Amidst The Intense Sadness? Life Can Be Fun ….
From The Dining Room In My Soul …
Saturday, 13 October 2018 at 3:35 am.
All Things You Have Given To Me To Record In Perfect Order Now…?
Father? Thanks for my moment with You. I’m refreshed! Ready again to continue with the task You have assigned unto me.
Father? I see now how You are placing all my ideas, all the things You have given to me to record in perfect order.
My Legacy ….?
Like I used to hear my grandmother express her faith in You at the onset of her doings with the words in Spanish,
‘A la mano de Dios’ meaning in English? ‘By the hand of God’.
What a legacy from my ‘abuelita Lucila’. So often those words come to mind. My grandmother was a faithful woman.
Anyhow? On I go to hunt for? Whatever comes as I search the thousands of recorded words You have given to me to record.
Monday, 15 October 2018 at 6:00 am.
Preparing. For what …?
Father? A new day this is for me. Another TODAY. Started this TODAY around 3 am. Been preparing the space for my cover. At last the cover should be delivered today.
House or Soul Cleaning …?
Regardless! Cover or not? A good incentive to clean up again. House cleaning is like soul cleaning—an ongoing event. Hahaha! Guess that’s a good way to mean die daily, but?
About Timing. The Father’s Clock? Always On Time ….?
O my Father! You know how I procrastinate when it comes to both matters. Even so? You do not procrastinate. You always quick and exact with Your timing. So?
No need for me to agonize because of my doings are not according to my ideas of what they should be. Wow! What a good thought to start TODAY.
Going to fix me that cup of coffee. I’ll enjoy it with You before I resume my cleaning. Great! Back at 7:32 am on Monday, 15 October 2018. Here is Your inspiration to me:
Am I bickering again? Not really ….?
Father? You are in control of every minute detail of my life. Show me what to do. I am not feeling well. I don’t know what is going on with my body, but! You do. I wait on You.
Indeed! Emotions are like storms.
They come with force, then? They go, leaving a path of debris to clean up. No kidding!
A healthy observation as my life develops in this renewed cycle of my journey in Your Presence, O my Father.
The Clean Up? Turns Into Sheer Joy ….?
Tuesday, 16 October 2018 at 5:32 am-6:42 am.
O My Father—O Father Of Mine? You are simply AWESOME! There are no words to describe the immensity of Your Being.
Black Cover Instead Of …?
You have gifted me with a black cover instead of the white cover I had in mind. Why? To remind me that black is Your colour. Oh? Why is black Your colour?
My Father Responds ….?
O thiaBasilia—O Child Of My Heart—My precious child? Pause. Reflect. Have I not enlightened you the many matters concerning Me so far?
- Are you now able to see the erroneous conceptions about Me, about life in general of your past?
Black is a colour shun away as a sign of darkens, but?
- Black is simply the combination of all colours into one.
- Just like My intent has been to do for My children since I created them.
So? I gifted you that black cover to store your belongings for now. Even so?
- That cover is a reminder to you of My Presence in your midst, and?
It’s working for that purpose more than to store your belongings for now.
- The joy of such reminder is My lullaby to relax your mind even in the midst of all inevitable discomforts that always shall cross your path.
I love you, My precious thiaBasilia. I love you. I’ll never, ever leave nor forsake you.
Can you now see and touch My reality as you see and touch that cover just like you have asked me to do for you?”
Again and again and again! You are AWESOME! Indeed! In the peak of my discomforts? I have asked such of my Father, but!
Far Beyond all my imaginings …?
Never in a million years could I have guessed how He would answer my request. Of course? I had in mind for Him to manifest Himself to me in human form, but! In a cover? Never crossed my mind.
Hahaha! He fool me once again! Surprise party was to be for me! And what a party! Greater than all the surprise parties I have enjoyed from my children and friends for sure!
Sheer Joy ….?
Joy inexplicable is here for me to be from now on! I am now ready to post differently than what You have led me to do before. On to the task. In silence, I worship You.
Much love, thiaBasilia.