Free from Proactive Imagination…

Thia’s Journal—An ongoing dialog between thia/Basilia and Master Yahuwah/Yahushua. …

Wednesday, May 25, 2016 at 3:40 am

Father? I am making progress and You know why? Yeap! You certainly do know why am I making progress in all aspects of my life?

I am making progress because You have finally succeeded in setting me free from my proactive imagination. Proactive imagination?

Indeed! The last link of the prison that held me captive until the last outlandish imaginings about my victim Ahmad—the beautiful son that You have gifted to me. Hahaha! HalleluYah!

In the meanwhile? Amazing things have been happening in my cybernetic world. Me? Too busy with my evil imagination to notice it all. Go figure it!

Wednesday, May 25, 2016 at 10:55 pm

Well? O my Father? You know that I did not make it to the posting. You know all that transpired in my computer world today and? It is not over.

The problems have escalated. I am now waiting for the Windows Engineer to perhaps solve my problem.

In the meantime? I will work in preparing the book for sale. I have to wait one more hour for the call.

Thursday, May 26, 2016 at 2:46 am

Father? Perhaps the printer needs replacement. You know that we are short of money. I cast this problem unto You for I know that You care for me.

I don’t feel funny anymore. Maybe after I sleep for a bit I’ll feel better.

Thursday, May 26, 2016 at 7:38 am

Father? Sometimes I sense that somehow many hear me without comment but? They are satisfied with the knowledge of the matter for themselves. Is like singing to the choir as the saying goes. So?

I sense that many just go along with me but? They are not benefitting to let You apply their knowledge to their own inner man.

Many years I walked in those shoes so? I recognize the drill. What am I to do my Father? More & more every day? I just want to keep to myself. But You know that. I wait on You.

Thursday, May 26, 2016 at 9:04 am

O my Father? You sure lead me all the way. I just finished writing the first chapter of A Mother In A Dysfunctional Family and? I should say? It looks super good. Engaging? For sure people would want to read some more. Don’t You think so my Father?

Well my Father? You know that I went ahead and posted Chapter 1 but now? I wait for You to lead me to the next step.

Friday, May 27, 2016 at 4:48 am

Father? I need to continue on Chapter 2. I pray Your thoughts to continue with the sequence all that happened some 50 yrs. ago.

For the story in A Mother In A Dysfunctional Family? Is based in my own colorful life. A life replete with maximum good as well as quite questionable & promiscuous behavior but?

Out of that controversial mess that I once lived? Our Father/Creator molded a vessel—a beautiful vessel to hold the flowers of His love for all.

So? Even I—the protagonist of A Mother In A Dysfunctional Family? Even I find it quite an enticing reading in retrospect.

Reply To My Brother Romanus

MAY 27, 2016 AT 1:53 PM
In reply to the post in https://middleme.net/2016/05/27/guest-post-stay-on-dont-quit-by-ngobesing-romanus/.

Hahaha! O my Brother, I do beg to differ! I have made it big! Yes I have but? None of such virtues can I attribute to yours truly.:-) But?

Why am I claiming bigness when? I haven’t got two nickels to rub together– my furniture? Strong boxes covered with fancy shopping bags — my wardrobe? Facing its 7 yrs. of wear and? The fame of the best is not near my sight to be found? Haven’t sold a single copy of my books against the millions of copies sold by the best!:-)

Ah! But? In the sight of the King of the whole Universe–the One who has adopted me into His beloved? In HIs sight? The King reassures me on the daily basis, “Child? You are My child. I love you with everlasting love and? I will never leave nor forsake you.”

A child of the King of the Universe, What more could I ever want for? How bigger can anyone get? O my Brother? I respectfully differ!

No courage. No patience. Quit? More times than I care to remember. But? I am at the top of the mountain only by the power of love from on high and?

Soon, very soon? All of us shall be singing together in the Presence of the King at the top of the mountain by the same power of love from on high that lifted me up there.

Such is the King’s will and? His will shall be done on earth as it is in heaven. Hahaha! HalleluYah!:-)

BTW Our Father/Creator only help those HELPLESS ones. The weakest I became? The strongest His Being manifested in my weak ineffective carnal flesh & mind.:-)

His love in my heart for all, thiaBasilia.

I truly love my Brother Romanus because to me? He is mainly my encourager and in a way? He inspires me to, Pause. Reflect. Not to neglect the call to share the message of the power of love from on high.

His love in my heart for all, thiaBasilia.