Thia’s Journal—An ongoing dialog between thia/Basilia and Master Yahuwah/Yahushua. ….
Monday, May 9, 2016 at 4:37 am
Wow! Wow! Wow! Thinking about the excruciating pain steady present within my heart? My thoughts drifted to my Denise.
Does my child know? Has it ever cross her mind this suffering of mine? Nay. Nothing of the kind for good reason is there possible to find.
Nay. I was not there for my child and? It has never occurred to my child that I am not now nor was then there because I am here?
Perhaps. For in the reality of my life? Such amazing mater it has not occurred to yours truly until this very moment as well.
Indeed! Father is leading all the way and? Up to this moment of time He had not revealed this matter to me.
My thoughts revert. Way back I revert. I reflect? Diana’s Wedding. Roxana’s Wedding. Robin’s Wedding. Denise’s Wedding. And now? Landon’s Wedding. Bethany’s Wedding. Emiley’s Wedding. Ahmad? How amazing the pieces of the tapestry are coming together. Tapestry? A while back I wrote,
The Most Beautiful Tapestry Of Father Yah’s Creation!
Friday, May 17, 2013 at 1:30 am
Another day, another week gone! Unto You I bring my life! May Your will be done in my life and may my will forever be under Your control & dominion!
It’s now 7:42 am. I have slept, I have cleaned up, I have done this & that and I have been talking to Ahmad for the last hour! Talk, talk, & talk! That’s all I do! I beseech You my Father to give me to shut my mouth and give me some more sleep while I wait on You & everybody else! Wait, wait, wait some more—a nearly impossible thing to do and an open door to make mistakes—to take things into my own hands! But I refuse to do so! I’ll wait until You deem necessary for me to wait!
Friday, May 17, 2013 at 3:29 pm
Well, my Father, I do believe that You have accomplished Your purpose for me to be still & know that You are Almighty Yahuwah not me! This is a totally different experience for me and a good one though not a hyped up emotional experience. This truly is Your work in me and I am in awe of such work! Indeed You are Almighty Yahuwah Master and sole Creator of the whole Universe and of my being! In silence I worship You!
Saturday, May 18, 2013 at 5:23 pm
O my Father! How awesome are Your ways! When I get so bent out shape because I am not You and I don’t know what You are doing, poof! You wave Your hand of mercy and up pops an amazing circumstance way behind any of my premeditated shenanigans! Ha! Ha! HalleluYah!
Today, after I had a minor disagreement with Ahmad, I printed the above, I gave to Ahmad and I huffed out of here not knowing exactly where I was going! Suddenly! The urge to eat some ice cream came to me and I headed towards Mr. Human and stated my need to eat ice cream!
O my beloved Mr. Human not being quite the par but always willing to put up with my unexpected visits just smiled and we bantered a little while then, suddenly again, Human (son) comes in and tells me, “You want to visit Aqua Vista?” And Mr. Human says “No!” And I said, “Just because you said “No” I am going to Aqua Vista, lead the way! Ha! Ha!”
Human whisks me away and we get to his hotel only for me to enjoy the most delightful encounter with Human’s wife!! Ha! Ha! HalleluYah! Next there is a tour of the hotel while we chatted about many things and then a delightful lunch in the dining room topping it all with a meeting with Ruba only to find out that she is a fellow writer and much more! O but what a blessing! O my Father You are so good to all of us!
Well, this day of rest is not over yet? I can tell that Ahmad is in state of wonder with all the happenings in our lives in the last short days and? So am I—in awe to see how You, my Father are weaving the most beautiful tapestry while putting our lives together to embellish Your eternity & delight Your Being forever!
How true.
His love in my heart for all, thiaBasilia