Experience Not Theoretically …?

What Am I Babbling About Now …?

I Don’t Babble Anymore. I Express my Experience with Wit & Candor …?

Friday, September 8, 2023, at 3:42 am. This Friday is ending on a good note on Friday, September 8, 2023, at 7:14 pm. I find myself trusting in myself to make the right decisions, why? Good reasons:

  • I have discovered that there is always a solution to my problems.
  • I can transcend my traumas.
  • I can express myself without fear of judgment.
  • I can easily find out I am not alone.
  • For the Master Creator of my being always finds a way to manifest His Presence into the reality of every moment of my existence.
  • No kidding, my ethereal life transcends my physical existence continuously.
  • I don’t live here anymore.

Am I Deluded?

By the world standards I am, bless my heart. By the Almighty Creator of everything in existence I am in the center of His heart! Whatever more could I want for. …

Okay! Let Me Go On With My Saga …

Observing My Own Self. It is now Sunday, September 10, 2023, at 2:01 am. O But That I Would Have Hearken To the ten Commandments most humans know or have heard about. That’s where my mind keeps reverting to. Even so, here lately I have concluded to quit lamenting about it, why?

  • Because by a supernatural power I am now keeping those commandments thus receiving the benefits of doing so.

What’s The Use Of Lamenting Without Action? …

Again, as I have stated before, on this day I aim to summarize a recreated life for the human mind ingrained on me. It all boils down to living by the 1st and most important of the Ten Commandments as well as by the 2nd likened to the 1st.

Here Is Something That Is Palpable In Sight …?


It’s now a new era. It’s now the time of the end. It’s now the Messianic time prophesied from the beginning of My creation. The old commandments? Now encompassed in two: You shall love the Lord your God with all your heart and with all your soul and with all your mind (intellect). [Deu_6:5] This is the great (most important, principal) and first commandment. And a second is like it: You shall love your neighbor as [you do] yourself. [Lev_19:18] These two commandments sum up and upon them depend all the Law and the Prophets. Matthew 22:28-40. End of quote.

Keeping Up With My Daily Living …?

Wednesday, August 30, 2023, at 6:44 am. I’m sleepy but I wish to stay awake to finish the graphics and take care of whatever develops today. Wednesday, August 30, 2023, at 8:30 pm, time to try the bed.

The Unknown Things Of Eternal Value …?

Thursday, August 31, 2023, at 1:03 am. The last day of the 8th month of 2023. Time to know the unknown things of eternal value. The necessary division to enter to remain in my eternity.

  • Entering into the unknown things of eternal value.

I Refuse To Despair …

Friday, September 1, 2023, at 3:43 am. Slept on and off since 9 pm last night. I am up now starting this month still itching like crazy, even so? I refuse to despair. My inner voice is persistent with “fear not!” Love, good at the end shall prevail. Friday, September 1, 2023, at 9:23 pm, heading for bed but I am not sleepy. Slept until 1:55 am on the new day.

No More Or Limited Scriptural Quotes …?

Saturday, September 2, 2023, at 3:03 am. 1st 7th Day of Rest on the 9th month in 2023—a new day of rest for the people of the Almighty Creator commonly known as ‘God’. Therefore, His Holy Spirit says in Hebrews 3:7-19. (Just a reference. The quotes are a thing of my past writings. Is time to relate the tall tales that tell the truth in the saga of my life.)

The Confusion About Nutrition …

Where does it stem from? Sunday, September 3, 2023, at 1:00 pm. I have been searching how to fight my affliction. I was led to a site instructing me to eat exactly what other sites tell me to avoid. Phew! Fixed me my delicious black beans soup. I sure hope to win this war from now on. One thing they all agree on is to stay away from sugar. On that I am making progress.

  • The biggest conquest is my cravings for chocolates and chocolate desserts.

About The Rubbish Both In My Mind And In The House …?

Monday, September 4, 2023, at 3:40 am. It is time again to get rid of rubbish both in my mind and in the house. Fear not! Onward! Upward! On with the saga of my life. Had labor day brunch at Diana’s. at the end I came back home because I didn’t feel good. Slept. Frustrated creating free blog for autobiography.

Keeping a record of my time:

  • Tuesday, September 5, 2023, at 6:40 am. Ready for whatever this day brings. Tuesday, September 5, 2023, at 7:25 pm. Pc off, no internet. Tuesday, September 5, 2023, at 10:29 pm. I finally went to bed. Slept.
  • Wednesday, September 6, 2023, at 5:32 am. Been up for a couple hours composing and replying to Denise with the contents of the next post. Will fix breakfast now. The Net quit again. Will turn off to see if that helps.
  • Thursday, September 7, 2023, at 2:14 am. This was a day of reckoning. Ending with quite stark realizations again.

Reflecting …

Friday, September 8, 2023, at 3:42 am. This Friday is ending on a good note. I find myself trusting in myself to make the right decisions, why?

  • Because I have discovered that there is always a solution to my problems.
  • I can transcend my traumas.
  • I can express myself without fear of judgment;
  • I can easily find out I am not alone. For the Master Creator of my being always finds a way to manifest His Presence into the reality of every moment of my existence.
  • No kidding, my ethereal life transcends my physical existence continuously.
  • I don’t live here anymore. My citizenship is the heavens.

Am I deluded?

By the world standards I am, bless my heart. By the Almighty Creator of everything in existence I am in the center of His heart! Whatever more could I want for.

O well! The wanting? …

Something I have to deal with constantly. Nevertheless, I now control them not them control me. This Saturday, September 9, 2023, at 9:18 am I came upon the Daily Motivation for Saturday September-9-2023.


  • You are overcoming your trauma triggers.
  • You are on a path of deep healing.
  • Some days will be harder than others, but you must keep going.
  • Do not let your past life keep you from embracing joy in the present.
  • Bigger blessings are coming your way.
  • Everything is okay now.
  • Life is about to give you what you have been wishing for.
  • You’re being guided to where you are meant to be.
  • It’s your turn to celebrate and get excited again.

A New Season Is Here …?

I feel more grateful each day. I embrace the sweetness of life. I am okay with imperfection. I am falling in love with my life again. I am reconnecting with my truth. I am singing again despite my belly ache plus breaking my gifted jar of lemon-fig preserve. I am tempted to say “I got up on the wrong side of the bed as my father used to say when someone woke up crossed. But I caught myself and began to sing:

I’m so happy as I travel, traveling with an angel band.

And I’m living so my life for Yahushua to shine!!!

  • Must continue on waking up.
  • I slept for a few hours.

There Is No Such Thing As Learning To Love …

Or, is there such a thing? Sunday, September 10, 2023, at 9:40 pm. Sleepy. Sunday, September 10, 2023, at 12:48 am. I am up. Reflecting. What’s this thing about learning to love myself? I do understand to love myself is the 2nd most important of the commandments but it’s only half of it as it is written.

  • I can’t undo the past events, experiences, and moments of darkness that changed me from what I meant to be.
  • I do not “like” who I am in the eyes of this world right now.
  • But I still have to “love” myself to change myself for the better.

Funny! I Have Been Swimming Against The Current All My Years …?

No problem. The Master Creator of my being has let me know that I have a strong connection with Him. I am fortunate to receive such clear messaging and signs of His Presence within me.

Ha perhaps Your response is in the meaning of the number 37.


Back to the number 37. Modified quote by My Spirit within you.

What Does It Mean When you Keep Seeing 37?

If you see this number too often, know that you have a strong connection with Me, and you’re fortunate to receive such clear messaging and signs of My Presence within you. The appearance of this number means for your life the following things:

  1. You will be able to bring about tremendous opportunities and abundance in your near future.
  2. It is a confirmation you are receiving from Me the answer to your prayers.
  3. Trying to pressure having answers won’t help, flow with your situation.
  4. Any person, object, or thing that represents negativity rid yourself of that.
  5. Depending on My Spirit to find all answers is the only way to seek what you desire.

A Reminder Of Your Words To Confirm It All …?


“O thiaBasilia—O Child Of My Heart? You are My greatly beloved as My servant Daniel was. At the beginning of your prayers, the word giving an answer went forth.

Therefore, consider the matter and understand My message in the appearance of the Doves to confirm what I tell you in your dreams and visions as well as in the numbers in your writings.

I am aware of your frustrations.

But most of all I am aware of your determination to obey Me at any cost.

My heart delights in the sight of your obedience.

There is nothing I can deny to you.

I am ready to come to your aid even when you yet pronounce your word for help.

Thus? From here on your health shall continue to improve.

You will begin to experience the reality of My promises to you.

And the experience of My peace that surpasses all human understanding shall double to give way to My wisdom in all your doings.

One by one My children shall receive your witness and honor My name.

Your children as well shall do the same.

Homerun hit! Victory ring! The game begins!

You are now playing in My Major League.

My highest Royalty in Authority.

The joy of your Master fills your heart from the start to the end.

The saga of your life is likened to a baseball game.

Just the same.

Governing Order and Rulership.

A perfect governmental foundation.

Your Jubilee.

Your Liberation From Oppression.

Letting go your fears, sorrow, and regrets.

A burst of joy in your heart you get.

Onward My precious child!

I have all your bases covered.” End of Your loving words for now.

Indeed! The Shocking Facts To Me …?

  1. As of now, 40% of the victims have not been identified.
  2. The master mind of the plan to blow up the towers have been caught but not yet try.
  3. This man’s statement, his reason beyond his criminal actions.

Amazing! Talking About The Decline Of The Age …?

Even so? No comment. My whole being is set on solid grounds. I am no longer searching for answers. It is futile. The Master Creator of everything in existence has all the answers. So what? Accept. Submit.

  • I have gone that route.
  • I have been faithful to Him.
  • What did I get?
  • The shaft!
  • NO THANKS!!!
  • Don’t even mention such words to me.
  • I have come to love myself & others unconditionally!!!

Wow! A Burning Flame Of Repressed Anger!

Rampart, unrecognized anger. The kind of anger that isolates one to their own conclusions & beliefs, and? The worst: the root of the great ‘fallen away’. It’s now Tuesday, September 12, 2023, at 11:35 am. I choose to withhold my comment. I need to wait. Will resume my reading for now, perhaps I fall asleep.

  • I have been sensing such anger in most souls of my acquaintance claiming unconditional love but I could not putt it together until now by the way things are developing.
  • First the burst of anger. Then?
  • The reasonable explanation about what is conceived as ‘unconditional love’.


As far as unconditional love, I don’t need you to love me back, or to understand, and respect me for me to love you. If there isn’t balance and reciprocation, then the actual physical relationship, may become nonexistent, but the unconditional love still remains.

And each of us must work out what it is that we’re willing to do or who we’re willing to be in a relationship with based upon this balance. But if I don’t want to be in a relationship with someone because I’m not in alignment with them, it does not mean that I don’t unconditionally love them. Because unconditional love cannot be earned. It’s simply means that I’m gonna go my Way and that person is going to go to their way but the respect and love remains. End of quote.

Can We Really Be Free & Complete Without …?

Without the primordial need to be loved back? I am beginning to realize it cannot be done. And that is for a good reason. We were created to be loved so that we can love in return. Well? Here comes the biggie!

  • I am not ashamed of who or how I am.
  • As of this moment I no longer fear the awful predicament of not fitting in.
  • Why should I struggle to fit in any or all situations that come my way?
  • Why should I demand of myself to fit in or choose retreat from socializing?
  • What is worst, why should I miss an opportunity to mend the broken threads of my dysfunctional former family?
  • It does not make sense to tell the truth.

I Need To Face The Matter, That’s For Sure …?

No matter what, when, or how things were or things are, for me? I need to face the fact that I am not fighting against flesh & blood. I am fighting against the spirit forces of wickedness in the heavenly (supernatural) sphere as in Ephesians 6:10-20.

  • I have not forgotten the Scriptures.
  • Only, here lately I have been convicted of my misinterpretation of such words. Naturally, I have stopped quoting them, but as of the moment I see the necessity to quote the fallacy of my former interpretation.

My Idea To Apply The Written Words To Live By …?

I was determined to be strong in my concept or my belief in the Savior of our souls. O but how ridiculous I see my former beliefs & practices. Good thing that as of lately the Master Redemer of my being has absolved me. Therefore, I am ready now to tell on me. What a relief!


Ephesians 6:10-20

(10)  In conclusion, be strong in the Lord [be empowered through your union with Him]; draw your strength from Him [that strength which His boundless might provides].

(11)  Put on God’s whole armor [the armor of a heavy-armed soldier which God supplies], that you may be able successfully to stand up against [all] the strategies and the deceits of the devil.

  • Every morning I would get up and read those verses without fail for that was my idea to be ‘strong in the Lord’ as well as ‘Putting on God’s whole armor’.
  • Ha! Ha! It reminds me of little Steven—my precious son. I got a note from his 1st grade teacher informing me that Steven was not turning in his homework.
  • I was puzzled because every day I would ask him about doing his homework, his answer, “I did it in school!” and off he would run to resume his playing in the street without a care in this world.
  • So, I headed to school to talk to his teacher.
  • What? The teacher would write on the blackboard what the children had to do for their homework and would prompt the children to write it down so they could remember what to do.
  • Of course, my boy faithfully complied to do what he thought to be his homework. Bless his heart and mine!

Once I Faithfully Claimed The First Two Verses …?

No doubt about it, I was convinced that I was not wrestling with flesh and blood but I was dressed with the Lord’s armor, enabling me to resist and stand my ground on the evil day. This routine went on and on for many days that turned into weeks, months, even years until? My Beloved Master put stop to it.

  • Well? O well! My Master’s wisdom to keep a lid on his plan for my life in His mind.
  • Wednesday, September 13, 2023, at 5:03 am.
  • Break time, time to discover what’s beyond my Master’s wisdom. Last night was a breakthrough in the line of mysteries.

Acceptance. Submission. Discernment. Love …?

Tall, tall words to utter them flippantly. So much written on them words. So much done about them, and? It has all been practically in vain! Our lives like the novels I read have plot twists too. The only results?

Frustration. Confusion. Corruption. The worst? Further rebellion. Suppressed Anger. Denial …?

Even when we choose to only look to that elusive goodness, we in vain pursue. Hey! Where are you, my brother, my sister, my friend, my mother as well as my father? And for goodness sake, Where are you, Almighty Creator of everything in existence? By the way, where am I?

Hopefully, I hope. Hope. There is always hope! Thank goodness!

There is the beauty of the sunset of the age to hope for …

Until the next post, lov, thia for short.

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