Where Did It All Begin …?

And Where Does It All End, If, There Is An End …?

It’s now Thursday, July 27, 2023, at 10:02 am. I placed my order for the things I need to recover my health. I am making progress to overcome my cravings, praise Yah! Back to prepare for the next post.

You Know What? The Unexpected Is For Real …

A call from Diana to invite me for lunch. Ha! Post and all tossed aside. I pretty up myself within a few minutes. Never miss an invite from Diana, that’s for sure. A couple hours later, back to check the goings in my inbox. Hum! Two Facebook emails.

I Have Detached Myself From Facebook For A Long Time Now, Why? …

Well, I have gone through a period of purification and transformation in my life as in Hebrews 4:12-13. Anyone who has gone through this kind of transformation can appreciate the reason for my detachment.

  • Regardless, this period has culminated for me in the last 8 months since I came back to the USA after 13 years in Jordan in the Middle East.

Considering The Things That Trouble Me …

The purpose of my life is to wake up Self-consciousness in my fellow human beings. Self-consciousness or to become aware of oneself as an individual or of one’s own being, actions, or thoughts. This subject is largely ignored to the detriment of the human race.

But How Am I To Fulfill The Purpose For My Life …?

That’s the thing that troubles me. I read all sorts of things. I search and research likewise. The more I do so, the more inclined I am to discover the proper way to do whatever without condescendence or bias of any kind. It is so easy to become patronizing or condescending assuming equality with a person regarded as inferior. I know, I ‘been there, that I know as I check my past writings and behavior.

  • I cringe when I realize how I have alienated not only my children but practically all my friends even acquaintances from the past.
  • The fact: how did I fall into that trap?

O Mine! O Me! I Did Not Fall Into It—I Was Born Trapped! …

Indeed! We human beings are born trapped in the huge cage of our natural birth. Now, now, I am not stating this matter as if it is a fact deducted from my high intellect. The truth of the matter is that such a fact has been brought to light from the beginning of our creation but! For myself? Automatically, I rebelled against such a fact.

  • I mounted my own horse—a runaway stead.
  • I broke the bars imprisoning me.
  • I was free!
  • Glorious freedom until the horse bolted me.

That’s Me I Don’t Know About Anyone Else …

But in my enthusiasm, I jumped to preaching the matter. Eventually, I became condescending provoking the alienation that justly deserve, but! It all served well at the end.

  • No regrets.
  • Love—true love only engendered from the supernatural loving Creator of our beings.
  • It all at last at the end gained.
  • An ornament (a garland or diadem) of beauty instead of ashes.
  • The oil of joy instead of mourning.
  • The garment [expressive] of praise instead of a heavy, burdened, and failing spirit.
  • That I may be called oak of righteousness, lofty, strong, and magnificent, distinguished for uprightness, justice, and right standing with my Creator.
  • I am the planting of the Master, that He may be glorified.
  • (A paraphrase of Isaiah 61:1-3.)

Are You Ready For Judgment? The Question?

It comes from authorities placed over us. I used to tremble as that question landed on my soul. I would device all kinds of ways to forgive and to repent to no avail. Then?

  • When I was convicted to repent, in my enthusiasm:
  • I made myself an authority.
  • I began to preach.
  • What do I mean by preaching?
  • I mean with good intentions I began to tell others what to do.
  • I preached repentance, salvation, warnings and so far, backing it all with quoted Scriptures, until?
  • Actually a few days as in the previous post.
  • Mercy! Mercy! Mercy!
  • Bless my heart.
  • I have some explanations to do.

Why Do I Use Different Words Than The Norm To Address God …

The word ‘God’ can signify any God or higher power. But Almighty Creator of everything in existence including humankind can leave no doubt of Who I am referring to.

Why Master instead of Lord? The word ‘Lord’ implies the lordship in the world which demands innate superiority over inferiority. But the word ‘Master’ implies the ownership to love and protect not only a family but the whole creation itself.

Why Yahushua instead of Jesus. Common sense should tell the fact that we name our children in lieu of our nationality as a rule, but especially if one comes to learn something about the costumes and traditions of what is misnomer ‘Jewish’ people, definitely in no way the Savior would have been named by the Spanish Jesus.

Why The Misunderstanding? …

It is now coming to light how the ancient translators translated all things including history under mandate of their kings under penalty of death. Whoever differed was eliminated as a heretic creating the huge controverse, the confusion persistent until today.

Is It A Wonder?

How I have been the victim of the general confusion of the times? Yet, no regrets! Death where is your sting? No more preaching just the joy and comfort of my fellow human beings fellowship.

Until the next post? Lov to ye all, thia.


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