Not Only Physically But Mentally, Emotionally, And Spiritually! …
Yahushua—My Hope …
Honest to goodness! Every day more so I am finding out that Yahushua is my only hope not just to live but to live victoriously an overcoming spiritual life no matter what I think & feel or not in the physical. Anticipation bubbles within my being. Yes! I Am One Speck Of Light Amid The Darkness Surrounding Us All. That little speck of light is to shine as my testimony flows in the waves of the Internet by the power of Your Set Apart Spirit. Your Spirit of passionate love for Your creation me included.
Ha! The Saga In 2022 …?
Turning out to be a powerful weapon in Your hands of mercy as YOU tell me it is to be. The struggles of my mind have ceased by the power from on high not by my own efforts. Hey! Am I missing my good day? It’s spring! Do I again hear the Song of Solomon? What a blessed song! Back to illustrate for now at 8:26 am on this blessed Wednesday, July 13, 2022. Much to learn. It seems YOU are leading me to a brand-new way of doing everything. Nothing from the past is to remain except the charming personality & talents YOU have gifted to me. It is now Thursday, July 14, 2022, at 12:35 am.
Anew. Afresh. Today …?
Every day is anew, afresh. The issues remain only anew afresh approach to it all. New perspective-Your perspective. I am going on. No matter anything. Gloom or glee. I am going ignited by the power of Your passionate love for me & for all. It’ll be a few days before I can accomplish whatever is the plan in Your mind for me to accomplish.
All Set. Let’s Build The Foundation On Yahushua Ha Messiah …?
It is now Saturday, July 16, 2022, at 5:40 am—another 7th Day to rest on YOU. Looking forward for Your comfort in the love that the number 16 indicates and according to the Bible, number 5 is not only the number of the divine grace, but it is also a number of balance and harmony that should exist in one’s life. What a message!
Saturday, July 16, 2022, at 1:03 pm. the last saved info got lost. I am now trying to figure out why all these mysterious happenings. Closing this file for now on Saturday, July 16, 2022, at 1:05 pm. The afternoon turned out to be a nightmare! After I ate, I fixed some fresh mint tea. I sweetened with sugar. After drinking about half cup of it my stomach began to cramp like if something had busted in my belly. I submitted the horror to YOU. It came to me to sleep. I slept on &off. Finally, I woke up at midnight, it came to me to call Ahmad to tell him of my situation. Yazeed came with some goodies that helped a bit but when he left it came to me to chew on the bread chips. The chewing worked! The pain stopped. I worked until 4:30 am today Sunday, July 17, 2022. Slept for a couple of hours. Got up to work on the illustrations.
What Has Been Going On All Day Today…?
Honestly, I am not functioning as I did in the past. I am feeling pretty decent even when things are on the out still. But! Nothing to worry about. YOU are in perfect control of it all. Starting from scratch is a challenge. Even so? All is coming together quite nicely. It is now 2:35 pm on Sunday, July 17, 2022. Will see about fixing some eats. Back. It is now Sunday, July 17, 2022, at 3:03 pm. It is coming to me to use the illustration YOU have inspired me to create for the heading of the site. Let me see how that can be done with the theme I am using.
Suppressed Anger? The Root Of Our Miseries …?
O my Beloved King Master of my being, I am living a recreated life under Your loving control and protection. But how is it that I am still harboring anger in my brains? And how just a moment ago YOU revealed to me the root of my misery of the last few days perhaps even weeks? I was feeling horribly again. dizzy, unable to keep working I got up with intentions to go to bed, but it came to me to call Roxana. Phew! Blow out! Amazing! I spit out my distraught with her attitude and hung up! No sooner I hung up? My misery stopped.
- Well? That is what I am to record now on Sunday, July 17, 2022, at 9:41 pm.
I Am Angry But I Did Not Want To Face It …?
So? YOU help me out. For years I had been a victim of my anger but! Since the beginning of this year YOU begun to revealed the matter to me as I published on JANUARY 20, 2022. Since then? Don’t you know? I have been trying to live anger free. But as things don’t change between my children, Ahmad my friends and me, I have not been able to overlook the lack of change. That angers me but I have been ignoring the matter. Struggling to forget and overlook, be understanding and so far to no avail. Why?
- Because, other than helping me out with money and material things, my loved ones have not made the least effort to connect with the real me!
I Need To Hug My Children And Friends. But …?
Ha! There comes out the naked truth! YOU have not seen fit to move their hearts to come and visit me. I don’t understand why? It has been 10 years since they honored me with their presence for 3 hours. How can I forget the disastrous trip to the USA in 2012? How can I overlook Your silence with this issue? I worship YOU. I am determinate to bid Your will whether I live or die. But I am human. YOU know that.
Would YOU Do Something To Shut Off This Anger Or What …?
Ha! I am not hurting anymore on Sunday, July 17, 2022, at 10:37 pm but? I just realized that no one is here yet. No one call or came yesterday. It might be a couple of hours that they could show up without the things I have been begging for them to get me. Watch out! On top of that I got to put up with my frustrations with the challenging of the new start. I wait. Whatever I now know anger is a fact not a fiction.
Making Progress. Another Anew-Afresh …?
It is now Monday, July 18, 2022, at 12:49 am. Yazeed came at last. Maria came along. That cheer me up. YOU know I need to rest but, there so much to tackle right now that sleep evades me. I need to recreate the illustration because it looks pitiful in the screen. Thank YOU for hearing me out. It was close to 2 am when YOU blessed me with sleep. YOU woke me up before 5 am. I got up wondering what to do about my itchy ear. YOU know that I fear to clean my ears as I have done before. Perhaps that is the cause of my pain. Perhaps I busted something in my ear. I don’t know but YOU do. I wait on YOU to show me what to do & give me the power to do whatever I need to do. It is now Monday, July 18, 2022, at 5:37 am.
No Kidding! I Am Making Progress! Hurray! Hurray! Hurray! …?
It is now Monday, July 18, 2022, at 7:08 am. Of course, my elation is only because it is morning time. Wait until evening time and? The ugliness of dejection pops its head to frighten me, but! I am protected! That’s what I shall be recording on my new ‘Happiness Newspaper Site’.
- You are welcome to hold your breath while you wait, for I am gliding on my newly found way of working on the amazing updated WordPress.com quite fast. That is so thanks to those Happiness Engineers in their support section. You won’t turn blue I venture to assure you! Hahaha! HalleluYah!