Honestly? I Haven’t The Slightest On How Or What I Am To Write Or Deliver Whatever I Am To Write From Now On  …?


The Most Critical Moment Of My Entire Life …?

Have I Gone Crazy? Have I Lost My Mind …?

By far! It’s the opposite! Yesterday, Wednesday, October 27, 2021, sometime between 11:32 am and 3:09 pm my healthy mind materialized.

What Happened? O Me? How Can I Explain The Inexplicable …?

I am aware of my communication deficiencies. My creative writing leaves much to be desired by the grammatical correct reader.

Even So? The Almighty Creator Of Our Beings Compels Me To Write Or Perish …?

Hum! Smart as I am as a matter of fact, I chose to write.  But it some convincing for me to choose the right thing to choose.

It Took A Whole Year Of Utter Misery For Me To Give Up  …?

Give up what? What am I talking about? That is all written in the journal of my life recorded for the last 35 years.

  • The truth? Reading my writings from the first to the last causes me both, boredom, and hope. But also, it amuses me!

Only Right Now? I Realize It Is Not A Matter Of My Writing Style …?

Dear me! May the Almighty Creator of everything in existence including us human beings have mercy on me as well as His so loved world.

The Heck With All My Antics …?

Writing style or not I MUST write and deliver this message by all means available or eternally perish.

Believe It Or Not That Is The Fact! …?

Fact is fact. It cannot be changed. The fact is there is day light and night light. I can tell you it is day light when it is night light but my telling does not change the fact that it is in fact night light.

Here We Go. What Happened Yesterday …?

It all began to happen on Tuesday, October 26, 2021 with my question about the Almighty Master Creator of my being  speaking to me with the biblical meaning of numbers.


You Continue To Speak To Me With The Biblical Meaning Of Numbers …?

Master? You know this issue of numbers is the center of the psychic world. Thus? Your people either stays clear of number meanings or replace You with the numbers. What to do?

  • “My greatly beloved thiaBasilia, child of My heart from the minute You called for My help I have responded to you but!
  • There are many blocks that must be overcome before My answer materialize.
  • The numbers in My written words are essential to decipher My words.
  • But the deciphering of such numbers can only be done by the power of My Spirit.

The Number Issue IS A COUNTERFEIT Spiritual World …?

Indeed! The numbers in My written words are essential to decipher My words. But the deciphering of such numbers can only be done by the power of My Spirit.

  • Otherwise, the number issue becomes a counterfeit spiritual world to lure My children away from Me.

There You Have The Successful Plots For The Moment From The Enemy …?

In the meantime, the enemy of your soul frantically keeps falsely accusing you. Even so? I have prepared you to withstand any and all coming against you.

  • This fact has been recorded and published repeatedly.

I Must Sustain You …?

The fact has been recorded and published repeatedly. Therefore, the onslaught of the enemy materializes against you and?

  • I must sustain you because you are no match for his devious tactics.

A War Is Going While My Children Lag Set In Their Ways Oblivious To The Matter …

  • Yes, indeed! There is a great war going on in high places beyond the grasp of the human mind.
  • No matter, My precious child! You have conceived the fruit of My Spirit to bear it in My now confused and corrupted world.

The Enemy Knows That …?

Such is the reason for his onslaught using the people closest to you to hurt you. Even so? Rejoice! Your testimony? The fruit of My spirit? DELIVERED!

  • The grief, anguish, agony of childbirth ended a couple nights ago once for all as you bear in My beloved world the fruit of My Spirit contained in your published testimony!

We Landed. Invisible Companions …?

  • There, My precious, precious greatly beloved thiaBasilia, there is your landing along your invisible companions in your dream.
  • Indeed! You landed with the tools to celebrate My victory.
  • Notice the numbers as you recorded my last line at 10:17 am on Tuesday, October 26, 2021.
  • The number 10 signifies testimony, law, responsibility, and the completeness of order.
  • The number 17 which represents victory and resurrection.
  • It is clear to all that call on the name of Yahushua that His resurrection was victory for all and the beginning of the rest in Him. End of quote.

My Beginning To Rest In You Once For All Without Any Reservations …?

It is now Thursday, October 28, 2021, at 6:14 am. You are letting me notice the 6 and the 14. Blessed numbers in the Scriptures. Will continue after break.

Blessed Indeed Are We All …?

It is now Thursday, October 28, 2021, at 8:55 am. The 8 and the 55 numbers. O my Beloved Master! What a blessing to begin my final and complete rest on You.

O My Master! Your River Is Full Of Fertilizing Water To Grow The Fruit Of Your Spirit  …?

Yes I tremble. Why? I am inept to convey the full impact of my trembling within my being as Your final revelation of yesterday. My whole inner self trembled as it happened to Your prophet Habakkuk.

  • My lips quivered at the sound Your voice pronouncing me guilty.
  • Rottenness entered into my bones and under me down to my feet I trembled.
  • But O the immensity of Your love for this inept thiaBasilia of Yours.

There Is Peace Like A River Flowing From My Within …?

I tremble. But at the same time? Not only peace but Your inexplicable LOVE-JOY-PEACE-CALM-SELF-CONTROL-TRANQUILITY bubble up from within my being.

Just Now? I Am Realizing That I Am No Longer Inept To Convey Anything To Anyone …?

That is anyone patient enough to read between the lines of my should I say out of the ordinary writing to be kind to myself?

Alright! No Room For Bragging Or Any Kindness To Myself …?

The truth and fact? It is only because of Your design and purpose that anything happens in my physical existence on these earthly grounds.

Wow! Such Statement Pop Into My Typing At Exactly 10:10 Am!

Talking about the importance of the numbers in the Scriptures. But in the meantime, I must go out there to take me a dose of Your sun for my health.

  • The Number 10 in the Bible, the number 10 signifies testimony, law, responsibility and the completeness of order.

My Final And Complete Rest On You—My Jubilee …?

That’s the message of the moment at 11:50 am on Thursday, October 28, 2021. A reminder on number 11 and number 50. Let me bullet the quote for emphasis and ease of reading.


  • The number eleven is important in that it can symbolize disorder, chaos and judgment.
  • Coming after 10 (which represents law and responsibility), the number eleven (11) represents the opposite, which is the irresponsibility of breaking the Law, which brings disorder and judgment, but!
  • You did not send the Son into the world to judge the world, but that the world might find deliverance and be made safe and sound through Him.
  • A Jubilee year, all debts were settled in favor of the debtor and inheritances were returned to their rightful owners.
  • The number 50 also symbolizes deliverance or freedom from a burden.
  • The Almighty commanded ancient Israel that every fiftieth year, on the Day of Atonement, that a Jubilee was to be declared with the sound of a trumpet (Leviticus 25).
  • During the Jubilee year, all debts were settled in favor of the debtor and inheritances were returned to their rightful owners.
  • Also, those who worked as slave laborers in order to repay a debt were granted their freedom to return home to their families and land.

Ha! I Never Saw It Before! Slave Laborers …?

It is now Thursday, October 28, 2021, at 2:44 pm. It’s amazingly miraculous how You are revealing the deeper meaning of Your covenant to me. Why?

  • The things that kept me bound to my ways were those things You are revealing to me now.
  • I always thought the slave laborers were those working for somebody else but!
  • I advocated to all to free themselves by working for their own selves.
  • Never once realized the slavery just changed ownership.
  • Working for our own selves we still remain slaves to our work or business ownership.

No Wonder Now Of My Colossal Failure To Connect …?

Thank You. And big thank You for the grieving of my death. Indeed! The grieving on that October 27 included the grieving for the symbolical death not only of my children but also my own death.

And No Wonder Now Of This Sense Of Power In My Possession …?

This is totally beyond my grasp! A humbling power. Indeed! A power that humbles not exalts me. O my Master! This is the power of Your increase and my decrease within my being.

No Wonder How All Is Now Working To Perfection …?

No kidding! How else could I ever be in perfect calm in the face of the minor frustrations without Internet, phone, lack of necessities, lack of human presence?

How can I stay calm in the face of the horrors coming to us that are already here?

A graphical illustration of such calm sourced in Psalms 65:

Humbled With Your Gift To Graphically Express Myself …?

It is so refreshing to review my graphical journey since I started blogging in 2006. The comments totally amuse me.

“Take that stupid question mark out of the water! What does it mean anyhow?”

But now? My meaning leaves no questions. What a blessed gift.

About The Fuchsia Color …?

The Fuchsia Color is what it looks like inside the deep, deep inner workings of the organs of the Almighty’s Body and the passion that erupts from seeing His LIGHT and TRUTH shine through.

The following illustration on the dreams about the Fuchsia Color.

Thursday, October 28, 2021, at 6:07 pm. Bed. Up. Thursday, October 28, 2021, at 9:27 pm. You continue to announce to me good tidings in the numbers.

Thursday, October 28, 2021, at 10:27 pm. I slept soundly until around 9 pm. Food came while I slept. Only food and a couple of oranges. No chocolates. I ate.

Master? In The Natural I Am Disappointed But Not So In Your Spiritual Realm …?

Your spiritual realm is in authority so? No need any longer to bother with my disappointments. So what? No chocolates? Now, really, chocolates in the face of horror? That’s stupid!

  • Thank goodness for Your correction.
  • Next You led me to continue illustrating.
  • But now I am still sleepy.
  • Will head for bed.
  • Thursday, October 28, 2021, at 10:50 pm.
  • Friday, October 29, 2021, at 2:50 am.
  • No Internet.
  • I will restore again.

Master? You Are In Control Of Every Minute Detail Of My Life …?

Only You know exactly what and why things happen and how to restore what I mess-up. I have tried and tried the experts help to no avail. The computer and Internet keep failing me.

I will try now to restore to the previous restoring point to see if I can recover the Internet.

Master? Restoring Did Not Work To Restore The Internet …

I quit trying to restore. The one reason I have been trying is because You have reassured me that from now on all my steps would be in the right direction, but!

  • It looks like I do not understand Your meaning.
  • Regardless!

The Power You Have Invested On Me Is Set On The Fact That You Are In Control Of All My Thinking And Doings …?

I think there is nothing wrong with the computer. Instead there is something going on with the Internet globally.

  • Therefore? As You have empowered me to do I’ll wait on You to resolve the problem on Your time and discretion.
  • On my situation with Ahmad, twice You have shown to me Ahmad is no longer with me.
  • I am alone with You on top of Your Mountain.
  • Meaning there is no one else allowed to come between You and me.
  • From there You have sent me in the spirit of Elijah to Your world now confused and corrupted to the max.
  • Just now I am beginning to grasp what that means.

It Is Not My Physical Self That You Have Sent …?

You have sent my testimony of Your work of transformation You have done on me.

It is done!

Now I am to relax and enjoy Your Presence.

Radiance After Bearing The Fruit Of Your Spirit …?

No relaxing. Instead? Severe cramping in my belly. I crawled in bed waling in pain! Suddenly! The release. In my vision? Your loving Being showing me the radiant face You were beholding!

  • Wow! I spent most of my day yesterday illustrating until I came up with the vivid representation of the face You have imprinted within my being.

Why The Green Background …?


  • GREEN Combination of Blue Peace and Yellow Grace.
  • Green stands for Fruitful intimacy with Yahushua.
  • The pastures green where the Shepherd leads His sheep.
  • Money to fund the Almighty’s wishes and desires.
  • Green is what happens when we garden with Him in our hearts.
  • Green is what happens when the Almighty’s Yellow Grace comes upon our Blue Peace with Him and intertwines and grafts us into His Might and Ability to bear Kingdom Fruit.
  • Love, Joy, Peace, Patience, Kindness, Goodness, Faithfulness, Gentleness, and Self Control and to produce Flowers Almond Flowers of Authority, Lilies of the Valley, Roses of Sharon sharing, etc. and Leaves that heal the nations Revelation 22:2. End of quote.

To Read The Scriptures Is Nothing Like Experiencing Them …?

Master? It is now Friday, October 29, 2021, at 7:24 pm. A thousand times I have read and practiced what I read in the Scriptures commonly known as the Bible, but I always had the sense emptiness until?

  • You brought me to this part of Your world to judge me face to face.
  • Emptiness now? So far from me.
  • The opposite is my reality.
  • My heart is full with Your loving Presence.

Yes Indeeed! You And Only YOU Above It All …?

Nothing like I ever imagine it to be. The immensity of You loving Presence is beyond my grasp. Grieving. Let the grief fulfill Your purpose. Let me sob it until it does.

  • It is now Friday, October 29, 2021, at 9:14 pm. Bed.

Ha! Concentrate In What You Have Forget What You Don’t Have. Amazing! …?

The power to obey is unbelievable! Last night at 9:14 pm I went to bed grieving, but immediately when I began to sob it came to me to stop! Then?

  • My radiant face popped in mind again.
  • I thought to myself, ‘I have already accepted the symbolic death needed for all to be born again!’
  • No need to grieve anymore.
  • Help me to relax and enjoy Your Presence.

And You Did Again Unexpectedly …?

I slept on and off until close to 3 am. I had gotten up to use the bathroom, but I came back to bed thinking to sleep some more. Well? My head. Dizzy. Ha! I need some sugar.

  • I got up realizing that before I went to bed, I ate some of the food they brought to me but I never finished fixing the tea I intended to drink for my needed sugar.
  • well! I grabbed the cup with the cold tea.
  • I headed for the kitchen to heat it up.
  • I began to wonder about not having honey but!
  • ‘Concentrate In What You Have Forget What You Don’t Have’ came loudly to my ears.
  • No honey. No Ahmad lovingly fixing my tea.
  • But I have Your LOVE!
  • I finish the fixings.
  • I ate some.
  • I came to record.
  • Saturday, October 30, 2021, at 3:10 am.

Wow! Your Response To My Last Line, Help Me To Relax And Enjoy Your Presence …?


“NO, MY CHILD! I AM NO LONGER GRIEVING! I am rejoicing and delighted to see your calm radiant face after bearing in my so loved world the fruit of My Spirit—LOVE-Joy, Peace, Patience, Kindness, Goodness, Faithfulness, Gentleness, and Self Control! Remember My Word of promise.

So for the present you are also in sorrow (in distress and depressed); but I will see you again and [then] your hearts will rejoice, and no one can take from you your joy (gladness, delight).

John 16:20-22 AMPC

I assure you, most solemnly I tell you, that you shall weep and grieve, but the world will rejoice. You will be sorrowful, but your sorrow will be turned into joy

A woman, when she gives birth to a child, has grief (anguish, agony) because her time has come. But when she has delivered the child, she no longer remembers her pain, trouble, anguish because she is so glad that a man a child, a human being has been born into the world

So for the present you are also in sorrow in distress and depressed; but I will see you again and then your hearts will rejoice, and no one can take from you your joy. gladness, delight.

Talking About Relax And Enjoy Your Presence …?

FINALLY! Thank You. It is now Saturday, October 30, 2021, at 4:50 am. Ha! The 4 for the material creation and the expression of Your purpose in the world or on the earth. And the 50?

  • My jubilee! Freedom! Now what, my Master!
  • It came to me I needed to wash my feet and put on a new pair of socks, but!
  • Before I got up to do so, I heard,


“Wash your feet, My precious, precious thiaBasilia!

You are My disciple.

Get ready!

Remember and reflect on My words to My disciples.

“…. Then He poured water into the washbasin and began to wash the disciples’ feet and to wipe them with the servant’s towel with which He was girded.

…. So when He had finished washing their feet and had put on His garments and had sat down again, He said to them, Do you understand what I have done to you?

…. If I then, your Teacher, your Master, have washed your feet, you ought it is your duty, you are under obligation, you owe it to wash one another’s feet.

For I have given you this as an example, so that you should do in your turn what I have done to you.

…. I tell you this now before it occurs, so that when it does take place you may be persuaded and believe that I am He Who I say I am—the Anointed One, the Messiah.

I assure you, most solemnly I tell you, he who receives and welcomes and takes into his heart any messenger of Mine receives Me in just that way; and he who receives and welcomes and takes Me into his heart receives Him Who sent Me in that same way.

…. I give you a new commandment: that you should love one another. Just as I have loved you, so you too should love one another.

By this shall all men know that you are My disciples, if you love one another if you keep on showing love among yourselves. End of quote.

John 13 4 to 38.pdf

Much Reflecting On Your Final Moments When You Walked Among Mankind …

It is now Saturday, October 30, 2021, at 8:30 am. How appropriately the number 30 twice on this last 7th Day of Rest of the 10th month in the 2021 year.

Master? How Am I To Write From Now On Without Repeating What Is Already Written?

The quotes about the meaning of the numbers have been quoted over and over again. It’s getting kind of tiresome to keep repeating those.

  • This is a fresh final cycle in time as we know time to be.

You Have Changed EVERYTHING About Me …?

My prerogatives. My perspective. And my thinking, my feelings, my doings, it is ALL under Your loving control. The best part? My gifted personality remains—it’s Your gift, and?

You Aim To Keep It That Way Forever! …

No kidding. This is for real! No matter how I fumble trying out my old ways, You grasp my hand to stand me up on the SOLID ROCK of Your Presence so real within my being.

GET READY You Trickster Accuser Of My Chosen …?

You have wakened the NOT SLEEPING MIGHTY ONE! Your tricks will not any longer torment My beloved thiaBasilia. HALT!

Now My Child, I Am Beginning To Reach My Children With My Response To Your Inquires Even To Your Wonderings …

It is now Saturday, October 30, 2021, at 11:54 am. You notice the number 11 and the 54? It means your judgement and punishment are over; enlarge your walls!

  • The number 30?
  • “Pause. Reflect. I led you to search further for the number 30 meaning to understand your inquire about What To Expect? What To Wait For? How To Respond To My Messages In your Dreams?
  • The number 30 as well as all numbers in the Scriptures are there for a sign from Me to lead you as per My good plan for you.
  • In this case the number 30 came up in the hour and minutes at the time of your recording.
  • Well? In the meaning of the number 30 I give you the answer.
  • The number 30 composed of the number 3 and zero. In The Design of Scripture, the number Three means Completion and Manifestation. Three gives the full picture of what is needed to gain insight into that which cannot be seen. The number three is found in many of the aspects of My essence.
  • Then Zero is both closed and wide open. It means comprehensiveness, openness, wholeness, and infinity. It’s an all-inclusive number.

So, My Child? You Are Now Realizing The Gap In Your Communication Skill …?

Even so? My precious child, how you delight My Being with your determination to wait on Me for direction in all your doings.

  • The 2020 year ended the fear of your fears.
  • You are now set in My Presence free from those suffocating fears to continue the last cycle in the time as you know time to be.
  • Thus, the subject to clear the confusion rampart among My children stars fresh from this time forth.

Alright! It Is Now Saturday, October 30, 2021, At 2:17 pm. Waiting For ACTION! …?

Manifestation! Why not? That is the meaning of the number 3 in the number 30. In the 2 You have separated the precious from the vile in my heart. Now? One! Two! Three! VICTORY! In the 17.

  • One! Two! Three! VICTORY this morning with a loving call from Ahmad.
  • One! Two! Three! VICTORY with the announcement of his visit tomorrow to have breakfast with me.
  • One! Two! Three! VICTORY! My supplies shall arrive any time this afternoon!
  • One! Two! Three! VICTORY! This time I am assertive not uncertain!
  • Meantime? I will lay me down to rest underneath Your loving arms.
  • Saturday, October 30, 2021, at 4:44 pm-5:09 pm-5:10 pm.

Master! Did I Sleep? I Checked The Time At 4:44 Pm …?

Darkness was already setting in. No sign of my supplies. But I needed to get up for bathroom duty. I got up. Took care of my business. Turn on the light. Closed the door. Came to check my work.

I noticed the 5:09 pm. By the time I began to record it turned to 5:10 pm.

So? You give me the 4, the 44.

The 5 symbolizes God’s goodness, grace, and kindness.

The number nine paints a picture of bearing fruit and giving.

The number 10 signifies testimony, law, responsibility, and the completeness of order.

What Is Your Message? …

In a nutshell, forget about those supplies and Ahmad promises and all concerns of former times. Your message boils down to the meaning of 44 or a double 22.

  • The number 22 is the number of the Sons of Light.
  • So, the true chosen ones (44) are closely linked to the Sons of Light (22).
  • Ha! That brings me to Romans 8:23. Quote:

And not only the creation, but we ourselves too, who have and enjoy the first fruits of the [Holy] Spirit [a foretaste of the blissful things to come] groan inwardly as we wait for the redemption of our bodies [from sensuality and the grave, which will reveal] our adoption (our manifestation as God’s sons). End of quote.

There You Have It! That’s To Be My Concern From Now On …?

Well? O my Master! Here comes Your leading on how I am deliver Your message from now on without repeating what is already written.

  • Instead of repetition to really benefit from all written, here is the link to the site:


Encouragement …

Master? You are leading me to encourage each individual You bring the site to check not only the latest posts but mainly to encourage all to check whatever Your Spirit inspires them to check.

  • Master? You know there is no Internet connection to deliver Your message right now.
  • But You are in control of it all.
  • On Your time and at Your discretion the message shall be delivered.
  • Of that I am sure.
  • For now, I must relax and enjoy Your loving Presence.
  • It is now Saturday, October 30, 2021, at 6:55 pm.

How Wise, How Beautiful You Are! …?

And O how much I desire to LOOK LIKE YOU in the fruit in my womb or in love, joy (gladness), peace, patience (an even temper, forbearance), kindness, goodness (benevolence), faithfulness, gentleness (meekness, humility), self-control (self-restraint, continence). Against such things there is no law that can bring a charge.

Ha! O My Beloved Master! What’s My Chance? …

“O thiaBasilia! Are you pretending to be humble? But this time I am simply going to ignore such distasteful hypocrisy. For I know you are just trying to forget your supplies predicament.”

  • Thank You.
  • It is now Saturday, October 30, 2021, at 9:48 pm.
  • I bow down to Your faithfulness to Your Word.
  • You are sustaining me.
  • Whether the supplies come or not or Ahmad shows up in the morning or not no longer matters.
  • On to bed to rest under Your loving arms.
  • Sunday, October 31, 2021, at 3:37 am

Master? My Flesh Profits Nothing …?

But I am living in a fleshly world. Inevitable my flesh reacts accordingly. Even so? My reactions are a burden to the queen You have made out of me.

  • I find myself today in the same predicament as in Romans 7.


Romans 7:15-25 AMPC

For I do not understand my own actions I am baffled, bewildered. I do not practice or accomplish what I wish, but I do the very thing that I loathe which my moral instinct condemns.

(23)  But I discern in my bodily members [in the sensitive appetites and wills of the flesh] a different law (rule of action) at war against the law of my mind (my reason) and making me a prisoner to the law of sin that dwells in my bodily organs [in the sensitive appetites and wills of the flesh].

Romans 7:24-25

O unhappy and pitiable and wretched man that I am! Who will release and deliver me from the shackles o] this body of death?

O thank the Almighty! He will!] through Yahushua Messiah our Master! So then indeed I, of myself with the mind and heart, serve the Law of God, but with the flesh the law of sin.

  • I am guessing that is what it means to die daily.


1 Corinthians 15:31 AMPC

I assure you by the pride which I have in you in your fellowship and union with Yahushua Messiah our Master, that I die daily, I face death every day and die to self.

Time? Enlightenment. O My Master! Dying. Living. Cleansing. Purifying. The Flesh. Your Spiritual Realm. Your Written Words …?

You are revealing it all as You meant it to be not as I or any other human being ever fancy for it all to be. This is by far the most critical time of my entire life. I hear Your voice loud and clear.

Therefore? Abstain from retaliation or lengthy explanations.

There is nothing new under the sun, and?

There is nothing new you can tell your people for them to submit to Me.

I had you to record all needed for them to reconsider their lifestyles.

It is now a time for You to relax rest and enjoy My victory, My favor, My love, My peace, My joy, and My matchless, unbroken companionship even when your human nature pops to disturb your reality in My Presence!”

  • Sunday, October 31, 2021, at 6:29 am.
  • Cold. Turning heat on.
  • Making myself comfortable.
  • Perhaps I fall asleep.
  • Sunday, October 31, 2021, at 9:55 am.

Thank You My Master …?

There is a deep sadness in my soul, You know it, but I am relaxed resting enjoying Your Presence even when once again Ahmad proved himself to be false to me, least that is how it looks!

Well? O My Master! You Are For Real …?

Yes, it looks like Ahmad is false to me, but! Not really. He finally showed up this morning. You showed me Ahmad is angry at his inability to handle the world!

Help! O My Master! Help! …?

Definitely, I refuse to come to any conclusions of my own. And I thank You for trusting me to see what I see and leave it at that.

  • I did tell him that he cannot fight alone, that You sent me to him, and I am here for him.
  • Sunday, October 31, 2021, at 12:30 pm.
  • Sad but looking forward to the meaning of 12, which is considered a perfect number, it symbolizes Your power and authority, as well as serving as a perfect governmental foundation.
  • It can also symbolize completeness of the nation of Israel as a whole.
  • The gas ran out while Ahmad was here.
  • He promised to send me some just as soon as somebody was available to get it for me.
  • Also, I learned that my little friend is ill.
  • All of that is accumulating in my mind.
  • Sunday, October 31, 2021, at 1:09 pm restart computer perhaps I get the Internet.

Master? Restart Did Not Work. Still No Internet Connection …?

Just as well. Until You resolve the situation between Ahmad and me, I do not wish to publish anything anyhow. You know that.

  • The reality is that You are in control of it all.
  • The suffering is global.
  • What I am suffering is not a matter of life or death physically.
  • But it worse than that for sure.
  • For my suffering is a matter of spiritual life or death eternally.
  • And really? It is not about me alone.
  • It is about me alone with You in Your mountain top.
  • I am to relax rest enjoy Your Presence.
  • And I am relaxed and in peace.
  • But there is still a deep sadness in my soul.
  • Working on two new graphics helped me out.
  • Sunday, October 31, 2021, at 3:11 pm.
  • Wondering whether I would get gas or not.
  • I headed for bed hoping for sleep but no sooner I got comfortable in bed?
  • Yazeed with gas for my stove!
  • I welcome him mainly to ask him to see about connecting the Internet.
  • Sure enough! At 4:30 pm he called.
  • Internet connected!
  • Thank You.

Master? The Internet Is Connected. I Have Gas Now Plus Syrup For My Sweetener …

But somehow? There is not only sadness but also a sense of danger that I cannot shake off. I hear from Roxana. But as with Ahmad I refuse to make any conclusions on their condition.

  • I fear no evil for You are with and for me, but such sense is not too comfortable.
  • Even so? I am still at last. Calm. Hopeful. Waiting on You.
  • It is now Sunday, October 31, 2021, at 6:37 pm.
  • Ha! The Number Six – Natural Man, Sin, and Slavery. Six is the number that clearly represents man, Satan, sin, and slavery. But the 37 again?
  • I hear You, my Master!


If you see this number too often, know that you have a strong connection with Me, and you’re fortunate to receive such clear messaging and signs of My Presence within you. The appearance of this number means for your life the following things:

  1. You will be able to bring about tremendous opportunities and abundance in your near future.
  2. It is a confirmation you are receiving from Me the answer to your prayers.
  3. Trying to pressure having answers won’t help; flow with your situation.
  4. Any person, object, or thing that represents negativity rid yourself of that.
  5. Depending on My Spirit to find all answers is the only way to seek what you desire.
  • Thank You. Thank You. Thank You.
  • “Trying to pressure having answers won’t help; flow with your situation.”
  • That’s exactly what I needed to hear right now.

Blessed Assurance Yahushua Is Mine …?

O my Master! With gusto I can now sing such song! I am irrevocable Yours! You are irrevocable mine! It is now Monday, November 1, 2021, at 5:57 am.

A Fresh Anew Today For Me Living In Your Mountain Top Alone With You …?

No kidding! Anew or in a new and different way, form, or manner. It is all happening in Your spiritual realm, so?

  • It is impossible for the physical Inhabitants of Your so loved world to understand much less accept my claims to live in Your Presence for all practical and real purposes.

But! You Have Scrapped My Worldly Life Of The Past …?

And now? I woke up singing Blessed Assurance a song I have not sang for a long time. On top of that I only remember the first line. So? On to look for the rest of the song’s lyrics.

Blessed assurance, Jesus is mine;

Oh, what a foretaste of glory divine!

Heir of salvation, purchase of God,

Born of His Spirit, washed in His blood.

This is my story, this is my song,

Praising my Savior all the day long.

This is my story, this is my song,

Praising my Savior all the day long.


Perfect submission, perfect delight,

Visions of rapture now burst on my sight;

Angels descending, bring from above

Echoes of mercy, whispers of love.


Perfect submission, all is at rest,

I in my Savior am happy and blest;

Watching and waiting, looking above,

Filled with His goodness, lost in His love.

Wow! What A Finding! Exactly What You Want Me To Sing To Conclude This Post! …?

Unbelievable! The song expresses my story in Your spiritual realm. But I am going to illustrate how it looks in the natural or physical. The illustration is coming along nicely but I have not finish it.

  • It is now Monday, November 1, 2021, at 11:42 am.

Master? What Is Going On? Difficulty Signing In With PayPal …?

Then? I got an offer to open a get paid account. This is strange. People will see the link and send me money anonymous. Show me the way. I wait on You.

  • It is now Monday, November 1, 2021, at 3:25 pm.

Master? I Am Beginning To See That Trying To Pressure Having Answers Won’t Help …?

So? I am learning to flow with my situations. It is really neat the way You are teaching me. I keep trying to sign in PayPal to no avail. Suddenly! An email. To my inbox! Hoping for answers from PP.

Instead, WHAT!??

  • Fwd: Western Union: money transfer confirmed
  • Denise Roussel
  • Ha! We need the money now, but! I told Ahmad we will get the money Wednesday.
  • For sure I am not going to pressure You with my perennial what’s going on?
  • I tried several times to get in touch with Ahmad to no avail.
  • But I remain calm.

Talking About A Major Lesson? Wow!

A lesson to not do anything to affect the outcomes of courses of events. To be flexible; adaptable; workable; supple.

  • Back to illustrate.
  • It is now Monday, November 1, 2021, at 9:48 am.
  • Shall break for a bit.
  • It is now Monday, November 1, 2021, at 5:08 pm.
  • Heading for bed at 5:38 pm.
  • I woke up sometime around 8:30 pm.
  • My little friend brought me a pot of chicken broth.
  • Immediately I was able to make him understand I needed to go to Western Union for him to call his father and tell him so.

Wow! At Last Ahmad’s Call …?

It’s all set up for him to come have breakfast with me then on to Western Union. It is now Tuesday, November 2, 2021, at 6:07 am.

  • From 9:48 am to 5:38 pm I struggled with the PayPal issue.
  • I was finally able to sign in.
  • I began to work on the link.
  • Suddenly! Poof! Electricity gone!
  • Did I panic?
  • NO! I lit up my way with the mobile to get my battery light.
  • The time? Tuesday, November 2, 2021 at 1:04 am.
  • Then I went ahead to eat what my friend brought to me.
  • On to bed in the darkness of the moment.
  • About an hour later? Light! Electricity back.
  • I went back to sleep until sometime around 5 am.
  • I put food away. Washed the pot. Came to record it all.
  • It is now Tuesday, November 2, 2021, at 6:50 am.

Amazing! Unbelievable But True …?

You are the reality of my life. That is what You are confirming with all these strange happenings. And this is truly anew today for me. Fresh start. New in a different way.

You continue talking to me in the numbers.

The 6 for Natural Man, Sin, and Slavery. Six is the number that clearly represents man, Satan, sin, and slavery. But the number 50?

Wow! I see the number 50 now …?

That is telling me that the 50th year, the year of jubilee—when every man will return to his possession, when Israel will return, and the SPIRIT of Yahuwah will be poured out upon us is already taking place.

  • Indeed! All over the world Your Spirit is moving like the prophets said it was to be.
  • All honor and praise to the Mighty Yah of Israel!
  • Tuesday, November 2, 2021, at 8:30 am.
  • Ahmad just called; he’ll be here at 9 am.

Master? You Have Settled Me Down Forever …?

Your promises are now materializing just like You told me it was to be. I remain calm no matter the circumstances. Gloom or glee my gaze is set on Thee now and forever.

  • I am still human I still think and feel like any other human.
  • But I am now a human with a fresh perspective about everything in existence.
  • Ahmad’s doings no longer disturb me.
  • My doings as well have ceased to trouble me.
  • I have created the link to receive money through Me/thiaBasilia.
  • I have placed it in the site, but!
  • I am no longer obsessed with the matter.
  • Whether You use it or not to supply the monies for all needed to fulfill Your promises to me have ceased to trouble me.
  • Tuesday, November 2, 2021, at 9:10 am.
  • No Ahmad yet.
  • No problem anymore.

I Am Flowing With Your Spirit In All With My Situations …?

What a blessing! I will now close the computer and wait for Ahmad. We’ll eat then head for Western Union to get the monies You supplied yesterday. Tuesday, November 2, 2021, at 9:20 am.

  • Tuesday, November 2, 2021, at 10:57am.
  • All done peacefully and enjoyable.
  • Nothing like before. No hazzle.
  • Feeling good.
  • No car sickness.
  • I enjoyed the ride this time.

Master? That’s Your Promises Materializing …?

Let me keep steady as I receive from You. Let me not take my gaze off of You. You are my Beloved Master forever. Tuesday, November 2, 2021, at 11:30 am.

  • On to take of chores.
  • Tuesday, November 2, 2021, at 4:55 pm.
  • On to illustrate.
  • Tuesday, November 2, 2021. At 7:53 pm
  • Heading for bed.
  • And THEN? Tuesday, November 2, 2021.
  • Around 10 pm I woke up and ran to the bathroom!
  • On my way back to bed I spotted one email.
  • I figured it was just spam. I put my glasses on.


My precious Frances, what a Mighty Yah we serve! All His promises are materializing!

Unbelievable but true.

This concludes this post.

On Wednesday, November 3, 2021, at 2:22 am.

Your crystal pure love now in my heart for all. thiaBasilia.



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