History Repeats Itself …?

The Multitude In The Valley Of Decision …?

HOPE Gift Of Courage Strength To Keep Believing In The Mighty One Creator’s Goodness! …

It is now Saturday, August 21, 2021, at 2:09 am. Bed. And with a 2 and the zero and the 9 You led me to bed.

  • You woke me up on Saturday, August 21, 2021, at 5:03 am.
  • You set my mind on the 5 and the zero and the 3, now You want me to see.
  • To see what my Master?

“To see the message in the numbers of the moment. I sent you to bed with the two the zero and the nine.

  • Meaning separation of two natures within each human must take place now, emphatically to proclaim it for the human to bear fruit for giving and receiving.
  • The Number Nine – Fruitfulness and Giving. The number nine paints a picture of bearing fruit and giving.
  • Zero it’s an all-inclusive number. It means comprehensiveness, openness, wholeness, and infinity. Wow!
  • So? One Cycle End. The Last Cycle Begins.
  • It Must Take Place To Begin Afresh.
  • I woke you with the 5 and the zero and the 3.
  • Meaning the Number Five for Grace and Preparation emphatically to proclaim MY goodness, grace, and kindness for the manifestation and expression to give the human the full picture of what the human need to gain insight into that which the human now cannot see.

There You Have The Introduction Of This Post You Are To Post Today Without Any More Delay. “

Ha! And I have been waiting for Ahmad appearance for the clue to post. Hahaha! Nothing ever works the way I think things should work.

What A Lesson You Have Placed In My Collected Brains …?

And how good it feels when finally, You saw the urgency to take the Sword of Your Word to cut through my thick skull to collect and restore my scattered brains.

  • In a twinkling of an eye? O mine!
  • And I been waiting for that end twinkle to get me changed!


1 Corinthians 15:52-55

In a moment, in the twinkling of an eye, at the sound of the last trumpet call. For a trumpet will sound, and the dead in Messiah will be raised imperishable free and immune from decay, and we shall be changed transformed.

For this perishable part of us must put on the imperishable nature, and this mortal part of us, this nature that is capable of dying must put on immortality freedom from death.

And when this perishable puts on the imperishable and this that was capable of dying puts on freedom from death, then shall be fulfilled the Scripture that says, Death is swallowed up utterly vanquished forever in and unto victory. [Isa_25:8]

O death, where is your victory? O death, where is your sting? [Hos_13:14].  End of quote.

O Death, Where Is Your Victory? O Death, Where Is Your Sting I Can Now Sing …

No kidding! Restored brains You have now within me death slain! No more pain! The power of Your written words—the Sword of Your Spirit!

  • Man, O man! I can go on and on for hours and days talking and telling and jumping for joy instead of jumping in pain.
  • Hahaha! HalleluYah!
  • It is now Saturday, August 21, 2021, at 8:04 am.

I Refuse To Fabricate Anything About What You Just Showed Me …

You sent me to the roof. The dove flew away as I entered the roof. I wondered. I came in, fixed a cup of coffee. Went back to the roof.

  • Light blue covered sky.
  • Silence.
  • Not even a breeze blowing.
  • No doves in sight.
  • I sat zipping the hot coffee.
  • I pondered.
  • Suddenly! Over my head the fluttering wings.
  • Quickly the white dove in my sight.
  • White dove? Your Spirit?
  • Now perched on top of this gifted quiet place for me to live in.
  • First time visit.

What Are You Telling Me My Beloved Master? …

Yes, I was pondering all lately happenings. Pondering my reaction to end the post. Pondering my elation moment, no different than the elation rampart on this world claiming Your blessings.

  • Just then? The White Dove symbol of Your Spirit flew over me.
  • She looked around the roof.
  • She looked at me.
  • She lifted her tail up and down.
  • She turned around twice.
  • She looked at me again.
  • She flew back the same way she flew in.

What Does It All Mean? Reverberated Within My Mind Again This Time …

I began to figure it all out. Then I thought, what am I doing? My figuring out never pans out. I came in. Sober. Not elated. Not deflated. Assertive. Sensing Your mighty wisdom to stop my figuring.

  • So I wait.
  • It is now Saturday, August 21, 2021, at 8:42 am.
  • No sign of Ahmad.
  • Not a trace of my former worries.
  • No suffocating fears.
  • My health?
  • Holding up beautifully.

In A Twinkling Of An Eye This Is All Happening To Me …

It is coming to me that is what You have come to tell me. All is happening exactly as You said it was to happen not at all resembling to any of my figuring.

  • All my figuring was scattered in my scattered brains.
  • Restored brains.
  • You have now within me death slain!
  • No more pain!
  • The power of Your written words—the Sword of Your Spirit!
  • O death, where is your victory? O death, where is your sting?

Is It All For Me To Jump Around Without Restrain To Entertain?

It is quite in place to exclaim a thankful HalleluYah, but! A humble contrite spirit is what You expect from me. as in Psalms 51:15-19.

  • Deliver me from blood-guiltiness and death, O my Master—my Beloved Yahuweh/Yahushua, the Almighty of my deliverance, and my tongue shall sing aloud of Your righteousness—Your rightness and Your justice.
  • Oh my Master—my Beloved Yahuweh/Yahushua, open my lips, and my mouth shall show forth Your praise.
  • For You delight not in sacrifice, or else would I give it; You find no pleasure in burnt offering.
  • My sacrifice the sacrifice acceptable to You O my Master—my Beloved Yahuweh/ Yahushua is a broken spirit; a broken and a contrite heart broken down with sorrow for sin and humbly and thoroughly penitent, such, O my Master—my Beloved Yahuweh/Yahushua, You will not despise.
  • Do good in Your good pleasure to Zion; rebuild the walls of Jerusalem. Then will You delight in the sacrifices of righteousness, justice, and right, with burnt offering and whole burnt offering; then bullocks will be offered upon Your altar. End of quote.

Unbelievable Display To Happen When Your Kingdom Down On Earth As It Is In Heaven Shall Materialize …?

There goes the answering to my pondering. The big displays of joy and glee are not for me right now. Why? I must mind Your words in the famous Sermon of the Mount for one clear passage.

That Settles The Matter. Neither Frivolous Not Stoic …?

Humor with a point and purpose is to be my motto instead of complaining in sorrow. How ‘bout that? This keyboard rhymes whatever I type like magic in toto.

  • Oh my Master! I had forgotten all about Your instituted motto for me to go on from now on.
  • Well?
  • My Master?
  • No Ahmad. No friends. Silence. No honey. No chocolates. The abundance is turning into lack.
  • Where is the humor in all of that?

I Just About Audible Hear Your “Come Down, My thiaBasilia …

Come down! Be still. Let go. Wait!” Wait at times like this? And when I think of the multitude at the foot of Your throne waiting to be avenged? Man! I got reason to wonder about this waiting thing.

  • Do You blame me?
  • Ah! But I know You don’t.
  • Instead?
  • O well! I guess I have no choice but to wait and hope.
  • Hope is the evidence of things not yet seen.
  • It is now Saturday, August 21, 2021, at 12:20 pm.

What? It Is Only 12 Pm. I Thought To Be At Least The Days End …?

Ha! The editing! The posting! Thank You for reminding it to me. Help me now to accomplish the task before the end of this day as per Your instructions.

  • It is now Saturday, August 21, 2021, at 4:53 pm.
  • At last! Heading to posting grounds after I have edited all graphics and latest text.
  • Hope to publish while the NET is cooperating.

The Beginning Of The Great Darkness …?

It is now Tuesday, August 10, 2021, at 9:53 pm. In front of the screen my eyes closed only to see the ominous frightening black cloud covering the sky steadily advancing, but! Still some light left. I opened my eyes.

A Ruse To Deceive …?

Bed. It is now Wednesday, August 11, 2021, at 1:03 am. You woke me up. You said, “Drink a cup of water. Put a teaspoon of honey in your mouth holding it there to alleviate the soreness”

  • I did as You told me to do.
  • Then I came to record the words You are speaking to me.


  • “My child, I know you are hurting.
  • New symptoms to worry about, but!
  • Do not worry!
  • It is all a ruse from the enemy to deceive you; to make you doubt My promised blessings coming to you.
  • Even so? The enemy can no longer deceive you as it happened to my first created human being in My image to love and protect him.
  • O thiaBasilia—O Child Of My Heart?
  • No, I did not make a mistake about My creation.
  • I did not make a mistake of any kind to create humanity though that at a point of time I made an end of all flesh.
  • For through men the land was filled with violence; and behold, I destroyed them and the land, but!
  • I established My covenant (promise, pledge) with Noah.
  • And Noah came into the ark—him and his sons and his wife and his sons’ wives with him.

I intend to make an end of all flesh

O My precious child, know of a surety, I am in control of the enemy from the beginning. Even so? History repeats itself as in Ecclesiastes 3:14-18.


Ecclesiastes 3:14-18

  • (14)  I know that whatever God does, it endures forever; nothing can be added to it nor anything taken from it. And God does it so that men will [reverently] fear Him [revere and worship Him, knowing that He is]. [Psa_19:9; Jas_1:17]
  • (15)  That which is now already has been, and that which is to be already has been; and God seeks that which has passed by [so that history repeats itself].
  • (16)  Moreover, I saw under the sun that in the place of justice there was wickedness, and that in the place of righteousness wickedness was there also.
  • (17)  I said in my heart, God will judge the righteous and the wicked, for there is a time [appointed] for every matter and purpose and for every work.
  • (18)  I said in my heart regarding the subject of the sons of men, God is trying (separating and sifting) them, that they may see that by themselves [under the sun, without God] they are but like beasts. End of quote.
  • It is now Wednesday, August 11, 2021, at 3:04 am

You Are MIGHTY Beyond Measure …

You are revealing Yourself in a mighty way to this child of Yours. I am in awe expectant even for the next moment of my existence like the lily among thorns.

  • Indeed! Thorns. A humble lily of the valleys that grows in deep and difficult places You have made out of me.
  • For You are trying mankind. Separating and sifting men, that they may see that by themselves under the sun, without You they are but like beasts, but!
  • Behold! Your unfathomable wisdom!
  • BEHOLD! The Plan Of Restoration To The Original Intent For Our Creation!? To be loved to love in return. Loved to love.
  • Nothing and no one no human or devil can ever thwart such plan. It stands forever in the land.
  • It is now Wednesday, August 11, 2021, at 7:07 am.
  • Ha! A 7. A 0. A 7 again! Meaning?
  • The Number Seven – Completeness and Rest. The most prolific and ubiquitous number in scripture.
  • Then Zero is both closed and wide open. It means comprehensiveness, openness, wholeness, and infinity. It’s an all-inclusive number.

Amazing Message To Lift Me Up And Up Far Beyond The Sun …?

Liken to the eagles in Isaiah 40. Isaiah 40:31: But those who wait for the Master who expect, look for, and hope in Him shall change and renew their strength and power; they shall lift their wings and mount up close to You my Father as eagles mount up to the sun; they shall run and not be weary, they shall walk and not faint or become tired.

Also in Hebrews 12:1-3

  • THEREFORE THEN, since we are surrounded by so great a cloud of witnesses [who have borne testimony to the Truth], let us strip off and throw aside every encumbrance (unnecessary weight) and that sin which so readily (deftly and cleverly) clings to and entangles us, and let us run with patient endurance and steady and active persistence the appointed course of the race that is set before us,
  • Looking away [from all that will distract] to Yahushua, Who is the Leader and the Source of our faith [giving the first incentive for our belief] and is also its Finisher [bringing it to maturity and perfection]. He, for the joy [of obtaining the prize] that was set before Him, endured the cross, despising and ignoring the shame, and is now seated at the right hand of the throne of God. [Psa_110:1]
  • Just think of Him Who endured from sinners such grievous opposition and bitter hostility against Himself [reckon up and consider it all in comparison with your trials], so that you may not grow weary or exhausted, losing heart and relaxing and fainting in your minds.

Wow! So That Is The Message Your Messenger Dove Delivered To Me This Morning …?

….They shall lift their wings. Amazing! I have been meaning to find out what were You telling me when Your Dove lift her wings and her tail, now I know! Awesome!

  • Singing my joy I am heading to illustrate.
  • It is now Wednesday, August 11, 2021, at 8:31 am.
  • Illustration done!
  • It is now Wednesday, August 11, 2021, at 3:25 pm.

Reflecting While I Work In Your Presence …?

So much is happening so fast! Even so? In the physical in my midst? It seems there is no change of attitude. But then? That is what I see which is not necessarily what it is that I don’t see.

  • It is now already Wednesday, August 11, 2021, at 6:48 pm almost the end of day light without a peep from Ahmad or anyone else.
  • Ahmad promised to visit this morning, but it did not happen.
  • My phone is down again so I cannot call.
  • No matter.
  • Thank You for Your peace.
  • Thank You for Your power, strength, and wisdom to be still, to let go, to wait with patience and composure.
  • On Your time and at Your discretion You will enlighten me on whatever I need enlightenment.
  • It is now Wednesday, August 11, 2021, at 8:20 pm.
  • Heading for bed.
  • Up but! Back to bed. Wednesday, August 11, 2021, at 10:59 pm.
  • Well? No bed. Instead?
  • It came to me to set the headlines for this post.
  • The illustration? To go with the headlines.
  • You inspired me to express the post content in that illustration.
  • I worked on it practically the whole day.
  • The NET is working so I have been able to test it.
  • Until I got it just right, I hope.
  • Now for the Headlines:

History Repeats Itself …?

The Multitude In The Valley Of Decision …?

A Ruse To Deceive …?

It is now Thursday, August 12, 2021, at 12:09 am. Ah! What nice numbers I notice, but! I can’t keep my eyes open. Will see what You develop on waking up.

  • You woke me up at 4:12 am. I checked but I did not replied to Roxana’s emails.
  • Roxana is searching for my maternal grandmother roots at my request.
  • It came to me to find out that information rather than the information on my father’s roots.

Master? Is Amazingly Encouraging The Way You Are Piecing My Life Together …

It is now Thursday, August 12, 2021, at 9:33 am. This is the 3rd day with no news about what is happening in the family here. No Ahmad. I have not even sensed Your Presence.

  • But earlier this morning while sitting in the garden Your messenger Dove came while I was pondering such happenings.
  • She looked my way, then?
  • She puffed herself up.
  • She sat there for a bit then flew away.
  • The message You quickened to me?
  • “I am always here with you in the Spirit whether or not you sense or feel My Presence.”
  • Tears of release began to flow.
  • I sang.
  • I am standing in Your Presence on sacred ground!
  • And I know, yes I know there are angels ALL aroundddd!!!
  • Then You quickened to me to search for the spiritual meaning of the itch that so torments me.
  • Wow! What a finding!
  • The meaning of what I found?
  • Quite enlightening.
  • The cause of this itch is indeed spiritual not physical.
  • It has nothing to do with the food that I eat.
  • It has to do with what is bothering me deep inside my subconscious mind, but!
  • No fear!
  • You are healing the deepest part of my being.
  • Wow! So that is the reason You have for Roxana to search my maternal grandmother’s roots!

There Is Peace Like A River Flowing In My Soul …?

Your peace that surpasses even my own understanding. It is now Thursday, August 12, 2021, at 10:06 am. You are sending me to take care of my human needs.

There Is Healing The Deepest Part Of My Being Flowing As Well …?

It is now Thursday, August 12, 2021, at 11:20 am. The 11th hour. After the judgement of the 11 number comes the number 20 exact minutes of this entry.

  • It all is happening on the 5th day of the week in the 12th day of this 8th month of 2021 year.


The Number Eleven – Disorder and Judgment. Eleven in scripture seems to speak of disorder and judgment as if adding to the law (the number 10). Adding to Your order or Torah creates disorder and subsequently judgment.

The number eleven is important in that it can symbolize disorder, chaos and judgment. In the Bible, number 11 is used twenty-four times and “11th” can be found 19 times.

Coming after 10 (which represents law and responsibility), the number eleven (11) represents the opposite, which is the irresponsibility of breaking the Law, which brings disorder and judgment.

The Number Twenty. The number ‘twenty’ speaks of redemption plus it is also twice the number 10.  End of quote.

Master! What Follows? Rather, What Is Your Will For Me Today …?

One thing You just quicken to me? Every time that I find myself forlorn, not knowing what is next or what to do, I begin to itch.

  • So much the confirmation of something deep inside bothering me.
  • Thank goodness! You are on to the healing of those deep wounds bothering me.
  • So? There Is Peace Within My Soul For The Long Haul …?
  • I wait.
  • Thank You for the patience and composure for me to do so.
  • Perhaps I should begin to illustrate the matter?
  • Counting of Your lead I am heading to Photoshop.

Deep Within The Blackness Of My Mind? Festering Wounds Zap The Life Out Of Me! …?

Joy Within My Heart! No matter what’s my part. It is now Thursday, August 12, 2021, at 9:20 pm.

  • I slept. There is food on the counter. Still no news about Ahmad!

And The Wounds Fester …?

It is now still Thursday, August 12, 2021, at 11:53 pm. Seven more minutes Thursday shall be history. And I shall be asleep!

  • Friday, August 13, 2021, at 2:21 am.  Up but maybe back to sleep. I don’t feel too good.
  • It is now Friday, August 13, 2021, at 5:27 am.

Revelation, Why Am Itching? …

I am feeling down because I have not seen Ahmad in 4 days. He got big family troubles; his nephew was kicked in the face by neighbor. The neighbor ran. Police and all looking to jail him.

  • Big hateful mess!
  • Bottom line? The itch is killing me!
  • So? It is not just the sordid past as You show it to me.
  • But You are showing me now is the sordid hateful present as well.

Anger. Hate. Blindness Of Soul …

We are all victims! Isaiah 59 You bringing to my mind. Many times I have quoted that chapter, but! Now? Imperative! Thus? You shall open many eyes.


Isaiah 59:1-21

  • BEHOLD, THE Master’s hand is not shortened at all, that it cannot save, nor His ear dull with deafness, that it cannot hear.
  • But your iniquities have made a separation between you and your the Father, and your sins have hidden His face from you, so that He will not hear.
  • For your hands are defiled with blood and your fingers with iniquity; your lips have spoken lies, your tongue mutters wickedness.
  • None sues or calls in righteousness [but for the sake of doing injury to others–to take some undue advantage]; no one goes to law honestly and pleads [his case] in truth; they trust in emptiness, worthlessness and futility, and speaking lies! They conceive mischief and bring forth evil!
  • They hatch adders’ eggs and weave the spider’s web; he who eats of their eggs dies, and [from an egg] which is crushed a viper breaks out [for their nature is ruinous, deadly, evil].
  • Their webs will not serve as clothing, nor will they cover themselves with what they make; their works are works of iniquity, and the act of violence is in their hands.
  • Their feet run to evil, and they make haste to shed innocent blood. Their thoughts are thoughts of iniquity; desolation and destruction are in their paths and highways.
  • The way of peace they know not, and there is no justice or right in their goings. They have made them into crooked paths; whoever goes in them does not know peace. [Rom_3:15-18]
  • Therefore are justice and right far from us, and righteousness and salvation do not overtake us. We expectantly wait for light, but [only] see darkness; for brightness, but we walk in obscurity and gloom.
  • We grope for the wall like the blind, yes, we grope like those who have no eyes. We stumble at noonday as in the twilight; in dark places and among those who are full of life and vigor, we are as dead men.
  • We all groan and growl like bears and moan plaintively like doves. We look for justice, but there is none; for salvation, but it is far from us.
  • For our transgressions are multiplied before You [O Master], and our sins testify against us; for our transgressions are with us, and as for our iniquities, we know and recognize them [as]:
  • Rebelling against and denying the Master, turning away from following our the Father, speaking oppression and revolt, conceiving in and muttering and moaning from the heart words of falsehood.
  • Justice is turned away backward, and righteousness (uprightness and right standing with the Father) stands far off; for truth has fallen in the street (the city’s forum), and uprightness cannot enter [the courts of justice].
  • Yes, truth is lacking, and he who departs from evil makes himself a prey. And the Master saw it, and it displeased Him that there was no justice.
  • And He saw that there was no man and wondered that there was no intercessor [no one to intervene on behalf of truth and right]; therefore His own arm brought Him victory, and His own righteousness [having the Spirit without measure] sustained Him. [Isa_53:11; Col_2:9; 1Jn_2:1-2]
  • For [the Master] put on righteousness as a breastplate or coat of mail, and salvation as a helmet upon His head; He put on garments of vengeance for clothing and was clad with zeal [and furious divine jealousy] as a cloak. [Eph_6:14, Eph_6:17; 1Th_5:8]
  • According as their deeds deserve, so will He repay wrath to His adversaries, recompense to His enemies; on the foreign islands and coastlands He will make compensation.
  • So [as the result of the Messiah’s intervention] they shall [reverently] fear the name of the Master from the west, and His glory from the rising of the sun. When the enemy shall come in like a flood, the Spirit of the Master will lift up a standard against him and put him to flight [for He will come like a rushing stream which the breath of the Master drives]. [Mat_8:11; Luk_13:29]
  • He shall come as a Redeemer to Zion and to those in Jacob (Israel) who turn from transgression, says the Master.
  • As for Me, this is My covenant or league with them, says the Master: My Spirit, Who is upon you [and Who writes the law of the Father inwardly on the heart], and My words which I have put in your mouth shall not depart out of your mouth, or out of the mouths of your [true, spiritual] children, or out of the mouths of your children’s children, says the Master, from henceforth and forever. [Jer_31:33; Rom_11:26-27; Gal_3:29; Heb_12:22-24]. End of quote.
  • It is now Friday, August 13, 2021, at 8:20 am.
  • Ha! Now I know.
  • The more I wait; the more I hope to hear from Ahmad?
  • The more I itch; the more I hurt.

Well? All Things Established. On My Way To Complete Healing …?

For what purposes? Ah! That’s the beauty of it all! That’s the mystery now You are revealing to us. Your ways? A BIG bit higher than our cleverest ways!

What Am I To Conclude My Master? …

“My precious greatly beloved child of Mine! There is only one conclusion. My aim with all My doings is to bring each one of you to that conclusion clearly stated in Ecclesiastes 12:11-14.

  • Again, My child, IMPERATIVE for you to quote.
  • Imperative for each one of My children to mind the quotes.
  • Even so?
  • No worries. No sorriest.
  • Relax.
  • Be still.
  • Let go.
  • Write.
  • Publish.
  • I am doing the rest.
  • Wait.

Fear God and Keep His Commandments

Quoting again Ecclesiastes 12 11 14:

The words of the wise are like prodding goads, and firmly fixed [in the mind] like nails are the collected sayings which are given [as proceeding] from one Shepherd.

But about going further [than the words given by one Shepherd], my son, be warned. Of making many books there is no end [so do not believe everything you read], and much study is a weariness of the flesh.

All has been heard; the end of the matter is:

Fear God [revere and worship Him, knowing that He is].

Keep His commandments

For this is the whole of man [the full, original purpose of his creation

The object of God’s providence.

The root of character

  • The foundation of all happiness
  • The adjustment to all inharmonious circumstances and conditions under the sun and the whole duty for every man

For God shall bring every work into judgment, with every secret thing, whether it is good or evil. End of quote.

The Day Is Advancing Along The Time Of The End …?

But it does not seem that anyone cares. It is now Friday, August 13, 2021, at 10:43 am. Silence. No news. No Ahmad, but! Nothing is the way it seems to me.

  • The truth? Much is happening to indicate Your people is beginning to care.
  • You are now bringing to my remembrance some of the many Scriptures alive within my being before I continue with the present expose!
  • But Master? Who shall have the patience to read even when such Scriptures are so important?
  • Who knows? Perhaps many will benefit from the reading of all quoted Scriptures.
  • After all? You are the One compelling me to quote, quote, and quote.
  • For way at the beginning of my journey in Your service You quickened me to place my name instead of whomever You were talking at that time. Why?
  • Because at that time You were speaking to them but now You are speaking the same words to me to pass on to Your children.


Luke 22:31-32

Simon, Simon—Peter—(Thia, Thia), listen! Satan has asked excessively that all of you be given up to him out of the power and keeping of the Father, that he might sift all of you like grain, Job 1:6-12; Amos 9:9.  But I have prayed especially for you Peter (Thia), that your own faith may not fail; and when you yourself have turned again, strengthen and establish your brethren. End of quote.

So? No Matter What I See; What I Think; What I Feel I Am Going Forward On The Authority Of Your Word …?

The beauty of it all? The way You are revealing Yourself to me. There is no magic word to explain Your doings in my life. But it is all a reality—my reality.

  • Your Presence in my life is for real.
  • Even as I write this last sentence, I sense Your Spirit telling me so.
  • Your passionate love. Your unfathomable wisdom. Your power to overcome?
  • A reality—my reality.
  • But I feel like crying.
  • Perhaps those are the tears of Your ancients.
  • Master? I don’t know anything about anything.
  • And that’s OK with me if only You would?
  • Oh man! I don’t even dare to ask what You would do for me!
  • At times on days like this the reading of Your Words condemn rather than encourage me.
  • The horrors prophesied make me wonder whether are those horrors still to come or what?

Am I like to a false prophet writing grandiose ideas of the blessings You have for us?

For what is happening in Jerusalem and in the USA no one is talking about Jerusalem’s desolation or the shaken of the earth. And me? What am I doing?

  • I lose faith at the drop of a hat.
  • It seems to me that I just want whatever to go on.
  • There are festering wounds deep inside of me.
  • And for the life of me I can’t figure it out.
  • Perhaps this is how it is supposed to be.
  • The truth? If I would just hear or see Ahmad all this misery will cease.
  • Now there! It is all out in the open.
  • Thank You for letting me vent it all out.
  • It is now Friday, August 13, 2021, at 1:51 pm.

Ha! Isn’t That Something? I Don’t Have To Be In The Best Of Moods …?

It is now Friday, August 13, 2021, at 8:35 pm. I am not feeling well at all. I have a sore tongue out of all things. It hurts to eat.

  • I still have not heard from Ahmad.
  • I don’t want to worry but I guess I do.
  • I don’t even know why I worry when is something done all the time.
  • Why worry? If something is wrong there is nothing I can do about it.
  • I am OK. I got all I need. I am comfortable.
  • But I guess I am human and I wish I was not. lol
  • Thank goodness that Father is merciful and don’t whap me a good one for bickering!
  • I guess I head for bed.
  • I am tired of waiting for someone with food or whatever.
  • I can’t eat anyhow.

Horror In My Dream …

It is now Saturday, August 14, 2021, at 3:37 am. Master? The intensity of my horror and reaction to it means the intensity of Your protection to swing away all the destructive forces in my past.

So? I Swung Away That Yellow Scorpion Jumping On My Leg …

Talking about horror? An intense, painful feeling of repugnance and fear is the understating of my horror to see that big yellow scorpion landing on my right leg. Powerfully I swung it away! I woke up, or?

Did You Wake Me Up, My Beloved Master? …

Ha! This is turning out to be joyfully funny in this moment on Saturday, August 14, 2021, at 4:45 am. O yes! Pain and lack got me scared to death but I don’t want to admit it. So?

You Let That Fearful Yellow Scorpion Land On My Leg In That Dream …

Whatever for? To wake me up from my unworthy fears. The truth is coming out for me to overcome all the rubbish landing on my body right now.

  • And in my right leg—the leg of my troubled health issue.
  • Horrified on waking up I began to look for meaning only to add to my horror.
  • All meanings NEGATIVE big time.

O But Your Graciousness! You Turned My Horror Into A Joke …

Yeah. Reading all those ominous warnings on what I am to do about my fears kind of made me come to my senses. My fears? O well! I don’t fear my fears anymore!

  • Joyfully funny moment indeed as I pictured myself whopping a good blow to Satan himself.
  • Can you imagine that?
  • That’s the joke turning it all out to be joyfully funny
  • The thing is in real life?
  • I swing with might at anyone who dares to cross me!
  • Poor Basilia! I have been ashamed of my violent temper, why?
  • I never knew it before, that is not my temper.
  • That is Your power invested on me to protect my own self when in a pickle not pickled by my carnal self.
  • Thank You.
  • What a revelation and confirmation.
  • Your power no foe can withstand.
  • Back to the numbers, why?

I Must Set My Gaze In You On The Future You Have Prepared For Me …?

A 3 for Completion and Manifestation. A 37? Wow! It is no coincidence that number 37, meaning the Bible, is being projected at us by Your Spirit in the heavens because You want us to identify Your message about our future.

How Strange. It Came To Me To Stop. To Check My Surroundings.

Silence. The singing dove far away. A light grey covers the sky. No colors. All on this 2nd 7th Day of Rest on Saturday, August 14, 2021, at 6:08 am. What does it mean?

  • It is now Saturday, August 14, 2021, at 6:54 am.

Cup Of Coffee On Hand Sitting In The Garden …?

So quickly the sky had turned a beautiful light blue. I sat. Not a long wait. The sight in view almost immediately. What a sight!

  • Such amazing bright beams of light powerfully emanating, is it from You into Ahmad and me?

·     The Fulness Of Your Spirit Manifesting In Us For Us …

  • In us for us to shine Your light in Your so loved world of Yours. The fulness of Your Spirit to transform us to be the light in this world as it is written.
  • Quote:
  • Matthew 5:14-16
  • You are the light of the world. A city set on a hill cannot be hidden.
  • Nor do men light a lamp and put it under a peck measure, but on a lampstand, and it gives light to all in the house.
  • Let your light so shine before men that they may see your N1moral excellence and your praiseworthy, noble, and good deeds and recognize and honor and praise and glorify your Father Who is in heaven. End of quote.
  • Mesmerized I could hardly breathe.
  • Zipping on the coffee I watched.
  • One dove.
  • Then two doves.
  • The show began.
  • Never before such a show I saw.
  • The main Dove lifted her right wing.
  • Bright silver beams like bright silver lightnings!
  • Then? The second dove shook he wings.
  • Flashes of shinning silver light beams as well! Wow!
  • That went on for a while.
  • The people that sat in darkness saw a great light came to mind.
  • Then the main Dove squatted puffed herself up big time.
  • The fulness of the Spirit came to mind.
  • Then the main dove flew on top of the TV dish.
  • Communication came to mind.
  • Then both doves flew downwards.
  • The message is descending to the world came to mind.
  • After a moment I headed to the working area to record it all.
  • Then it came to me to take a break.
  • That was on Saturday, August 14, 2021, at 7:45 am.
  • You set my eyes on the hour minutes numbers.
  • Meaning of numbers 7 and 45.
  • The Number Seven – Completeness and Rest
  • We come now to the great number of spiritual perfections. A number which, therefore, occupies so large a place in the works, and especially in the Word of God as being inspired by the Holy Spirit. Yahuwah does marvelous things in the earth with this number.

The Basic or Core Essence of 45

  • The deep down basic essence of the numerology number 45 is humanitarianism, a results-focused and real concern for the welfare of humanity.
  • To better understand the essence of 45, let’s have a look at its composition and the number it is reduced to. The number 45 is composed of the digit 4 and the digit 5 and is reduced to the single digit 9: 4+5 = 9.
  • The essence of the numerology number 45 contains the essence of the individual digits 4 and 5 plus a corresponding measure of the essence of the numerology number 9. Thus, the essence of the numerology number 45 is the essence of the number 9. See these articles for descriptions of the individual numbers:
  • Number 4 Meaning the material creation and the expression of God’s purpose in the world or on the earth.
  • Number 5 Meaning Grace and preparation. The 5th day of restoration of the creation is the first appearance of life.
  • Number 9 Meaning Fruitfulness and Giving. The number nine paints a picture of bearing fruit and giving. End of quote.

Reflecting In Your Presence While On Break …

Break Saturday, August 14, 2021, at 8:01 am. Much to digest. No sign of Ahmad. But I fixed and ate my eats. Worked and watered the plants.

  • Back to the number 37. Modified quote by Your Spirit within me.

What Does It Mean When I Keep Seeing 37?

If you see this number too often, know that you have a strong connection with Me, and you’re fortunate to receive such clear messaging and signs of My Presence within you. The appearance of this number means for your life the following things:

  1. You will be able to bring about tremendous opportunities and abundance in your near future.

  2. It is a confirmation you are receiving from Me the answer to your prayers.

  3. Trying to pressure having answers won’t help; flow with your situation.

  4. Any person, object, or thing that represents negativity rid yourself of that.

  5. Depending on My Spirit to find all answers is the only way to seek what you desire.

A Reminder Of Your Words To Confirm It All …?

“O thiaBasilia—O Child Of My Heart? You are My greatly beloved as My servant Daniel was. At the beginning of your prayers, the word giving an answer went forth.

  • Therefore, consider the matter and understand My message in the appearance of the Doves to confirm what I tell you in your dreams and visions as well as in the numbers in your writings.

  • I am aware of your frustrations.

  • But most of all I am aware of your determination to obey Me at any cost.

  • My heart delights in the sight of your obedience.

  • There is nothing I can deny to you.

  • I am ready to come to your aid even when you yet pronounce your word for help.

  • Thus? From here on your health shall continue to improve.

  • You will begin to experience the reality of My promises to you.

  • And the experience of My peace that surpasses all human understanding shall double to give way to My wisdom in all your doings.

  • One by one My children shall receive your witness and honor My name.

  • Your children as well shall do the same.

  • Homerun hit! Victory ring! The game begins!

  • You are now playing in My Major League.

  • My highest Royalty in Authority.

  • The joy of your Master fills your heart from the start to the end.

  • The saga of your life is likened to a baseball game.

  • Just the same.

  • Governing Order and Rulership.

  • A perfect governmental foundation.

  • Your Jubilee.

  • Your Liberation From Oppression.

  • Letting go your fears, sorrow, and regrets.

  • A burst of joy in your heart you get.

  • Onward My precious child!

  • I have all your bases covered.” End of Your loving words for now.

That Completes Your Response …

It is now Saturday, August 14, 2021, at 10:02 am. Ha! A perfect 10 to emphasize the necessity for the separation of the two natures within us.

  • It is now Saturday, August 14, 2021, at 11:54 pm. Another amazing 7th Day of Rest is ending. But You have empowered me to remain resting on You forever.
  • Heading for bed on Sunday, August 15, 2021, at 1:08 am.
  • It is now Sunday, August 15, 2021, at 4:51 am.
  • Must find the file You set in mind to work on.
  • I could not find it.
  • You led me to redo the message of the doves.
  • That is what I have been working on.
  • It is now Sunday, August 15, 2021, at 11:07 am.
  • Break to reflect in Your Presence while I take care of chores.

Yahushua Wept Audibly He Wept …?

Reflecting in Your Presence I wept. I exclaimed, I must done a great evil to hurt as I am hurting! Immediately it came to me, Yahushua wept.

  • Halt! Still. Yahushua Wept.
  • Yahushua Wept He Who did no evil.
  • Why? Why Yahushua Wept?


  • Luke 19:41-44
  • And as He approached, He saw the city, and He wept audibly over it, exclaiming, Would that you had known personally, even at least in this your day, the things that make for peace, for freedom from all the distresses that are experienced as the result of sin and upon which your peace–your security, safety, prosperity, and happiness–depends!
  • But now they are hidden from your eyes. For a time is coming upon you when your enemies will throw up a bank with pointed stakes about you and surround you and shut you in on every side. [Isa_29:3; Jer_6:6; Eze_4:2]
  • And they will dash you down to the ground, you Jerusalem and your children within you; and they will not leave in you one stone upon another, all] because you did not come progressively to recognize and know and understand from observation and experience the time of your visitation that is, when the Almighty was visiting you, the time in which the Almighty showed Himself gracious toward you and offered you salvation through the Messiah. End of quote.
  • I bow down. Thank You.
  • You have molded me into Yahushua’s image.
  • I am blessed to weep for the evil assailing me as it assails You.
  • It is now Sunday, August 15, 2021, at 12:55 pm.
  • Wow! A twelve! A fifty-five again.
  • What comfort!

You Are Still With Me …?

It is now Monday, August 16, 2021, at 12:20 am. You never leave nor forsake me. And when the sting of bad things come back, I simply remember such fact at that.

  • I am going on compelled by the power of Your passionate love for us all.
  • Bed Monday, August 16, 2021, at 12:46 am.
  • On and off I slept until exactly Monday, August 16, 2021, at 4:00 am.

Expectant? O My Master! Only On You, Why? …

To expect on mankind only invites disaster one way or the other. (Jeremiah 17:5) So? Why only expect on You? You left us Your clear instructions on the matter. Then?

  • You have graciously empowered me as well as several others to heed Your instructions.
  • Whatever for? To set us as examples for others to heed as we have done by the power of Your passionate love for Your creation us humans included.

Jeremiah 17 Hebrews 4 Who Is Cursed Who Is Blessed New Sabbath.pdf

You Speak To Us In So Many Ways. We Have No Excuse …?

You speak to me in dreams and visions, in the numbers, in the colors, but! Mainly in Your written words.

  • From the beginning You instructed me to date and time all words You were to give to me. Why?
  • The numbers in the date time were to be the steppingstones into my future.
  • So it has been happening verbatim.
  • Right now?
  • The numbers say it all for the moment given.
  • It is now Monday, August 16, 2021, at 4:55 am.
  • Over and over You let me notice the 4:55 am or pm in the hour minutes of recording.
  • Especially when I am flooded in troubled waters as I am right now.

What Is The Meaning Of These Two Amazing Numbers? …

Paraphrasing the quotes:

  • The Four means Creation and the World, seen in in the material creation and the expression of Your purpose in the world or on the earth.

And the 55? Wow!

  • Biblically, the number 55 is a connotation of the double influence of the number 5. Number 5 symbolizes God’s goodness, grace, and kindness. 55, therefore, symbolizes the intensity of the Grace that God has for all His creation. It amplifies all the biblical meanings of the number 5 as in John 1:16:
  • For out of His fullness (abundance) we have all received [all had a share and we were all supplied with] one grace after another and spiritual blessing upon spiritual blessing and even favor upon favor and gift [heaped] upon gift. End of quote.
  • Break on Monday, August 16, 2021, at 6:21 am.

Master? Perhaps I Should Start With The Formatting To Prepare For Publishing?

I’ll do while I wait on You. It is now Monday, August 16, 2021, at 8:05 am. I wait on You to see when You will bless me with Ahmad’s update on his whereabouts.

  • Break on Monday, August 16, 2021, at 8:28 am.
  • Should water plants when I wake up.
  • It is now Monday, August 16, 2021, at 1:32 pm.

Things Continue In The Rough Side But! …

I am not alone. You are for and with me.  I will try to sleep again. You blessed me with about 3 hours of sleep. Awake around 4 pm. I think I have fever, but I am not worried about it.

  • It will all be over as quickly as it came upon me.
  • You know all about it.
  • Been working on new illustration on the rainbow of colors You showed me earlier just to keep my mind off my discomfort.
  • No news from Ahmad.
  • But I heard from Roxana.
  • It is now Monday, August 16, 2021, at 6:53 pm.
  • I will brake to wait on You.
  • It is now Monday, August 16, 2021, at 8:03 pm.
  • I feel like Ahmad has abandoned me.
  • But that is just a feeling.
  • It hurts but It will pass.
  • Thank You for Roxana’s contact.
  • Back to Photoshop.
  • The rainbow of colors back into my view.
  • All Colors Over the Dingy Dirty Colors Of The Carnal Self.

But The Crimson Color For Yahushua’s Sacrifice Covers It All!

Crimson: The Bible describes this color as being the shed of Messiah’s blood for the remission of sins, for the blood is the life.

  • Light Blue: Light blue Includes the attributes of Blue and White: The Breath of God that births a new KING in the earth. Light Blue is also a birthing into knowing the King in new and HIGHER levels. LIGHT BLUE speaks of Holy Justice Declared and Breathed to cause the chosen one to be brought into new levels of PEACE and RIGHTEOUSNESS.
  • Black: Black is God’s THUNDERING VOICE creating beauty from the Ashes of Repentance.
  • Yellow: Yellow is the color of YIELDING. YELLOW anointing oil is created when we yield our mind, our will, and our emotions to the LIVING GOD.
  • Orange: The POWER of listening to and hearing, seeing, and doing the Mind of Yahushua Messiah.
  • FUCHSIA (DARK PINK): This color is the color of Joy and the Womb of Intercession and worship where God’s fruit is conceived. This color imparts ears to hear how Wise our God is, how Beautiful He is and how much the bride desires for the fruit in her womb (love, joy, peace, patience, kindness, etc) to LOOK LIKE Him!!! This color speaks of conception and spiritual pregnancy and the passion between the God of the Universe becoming the Bridegroom to the Bride or the Congregation built with no man’s hand.
  • White: The characters of the Master’s Voice scribed upon a page are BLACK. In order to perceive God’s Voice, one must be filled with His Holy Spirit: the Holy Breath of God which is WHITE and PURE. His Voice is a BLACK FIRE and His Breath is a PILLAR of WHITE. Spending time with the High Priest of the temple of our souls Yahushua, His Voice and His Breath come to us and SILVER REDEMPTION happens! Like silver paint is put on the back of a pane of glass a mirror is made for us to catch a reflection of Him. Understanding is born and we see Him as in a mirror (dimly as we live in this earth) and we come to KNOW GOD and His protection and His provision and His resurrection LIFE.
  • OLIVE GREEN: Olives are a dark green and often the olive oil is green to greenish-amber color. This oil is used to make the Holy Oil Recipe that fills the Cups on the tops of the Golden Lampstand. When we yield to taking up our cross during times of pressure and trials and tribulations, we are allowing God to make oil to fill our lamps like the wise virgins.

Master? I Have No Idea As To How Am I Going To Sleep …?

It is now Tuesday, August 17, 2021, 12:11 am. Not a sign of Ahmad or anyone else. It seems to me that something is going on politically that I am not supposed to know.

  • Whatever is the reason this time is different than before, how?
  • I don’t know.
  • But You do.
  • Whatever is going on is intimidating.
  • But You have well let me know I am under Your protection.
  • No harm shall come to me or any of my concern.
  • Even so? I don’t know how to shake off this forbidden sense of danger.

Help Me! Heal Me And I Shall Be Healed. Save Me And I Shall Be Saved …?

So goes my cry to You. Perhaps this is just a ruse from the enemy. Help me to discern. Bed on Tuesday, August 17, 2021, at 1:24 am. Thank You for sleep.

  • It is now Tuesday, August 17, 2021, at 3:51 am.
  • Tuesday, August 17, 2021 at 4:21 am.
  • Slept for quite a few hours.
  • You woke me up.
  • I got up intending to shower.
  • Began to fill the kettle to boil water for my day.
  • The question.
  • “How long are we to suffer the plagues we inherited?
  • The wages of sin are death.
  • How long my Master?”
  • I set the kettle on fire.

Forlorn And Down I Walked In The Roof …

Your Messenger! So real! Mesmerized again I watched. She puffed up. She lifted her tail. She turned. She lifted her head up. She puffed up. She sat. She got up.

  • She walked on the ledge one way to the end of the ledge.
  • She turned.
  • She lifted her tail.
  • Walked to the other end of the ledge.
  • She flew downwards.
  • I came to record.

The Date And Time? Tuesday, August 17, 2021, At 6:30 Am.

Wow! A 17 for victory. A 6 for man sin Satan and slavery. A 30? Your message on the ledge of the roof. Clearly and directly, You led me to the same message from before.

  • Quote to be edited by Your Spirit within me:

The Last Cycle In The Time As You Know Time To Be Now To Begin …

  • “Pause. Reflect. I led you to search further for the number 30 meaning to understand the Meaning Of Dedication, The Blood Of Messiah.

  • Number 3 is a symbol of inspiration, creativity and self-expression.

  • Number 0 usually resonates with infinity and wholeness, but we can also say that this number may be related to something mysterious.

  • The combination of those numbers represents number 30.

  • This number will help you focus on your spiritual life.

  • Number 30 will help you express yourself and use your natural abilities.

  • Thanks to this number you will realize that a certain cycle in your life has to end because another cycle is going to begin soon.

  • “My child, the wording in such meaning is to be discarded as coming from the psychic spiritual world aloof from My authority.

  • For it is not the number 30 that helps you under any circumstance.

  • Even so? I led you to that meaning because you have submitted yourself to Me, thus, I am in control of your doings, therefore?

  • I can trust you to submit all your findings to Me.

  • The number 30 as well as all numbers in the Scriptures are there for a sign from Me to lead you as per My good plan for you.

  • In this case the number 30 came up in the hour and minutes at the time of your recording.

  • What To Expect? What To Wait For? How To Respond To My Messages In your Dreams? Why?

  • Well? In the meaning of the number 30 I give you the answer.

  • The number 30 composed of the number 3 and zero.

  • In The Design of Scripture, the number Three means Completion and Manifestation.

As quoted before:

As we arrive at the number three, we now begin to get dimension and depth, as in length, width, and breadth. This characteristic of the number three will help us with some insight into it’s base meaning of completeness and dimensionality with respect to manifestation and expression. Three gives us the full picture of what we need to gain insight into that which we cannot see. We will see that the number three is found in many of the aspects of the essence of the Mighty One of Israel. End of quote.

  • Then Zero is both closed and wide open. It means comprehensiveness, openness, wholeness, and infinity. It’s an all-inclusive number.
  • So My child? You are now realizing that One Cycle has come to End for sure. In the meantime?
  • My precious child, how you delight My Being with your determination to wait on Me for direction in all your doings.

One Cycle Has Come To End For Sure. The Last Cycle Begins …

That shall be the talk between Me and you from here onwards. The 2020 year ended the fear of your fears.

  • You are now set in My Presence free from those suffocating fears to begin the last cycle in the time as you know time to be.

There You Have It! The Message On The Ledge Of Your Roof …

The subject to proclaim TO CLEAR THE CONFUSION rampart among My children stars NOW.

Go on! Lift your head up high! At the end of this bend? My open arms to welcome you home for time never to end again!” End of quote.

  • It is now Tuesday, August 17, 2021, at 7:22 pm.
  • I feel like fever again.
  • Head for bed.
  • Tuesday, August 17, 2021, at 11:43 pm.
  • Up but hurting from head to toe.
  • I am going on propelled by Your grace and favor.
  • Slept from 3 am until now Wednesday, August 18, 2021, at 6:31 am.
  • There is a lump in my throat as per saying.
  • Not knowing what to do or think with the way I am feeling.
  • Not only that but with whatever is going on around me that I cannot see.
  • What is to become of me? Redundant unnecessary question.
  • You have let me know my future, my past, and my present.
  • You are making purifying oil to fill my lamp while I wait for Your soon return.
  • What a comforting thought!

Master? Without You Nothing Is Possible At All, But! …?

You know such a fact is a difficult pill for me to swallow in my physical existence on this so loved world of Yours.

  • Within my being You impart unto me Your peace that surpasses all human understanding, but!
  • In the actual state of pain and misery of my body?
  • I can’t take anymore!
  • I had enough!
  • Unless You intervene how am I going to survive?
  • Yeah, I can see the prospect of going without food or water for a long time, but!
  • How can I shake off the present minor hardship with the absence of Ahmad the uncertainty of what is to happen between us from now on?
  • You know that thought is what causes that lump in my throat.
  • It is now Wednesday, August 18, 2021, at 9:06 am.
  • The weather is rather chilly for my comfort.
  • Tormenting itching all over my body.
  • Blemishes on my face.
  • I look old and pitiful.
  • And the worst?
  • Loosing hair big time!
  • Am I going to go bald?
  • No sign of youth restored at all!
  • Not knowing what to eat or drink anymore.
  • Can’t stop the tears.
  • Flowing tears for days now.
  • Blurred vision.
  • I can hardly read or type or work on the graphics.
  • Not knowing whether to sit or stand.
  • When am to partake of Your graciousness to me as it has happened before?
  • My mouth hurts.
  • I can hardly eat.
  • It is only 9:15 am on this day You have created for me.
  • How am I going to make for the rest of this day?

I Refuse To Indulge In Self-Condemnation …

  • Even so? You never give me more than what I can take.
  • That I know for sure.
  • You always come to my rescue no matter what.
  • I guess I’ll go ahead and eat even that I do not feel like doing so.
  • You will help me while I do what I do not feel like doing.
  • Well? I made it so far. Thank You.
  • It is now Wednesday, August 18, 2021, at 4:11 pm.
  • They say, no news is good news, I guess that is true.
  • I am working on the illustrations, but I am not sure of what I am doing.
  • Photoshop is messing up, I guess because I punch keys while it is still working.
  • I cannot see too good, that’s how I mess up.

Why Am I Going On With All Of This Nonsense?

I don’t know my Master, but! You do. And You taking care of things for me. I wait. Back to photoshop while I wait on You.

  • Around 6 pm my friend brought me some food, nothing else.
  • The tears flowed after he left.
  • After a bit You sent me to sleep.
  • It is now only Wednesday, August 18, 2021, at 10:09 pm.
  • I wish this day was over but it is not.
  • My head is hot even with the AC on.
  • Maybe I need sugar.

Help! O My Master! Help! …

I took some honey. Photoshop is updating. Maybe better when it finish updating. I will close this program now and wait.

  • Wednesday, August 18, 2021, at 10:46 pm.
  • Well? No connection.
  • I guess that is the problem.
  • Will see how it is with Photoshop now.
  • It is now Thursday, August 19, 2021, at 3:40 am.

Funny Thing, You Always Wake Me Up Around 3 Am …

That was the hour of my birth. Pause. Reflect. Think calmly about that. That was my thought on waking up.

  • June 14, 1939, at 3:00 am.
  • June: the 6th
  • The 6 for man, sin, Satan, and slavery.
  • The 14 for a double 7.
  • The 7? For Completeness and Rest. It speaks of completeness and rest. You do marvelous things in the earth with this number.
  • And 1939? Wow! The 1 for Unity.
  • The 9 for Fruitfulness and Giving.
  • The number nine paints a picture of bearing fruit and giving.
  • The 3 for The Number Three – Completion and Manifestation.
  • This characteristic of the number three will help us with some insight into it’s base meaning of completeness and dimensionality with respect to manifestation and expression.
  • Three gives us the full picture of what we need to gain insight into that which we cannot see.
  • We will see that the number three is found in many of the aspects of the essence of the Mighty One of Israel.
  • The 9 again for Fruitfulness and Giving!
  • Then? The 3 followed by double zeroes.
  • Zero it’s an all-inclusive number. It means comprehensiveness, openness, wholeness, and infinity.

Wow! It All Boils Down To One Cycle Ending. The Last Cycle Begins …?

  • “Pause. Reflect. O thiaBasilia—O Child Of My Heart? Calmly think of the division that must take place before one can begin afresh.

  • My child, something MUST die to be born again.

  • That is My Law instituted before anything was to be including the creation of mankind.

  • Such is the fact that has been rehashed to the point of becoming a cliché in the multitude of tall tales invented by mankind, but!

  • Now the tales are coming into reality with the manifestation and expression of what you need to gain insight into that you cannot see, such as the essence of the Mighty One of Israel the ONE that I AM.

  • You were born into a world of sinful slavery to the one being created by Me that goes by the name of Satan.

  • That is the fact not a tale.

Did I Made A Mistake In Creating This Being?

To your shock, yes I did! But in the human’s mind the meaning of words has been distorted. So? Man has distorted the fact that perfection means the ability to correct mistakes.

  • Mistakes are unavoidable in the process of creating.
  • Therefore? The ability to correct mistakes makes for perfection of one’s creation.

Are You Beginning To See Why Today You Are To Pause. To Reflect. To Calmly Think Of Whatever? …

“O My precious child! How you amuse Me. I make mistakes. WHAT? In shock the question about the fact startles your human comprehension of My perfection.

  • Mystery? Yes it is.

Funny Thing, Yesterday I Looked At Myself In The Mirror Only To See And Ugly Me.

Right now? It came to me to look at myself again. Ha! What did I see? Beautiful me! It is now Thursday, August 19, 2021, at 6:01 am.

  • You sent me to the roof to see the sky covered in grey.
  • I came in wondering whether there was rain to come or had it gone?
  • I filled and set the kettle on fire to boil the water for my coffee and to use the rest of the day.
  • I fixed the last grapes to eat.
  • I fixed the coffee.
  • I walked again on the roof.
  • Wow! Light blue covered the sky!
  • Only a faint strip of gray down below.
  • To my right? A crimson color. Stripes of black and yellow.

Suddenly! The Mourning Dove To Deliver The Message For This Day.

A white narrow shape crown over her head. A patch of white on her feet. She turned. She puffed up. She lifted her tail. She raised her wing. She turned my way. She flew downwards.

Enlightenment To Your Mind On What You Cannot See Came To Mind …

“How beautiful are your feet as to bring such enlightenment to My world?

My message is coming to your mind quite clear as you record it My dear, My greatly beloved thiaBasilia.

  • Yes indeed! You are beautiful!

  • Many souls shall see your beauty and honor My name.

  • For I have transformed from the ugly of yesterday to the beauty of today.

  • I have beautified your being.

  • Thursday, August 19, 2021, at 7:27 am.
  • Out on the roof now?
  • Fuchsia. Light pink. Yellow. Yellow. Yellow.
  • Brown? Been a while since You set that color first in my sight.

Amazing Color To Summarized To Confirm Your Latest Revelations Your Latest Doings With And For Me …?

Truly, Psalms 25:14 coming to pass verbatim. The secret of the sweet, satisfying companionship of the Master have they who fear revere and worship Him, and He will show them His covenant and reveal to them its deep, inner meaning. Also written in John_7:17; John_15:15.

Quoting from the Collection of Prophetic Meanings of Colors by Carol Nemitz as per Your lead:


  • Yellow and Black attributes: the HUMILITY of Yielding to the Carpenter of the Soul.
  • This is the color of Yahushua’s garments on earth: HUMILITY.
  • The color of the Shepherd’s garments.
  • This is the color of WOOD.
  • The color of the Shepherd’s ROD and STAFF that comfort His people with His correction.
  • The Shepherd’s SLING and STONES to kill giants are the preferred weapon of choice for our safety.
  • This is the color of the GOOD BROWN GROUND that is ready for His SEEDS.
  • The wheat is brown, the bread is brown, the vine is brown, raisins are brown, badger skins are brown, the wood inside the furniture of the temple is brown.
  • As the Carpenter He creates His Banqueting Table, His Ships for catching fish, His Rod of Authority that budded almond flowers and nuts, wood to fuel the fire is brown, and this is the color of the BROWN WOODEN CROSS. End of quote.

Wow! I Continue Blown Away To Float With And In Your Spirit …?

Nothing else matters. No rain. No pain. No lack. No human slack. No glee. No gloom. To elevate or deflate me! Nothing else matters at Your Light shines in my mind this time and for eternity time.

  • Words without knowledge? That is all blown away past of my sordid past byways.

THE MOURNING DOVE To Deliver A Message Of Hope To Those Suffering.

A spiritual messenger of peace, love, and faith. Forlorn and down I walked in the roof. Your Messenger! So real! Mesmerized again I watched.

  • She puffed up. She lifted her tail. She turned. She lifted her head up. She puffed up again. She sat. She got up. She walked on the ledge one way. She turned and walked back. She lifted her tail. Walked to the end of the ledge.
  • She flew downwards to deliver your message to your suffering world.
  • It is now Thursday, August 19, 2021, at 3:46 pm.
  • Guess I should eat.
  • Thank You my Master for helping me.
  • You always do.
  • I feel pretty good.
  • But I am sleepy.
  • I am out of all things I usually consume.
  • Ahmad don’t seem to be concern, but!
  • That is just the way I feel.
  • It is now Thursday, August 19, 2021, at 4:30 pm.
  • I will try to sleep.
  • I never made it to bed.
  • The Internet is working so?
  • Chatted with Roxana about the family tree.
  • My friend brought me food.
  • Called Joyce and shared for a while.

Still No News From Ahmad, But!

I am no longer crying about it. I am confident that You are leading us to a fresh start altogether. It is now Thursday, August 19, 2021, at 7:46 pm.

  • I will now head for bed in hope for Your blessing with sleep.
  • Slept until 10:45. It is now Thursday, August 19, 2021, at 11:32 pm.
  • Faulty Internet. Will try Photoshop anyhow.
  • At last to bed on Friday, August 20, 2021 3:42 am.
  • You woke me up at exactly 5:44 am.
  • Hope not doom on my mind.
  • Hope the evidence of things not yet seen.
  • Exactly Your message descending upon Your suffering world.
  • As stated before You speak to me in dreams and visions, in the numbers, in the colors, but! Mainly in Your written words.
  • Even so? Lately You have added the Mourning Dove—a spiritual messenger of peace, love, and faith.

Mysterious Are Your Ways.

Thus, it is easy for mankind to fantasized rather than to realize. Notwithstanding, Your ways are quite a bit higher than our ways.

So? You Are Now Revealing To Your Suffering World The Mystery Of Our Creation.

Wow! Hope not doom. Soon. Sooner than expected. My scattered brains You have collected. Whatever for?  That’s what the Mourning Dove is here for!

  • Well?

“Indeed! My child, your brains collected your healing effected. How are you feeling today?”

  • Now my Master, why are You asking? You know all about how I am feeling with all Your dealings.
  • I never know whether this is the hope or the evidence.
  • I still have that lurking fear of no healing effected.
  • How is that for an honest answer?
  • Maybe the 5 and double 4 on Your waking me up gives me Your take.
  • The Number Five – Grace and Preparation.
  • Wow! For the number 5! Number 5 symbolizes God’s goodness, grace, and kindness.
  • Number Four – Creation and the World.
  • The material creation and the expression of Your purpose in the world or on the earth.

Goodness’s Sake! Help Me To Discern Not To Speculate.

Ha! Quickly You led me to search further for the meaning of hope other than what is written.

Why? Here we go. Getting a hold of the reality in the meaning of words.

  • Your reality that is.
  • Your reality includes Your gift of human discernment.
  • Thus, You led me to the following meanings of hope in the moment Your world is standing on right now.


Life is hard, everybody struggles with who they are and what they want. At the moment, we are in the middle of a global health crisis and an economic downturn. The media is broadcasting a continuous stream of fear and catastrophe. Everything we watch and listen to is overshadowed with disaster and this increases our anxiety and can contribute to poor mental health.

Hope is the life we live, the attitude we carry, the gift we give others. Hope is the energy, the courage and the strength to keep believing in the goodness of life, God and the people around us. End of quote.

  • Wow!
  • Taking a break on Friday, August 20, 2021, at 9:07 am to reflect on what to expect.
  • Had to restart computer after driver update for 3D finished installing on Friday, August 20, 2021 11:33 am.
  • Been working on illustration for my hope colors in 3D.
  • It is now Friday, August 20, 2021, at 4:24 pm.
  • It is hot outside.
  • So thankful for the AC.
  • You are faithful to Your word of promise to take care of those who take refuge in You.
  • Friday, August 20, 2021 7:28 pm.

Latest Miracle? Ahmad On The Line While In The Midst Of Editing The Post …

Amazing how You are displaying these happenings in my life. But of course, naturally? People is not impressed. Or, are there any more impressed than my figuring?

  • I don’t know but You do.
  • So much the reason to get on with the publishing of this post.
  • But I can’t keep my eyes opened again.
  • Heading for bed on Saturday, August 21, 2021, at 8:14 pm.
  • Up on Saturday, August 21, 2021, at 11:49 pm.
  • It is still Saturday. Heading to post.
  • Hope for Your will to be done on earth as it is in heaven.

Until next post Your love in my heart remains for all.

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