Fresh Start Ending The Pleasure Of Self-Condemnation …?

Admit. Remit. Retribution. What A Noble Dispensation …?

Or Is It Condemnation? …

New Post on Tuesday, July 27, 2021, at 3:01 pm. Today? A Rainbow Of Colors In My Sight.

Yellow Is Prevalent …

It is said: Yellow is the color of YIELDING. YELLOW anointing oil is created when we yield our mind, our will, and our emotions to the LIVING GOD.

• Me?
• Indeed! O my Beloved Master! You have been gracious to give me the power to yield my mind, my will, and my emotions to You.
• Now You know I am irrevocable Yours.
• Even so my Master?
• You know how I groan inwardly as I wait for the redemption of my body from sensuality and the grave.
• I wait and groan inwardly for the manifestation as Your child.
• Your beloved child.
• Your thiaBasilia a child of Your heart.
• Right now?
• I am physically lonesome.
• The groaning is intense.
• But You know it.
• Would You send an angel to comfort me?
• I do not know how to pray and ask for one, but!
• Your Spirit always comes to my aid as in Rom 8.

Romans 8.pdf

…. will He not also with Him freely and graciously give us all other things?

What About It My Master? …

You promised to give me whatever I ask presenting all that You are to me. Quote:

John 14:14

• Yes I will grant I Myself will do for you whatever you shall ask in My Name as presenting all that I AM.
• Those words are written in the pages of the Scriptures, but! You have written those words within my being.
• Those words are alive within me.
• Even so? I remain lonesome without evidence of Your promise to do for me whatever I ask in Your name.
• No matter!
• On Your time and at Your discretion You shall do for me.
• Right now? My belly hurts.
• Maybe heading for bed I will find relief.
• Master? What am doing talking to You like this?

Other Things? What things? …

But Master? You know I am not asking for things anymore as much as I am asking for an angel to comfort me.

• Why am I asking You for an angel instead of a man?
• I don’t really know it my Master, but!
• Your Spirit knows.

Romans 8 26 to 39.pdf

• My idea of an angel is a man like my late beloved mentor was.
• A man with integrity free from worldly obligations to a wife or a family or a business or a job.
• Financially independent able to pamper me with all those things that You know I need.

Help! O My Master! Help! Have Mercy On Me …?

You know all about my carnal ideas and my wants for pleasure. Therefore? I should not be peeved when You do not comply with Your reply.

• Thank You for Your mercy.
• It is now Tuesday, July 27, 2021 at 9:14 pm.
• I am up but don’t feel good at all my Master.
• You know it.
• I have not heard from anyone today.
• Perhaps I should go back to bed?
• It Is 9:30 pm. No one here.
• Should I shut down the computer then go back to bed?
• All reset.
• It is now Wednesday, July 28, 2021, at 2:00 am.
• Thank You my Master for Your strength to reset my working station.
• I can now work without stretching my arm causing me pain.

Reflecting In Your Presence …?

Back on track. Ready now to bid Your will on the spot. About the way I talked to You yesterday.

• You know my Master that the way I talked to You yesterday made me feel guilty of disrespect to You.
• But then again?
• As the day went by You reminded me there is no need for self-condemnation anymore.
• Your words to me just one week ago.

Quote:

• “O thiaBasilia—O Child Of My Heart? You are My greatly beloved as My servant Daniel was.
• At the beginning of your prayers, the word giving an answer went forth.
• Therefore, consider the matter and understand My message in the appearance of the Dove to confirm what I tell you in your dreams and visions as well as in the numbers in your writings.
• I am aware of your frustrations.
• But most of all I am aware of your determination to obey Me at any cost.
• My heart delights in the sight of your obedience.
• There is nothing I can deny to you.
• I am ready to come to your aid even when you yet pronounce your word for help.
• Thus? From here on your health shall continue to improve.
• You will begin to experience the reality of My promises to you.
• And the experience of My peace that surpasses all human understanding shall double to give way to My wisdom in all your doings.
• One by one My children shall receive your witness and honor My name.
• Your children as well shall do the same.
• Homerun hit! Victory ring! The game begins!
• You are now playing in My Major League.
• My highest Royalty in Authority.
• The joy of your Master fills your heart from the start to the end.
• The saga of your life is likened to a baseball game.
• Just the same.
• Governing Order and Rulership.
• A perfect governmental foundation.
• Your Jubilee.
• Your Liberation From Oppression.
• Letting go your fears, sorrow, and regrets.
• A burst of joy in your heart you get.
• Onward My precious child!
• I have all your bases covered.” End of Your loving words for now.

Ha! How ‘Bout That! You Know What? …

Phew! What a relief! You got all my bases covered. All my foolishness bases covered when You hit the victory homerun!

In Hindsight …?

It is now Wednesday, July 28, 2021, at 7:13 am. You really strengthen me to do all of that heavy work while hurting big time.

• Trouble with my belly.
• My belly was so full of gas that I could not even drink water.
• I laid down on my right side hoping to get relief to no avail.
• Finally, I got up to continue recording, but!
• The screen kept jumping to file save.
• That has been happening since I reset Windows and reinstalled Office.
• I decided to get in touch with Microsoft Support to resolve that problem.
• In the meantime?
• I failed to save whatever I had typed including the date of that moment.
• But it was around 5:39 when I got in touch with Microsoft Support.
• Wasted time!

Support Problem Or My Problem …?

It is now Wednesday, July 28, 2021, at 7:55 am. O my Master! Yeap! My help comes from You.

• I had no business wasting my time looking for help away from You, but!
• You just set my eyes on the hour minutes of this entry.
• A 7 for Your perfection. Then?
• A 55 or fives?
• Check it out?

Biblical Meaning of 55

• Biblically, the number 55 is a connotation of the double influence of the number 5.
• Number 5 symbolizes God’s goodness, grace, and kindness.
• Therefore, 55, symbolizes the intensity of the Grace that God has for all His creation.

The Intensity Of The Grace For All Your Creation …

Hahaha! HalleluYah!  Talking about making fun of my foolishness! You are so good to me.

• Just when I was ready to blast the blame for my unresolve problem? Up pops the problem.
• Only this time?
• You led me to read what I thought to be a problem.
• Oh mine! It is not a problem.
• It is a neat feature with the updated Word.
• What it does is that at every set time to save the option pops.
• It has nothing to do with the keys I hit.
• It has to do with the set time to automatically save my file I think now, but!
• I thought it was ONEDRIVE attempting to save the file.
• I am not using the drive because it interrupts my regular saving when the NET is not working.
• So? I was clicking ‘don’t save’! Duh!
• Master? Are You amused with my created problems?
• By the way? It is now Wednesday, July 28, 2021, at 8:22 am.
• Guess what? My belly is not hurting anymore, or is it?
• Help me Master!
• Maybe this belly problem is simply withdrawals symptoms that go away in due time.
• You are regulating my sugar intake and whatever else I am eating that is causing me all my painful bouts with my body.

Wow! What A Revelation! …?

And here I had been blaming Ahmad for my lack of honey and chocolates! Even so?

• You know how much I keep pleading for Your grace for my Ahmad.
• That is the fact.
• You know that.
• Well? Guess now I can fix some coffee.
• But Master? I have no honey.
• What must I do?
• Black coffee?
• I’ll do.
• Maybe that is part of Your healing plan for me.
• One thing I know for sure.
• Nothing I am to set permanently.
• Today or tomorrow?
• Honey and chocolates may come, but!
• You will give me the wisdom of how to consume either, to balance the chemistry in my body.
• Thus, my health shall continue to improve as per Your will for it to do.

Timely! Who Comes To My Door? …

At 9:09 am it came to me to take care of the plants and my eats. The phone rang. Ahmad at the door his key not working. Wow!

• I let him in.
• By that time, I had just finished with my chores.
• So, it was a good time to visit.
• We sat in the roof garden.
• I commented about the strange silence and no doves to be found.
• He began to explain why not doves, but!
• I opened my mouth to tell him, ‘that’s in the physical that we can see.
• But I done quit living in the physical, so?
• The meaning of this amazing peaceful moment is a symbol for the peace, steadiness, and power in my soul.
• Man! Ahmad was all ears!
• So, I got to share the whole post with him.
• And I even got to share my masterpiece with him.
• Sure enough, he made his usual corrections.
• So after he left I spent hours to accomplish his suggestions.
• Then I went ahead to update the publish post in the main site then I published in all the sites.
• On his end?
• Likewise, Ahmad shared the good things that are happening to him.
• We parted on a good note.
• Perhaps tomorrow or the day after he will start fixing this apartment.
• He also made a list of the things I need.

Wow! How Accurately Your Promises Are Materializing …

The best part? I am at peace, peace, steadiness, and power in my soul. My now reality despite my carnal foolishness.

• I am not emotionally inflated or deflated.
• Strong. Full to the brim with Your love not my whims!
• It is now Wednesday, July 28, 2021, at 4:14 pm.
• I had a full day already.
• What happened to pain, lack, and misery thing?
• You had all my bases covered with them things.
• Whizzz! Homerun hit! Victory!
• O death where is your sting?
• Rest? Relax? To be exact
• Time? 4:26 pm.
• Headed for bed.
• You woke me up around 7 pm.
• I was just laying there wishing for some fruit.
• Suddenly! A knock. Door opens. Yidhad!
• A big bag of fruit on my counter!
• Wow! You answered me while I yet pronounce my wish for fruit!
• It is now Wednesday, July 28, 2021, at 8:07 pm.
• My goodness! An 8 for a fresh start. A zero for an all inclusive number, and a 7 for Completeness and Rest. The perfect number for You to do wonders in this so loved world of Yours.
• SEVEN
• We come now to the great number of spiritual perfection. A number which, therefore, occupies so large a place in the works, and especially in the Word of God as being inspired by the Holy Spirit.

The Headlines For This Post …

Fresh Start Ending The Pleasure Of Self-Condemnation …?

Admit. Remit. Retribution. What A Noble Dispensation …?

Or Is It Condemnation? …

• At 8:52 pm heading for bed.
• It is now Thursday, July 29, 2021, at 3:38 am.

A Vivid Dream I Have Not Forgotten …

Master!  So much happened that day that You did not quicken me to look for the meaning of that dream, but!

• This morning You woke me up with the dream in mind.
• On Tuesday, July 27, 2021 I dreamed of a woman feeding and taking care of many black puppies.
• That was a day I felt physically lonesome.

The Jolt That Shook That Lonesome Feeling Far From Me …?

O my Master! How gracious You are to Your thiaBasilia. I am so blessed to be irrevocable Yours.

• But when I read the meaning You led me to read, I nearly hit the ceiling!
• All that happen since Tuesday is included in that meaning. Wow!

Quote:

Dreaming about feeding puppies – If you dreamed of feeding puppies, such dream is a good sign. This dream often symbolizes current friendship, becoming a romance. It could also symbolize success and progress at work or in your career, such as a new job, a promotion, the beginning of a new project, etc.

The number of puppies increases the time needed for these events to happen, like days, weeks, etc.

You Know What? Romance Could Be Misinterpreted …

Romance does not mean only a short-lived emotional affair. There are other definitions about romance.

From the dictionary:

romance

1. a love affair, esp an intense and happy but short-lived affair involving young people

2. love, esp romantic love idealized for its purity or beauty

3. a spirit of or inclination for adventure, excitement, or mystery

4. a mysterious, exciting, sentimental, or nostalgic quality, esp one associated with a place

• It is now Thursday, July 29, 2021, at 4:57 am.

Meaning Of Current Friendship, Becoming A Romance …

Ha! O my Master! You are responding to my request for an angel to comfort me. Wow!

Self-Condemnation? A Worldly Pleasure …

Here is where self-condemnation becomes a worldly pleasure admired by this deluded world that we inhabit.

• What in heaven’s name am I talking about?
• I am talking about Your enlightenment.
• About the difference of our conceptions and ideas and Yours.
• Your thought are hefty higher than ours.
• We cannot on our own attain to such thoughts.
• But we try.
• And You know it.

Now, What Do You Do With Our Foolish Trying? …

Ha! You sit there waiting while we suffer! Yeah, that is what You do. And that is why we go ahead doing the best we can to alleviate our sufferings.

Oh? What Is Wrong With That? …

O me! Our best is a wee lower than Your best, but! It takes a lifetime for us to admit and remit such a tendency.

• Meanwhile? We mount our own steads our best to execute.
• Oh well! Isaiah 30 tells it all.
• It is now Thursday, July 29, 2021 at 5:04 pm.
• I have been working all day on the illustration for this post, but!
• The NET done quit on me.
• So? You quickened me to come back to the journal to continue recording the rest of this post.

Quit Trying! Start Trusting! …?

I read that article about quit trying! Start trusting a long time ago. It did me much good, but!

• Not enough.
• Now? You are revealing me why none of those amazing books and writings did not quite convict me, why?
• It is rather a tricky matter.
• Break at 5:17 pm to reflect on how You will have me to illustrate this matter.
• Thursday, July 29, 2021, at 6:48 pm. Bed?

Master? Help Me. I Am Up But I Am Not Feeling Good …

It is 10:10 pm. I have not heard from anyone today. But that is OK. I have been so intense with the illustration that I did not miss company.

• You are teaching me to be at peace no matter how I feel.
• Thank You.
• The NET is still down.
• At last my friend brought some food but no chocolates or honey.
• I need Your help to do without.
• I have an abundance of fruit so that is gone to have to do.
• Thursday, July 29, 2021 11:36 pm.
• Friday, July 30, 2021, 12:04 am Shutting down.
• You quicken me to reset my working station.
• Wow! All works now like lightening!
• It is now Friday, July 30, 2021, at 3:09 am.
• It took 3 hours, but it was worth it.
• It is now Friday, July 30, 2021, at 3:28 am.
• Thank You for my day.
• Heading for bed now.
• You got me up around 6 am.
• A powerful dream!

Dream Message? Your Power In Authority …?

It is now Friday, July 30, 2021, at 7:12 am.  In the hour minutes? A confirmation of the dream.

Treacherous water.

Downstream the canoe was under control.

The powerful giant of a man skillfully navigate it.

Somewhere in the back of my mind the scene was foggy.

Vaguely, the pages of the accounting book flipped.

Was it me flipping them?

I woke up. My feelings or Your thoughts?

I don’t know.

• I headed to prepare the usual coffee and eats.

Reflecting In Your Presence …?

On waking up, who was that man? Was it Ahmad? NAY! That man was or is the Son of man—YOU my Beloved Master.

• You are the MAN navigating not just my canoe but each and all Your chosen’s canoes.
• Wow! The scene was foggy.
• What scene?

The Self-Condemnation Scene …

So? That was me flipping! When I flip the pages of the accounting book, I find the horror of my living ways.

• The strong man—the ego within me.
• I determine to amend my ways.
• I search all over the frail man’s world.
• What for?
• I search out the human wisdom myself to transform.
• Hooray! Hooray! That world applauds.
• What a nobble dispensation.
• Worthy of commendation.
• Oh what a pleasure!
• The strongman on elevation.
• I find a multitude of to do or not to do lists and forms.
• I choose.
• After a time?
• Ah! There is a better way.
• I choose again.
• After a time?
• Repeat!
• The better way I must find.
• Years and years the scene was a fact.
• For what?
• That is what my testimony is all about.
• And on the boot?
• That’s self-condemnation.
• That’s what!

Master! That’s Your Wrapping The Headline For This Post …

Amen! But it is now Friday, July 30, 2021, at 8:28 am and there is still no Internet to publish the post.

• Even so? Your timing is perfect.
• You are never late nor tardy.
• There is more to all these seemingly setbacks.
• For one thing?
• The end of this 7^th perfect month is not until tomorrow.
• So? Way back at the beginning You let me know the book was to end on the 7^th month, but!
• It did not.
• Well? You quicken me to search for Your instructions at the beginning.
• That brought me to search for ‘Welcome To My Life As It Was As It Is’ published autobiography in 2005.
• I took the book out of the market, but I placed a modified version in the site.
• I don’t know why but the modified version was missing that information.
• So? I began to search for the original.
• After much searching, I found it.
• I began to read.
• Dormant memories came alive.
• My precious mentor details of my life under his care.
• Up to the minute details of his bout with cancer and his death.
• Indeed! After his death I went into numbness.
• I never realized until this day how in such state I never grieved his death.
• No tears. Numb I remained until this morning.
• I wept!
• I wail in agonizing pain!
• Why not? Too much.
• Seven years gone!
• But O my Master!
• Twenty-nine years gone this morning as well.
• So? That was Your complete message in the dream this morning.
• Treacherous water.
• Downstream the canoe was under control.
• The powerful giant of a man skillfully navigate it.
• Twenty-nine years! Treacherous waters. Dangerous.
• The river of my life.
• Hidden dangers downstream would have driven me to insanity.
• So, You took control while You set me in a numb state.
• This morning? The numbness is gone.
• You have replaced the pain of my lost.
• It is now Friday, July 30, 2021, at 6:35 pm.
• Well? just when I finished my wailing this morning Ahmad show up drill on hand.
• By that time was around noon.
• The shelf by the window is up.
• The biggie? He helped me to secure the working station.
• After he left? You gave enough strength for the finishing touches.
• All is now better than before, and?
• This time? I sense Your time.
• I am tired and sleepy.
• I wait on You.
• Thank You.
• It is now Saturday, July 31, 2021, at 1:27 am.

Last Day Of This 7^th Month On The 7^th Day Of Rest …?

Goodness’s sake! What have I been doing since 6:35 pm? You led me to the beginning of my journey in Your Presence.

• That entitled searching the many versions I have created of the autobiography titled, ‘Welcome To My Life As It Was As It Is’.
• I read, read, and read until I found exactly what You wanted me to include to close this post.
• The finding is 5 pages long. So? Here is the PDF version of it:

Excerpt From The Autobiography.pdf

Amazing Closure Of Long Forgotten Memories …?

Enlightenment! A closure to all lurking feelings not just of self-condemnation but the pain of grief that was capped within me.

How Amazing Are Your Ways …?

So? There is the more to all those seemingly setbacks. I have not been procrastinating. I have been ‘flowing’ downstream safely while You have been navigating my canoe.

• It is now Saturday, July 31, 2021, at 2:16 am.
• It is coming to me to rest underneath Your everlasting arms.
• Thank You.
• That’s where I am at, secured and protected in a new game field.
• It is now Saturday, July 31, 2021, at 5:42 am.

Master! The Advent Of The Seed. What Does It Mean In My Life …?

“O thiaBasilia—O Child Of My Heart? Go back and quote the words I spoke to you yesterday. I need those words seared within your being for good.

Quote:

“O thiaBasilia—O Child Of My Heart?  You are My greatly beloved as My servant Daniel was.

• At the beginning of your prayers, the word giving an answer went forth.
• Therefore, consider the matter and understand My message in the appearance of the Dove to confirm what I tell you in your dreams and visions as well as in the numbers in your writings.
• I am aware of your frustrations.
• But most of all I am aware of your determination to obey Me at any cost.
• My heart delights in the sight of your obedience.
• There is nothing I can deny to you.
• I am ready to come to your aid even when you yet pronounce your word for help.
• Thus? From here on your health shall continue to improve.
• You will begin to experience the reality of My promises to you.
• And the experience of My peace that surpasses all human understanding shall double to give way to My wisdom in all your doings.
• One by one My children shall receive your witness and honor My name.
• Your children as well shall do the same.
• Homerun hit! Victory ring! The game begins!
• You are now playing in My Major League.
• My highest Royalty in Authority.
• The joy of your Master fills your heart from the start to the end.
• The saga of your life is likened to a baseball game.
• Just the same.
• Governing Order and Rulership.
• A perfect governmental foundation.
• Your Jubilee.
• Your Liberation From Oppression.
• Letting go your fears, sorrow, and regrets.
• A burst of joy in your heart you get.
• Onward My precious child!
• I have all your bases covered.” End of Your loving words for now.

Now My Child, Look At The Hour Minutes You Begun This Entry …

At 5:42 am. In the meaning of those numbers, you have the answer for the meaning of all setbacks in your life.

Quote from Brad’s Gematria:

The Number Five – Grace and Preparation

• The number five is generally agreed to be one of a handful of numbers similar to the church at Philadelphia.
• No bad things to say about it.
• Every source I have concerning this number associates the idea of God’s grace and life to it.
• The 5th word of scripture is shamayim, or heaven.
• There are not many bad things to say about heaven,
• and there is probably a lot of grace and life there.
• The 5th day of restoration of the creation is the first appearance of life.

The Number Forty- – The Advent of the Seed

Galatians 4:4

“When the fullness of time was come (forty- generations), God sent forth His Son, made of a woman.”

It may also be notable that this same number, forty-, is repeatedly associated with the second coming of Messiah.

Master! Your Message Is Clear. Yahushua Our ONLY Hope …

But who is minding such awesome fearful message on this moment of trouble on Your so loved but confused world?

“None Shall Be Lost Calmly Your Reply.”

John 6.docx

No Worries. No Sorriest. Not The Pleasure Of Self-Condemnation …?

Not at all such a pleasure. Treacherous waters! On the alert! Your canoe? Flowing downstream!

• Calm my fear. You are here.
• You are there skillfully navigating the canoes of our lives flowing downstream enough for all in fear scream!
• Calm my fear. You are here. You are there.
• No Worries. No Sorriest. Not The Pleasure Of Self-Condemnation.
• My Jubilee!

Governing Order And Rulership. A Perfect Governmental Foundation For Your Information …?

Your Jubilee. Your Liberation From Oppression. Letting go your fears, sorrow, and regrets.

• A burst of joy in your heart you get.
• Your crystal pure love now in your heart for all.
• That’s the romantic love idealized for its purity or beauty a spirit of or inclination for adventure, excitement, or mystery a mysterious, exciting, sentimental, or nostalgic quality, especially one associated with a place.

An Introductory Act.pdf

How Long Am I To Wait With My Hope And Expectation Set On You …?

As long as You consider it to be. That was your plain answer not too long ago. So? I wait. It is now Saturday, July 31, 2021, at 8:54 am.

That Concludes This Awesome Timely Message …

What a Mighty Yah I serve! On to illustrate the matter. Internet down anyhow. In Your time I’ll post it all.

• Saturday, July 31, 2021, at 6:56 pm.

Master? No Internet. No Phone. What To Do? …

My help comes from You. It is now Saturday, July 31, 2021, at 9:47 pm. Food came while sleeping. But no honey or chocolates.

• I been concentrating in what I have.
• Forgetting what I don’t have., but!
• I don’t feel good.
• Will go to bed trusting on You.
• You are in control of it all.
• Thank You.
• Up around 1:29 am on Sunday, August 1, 2021.
• It is now Sunday, August 1, 2021, at 3:18 am.

Master? No Change. Still No Connection …?

Still trusting You despite my disappointment and frustration. You know that without Internet or phone connection I am handicapped, but!

• I am concentrating on what I have.
• I cannot forget what I don’t have.
• That You know is the cause of my disappointment and frustration.
• There is nothing I can do about it.
• And that suits me right.
• You are teaching me a needed lesson about my carnal nature.
• That strongman that goes by the name of ego.
• That ego of mine cannot be still.
• Waiting? The ego cannot wait.
• But! Thank goodness! You are in control of it all!
• So? Wait I must whether I want it or not.
• Wait thiaBasilia wait!
• Whatever long it takes for Your will not mine to be done.
• Well? That is that and some!
• I quit! I remit.
• You are navigating the canoe.
• My help comes from You!
• On Your time at Your discretion.

Help Me Master To Grasp Such A Lesson …?

Help me to quit all my aberrations. This is the first day of th 8^th month. Ha! The number eight!

O My Master! So Much To Learn Yet …?

And that without the world’s NET. But You have given me the tools to continue offline with the task You have assigned unto me.

Wow! What A Revelation. And That At Your Discretion …?

Honestly? For a long time now, I write whatever comes to mind at any given time. Why?

• Well? I used to follow all kind of tutors that suited my mind at given times to no avail.
• None of my carefully adhering to those tutors’ plans ever panned out for me.

Finally! You Penetrated The Deepest Part Of My Being …?

All the way to the dividing line of the breath of life (soul) and the immortal spirit, and of joints and marrow of the deepest parts of my nature as in Hebrews 4:12.

Quote:

Hebrews 4:12

For the Word that Almighty Yahuwah speaks is alive and full of power [making it active, operative, energizing, and effective]; it is sharper than any -edged sword, penetrating to the dividing line of the breath of life (soul) and [the immortal] spirit, and of joints and marrow [of the deepest parts of our nature], exposing and sifting and analyzing and judging the very thoughts and purposes of the heart. End of quote.

• Those words are seared within me.
• You know that my Master.
• From there on? It is all written in Hebrews 4:14-16.

Quote:

Hebrews 4:14-16

(14)  Inasmuch then as we have a great High Priest Who has [already] ascended and passed through the heavens, Jesus the Son of God, let us hold fast our confession [of faith in Him].

(15)  For we do not have a High Priest Who is unable to understand and sympathize and have a shared feeling with our weaknesses and infirmities and liability to the assaults of temptation, but One Who has been tempted in every respect as we are, yet without sinning.

(16)  Let us then fearlessly and confidently and boldly draw near to the throne of grace (the throne of God’s unmerited favor to us sinners), that we may receive mercy [for our failures] and find grace to help in good time for every need [appropriate help and well-timed help, coming just when we need it]. End of quote.

Outstanding! Amazing! Your Word Personally Applied To Me …?

From Genesis to Revelations each and all Your words You have been methodically applying and searing within my being.

• Nothing stored in my carnal mind is to remain.
• Newness and Cycles You are to maintain.
• It is now Sunday, August 1, 2021, at 5:25 am.
• Time to break to reflect.
• The hour minutes was 5:25 am.

Wow! A New Perspective To Read Your Message In The Numbers …?

You are officially confirming to me this is the 1^st day of a new cycle in my life. Everything new. The old? Incomplete. Unfulfilled.

• In the words of Yahushua,

Quote:

Matthew 5:17-22

• Do not think that I have come to do away with or undo the Law or the Prophets; I have come not to do away with or undo but to complete and fulfill them.
• For truly I tell you, until the sky and earth pass away and perish, not one smallest letter nor one little hook [identifying certain Hebrew letters] will pass from the Law until all things [it foreshadows] are accomplished.
• Whoever then breaks or does away with or relaxes one of the least [important] of these commandments and teaches men so shall be called least [important] in the kingdom of heaven, but he who practices them and teaches others to do so shall be called great in the kingdom of heaven.
• For I tell you, unless your righteousness (your uprightness and your right standing with the Almighty Creator) is more than that of the scribes and Pharisees, you will never enter the kingdom of heaven.

Anger

• You have heard that it was said to the men of old, You shall not kill, and whoever kills shall be liable to and unable to escape the punishment imposed by the court. [Exo_20:13; Deu_5:17; Deu_16:18]
• But I say to you that everyone who continues to be angry with his brother or harbors malice (enmity of heart) against him shall be liable to and unable to escape the punishment imposed by the court; and whoever speaks contemptuously and insultingly to his brother shall be liable to and unable to escape the punishment imposed by the Sanhedrin, and whoever says, You cursed fool! [You empty-headed idiot!] shall be liable to and unable to escape the hell (Gehenna) of fire. End of quote.

..\..\Sermon on the Mount.pdf

Master? Where Are You Going With These Quotes? …

It is now Sunday, August 1, 2021, at 10:38 am. Since 5:25 am You have been revealing so much!

• I am just now beginning to see where You are going in the Scriptures.
• You are starting me off at the beginning of this new cycle.

The Beginning? The Grand Event Of Yahushua The Messiah ….?

Therefore? You are switching me to Number in Scripture. Its Supernatural Design and Spiritual Significance, By E. W. Bullinger.

For years You gave me NUMBERS GEMATRIA. The Design of Scripture by Brad Scott.

Why Are You Switching Me?

Well? I did not pay attention to where Brad states the sources of his number’s studies, but!

In the very first paragraphs Brad mentions E. W. Bullinger. Then? A lot of the numbers You quicken to me were not found in Brad’s Gematria.

So? You have been quickening me to search online for those numbers despite the fact that the view online is mostly worldly view.

Even so? You trusted me to bring my findings to You for Your approval or correction.

Well? Today You set my eyes on 5:25 am. By Brad I have repeatedly quoted The Number Five – Grace and Preparation, but!

Today? The number 25 is not in Brad’s Gematria, so?

You sent me to Number in Scripture.

It is now Sunday, August 1, 2021, at 11:51 am.

Sleepy but in vain I tried to fall asleep, so?

It came to me to get up to secure my foot setup.

It is done.

It is now Sunday, August 1, 2021, at 1:07 pm.

Master? The meaning of Zero is not recorded in either of the sources offline.

I have searched to no avail.

Meanwhile, I keep getting sleepy but when I get up I wake up.

This day is absolutely different than any other day.

Your promised health is beginning to materialze.

All of a sudden I have done things today that I was unable to do before because of my health.

But then? My mind is set on Your wisdom.

I am beginning to grasp so much I could not grasp before.

It is now Sunday, August 1, 2021, at 2:00 pm.

There it is the zero again.

First the number two:

Quote:

It is the first number by which we can divide another, and therefore in all its uses we may trace this fundamental idea of division or difference.

Then the Zero:

It is both closed and wide open. It means comprehensiveness, openness, wholeness, and infinity. It’s an all-inclusive number. End of quote.

Ahmad just called. Long good chat.

It is now Sunday, August 1, 2021, at 2:31 pm.

Well? I started to record a long quote on number two but You led me to do otherwise. Why?

You are leading me to stop the long quotes.

Instead to insert links when necessary.

Right now it is coming to me pick up the meaning of 5 and 25 from 5:25 am to pickup the thread for this post.

Quote:

The Number Five – Grace and Preparation

The number five is generally agreed to be one of a handful of numbers similar to the church at Philadelphia.

No bad things to say about it.

This number associates the idea of God’s grace and life to it.

TWENTY-FIVE

It being the square of five (52 or 5×5), expresses the essence of the signification of five, i.e. grace, whether used alone or occurring as a factor in larger numbers.

Ah! The 5 Grace Preparation 5×5 Or Twenty Five …?

In other words? Your grace to prepare for the near future is increasing 5×5 in the New Cycle Beginning for me on this 8^th month of 2021.

Quote from Brad’s Gematria:

The Number Eight – Newness and Cycles

The number eight presents a picture of newness and a fresh beginning.

…. The number ‘8’ speaks clearly of the beginning of another cycle, which is the pattern of scripture.  End of quote.

Phew! Your Enlightenment! No Wonder …?

Why all of a sudden? Healthy! It is now Sunday, August 1, 2021, at 4:44 pm. O me! Now You give me three fours.

• Will do when wake up.
• To sleep this time for sure
• Awake! Time to shape up!
• It is now Sunday, August 1, 2021, at 8:51 pm.

About The Number Four …?

Three times like on the count of 3! Are you ready? One two, three, Go!”. Wow! Am I ready?

Am I Ready To Receive Your Blessings …?

Four is seen in the material creation and the expression of Your purpose in the world or on the earth as per Brad’s Gematria.

• Now? You set my eyes on 8:51 pm as I began to record this entry.
• The meaning of 51?

Quote:

FIFTY-ONE

This is the number of Divine revelation, for there are 24 books in the Old Testament, and 27 books in the New Testament, making 51 in all.

All In All? You Are Revealing A Summary Of Your Written Words …?

Ha! That’s Your purpose as You continue the Saga of my Life from a new perspective.

• Again, From Genesis to Revelations each and all Your words You have been methodically applying and searing within my being.
• Nothing stored in my carnal mind is to remain.
• Newness and Cycles You are to maintain.
• It is now Sunday, August 1, 2021, at 10:00 pm.

What? Look! A Ten Followed By Double Zeroes.

Unbelievable! What is to happen is really, really happening now! The importance to emphazise the matter from now on more than ever before.

• Well? This is big! Bigger than what my mind can grasp right now.
• I wait on You this time with bated breath for what is coming next!

In the meantime? As per Your lead, instead of quotes repeat You are leading me to insert the links to find those quotes.

NUMBERS MEANING OF The Design of Scripture.pdf

number_in_scripture_bullinger (1).pdf

• Fantastic! That saves a lot of pages to read in the post.
• It is now Monday, August 2, 2021, at 12:00 am.
• No one came to visit me as I had hoped for.
• But I had a good chat on the phone with Ahmad.
• A drastic change.
• No prevalent colors in sight.
• No doves flying over me.
• No messenger Dove.
• BUT!
• MY HEALTH?
• Baffled!

Is Like All Of A Sudden I Found Myself Working Without Pain …

By faith shall the just live. Blessed are those who believe in Me even when they don’t see Me. That’s what came to me.

• Guess I head for bed.
• I’ll wait to see where shall be Your led.
• It is now Monday, August 2, 2021, at 12:25 am.
• I am looking forward to Your Governing Order And Rulership. A Perfect Governmental Foundation.
• It is now Monday, August 2, 2021, at 3:17 am.

All Numbers Indicate The Surety Of The Matter …?

You are letting me see the three, Are you ready? One two, three, Go!”. Wow! The Number Seventeen which represents victory and resurrection.

• Your victory over my wicked nature for sure.
• Am I ready?
• Certainly!
• Your Angel has descended upon me.
• The coal has touched my lips.
• Here I am.
• Send me.
• It is now Monday, August 2, 2021, at 4:40 am.

Master! You Are The Sovereign Authority Over Your Creation Including Me …?

A four. Four is seen in the material creation and the expression of Your purpose in the world or on the earth. Then?

• The glorious 40 for comfort.
• Under Your loving Authority!

What A Mighty Mysteriously Beyond Human’s Reach You Are…?

Indeed! It all a biggie! Far beyond my human mind. On waking up You led me to the book of Your prophet Isaiah.

• Began my reading on Isaiah 8:1-22.
• Trembling I continued to Isaiah 11:1-16.
• The next Isaiah 12:1-6?
• Wow! My trembling into fearful awe!
• The fear and worship of the Master.

Quote:

Psalms 111:10

The reverent fear and worship of the Master is the beginning of Wisdom and skill [the preceding and the first essential, the prerequisite and the alphabet]; a good understanding, wisdom, and meaning have all those who do [the will of the Master]. Their praise of Him endures forever. [Job_28:28; Pro_1:7; Mat_22:37-38; Rev_14:7]. End of quote.

• In awe I worship You!
• It is now Monday, August 2, 2021, at 5:23 am.
• It is now Monday, August 2, 2021, at 1:02 pm.

My Heart Constricts …?

No colorful sights. No Messenger Dove. Dingy rags the wind is blowing in my sight. The visit? What a disappointment!

Only talk?

The pending high heat burning already in these human’s minds.

My hearts constricts but worry? I desist.

In my mind? The flag is up. On the alert! Dangerous waters!

The canoes floating downstream enough in fear scream.

You show it in the dream.

No matter how it looks.

You have graciously on the outlook my eyes You set.

No way it all distract my faith in You I will let.

You are in control navigating the canoes.

It got nothing to do with my dues.

The pleasure of self-condemnation is no longer a pressure.

I am free. It’s my jubilee!

It is now Monday, August 2, 2021, at 5:22 pm.

Master? The Day Is Dragging On. Help! …?

Search me. I come boldly to Your throne of grace and favor. I come not to tell You but to ask to search for whatever is ailing me.

The lurking question with the Internet connection is disturbing.

Unless You intervene, there is no other way as far as I can see.

Anyhow? I am beginning to see the lack of Internet is not my problem.

The reason, the waiting, the uncertainty of solution?

That’s my problem.

Such uncertainty is nothing else but doubt, fear knocking at my door.

It truncates the task You have assigned unto me.

Help! Could it be the disappointment with Ahmad’s visit this morning?

Could it be I am trying to overcome instead of trusting You to do the work for me?

Only You can help me.

Perhaps that’s my problem. Perhaps I am peeved because I cannot help myself? I do not know but!

I do realize for sure that is not the end of the world!

Not yet anyhow.

Thank goodness!

Bed on Monday, August 2, 2021, at 7:17 pm.

It is now Monday, August 2, 2021, at 10:23 pm.

Thank You for honey and chocolates and sleep.

It is coming to me to shut down unplug computer.

Perhaps the Internet connects.

Did not work. Still no connection.

It is now Tuesday, August 3, 2021, at 12:54 am.

No NET. No phone.

How to get the WU track number?

I don’t know but You do.

In Your time at Your discretion, You always show me what to do.

You have led me to a previous record.

No doubt for a clue on what to do.

Written on last October 2020:

Indeed! You Have Lifted Me Up. You Have Made My Life Significant …

For sure, this is not a feeling or bragging of my own. But it is the truth. My life IS significantly making a global impact through the waves of the Internet as You have declared it to me. Quote:

“My beloved Thia, from now on you will be sitting still and yet your activity in the realm of My invisible Kingdom shall intensify tenfold.

As of this instant I am taking control of your imaginations.

Your steps shall be steady as you move in any direction.

And the song of praise and adoration to Me shall intensify to the point of the highest heaven. End of Your words for now.

It is now Tuesday, August 3, 2021, at 1:35 am.

Wow! This day is fast advancing.

It is 1:35 already.

A 1 for unity in You. A 35?

O well! No record of number 35.

What is the time now?

Tuesday, August 3, 2021, at 2:18 am.

Master? What Am I Doing? Help!

The truth of the matter is my frustration without the Internet. I wish I could sleep until You resolve the Internet problem.

• I fixed and drank a cup of chamomile tea hoping to get sleepy but is not happening.
• Master? I don’t know what I am doing.
• I am tired of this uncertainty.
• Why can I not just relax?
• Maybe I am disgusted with Ahmad’s concerns.
• Big concern about the heat wave coming, but!
• Concern about the ominous darkness already advancing over us?
• Nay! Either way?
• You know how confused we humans are.
• We are simply powerless to recognize the arrogance of our concerns.
• man! I cannot even figure out how to describe the ugliness of our human arrogance.
• It is like setting ourselves as authorities in-charged of resolving what only You can resolve.

Ha! That Is Exactly What Is Bothering Me!

And to think that of sinners I have been chief? Mercy! Let not such sin dwell near me!

• “My child, come down!
• I have blotted your sins as far is the East from the West.
• Your sins have been forgiven permanently for eternity.
• You know it.
• I have set you free from self-condemnation.
• Your disgust is from My Spirit within you.
• Fear not.
• This is not the time for tolerance.
• Not the time for apologies.
• Not the time to mince words.
• Speak clear and to the point.
• Soon you shall enjoy the benefits from your obedience.
• Go on My precious, precious thiaBasilia.
• You are as unique as I made you to be a new, sharp, threshing instrument which has teeth to chew them out. As per Isaiah 41.

For I the Master your Almighty hold your right hand; I am the Master, Who says to you, Fear not; I will help you!

Fear not, you worm Jacob, you men of Israel! I will help you, says the Master; your Redeemer is the Holy One of Israel.

Behold, I will make you to be a new, sharp, threshing instrument which has teeth; you shall thresh the mountains and beat them small, and shall make the hills like chaff. End of quote.

Isaiah 41 1 29.pdf

• My child, what I spoke to Israel or Jacob or any of My ancient workers then I am speaking to you now.
• Absolutely! My written words apply to each one of My children personally.
• No need to study and analyze the matter applying it to your own ideas and interpretations.
• It is now Tuesday, August 3, 2021, at 5:07 am.

Unexpected Vision …?

Ha! A 5 for grace and preparation. A zero. The Zero is both closed and wide open. It means comprehensiveness, openness, wholeness, and infinity. It’s an all-inclusive number. A 7 for Completeness and Rest.

What In Heavens Name Was That All About?

A vision. Right now, while recording the number 5, 0, and 7 I found myself in the bus with a group of people.

• Suddenly the bus stopped.
• A doctor came in.
• He called Roxana and another person and immediately got them out of the bus.
• I got out thinking to find out what was happening but! Roxana and the other person were whisked away in a car.
• I kept asking what was happening?
• Where have they have taken my Roxana?
• Why no one asked that doctor for an ID?
• I feared a crook had taken the girls.
• Finally, someone had the information of the hospital where I could find Roxana.
• I kept looking for a ride.
• But the people who were helping me kept disappearing.
• Then I found myself in the hospital not knowing who to ask for information.
• Finally, someone ask if I was looking for Roxana.
• She called her name, but I woke up before I saw my child.
• It is now Tuesday, August 3, 2021, at 5:48 am.

Master! I Am Frightened! What Was All That About? …

I have not heard from Roxana for quite a few days now. What am I to do? Help! O my Master! HELP!

• The tears began to flow.
• Your help? Amazing!
• Tears flowing I stood up.
• Through my tears and the window?
• The fuchsia and crimson colors in place of the dingy rags of yesterday!
• I dried my tears.
• My fright under control.
• Clicked the record for the fuchsia color.
• Clicked to print it.
• Walked to the roof garden.
• Now composed, I began to read.
• The last paragraph?

This Fuchsia Color is what it looks like inside the deep, deep inner workings of the organs of God’s Body and the passion that erupts from seeing His LIGHT and TRUTH shine through.

Mesmerized. Began To Reflect …?

The meaning of a bus, hospital, daughter came to mind. All recorded in 2008 before You sent me out of the USA.

• I began to realize the vision was not to frighten but to enlighten me.
• It is now Tuesday, August 3, 2021, at 10:06 am.
• How interesting.
• The 10? Perfect number.
• Could it be that the number ’10’ is when things get serious?
• When reality begins to sink in?
• When the number ten is reached it seems as if the realization that whatever is about to happen is now going to REALLY, REALLY happen.
• Then Zero is both closed and wide open. It means comprehensiveness, openness, wholeness, and infinity. It’s an all-inclusive number.
• Now The Number Six – Natural Man, Sin, and Slavery.
• Six is the number that clearly represents man, Satan, sin, and slavery. Satan’s number is intimately tied to man’s ways over God’s ways.

Wow! That Was And Continuous To Be Exactly What Was And Is Bothering Me! …

What to do? QUIT pampering man’s ways! So far? You put me through the purification process of returning good for evil.

• You empowered me to laydown my life for the sake of obedience to Your commandments.
• But it all was taken for pampering man’s ways.
• Therefore? Your command.
• QUIT pampering man’s ways!

O But Your Spirit Within Me …?

Only Your precious thiaBasilia like an innocent child has been mesmerized by the Powerful Being navigating her canoe.

• Her canoe? Flowing downstream. Danger ahead! On the alert!
• But thiaBasilia? Completely oblivious to the danger ahead.
• Her gaze on the Powerful Man, the Son of man, her Beloved Master navigating her canoe.
• Resting.
• The glorious 40 for comfort.
• Under His loving Authority!

Suddenly! Comfort Gone! Disappointment …?

Master? It is now Tuesday, August 3, 2021, at 12:38 pm. Call from Ahmad. Thank You. He did not finish with his plea to be heard.

• I have been listening to him.
• I have been giving him Your words to resolve his problem, but!
• Is like talking to the wind.
• He cuts the flow of Your words with the ring of his mobile.
• Emergency!
• Away he goes while Your words still in my mouth.
• Next? I don’t hear from him sometimes for weeks.
• When he reappears, he begins his same litany of words to justify his doings.
• No sign or acknowledgment of Your words I have been sharing with him for 12 long years.
• That leaves me emotionally drained!
• Lack. Misery. Repeat.
• But You know it my Master.
• You got all my bases covered.
• The saga of my life is really likened to a baseball game.
• You have hit the victory homerun.
• It is now Tuesday, August 3, 2021, at 1:18 pm.
• The 8^th month of this 2021 year.
• The year to live free from suffocating fears.
• A new cycle in progress.
• The game is now playing in the Major League of Your Highest Royalty.
• Along came A 5 for grace and preparation.
• A zero. The Zero is both closed and wide open. It means comprehensiveness, openness, wholeness, and infinity. It’s an all-inclusive number.
• A 7 for Completeness and Rest.

Suddenly! Unexpected Vision …?

It so frighten Your thiaBasilia. But not for long. You grasped my hand. I stood up. From fright to Your Light.

• Well? it is now Tuesday, August 3, 2021, at 2:00 pm.

This Is When Reality Begins To Sink In …?

When the number ten is reached it seems as if the realization that whatever is about to happen is now going to REALLY, REALLY happen.

• What is REALLY, REALLY happening now?
• Your LIGHT and TRUTH shine through.
• The reverse of man’s ways over Your ways.

Wow! The Spiritual Congregation Built By No Man’s Hands …?

Inside the deep, deep inner workings of the members of Yahushua’s Body is the passion that erupts from seeing Your LIGHT and TRUTH shine through.

• At the present time, that passion is likened to dingy rags of diverse emotional worship rampart in this so loved world of Yours.
• The members of Your body are now disjointed, separated like parts of a dead body for examination.
• Untold number of groups or manmade congregations all claiming to be Your Church.
• Even so? You are coming back, but!
• In Your words recorded not long ago. Quote:

“My return! For I will return soon and for that reason I am joining you all together; for you all are members of My body and I cannot return to a disjointed body of Mine! So, take it to heart for My body will be completely joined to Me –the Head of My body before I return!”

Over And Over This Amazing Fact Has Been Proclaimed …

It is now Tuesday, August 3, 2021, at 2:56 pm. Break to rest and reflect.

• Unbelievable! I rested for about an hour.
• I felt again so abandoned, but!
• Fully confident You are holding me up.
• I could not sleep so I got up.
• The date and time?
• Tuesday, August 3, 2021, at 3:45 pm.
• It came to me to continue looking for the hospital dream.
• I had been searching for hours to no avail.
• But this time? Success!

The Hospital Dream!

No wonder why I could not find it. It was hidden in the PageMaker files under the heading, PROPHETIC DREAM FULFILLED

• I had the dream on October 4, 1999 (4:13AM). Some 22 years ago.
• But why You led me to find that dream?

Amazing! The Unexpected Vision About Roxana Is The Now Reality Of My Life.

Roxana interpreted the dream in 1999. Talking about prophetic reality? Wow! Here is the link for all to appreciate Your work in our lives.

 

 

• It is now Tuesday, August 3, 2021, at 6:55 pm.
• On Q! The 6 for man’s ways. The 55?
• Biblically, the number 55 is a connotation of the double influence of the number 5.
• Number 5 symbolizes God’s goodness, grace, and kindness. 55, therefore, symbolizes the intensity of the Grace that God has for all His creation.
• This number also signifies grace upon grace as expounded in the book of John 1:16.

John 1:16

For out of His fullness (abundance) we have all received [all had a share and we were all supplied with] one grace after another and spiritual blessing upon spiritual blessing and even favor upon favor and gift [heaped] upon gift.

It is now Wednesday, August 4, 2021, at 1:54 am.

Internet up! Just at Your time and discretion.

Master? What Can I Say? Amazingly Mysterious You Are …?

Who can figure You out? Yet? You are now revealing Your Mighty Being of love and justice to Your so loved world.

• Heading for bed. Thank You for sleep.
• It is now Wednesday, August 4, 2021 at 4:44 am.

Wow! Master! Where Are You Heading With All Of This …?

You began this matter with the unexpected vision. The fuchsia color. Now You are ending it with 3 fours on the hour minutes of this entry.

Meaning of 44:

• The number 44 is rooted in the number 4, which is the number of the creation, particularly the earth.
• But the four is doubled, almost as if to illustrate to us the contention between two people who each have the desire to be chosen to rule or inherit the earth.
• Yet 44 is also a double 22.
• The number 22 is the number of the Sons of Light. So the true chosen ones (44) are closely linked to the Sons of Light (22).

Romans 8:23 comes to mind again:

And not only the creation, but we ourselves too, who have and enjoy the first fruits of the [Holy] Spirit [a foretaste of the blissful things to come] groan inwardly as we wait for the redemption of our bodies [from sensuality and the grave, which will reveal] our adoption (our manifestation as God’s sons).

There You Have It! That’s Where You Are Leading Me …?

And on that note You are leading me to post now that You have restored the Internet to me.

• What an awesome loving Yah You are!

To really benefit from this essay? I encourage ye all to check the latest post on the site:

https://www.thia-basilia.com/

Until next post Your love in my heart remains for all.