The Great Fallen Away Disguised As The Universe …?

Freely Flowing With Your Spirit Within My Being …?

Master! What’s the best yet to come? Ha! Unbelievable but for sure! Soon to come? The former rain and the latter rain, as before. Quote: Joel 2:23: And you children of Tsiyon, be glad and rejoice in Almighty Yahuwah your Mighty One, for He shall give you the Teacher of Righteousness, and cause the rain to come down for you, the former rain and the latter rain, as before. End of quote. The most important thing You revealed to me to pass on to others is the fact that we must humble ourselves or recognize our guilt in Your sight not in the sight of the world. That is the only way to enable You to empower us to repent. For unless You do the work of repentance in our hearts and in Your sight emotional carnal repentance is worse than no repentance at all. For emotional carnal repentance only produce self-sufficiency or self-righteousness, a stench unto Your nostrils. You are revealing Yourself to each child of Yours to let them know You cannot bless us as long as we insist to live as per our will. You have revealed to me the fact that You cannot go against my will under any circumstance. Such revelation is what empowered me to voluntary humble myself in Your sight as per James 4 1 17 and Joel 2:12-32. You have led me to quote those Scriptures many of times in previous posts. So now You are leading me to urge Your people to read those words in their own Bibles or to avail themselves of a Bible should they do not possess one. Also I am to urge all to read those words without any bias from past conception of such words. Those words are spiritual words that cannot be interpreted by the human mind, but Your Spirit is now opening minds and hearts for a fresh start. The best is yet to come. May it so be done.

How Can That Be? …

Only propelled by Your Spirit within me. Whatever I do on my own inclination without You? Worthless, but!

  • That is something that only You can empower us to grasp.
  • It is now Friday, July 23, 2021, at 2:19 pm.
  • Moment by moment You are drilling these facts into my mind and soul to the point of no return.
  • The pull from this world under the power and control of the powers to be to make us bow down to pain and sorrow is astounding!
  • Right now, I am facing the mountain of my physical condition.
  • The world’s threat?
  • I must seek healing through surgery otherwise I could die.
  • Me? Master! You are my Healer. You promised me my health shall continue to improve from now on.
  • So? Let the threats blow away.
  • From Your Authority I will not sway!
  • For the power of Your passionate love for Your people supersedes tenfold the powers and principalities in high places.
  • Thus? You intent to use the sites You had me to create to proclaim those facts all over Your so loved world.
  • So? At 2:36 pm You are leading me now to continue working on the PDF matter.

I Worked On The PDF Matter But Sleep Came My Way …

Slept on and off from Friday, July 23, 2021 at 11:11 pm to Saturday, July 24, 2021 at 4:07 am. Five hours of sleep to no avail.

My Beloved Master! Help! …?

Your promised super abundance both material and spiritual continues to surface in my dreams but!

  • There is still no evidence of it.
  • Rather the evidence is still of lack and pain.
  • No matter. I absolutely refuse to doubt You.
  • Not even question You.
  • You have blessed me with Your power to believe You and in You.
  • Even so? I need Your help with my body.
  • I don’t know what to eat or drink or do to relieve this miserable condition of my body.
  • You gave me to notice the hour and minutes of the moment I went to sleep last night.

What Does It Mean To See A Double 11? …

Should I read double judgement or four 1 for Your promised unity with Your creation?

Ha! A Roach Dream …?

Are You telling me I am attempting to kill instead of build? What is going on with this emotional machine of mine, my Master?

  • You know my negative reaction yesterday at the sight of Yazeed.
  • In my sight? The whole picture of deceit came embodied in Yazeed’s smiling nicely dressed announcing his brother’s start in high school.
  • I had been laying on my bed coming to terms with the fact that You have blotted out all my transgressions.
  • Coming to terms with the reality of Your Being within and without all around me.
  • Coming to terms with the fact that You know now I am irrevocable Yours.
  • Coming to terms with the fact that You are irrevocable mine.
  • I was enjoying the moment in Your Presence.
  • Suddenly! The unwelcome sight of Yazeed.
  • Why unwelcome this time?
  • I have come to terms that Yazeed only comes to visit when he needs to print or use my computer.
  • I always welcome him.
  • I am glad to have a printer that he can use, but!
  • This time? His introduction just hit me in the gut!
  • He said, “I come to visit you.”
  • Well? I thought he was coming to visit and enjoy chatting with me, but!
  • With a big smile of pride and satisfaction he added, “Ephraim is now in High School!”
  • I have no words to explain all that went trough my mind concerning the obsession these people has with knowledge.

Master? Your Promised To Reveal Your Covenant To Me …

  • What is the deep, inner meaning of Your covenant, my Master? Perhaps You are bringing me back to Psalms 25?
  • Psalms 25 has been seared within me forever.
  • Saturday, July 24, 2021 at 9:14 am.
  • Master? Without realizing it I have been struggling to create the scene of Your Messenger Dove with no avail.
  • Perhaps I am just procrastinating, why?
  • Procrastinate? To postpone or delay needlessly.
  • Then again? I sense the need to wait, but!
  • I don’t know what am I waiting for?
  • But You do.
  • Am I wasting my time instead of redeeming it?
  • Or do I have a legit reason for the waiting?
  • It is now Saturday, July 24, 2021 at 9:36 am.
  • The weather is awfully nice.
  • I have turned off the AC.
  • The door is open.
  • The window is cracked.
  • I have taken many pictures trying to captivate a good one for the scene in my mind.
  • None serves my purpose.
  • I have eaten chips, drank coffee laced with ginger.
  • I have taken the 2 spoons of olive oil hoping for Your blessing to help to cleanse my body.
  • Now?  Clad with a light sweater I am wondering whether to take it off or leave it on until I become uncomfortable.
  • Hum! By now? I had put aside the matter of Psalms 25, but!
  • You are bringing me back to it.

What Is Your Will For Me To Do With The Past Record Of That Psalm? …

Finding that record has brought so much to my mind. Unresolved issues I had forgotten about it. I wonder.

  • Actually? I am wondering about the weather.
  • I am wondering why I did not get much of a response on the last post.
  • I am wondering what is the deal with the doves?
  • The doves are not flying as before.
  • I am wondering about the colors You set my eyes on.
  • Red and crimson and dark green and brown and now orange.
  • I am wondering whether to eat or drink or what?
  • I am wondering what is coming between Ahmad and me.
  • I am wondering what is the meaning of it all?
  • But the main thing I am wondering about?

What Is To Be Your Response To Help Me With All Those Wonderings …?

I wait. While I wait You led me to check the meaning of the color orange. Wow! What a finding! Actually? Your response.

  • I will quote this meaning along the other meanings included in Your response.

Wow! What A Response! …

It is now Saturday, July 24, 2021 at 10:55 am. Ahmad called as I was recording. My reaction to his call? Amazingly enthusiastic!

  • Unbelievable the way You are confirming Your words to me.
  • You have now set me up to quote the found record of Psalms 25.


Psalms 25 And Comments From My Soul ….?

Dear Janice,

You are simply beautiful. Your humility shines from your digital face like pure solid gold. Here are the words Father has quickened me to share with you.

Those words came from the depth of my soul when I was practicing and following the same books that you mention in your blog, but!

None of those books completely satisfied the thirsting and longing in my soul. Somehow? I kept searching for more. Psalms 25 became my bastion.

The Tragedy? The Results From Eating The Pages of Those Books….

Such tragedy is now coming to surface. Why not before? Timing. The Scriptures must happen as those been written.

The Great Falling Away has been prophesied from the beginning of time. If I would have been told directly how far from my Creator the elevating of my mind was to dethrone my Maker from my heart?

Perhaps I would have not fallen away, but then again? It did not matter. I was told, but! I chose to ignore the warning. I chose to follow my own inclinations.

Those books tickled my ears. Those books enticed me to satisfy the pleasures of my carnal mind. Those books? Dethroned my Father/Creator from my heart.

Psalms 25 And Comments From My Soul ….?

Journal—An Ongoing Dialog Between thiaBasilia And Master Yahuwah/Yahushua. …

Tuesday, April 17, 2018 at 3:18 am.

O my Father—my Master—the Beloved Redeemer of my being? You lead me all the way. I find myself nowadays in the most reflective way.

  • You have brought me into Your Presence. You have done the work. Everything that I am is sourced in You. No way to explain this matter. One just knows it, but!

  • You have chosen to place in some of us that certain desire to seek Your face. Thus, regardless our outward conditions some of us do so.

  • We echo King David’s words, AS THE hart pants and longs for the water brooks, so I pant and long for You, O my Master!

  • My inner self thirsts for the Almighty Creator of our beings, for the living Almighty—no other being or entity of any kind can satisfy that longing in our souls.

  • Furthermore? O my Father, You give us the power to seek Your face in the authority of Your written words. You inspire us to read certain words as if we have written those ourselves.

  • You inspired me to call on You with the same words written in Psalms 25. Psalms 25 became my most favorite Psalm for years and years.

How You Have Responded To My Cry With That Psalm!….?

I pause. I reflect. Since the last post? You have changed the course of my journey in Your Presence. How did You do it?

  • Well? O my Father, You know me like a book.
  • You know of my delight with every ‘like’ I get in whatever I post.
  • So? In my enthusiasm?
  • I write comments with my mind set on the notion that all written is bound to encourage people to come and reason with you, but the last comment?
  • To my shock, I was told to refrain from posting any comments in that prominent site, else my comments would be erased.
  • O but the hurt!
  • The stab of rejection?
  • A deadly wound, but!
  • The power of Your love and wisdom.
  • Instead of reacting in anger and self-pity?
  • I came to You. Next?
  • A surprise email from Your beloved child Janice.

Always a pleasure hearing from you Miss Thia. Please visit my blog (I no longer promote any blogs whether I agree or disagree with such. Why? For the same reason I longer comment or ask for comments or likes.) and tell me what you think about the blog. Do you think I should make some improvements?

How amazing are Your ways! I visited Janice’s blog and? To my amazement? In her menu: Advice me!

Advice me!

I am all about learning and growing. I have no issues whatsoever with advice or corrections. Please feel free to leave your thoughts here. Thanks! and welcome to my dreams.


  1. The arrogance of a super successful positive thinker and New Age adherent—the sting of her rejection still raw in my human nature.
  2. The humbleness of Your beautiful child opening her heart for advice and correction—a balm to heal the raw wound in my soul. Wow!

My reply:

Well? I love your about page, especially the fact that you talk to our Maker, that’s so necessary. I also loved your eagerness for advice. Only thing? I could not find where to post. 

Perhaps I need to talk to Father about what to suggest to you, or whatever He wants to tell you. So? I’ll keep in touch.

Perhaps this could be an opportunity to reach all hearts to come and reason with Him about all of our doings. 

In other words? It will be HIS words to you personally to answer you not any ideas from my head. Later! Keep in touch. 🙂

Psalms 25:1-22

UNTO YOU, Yahuwah/Yahushua Almighty, do I bring my life. O my Master—Yahuwah/Yahushua Almighty, I trust, lean on, rely on, and am confident in You. Let me not be put to shame or my hope in You be disappointed; let not my enemies triumph over me.

How amazingly You have answered my cry and have kept me from my enemies—depression and insanity—my greatest enemies!

Yes, let none who trust and wait hopefully and look for You be put to shame or be disappointed; let them be ashamed who forsake the right or deal treacherously without cause.

Yes, my Master here are included all Your faithful believers—my children and brothers and sisters.

Show me Your ways, O Yahuwah/Yahushua Almighty; teach me Your paths.

O how can I describe the exactitude of Your answer here? For You have shown and keep showing me Your ways at every turn I take in my daily existence!

Guide me in Your truth and faithfulness and teach me, for You are the Yahuwah/Yahushua Almighty of my salvation; for You—You only and altogether do I wait expectantly all the day long.

Remember, O Yahuwah/Yahushua Almighty, Your tender mercy and loving-kindness; for they have been ever from of old.

Remember not the sins (the lapses and frailties) of my youth or my transgressions; according to Your mercy and steadfast love remember me, for Your goodness’ sake, O Yahuwah/Yahushua Almighty.

You answer me in Your next verse: Yes, you do teach and instruct us sinners in Your way so we sin no more!

Good and upright is Yahuwah/Yahushua Almighty; therefore will He instruct sinners in His way.

Amazingly accurate!

He leads the humble in what is right, and the humble He teaches His way.

Whoever is humble enough to give up his understanding of life and everything under the sun!

All the paths of Yahuwah/Yahushua Almighty are mercy and steadfast love, even truth and faithfulness are they for those who keep His covenant and His testimonies.

Yes, and because of Your mercy and goodness You discipline us!

For Your name’s sake, O Yahuwah/Yahushua Almighty, pardon my iniquity and my guilt, for they are great.

Yes! It is a great sin to doubt Your goodness and integrity! To doubt Your Word of promise when we fulfill the part of the covenant to trust You, to love, to obey You!

Who is the man who reverently fears and worships Yahuwah/Yahushua Almighty? Him shall He teach in the way that he should choose.

Amazingly accurate!

He himself shall dwell at ease, and his offspring shall inherit the land.

The secret of the sweet, satisfying companionship of Yahuwah/Yahushua Almighty have they who fear (revere and worship) Him, and He will show them His covenant and reveal to them its deep, inner meaning.

Again, how amazingly accurate this verse is!

My eyes are ever toward Yahuwah/Yahushua Almighty, for He will pluck my feet out of the net. Master—my Beloved turn to me and be gracious to me, for I am lonely and afflicted.

The troubles of my heart are multiplied; bring me out of my distresses. Behold my affliction and my pain and forgive all my sins of thinking and doing.

Yes, Master, all my doubtful and panicky thoughts!

Consider my enemies, for they abound; they hate me with cruel hatred.

My enemies of depression and mental insanity!

O keep me, Yahuwah/Yahushua Almighty, and deliver me; let me not be ashamed or disappointed, for my trust and my refuge are in You.

Let integrity and uprightness preserve me, for I wait for and expect You.

Your integrity and uprightness, I want no self-achieved righteousness whatsoever!

Redeem Israel, O Yahuwah/Yahushua Almighty, out of all their troubles.

Yes, Israel—all Your people, Your lost sheep scattered all over the world!

Give esteem to Yahuwah/Yahushua Almighty forever and ever!

HalleluYah! HalleluYah! HalleluYah!

O my Master—my Beloved! Truly, my emotions are under Your control and my feelings for goodness as well as badness have intensified, and?

I have no more trouble when the weeping waves invade my being or the elation of wonderful feelings do likewise.

I can now sensibly accept such emotions and not act on them because You have also taken control of my thoughts and wild imaginations! HalleluYah!

Dearest Janice, may those words guide and lead you to the only ONE Who can satisfy the thirsting in your soul.

Much love, thia. End of quote.

  • It is now Saturday, July 24, 2021, at 1:51 pm.

Well? Master! As Of This Day I Did Not Have An Inkling On How You Were To Join Us All …?

No matter what came to mind from this world’s source You proved to me to be wrong.

  • So? I joined Success Inspirers’ World, but!
  • Unbeknown to me at the time I was still living by what I interpreted to be from You.
  • Well? I am still in the Board of Directors, but!
  • You have cut my association with the site, why?
  • It turn out the site is now a group of positive minds to make this world a better place to live.

What Is Wrong With That? …

A bunch! In the last four years or so You have revealed to me how this positive thinking amounts to the ways of the world not Your way.

  • You have proven to me how the New Age movement is against Yahushua’s words in the famous Sermon of the Mount.
  • Moreover, all the fanfare of the lime light worship or even what is known as corporate worship is nothing else but a noisy gong or a clanging cymbal in Your ears.
  • And the mixing in Your Word with the ways of the world to gain all the pleasure the human’s mind can conceive?
  • Mercy! Mercy! Mercy!
  • Indeed, this positive thinking has dethroned You from Your people’s heart.
  • The Universe sits in the throne of Your people’s heart.
  • Thus, giving way to the predicted great falling away of those who have professed to be Christians.
  • It took many years of Your discipline for me to grasp such a matter.
  • After all! I am a human being just like the rest who know best.
  • Even so? You are my Heavenly Father Master Redeemer of my soul.
  • Despite my rebellious ways
  • You injected in my mind to wait for the redemption of our bodies from sensuality and the grave, which will reveal our adoption our manifestation as God’s sons as in Romans 8:23, 24.

Therefore? I Wait And Have Been Waiting With Patience And Composure …?

Indeed! I wait with patience and composure because every single time I lose my patience You come to my aid to find it.

So What Has Been Happening Since 2018 When I Recorded That Email To Janice? …

Phew! That email to Janice You brought to my attention was only the beginning of Your hand to falling heavy upon me, but!

  • Thank goodness!
  • You have now lifted Your hand to embrace me.
  • You have lifted Your hand to pull me up to set my feet upon the Rock.

So? I Remain Back On Track With No Hung Up …?

Saturday, July 24, 2021 at 5:38 pm. Bed?

This 7th Day Of Rest Began And Ended …?

It is now Sunday, July 25, 2021, at 2:33 am. I have been up for hours still unraveling the mess of posts to no avail yet.

  • Heading for bed.
  • It is now Sunday, July 25, 2021 at 9:25 am.
  • Woke up around 5 am.
  • You led me to work on the grey cloud illustration since I woke up.
  • It is done for now.
  • On to record Your message for the moment.

The Window Of Time To Jolt Our Minds …?

It is now Sunday, July 25, 2021, at 10:00 am. The Window Of Time To Jolt Our Minds is Your message for the moment.

  • Your Dove Messenger appeared a little while ago.
  • Her motions to express Your love for me and for all?
  • Quite evident.
  • Next? The meaning of the grey cloud illustration.
  • Now? You directed my eyes to the hour minutes of this entry.
  • A ten? The number ’10’ is when things get serious?
  • When reality begins to sink in?
  • When the number ten is reached it seems as if the realization that whatever is about to happen is now going to REALLY, REALLY happen.

Next I Noticed The Double 00 …?

What Are You Quickening Me About The Double Zeroes, My Master? Zero is both closed and wide open.

  • It means comprehensiveness, openness, wholeness, and infinity.
  • It’s an all-inclusive number.
  • Are You compelling me now more than ever before to place the emphasis in proclaim repentance from placing man’s ways over Your ways.

Master? You Know The Problem When It Comes To Repent …?

The ways of mankind are a counterfeit of Your ways. That is the problem.

Why Should We Repent Of Living A Good Life? …

You know my Master that we are programmed to call good evil and evil good. How is that?

  • One example, You tell us to lean not in our understanding or in our minds, but!
  • The world’s system proclaims the mind over matter.

Alright! So You Are Giving Us A Grey Cloud Before The Great Black Cloud Covers The Skies …

O but Your unfathomable wisdom!  Master? I don’t know at what time You woke me up to continue working on the illustration.

  • I think it was around 4:30 am.
  • It is now Monday, July 26, 2021 at 7:21 am
  • I spent the day yesterday searching for the meaning of the grey cloud I saw the other day but I failed to take a picture of it.
  • So? The illustration is about the grey cloud.
  • But I could not find a suitable graphic for what I saw.
  • Then I got sleepy; headed for bed.

Another Vivid Dream …

I can still see that Hispanic baby on my lap smiling and chomping on whatever I was sharing with him.

  • Well? I headed to search for meanings.
  • The meaning of the grey cloud.
  • The meaning of the baby on my lap.
  • I was so intense that I hardly did anything else but search and work on the illustration.
  • I did not come back to record any of it until now.
  • Anyhow? It is all in Your plan for my doings.
  • I had no idea of what I was doing, but!
  • You have ingrained within me to flow with Your Spirit.
  • So? I went on and on yesterday literally flowing away!
  • but Your loving Presence.
  • It is now Monday, July 26, 2021 at 7:54 am.
  • You have now shown me how I am to connect it all.
  • Meantime? A cup of coffee is inviting.
  • Perhaps whatever to eat for breakfast.

Ha! You Show Me More To Perfect The Illustration …

It is now Monday, July 26, 2021 at 9:42 am. Perfect! Now for the caption for further impact. Show it to me.


Master! What’s the best yet to come? Ha! Unbelievable but for sure! Soon to come? The former rain and the latter rain, as before. Quote: Joel 2:23: And you children of Tsiyon, be glad and rejoice in Almighty Yahuwah your Mighty One, for He shall give you the Teacher of Righteousness, and cause the rain to come down for you, the former rain and the latter rain, as before. End of quote. The most important thing You revealed to me to pass on to others is the fact that we must humble ourselves or recognize our guilt in Your sight not in the sight of the world. That is the only way to enable You to empower us to repent. For unless You do the work of repentance in our hearts and in Your sight emotional carnal repentance is worse than no repentance at all. For emotional carnal repentance only produce self-sufficiency or self-righteousness, a stench unto Your nostrils. You are revealing Yourself to each child of Yours to let them know You cannot bless us as long as we insist to live as per our will. You have revealed to me the fact that You cannot go against my will under any circumstance. Such revelation is what empowered me to voluntary humble myself in Your sight as per James 4 1 17 and Joel 2:12-32. You have led me to quote those Scriptures many of times in previous posts. So now You are leading me to urge Your people to read those words in their own Bibles or to avail themselves of a Bible should they do not possess one. Also I am to urge all to read those Words Without Any Bias From Past Conception Of Such Words. Those Words Are Spiritual Words That Cannot Be Interpreted By The Human mind, but Your Spirit is now opening minds and hearts for a fresh start. The best is yet to come. May it so be done.

  • Done on Monday, July 26, 2021, at 12:33 pm.

O Thank You, Thank You My Master! …?

What am I so thankful about? Ha! It came to me to copy and paste this post to edit and format it in the site. O but what a blessing!

  • You are leading me in new ways to do the task You have assigned unto me.
  • No kidding! This way it shall become easy to unravel the mess with the unpublished posts.
  • What a relief!
  • In the meantime?

Important To Go On With The Meanings You Led Me To Find …?

The meaning of Orange. The meaning of Silver or Grey. The meaning of dream of baby on my lap. All three meanings? Confirmation! Reassurance! Power to endure!

  • As You have led me to record in this post?
  • I have come to the point of jumping ship again, why?
  • Lack. Doubt. Fear. Tears.
  • BUT!

The Immensity Of Your Passionate Love And Unfathomable Wisdom! …

This time for me? The best has already come in Your meanings. That is the reason why it is so important to quote these last three meanings.

  • No use for me to set my eyes on Pain. Lack. Doubt. Fear. Much less on Tears.
  • But I am a human being.
  • When Pain. Lack. Doubt. Fear?
  • Tears are inevitable.
  • Even so? Your response to pull me up?
  • Quite veritable.

Reflecting In Hindsight But In Your Presence …?

It is now Monday, July 26, 2021, at 3:26 pm. I have not heard a peep from anyone. Not even important emails notifications. Well?

Past times:

  • My mind would have been churning all kind of negative or positive possibilities.

Present times:

  • Observing and absorbing.

Meanings applied? Observing:

  • To be or become aware of, especially through careful and directed attention.
  • To watch attentively.:


  • To occupy the attention, interest, or time of; engross:.
  • To learn; acquire.
  • To endure; accommodate.

So? How Did I Get From The Past To The Present? …

Ha! I did not get! O my Master! You got me from my sordid past to the still waters of Your Presence within my being for no merit of my own.

Wow! So That Is How I Am Enjoying Such Peace Of Mind …?

In hindsight? I never realized the power of pain, lack, and sorrow in my life.

  • As much as I have clung to You most of my life, I remained at lost until now.
  • O but You know all about it!

The Power Of Pain, Lack, And Sorrow Is The Power Of Your Discipline. What A Revelation!

Stop all my wonderings!!! Confirmation! Reassurance! Power to endure is the message in the following quotes.

  • You have imprinted in my heart not to trust frail man as per Your written words.


Jeremiah 17:5

Thus says the Master: Cursed with great evil is the strong man who trusts in and relies on frail man, making weak human flesh his arm, and whose mind and heart turn aside from the Master. End of quote.

My Strong Man? Cursed …

Well? Reflecting in Your sight You have revealed my strong man to me. Strong with all the acquired human knowledge in my whole life.

  • Of course, my trust and reliance was in frail man.
  • That was the cause of the great evils of pain, lack, and sorrow.
  • But all of that is ending now for good.
  • At 5:06 pm Your Messenger paid me a visit.
  • I am beginning to realize that was the purpose for the visit.
  • The Number Five – Grace and Preparation.
  • The Number Six: Natural Man, Sin, and Slavery.
  • In other words? I have Your grace to quit trusting frail man.
  • Instead? You have invested me the power to set my trust and reliance of You and You alone.
  • It is now Monday, July 26, 2021, at 6:05 pm.
  • I sense You are leading me to take a break for now.
  • It is now Monday, July 26, 2021, at 10:30 pm.

I Am Relaxed And At Peace, But! Not Empty Minded …?

You know that my Master. I am considering how You would have me to word what I have been observing and absorbing.

Discerning Not Judging Comes To Mind ….

Thank You my Master! Reading the meanings from Your gifted servants I can see now how stealthy the human nature can usurp Your throne in our hearts.

  • When the writer writes something to express the way one can depend on the understanding of the written words, Your Spirit within my being warns me big time.
  • “I put on my armor and the enemy stays away from me.” A common admonishing to live by the Word in Ephesians 6.
  • Me? I put on my armor for years and years in the past. Did the enemy stay away from me? Sure!
  • He had me on his corner hook, line, and sinker.
  • After all? I thought I was safe in Ephesians 6.
  • But I was far from it.


Ephesians 6:10-20

(10)  In conclusion, be strong in the Lord [be empowered through your union with Him]; draw your strength from Him [that strength which His boundless might provides].

(11)  Put on God’s whole armor [the armor of a heavy-armed soldier which God supplies], that you may be able successfully to stand up against [all] the strategies and the deceits of the devil.

(12)  For we are not wrestling with flesh and blood [contending only with physical opponents], but against the despotisms, against the powers, against [the master spirits who are] the world rulers of this present darkness, against the spirit forces of wickedness in the heavenly (supernatural) sphere.

(13)  Therefore put on God’s complete armor, that you may be able to resist and stand your ground on the evil day [of danger], and, having done all [the crisis demands], to stand [firmly in your place].

(14)  Stand therefore [hold your ground], having tightened the belt of truth around your loins and having put on the breastplate of integrity and of moral rectitude and right standing with God,

(15)  And having shod your feet in preparation [to face the enemy with the N1firm-footed stability, the promptness, and the readiness N2produced by the good news] of the Gospel of peace. [Isa_52:7]

(16)  Lift up over all the [covering] shield of N1saving faith, upon which you can quench all the flaming missiles of the wicked [one].

(17)  And take the helmet of salvation and the sword that the Spirit N1wields, which is the Word of God.

(18)  Pray at all times (on every occasion, in every season) in the Spirit, with all [manner of] prayer and entreaty. To that end keep alert and watch with strong purpose and perseverance, interceding in behalf of all the saints (God’s consecrated people).

(19)  And [pray] also for me, that [freedom of] utterance may be given me, that I may open my mouth to proclaim boldly the mystery of the good news (the Gospel),

(20)  For which I am an ambassador in a coupling chain [in prison. Pray] that I may declare it boldly and courageously, as I ought to do.

Man! How Clear Those Instructions Are, But! …

O well! I had forgotten the Galatians and the Corinthians. Worse! I had forgotten 2 Peter 3:15-17.


And consider that the long-suffering of our Lord [His slowness in avenging wrongs and judging the world is salvation (that which is conducive to the soul’s safety), even as our beloved brother Paul also wrote to you according to the spiritual insight given him,

Speaking of this as he does in all of his letters. There are some things in those [epistles of Paul] that are difficult to understand, which the ignorant and unstable twist and misconstrue to their own utter destruction, just as [they distort and misinterpret] the rest of the Scriptures.

Let me warn you therefore, beloved, that knowing these things beforehand, you should be on your guard, lest you be carried away by the error of lawless and wicked [persons and] fall from your own [present] firm condition [your own steadfastness of mind]. End of quote.

Master? I Am Beginning To Understand Where You Are Leading Me To …?

  • All the quotes are to enlighten me the difference about my past and present performing of Your Word.
  • Tuesday, July 27, 2021 at 12:10 am.
  • Ha! Two perfect numbers and I am heading for bed!
  • You have woken me up around 3 am.
  • It is now Tuesday, July 27, 2021, at 3:45 am.

Let Me Understand Your Message In Those Numbers …?

You know how I am feeling. You have turned my eyes in Your direction instead of my feelings.

  • So? You shall show me what I am to do next despite the way I am feeling.
  • Thank You.
  • It came to mind to eat the shawarma Ibrahem brought me last night.
  • You quickened me to squeeze the lemon that came with the shawarma in a cup of water and sweetened it with a little honey.
  • It also came to me to quit the blame game.
  • You will continue to supply me not Ahmad.
  • You are working on regulating the sugar in my body.
  • You are teaching what and when to eat or drink anything that You supply for me.
  • You are teaching me to dismiss all thoughts about helping myself on my former and present knowledge of nutrition.
  • You are teaching me to discern instead of judging.
  • That goes for myself as well as others.
  • No need for self-condemnation.
  • No need for thoughts of
  • You are in control of it all.
  • No need for my withal.
  • Without You I can do nothing to please You at all.
  • You are teaching me to overcome to withstand to remain in the stand of Your choosing for me.
  • You are teaching me to discern who is serving You or not.
  • You are teaching who is serving self or You.
  • That includes me in that who.
  • Well? All of that was in Your message at 5:06 pm.
  • WOW!

About The Meaning Of The Numbers You Quicken To Me …?

O well! sleepy again. Tuesday, July 27, 2021 at 5:51 am. On to bed. Back to see what for me You got.

  • It is now Tuesday, July 27, 2021, at 8:08 am. Ah! A fresh beginning You would have me to emphasize the grand event to a fresh start.

Show Me Now My Master How You Will Me To Fresh Start? …

Ha! I must set the date today in order for my answer. In conclusion it all shall end this world confusion beginning in my mind.

  • Tuesday, the 3rd day of the week.
  • July, the 7th month of the year.
  • The 27, day of the 7th month of the year 2021.
  • At 8:08 am?
  • Go back to Tuesday, July 27, 2021.
  • At 12:10 am, two perfect numbers are now to establish Your perfection.
  • A 12 For Your perfect government. Governing Order and Rulership is to be set not only within but for all practical purposes of my daily affairs as well as the daily affairs of Your so loved world.
  • A 10  for Law, Testing, and Representation.
  • On this respect I recorded before many of times.
  • Why repeat?
  • Repetition is Your way to instill Your way within our beings, so? I will repeat the question as before.

What Gives, My Master? What Gives? …

The vision. Blackness. A terrifying blackness is about to set in. When I think about it my belly trembles; my lips quiver asking for mercy.

  • Rottenness enters my bones.
  • I tremble within me.
  • Why?
  • The flesh profits nothing.
  • As it is written.


It is the Spirit Who gives life [He is the Life-giver]; the flesh conveys no benefit whatever [there is no profit in it]. The words (truths) that I have been speaking to you are spirit and life. John 6:63. End of quote.

Wow! Right On Time You Popped The Perfect Number Ten Again …?

What is the next number to look up my Master? Tuesday, July 27, 2021, at 3:45 am.

  • At 3:45 am.
  • A 3 for Completion and Manifestation.
  • A 45 for solidarity which is expressed in the life of all the beings.
  • A compass opens at forty five degrees indicates that the matter is not completely dominated: there is not perfect balance between the forces of the spirit and the matter.
  • In the book of Daniel of the Old Testament, the prophet Daniel speaks about a period of painful wait of 45 days declaring blissful who will pass it and reaches the end of this period. In the chapter 12 verse 11, he speaks that 1290 days will be passed between the establishment of the idolatrous cult by the Antichrist until the end the world. Then, following this chronological indication of the verse 11, he adds this other to the verse 12: “Blissed is he who perseveres and attains 1335 days”: 1335-1290=45 days.
  • The Basic or Core Essence of 45
  • The deep down basic essence of the numerology number 45 is humanitarianism, a results-focused and real concern for the welfare of humanity.
  • To better understand the essence of 45, let’s have a look at its composition and the number it is reduced to. The number 45 is composed of the digit 4 and the digit 5 and is reduced to the single digit 9: 4+5 = 9.
  • The essence of the numerology number 45 contains the essence of the individual digits 4 and 5 plus a corresponding measure of the essence of the numerology number 9. Thus, the essence of the numerology number 45 is the essence of the number 9. See these articles for descriptions of the individual numbers:
  • Number 4 Meaning the material creation and the expression of God’s purpose in the world or on the earth.
  • Number 5 Meaning Grace and preparation. The 5th day of restoration of the creation is the first appearance of life.
  • Number 9 Meaning Fruitfulness and Giving. The number nine paints a picture of bearing fruit and giving. End of meanings.

That Completes Your Response …

To let Me Understand Your Message In The Numbers You set my eyes on today. In a nutshell?

  • It all boils down to Your perfection descending upon us against all odds.
  • BEHOLD! The Plan Of Restoration To The Original Intent For Our Creation!? To be loved to love in return. Loved to love.
  • Nothing and no one no human or devil can ever thwart such plan. It stands forever in the land.
  • Behold! The Immensity Of Your Passionate Love for Your creation!

Discerning Not Judging Other People’s Writings Or Doings? …

You have led me to quote verbatim instead of discarding or editing whatever I discern is misleading others to imitate whatever from the author instead of self examination.

  • But You are leading to post verbatim.
  • You shall do the rest from now on more than before.

Quote from the Collection of Prophetic Meanings of Colors by Carol Nemitz.

ORANGE: The POWER of listening to and hearing, seeing, and doing the Mind of Christ.

This is a combination of Red Mercy and Yellow Grace.

The RED Fire of Mercy comes and sets the Holy Oil of YELLOW Grace on Fire.

This Grace on Fire Lights up our Faith SHIELD around us.

This Shield is Jesus’ Mind Lighting our way.

This color ORANGE is formed by the Light of the Menorah in the Temple shining on the Table of the Bread of Father’s Will in the GOLD ROOM.

The Bread on the GOLD TABLE is Father’s Will.

This Bread cannot be seen without the ORANGE GLOW of “listening” being lit in out minds.

When the Lampstand of our mind is lit with the LIGHT of Christ’s thoughts, we can see Father’s Will.

When we “see” with our hearts what Father God is doing, then we are EMPOWERED to do it as well.

Orange is the color of EMPOWERMENT.

If our High Priest has not been given access to our mind, then our lampstand is not in order.

Our oil must be refilled fresh morning and night.

Our wicks must be trimmed.

The Fire from the Altar of Sacrifice (Jesus’ Blood on Fire) must be brought by our High Priest to light the seven lamps on our lampstand.

ORANGE is the color of YELLOW oil on FIRE with the MIND OF CHRIST.

ORANGE is the color of POWER.

  • ORANGE is the color of MIRACLES.
  • This orange power is the opposite of the occult.
  • This color speaks loudly in testimony of God’s handiwork.
  • Miracles and healings are broadcast with this color in the Spirit realm.
  • The voice of the saints speaking God’s miracles lights up the souls of all who hear and believe with ORANGE LIGHT.
  • Orange is light reflecting off of the GOLDEN walls and furniture in the Temple of our hearts.
  • When WISDOM comes into our heart and mind ORANGE LIGHT is happening.
  • When UNDERSTANDING is imparted to us ORANGE LIGHT is happening.
  • When COUNSEL from heaven lights up like a light bulb in our brain, ORANGE happens.
  • When the angels bring MIGHT and ABILITY from heaven, ORANGE is happening.
  • When someone FEARS or REVERENCES the Lord, ORANGE is shining.
  • When someone comes to obtain revelation KNOWLEDGE of the LORD, ORANGE is bright and clear.
  • Times like this are when the Mind of Christ is shining into our souls.

SILVER or GREY: Redemption of the TIME:

  • Grey includes the attributes of Black and White. Often there are hints of other colors as well. Silver however takes on the mirror properties of reflection when it is pure and polished.
  • Silver reflects the colors around it.
  • Christ is redeeming our mirror: our IMAGE.
  • In my experience with the Lord, my armor in the spirit is silver, like a mirror so that my enemy only sees himself or the reflection of Christ.
  • I am in stealth mode when I have put on all my armor.
  • All my enemy sees is the mirror Image of JESUS reflected in my armor if that enemy gets anywhere near me.
  • Silver speaks of the coins used to pay for Christ’s Life.
  • Jesus paid the price for our redemption.
  • He is our Kinsman Redeemer: like Boaz to Ruth.
  • To the carnal mind God was barely worth 30 pieces of silver.
  • The carnal mind says it is either me or God.
  • One of us has to die and it is not going to be me.
  • So God died for us.
  • So we could die to the carnal mind.
  • Every wound of Christ is a portal for us to learn to know God from His suffering.
  • Every wound is an invitation to bleed out who we are in the world, the flesh, and in the devil.
  • Every wound is a portal to invite us to open our body part to die away so His can come alive in us.
  • For example: by Jesus’ example we can yield our hand to die to our own selfish way of working and take on the resurrection life of His Hands working through us.
  • This is true for each body part where Jesus bled.
  • As we allow our carnal flesh to “bleed out” the sin and poison of this world by inviting His BLOOD TO FLOW THROUGH US INSTEAD, He is free to redeem our life’s flow.
  • In our MIND, in our BACK or way of carrying burdens, in our SIDE all the way through our belly of desire to our HEART, in our HANDS, in our FEET or way of walking: in all these ways we can loose our old fleshly way of doing and being and take on His FLOW OF LOVE INSTEAD.
  • Like a tree planted by rivers of LIVING WATER we can pull and draw from His LIFE INSTEAD. as we pull from the HEART OF GOD, our members come alive with the RESURRECTION LIFE OF CHRIST living in us instead of our old life.
  • The flow eventually becomes LIQUID SILVER and coats us from head to toe in order to form a fine set of armor all over us.
  • Silver when purified is heated until liquid metal and the dross comes to the top.
  • The dross includes all the impurities that were in the metal.
  • As it is heated and melted to liquid form the dross is skimmed off the top over and over until there is no more dross.
  • In the temple in the wilderness, Moses was instructed to make the pillars around the temple to have caps of silver on the top and of brass on the base of each pillar. End of quote.

Now For The Dream About The Baby On My Lap …


  • In general, when the dream may be a happy one and also the dreamer is happy because they’re holding a baby, the dream could be a very fortunate sign.
  • This could often be an indication of fortunate gains the dreamer could experience within the near future.
  • If you had this dream, it could mean that you simply will soon acquire something you’ve got longed for, for a protracted time, especially if during the dream you were happy and satisfied.
  • A dream of holding a baby is usually an indication of wealth and abundance present in your life or coming to your life soon.
  • For people that expect a solution to their romantic proposal, the dream about holding a baby may be a good sign and indicates that the person will comply with meet them.
  • In some cases, a dream about holding a baby might be an indication of a recent beginning in some areas of their lives, especially love or calling.
  • Sometimes it indicates finding an answer to a long-term problem.
  • Dream about baby on lap signals competition and triumph.
  • Although some feelings may appear minor, it is worthwhile to address them before it erupts unexpectedly.
  • You are seeking support and direction in your life.
  • The dream signifies a new sense of freedom where you had previously felt restricted and limited.
  • Someone else’s goal and life path are affecting your own personal goals and path. End of quotes.

Master! My Beloved Master! Thank You …?

Thank You for establishing my steps. Thank You for Your peace that fills my heart. But most of all?

  • Thank You for You lifted Yourself up to be gracious to Me with Your victory over my carnal nature, with Your favor, Your love, Your peace, Your joy, and Your matchless, unbroken companionship.
  • The conclusion of the quotes leaves me full with Your peace that surpasses all human understanding.
  • This peace is now seared in my heart forever by the finger of Your Mighty Spirit not by my own efforts.
  • Moreover? The world did not give it to me.
  • And the world cannot take it away.

I Am So Ever Blessed! That’s My Clue From You To Close This Post …

  • May it all accomplish Your will to be done on earth as it is in heaven.

Until next post Your love in my heart remains for all.



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