Yes! I Am Disgusted Full To The Brim …

My Creator? It All Is Landing Fair And Square On Him! …

Why Not? He Alone Has The Handle In All Our Whims …

What To Expect From Now On? …

It is already stated in Your written words what my expectation is to be


1 Corinthians 2:7-10 .

  • But rather what we (the messengers) are setting forth is a wisdom of Almighty Yahuwah once hidden [from the human understanding] and now revealed to us by Almighty Yahuwah—that wisdom which Almighty Yahuwah devised and decreed before the ages for our glorification [to lift us into the glory of His presence].

  • None of the rulers of this age or world perceived and recognized and understood this, for if they had, they would never have crucified the Master of glory, Yahushua the Messiah.

  • But, on the contrary, as the Scripture says, What eye has not seen and ear has not heard and has not entered into the heart of man, all that Almighty Yahuwah has prepared (made and keeps ready) for those who love Him, who hold Him in affectionate reverence, promptly obeying Him and gratefully recognizing the benefits He has bestowed. [Also written in Isa_64:4; Isa_65:17]

  • Yet to us His messengers Almighty Yahuwah has unveiled and revealed them by and through His Spirit, for the [Holy] Spirit searches diligently, exploring and examining everything, even sounding the profound and bottomless things of Almighty Yahuwah—the divine counsels and things hidden and beyond man’s scrutiny. End of quote.

Well? To Us His Messengers?  …

Almighty Yahuwah has unveiled and revealed them by and through His Spirit.

  • Break at 11:41 am. I am thirsty. It is now Sunday, July 18, 2021 at 12:56 pm.
  • By His Spirit?
  • Why? Is the question.

The answer?

As Above Written Only Your Spirit Is Able To ….

Search diligently, exploring and examining everything, even sounding the profound and bottomless things of Almighty Yahuwah—the divine counsels and things hidden and beyond man’s scrutiny.

  • Therefore? I can only deliver this message by Your Spirit.
  • No room for puffiness.

The Maximum Of My Highest Expectations …

You have set my feet upon the Rock of Yahushua Messiah. Steady. Ready. Here I am, send me.

  • On to bed, on Monday, July 19, 2021 at 12:00 am
  • Up around 4:30 am.
  • Wow! Four hours of sound sleep!
  • It came to me to head to the inbox.
  • Ha! A reply with a simple question:
  • ‘What is the drastic turn?’
  • It is now Monday, July 19, 2021 at 6:10 am.
  • Ha! It took almost two hours to reply, but!
  • The reply?
  • It all goes to the summary of the why?
  • Why are things the way they are?
  • How am I to start on this day to play my part.
  • My feet upon the Rock each day for me fresh to start.
  • ‘What is the drastic turn?’

My reply

Well? from a cringing fearful creature to a wise loving genuine human being.

Before? Crying and boohooving and running to doctors or whomever for help.

Now? From whence comes my help?

My help comes from my Creator. He created me. He is the only ONE able and willing to restore my mind, soul, and body to the original intent for which He created me.

It took some 36 years (half of my life) for me to grasp such a matter. And so it is for each human being.

So? What is the big deal? He is now revealing Himself to each individual one by one.

Therefore? it is useless for me to tell you what to do or not to do depending on my own thinking.

Daily and in every circumstance I now ask, What is Your will for me to do with this situation? Immediately, His response came to me.

His response? Appropriate for the circumstance of the moment.

The main source of His response?

The Bible. Not the way I learned it. Actually all I learned since I began to read the Bible is opposite to His meaning.

But He is not calling me to teach others what He is revealing to me.

Rather? His command is for me to share my witness of His Presence and His doings in my life.

So? That is what I am doing on the site. The truth?

Countless souls have been reached by way of my witness in the site, but! That is for me not to know.

So? Now? I write and publish and I let the Creator do the rest just like He has compelled me to do.

I am no longer open to comments or debates of any kind.

My opinion? Really? It only adds to the colossal confusion now going on, but!

The best is yet to come without my OPINION! lol And?

I am the happiest because of it.

He took THE WORLD OFF MY SHOULDERS!  What a marvel!

Psalms 40 is a reality in my life. Need to tweak the graphic but this might give you a picture to answer your question.

(Graphic included). End of my reply.

What’s Next My Master? …

I sense You have something so especial for us all before You lead me to close this post.

  • Right now? Break again. It is now Monday, July 19, 2021 at 6:31 am. Heading for the roof cup of coffee on hand.

I Am Not Hopeless. I Owe Nothing To My Flesh …?

It is now Monday, July 19, 2021 at 9:13 am. My flesh profits nothing from what You give to me in the spirit.

  • But hope that is seen is no longer hope.
  • So? I wait with the patience, the endurance You have empowered me to do.
  • I wait for the revelation as Your children.
  • For we are Your chosen children, but!
  • We have taken our spiritual inheritance to squander it away from Your home or Your loving care and protection.
  • We have mounted our own steads to bid our will with much zeal.
  • We are now wondering on the four corners of the earth lost without our identity with You.
  • Powerless. Hedge in with poverty and lack both spiritual and physical.
  • Your hand is heavy upon us.
  • Why, my Master? Whatever for?
  • First? Our guilt.
  • Then? Your demand to account.
  • Next? Your conviction.
  • Then? The verdict.
  • Next? GUILTY! Your justice declares.
  • Then? The death sentences.
  • The death chair for me prepared.
  • MERCY! My face to the ground in shame in sorrow.
  • MERCY! My shrilling cry in Your ears resound.
  • Down You descend to sit in the chair reserved for me.
  • Behold! The immensity of Your passionate love for me for thee whoever you are in His heart from the start.

That’s Where I Am At …?

Your message today and every day is clear. Your hand has been heavy upon us. You have given us double the punishment, but!

  • Double is Your reward.

Who Is ‘Us’? Who Are Your People? …

The matter is now public knowledge. We are Your lost people. The lost sheep of Israel Yahushua came to redeem as per Matthew 15:24.


He answered, I was sent only to the lost sheep of the house of Israel.

  • That being acknowledge we come to Isaiah 40:1-5.


  • COMFORT, COMFORT My people, says your Almighty.

  • Speak tenderly to the heart of Jerusalem, and cry to her that her time of service and her warfare are ended, that [her punishment is accepted and] her iniquity is pardoned, that she has received [punishment] from the Master’s hand double for all her sins.

  • A voice of one who cries: Prepare in the wilderness the way of the Lord [clear away the obstacles]; make straight and smooth in the desert a highway for our Creator! [Mar_1:3]

  • (4)  Every valley shall be lifted and filled up, and every mountain and hill shall be made low; and the crooked and uneven shall be made straight and level, and the rough places a plain.

  • And the glory (majesty and splendor) of the Lord shall be revealed, and all flesh shall see it together; for the mouth of the Master has spoken it. [Luk_3:5-6]. End of quote.

Well? Master? You Have Enliven Those Words Within My Being …

You must increase. I must decrease for Your message to get a hold of Your people.

  • It is now Monday, July 19, 2021 at 10:59 am.
  • I am waiting on You, but!
  • I am beginning to lose my patience.
  • For nothing is happening.
  • No one seems to be interested.
  • No calls. No emails. No Ahmad. Nothing!
  • And my belly? Still inflated.
  • Don’t know what to drink or eat.
  • I wish I could sleep but!
  • Sleep? Not a pip!
  • Maybe I should shut down/unplug computer to do some rearranging.
  • I’ll see. Now is 11:29 am.
  • Ha! It came to me to check the deal with Windows 11.
  • Then? Check for updates.
  • I installed the latest update.
  • It looks the computer is improved.
  • Will check some more on Windows 11.
  • Time? 11:56 am.
  • Well? I am back from tweaking my workstation.
  • It is now Monday, July 19, 2021at 2:55 pm.
  • Ha! A two and 55 or double five?
  • The Number Two – Division.
  • Division is the result of sin, disobedience, and rebellion. It must take place to begin afresh.
  • The Number Five – Grace and Preparation.
  • Biblical Meaning of 55
  • Biblically, the number 55 is a connotation of the double influence of the number 5. Number 5 symbolizes God’s goodness, grace, and kindness.
  • Therefore, 55, symbolizes the intensity of the Grace that God has for all His creation.
  • Date and time now? Monday, July 19, 2021 at 5:27 pm.

Master? What Am I Waiting For? Help …?

All numbers and dreams point to prepare for Your perfect government.

  • Governing Order and Rulership is to be set not only within but for all practical purposes of my daily affairs as well.
  • I sense I must wait before I post, but! I do not know what is it that I am waiting for.
  • I keep waiting for Ahmad’s promised visit, but it is not happening.
  • I sense whatever You are doing in Ahmad’s heart is the key for me to post.
  • Even so? I haven’t got a clue as to the delay for his visit, and?
  • Is getting to me!
  • But You know it.

What To Do Under The Circumstances …?

What am I to think my Master? I cannot take things in my own hands. I can do nothing without You. You know it.

  • But all indications tell me that Ahmad is deceiving me.
  • If that is the case, then?
  • All written to this point and time shall be for nothing.
  • All my highest expectations shall turn out to be just wishful thinking.
  • Pie in the sky.
  • What can I write to honor You if all that I have written is not a fact?
  • Such possibility is disturbing me big time.
  • Unless You intervene?
  • We shall all perish!
  • That is a horrible possibility.
  • A possibility I have been fearing for longer that I can remember.
  • Even so? You never give me any more than what I can take.
  • It is now Monday, July 19, 2021 at 9:00 pm.
  • No change. Not even in the way I am feeling.
  • I am ill but so is Joyce and Mike and many others.
  • The valley of death.
  • But this is what is called life in this deluded world!
  • I wish You would send me an angel to lift me up!
  • Up close to You. Away from this pit of miry and froth.
  • HELP!

Well? I Continue In The Fog …?

It is now Tuesday, July 20, 2021 at 6:41 am. I slept on and off until around 2:30 am. Since then, I have been trying to figure out the posting status.

  • It turns out it is a confusing mess.
  • I cannot figure out how it got in such mess.
  • I guess it is only to add to my troubles for the moment.
  • There is no change between Ahmad and me.
  • Maybe You are fixing a good surprise for me.
  • Or? It could be a bad one.
  • Whatever! I leave it all in Your hands of mercy and justice.
  • On to the roof.
  • Maybe You change my mood once I eat some chips and drink some coffee.
  • Well? did my mood change? Yes! It intensified!
  • Not only intense but now it makes sense.
  • It came to me to post the matter.
  • No more waiting for Ahmad’s whims.
  • No more feeling sorry for myself.

I Am Your Messenger. It Is My Job To Air It All Out …?

Phew! What a relief! Surprise? Indeed! Your response to my cry for help.

How amazing are Your ways!

On to posting grounds.

Date and time now? Tuesday, July 20, 2021 at 8:22 am.

Until next post Your love in my heart remains for all.

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