His Purpose For The Saga Of My Life …? Revised …

To Jolt The Mind And Soul Of Each Individual Child Of His …?

On To The Next Post. What Will It Be? My Natural Or Carnal Mind?

The Root Of All My Troubles. It is now Sunday, June 20, 2021 at 6:37 am. I finished posting in the main site but I am sleepy.

• I will head for bed and continue posting on waking up.
• Up around 7 am.
• My heart constricted.
• The tears began to flow.
• My plead to halt the goings on in my mind.

I Began To Search For The Dove Through My Window …

Suddenly the dove flew in to the same spot she comes at all times. A minute or so she flew away in the left direction.

• Then? Another dove perched herself in the pole next to the spot.
• The dove flew back and sat on top of the pole.
• A few seconds and the dove flew to the spot looking my way.
• I watched wondering what You were trying to communicate to me.
• Suddenly? The two doves flew away towards the left.

Your Message? …

It came to me You are teaching Your ways to Ahmad. I am not to despair. Only wait. You have given me Your strength to wait (the pole that I never notice before).

Your Strength? …

To wait with patience and composure for the redemption of our bodies from sensuality and the grave, which will reveal our adoption, our manifestation as Your sons. (Romans 8:23.)

• It is now Sunday, June 20, 2021 at 9:56 am.

Here I Am My Beloved Master! Naked In Your Sight …

As in Hebrews 4:13 And not a creature exists that is concealed from His sight, but all things are open and exposed, NAKED and defenseless to the eyes of Him with Whom we have to do.

Search Me And Know My Heart; Test My Thoughts …

Point out anything you find in me that makes you sad and lead me along the path of everlasting life. As in Psalms 139.

• It is now Sunday, June 20, 2021 at 11:23 am.

Master? I Must Take A Break To Reflect And Take Care Of Chores …

Must water the plants. Must fix my eats and eat. All the time I keep my mind set on You. Finished. Now? I find myself at stand still.

• I need to continue the posting, but I sense I am to wait.

What Is It That I Am Waiting For? …

I am waiting for Ahmad’s call with news about the tables. The AC blows right on me. Not pleasant at all. I need the tables to move my sitting arrangement.

What To Do My Master? …

It came to me to call Ahmad to let him know my predicament. I called. It seems that he understood but I am not sure.

• He promised to continue searching for the tables.
• Or to send me help to move my setup away from the AC.
• I wait.

Aha! Now I Know For Sure. My Mind? The Root Of All My Troubles …?

Perhaps that was Your message this morning. Perhaps that dove on the pole meant Ahmad searching for the tables with his strength.

• Ha! I have been at stand still all this time not knowing what to do.
• I did not realize that the goings of my mind were still going on.
• On waking up this morning? My heart constricted.
• The tears began to flow.
• My plead to halt the goings on in my mind.
• Then? I watched the show of the dove.
• I made my own conclusion without realizing it.
• Thus? My mind continued going on about Ahmad’s doings.
• It is now Sunday, June 20, 2021 at 4:58 pm.

What Is The Lesson From It All Today …?

You are teaching me to be direct and to the point. People cannot read my mind or my meaning. And I cannot read theirs.

• It is now still Sunday, June 20, 2021 at 11:19 pm.
• The screen kept jumping big time.
• I quit working and proceeded to take a shower.
• Once refreshed, I contacted AVG support about the jumping.
• It looks like the issue is with Word.
• I need to reinstall the program.
• But the connection comes and goes.
• I cannot contact Microsoft support.

Frustrated! …

Roxana popped with the most unusual email. In searching for info for her family tree she found info about me. She found an ad about my embroidery business in 1962.

• That frustrated me even more because I do not remember ever placing such ad.
• Anyhow? Roxana and I chatted for a while.
• I was able to bent out my frustrations to her.
• She connected with understanding my predicament.
• Then? Hannah. She came bearing a bowl of delicious fruits.
• She left.
• I crashed in bed and slept until about an hour ago.
• I got up to fix me some eats.

Now? Here I Am My Master! I Need You! …

I know You are teaching me to be direct and to the point. At the same time, You are teaching me to be wise as a serpent and mild as a dove, but! It seems to me I am not getting it at all!

Now I need to hear from You but I got belly ache from my eats.

Plus, I am sleepy.

Heading for bed on Sunday, June 20, 2021 at 11:37 pm.

Up and about on Monday, June 21, 2021 at 4:16 am.

Ready To Hear Your Voice O My Beloved Master …

“O thiaBasilia—O Child Of My Heart? I am here for you

My Beloved child. Again, your winter of difficulties is past.

The flowers of My love are blooming within you.

The little foxes that spoil the vineyard of our love are now exposed and disposed.

My written words in Psalms 25, Ecclesiastes, Psalms 139, Isaiah 54, plus the entire content of My written words are now alive within your soul and mind.

The purpose for the Saga of your Life shall now be evident to enlighten many souls inhabitants of this so loved world of Mine.

Fear not! Your doubts, fears, and unworthy suspicions about My faithfulness to My written words shall now trouble you no more.

Remember, O My precious child! Always remember, I am delighted with your obedience against all odds.

And My delight is Your strength.

Let that bubble of My joy within your heart burst to share it with all of your concern. Go on My child, go on!”

What A Way To Start This Day! …

Most certainly I am going on now empowered more than ever before with the power and strength of Your passionate love for Your creation including us rebellious children of Yours that we are.

• It is coming to me to revise the latest post I published yesterday.
• But before anything I need to see how to resolve the annoying jumping issue.
• It is now Monday, June 21, 2021 at 4:48 am.
• I unchecked the click and type option.
• Perhaps that shall resolve the issue.
• I’ll see.
• On to Photoshop to finish illustrating.
• Well? I finished it all but!
• Sleep came my way.
• On waking up?
• I failed to revise yesterday’s post.
• So? I will do it now.
• Date and time? Monday, June 21, 2021 at 2:22 pm.
• Ha! The number 2 for division 3 times. Meaning?
• The importance to revise the post, why?
• This post culminates with the final division of the two natures within me.
• Thus, I hear Your voice with Your instructions.

Quote:

“You must add this post at the beginning of the published post; for this post exposes My ultimate purpose for the Saga of your Life To Jolt The Mind And Soul Of Each Individual Child Of Mine.” End of quote.

• All set
• On to the task.

Picking From Last Post …

• Posted in two sites on Tuesday, June 15, 2021 at 2:58 am.
• Heading for bed. I’ll see what You got for me next on waking up.
• I slept until around 5 am.
• I got up to a reply from my Diana.
• O but what a blessing!
• It is now Tuesday, June 15, 2021, at 9:22 am.
• I started to quote my reply to her reply but decided against it for personal reasons.

Even So? I Will Quote The Excerpt About My AC Miracle And My Doubts …

Yes! Denise’s gift? A miracle to answer my request for an AC.

The heat and the cold over here are extreme.

Since April we had intended to install the AC but the window AC was nearly 1000 JOD. So?

No AC.

Well? Now summer is in force and so is the heat and my troubles with my deceased body. Lol

So? My reasoning with our Father about my money dilemma.

Sure enough? He responded with the exact amount needed.

But I did not realized that until last night.

I was wondering how I was to get the thing with $xxxxx?

It came to me, Google portable AC in Amman, Jordan.

What? Portables for as little as 200 JOD.

I called Ahmad–the unbeliever objectionable to everything he considers impossible.

THAT’S NO GOOD, BASILIA!

But Ahmad! So?

He consulted with his engineer ally.

Got measurements and tons and electricity and so forth.

Engineer found the best for exactly xxx JOD.

Well? I still did not think that I had enough because I needed to pay for my site. then?

The phone was not working and I had not gotten any more donations from my other girls.

Plus? No Atm card and SiteGround don’t take PayPal payments from under $100, my payment only $90.

So? My day almost ended with doubtful Basilia.

All in all? around 11 pm, Suddenly the NET started working.

I was able to figure out the phone trouble, and?

I connected with Joyce!

Unbelievable! enough in my account to take care of everything plus Joyce in agreement with me.

I got in touch with SiteGround.

This time? Strange. they asked me why I was not using my card.

I told them why? Their response?

Because of my lost card, they made an exception and gave me the link to pay with PayPal! Miracle? Yes Indeed! …

I should be getting the track number from Joyce any time now and? Your mom shall be cool in the summer and warm in the winter, unlikened to my 5 years in my famous trailer in the skirts of Jackson MS, remember? HalleluYah! End of quote.

• Next? Water my plants and eats at 9:29 am on Tuesday, June 15, 2021.

What Is Next My Beloved Master? …

You have quickened me to ask for help. I have activated the PayPal Donation plugin. I have published the post in two sites. I have attempted to redirect some sites to the main site. Now I wait.

• It is now Tuesday, June 15, 2021 at 10:35 am.

Ah! Reflecting On The Number 82 …?

It came to me to lookup for the Gematria or Numerology of number 82. Wow! Just what You gave to me the number 82 to mean.

• You always send me to different sources to find information, but such information is coming from You not from whatever source. You then confirm the information in Your written words.

Quote:

Properties of the number 82

Symbolism

Represent the creature liberated of the karmic carnal bonds, 80, incarnated in a universe of duality, 2, enjoying the material world without transgressing the Law of the Cosmos – 8 + 2 = 10. It is the harmony in the matter.

Wow! Exactly The Final Conclusion For Us All To Come To …?

So? This is the meaning of my 82^nd Birthday. Again, You have brought me to conclude as in Ecclesiastes 12.

• And now more than ever before I only hear and set in my mind the words which are given as proceeding from One Shepherd.

Quote:

Ecclesiastes 12 11 14

• The words of the wise are like prodding goads, and firmly fixed [in the mind] like nails are the collected sayings which are given [as proceeding] from one Shepherd.
• But about going further [than the words given by one Shepherd], my son, be warned. Of making many books there is no end [so do not believe everything you read], and much study is a weariness of the flesh.
• All has been heard; the end of the matter is:
• Fear God [revere and worship Him, knowing that He is].
• Keep His commandments
• For this is the whole of man [the full, original purpose of his creation
• The object of God’s providence.
• The root of character
• The foundation of all happiness
• The adjustment to all inharmonious circumstances and conditions under the sun and the whole duty for every man
• For God shall bring every work into judgment, with every secret thing, whether it is good or evil. End of quote.

The Adjustment To All Inharmonious Circumstances …?

Still reflecting on my 82^nd birthday and the Scriptures above I noticed the time, 12:00 pm. Wow! Exactly what I am to emphasize from now on, The Number Twelve – Governing Order and Rulership.

• In other words?
• Governing Order and Rulership or the Adjustment To All Inharmonious Circumstances.

It Is All Fitting Together Amazingly …?

It is the harmony in the matter or the adjustment of the inharmonious that is taking place right now. At the same time the soul liberated of the carnal bonds is now surfacing.

• Thus, 80=8 for newness and a fresh beginning and 2 for the division which is the result of sin, disobedience, and rebellion.
• Division of the 2 must take place to begin afresh enjoying the material world without transgressing the Highest Law.
• Heading for bed can’t keep my eyes open. Tuesday, June 15, 2021 at 6:23 pm.
• Up now on Tuesday, June 15, 2021 at 8:49 pm

Again. Do You Now Begin To See My Ways Clearly My Child? …

“The Purpose For These Posts To Be Air Out In The World’s NET Is To Enlighten My Children. Even so? O My child, the false teachings rampart for years on end and ingrained on My children’s mind is alarming to you.

• Regardless! You must continue posting these matters even when you feel so stupid against the might of the human mind.

• You must continue posting even when your loved ones discard the truth You are exposing to them with your testimony of the work I am and have been doing in your life.

• For My children despise Me now for lack of rightful understanding.

• But I am in control of it all despite the arrogance of the human’s mind.

• And I have a plan to restore My beloved children to the original intent for their creation.

• And no matter who believes or not despite all odds I will accomplish My plan. End of quote.

• Another day begins on Wednesday, June 16, 2021 at 12:00 am.

One More Day In Your Presence …?

I want to cry but my eyes are dry. Perhaps You have dried my tears, no need to cry. Hannah. No doubt about it, You sent Hannah to the task just like I asked.

• How can I cry and weep when I see it all so neat?

Ah! So Neat Your Way Beat …

With You there is no defeat. You said, My precious child now is the time to be direct and to the point about your need for help. Me? I said, Should I activate PayPal Donations?

• Well? I activated the plug with hopes of money for repairs.
• Who knows? But!
• It turns out my help was just down the stairs!
• Hannah came announcing her cleaning expertise, but!
• I had no idea of what her Arabic announcement was about.
• Suddenly! It came to me to ask her help to fix my wobbling setup for a working counter.
• Wow! What a marvel! Hannah? No English. Me? No Arabic but!
• The communication?
• Like magic she understood my instructions with simple hand motions!
• We covered the heavy blocks—a task that would have brought tears to my eyes in the past.
• She then proceeded cheerfully to detail cleaning the cabinet and drawers sets.
• Next? Under the plants. The counters. Everything meticulously and spotless!
• Me? I finally sat mesmerized to see Your blessings materializing right in my sight.
• And the PayPal Donations plugin I asked You to confirm for me?
• O mine! I sense a burst of joy within my heart!
• I wait.
• The NET still not working but!
• No problem.
• Your joy feels my heart.
• No room for regrets of any kind.

So Much Is Happening! …

It is now Wednesday, June 16, 2021 at 4:09 am. I slept from about 8:30 pm until around 10 pm. last night. Then food came. I ate. Then?

• The Internet connected with a voice mail from an unknown Webroot Antivirus requesting confirmation of $9.00 charge.
• That quickened me to get in touch with my AVG subscription.
• All in all AVG support remote assist me with the computer jumping.
• I reported the Webroot as span.
• Then I called Joyce to find out how things were and if she had sent the money.
• She sent the money yesterday, but I never got the email.
• She resend it.
• I got it this time.
• Hopefully, I get the AC today.
• Now? I should go to bed but I am not sleepy.
• What to do?
• Master? Ah! sleepy now just at the mention of Your name!
• Wednesday, June 16, 2021 at 4:25 am.
• Up on Wednesday, June 16, 2021 at 7:21 am.

Crossing Muddy Waters To Go Fishing. Dream …

• We were all in a building with a main door, but my dead grandson Cory grabbed me by the hand and opened a small door.
• His young buddy was there waiting for him.
• The two of them began to urge me to hurry up because the security were after us.
• We were going fishing in the right spot.
• I was wearing high top black shoes.
• We came to puddles of water in the field, but I kept following them.
• I stepped in the muddy puddles.
• I could hear my feet squishing the water, but I kept going on.
• I could see the fishing poles the youngsters were carrying.
• We came to what it seemed like a cliff.
• I could see the clear water down from the cliff.
• The youngsters ready to fling the fishing poles.
• But I thought to myself, how no big fish could be in what it seemed to be just a creek not even a river.
• And I woke up.

Ha! Back To The Meaning Of Numbers In Your Written Words …?

Three sets of numbers to begin this 2^nd day of my 82^nd birthday. In the meaning of these numbers, I am to find the meaning of such dream. First thing I noticed in those numbers is the number 2 in all of them.

• Another day begins on Wednesday, June 16, 2021 at 12:00 am.
• Wednesday, June 16, 2021 at 4:25 am.
• Up on Wednesday, June 16, 2021 at 7:21 am.

1. 12:00=Number 2 followed by double zeroes. Meaning? Imperative! Division or separation of the two natures within us. The division which is the result of sin, disobedience, and rebellion of the carnal nature against the Creators nature must take place to begin afresh enjoying the material world without transgressing the Highest Law from the Creator.
2. 4:25=Number 2 followed by the number 5. Meaning? Number Five for Grace and Preparation emphasis on what I am to do.

• The happenings of the last few weeks since I posted last have been quite disturbing even to the moment of the night before last.
• Baffling!
• Perhaps my computer is compromised.
• Perhaps the necessary monies to take care of needed things continue lacking.
• Perhaps the summer lags on.
• Perhaps my body continue to trouble me.
• Perhaps the repairs on this building continue on hold.
• Perhaps the harmonizing of Ahmad and family and my own children still in the making.
• Perhaps there is so much that I do not have.
• Perhaps. Perhaps!!!
• No matter what?

What Is Next My Master? I Asked And You Emphatically This Time Responded …

“Concentrate on what you have to overcome what you do not have My child.”

Continuing with the quote for number 82 …

3. 7:21=Number 2 followed by the number 1. Meaning? The number One meaning Unity. One or ‘1’, is unique in the sense that it contains none of the other numbers, but it the source of all the other numbers. Removing it from each number would make each number somewhat less than what it was designed to be. This is one reason (pun intended) that God is one. None of His creation is part of Him per se, for He is spirit, but He is the source of all that there is. When you remove Him from any part of His creation, (perhaps because of sin?) then each part is less than it was designed.

• God is one, this is clear. He does not need us, but we need Him. Earlier, I stated one of the interpretations of “in my flesh I shall see God”.
• We see in our own bodies the reason why God is one. End of quote.

Next Number For The Day? Money: 557 JOD …?

• Number Five for Grace and Preparation emphasis on what I am to do.
• Wednesday, June 16, 2021 at 6:46 pm closing for AC installation.

AC Installed. What A Blessing! …

It is now Wednesday, June 16, 2021 at 9:38 pm. AC installed. Thank You. But I am very tired. Will head for bed and hope for sleep.

• Up around 1:30 am on Thursday, June 17, 2021.

Victory And Resurrection …

First number to my notice on this day is the Number Seventeen which represents victory and resurrection. Your victory over my wicked nature for sure.

• It is now Thursday, June 17, 2021 at 2:36 am.
• I have been sharing my wonderful AC blessing on the phone with Joyce, Denise, Roxana, and Diana.
• The jumping problem?
• So far this great machine has not jumped.
• I turned off the browser.
• Maybe it’ll jump now.
• Crazy happenings in the digital amazing arena.
• No jumping. Maybe AVG is sleeping. Maybe no one is cooking me. Maybe it happens when the notifications come on. I’ll be on the alert to see what makes the machine jump. I wait before I get back to AVG TECH.

In The Meantime? I Just Want To Say Thank You …?

Thank You my Beloved Master. You are making a believer out of me. I have never realized before but! I am an unbeliever just like the rest of Your beloved children.

• In my dream? I could not believe there was big fish in such small creek, not even a river.
• Even so? The picture of the boy’s fishing poles is vivid in my mind.
• Meaning of a fishing pole? Your strength within my being.
• So? Regardless all my thinking and feeling, and unworthy suspicions about Your faithfulness to all of us, Your strength propels me forward no matter the muddy water in my black shoes.
• Going forward with Your message just like You compel me to do.
• And my late grandson Cory and his buddy? Signifying the purification of my being is dead or finished existing on this earth.
• For I am now cleansed and ready to begin afresh enjoying the material world without transgressing the Highest Law from the Creator.
• But mainly? That muddy water and black shoes represent Your victory over my carnal nature before I could become a fisher of man.

Wow! There Is The Meaning Of My Dream In A Nut Shell!!! …

Ah! My Beloved Master? Is this to be my next post to jolt not just my children and family’s mind and soul but also each one of Your children’s mind and soul as well?

• Where to begin? Ah! the illustration! Guess I’ll hunt for a fishing background.
• It is now Thursday, June 17, 2021 at 3:21 am.
• Hunting or fishing here I go on to Pinterest!
• It is now Thursday, June 17, 2021 at 8:07 am.

Ha! The Hour And Minutes Of The Moment Of Time As We Know It …?

Today a new fresh day that 8 number for newness and cycles appears again for newness and a fresh beginning.

• Then Zero that is so large in scope or content as to include much: Affording unobstructed entrance and exit; not shut or closed. Containing all components. The quality or condition of being infinite. Unbounded space, time, or quantity. An indefinitely large number or amount.
• And to conclude on this today for me? The Number Seven – Completeness and Rest You do marvelous things in the earth with this number.

Emphatically! You Are Doing Marvelous Things In The Earth …

Only thing is that those things You are doing are nothing at all the way I had figured it out. It all falls into the category of what came first, the chicken or the egg? Questions without answers.

No Matter. No Need Rack My Brains Looking For Answers …?

On this Thursday, June 17, 2021 I find myself relaxing in Your Presence just as You compel me to do. Thank You.

“Do You Now Begin To See My Ways Clearly My Child? …

Do you see why I compelled you to record the date/time in all the words I would give to you to record in the journal of your daily living?

• The dates/time are the steppingstones in the crossing the river of your life.”

Newness And Cycles? Psalms 139 Comes To Mind …

Psalms 139 comes to mind along with the most devasted day of my life—the day my second husband abandoned me. Even so?

• Along with Psalms 139 You ingrained Isaiah 54 within my being, and?
• That is the gist of the recordings for the last 30 plus years of my journey in Your Presence under Your loving control and protection.
• It is now Thursday, June 17, 2021 at 10:03 am.
• Coming now to the post for today.

This Saga Is Not Meant For The Multitude. It Is Only Meant For That One Soul …?

That one soul under the Creator’s heavy hand of judgement. That one soul still entrapped by the human’s understanding of everything under and above the sun.

Me? thiaBasilia Licona? Me? …?

A liberated soul by the power of Your passionate love for me and for us all! Ahmad just left. He came unannounced bearing a healthy breakfast for me.

• It is now Thursday, June 17, 2021 at 3:30 pm.
• Spent this day working on the illustration for the post and visiting with my new friend Hannah.
• I headed for bed around 8:30 pm and slept.
• Woke up around 10 pm. Hot food. I ate some of it then?
• Back to bed and slept until around 3:30 am on Friday, June 18, 2021.
• Cramps in my left leg quickened me to get up and see about eating something salty.
• Ah! The bread chips I fixed last night.
• Well? The chips were not crispy, I did not cook those enough.
• Back to the fire with them.
• Nice! I ate until I was satisfied.
• Cramps gone!
• Salt is a good remedy for cramps.
• I only learn that matter here lately.
• It is now Friday, June 18, 2021 at 4:38 am.

Ready Now To Bid Your Will On The Spot …?

What will it be? Ah! Get in touch with Microsoft support with the jumping issue. Then, finish the illustration then post if the Net connects.

• That should fill a good part of my day.
• Open for whatever You have in store for me next.
• On to the task.

Scary Moment …

It is now Friday, June 18, 2021 at 7:36 am. Ha! Since 4:38 am I connected with support to fix the jumping issue. When the session ended and I went back to work, big scare!

• First? I lost the file I had worked last.
• Then? My external will not come on.
• Then the computer would not come on as well.
• I feared it all had crashed and I had lost my lifetime’s work.
• Near panic! But I kept pleading for Your help.
• I came down. Relaxed.
• Plugged and unplugged external.
• Shut off and unplugged the computer.
• Checked surge protector stick.
• Finally? The thing I should have done first, the computer power cord!
• The power cord is the problem!
• Big jump right now.
• It is now Friday, June 18, 2021 at 7:51 am.
• I will shut off/unplug and change the power cord again.
• But it came to me not to change the power cord but to secure it so it won’t move.
• I did, in fact I secured all cables.
• So far that seems to be the solution.
• It is now Friday, June 18, 2021 at 10:02 am.

Well? Again! You Led Me To Resolve The Problem …?

I will take a break for breakfast, will record all I did to resolve the problem on coming back. Will turn off the computer again and see if the problem is in fact resolved.

• Friday, June 18, 2021 at 1:13 pm.
• So far so good. Will see.
• It is now Friday, June 18, 2021 at 1:44 pm.

Master? I Am Now Sensing Much Caution In All I Do, Say, Or Write …?

What is going on my Master? No one seems to know anything. Perhaps that is the way it always been and only now You are revealing such matter to me.

• One thing I know for sure, I refuse to doubt Your faithfulness to Your written Word.
• I also know for sure that absolutely all I interpret Your written Word to mean was wrong no matter who agrees or disagrees with such statement.

Therefore? Such Flag Of Caution I Believe It Comes From You …?

You compel me to be mild as a dove and smart as a serpent. What I am observing seems to be the same as You commanded the Prophet Habakkuk to observe. (computer jumped when I misspelled that word, I will see if it happens again.)

• I need to refresh Your command to the Prophet Habakkuk quoted in the Book of Acts.

Quote:

Acts 13:36-41 AMPC+

• For David, after he had served the Almighty’s will and purpose and counsel in his own generation, fell asleep [in death] and was buried among his forefathers, and he did see corruption and undergo putrefaction and dissolution [of the grave].
• But He Whom the Almighty raised up [to life] saw no corruption [did not experience putrefaction and dissolution of the grave].
• So let it be clearly known and understood by you, brethren, that through this Man—Yahaushua forgiveness and removal of sins is now proclaimed to you;
• And that through Him everyone who believes [who acknowledges Yahushua as his Savior and devotes himself to Him] is absolved (cleared and freed) from every charge from which he could not be justified and freed by the Law of Moses and given right standing with the Almighty.
• Take care, therefore, lest there come upon you what is spoken in the prophets:
• Look, you scoffers and scorners, and marvel and perish and vanish away; for I am doing a deed in your days, a deed which you will never have confidence in or believe, [even] if someone [clearly describing it in detail] declares it to you. [Hab_1:5]

Habakkuk 1:5 AMPC+

• Look around [you, Habakkuk, replied the Master] among the nations and see! And be astonished! Astounded! For I am putting into effect a work in your days [such] that you would not believe it if it were told you. [Act_13:40-41]

Habakkuk 2:1-5 AMPC+

• OH, I know, I have been rash to talk out plainly this way to the Almighty! I will in my thinking stand upon my post of observation and station myself on the tower or fortress, and will watch to see what He will say within me and what answer I will make as His mouthpiece to the perplexities of my complaint against Him.
• And the Master answered me and said, Write the vision and engrave it so plainly upon tablets that everyone who passes may [be able to] read [it easily and quickly] as he hastens by.
• For the vision is yet for an appointed time and it hastens to the end [fulfillment]; it will not deceive or disappoint. Though it tarry, wait [earnestly] for it, because it will surely come; it will not be behindhand on its appointed day. [Heb_10:37-38]
• Look at the proud; his soul is not straight or right within him, but the [rigidly] just and the [uncompromisingly] righteous man shall live by his faith and in his faithfulness. [Rom_1:17; Gal_3:11]
• Moreover, wine and wealth are treacherous; the proud man [the Chaldean invader] is restless and cannot stay at home. His appetite is large like that of Sheol and [his greed] is like death and cannot be satisfied; he gathers to himself all nations and collects all people as if he owned them. End of quote.

For The Vision Is Yet For An Appointed Time …

… and it hastens to the end fulfillment; it will not deceive or disappoint. Though it tarry, wait earnestly for it, because it will surely come; it will not be behindhand on its appointed day. [Heb_10:37-38]

Your Instructions Are So Ever Clear …?

Again, and again! You are so real to me. No doubt of Your Presence known to me in the written words by Your Spirit within the writers of those words

• That including the words You give for me to write that apply to me personally.

Quote:

Hebrews 10:35-39 AMPC+

• Do not, therefore, fling away your fearless confidence, for it carries a great and glorious compensation of reward.
• For you have need of steadfast patience and endurance, so that you may perform and fully accomplish the will of the Almighty, and thus receive and carry away and enjoy to the full what is promised.
• For still a little while, a very little while, and the Coming One will come and He will not delay.
• But the just shall live by faith, My righteous servant shall live by his conviction respecting man’s relationship to the Almighty and divine things, and holy fervor born of faith and conjoined with it; and if he draws back and shrinks in fear, My soul has no delight or pleasure in him. [Hab_2:3-4]
• But our way is not that of those who draw back to eternal misery (perdition) and are utterly destroyed, but we are of those who believe, who cleave to and trust in and rely on the Almighty through Yahushua, the Messiah and by faith preserve the soul. End of quote.

Thank You. Once Again You Reveal Yourself To Me In Your Written Words …

It is now Friday, June 18, 2021 at 3:07 pm. as I read Your written words I see the reason for such flag of caution.

• You command me to look at the proud and that is exactly what I am doing.
• But only You can take care of the proud and that is exactly what You are doing.
• Ahmad is in the outs with me because I delivered Your words to him and he refuses to accept those words.
• So? He has chosen to stay away from me as if that way the words I spoke to him prove to be wrong.
• In a way that is funny because Ahmad has been trying that trick for years to no avail.
• I remain steady in all You command me to give to him.
• So? I am thankful for Your revelation today.
• Honestly, I cannot be careless with anything I do.
• But I do not need to fear or doubt whatever words You give me to speak or write. So it is written.

Quote:

Matthew 10:16-20 AMPC+

• Behold, I am sending you out like sheep in the midst of wolves; be wary and wise as serpents, and be innocent (harmless, guileless, and without falsity) as doves. [Gen_3:1]
• Be on guard against men [whose way or nature is to act in opposition to the Almighty]; for they will deliver you up to councils and flog you in their synagogues,
• And you will be brought before governors and kings for My sake, as a witness to bear testimony before them and to the Gentiles (the nations).
• But when they deliver you up, do not be anxious about how or what you are to speak; for what you are to say will be given you in that very hour and moment, for it is not you who are speaking, but the Spirit of your Father speaking through you. End of quote.

All In All Everything Is Working For Our Good Beautifully …

It is now Friday, June 18, 2021 at 4:03 pm. A blessing! Yazeed asked to come here to study. I welcomed him. An opportunity for me to demonstrate Your love and wisdom within me. Why?

• He is studying and I am not disturbing him with empty chattering.
• I am at my task and he is at his task.
• Harmony.
• What a blessing!
• Thank You.
• I am not sure on what do You have next for me.
• I will check to see if the NET connects.
• Also I need to check on the illustration.
• The NET is not connecting.
• I am tired.
• Yazeed just left.
• Heading for bed hoping for sleep.
• Friday, June 18, 2021 at 5:00 pm.
• Hannah came to visit.
• It is now Friday, June 18, 2021 at 8:01 pm.
• Thank You my Beloved Master for sleep.
• And thank You for the food I just ate.
• And thank You for Your wisdom not to retaliate.
• It is now Saturday, June 19, 2021 at 12:10 am.
• Thank You for the steadfast patience and endurance, so that I may perform and fully accomplish Your will, and thus receive and carry away and enjoy to the full what is promised.
• Also let it be known the fact that I am taking care to believe in Yahushua without reservation lest there come upon me what is spoken in the prophets.

Quote:

• ‘Look, you scoffers and scorners, and marvel and perish and vanish away; for I am doing a deed in your days, a deed which you will never have confidence in or believe, [even] if someone [clearly describing it in detail] declares it to you. [Hab_1:5.’. End of quote.

The Matter Clearly Described In Detail To All To No Avail …

I have clearly described in detail the matter to Ahmad to no avail. That hurts. It makes my heart constrict. The tears flow.

• It is now Saturday, June 19, 2021 at 1:03 am.
• I am heading for bed again for I am tired.
• I will continue editing when back.
• It is now Saturday, June 19, 2021 at 3:28 am.
• The computer is jumping again.
• I can’t figure out the cause.
• But I am not going to fret about it.
• And I am not going to fret about anything happening.
• For my leg is still cramping.
• I still have not honey or chocolates.
• I am still itching.
• I still have no tables needed for setup.
• No change in Ahmad’s behavior.
• But You compel me to concentrate on what I have.
• To forget what I don’t have.
• So? That is what I intent to do.
• Despite all the churnings in my carnal mind.
• I refuse to premeditate what I will do, say or write.
• I wait.
• Back to bed on Saturday, June 19, 2021 at 3:58 am.
• Up on Saturday, June 19, 2021 at 6:39 am.
• On to Photoshop.
• To bed Saturday, June 19, 2021 at 12:18 pm.
• Up on Saturday, June 19, 2021 at 2:00 pm.

Unless You Show The People Something Tangible …

Something tangible to demonstrate Your love and kindness they shall continue on their merry go round road to death. And in death, who shall be there to praise and love You in return?

• And me? How long am to withstand the suspense?
• Hannah comes to visit but no English.
• Even so? You are ingraining Your words within her being.
• Otherwise? Caution.
• The enemy is a master of disguise.
• But You know it all.
• And You have a purpose for every minute detail in my life.
• It is now Saturday, June 19, 2021 at 3:18 pm.

What Are You Teaching Me Now? …

• “My precious child, I am demonstrating My doings and My ways with every single doing and reactions of yours.
• Fear not.
• I know the toll of the ominous suspense of the moment.
• I know the hurt from the evil around you that I have compelled you to observe and write about.
• Regardless! Fear not!
• The bubble of My joy within your soul shall soon take place of the ominous suspense troubling you now.
• Go on My precious thiaBasilia.
• It won’t be long.
• I am with and for You.
• You shall never be put to shame.
• I am teaching your spiritual children as I promised I was to do.
• But it takes time to convince each one of My children to give up their ways.
• Notwithstanding? It is all working as per My timing and discretion.
• You have now My power to wait with patience and composure for the fruition of My plan to restore My creation to the original intent for their creation, and?
• No human or devil can ever thwart such plan.
• My power no foe can withstand.
• The voice of the turtledove is heard in your land.
• I have brought you to My banqueting house, and?
• The banner of My love is over you.
• And now? Prepare to post as I will lead you to do.
• Saturday, June 19, 2021 at 3:44 pm.

Promises. Promises. Nothing More …

Ahmad promised to get for me the much-needed honey and chocolates. Nothing yet. But then again? On their time they might bring me whatever they think I need not what I asked for.

• That is the way it is.
• No need to trouble myself with lofty expectations.
• Almost finish with the editing but I am tired.
• I guess my sugar is out of whack again.
• There is so much the medical field has to offer to alleviate or regulate one’s body sugar, but!
• I am not interested at all.
• Let the world continue with the advances of the medical field.
• Let the people depend in such advances.

Me? My Dependance Is In You …?

Whether You chose to heal me or not? Your grace is sufficient for me to withstand or enjoy myself in whatever state I find myself in.

• Heading for bed on Saturday, June 19, 2021 at 5:14 pm.
• I could not sleep.
• I am hot for a bit.
• Then? I am cold.
• I am thirsty.
• I got up to help myself to some water.
• It is now Saturday, June 19, 2021 at 6:23 pm.
• Ahmad claims somebody is coming with honey and food.
• Whether they come at whatever time no matter.
• It really of no consequence for me anymore.

My Request? Let Your Words Take Over It All …?

Your banner over me is love. Your love is the reality of my life no matter whatever the world can hand to me as my life on these grounds remains.

• Thank You.
• It is now Saturday, June 19, 2021 at 7:35 pm.
• Food. Honey. Chocolates.
• I did not have to wait until midnight.

Honest? Your Prepare A Table For Me In The Presence Of My Enemies …

Will now head for bed and hope to sleep underneath Your everlasting arms. Saturday, June 19, 2021 at 9:11 pm.

• Saturday, June 19, 2021 at 11:54 pm.
• Up still on my 7^th Day of Rest in You.

Midnight Again. Another Day To Bid Your Will On The Spot …

Sunday, June 20, 2021 at 12:05 am. Ha! Today is the ANNIVERSARY of my journey in Your Presence. Wow! Thirty-six years of Your loving protection and care for this little girl of Yours!

• I guess I sound silly, but!
• In my heart and mind and in my Heavenly Father’s sight that’s what I am, a little girl.
• Yes, my mind has been heavy laden with 82 years of pain and misery.
• Profusely the tears have flown but!
• You have put those tears in a bottle.
• Whatever for?
• To water the garden of Your Presence within my being.
• Ah! the fishing dream!
• The meaning of numbers in my journey.
• It all culminating in the amazing message on the onset of my 82^nd birthday!

My Response? Same As Your Creation …?

The creation responds to the Creator by producing fruit, shining light, and providing just the right atmosphere for Your ultimate act to flourish.

• This same creation is waiting for its new body just as we are.
• What a marvel!

Your Ultimate Act To Flourish? Indeed! …

Your Ultimate Act is written quite clear in more than one passage of Your written words. And Your written words are coming to pass exactly as those are written.

How Appropriate To End This Post Quoting Your Ultimate Act To Flourish …

Sitting up on this 4th flour, I watch all things with Your sight. The things that others do now are the same things I used to do.

• In the span of forty-four verses of Scripture You showed me the horror of my rebellion and the immensity of Your mercy in the last portion of those 44 verses.

Quote:

Jeremiah 32: 33-44.

• And they have turned their backs to Me and not their faces; though I taught them persistently, yet they would not listen and receive instruction.
• But they set their abominations [of idol worship] in the house which is called by My Name to defile it.
• And they built the high places [for worship] of Baal in the Valley of Ben-hinnom [son of Hinnom] to cause their sons and their daughters to pass through the fire [in worship also of and] to Molech–which I did not command them, nor did it come into My mind or heart that they should do this abomination, to cause Judah to sin. [Jer_7:30-31]
• And now therefore thus says the Master, the Mighty One of Israel, concerning this city of which you say, It shall be delivered into the hand of the king of Babylon by sword and by famine and by pestilence:
• Behold, I will gather them out of all countries to which I drove them in My anger and in My wrath and in great indignation; I will bring them again to this place, and I will make them dwell safely.
• And they will be My people, and I will be their God.
• And I will give them one heart and one way, that they may [reverently] fear Me forever for the good of themselves and of their children after them.
• And I will make an everlasting covenant with them: I will not turn away from following them to do them good, and I will put My [reverential] fear in their hearts, so that they will not depart from Me. [Jer_31:31-34]
• Yes, I will rejoice over them to do them good, and I will plant them in this land assuredly and in truth with My whole heart and with My whole being.
• For thus says the Master: As I have brought all this great evil upon this people, so will I bring upon them all the good that I have promised them.
• And fields shall be bought in this land of which you say, It is desolate, without man or beast; it is given into the hands of the Chaldeans.
• Men shall buy fields for money and shall sign deeds, seal them, and call witnesses in the land of Benjamin, in the places around Jerusalem, in the cities of Judah, in the cities of the hill country, in the cities of the lowland, and in the cities of the South (the Negeb), for I will cause them to be released from their exile, says the Master. End of quote.
• So be it my Beloved Master!
• It is now Sunday, June 20, 2021 at 1:05 am.
• You know that I am sleepy and the NET is not connecting.
• Heading for bed. You will get me up on time to post this matter.
• Up on Sunday, June 20, 2021 at 3:27 am.
• You led me to put away food and tweak the illustration.
• It is now Sunday, June 20, 2021 at 4:49 am.
• The NET is connecting.

Without Any More Ado? On To Post …

May it all be to Your honor for the work done in my life.

Until next post Your love in my heart remains for all.