Roses Are Beautiful But They Have Thorns. So It Is With The Suffering School …?

  • Break at 6:52 pm on Sunday, May 23, 2021.
  • It’s now Sunday, May 23, 2021 at 11:26 pm.
  • Wow! Four hours of sleep!
  • Thank You.

About Heavenly Discipline …?

  • That was the subject in the last post. You definitely don’t want me to compromise on the principles ingrained within me irrespective of the circumstances.
  • Irrespective of the thorns of the roses You have placed in the water of Your love filling the vessel that I am.
  • You have judged and disciplined me all those years since 1985.
  • For what purpose?
  • To prevent me what You would openly tell me on that day: Quote:
  • “I never knew you; depart from Me, you who act wickedly—disregarding My commands.”
  • There is no question about it—we have spiritualized every word spoken by Yahushua to make them say what we or our inspired teachers have interpreted them to say.
  • No more!
  • Thus? The purpose for these posts.


  • And have you [completely] forgotten the divine word of appeal and encouragement in which you are reasoned with and addressed as sons? My son, do not think lightly or scorn to submit to the correction and discipline of the Master, nor lose courage and give up and faint when you are reproved or corrected by Him;
  • For the Master corrects and disciplines everyone whom He loves, and He punishes, even scourges, every son whom He accepts and welcomes to His heart and cherishes.
  • You must submit to and endure [correction] for discipline; the Almighty is dealing with you as with sons. For what son is there whom his father does not [thus] train and correct and discipline?
  • Now if you are exempt from correction and left without discipline in which all [of the Almighty’s children] share, then you are illegitimate offspring and not true sons [at all]. [Pro_3:11-12]
  • Moreover, we have had earthly fathers who disciplined us and we yielded [to them] and respected [them for training us]. Shall we not much more cheerfully submit to the Father of spirits and so [truly] live?
  • For [our earthly fathers] disciplined us for only a short period of time and chastised us as seemed proper and good to them; but He disciplines us for our certain good, that we may become sharers in His own holiness.
  • For the time being no discipline brings joy, but seems grievous and painful; but afterwards it yields a peaceable fruit of righteousness to those who have been trained by it [a harvest of fruit which consists in righteousness–in conformity to the Almighty’s will in purpose, thought, and action, resulting in right living and right standing with Him]. Hebrews 12:5-11 End of quote.

Unbelievable! Will Your People Grab On To This Life-Saving Message?

You can read the complete quote in Hebrews 12:1-29. It shall help anyone willing to submit.

Continuing From The Last Post …?

Master? Thank You for Your comfort. So much to be thankful for. It is now Tuesday, April 6, 2021 at 5:02 pm.

  • Perhaps it is time for me to head for bed but, I am waiting for my light in the kitchen.
  • The light came.
  • But I was not sleepy, so I continued working on Photoshop for a couple hours before I headed for bed.
  • You got me up around 4:45 am on Wednesday, April 7, 2021.

A Daytime Nightmare …

Photoshop crashed. Word issues. Closing at 7:00 am on Wednesday, April 7, 2021 to see if issues would resolve.

  • Maybe is fixed.
  • It is not fixed.
  • Have tried it all to no avail.
  • Wednesday, April 7, 2021 at 11:36 am tried to get support help.
  • Ha! Things got worse.
  • Now the connection is not working.
  • I finally saved this file under different name to open it.
  • Will restart again.
  • Wednesday, April 7, 2021 at 1:03 pm.
  • I lost my macros.
  • Nothing is working to recuperate the macros.
  • I will try to reinstall Office 365.
  • It is now Wednesday, April 7, 2021 at 5:21 pm.
  • Wednesday, April 7, 2021 at 8:33 pm.
  • The reinstall did not work.
  • I tried all sorts of things to no avail.
  • I give up.
  • Thursday, April 8, 2021 at 12:37 am.
  • I did not hear anything about my check.
  • Perhaps I should go to bed and try again later.

HalleluYah! You Fix It Again! …?

It is now Thursday, April 8, 2021 at 1:08 am. The minute I gave up You quickened me to try one more thing.

  • To reset the computer but!
  • Instead of resetting it they advised me to run the troubleshooter.
  • Wow! They got my macros back!
  • What shall You do next? My check. I hope!
  • Now I must deal with AVG.
  • The Internet? Working.
  • AVG support reinstalled it.
  • Word and Photoshop are now working.
  • Finally? I went to bed around 3 am.
  • You woke me up around 6 am.
  • It is now Thursday, April 8, 2021 at 7:36 am.
  • Alright! Now this file is up to date, but!
  • I still have the issue with my stimulus check.
  • Windows finished downloading the big optional update.
  • Restart is required.
  • I will restart now and hope for the best.

Back In Business. All Well. New Today In Your Presence …

It is now Thursday, April 8, 2021 at 7:48 am. I am not feeling good, but!

  • Your grace and favor are sufficient unto me to withstand and actually rejoice in my infirmities as Shaul of Tarsus did in ancient times.

Whatever Is To Be Today I So Welcome It From Your Hands Of Mercy …

Thursday, April 8, 2021 at 6:00 pm. What a day! I am speechless again to receive from Your hand of mercy whatever is to be for any given moment of my life. Analyzing this moment date and time.

  • Thursday? The 5th day of the week.
  • April? The 4th month of the year.
  • The Number Five stands for Grace and Preparation. This number associates the idea of Your grace and life to it. The 5th day of restoration of the creation is the first appearance of life. The creation responds to You, the Creator by producing fruit, shining light, and providing just the right atmosphere for Your ultimate act to flourish. This same creation is waiting for it’s new body just as we are.
  • The Number Four – Creation and the World is overwhelmingly seen in the material creation and the expression of God’s purpose in the world or on the earth.
  • The Number Eight? Stands for Newness and Cycles. The number eight presents a picture of newness and a fresh beginning.
  • The Number Six ? stands for Natural Man, Sin, and Slavery. Six is the number that clearly represents man, Satan, sin, and slavery

Do You Now Begin To See My Ways Clearly My Child? …

Do you see why I compelled you to record the date/time in all the words I would give to you to record in the journal of your daily living?

  • The dates/time are the stepping stones in the crossing the river of your life.

Newness And Cycles? Psalms 139 Comes To Mind …

Psalms 139 comes to mind along with the most devasted day of my life—the day my second husband abandoned me. Even so? Along with Psalms 139 You ingrained Isaiah 54 within my being, and?

  • That is the gist of the recordings for the last 36 years.
  • All about my past and my present.
  • You have always been there for me even on my most devasting times.
  • You knew me before I was born.
  • That is what You tell me in Psalms 139.
  • Isaiah 54?
  • That is how far You would have me to record, why?
  • Because since that day?
  • I have gone through my most devastating as well as my most splendid times.

Alright! Now I Am Catching Up With The Thread Of Your Developments …

Today? Thursday, April 8, 2021 at 6:00 pm You sent me to a post I published on AUGUST 29, 2020. That post expresses what I am going through right now.

What Am I Going Through Right Now? …

It is now Friday, April 9, 2021 at 2:33 am. I am not feeling good at all. Slept until around 1:30 am today. Last night before I went to sleep I set Ahmad’s mind straight after he miss judged my doings. Woke up.

  • Check the emails looking for my check.
  • No check.
  • I decided to call and find out if it had been deposited in the bank.
  • Ha! I got me a tongue lashing accusing me of unnecessary worry.

O My Master! What Is It Going To Take …?

You have given me such wonderful news to share online but! With these two persons You have given to me to take care of my earthly affairs You have commanded me to share it all face to face to no avail.

  • What is it going to take for them to get it my Master?
  • I am worn out!
  • Even so?
  • You are sustaining me despite their lack of understanding what is all about with me and You.
  • And so? You set my mind to overcome.

Cause And Effect? Mental Insanity! …

Friday, August 28, 2020 at 4:01 pm.

Back to the Sovereign Authority over Your Creation. You gave us fair warning when You instituted Your commandments, but!

  • Until this moment on the age of mankind, mankind had to go to the process of time to learn to obey Your commandments.
  • Master? You know I do not understand even when this matter has been rehashed to the max.
  • Even so? You have revealed to me why You command us to lean not in our own understanding.
  • Also, You have revealed to me the importance to become as a little child to enter Your Kingdom.
  • It’s 4:16 pm. Photoshop is acting up so? I will shut and unplug and go to bed. Perhaps You bless me with sleep until the day cools off.

You Are With And For Me For Sure! …

Friday, August 28, 2020 at 8:39 pm. Ahmad promised visit on the morning did not happen.

  • I have waited all day.
  • The silence is overwhelming.
  • But just when I considered again the possibility to give up?
  • You intervened.
  • Not knowing what to think or do I check the graphic I had already finished.
  • I clicked to find sunflowers just to do something to distract my overloaded mind and?
  • Somehow, I clicked Your words for me right now. Amazing! Quote:

Shining Light on Symbolic Sunflower Meaning …?

  • “Rejoice! I remain with you and for you precious beloved child of Mine. Beauty, delight, hope, joy happiness and renewal in the present earth as it is as well as in the future restored one is what I have prepared for you.
  • The sunflower lot you saw in your dream right across your building is a symbol of the spiritual faith, and worship or respect for My Being and all that pertains to My will and heart intent for your creation that I have imputed into your being.
  • That’s what you must set your mind and heart to overcome all adversities in your way for now.” End of the Master’s words.
  • I tried to call Ahmad to no avail, but!
  • As the tears of gratitude for Your words began to flow, the phone rang.
  • Ahmad on the line. He is on his way.

An Excerpt From That Post …

What A Visit! Did You Get Through Ahmad’s Mind Fog? Saturday, August 29, 2020 at 4:42 am.

  • One thing is for sure now, You are in control of it all despite it all!
  • I am no longer expecting from Ahmad or any other blessed child of Yours.

All My Expectations Are Set On You By Your Design And Purpose. Thank You …

It is no longer what thiaBasilia does or does not. Your Word. There is one thing to come boldly to Your throne of grace to ask for help in needed times and another thing to try to manipulate You.

What? Manipulate You? How We Do That? …

Easy! Pray. Pray. Pray. Fast. Fast. Fast. BUT! To live a fasted life abiding in You? I did not have the slightest until You convicted me.

  • Saturday, August 29, 2020 at 8:00 am.

Well? Here We Go. I For One Was Following The Leaders …

Following the leaders until? You showed me the end therein to be death. O me! Poor Basilia! What do You want from me, my Master?

  • You answered me some 35 years ago and? Instructed me to journal and date every word in the answer You were giving to me.

You Are Now Confirming The Result Of Your Instructions …

What a marvel! You told me at one point what You intended to make out of me. That is exactly what You have done. Ahmad’s visit last night proves it to be so. Quote:

Isaiah 41:15-20

Behold, I will make you to be a new, sharp, threshing instrument which has teeth; you shall thresh the mountains and beat them small, and shall make the hills like chaff.

You shall winnow them, and the wind shall carry them away, and the tempest or whirlwind shall scatter them. And you shall rejoice in the Master, you shall glory in the Holy One of Israel.

The poor and needy are seeking water when there is none; their tongues are parched with thirst. I the Master will answer them; I, the Holy One of Israel, will not forsake them.

I will open rivers on the bare heights, and fountains in the midst of the valleys; I will make the wilderness a pool of water, and the dry land springs of water.

I will plant in the wilderness the cedar, the acacia, the myrtle, and the wild olive; I will set the cypress in the desert, the plane [tree] and the pine [tree] together,

That men may see and know and consider and understand together that the hand of the Master has done this, that the Holy One of Israel has created it. End of quote.

I Remain Speechless. Your Words Come To Life Within Me Verbatim! …

“Behold, I will make you to be a new, sharp, threshing instrument which has teeth; you shall thresh the mountains and beat them small and shall make the hills like chaff.”

  • It’s happening! No question in my mind about it anymore! I am threshing the mountains of difficulties and fears in my mind and beating them small and shall make the hills like chaff.


“and the tempest or whirlwind shall scatter them. And you shall rejoice in the Master ….”

  • Saturday, August 29, 2020 at 9:57 am.

From Not Having The Slightest To Perfect Knowledge …

Years and years past weight down with the knowledge of good and evil acquired in this world. The paradigm of my human nature now resolved.

  • You have invested me with perfect knowledge otherwise the knowledge flowing from Your throne of mercy. Quote:

Psalms 19:1-14

  • THE HEAVENS declare the glory of God; and the firmament shows and proclaims His handiwork. [Rom_1:20-21]
  • Day after day pours forth speech, and night after night shows forth knowledge.
  • There is no speech nor spoken word [from the stars]; their voice is not heard.
  • Yet their voice [in evidence] goes out through all the earth, their sayings to the end of the world. Of the heavens has God made a tent for the sun, [Rom_10:18] which is as a bridegroom coming out of his chamber; and it rejoices as a strong man to run his course.
  • Its going forth is from the end of the heavens, and its circuit to the ends of it; and nothing [yes, no one] is hidden from the heat of it.
  • (Romans 10:17-18. So faith comes by hearing [what is told], and what is heard comes by the preaching [of the message that came from the lips] of the Messiah Himself.
  • But I ask, Have they not heard? Indeed they have; [for the Scripture says] Their voice [that of nature bearing God’s message] has gone out to all the earth, and their words to the far bounds of the world. [Psa_19:4])
  • The law of the Master is perfect, restoring the [whole] person; the testimony of the Master is sure, making wise the simple.
  • The precepts of the Master are right, rejoicing the heart; the commandment of the Master is pure and bright, enlightening the eyes.
  • The [reverent] fear of the Master is clean, enduring forever; the ordinances of the Master are true and righteous altogether.
  • More to be desired are they than gold, even than much fine gold; they are sweeter also than honey and drippings from the honeycomb.
  • Moreover, by them is Your servant warned (reminded, illuminated, and instructed); and in keeping them there is great reward.
  • Who can discern his lapses and errors? Clear me from hidden [and unconscious] faults.
  • Keep back Your servant also from presumptuous sins; let them not have dominion over me! Then shall I be blameless, and I shall be innocent and clear of great transgression.
  • Let the words of my mouth and the meditation of my heart be acceptable in Your sight, O Master, my [firm, impenetrable] Rock and my Redeemer.
  • Proverbs 9:10
  • The reverent and worshipful fear of the Master is the beginning (the chief and choice part) of Wisdom, and the knowledge of the Holy One is insight and understanding. End of quote.
  • Saturday, August 29, 2020 at 11:00 am.

So? That Is How I Got To This New World! Wonderfully Free Of The Fears That Been Suffocating Me All Of My Life …

Noticing the hour and minutes to close the end and the beginning of a cycle in Your Presence: double ones and zeroes.

  • The number One meaning Unity.
  • Zero is both closed and wide open. It means comprehensiveness, openness, wholeness, and infinity. It’s an all-inclusive number. Wow!

So? One Cycle End. The Last Cycle Begins …

That shall be the talk between You and this child of Yours from here on upwards.

  • What a marvel to rest on, on this last 7th Day of Rest of this 8th month of 2020—the year not to fear my fears. End of excerpt.

Amazing! Exactly What Is Going On Right Now …

It has been 8 months since I published that post. The Number Eight? Stands for Newness and Cycles. The number eight presents a picture of newness and a fresh beginning.

Talking About A Fresh Beginning? …

Absolutely! Even so? We are slow to grasp Your doings. And I say we because I am a human being just like the rest of my loved ones are. I act and react for the most as a human being.

Regardless! Neither I Nor Them Or Anything Else In The Universe Can Thwart Your Plans …

HalleluYah! Behold! The Power Of Your Love and Wisdom Descending Upon Us All. It Never Fails. It Always Avails! Loved To Love

  • Before?
  • Heavy Laden Big Time…
  • Now?
  • My soul delights itself in fatness the profuseness of spiritual joy …

In The Next Posts? The Actual Living Wonderfully Free! Suffocating Fears …

Indeed! Such fears are no longer my lifetime invaders nor my persuaders! Plus? My new family since March 15, 2021.

  • It is now Friday, April 9, 2021 at 4:49 am.
  • Bed time.
  • Will continue on waking up.

Up And Ready For Battle, Your Battle …?

It is now Friday, April 9, 2021 at 7:05 am. The number 7 in this moment’s hour? You do wonders on the earth with that number. The zero right now? Inclusive of the number 5 and the number 9.

  • The Number Five stands for Grace and Preparation
  • The Number Nine – Fruitfulness and Giving. The number nine paints a picture of bearing fruit and giving.

You Have Given Me Grace And Life To Proclaim Your Purpose In The World/Earth To Bear Fruit And Giving …

  • “Pause. Reflect. O thiaBasilia—O Child Of My Heart? Come on! As a human being you get despondent, down and out. You tend to evade Me. Why?
  • My precious child! Why such human reaction to My words sometimes?
  • Because you do not understand the meaning of bearing fruit.
  • Even so? My precious one, you do not need to understand.
  • The Fact?
  • No matter your human reaction or your lack of understanding you are bearing and giving more fruit than you can ever imagine, but!
  • If there would be no setbacks in all your doings?
  • If I would allow you to succeed by the power of your mind or understanding?
  • You would be shinning the glamourous light to please a world lusting for carnal pleasure.
  • That, My child, will never ever happen.
  • No matter all in the human department?
  • I am sustaining you in My department.
  • Don’t you ever forget it!
  • Now? Go On With Your Lately Doings.”
  • Break for breakfast and chores at 9:31 am.
  • Back at 1:00 pm on Friday, April 9, 2021
  • I am ready to post but there is no connection.
  • I wait on You.

Link to the complete posts:

New World! Wonderfully Free Of The Fears That Been Suffocating Me All Of My Life … – Step Into My Life—An Ongoing Saga Until Eternity. (

Living Wonderfully Free! Suffocating Fears? – Step Into My Life—An Ongoing Saga Until Eternity. (

The net is working on and off now, but I am sleepy.

Friday, April 9, 2021 at 3:51 pm.

You woke me up around 6 pm.

Ahmad came to eat supper with me.

Totally an amazing day!

You are beginning to show me Your progress in our lives.

That shall be the subject from now on.

It is now Saturday, April 10, 2021 at 5:31 am.

Ha! The number 10, that is when whatever is to happen really, really begins to materialize.

On to posting grounds.

Taking a break at 8:32 am. On Saturday, April 10, 2021.

You are leading me to break this post into parts

This time I will put a link to part 2.

Maybe even part 3.

For You know the problem with the Internet.

So? I must post as the Internet connects.

Besides, I must wait on You to inspire me when to post as per the way You are developing it all.

So Much To Post. Hopefully This Post Is Not A Repeat …

Well? It is now Monday, May 31, 2021 at 5:31 pm. At last the Internet is working. I will post in the main site.

Your crystal pure love now in my heart for all. thiaBasilia.

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