Loved to Love. But! The Pruning Shears? They Land On My Land At His Command …

No Kidding! Snip! Snip! Snip! Those Shears Clip Better Fruit For Sure To Bear The Loved To Love That You Require …

Scriptural basis for this graphic? John 14:15 AMPC+ If you really love Me, you will keep, obey My commands. Deuteronomy 28:1. Deuteronomy 28:15. Deuteronomy 28:63. Check it out. It is not thiaBasilia’s say so.

Ha! O My Master You Make Sure I Continue To Bear Fruit …?

You have been pruning me for the last 36 years of my life. Some 36 years ago in 1985 You called me into Your service. You let me know then how Satan was to sift me like sand, but You prayed for me.

  • Indeed! I have been sifted to the max.
  • Then refined like silver and gold to prepare me for Your service.
  • This 2021 year You informed me I am now ready for Your service.
  • Amen!
  • Here we go to continue with the saga.

The Frustration Of The Day …?

Master? You know that I formatted and posted in the main site, but! The rest of the day I spent in Photoshop. I did not accomplished much today. It was rather a blah day. No one called or came. But You know all about it.

  • The Internet is down.
  • No much I can do without it.
  • I will now head for bed on Tuesday, March 30, 2021 at 10:02 pm
  • Hope You bless me with sleep.
  • You blessed me with sleep on and off until 5 am this morning.
  • It is now Wednesday, March 31, 2021 at 5:59 am.

End Of This Trying Month …

Master? Thank You for overcoming this world’s trying times for me. I do not feel too good this morning. Nothing hurts, only tired of the same from this so loved word of Yours. But You know it, and?

  • My hope is set on You to change if nothing else my attitude even more than what You already changed it.
  • Your words in John 15 come to mind.


John 15:1-2 AMPC+

I AM the True Vine, and My Father is the Vinedresser.

Any branch in Me that does not bear fruit [that stops bearing] He cuts away (trims off, takes away); and He cleanses and repeatedly prunes every branch that continues to bear fruit, to make it bear more and richer and more excellent fruit. End of quote.

Thank You. How Encouraging Your Words Ring In My Hearing …?

Why do I get so despondent? Because I look to people and things to please me instead of whatever I am supposed to do to abide in You, but!

  • I am so glad for my Father’s pruning shears!
  • They landed on me
  • No one came or called.
  • No goodies to satisfy my pleasure.
  • No much progress with my graphic’s skill.
  • Nothing worked yesterday as opposed to the day before.
  • The day before? Up in the clouds of laughter and fun!
  • Company came.
  • In good terms with Ahmad.
  • Ah! It felt so good!
  • But this morning? Blah!
  • Guess what? I beginning to feel better already, why?
  • You quickened me to check the response to the latest post.
  • The latest post? Excellent response.
  • Wow! Better fruit and more and richer and more excellent fruit than before.
  • Much encourage to head and publish the Part 2 of the previous post in the rest of the sites.

The Latest Post? Excellent Response? …

It is now Wednesday, March 31, 2021 at 10:24 am. Master? You know how I wonder why You let me see the excellency of the response to what You have me to post.

  • I wonder when I happen to see the multitude of followers of most posts at large, but!
  • What I post? Maybe a few at the most.
  • Sometimes? Maybe one or two.
  • Even so? My sense is as if thousands have responded.
  • I get to wonder and ponder.
  • Will I ever learn?
  • Why wonder why?
  • Snip! Snip! The Father’s shears clip! Clip!
  • But then when the clipping ends?
  • The Song of Solomon the pain as well to end.
  • O what a blessed song to my heart You sing!
  • Not a human being. To heal. To comfort?
  • Not a thing. Nothing at all can healing and comfort bring.


Song of Solomon 2:4 AMPC+

He brought me to the banqueting house, and his banner over me was love, for love waved as a protecting and comforting banner over my head when I was near him.

Song of Solomon 2:10-13 AMPC+

My beloved speaks and says to me, Rise up, my love, my fair one, and come away, behold, the winter is past; the rain is over and gone.

The flowers appear on the earth; the time of the singing [of birds] has come, and the voice of the turtledove is heard in our land.

The fig tree puts forth and ripens her green figs, and the vines are in blossom and give forth their fragrance. Arise, my love, my fair one, and come away. End of quote.

Yes! I Have Come Away With You! No Regrets! No Turning Back …?

So much of Your doings and Your words I do not understand, and I wonder, but! Your passionate love for me along Your whole creation? No need to understand. Only need? Experience.

  • Thus? You have brought me back to the December 2020 experience of Your love.


Things Are Just Things We Should Fling, But! …

But Things Are The Thing That Consumes And Devours From Within.

Is There Hope? O My Master! Is There Hope In You Not In Things …

From my within? It is now Sunday, December 20, 2020 at 10:19 pm. I just woke up. Not much response to today’s post. Why?

Am I Faulting To Convey The Thing From Within To Your Kingdom Portray? …

Is there a lurking lust for the things in my way to convey Your way without delay? Mercy! Search me! O search me to see is there is such wicked thing in my within!

  • Then? I plead with much speed I plead remove from my within such wicked thing.

Only You. You Alone With The Power To Remove Or …?

To remove or to install anything in our within stall. What is the use for me to tell and tell and tell and try my power to sell any line that only You can define?

What Quicken To Me This Line Of Lustful Thought …

The headlines rampart online proclaiming this thing that we must fling, but! It is one thing to talk about anything against the experience of such a thing. For it is written, quote:

1 Corinthians 4:20 AMPC+

For the kingdom of God consists of and is based on not talk but power (moral power and excellence of soul).

O Man! Master? What Is It That Quickens Me To Check My Own Within …?

“Not what, My child but Who? Who quickens you to check your own within? I am the One.”

  • Back to bed at 11:22 pm on Sunday, December 20, 2020.

Well? O My Master? You Knew I Was So Tired That I Could Not Concentrate, So …?

You sent me back to bed. It is now Monday, December 21, 2020 at 4:50 am. You blessed me with sleep until 3 am. I woke up from my activity during the last part of those sleeping hours. Your message?

Eating my favorite broiled fish with my favorite people in my favorite places.

No kidding! What is that You are telling me?

My request? To search my within if there be a wicked thing in my within.

My lurking fear? Am I waiting to be complete with Your blessings or alone with Thee?

“O thiaBasilia—O Child Of My Heart? Pause. Reflect. Why did I created that one human being to multiply, replenish the earth, and become My cherished family? Ah! My precious greatly beloved woman child of mine, how immensely you please and delight My heart! Absolutely no need to fear! Your love is crystal pure. My blessings shall never in any way shape or form mar the purity of that love I have instilled in your within. Nothing. Nor anything shall ever in your without or your within come to be in between Me and thee.”

Wow! Goofy Me. Always Looking Backwards Instead Of Forwards, But! …

Thank Goodness! You get my attention in forward gear not to fear. It is now almost daybreak. Soon as the sun makes its day debut?

  • I’ll have a good talk with my avocado trees with this good news in Your reply; for it applies for them to shoot out those blooms announcing the avocados in my seed grown avocado trees.
  • You see, my Master? On the grounds of Your words in the Book of Malachi I am proving You.
  • You have accepted all the tithes and more from me into Your store house within and without my being.
  • I have kept nothing. Zilch! And now?

Malachi Is The Reality Thing Without And Within! Wow! …


Malachi 3:8-18 AMPC+

Will a man rob or defraud God? Yet you rob and defraud Me. But you say, In what way do we rob or defraud You? [You have withheld your] tithes and offerings.

You are cursed with the curse, for you are robbing Me, even this whole nation. [Lev_26:14-17]

Bring all the tithes (the whole tenth of your income) into the storehouse, that there may be food in My house, and prove Me now by it, says the Master of hosts, if I will not open the windows of heaven for you and pour you out a blessing, that there shall not be room enough to receive it. [Mal_2:2]

And I will rebuke the devourer [insects and plagues] for your sakes and he shall not destroy the fruits of your ground, neither shall your vine drop its fruit before the time in the field, says the Master of hosts.

And all nations shall call you happy and blessed, for you shall be a land of delight, says the Master of hosts.

Your words have been strong and hard against Me, says the Master. Yet you say, What have we spoken against You?

You have said, It is useless to serve God, and what profit is it if we keep His ordinances and walk gloomily and as if in mourning apparel before the Master of hosts?

And now we consider the proud and arrogant to be happy and favored; evildoers are exalted and prosper; yes, and when they test God, they escape [unpunished].

The Book Of Remembrance …?

Then those who feared the Master talked often one to another; and the Master listened and heard it, and a book of remembrance was written before Him of those who reverenced and worshipfully feared the Master and who thought on His name.

And they shall be Mine, says the Master of hosts, in that day when I publicly recognize and openly declare them to be My jewels (My special possession, My peculiar treasure). And I will spare them, as a man spares his own son who serves him.

Then shall you return and discern between the righteous and the wicked, between him who serves God and him who does not serve Him. End of quote.

Master? You Know How Full I Am With All That Goes On …

It is now Wednesday, March 31, 2021 at 4:22 pm. I am so full that I do not think I could handle any company today. I don’t even wish for Ahmad’s company. What’s the use?

  • A repeat of all our antics and no change.
  • I had enough. I am full!
  • But You are in control.
  • To You I trust my all.
  • You are here with and for me.
  • I am not alone.
  • I wait and hope on You with the patience and composure You have invested upon me.
  • Thank You.

Yeah. I Am Waiting For You To Supply The Impossible With Man …?

As I am expecting for You to supply avocados from my seed grown avocado trees, I am expecting for You to supply enough monies to install an air conditioner and to insolate the walls in the apartment.

  • Those two things?
  • I am told that seed grown avocados do not produce avocados.
  • That is an impossible with man.
  • Then? Monies for the air conditioner and the walls?
  • They are threatening that my stimulus check might not be issued.
  • Another impossible with man.
  • And the best I am waiting for?
  • My children to join with me in this forsaken land.
  • Impossible!
  • But with You? All things are possible.
  • I wait.
  • How long? As long as You deem necessary for me to wait.

Love Is Conditional! …

Master? Let me not fool myself anymore. This fad going on about unconditional love has its own ‘conditions’. The thing has gone viral because it is an excuse to do and live without restrain of any kind.

  • You know how troubled I am with all that goes on.
  • It is now Wednesday, March 31, 2021 at 11:32 pm.
  • This day, this month? Gone!
  • Wow! I just now realizing my Diana’s birthday!
  • I’ll work of a birthday card for her, but?
  • I can’t think what to create.
  • I wait for Your inspiration.
  • Perhaps the best thing to do right now is to head for bed.
  • Hope for You blessings.

Your Blessings Are A Reality …?

Thursday, April 1, 2021 at 5:52 am. Sixty years have gone by since I held my first-born beauty on my chest right on top of my heart.

On her Birthday I wrote:

You were born to lead not to follow. Unique and heavy calling. In Montessori school they call it, Unable to follow instructions. No wonder. You were born to give not to follow such dumb human’s instructions for the most.

Alright! That was the message in graphics. Now? The following is the amazing revelation to lift us all up from the trying times that we are going through. Have the best among your birthdays rest.

  • On the hour for this record, I have a double five followed by the number two.

What does it mean, my Master? …

  • Quotes from NUMBERS – GEMATRIA. The Design of Scripture by Brad Scott.

The Number Five – Grace and Preparation. Wow! For the number 5! …

The Number Five stands for Grace and Preparation. This number associates the idea of Your grace and life to it. The 5th day of restoration of the creation is the first appearance of life. The creation responds to You, the Creator by producing fruit, shining light, and providing just the right atmosphere for Your ultimate act to flourish. This same creation is waiting for it’s new body just as we are.

The Number Two – Division. It Must Take Place To Begin Afresh …?

I hope that I have established the background and use of the number one and it’s meaning of unity. While ‘one’ denotes ‘how many’ and defines the base nature of ‘Elohiym, the number two takes on a significant difference. Two implies that there is ‘another’. Sometimes this is good, but most of the time it is evil and divisive. The number two is the first number by which division begins to take place and is the first whole number that can be divided. (We are not going to work with fractions here.) Thus, the idea of division will generally be attached to this number.

Division is the result of sin, disobedience, and rebellion. In the beginning YHVH created two things, the heaven and the earth. Rabbinic literature and the Hebrew thinking process have generally agreed that YHVH has planned from the beginning to make heaven and earth one, and in agreement. This truth becomes evident in many places, not the least of which is in Mattityahu 6:10:

“Thy kingdom come, thy will be done in earth, as it is in heaven.”

On This Most Especial Day The Dreams In 2020 Are Beginning To Make Sense …?

“Thy kingdom come, thy will be done in earth, as it is in heaven.” Has been the theme for this 2021 year that we are living in. Last night?

  • I intended to create a card for my Diana, but I could not figure out what to create. This morning?

Wow! It Came To Me. Use The Graphics You Have Been Working On Lately …

What? Why not? Show me the way my Master, here I am. So? I began with the meaning of the numbers.

  • While searching for that meaning?
  • I came across the dream of a dancing number 200.
  • Now? It came to me how to include the record of such important message in that dream in my birthday gift to my Diana.
  • On to the task waiting on You while I compose.
  • I will need to use more than one graphic.
  • It just came to me to send the graphics plus a copy of this entry.

Quoting The December 2020 Message In A Dream …

Much Activity Went On In Those 8+ Hours Of Sleep …

Master? I trust You to lead me in the recalling the activity that went on while I slept.

First, I recollect attempting to restore the old site. Then I found myself among many people with someone who led me to a place.

That is kind of fussy recollection but then?

Kind of fussy as well I found myself by the elevator in a building among many people.

Next? Quite vivid!

The number 200 written in small letters dancing all over!

Me? Trying to get a hold of it. I woke up.

You Woke Me Up To Look For The Meaning Of Number 200.

Friday, December 11, 2020 at 8:09 am.

The Message …?

Wow! What a message! You will modify the description to Your meaning. For the wording of such description is not to Your approval.

  • Your instructions for that matter and for a fresh start are beginning to penetrate my being.

The Words Used By The Psychics Like Energy, Vibration, And So Far …

Those are words referring to the number as if numbers are our source for our existence. Not so, but!

  • As I read such descriptions You led me to replace those words with The Creator’s unfathomable wisdom and love represented in the 200 number.

What A Unique Day Yesterday Was! …

I spent the whole day illustrating, searching, reflecting, and enjoying Your peace and undeniable unbroken companionship while going crazy thinking it was Thanksgiving Day.

 The main thing? You Gave Me Your Meaning Of The Dream …

Saturday, December 12, 2020 at 4:42 am.

The following meaning is a modification of the meaning from a psychic’s site.

  • His take on the meaning of the 200 number is much detailed and longer than what You have led me to include in Your meaning.


The Creator’s unfathomable wisdom and love represented in the 200 a composite containing the ideas of:








The list contains key words that each represent an aspect of the essence of The Creator’s unfathomable wisdom and love represented in the 200 number. Additional key terms would be inclusiveness, infinite potential, and a sense of all that is.

Meanings of the number 200 are interpretations in relation to what it applies to, or the situation or circumstances where the number occurs.

The house or company or area with the number 200 as part of its name or address, or one that calculates to an intrinsic number 200, would be permeated with The Creator’s unfathomable wisdom and love represented in the 200 number essence such as a strong relationships and a teamwork ethic.

The Creator’s unfathomable wisdom and love represented by the number 200 resonates with companionship and infinite possibilities.

Imagine two people standing on the crest of a hill, looking out into the cosmos, being aware of infinite possibilities for the two of them together, and you are in position to grasp the essence of an aspect of The Creator’s unfathomable wisdom and love represented by the number 200.

The Creator’s unfathomable wisdom and love represented in the 200 number also has other aspects, diplomacy being one.

There is a sense of connection or coexistence with all that is.

A person expressing The Creator’s unfathomable wisdom and love has a need to be with someone, to coexist. Relationships are comforting — any relationship where roles are understood and accepted, be it social, career, personal, or other type of relationship. There is a sense of wholeness and infinite potential. The person generally has a good sense of diplomacy and skills or talents related to conflict resolution.

Meanings of the number 200 are interpretations of The Creator’s unfathomable wisdom and love represented in the 200 number. What it represents in relation to what it applies to, or the situation or circumstances where the number occurs.

The house or company or area with the number 200 as part of its name or address, or one that calculates to an intrinsic number 200, would be permeated with The Creator’s unfathomable wisdom and love such as a strong relationships and a teamwork ethic.

Imagine a relationship of coexisting with others, being imbued with the essences of companionship and diplomacy. You are a team member skilled in maintaining smooth, comfortable understanding and stress-free interaction among members. You solve any friction quickly and effectively to the full satisfaction of all affected parties. When you are by yourself, you feel an urge to seek interaction with another, or at the least be present with another. You have an inherent proclivity for dealing with people in a sensitive and effective way.

My Precious Child, That’s My Unfathomable Wisdom And Passionate Love Represented In The 200 Number Now Engraved Within You …

Alright Vieja Segunda! What’s good for the goose is good for the gander. This is the best that the Father’s Spirit gave me to share with you on this most especial 60th birthday of yours in 2021.

  • The year 2020 was the year to end our fears.
  • The year 2021 is the year to fearless begin the last cycle of our time as we know it.

As He engraved it all within me? May He engrave it all in you.

Have a blessed one!

Lov, mom.

All Done. Now I Wait For Her Response …

I slept for a couple of hours before I sent the message to Diana. It is now Thursday, April 1, 2021 at 2:43 pm. I finally got to talk to Diana.

  • Ahmad came this morning with bread for my breakfast.
  • It is now Thursday, April 1, 2021 at 6:30 pm.
  • My little friend just brought me a pot of soup.
  • I will not have any visitors today.
  • They called to tell me they will come tomorrow.
  • I am so glad that I am no longer pinning for company or waiting for things that I think I need.
  • I am content and satisfied at last.
  • All fears? Disappeared!
  • This time? You are demonstrating Your work within me to my own self.
  • How effective are Your ways!
  • Somehow? Though that I am hoping for money to come tomorrow, I am not anxious about it.
  • I am simply grateful for Your special blessings of today.
  • But I have not heard from Denise since last February.
  • Her phone number and email address have disappeared from my contacts.
  • Even so? I am not anxious or worried about it.
  • You remain in control of it all for sure and forever.
  • Perhaps I should go to bed and quit looking for replies?
  • It is only 7:26 pm. Hopefully You bless me with sleep to forget it all for a couple of hours.
  • I’ll do.

Thank You For Sleep. My Unfounded Suspicious? Gone! …

Master? Now I know Your purpose for allowing all the evil intruding to disturb my wellbeing. No kidding! To dream of intrudes breaking in my home to steal my computer is nothing else but my ugly past threatening to destroy my present.

Ha! In Vain The Evil Threats! This Little Light Of Mine? I’m Going To Let It Shine …?

O my Master! For certain? It is NOT my faith! It is all YOUR FAITHFULNESS! Living in Your Presence? Learning to discern! What am I talking about?

  • Discernment? What does it mean?
  • Dictionary quote:

dis·cern·ment  (dĭ-sûrn′mənt)


  1. The act or process of exhibiting keen insight and good judgment.
  2. Keenness of insight and judgment.

Ha! Keen Insight and Good Judgment …?

Master? Do I have keen insight and good judgment? Numerous people tell me in reproach or approval that I have all the answers. The truth? I do, but! I have not known until now why or how. Talk to me, my Master. I need to hear You.

“Pause. Reflect. O thiaBasilia—O Child Of My Heart? For sure, I have gifted discernment to you over and above other human beings for the good purpose that I have created you to be. What is My purpose to gift discernment to you? My precious child, in My time and at My discretion, I called you into My service to fulfill My purpose for your creation.

(Click the link for further info on that subject, but come back to finish reading this post.)

Let’s continue:

Unto You I Bring All My Frustrations …?

  • Master? It is now Friday, April 2, 2021 at 9:29 pm.
  • You know how I spent the day.
  • I need to pickup the thread, but I am tired.
  • Besides, I cannot connect to work.
  • Heading for bed.
  • Hope You bless me with sleep.
  • Saturday, April 3, 2021 at 12:54 am.
  • Connection no good. Back to sleep.
  • I did not go back to sleep.
  • I have not received my stimulus check.
  • Have been trying to find out why to no avail.
  • It is now Saturday, April 3, 2021 at 2:30 am.

Master? Help! Unless You Intervene …?

I cannot stop my fear that I might not get that money. I cannot stop hoping for it to materialize. I need You. You are my Provider. You have Your good reason for the delay. I wait on You to show me that reason if You so deem to do.

  • In the meantime?
  • I pray for sleep.
  • I pray to wake up refresh and ready to continue the task You have assigned to me, and?
  • I pray to forget about the extra money.
  • You know the money available now is not enough to cover my expenses.
  • But You command me to be satisfied with what You provide.
  • So? That is what I am praying for.
  • I am praying to give me the power to quit looking for more than You provide for me.
  • Thank You.

No Use For Retaliation …?

Sure! O my Master! The constant lack of change and broken promises hurt and make me angry, but! You command me not to return evil for evil; to bless those who hurt me.

  • It is now Saturday, April 3, 2021 at 9:16 am.
  • Ahmad promised to come early this morning, but he is not here yet.
  • Not only that but he was to get my supplies today but now he tells me he will get those tomorrow.
  • I had it my Master! You know it.
  • Help!
  • Thank You.

Wow! Your Instructions Came Right Out Of My Own Mouth …?

What a relief! So? That is the reason why You have caused the delay for that check. I read earlier that a new round of checks will be in the bank of this weekend. I expect rather? I sense You will release that money today or tomorrow for sure.

Ahmad Came And Went. All Turned Out The Best …?

He came carrying a bag asking me to look at his eyes. He started out complaining about his eyes. I responded, “It is not just your eyes! It’s your mind and your head! You get the biggest pleasure in making me angry, but it is not going to work anymore!”

  • Ha! His face lit up with smile!
  • From there on we engaged in one of the best exchanges we ever had.
  • All about the reason for the stimulus check delay.
  • Amazing! We had planned to spend that money on the AC plus a couple of other things I had wanted.
  • Just to install the AC would have taken most of the money and then what?
  • Back to agonize how to make it for the rest of the month!
  • Repeat! Repeat! Repeat now halted!
  • He said, “I’ll install the AC for you!”
  • I said, “NO! You need to get the necessary tools to fix this apartment yourself because we have wasted a lot of money on workers that have done a lousy job and the apartment still not fixed! That will not cost too much; the rest of that money we need to save it to make it for the rest of this Corona virus crisis that we are going through! From here on if I must do without all those things that I think I need including especial food I will do without before I let you scrounge for money to satisfy my demands. That is the way it HAS to be. The change begins with me!”

Number 7 Meaning Completeness And Rest. Indeed! …?

Amazing! Finally! You are never late nor tardy. Once You delivered me from my obsession with spending money that I do not have? Presto! My check shall deposited next Wednesday the 7th. You certainly do marvelous things with the 7 number.

  • It is now Sunday, April 4, 2021 at 2:39 am.
  • Wednesday, April 7, 2021 at 12 am is coming 4 days
  • Wednesday: the 4th day of the week.
  • April: the 4th month of the year.
  • Number 7: You do wonders all over the earth with number 7.
  • Sunday, April 4, 2021 at 2:54 am. Bed?

Well? O My Master! You Are So Good To Me …?

From day first of this 4th month of 2021, You have amazed me with such special blessings. But yesterday? The best! Victory over my financial mishandling! And?

Today? Victory Over The Enemy’s Physical Attempt To Harm Me …?

No kidding! From the moment I woke up until I laid down to sleep? The enemy harassed me big time. First thing? I burned my breakfast and broke another favorite coffee mug of mine. The worst?

  • I let what I thought to be a boy to come in my roof to retrieve the kite I saw hanging by the rail.
  • What I thought to be a boy turned out to be an evil girl.
  • This girl insisted that I let her climb up the roof above my apartment.
  • I refused. She kept insisting. I made her leave but she grabbed my door handle refusing to leave.
  • The whole incident wound up on that girl scratching my right hand and breaking my skin.
  • That throwed me into fear!
  • But I trusted such fear under Your feet before I went to sleep.

Ha! Your Response? A Warning To Ahmad That Landed On His Within For Good …?

It is now Monday, April 5, 2021 at 8:55 am. Ha! I see the number 8 followed by the 5 twice. Amazing how You are putting all incidents in place from the past up to yesterday.

Master? I Can Feel My Insides Turning, Why? …

I don’t know why but I don’t have to know. You know. I wait on You. For sure You will show me the why of all happenings as You see fit to do.

  • I was wrong thinking that Yazeed had connected with You.

My Earnest Supplication O My Master! …?

Forgive our foolishness and set our minds on Your will not in our minds. We continue to make fun of all the warnings You send our via the good and bad that comes our way.

  • I was wrong thinking You had reached Ahmad’s inner man.
  • His actions today proved me wrong.
  • Help me O my Master help me!
  • How can I overcome the nasty blow of today?
  • Unless You intervene there is no hope for us.
  • Deliver us from our own selves.
  • Deliver us from bragging or boasting or talking or writing about oneself or something related to oneself in a proud or self-admiring way.
  • That is what we do naturally.
  • But only You can set us strait.
  • No self-induced method or routine can deliver us.
  • You alone are able and willing to deliver and empower us to abide in You.
  • Have mercy my Master and help us quit our usual ways.
  • But I know that is what You are doing.

How Long, O Master? …

Psalms 13:1-6 AMPC+

To the Chief Musician. A Psalm of David. HOW LONG will You forget me, O Master? Forever? How long will You hide Your face from me?

How long must I lay up cares within me and have sorrow in my heart day after day? How long shall my enemy exalt himself over me?

Consider and answer me, O Master my Yah; lighten the eyes [of my faith to behold Your face in the pitchlike darkness], lest I sleep the sleep of death,

Lest my enemy say, I have prevailed over him, and those that trouble me rejoice when I am shaken.

But I have trusted, leaned on, and been confident in Your mercy and loving-kindness; my heart shall rejoice and be in high spirits in Your salvation.

I will sing to the Master, because He has dealt bountifully with me.

Yes! You Have Dealt Bountifully With Me …?

And though my insides turn and churn? My gaze is set on You forever never to return or turn back, because You have dealt bountifully with me.

  • And so you are doing with each one of your children individually, so?
  • I continue with my prayer and supplication in Psalms 9.

I Will Recount Your Wonderful Deeds

Psalms 9:1-20.

To the Chief Musician, or to You my Master; a Psalm of David and now a Psalm of thiaBasilia You are inscribing in my inner man for all practical purposes.

I WILL praise You, O Master, with my whole heart; I will show forth (recount and tell aloud) all Your marvelous works and wonderful deeds!

I will rejoice in You and be in high spirits; I will sing praise to Your name, O Most High!

When my enemies turned back, they stumbled and perished before You.

For You have maintained my right and my cause; You sat on the throne judging righteously.

You have rebuked the nations, You have destroyed the wicked; You have blotted out their name forever and ever.

The enemy have been cut off and have vanished in everlasting ruins, You have plucked up and overthrown their cities; the very memory of them has perished and vanished.

But the Master shall remain and continue forever; He has prepared and established His throne for judgment. [Heb_1:11]

And He will judge the world in righteousness (rightness and equity); He will minister justice to the peoples in uprightness. [Act_17:31]

The Master also will be a refuge and a high tower for the oppressed, a refuge and a stronghold in times of trouble (high cost, destitution, and desperation).

And they who know Your name [who have experience and acquaintance with Your mercy] will lean on and confidently put their trust in You, for You, Master, have not forsaken those who seek (inquire of and for) You [on the authority of Your Word and the right of their necessity]. [Psa_42:1]

Sing praises to the Master, Who dwells in Zion! Declare among the peoples His doings!

For He Who avenges the blood [of His people shed unjustly] remembers them; He does not forget the cry of the afflicted (the poor and the humble).

Have mercy upon me and be gracious to me, O Master; consider how I am afflicted by those who hate me, You Who lift me up from the gates of death,

That I may show forth (recount and tell aloud) all Your praises! In the gates of the Daughter of Zion I will rejoice in Your salvation and Your saving help.

The nations have sunk down in the pit that they made; in the net which they hid is their own foot caught.

The Master has made Himself known; He executes judgment; the wicked are snared in the work of their own hands. Higgaion [meditation]. Selah [pause, and calmly think of that]!

The wicked shall be turned back [headlong into premature death] into Sheol (the place of the departed spirits of the wicked), even all the nations that forget or are forgetful of the Almighty Creator of everything existent.

For the needy shall not always be forgotten, and the expectation and hope of the meek and the poor shall not perish forever.

Arise, O Master! Let not man prevail; let the nations be judged before You.

Put them in fear [make them realize their frail nature], O Master, that the nations may know themselves to be but men. Selah [pause, and calmly think of that]! End of quote.

  • Thank You for hearing and answering me as You have always done.
  • Even so?

Wonderful Deeds? Blessings In Disguise …?

It is now Monday, April 5, 2021 at 5:02 pm. The tears flow. The oppression from the enemy is not a light matter. But You are in control of the enemy no matter what or who the enemy uses to harm me. Psalms 42 comes to mind.


Psalms 42:1-11. Modified to address my Yah personally.

AS THE hart pants and longs for the water brooks, so I pant and long for You, O my Yah.

My inner self thirsts for You, for the living Yahuwah, my Yah. When shall I come and behold Your face? [Joh_7:37; 1Th_1:9-10]

My tears have been my food day and night, while men say to me all day long, Where is your God?

These things I earnestly remember and pour myself out within me: how I went slowly before the throng and led them in procession to the house of God [like a bandmaster before his band, timing the steps to the sound of music and the chant of song], with the voice of shouting and praise, a throng keeping festival.

Why are you cast down, O my inner self? And why should you moan over me and be disquieted within me? Hope in Yahuwah and wait expectantly for Him, for I shall yet praise Him, my Help and my Yah.

O my Yah, my life is cast down upon me [and I find the burden more than I can bear]; therefore will I [earnestly] remember You from the land of the Jordan [River] and the [summits of Mount] Hermon, from the little mountain Mizar.

Roaring] deep calls to [roaring] deep at the thunder of Your waterspouts; all Your breakers and Your rolling waves have gone over me.

Yet the Master will command His loving-kindness in the daytime, and in the night His song shall be with me, a prayer to the Yah of my life.

I will say to Yah my Rock, Why have You forgotten me? Why go I mourning because of the oppression of the enemy?

As with a sword [crushing] in my bones, my enemies taunt and reproach me, while they say continually to me, Where is your God?

Why are you cast down, O my inner self? And why should you moan over me and be disquieted within me? Hope in Yahuwah and wait expectantly for Him, for I shall yet praise Him, Who is the help of my countenance, and my Yah.

No Matter What? You Shall Not Abandon Me To My Own Devices …?

My mind is churning all kind of malevolent devices. But instead? I pray for blessings to the ones used by the enemy of our souls to hurt me. I am not fighting against flesh and blood. Thank You for hearing and answering my prayer.

O My Master! Am I Just Being Dramatic? …

Am I just getting all excited to get attention? Be it so, I beseech You my Master to remove that wicked thing from me. Otherwise? Show me the way You are leading me to go. Return unto me the joy of living in Your Presence.

  • It is now Monday, April 5, 2021 at 9:30 pm.
  • I don’t know what to do.
  • I have lost my appetite.
  • I cannot sleep.
  • The itching is ferociously attacking me.
  • And I cannot hear You.
  • That is my worst for the moment.
  • Once I hear Your loving voice all problems disappear.
  • I wait on You to deliver me from this predicament one more time.

Thank You. Your Faithfulness Is Simply Awesome! …?

It is now Tuesday, April 6, 2021 at 7:11 am. You continue to open my eyes and notice the numbers in the date and time. This time You letting me see the complete date and time not just the time. Let me see what You want me to see.

  • Tuesday, the 3rd day of the week.
  • April is the 4th month of the year.
  • The number 6, stands for Natural Man, Sin, and Slavery.
  • 2021 composed of the number 20 and 21.
  • The number ‘twenty’ appears quite often in the scriptures. It seems to speak of redemption.
  • The Number 21 is composed of the number Twenty for redemption and the number one and its meaning of unity.
  • At 7:11 am. Meaning?

O My Master! How Real You Are! …?

This day is beginning with Your message in the date assuring me of what to expect from now on. How neat! I did not mean to record the date the way it is recorded. Your emphasis is clear.

  • Saturday stands as the number 7. The Number Seven – Completeness and Rest. You do marvelous things in the earth with this number.
  • Emphatically the Number Twelve repeats many times for Governing Order and Rulership NOW set not only within but for all practical purposes of my daily affairs as well. All done by the power of Your unfathomable wisdom and passionate love for me and for all. Then?
  • The Number Twenty. The number ‘twenty’ speaks of redemption plus it is also twice the number 10. What follows?
  • The Number Eleven – Disorder and Judgment. Eleven in scripture seems to speak of disorder and judgment as if adding to the law (the number 10). Adding to Your order or Torah creates disorder and subsequently judgment.
  • The number two – division.
  • Six is the number that clearly represents man, Satan, sin, and slavery.
  • The number one and its meaning of unity.
  • The number two for division.
  • Division is the result of sin, disobedience, and rebellion.
  • In the beginning Almighty Yahuwah created two things, the heaven and the earth.
  • Then He divided the heaven and the earth.
  • All quoted leading to redemption.

The Sin Of Placing Man’s Ways Over Your Ways.

Also, from all quoted the quote on the meaning of number 6 opened my mind to understand much that I had not understood before about the sin of placing man’s ways over Your ways.

  • The Number Six – Natural Man, Sin, and Slavery
  • Six is the number that clearly represents man, Satan, sin, and slavery, but!

Israel’s Remnant Taunts Babylon …?


Isaiah 14:3-32 AMPC+

When the Master has given you rest from your sorrow and pain and from your trouble and unrest and from the hard service with which you were made to serve,

You shall take up this [taunting] parable against the king of Babylon and say, How the oppressor has stilled [the restless insolence]! The golden and exacting city has ceased!

The Master has broken the staff of the wicked, the scepter of the [tyrant] rulers,

Who smote the peoples in anger with incessant blows and trod down the nations in wrath with unrelenting persecution–[until] he who smote is persecuted and no one hinders any more.

The whole earth is at rest and is quiet; they break forth into singing.

Yes, the fir trees and cypresses rejoice at you [O kings of Babylon], even the cedars of Lebanon, saying, Since you have been laid low, no woodcutter comes up against us.

Sheol (Hades, the place of the dead) below is stirred up to meet you at your coming [O tyrant Babylonian rulers]; it stirs up the shades of the dead to greet you–even all the chief ones of the earth; it raises from their thrones [in astonishment at your humbled condition] all the kings of the nations.

All of them will [tauntingly] say to you, Have you also become weak as we are? Have you become like us?

Your pomp and magnificence are brought down to Sheol (the underworld), along with the sound of your harps; the maggots [which prey upon dead bodies] are spread out under you and worms cover you [O Babylonian rulers].

How have you fallen from heaven, O light-bringer and daystar, son of the morning! How you have been cut down to the ground, you who weakened and laid low the nations [O blasphemous, satanic king of Babylon!]

And you said in your heart, I will ascend to heaven; I will exalt my throne above the stars of God; I will sit upon the mount of assembly in the uttermost north.

I will ascend above the heights of the clouds; I will make myself like the Most High.

Yet you shall be brought down to Sheol (Hades), to the innermost recesses of the pit (the region of the dead).

Those who see you will gaze at you and consider you, saying, Is this the man who made the earth tremble, who shook kingdoms?

Who made the world like a wilderness and overthrew its cities, who would not permit his prisoners to return home?

All the kings of the nations, all of them lie sleeping in glorious array, each one in his own sepulcher.

But you are cast away from your tomb like a loathed growth or premature birth or an abominable branch [of the family] and like the raiment of the slain; and you are clothed with the slain, those thrust through with the sword, who go down to the stones of the pit [into which carcasses are thrown], like a dead body trodden underfoot.

You shall not be joined with them in burial, because you have destroyed your land and have slain your people. May the descendants of evildoers nevermore be named!

Prepare a slaughtering place for his sons because of the guilt and iniquity of their fathers, so that they may not rise, possess the earth, and fill the face of the world with cities.

And I will rise up against them, says the Master of hosts, and cut off from Babylon name and remnant, and son and son’s son, says the Master.

I will also make it a possession of the hedgehog and porcupine, and of marshes and pools of water, and I will sweep it with the broom of destruction, says the Master of hosts.

The Master of hosts has sworn, saying, Surely, as I have thought and planned, so shall it come to pass, and as I have purposed, so shall it stand.

That I will break the Assyrian in My land, and upon My mountains I will tread him underfoot. Then shall the [Assyrian’s] yoke depart from [the people of Judah], and his burden depart from their shoulders.

This is the [Master’s] purpose that is purposed upon the whole earth [regarded as conquered and put under tribute by Assyria]; and this is [His omnipotent] hand that is stretched out over all the nations.

For the Master of hosts has purposed, and who can annul it? And His hand is stretched out, and who can turn it back?

In the year that King Ahaz [of Judah] died there came this mournful, inspired prediction (a burden to be lifted up):

Rejoice not, O Philistia, all of you, because the rod [of Judah] that smote you is broken; for out of the serpent’s root shall come forth an adder [King Hezekiah of Judah], and its [the serpent’s] offspring will be a fiery, flying serpent. [2Ki_18:1, 2Ki_18:3, 2Ki_18:8]

And the firstborn of the poor and the poorest of the poor [of Judah] shall feed on My meadows, and the needy will lie down in safety; but I will kill your root with famine, and your remnant shall be slain.

Howl, O gate! Cry, O city! Melt away, O Philistia, all of you! For there is coming a smoke out of the north, and there is no straggler in his ranks and none stands aloof [in Hezekiah’s battalions].

What then shall one answer the messengers of the [Philistine] nation? That the Master has founded Zion, and in her shall the poor and afflicted of His people trust and find refuge. End of quote.

You have founded Zion, and in her shall the poor and afflicted of Your people trust and find refuge …?

So it is written, but! In the meantime? I suffer. The tears begin to flow again. Nothing makes sense. But then? All becomes as clear as the daylight.

It is totally amazing how You are piecing it all together …?

It is now Tuesday, April 6, 2021 at 1:01 pm. Ha! The message in the hour and minutes? The number 1 for Unity followed by zero for inclusive of another 1 meaning the necessity of Your United Body before Your return, and?

  • The reason and purpose for all the mysterious dreams, visions, and incidents happening up to the last 3 days.
  • It all coming up in the next post.

Your crystal pure love now in my heart for all. thiaBasilia.




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