Peace And Security In His Presence …

My Help Comes From The Master Creator Of Our Beings …

A Prayer For Your Help …

Sometime after much reflection on all happenings on this day I lifted my voice to pray. O my Master, You are the only One able to resolve all these disturbing matters assailing us at present time.

• I thank You for all my loved ones You have given to me.
• Forgive me for all my suspicious about them.
• Only You can deliver me from such suspicions.
• As per Your revelation it all got to do with the touchy feelings of my carnal nature.
• Deliver me from my own carnal nature.
• I have no desire to insist on my feelings and thoughts on anything.
• Be it all against the norm for other human beings in the society of mankind.
• No matter.
• Bless them to the max for their kindness to me despite the differences.
• I beseech You to open their eyes to forgive my offenses to them as I forgive them for their offenses to me.
• Thank You for inspiring this prayer to You.
• I already sense the impact of Your positive response.
• All things are in order now.
• Even so? I ask You to show me what to do when something goes out of order.
• Photoshop crashed again.
• Will restart computer to start fresh on Monday, March 22, 2021 at 4:40 am.
• I am looking forward to a good day as You continue to sustain me come sun or rain.

Something You, My Master Are Daily Showing To Me …?

Restart for AVG Monday, March 15, 2021 at 4:38 am. It is now Monday, March 15, 2021 at 7:25 am. Thank You for sleep. This is a new Today for me. You have set me free from my preoccupations about the safety of the computer.

• You made it possible for me to purchase a one-year subscription to AVG for a 60% discount.
• I am now safe and secured for a whole year.
• What a blessing!
• I will now continue to illustrate the signs of the end times.
• One more thing on the table though: The stimulus check.
• I am hoping to get it this week.
• It will be nice to get the few things I am missing.
• Even so? I am not waiting for it to solve my problems at hand.
• I am still waiting on our health to improve.
• Both Ahmad and I are suffering, but!
• Your grace and favor is sustaining us.
• It is utterly amazing the way things are turning out for us.
• I am in awe of Your doings.
• Break for breakfast at 9:07 am on Monday, March 15, 2021.
• I spent this day updating and cleaning the computer.
• Around 2 pm I got under the covers hoping to sleep, but!
• A knock at my door. Got up to check, and?

What A Surprise! You Sent Me The Family Across My Building! …

They came bearing good wishes to become my family. So now I have two families here. These are my first friends here in Amman. What a blessing! What do You have next for me?

• I was so lonely earlier today.
• Now? The loneliness is to be no more!
• You are so good to me.
• Thank You.

About Our Suspicions …

It is now Monday, March 15, 2021 at 5:18 pm. I have been reflecting on my own suspicions. What are suspicions? Mainly, suspicion is the act of suspecting. A belief without sure proof that something is wrong about someone or a situation.

• Suspect, suspected, suspecting, suspects means:

1. To consider (something) to be true or probable on little or no evidence: I suspect they are very disappointed.
2. To have doubts about (something); distrust: I suspect his motives.
3. To consider (a person) guilty without proof: The police suspect her of murder.

How This Matter Came To Mind Today? …

Well? O my Master! Still thinking on the matter of Good Behavior Must Emanate From Everything Beautiful That You Have Made. Now I know what You were leading me into.

• For sure, I am beginning to see what You are seeing in me and in others.
• On that moment I was beginning to feel awfully lonely., why?
• I have not heard from my children for a while.
• Have not heard or seen Ahmad for two days now.
• It has been a beautiful sunny day, and?
• I guess I miss sharing it with someone.
• Sitting under the sun that day I was reflecting rather than lamenting.
• So? I began to reconsider how my children, Ahmad and family, and so many others have bountifully bless and blessed me all of my life.
• But then? At some point this morning, I began to think about the reasons I suspected my children and Ahmad were not in touch with me anymore.
• WHAT?

Mercy! Mercy! Merc! My Master, Mercy I Cried! …

Those are just my suspicions! I have no proof for all to be the truth. In fact the evidence is the complete opposite of what I am suspecting to be their reason for their doings.

• But then after my cry for mercy? You sent me the neighboring family.
• How You are diffusing all my unfounded suspicions!
• Bed 7:50 pm. Up at midnight.
• I woke to an email from my Roxana.
• I replied. I came to continue recording.
• After all of these happenings?
• You reminded me of my request earlier, quote:
• “What do You have next for me?”

Yes Indeed! My Help Comes From You. Something You, My Master Are Daily Showing To Me …?

What marvels! Oh, that you had hearkened to My commandments coms to mind. How appropriate. Hope for these lines to accomplish Your will for us all. Quote:

Isaiah 48:18. Oh, that you had hearkened to My commandments! Then your peace and prosperity would have been like a flowing river, and your righteousness [the holiness and purity of the nation] like the [abundant] waves of the sea.

Daniel 9:4. And I prayed to the Lord my God and made confession and said, O Lord, the great and dreadful God, Who keeps covenant, mercy, and loving-kindness with those who love Him and keep His commandments,

Daniel 9:5. We have sinned and dealt perversely and done wickedly and have rebelled, turning aside from Your commandments and ordinances.

• Bed again. Tuesday, March 16, 2021 at 1:31 am.
• Up at 5:38 am on Tuesday, March 16, 2021.
• I read the emails. No need to reply to the one email that has caused me much sadness. Why?
• Reflecting on the matter I fixed and drank a cup of coffee.
• I fixed and ate my breakfast.
• Drank a cup of the gifted apple juice.
• Now I am cold.
• Still reflecting as to why I do not care to reply.
• I got up to sweep the floor instead of turning on the heat.
• It is now Tuesday, March 16, 2021 at 7:30 am.

What Is Your Message In The Hour And Minutes? …

A seven followed by a thirty. You are doing wonders on this earth with the number seven. What about the number thirty? What? For Your response? Back to January 13, 2021. Amazing!

Quote:

Master? What To Expect? What To Wait For? How To Respond To Your Messages In My Dreams …?

It is now Wednesday, January 13, 2021 at 7:30 am. Ha! The date again! The number seven meaning You do wonderful things on the earth with such number. The number 30? Let me check it.

• The Number Thirty – Dedication, The Blood of Messiah.

What Does That Mean My Master? …

It is now Wednesday, January 13, 2021 at 1:25 pm. For the last 6 hours or so You have led to create a card for my friend, to check emails, to check the news while I continue to reflect on all Your doings including Your response to my inquire.

• But You know it my Master.
• Thus? Your response came to mind.

Quote:

“My precious thiaBasilia, I have brought you to My banqueted house to taste of the goodness I have prepared for you and Ahmad along your children, your friends, and all I have placed in your path of life.

Whatever for I have done so?

Why run the risk to inflate you with pride?

Why provoke others to label you as, whatever label suits the human mind to set on you?

O thiaBasilia—O Child Of My Heart? Again and again I must remind you that I am aware of all the minute details not only of your life, your doings and thoughts and feelings but!

The same goes for each one of My children as well as all human beings with no exception.

Quote:

Hebrews 4:12-13 AMPC+

For the Word that Almighty Yahuwah speaks is alive and full of power [making it active, operative, energizing, and effective]; it is sharper than any two-edged sword, penetrating to the dividing line of the breath of life (soul) and [the immortal] spirit, and of joints and marrow [of the deepest parts of our nature], exposing and sifting and analyzing and judging the very thoughts and purposes of the heart.

And not a creature exists that is concealed from His sight, but all things are open and exposed, naked and defenseless to the eyes of Him with Whom we have to do. End of quote.

Oh OOO!!! Poof! There goes our sacred privacy but that’s another subject, ha my Master.

Not really thiaBasilia, it all ties together.

Pause. Reflect. Why the lack of communication?

Why the misunderstandings among the humankind?

Even between two close human beings?

Is it not because of the dark secrets one buries deep within?

Now My child, I am beginning to reach My children with My response to your inquires.

So? What Is The Meaning Of Dedication, The Blood Of Messiah …

Pause. Reflect. I led you to search further for the number 30 meaning to understand the Meaning Of Dedication, The Blood Of Messiah.

• Number 3 is a symbol of inspiration, creativity and self-expression.
• Number 0 usually resonates with infinity and wholeness, but we can also say that this number may be related to something mysterious.
• The combination of those numbers represents number 30.
• This number will help you focus on your spiritual life.
• Number 30 will help you express yourself and use your natural abilities.
• Thanks to this number you will realize that a certain cycle in your life has to end because another cycle is going to begin soon.

“My child, the wording in such meaning is to be discarded as coming from the psychic spiritual world aloof from My authority.

For it is not the number 30 that helps you under any circumstance. Even so? I led you to that meaning because you have submitted yourself to Me, thus, I am in control of your doings, therefore? I can trust you to submit all your findings to Me.

The number 30 as well as all numbers in the Scriptures are there for a sign from Me to lead you as per My good plan for you.

In this case the number 30 came up in the hour and minutes at the time or your recording, What To Expect? What To Wait For? How To Respond To Your Messages In My Dreams? Why?

Because in the meaning of that number I give you the answer. The number 30 composed of the number 3 and zero. In The Design of Scripture the number Three means Completion and Manifestation. Quote:

As we arrive at the number three, we now begin to get dimension and depth, as in length, width, and breadth. This characteristic of the number three will help us with some insight into it’s base meaning of completeness and dimensionality with respect to manifestation and expression. Three gives us the full picture of what we need to gain insight into that which we cannot see. We will see that the number three is found in many of the aspects of the essence of the Mighty One of Israel. End of quote.

Then Zero is both closed and wide open. It means comprehensiveness, openness, wholeness, and infinity. It’s an all-inclusive number.

• So My child? You are now realizing that One Cycle has come to End for sure. In the meantime?
• O My precious child, how you delight My Being with your determination to wait on Me for direction in all your doings.

One Cycle Has Come To End For Sure. The Last Cycle Begins …

That shall be the talk between Me and you from here onwards. The 2020 year ended the fear of your fears. You are now set in My Presence free from those suffocating fears to begin the last cycle in the time as you know time to be.

• The subjects for discussion to clear the confusion rampart among My children stars in this post.
• What to expect from now on? It is already stated what your expectation is to be. Quote:

1 Corinthians 2:7-10 AMPC+

But rather what we (the messengers) are setting forth is a wisdom of Almighty Yahuwah once hidden [from the human understanding] and now revealed to us by Almighty Yahuwah—that wisdom which Almighty Yahuwah devised and decreed before the ages for our glorification [to lift us into the glory of His presence].

None of the rulers of this age or world perceived and recognized and understood this, for if they had, they would never have crucified the Master of glory, Yahushua the Messiah.

But, on the contrary, as the Scripture says, What eye has not seen and ear has not heard and has not entered into the heart of man, all that Almighty Yahuwah has prepared (made and keeps ready) for those who love Him, who hold Him in affectionate reverence, promptly obeying Him and gratefully recognizing the benefits He has bestowed. [Also written in Isa_64:4; Isa_65:17]

Yet to us His messengers Almighty Yahuwah has unveiled and revealed them by and through His Spirit, for the [Holy] Spirit searches diligently, exploring and examining everything, even sounding the profound and bottomless things of Almighty Yahuwah—the divine counsels and things hidden and beyond man’s scrutiny. End of quote.

O The Wonders Of Your Unfathomable Wisdom And Passionate Love For Your Creation …?

Amazing! How can I say thanks for the things You are doing not just for me but for us all? I can says thanks by obeying You to keep Your first and most important of all commands.

• Sleep at 8:55 am. Up on Tuesday, March 16, 2021 at 11:10 am.
• It is now Tuesday, March 16, 2021 at 12:40 pm.
• Master? I Cannot Understand Why That Email Caused Me So Much Sadness. Help! …
• I have no desire to reply or even acknowledge such email. Why?
• As soon as I read it? It hit my gut as a reprove, and?
• My heart sank into a deep sadness.
• The email came twice to add to my perplexity.
• The first email came at 2:37 am. But the second one was a Fwd: oops, “our Father.”
• Date: March 15, 2021 at 8:37 PM

Subject: post

Quote:

Dear Thia,

Make no mistake, for I am not writing to ‘praise you.’

But we may see your good works AND GIVE GLORY TO

YOUR FATHER WHO IS IN HEAVEN.

If The First One Caused Me Much Sadness The Second One …?

Jolt my whole being! O my Master! What are You telling me? Why this strange email from a close friend of mine? Is she correcting me? Is she implying I am looking for praise to myself? Or is it You teaching me what is in me?

Either Way? I Cannot Shake Off This Sadness And Discouragement In My Soul. Help! …?

I have lost something beyond me to recognize. Could it be that in between the lines that You have me to post I am hiding a wish for recognition? Could it be a distasteful hypocrisy in my claims to give You the honor for Your work within me?

• I wait on You. You never fail to get me on the right track of Your leading.

I Remain In Waiting On You My Master …?

No more news. My new friends did not show up. Don’t know what to think. I continue to hear the same Noah’s time story every where I turn. No news about my check. Ahmad tells me they have announced 3 weeks of curfew. All closed. No work no money.

• Heading for bed at 7:45 pm on Tuesday, March 16, 2021.
• Up on Tuesday, March 16, 2021 at 11:45 pm but turning off comp back to sleep.
• It is now Wednesday, March 17, 2021 at 4:37 am.
• Been up since around 3:15 am.
• Master? It looks like my check will not be deposited until April 2.
• You know we are in dire need of that money, or, are we?
• You know all about the situation with Covid-19 here in Amman, Jordan.
• It is expected all shops to close again, so there won’t be work and no money to support us.
• But You know all about it.

My Plead? Help! …

I am not asking You for money or any material blessing. What for am I asking Your help? Help me to recognize my wicked ways, to humble myself, to turn away from such as written in Psalms 51. Then?

• Help me to heed what You told King Solomon a long time ago. Quote:

If My people, who are called by My name, shall humble themselves, pray, seek, crave, and require of necessity My face and turn from their wicked ways, then will I hear from heaven, forgive their sin, and heal their land.

2 Chronicles 7:12-22.

And the Master appeared to Solomon by night and said to him: I have heard your prayer and have chosen this place for Myself as a house of sacrifice.

If I shut up heaven so no rain falls, or if I command locusts to devour the land, or if I send pestilence among My people,

If My people, who are called by My name, shall humble themselves, pray, seek, crave, and require of necessity My face and turn from their wicked ways, then will I hear from heaven, forgive their sin, and heal their land.

Now My eyes will be open and My ears attentive to prayer offered in this place.

For I have chosen and sanctified (set apart for holy use) this house, that My Name may be here forever, and My eyes and My heart will be here perpetually.

As for you [Solomon], if you will walk before me as David your father walked, and do all I have commanded you, and observe My statutes and My ordinances, [1Ki_11:1-11]

Then I will establish the throne of your kingdom, as I covenanted with David your father, saying, There shall not fail you a man to be ruler in Israel.

But if you [people] turn away and forsake My statutes and My commandments which I have set before you and go and serve other gods and worship them,

Then will I pluck [Israel] up by the roots out of My land which I have given [them]; and this house which I have hallowed for My Name will I cast out of My sight, and will make it to be a proverb and a byword among all nations. [Jer_24:9-10]

And this house, which was so high, shall be an astonishment to everyone passing it, and they will say, Why has the Master done thus to this land and to this house?

Then men will say, Because they forsook the Master, the God of their fathers, Who brought them out of Egypt, and they laid hold of other gods and worshiped and served them; therefore has He brought all this evil upon them.

• It is obvious how fervently we pray and pray relying on Your words, but!
• In vain we pray because we do not turn away from our wicked ways.

Why Is That So My Master?

It is now Wednesday, March 17, 2021 at 7:27 am. I feel like crying again. Why? Because of my inability to turn away from my wicked ways. But then?

• If I was able to turn away from my wicked ways?
• Who would get the credit?
• Not You, that’s for sure.
• Oh so much that I do not understand about Your words!

Why Do You Command Us To Do What You Know Is Impossible For Us To Do? …

“My child, all My commands come with an ‘IF’ or ‘On the condition that’; something specified or agreed to, as in a contract.

But My children cannot understand the reason for such conditions because they are human beings and that is the way all is designed for all human beings by My Sovereign Authority over My creation.

Numerous theories about this matter have come up through the age of mankind, but!

That is all those are, theories.

Therefore? I have selected a few human beings to answer My call to be My mouthpieces.

To these human beings you belong.

And to these human beings I reveal My covenant with My people, but!

I only reveal what needs to be revealed as per My discretion.

So? I am the only One in control of My creation.

Fear not. As you bring to Me your human’s frustrations I am responding and revealing these things to you for the benefit of all reading these lines.” End of Your words for now.

• Restart for router change. Wednesday, March 17, 2021 at 12:32 pm.
• The day is advancing. It is already Wednesday, March 17, 2021 at 3:23 pm.
• I am waiting for whatever You have for me on the rest of this day.
• Perhaps nothing more than what I have already seen will come to pass.
• Either way, my hope and expectation are set on You.
• I do not have Internet. So? I am heading for Photoshop.

Well? The Day Ended In A Good Note …

My new friends arrived bearing goodies and a chair for me. We had a wonderful visit. They left with a promise to come back today. All things are coming together by Your design and purpose for us all.

• It is now Thursday, March 18, 2021 at 12:21 pm.
• I been up since 4:30 but I been working in Photoshop.
• My little friend brought me the router to get connected.

Master? You Know That I Am Wondering Again …

It is now Thursday, March 18, 2021 at 1:05 pm. No news about my stimulus check. You know that I have no doubt about Your faithfulness. Even so? We need money to make it for next 3 weeks. Or?

• Perhaps that is all in our minds, and?
• My request for money is out of place.
• I hope for Your mercy to overlook whatever I do out of fear.
• Bed Thursday, March 18, 2021 at 11:12 pm.
• Up on Friday, March 19, 2021 at 5:45 am.
• Concerned about bad dream.
• No Internet.
• Will restart computer at 6:11 am.

There Is No Use To Cry Over Spilt Milk …?

What am I talking about now? You know it my Master. There is no use for me to lament about what I sure have done with the monies You provided for me. Perhaps that is what the dream was all about.

• The dream, Ahmad brought me 2 hard boiled eggs cut in halves. The pieces are so vivid in my mind. Not quite hard boiled. I said in an agonizing way, “If I try to eat these eggs I will throw up!” I woke up quite disturbed. Somehow just the sight of half cooked eggs turns my stomach into a fit.
• And somehow, I am connecting such a dream with the monies You provide for me.

Help My Master! Help! Only You Can Resolve All My Problems …

It is now Friday, March 19, 2021 at 6:49 am. You know that it will be several hours before I’ll be able to check if You sent me some money to carry us for the rest of the month. Help me to keep my composure and my trust in You.

Everything That Exits Comes From The Almighty Creator Of Our Beings …

Let’s make no mistake about it. Even the next breath we take comes from His mighty hand. By the way, I am not a teacher. I am being taught these things that had gone past my head in former times.

Master? You Are The Almighty Creator Of Everything In Existence. No One Else Besides You …?

But the way we human beings act is as if You are just a figure of speech. We all have our concepts and ideas about You. The worst? We pass on those ideas and concepts to our children and peers.

Now? Why On Earth Am I Recording These Things As If …?

As if anyone cares. You know my Master how discouraged I am as I am finding out the lack of understanding of my stand with You. But then again? You know that I have no doubt in my mind of Your control of these miserable moments.

• Saturday, March 20, 2021 at 3:59 am. Bed. Perhaps things change when I wake up if I fall asleep.

Lesson To Heed To Live …

Quote:

From the fig tree learn this lesson: as soon as its young shoots become soft and tender and it puts out its leaves, you know of a surety that summer is near. Truly I tell you, this generation, the whole multitude of people living at the same time, in a definite, given period will not pass away till all these things taken together take place. Sky and earth will pass away, but My words will not pass away. Matthew 24:32-35.

Creating The Illustrations For The Matters You Inspire To Me …

Thank You. There is so much improvement in those creations. The best part? Creating those illustrations keep my mind in tune with what You aim to convey with them.

• And thank for sending my new friends.
• It is now Saturday, March 20, 2021 at 7:15 pm.

Master? I Do Not Know How To Record The Last 3 Hours …

It is now Saturday, March 20, 2021 at 10:41 pm. I need to go to sleep but I am not sleepy. So much happen on this day. How can I hung on unless You intervene? Perhaps Your intervention is what just happened. Thank You.

You finally blessed me with some 5 hours of sleep. It was 5:28 am when You woke me up.

The pain has escalated.

I do not know whether quit the sugar again or?

What to quit? What to eat?

The chocolates seemed to be helping me, but!

No chocolates in 3 days.

Take the uncertainty of all happenings?

It all boils down to inevitable stress and worry even when living in Your Presence.

Why not? The fool worries not.

The fool lives on their own made world of work, fun, and games.

Ignorance of You and Your ways is the fools’ trade mark.

Am I a fool?

Not anymore by Your grace and favor and design for my life’s existence.

Where To Go From Here My Master? …

Date and time at this moment of my wondering? Sunday, March 21, 2021 at 7:25 am. Indeed! You know all about my wonderings and my wanderings. So, the seven in the hour meaning?

The Number Seven – Completeness and Rest. You do marvelous things in the earth with this number.

Yes! You do marvelous things in the earth with this number.

And so You are doing in my own earth with all my wonderings and wanderings.

It is true, You have set me up in this place for good it seems to me.

Set up in the way that I no longer wander from one place to another.

No more wanderings! No more tottering my junk all over tarnation!

What a blessing such revelation!

But Then? There Comes The Blasted Wonderings In My Mind! …

My hope? You shall do a marvelous thing with the wonderings of my mind as well. That be swell! The wondering troubling my mind now? The times of Noah while You shed tears to see Your cherished children walking away.

• The last post ‘This Year 2021? Implanted Beauty Surfacing …’ has been ignored for the most.
• And I wonder!
• Have all latest post perhaps ignored as well?
• Since I installed AVG the responses from the same people have ended.
• Now there are only one or two new comers.
• I am losing my desire to write, but!
• Write it all down I must!
• That is Your command for despite my wonderings.
• At 10:04 am bed. I tried the bed to no avail.
• Pain. Uncertainty.
• No work. No money. Illnesses.
• Lack of understanding from the people that could help.
• Total refusal to bend their staunch self-righteous ways.
• No compassion.
• Just indiscriminately pointing fingers.
• So tired of explaining.
• So tired of hearing the cruel remarks about people they don’t know.
• I got up. Sat under the sun to cry for a while.
• I came back in feeling better.
• I headed for Photoshop to work on ‘In His Hands He got the whole World in His Hands …’

And That Is The Way It Is. You Got The Whole World In Your Hands …

It is now Sunday, March 21, 2021 at 3:49 pm. Such fact comforts me. You know my predicament with my bank account and with my address in the USA. You know the huge possibility of needing to change both.

• You know that possibility has come to mind in the last few days.
• And that is what I am deeply troubled about besides all that is going on.
• Last night? Dream:
• I dreamed about a herd of huge angry bulls were coming to me.
• But someone ushered me into a door opening another door for the herd to go in.
• I sat in that room for a bit.
• But then I wanted to peep into the room with the herd of bulls.
• I climb to a high window in the room and?
• The bulls had all gone into the ocean.
• The door for the bulls to go in was the door to the ocean!

What Are You Showing Me In That Dream my Master? …

At 4:55 pm on Sunday, March 21, 2021 I noticed there were 1 four and 2 fives at that exact moment it came to me to record Your answer. The Number Four – Creation and the World is overwhelmingly seen in the material creation and the expression of God’s purpose in the world or on the earth.

• The Number Five – Grace and Preparation.
• The next time I noticed the date I had 5:55 pm.
• Wow! Emphasis on Grace and Preparation.
• It came to me to revise the illustration.
• Slept on and off until around 1:30 am on Sunday, March 21, 2021.
• Then I tried to sleep some more but I just could not get comfortable to fall asleep again.

A Prayer For Your Help …

Sometime after much reflection on all happenings on this day I lifted my voice to pray.  O my Master, You are the only One able to resolve all these disturbing matters assailing us at present time.

• I thank You for all my loved ones You have given to me.
• Forgive me for all my suspicious about them.
• Only You can deliver me from such suspicions.
• As per Your revelation it all got to do with my touchy feelings of my carnal nature.
• Deliver me from my own carnal nature.
• I have no desire to insist on my feelings and thoughts on anything.
• Be it all against the norm for other human beings in the society of mankind.
• Bless them to the max for their kindness to me.
• Open their eyes to forgive my offenses to them as I forgive them for their offenses to me.
• Thank You for inspiring this prayer to You.
• I already sense the impact of Your positive response.
• All things are in order now.
• Even so? You show me what to do when something goes out of order.
• Photoshop crashed again.
• Will restart computer to start fresh on Monday, March 22, 2021 at 4:40 am.
• I am looking forward to a good day as You continue to sustain me come sun or rain.
• I will now continue to illustrate the signs of the end times.

Signs Of End Times …?

Much reflection on the matter. It is now Monday, March 22, 2021 at 2:13 pm. Company came. Much goodies to enjoy. My little friend brought me food.  Full day. Thank You.

• Time for bed on Monday, March 22, 2021 at 7:49 pm.
• Up on Tuesday, March 23, 2021 at 1:27 am but not feeling good.
• Up on Tuesday, March 23, 2021 at 5:45 am.
• It is now Tuesday, March 23, 2021 at 3:13 pm.

What Have I Been Doing Since I Woke Up This Morning? …

Master? So much You are revealing fresh to me mainly for my own benefit. Our situation here has not improved. The money situation is a problem. Unless You intervene? Things are not going to change, but!

• I am relying on Your written words or the Scriptures.

The Scriptures Or Written Words Are Not Words To Study …

That is the one thing You are revealing on these days of the end. Indeed! The Scriptures are not for us to study but they are written to obey and do what they say to do.

• They are written for examples, warnings and admonitions for us not to desire or crave or covet or lust after evil and carnal things as the people did in the wilderness.
• That is what is written. No interpretation. No studying the matter.
• In vain I studied and interpreted never examining my own chasing after carnal things.
• Thank You my Master for confronting and setting me free from my carnal doings.

Master? Help Me Out Of This Boredom …?

I am hurting and discouraged with all that goes on and the lack of money. I am heading for bed. Hope for Your help while I sleep. Tuesday, March 23, 2021 at 8:03 pm.

• Up and down. Not able to get comfortable to fall asleep.
• You are right here with me
• You are feeling what I am feeling or? Is it the other way around, my Master?
• I know of so many with the same maladies that I am suffering.
• And when one member of Your body suffers? The whole body suffers.
• This life in the flesh of us is described in Ecclesiastes, but!
• After Ecclesiastes comes the beauty of the Song of Solomon.
• I am beginning to understand now Your reasoning for all that it is written.
• Studying and memorizing and repeating those words is not of much help until You bring to life those words within our hearts.
• You have had me record such fact over and over mainly for my own benefit. But!
• As You have me record and publish the fact about Your written words You are reaching the rest of Your children You send my way.
• Yes, I do get bored writing the same matter over and over, but!
• Thank You for giving me the incentive to obey You no matter how I feel or think.
• You had me quote Ecclesiastes lately but now on waking up I heard Your precious call in the Song of Solomon.

Quote:

Song of Solomon 2:4 AMPC+

He brought me to the banqueting house, and his banner over me was love, for love waved as a protecting and comforting banner over my head when I was near him.

Song of Solomon 2:10-13 AMPC+

My beloved speaks and says to me, Rise up, my love, my fair one, and come away, behold, the winter is past; the rain is over and gone.

The flowers appear on the earth; the time of the singing [of birds] has come, and the voice of the turtledove is heard in our land.

The fig tree puts forth and ripens her green figs, and the vines are in blossom and give forth their fragrance. Arise, my love, my fair one, and come away.

So? I Have Come With You My Master. As The Song Continues So It Is With Me …

Song of Solomon 2:14-17 AMPC+

So I went with him, and when we were climbing the rocky steps up the hillside, my beloved shepherd said to me, O my dove, while you are here in the seclusion of the clefts in the solid rock, in the sheltered and secret place of the cliff, let me see your face, let me hear your voice; for your voice is sweet, and your face is lovely.

My heart was touched and I fervently sang to him my desire, Take for us the foxes, the little foxes that spoil the vineyards of our love, for our vineyards are in blossom.

She said distinctly, My beloved is mine and I am his! He pastures his flocks among the lilies. [Mat_10:32; Act_4:12]

Then, longingly addressing her absent shepherd, she cried, Until the day breaks and the shadows flee away, return hastily, O my beloved, and be like a gazelle or a young hart as you cover the mountains which separate us.

Matthew 10:32 AMPC+

Therefore, everyone who acknowledges Me before men and confesses Me out of a state of oneness with Me, I will also acknowledge him before My Father Who is in heaven and confess that I am abiding in him.

Acts 4:12 AMPC+

And there is salvation in and through no one else, for there is no other name under heaven given among men by and in which we must be saved.

1. Take for us the foxes, the little foxes that spoil the vineyards of our love, for our vineyards are in blossom.
2. Until the day breaks and the shadows flee away, return hastily, O my beloved, and be like a gazelle or a young hart as you cover the mountains which separate us

Return! Come! O My Master Come Into Our Hearts …?

I longingly cry. Why? O my Master! Take for us the foxes, the little foxes that spoil the vineyards of our love, for our vineyards are in blossom.

• I am just now understanding how those words apply to me personally.
• Nothing to be bored at all!
• A hearty reminder on Wednesday, March 24, 2021 at 2:11 am.

Quote:

Song of Solomon 8:14 AMPC+

Joyfully the radiant bride turned to him, the one altogether lovely, the chief among ten thousand to her soul, and with unconcealed eagerness to begin her life of sweet companionship with him, she answered, Make haste, my beloved, and come quickly, like a gazelle or a young hart and take me to our waiting home upon the mountains of spices!

Upon The Mountains Of Spices You Have Taken Me …

Reality! It is all the reality of my life. It all took place some 12 years back in 2009 at the time when all my idols abandoned me. Included my latest one by name of Yedidah.

It is now Thursday, March 25, 2021 at 5:19 am.

Let Your Sovereignty Be Proclaimed …?

My Master! You  know, You are Sovereign Authority over all Your creation. You alone control it all. No devil or human being or anything existent can ever dethrone Your Mighty Being!

Physical Comes First, The Spiritual Second …

We must suffer the reward of the wicked before we can enjoy the reward of the righteous. Wow! What a revelation!

It All Boils Down To The Separation Of The Vile From The Precious …

Wisdom prevails! Your wisdom taking hold of my being. So? All the physical suffering cannot derail Your plan to restore Your creation.

And? All My Shenanigans Of Lamenting, Not Understanding, Blaming, And Complaining?  None! …?

Monday, July 27, 2020 at 10:16 am.

You halted them all on this day! Nothing at all can stop the fiery passionate love’s plan to restore us all along with Your whole creation.

I Am Going On And On Set On Your Latest Reminder To Me …

• “Go on, My precious child, go on and on!
• I am always with you and for you.
• You are now One with Me.
• My joy is your joy.
• My tears are your tears.
• In the dark of your night
• Your obedience is My delight.
• My delight in your obedience is your strength, and?
• Your courage to go on and on.”
• Thank You. It is now Thursday, March 25, 2021 at 5:42 am.

It Is Done! Your Work Within My Being Is Done …?

No kidding! You have let Satan sift me like grain, but! You prayed for me like You prayed for Simon now known as Peter. That You revealed to me way at the onset of my present suffering but I didn’t believe You just like Simon did.

Quote:

Luke 22:31-46 AMPC+

Simon, Simon (Peter), thia, thia, listen! Satan has asked excessively that all of you be given up to him out of the power and keeping of God, that he might sift all of you like grain, [Job_1:6-12; Amo_9:9]

But I have prayed especially for you [Peter], thia, that your own faith may not fail; and when you yourself have turned again, strengthen and establish your brethren.

And [Simon Peter] said to Him, Master, I am ready to go with You both to prison and to death.

But Yahushua said, I tell you, Peter, before a [single] cock shall crow this day, you will three times [utterly] deny that you know Me.

And He said to them, When I sent you out with no purse or [provision] bag or sandals, did you lack anything? They answered, Nothing!

Then He said to them, But now let him who has a purse take it, and also [his provision] bag; and let him who has no sword sell his mantle and buy a sword.

For I tell you that this Scripture must yet be fulfilled in Me: And He was counted and classed among the wicked (the outlaws, the criminals); for what is written about Me has its fulfillment [has reached its end and is finally settled]. [Isa_53:12]

And they said, Look, Master! Here are two swords. And He said to them, It is enough.

And He came out and went, as was His habit, to the Mount of Olives, and the disciples also followed Him.

And when He came to the place, He said to them, Pray that you may not [at all] enter into temptation.

And He withdrew from them about a stone’s throw and knelt down and prayed,

Saying, Father, if You are willing, remove this cup from Me; yet not My will, but always Yours be done.

And there appeared to Him an angel from heaven, strengthening Him in spirit.

And being in an agony of mind, He prayed all the more earnestly and intently, and His sweat became like great clots of blood dropping down upon the ground.

And when He got up from prayer, He came to the disciples and found them sleeping from grief,

And He said to them, Why do you sleep? Get up and pray that you may not enter at all into temptation.

Indeed! I Denied You 3 Times, Until …?

You questioned my love or obedience to deliver Your love message from You on the shores of my life aloof from You. That happened on that 7^th Day of Rest on September 15, 2007.

• Before then I denied You the first time in 1974.
• Then again in 1984.
• But then?
• In 2009 You brought me to Your Mountain Top to be alone with You forever!
• No more denials.
• But the trials? Inevitable.
• Only now You overcome those trials for me.
• Thank You.

The Greatest Moment In My Life …

It happened on a most especial Sabbath on Saturday, October 03, 2009 (1:21am). The sting of the shock ceased. The silence of the moment permeated the room. I heard,

“My Thia, My beloved, open the door of your chamber for I am knocking. I come to take you higher up to My Mountain to be alone with Me.”

Ending Part One …?

Such a great moment will take several pages to cover. So I am breaking this post in two parts. For on that day my whole existence turned upwards never again to go backwards.

• Indeed! On that awesome day You took residence in that deepest and most Set Apart chamber of my heart!
• Saturday, March 27, 2021 at 9:00 pm. Falling asleep in front of the screen. Bed time.
• You got me up around 5 am on Sunday, March 28, 2021.
• You know how restless it went for me all night, but!
• As You got me up?
• Ready to finish the format and post.

Well? You Finally Made A Way To Finish Formatting And Publishing Part 1 Of This Post …

It is now Sunday, March 28, 2021 at 7:52 am. I will take a break for breakfast before I publish in the rest of the sites. All things are in the up and up with my thinking. Thank You.

Until next post Your love in my heart remains for all.