What Am I To Expect No Matter Who In This World For Now Directs …

Repentance. Pride Humiliates. Repentance Humbles.

Humbled! Not Humiliated. What A Difference!

Obedience. Disobedience. Results?

The Epic Of The Creation History From Mankind’s Creation On To …?

Eternity! …

History Repeats One Last Time …

Ha! Now I know why I have not been able to publish. It is now Wednesday, January 20, 2021 at 7:18 am. It just came to mind; Your Spirit within Your people shall go up back to You on the 3rd hour of this day as it happened some thousands years ago.

  • Indeed! Your crucifixion or impaling is now in full force again!
  • The Satanic Media Impaler of an innocent leader appointed by You are now claiming a victory that shall soon will zoom with forever doom!
  • No kidding! This is not a noisy political statement at all.
  • But it is the fact to be exact to protract.
  • On now with the post for this memorable day.
  • Is it relevant?
  • By all means! Read on.
  • The best is yet to come.
  • Resurrection we shall sing.
  • O death where is your sting!

The Saga Continues In 2021 …?

Wintertime. Cold. Not too comfy at all! It is now Saturday, January 16, 2021 at 11:05 am. Headed for bed hoping to warm up to no avail. Got up. Sunny day.

  • You quickened me to open the door.
  • Open door for an hour or so.
  • Tweaked header.
  • Posted in all sites.

Bad News About The Electric Blanket …?

It is now Saturday, January 16, 2021 at 6:26 pm. I heard from Ahmad. The blanket was not safe. He returned. Now? No telling where we are to find a safe blanket in Amman.

  • But You know all about it my Master.
  • I wait on You.
  • Slept on and off until after 4 am on Sunday, January 17, 2021.

What Happened In The Long Span Of Last Night …?

It is now Sunday, January 17, 2021 at 5:00 am. Ha! There it is! A five for Grace and Preparation. A double zero for emphasis.

  • Emphasis? Indeed! Emphasis in an all-inclusive message for grace to prepare for the maximum evil followed by the maximum good already in view.

Wow! WORDS! ACRONYMS? And YOU to me …?

Cold. Uncomfortable. Not wanting to despair or question Your doings. But after I got the bad news about the electric blanket around 6:36 yesterday, I went to bed. Anger vent out to You. Frustration! Disappointment!

  • It took a long time before I simmer down to drift into sleep.
  • Woke up after a couple of hours still in misery.
  • Bathroom and back to bed. Sleep. Woke up?
  • No change. Bathroom and back to bed.
  • Sleep? Maybe. Transformation. What?

“Transformation Is And Was What Is Taking Place In My Creation Including In Yourself …

Look up the meaning of the word ‘transformation’. In the meaning of words, I shall demonstrate to you what is going on with your body and your environment.”

  • Up to look up the meaning of the word ‘transformation’.
  • What? Here we go.
  • Nothing is a simple matter as You meant for it to be.
  • You have been spiritually transforming me from my natural nature to Your nature, but!
  • I had no conception of the ramification of Your doings in my practical physical everyday life.

Master! The Meaning Of Transformation Is Like Opening A Can Of Worms …?

The meaning of this word creates a complicated situation in which doing something to correct a problem leads to many more problems.

Why Not Leave The Matter With The Experience Of Your Spiritual Transformation Of My Being …?

“My child! Behold My Unfathomable Wisdom. Unfathomable, Difficult or impossible to understand; incomprehensible. Even so?

  • My child, you are a recipient of My wisdom. To what extend?
  • To the extent of your fear of My Being.
  • Why fear Me? What does it mean to fear Me?
  • It means My child the moment you become aware of My power to destroy both your soul and body in hell but!
  • Instead? I choose to have mercy on you.
  • On that moment, My mercy captures your fear or awe of My passionate love and mercy for you.
  • On that understanding My child, I extend My wisdom to you. For I am aware that you know your limitations and stand in awe waiting on Me rather than abusing the wisdom I have invested upon you by chasing after the wisdom of mankind.

What Does It Mean To Abuse My Wisdom …?

  • Behold the myriad of wise man (the philosopher), the scribe (the scholar), the investigator (the logician, the debater) of this present time and age!
  • Furthermore? Consider the highly intelligent children of Mine setting such lot of human beings worthy to mold their lives after them.
  • There you shall find the abuse of My wisdom invested upon mankind. For it is written, quote:
  • 1 Corinthians 1:18-31 AMPC+
  • For the story and message of the cross is sheer absurdity and folly to those who are perishing and on their way to perdition, but to us who are being saved it is the [manifestation of] the power of Yahuwah, the Almighty Creator of our beings.
  • For it is written, I will baffle and render useless and destroy the learning of the learned and the philosophy of the philosophers and the cleverness of the clever and the discernment of the discerning; I will frustrate and nullify [them] and bring [them] to nothing. [Isa_29:14]
  • Where is the wise man (the philosopher)? Where is the scribe (the scholar)? Where is the investigator (the logician, the debater) of this present time and age? Has not Yahuwah the Master shown up the nonsense and the folly of this world’s wisdom?
  • For when the world with all its earthly wisdom failed to perceive and recognize and know by means of its own philosophy, Yahuwah the Master in His wisdom was pleased through the foolishness of preaching [salvation, procured by Yahushua Messiah and to be had through Him], to save those who believed (who clung to and trusted in and relied on Him).
  • For while Jews [demandingly] ask for signs and miracles and Greeks pursue philosophy and wisdom,
  • We preach Yahushua (the Messiah) crucified, [preaching which] to the Jews is a scandal and an offensive stumbling block [that springs a snare or trap], and to the Gentiles it is absurd and utterly unphilosophical nonsense.
  • But to those who are called, whether Jew or Greek (Gentile), Yahushua Messiah [is] the Power and Wisdom of Yahuwah, the Almighty Creator of our beings.
  • [This is] because the foolish thing [that has its source in] Yahuwah the Master is wiser than men, and the weak thing [that springs] from Him is stronger than men.
  • For [simply] consider your own call, brethren; not many [of you were considered to be] wise according to human estimates and standards, not many influential and powerful, not many of high and noble birth.
  • [No] for Yahuwah the Master selected (deliberately chose) what in the world is foolish to put the wise to shame, and what the world calls weak to put the strong to shame.
  • And Yahuwah the Master also selected (deliberately chose) what in the world is lowborn and insignificant and branded and treated with contempt, even the things that are nothing, that He might depose and bring to nothing the things that are,
  • So that no mortal man should [have pretense for glorying and] boast in the presence of Yahuwah, the Master.
  • But it is from Him that you have your life in Yahushua Messiah, Whom Yahuwah the Master made our Wisdom from Him, [revealed to us a knowledge of the divine plan of salvation previously hidden, manifesting itself as] our Righteousness [thus making us upright and putting us in right standing with Him], and our Consecration [making us pure and holy], and our Redemption [providing our ransom from eternal penalty for sin].
  • So then, as it is written, Let him who boasts and proudly rejoices and glories, boast and proudly rejoice and glory in Yahuwah the Master. [Jer_9:24]. End of quote.

But Why Did I Quickened You To Look For The Meaning Of Transformation …

  • It is now Sunday, January 17, 2021 at 12:30 pm. My child, I am aware of your frustration because of the moment of misery you are suffering, but!
  • I am also aware of your fear to question My apparent failure to help you.
  • For you know without a shadow of a doubt that I am with and for you no matter how it looks or feels.
  • Therefore, I quickened you to look up the word ‘transformation’ for you to see the complicated matter involved in your physical transformation.
  • Here in is fitting to examine My words in Romans 8.

The Implications Of Of Romans 8 …

  • Those words have been your guide for a long time, but now?
  • It is essential for you to understand the implications of such words.
  • Such matter is something that has bypass the majority of My children who appropriate those words by the power of their natural or worldly understanding of words.

Confusion As It Related To The Worldly Understanding Of Words …?

Enlightenment! It is now Sunday, January 17, 2021 at 2:43 pm a time to enlighten you about the origin of the confusion of language.

  • Such language confusion is the cause for the colossal confusion rampart nowadays, but!

Why And When Man’s Language Were Confused …?

It all took place back in Genesis 10 and 11. You see, My child how your history is all recorded in the pages of the Scriptures commonly called the Bible.

  • The problem with those Scriptures arises from the confusion of languages and man’s insistence to interpret such words as per man’s natural understanding.
  • Such interpretations can only intensify the confusion.
  • Even so? I am now opening minds to enlighten My children on a one-to-one basis.
  • Therefore the importance of the quotes I quicken you to quote.


Genesis 10:1  THIS IS the history of the generations (descendants) of the sons of Noah, Shem, Ham, and Japheth. The sons born to them after the flood were:

Genesis 10:32  These are the families of the sons of Noah, according to their generations, within their nations; and from these the nations spread abroad on the earth after the flood.

Genesis 11:1-9 AMPC+

AND THE whole earth was of one language and of one accent and mode of expression.

(2)  And as they journeyed eastward, they found a plain (valley) in the land of Shinar, and they settled and dwelt there.

(3)  And they said one to another, Come, let us make bricks and burn them thoroughly. So they had brick for stone, and slime (bitumen) for mortar.

(4)  And they said, Come, let us build us a city and a tower whose top reaches into the sky, and let us make a name for ourselves, lest we be scattered over the whole earth.

(5)  And the Master came down to see the city and the tower which the sons of men had built.

(6)  And the Master said, Behold, they are one people and they have N1all one language; and this is only the beginning of what they will do, and now nothing they have imagined they can do will be impossible for them.

(7)  Come, let Us go down and there confound (mix up, confuse) their language, that they may not understand one another’s speech.

(8)  So the Master scattered them abroad from that place upon the face of the whole earth, and they gave up building the city.

(9)  Therefore the name of it was called Babel–because there the Master confounded the language of all the earth; and from that place the Master scattered them abroad upon the face of the whole earth. End of quote.

  • Will head to undercovers to warm up hopefully.
  • It is now Sunday, January 17, 2021 at 3:36 pm.
  • Back at 7:33 pm on Sunday, January 17, 2021.
  • It came to me to talk to Pat again.
  • The call benefit her as well as benefitting myself.
  • I am feeling much better.
  • Thank You.
  • My lil friend brought me chocolate and avocados.
  • I prepared the chocolate.
  • I put away the avocados to ripen.

Now? To Reflect On The Wonders Of Your Doings With A Glad Heart …

A glad but not elated noisy heart. Very simple gratitude without the noisy frilliest. It is now Sunday, January 17, 2021 at 10:42 pm. Today is about to end for me only to begin a new today.

I am not sleepy.

What am I to do next my Master?

Perhaps work on a graphic to illustrate this post?

Perfect! Great inspiration.

It is now 11:18 pm still on Sunday, January 17, 2021.

Perhaps will head to bed now?

Monday, January 18, 2021 at 5:20 am.

Four hours of sleep did me good.

Thank You.

Today? Expectantly Waiting On You …?

It is now Monday, January 18, 2021 at 6:44 am. One day closer to one of the most troublesome presidential inaugurations so far in view. My gaze set on You. Perhaps it will all go uneventfully far from what is expected.

I wait.

It is now Monday, January 18, 2021 at 10:52 pm.

“Yes, Indeed.  I Can See The Eagle Fly …?”

Keep your tongue from evil and your lips from speaking deceit. Let’s keep it simple. If you can see the eagle flying? It means your face is not down to the ground crying.

Monday Was A Day! But Now Is My Today …?

It is now Tuesday, January 19, 2021 at 7:54 am—my Today to catch up on yesterday. Well? You know it my Father. I spent the day mostly waiting while I worked on the ‘Obedience. Disobedience. Results?’ graphic.

  • What was I waiting for?
  • It was a dreary rainy day.
  • Water in my bathroom.
  • Cold and damp.
  • Ahmad was expected to go shopping for my sleeping bag, but!
  • He called in unable to even move with a nasty cold.
  • Me? Chilled to my bones.
  • Was really looking forward to get my sleeping bag but it didn’t happen.
  • I tried to call my people, but the Internet was not connecting.
  • I finally managed to talk to Pat for a long time.
  • Next? I slept for a couple of hours.
  • Woke up. So cold! But I checked the emails.
  • Ha! One sentence in reference to the latest post.
  • “Yes, Indeed. I Can See The Eagle Fly …?”
  • What? A jolt to my spirit.

What Possessed Me To Stick That Eagle In The Header? …

What a distraction from the essence of the message. Even so? Now I know. Not really a distraction. No. It really is an attraction. The attention call. Obedience to mind? Fly! Up! My embrace to find!

  • I headed back to bed in hope for sleep but!
  • Sleep did not come but enlightenment did.
  • My mind reverted to the times when I would come up with such irrelevant remarks in response to the messengers You sent my way.
  • I now see my former self in such remarks.
  • Thus? The thought of distraction instead of attraction, but!
  • Your gentle ways to deliver me from my unfounded fear of such to be a distraction.

A Long Time I Laid There Mesmerized By Your Gentle Ways …

  • No more correction, discipline, reproof.
  • My punishment, Your scourging are no longer necessary.
  • You disciplined me for my certain good, to become sharer in Your own holiness.
  • I just laid there perfectly still, until?

Up To Create The Illustration Without Hesitation …

It is now Tuesday, January 19, 2021 at 9:26 am. Master? You know I have worked all night to create the illustration. It is finished. Now I am face to face again with Ahmad’s troubles. Help!

Thank You for Your help. Ahmad called. He is well.

Master? I Can Clearly See Now The Plan Of Satan …?

It is now Tuesday, January 19, 2021 at 1:26 pm. You have heard and are answering me. The world’s condition now is like it was when You walked among man.

  • The sons of the devil device evil and blame it on Your people.
  • Your people nowadays react as proud human beings apparently to no avail.
  • Nothing like it was in ancient times of persecution when Your followers reacted in fear.
  • Me? I have no say so on the matter, why?
  • I quoted the why in a couple of previous posts. Quote:

What Is The Situation With Donald Trump …?

“My child, I set this man to give an opportunity to My children to reconsider My mercy despite My children’s insistent dependance on their understanding of My Being and My ways.

Even so? My children did not reconsider, instead?

Pride got a hold of their hearts as if they deserved such mercy as reward for their understanding of My Being and My ways.

My child, such is the situation amidst My children but!

What about you, My precious child?

What about your pride?

What Is Pride? Why Pride Comes Before The Fall From My Grace …?


pride  (prīd)


  1. A sense of one’s own proper dignity or value; self-respect.
  2. Pleasure or satisfaction taken in an achievement, possession, or association: parental pride.
  3. Arrogant or disdainful conduct or treatment; haughtiness.

Your Downfall …?

“In your understanding of My Being and My ways parental pride is your downfall, why? Why not? You are human. Your human mind can only process all things as your own achieving. Thus, come your give away expressions, aka,

‘I think’. ‘I feel’. ‘In my opinion’. ‘I think therefore I am’. ‘I am this or that.’ So what?

‘His Pride!’ ‘Her Pride!’ ‘Their Pride!’ Never My Pride Until …?

The verdict when I convict! Guilty! My gable in your heart descends the jolt to your pride your face to the ground bolt. Power to repent is the result.

Humbled! Not humiliated. What a difference!

Pride humiliates. Repentance humbles.

The bottom line?

Mind yourself My child for the best.

Let Me mind the rest.” End of quote.

So? there it is. I refrain from remarking or stating anything that You do not quicken to me to state.

It is now Tuesday, January 19, 2021 at 4:52 pm. My lil friend brought me a new gas container for the kitchen. I am now fairly comfortable but sleepy. Heading for bed. I wait on You.

Today Is The Day. You Are In Control Of Whatever Is To Be Today …

Wednesday, January 20, 2021 at 12:06 am. The Internet continues to be a problem. No matter. I am going on without it. Instead? I am powered by Your love and mercy for me and for all.

What Do You Have For Me Today, My Master …?

Fantastic! A warning to the Church in Laodicea comes to mind to end this post. How appropriate! The Church in Laodicea encompasses all churches in force at the moment.

  • It is now Wednesday, January 20, 2021 at 12:46 am.
  • No kidding! For the most, the way You have been exposing the behavior of Your people?
  • It leaves no doubt about it.
  • Of course there are exceptions but You have not shown me those exceptions yet.
  • And now? You lead me to Revelations or the Apocalypse 3.


To the Church in Laodicea …

Revelation 3:14-22 AMPC+

And to the angel (messenger) of the assembly (church) in Laodicea write: These are the words of the Amen, the trusty and faithful and true Witness, the Origin and Beginning and Author of Almighty Yahuwah’s creation: [Isa_55:4; Pro_8:22]

I know your [record of] works and what you are doing; you are neither cold nor hot. Would that you were cold or hot!

So, because you are lukewarm and neither cold nor hot, I will spew you out of My mouth!

For you say, I am rich; I have prospered and grown wealthy, and I am in need of nothing; and you do not realize and understand that you are wretched, pitiable, poor, blind, and naked. [Hos_12:8]

Therefore I counsel you to purchase from Me gold refined and tested by fire, that you may be [truly] wealthy, and white clothes to clothe you and to keep the shame of your nudity from being seen, and salve to put on your eyes, that you may see.

  • Those whom I [dearly and tenderly] love, I tell their faults and convict and convince and reprove and chasten [I discipline and instruct them]. So be enthusiastic and in earnest and burning with zeal and repent [changing your mind and attitude]. [Pro_3:12]

Behold, I stand at the door and knock; if anyone hears and listens to and heeds My voice and opens the door, I will come in to him and will eat with him, and he [will eat] with Me.

He who overcomes (is victorious), I will grant him to sit beside Me on My throne, as I Myself overcame (was victorious) and sat down beside My Father on His throne.

He who is able to hear, let him listen to and heed what the [Holy] Spirit says to the assemblies (churches). End of quote.

Those Words Jolted My Being Into Repentance, But! …

Not until Your appointed time for me to give You my account on the matter. Until that time? I applied those words to those that were not in the know as I was! What a fallacy!

  • Even so? Your time came for me to really hear Your knocking at the door of my heart.

I Opened The Door Of My Heart For You. You Came In. You Have Never Left …

You preside in the throne of my heart. Daily You lavish the banquet of Your love and mercy on me. Now? Your secret Presence in my heart is an invitation for each one of Your children.

This time? Your time for each one individually to open the door of their hearts and let You in to sup with each one of them. What a marvel!

  • Haven’t got the slightest on what shall happen today in the crazy affairs of Your so loved world.
  • No matter. You are in control of it all.
  • You are never late nor tardy.
  • My gaze is set on You for whatever shall be.

(no internet. Cannot publish. Restart may work. It is now 1:35 am on Wednesday, January 20, 2021. Perhaps to back to bed or? Whatever!)

History Repeats One Last Time …

Ha! Now I know why I have not been able to publish. It is now Wednesday, January 20, 2021 at 7:18 am. It just came to mind; Your Spirit within Your people shall go up back to You on the 3rd hour of this day.

  • Indeed! Your crucifixion or impaling is now in full force again!
  • The Satanic Media Impaler of an innocent leader appointed by You are now claiming a victory that shall soon will zoom with forever doom!
  • No kidding! That’s the fact to be exact.

Your crystal pure love now in my heart for all. thiaBasilia.

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