The Created: Am I A Disgruntled Human Being, Or? …
Am I Rightfully Concerned With The Push For That Elusive Worldly Happiness?
Am I Rightfully Concerned With The Push For That Elusive Worldly Happiness?
Happiness. Success. Positive think. Fun. Food. Drink. What else on the brink? Love of money including greed, avarice, lust, and craving for earthly possessions. Ah! But that is not for me!
- I am A-OKAY—a pastor, a faithful follower, a widow and orphan helper, a???
- Me? A sinful one. So it is written. So I been convicted.
- Happiness pursuit? My thorn in the side, why?
- Why not? Am not a human being?
- Happiness pursuit? Is it not the human’s quest?
- No need to explain the rest.
- It is clearly written.
A Pastor, A Faithful Follower, A Widow And Orphan Helper, A??? Humm! …
Not everyone who says to Me, Lord, Lord, will enter the kingdom of heaven, but he who does the will of My Father Who is in heaven.
Many will say to Me on that day, Lord, Lord, have we not prophesied in Your name and driven out demons in Your name and done many mighty works in Your name?
And then will I profess unto them, I never knew you: depart from me, ye that work iniquity.
Well then, are we [Jews] superior and better off than they? No, not at all. We have already charged that all men, both Jews and Greeks (Gentiles), are under sin [held down by and subject to its power and control].
As it is written, None is righteous, just and truthful and upright and conscientious, no, not one. [Psa_14:3]
No one understands [no one intelligently discerns or comprehends]; no one seeks out God. [Psa_14:2]
All have turned aside; together they have gone wrong and have become unprofitable and worthless; no one does right, not even one!
Their throat is a yawning grave; they use their tongues to deceive (to mislead and to deal treacherously). The venom of asps is beneath their lips. [Psa_5:9; Psa_140:3]
Their mouth is full of cursing and bitterness. [Psa_10:7]
Their feet are swift to shed blood.
Destruction [as it dashes them to pieces] and misery mark their ways.
And they have no experience of the way of peace [they know nothing about peace, for a peaceful way they do not even recognize]. [Isa_59:7-8]
There is no [reverential] fear of God before their eyes. [Psa_36:1] End of quote.
There It Is! That’s Me. The Human I Have Become To Be …?
A sinful creature apart from You. Well? What’s the deal? You created me in Your image. It is now Tuesday, January 5, 2021 at 10:53 pm. What happened?
- O but what a redundant question. We all know what happened, but!
- We do not know why it all happened!
Behold! Your Unfathomable Wisdom And Passionate Love For Your Creation …
You had to run the risk of giving me a free will to choose life or death. I chose death. Behold the birth of my human nature.
Death! Not A Trace Of Life As Life Is Meant To Be …
My choice apart from You. Ah! But the time came for You to lift Yourself up and be gracious to me.
Ha! You Saw Me! My Winter Stead Had Bolt Me Down The Chilling Ground …
There I sat. Alone. Out of my wit. Out of my pluck. I was stuck! And You? You were earnestly waiting, expecting, looking, and longing to be gracious to me. Quote:
…. and therefore He lifts Himself up, that He may have mercy on you and show loving-kindness to you. For the Master is a Mighty One of justice. Blessed, happy, fortunate, to be envied are all those who earnestly wait for Him, who expect and look and long for Him, for His victory, His favor, His love, His peace, His joy, and His matchless, unbroken companionship! Isaiah 30:18. End of quote
- Wednesday, January 6, 2021 at 6:45 am out of gas since 4:30 am. I am cold.
Again? My Little Friend Came To The Rescue! …
It is now Wednesday, January 6, 2021 at 10:45 pm. Wow! Every step of my way my Teacher is right there leading me to the left or the right as it is written. Quote:
And though the Almighty Yahuwah gives you the bread of adversity and the water of affliction, yet your Teacher will not hide Himself any more, but your eyes will constantly behold your Teacher.
And your ears will hear a word behind you, saying, This is the way; walk in it, when you turn to the right hand and when you turn to the left.
No Kidding! You Are Now Searing In My Mind And Heart The Famous Isaiah 30 I Been Quoting For Years On End …!
This is something like a shock to me. I feel like I been floating up there somewhere away from this ugly world, then? I land back to this land at hand. Next?
- O mine! What is next? No telling!
- Maybe, ‘where is Ahmad?’
- Let me check on the stimulus check!
- Ah! Why there is no stimulus?
- Why no money coming my way?
- Why there is no emails from ???
- On and on go the why this or why that.
- That is the fact of this human that I am. But?
As Written, And Therefore He Lifts Himself Up, …
It is now Wednesday, January 6, 2021 at 11:39 pm. Well? Here I am my Master. Though You feed me the bread of adversity and the water of affliction, YET?
- My Teacher is not hide Himself anymore, but my eyes are constantly beholding You, my Teacher.
So? You, My Teacher, You Let Me See The Way To Go …
Sometimes the left or the right go straight up. That is when You lead me to Photoshop or to bed to hop. Once in Photoshop? No telling when to stop.
- Perhaps in bed? Your instructions come in dreams.
- The reality? Nothing is what it seems to be.
- Guess what?
O My Master? We Are All In The Same Boat …
Floating, floating aloof not knowing where we are to come ashore on these earthly grounds. I just read a comment, quote:
What is going to be? What type of frightening future lies ahead? It is definitely not looking so bright. It looks like a future based on lies, dishonesty, and unlawfulness. And that should not be a future that any American wants. End of quote.
Ha! That Looks To Me Like The Stead Is Fixing To Bolt And Jolt …?
Indeed! O my Master? The way You are dealing with me? The same way You are dealing with each one belonging to Thee.
The Good News? Our Future Is Secured In You …?
Yes, our future under the new government looks like a future based on lies, dishonesty, and unlawfulness, but!
Nothing Is What It Looks Like It To Be …
And I am not talking wishful or empty talk without a firm base. Indeed! I am talking experience.
- Thursday, January 7, 2021 at 4:06 am bedtime.
Master? Your Instructions Compel Me To Record And Publish …?
It is now 7:15 am on Thursday, January 7, 2021 but I thought it was 7:15 pm. That is not the first time that I wake up in the fog about time or location of my being.
- The best part? It takes a few moments before I come to grips with such a matter.
- And when I come to grips? Reality sticks!
- Man! I got the whole day ahead of me.
- In fact, to be exact?
- The whole of a fabulous future is ahead not just in my head.
- What my Master is ahead to be …?
Your Response …
“Afresh, My child, anew; once more: to start afresh. How are you feeling right now, My precious thiaBasilia? On coming out of your awakening in the fog what prologs?
- Lookup the meaning of the word ‘prolog’ My child.
- In the meaning of that word is the gist of the list of what is ahead not just in your head.”
On the look. Quote:
pro·logue also pro·log (prō′lôg′, -lŏg′)
- An introduction or preface, especially a poem recited to introduce a play.
- An introduction or introductory chapter, as to a novel.
- An introductory act, event, or period.
- Then? To my surprise so much more about such word. The quote continues:
[Middle English prolog, from Old French prologue, from Latin prologus, from Greek prologos : pro-, before; see pro-2 + logos, speech; see leg- in Indo-European roots.] leg-
To collect; with derivatives meaning “to speak.
” Oldest form *leg̑-, becoming *leg- in centum languages.
▲ Derivatives include leech1, lecture, legend, intelligent, sacrilege, loyal, logic. end of quote.
An Introductory Act, Event, Or Period …?
“My child, the journal of your life to this point of time as known today has been only an introductory act, event, or the period prior to what I have had planned way before creation.
What Eyes Have Not Seen And Ear Has Not Heard And Has Not Entered Into The Heart Of Man …?
1 Corinthians 2:7-10 AMPC+
But rather what we (the messengers) are setting forth is a wisdom of Almighty Yahuwah once hidden [from the human understanding] and now revealed to us by Almighty Yahuwah—that wisdom which Almighty Yahuwah devised and decreed before the ages for our glorification [to lift us into the glory of His presence].
None of the rulers of this age or world perceived and recognized and understood this, for if they had, they would never have crucified the Master of glory, Yahushua the Messiah.
But, on the contrary, as the Scripture says, What eye has not seen and ear has not heard and has not entered into the heart of man, all that Almighty Yahuwah has prepared (made and keeps ready) for those who love Him, who hold Him in affectionate reverence, promptly obeying Him and gratefully recognizing the benefits He has bestowed. [Also written in Isa_64:4; Isa_65:17]
Yet to us His messengers Almighty Yahuwah has unveiled and revealed them by and through His Spirit, for the [Holy] Spirit searches diligently, exploring and examining everything, even sounding the profound and bottomless things of Almighty Yahuwah—the divine counsels and things hidden and beyond man’s scrutiny. End of quote.
Master! You know it. Countless are the times I have read, quoted those Scriptures, but! …
But I quoted without an intelligent base to quote them as I do now. The difference? Behold! Your timing and discretion in your unfathomable wisdom, and?
- Your passionate love for Your creation including this human that I am.
- It is now Thursday, January 7, 2021 at 11:20 am. Waiting.
How Long Am I To Wait With My Hope And Expectation Set On You …?
As long as You consider it to be. That was your plain answer not too long ago. So? I wait. It is now Thursday, January 7, 2021 at 12:14 pm. What in the meantime to do?
Your Response Triggered My Questioning …?
“Occupy yourself with the activities I quicken to you, My child. Refrain from the empty talk or the busyness meaningless activity and worldly noise at large.”
Question, My Master? What Is The Meaning Of Iniquity In Your Written Words? …
Iniquity in the dictionary means: 1. Gross immorality or injustice; wickedness. 2. A grossly immoral act; a sin.
Here Is My Dilemma About Your “I Never Knew You Who Work Iniquity” …?
Am I doing Your will? Or am I acting wickedly disregarding Your commandments? Do You mean that prophesying in Your name and in Your name casting out devils and in Your name doing many wonderful works means working iniquity?
- Ha! This has been a day to ponder on these matters.
- A day to reflect or consider with thoroughness and care Your precious written words
- How did I wind up on this subject my master? …
Your Response …
“Pause. Reflect. O thiaBasilia—O Child Of My Heart? Are we not talking about the journal of your life to this point of time as known today?
- In fact, are we not talking about the whole of a fabulous future that is ahead not just in your head?
Are we not talking about What In The Meantime To Do? …
“Occupy yourself with the activities I quicken to you, My child. Refrain from the empty talk or the busyness meaningless activity and worldly noise at large.
- My response quicken your relevant questions with what I have revealed to you on the empty talk or the busyness meaningless activity and worldly noise at large.
Now To Resolve Your Dilemma On Whether Or Not You Are Doing My Will …
It is now Thursday, January 7, 2021 at 4:10 pm, time for you to head for bed. Awake on Thursday, January 7, 2021 at 8:44 pm.
It Is Time For Change. The Saga Is Now An Intense Exchange Between The Creator And The Created …
My will? Are you doing My will? Are you in My will? What is meant by that 4-letter word? There are several definitions for that little word. Only one applies to My will. What is meant by My will? Quote:
A desire, purpose, or determination, especially of one in authority.
My child, the human will is mainly the mental faculty by which one deliberately chooses or decides upon a course of action.
- My will is not a mental faculty.
- Rather My will is all inclusive of My desire, purpose, or determination for the good of My creation.
How Are You To Find What Is My Will For You …?
You can only find My will for you when you respond to My beckoning to come and reason with Me. Unfortunately, O My thiaBasilia, unfortunately you went to hell and back before you responded to My beckoning.
- Why? Blame your mental faculty by which you deliberately chose or decided upon a course of action when your religious self-righteous ways failed to please Me.
- Instead of coming to Me anger got a hold of you just like it happened with Cain.
- The saga of your life began right then.
- But just as I marked Cain to keep him alive, so I marked you, and?
- On you went your will to bent.
- It is now Friday, January 8, 2021 at 1:32 am bedtime.
- I woke you up at 6:27 am on Friday, January 8, 2021.
- It is now Friday, January 8, 2021 at 7:30 am
- Let’s continue with the saga of your life.
- On your will to bent trouble and misery along those went.
- From splendor ending to horror-struck a Cain without pluck no more grit.
Let’s see the account on Isaiah 1:10-20:
Hear [O Jerusalem] the word of the Master, you rulers or judges of [another] Sodom! Give ear to the law and the teaching of our Almighty Creator, you people of [another] Gomorrah!
To what purpose is the multitude of your sacrifices to Me [unless they are the offering of the heart]? says the Master. I have had enough of the burnt offerings of rams and the fat of fed beasts [without obedience]; and I do not delight in the blood of bulls or of lambs or of he-goats [without righteousness].
When you come to appear before Me, who requires of you that your [unholy feet] trample My courts?
Bring no more offerings of vanity (emptiness, falsity, vainglory, and futility); [your hollow offering of] incense is an abomination to Me; the New Moons and Sabbaths, the calling of assemblies, I cannot endure–[it is] iniquity and profanation, even the solemn meeting.
Your New Moon festivals and your [hypocritical] appointed feasts My soul hates. They are an oppressive burden to Me; I am weary of bearing them.
And when you spread forth your hands [in prayer, imploring help], I will hide My eyes from you; even though you make many prayers, I will not hear. Your hands are full of blood!
Wash yourselves, make yourselves clean; put away the evil of your doings from before My eyes! Cease to do evil,
Learn to do right! Seek justice, relieve the oppressed, and correct the oppressor. Defend the fatherless, plead for the widow.
Come now, and let us reason together, says the Master. Though your sins are like scarlet, they shall be as white as snow; though they are red like crimson, they shall be like wool.
If you are willing and obedient, you shall eat the good of the land;
But if you refuse and rebel, you will be devoured by the sword. For the mouth of the Master has spoken it. End of quote.
My Child, What Does It All Amount To …?
In a wide mouth jar the powers to be reigning over you for now mixed together the potion for your drink to eternal destruction you to sink. What is in that potion?
Take Heed, My Child, Pause. Reflect. Reconsider On My Revelation …?
What is in that potion? The knowledge of good and evil is the main ingredient. Next? A good measure of success for some, failure for most. Wealth and health. Positive thinking in great measure drinking.
- Only organic.
- No chemical consumption.
- Today? Stay from coffee, sugar away!
- Tomorrow? The sway.
- No more sorrow.
- Enjoy that cup of coffee, sugar or no sugar is not to harm thee.
- What is to be?
- And the money out of the pocket flow
- What is it that you don’t know?
- The potion in motion is not in your notion.
- That wide mouth jar full with it all shaken and taken.
- Why are you so confuse and your mind?
- In the darkness of the global colossal confusion
- Your mind is in delusion.
- Deluded. Secluded.
- Good heavens! The pig pens included.
- Sense intense commence.
- So? The time came for Cain to quit and submit.
- Humbly the walk back home began.
- In Cain’s mind? Confession. Repentance shone!
“Father, I Have Sinned Against Heaven And In Your Sight …?
I am no longer worthy to be called your son. I no longer deserve to be recognized as a son of Yours! Only grant me to be Your servant.”
- In the Father’s mind? A heartily welcome!
Welcome Home My Precious thiaBasilia Where You Belong …?
The Cain in you is no longer in control. Quickly bring the best robe—the festive robe of honor and put it on her; and give her a ring for her hand and sandals for her feet.
- Woke up on Saturday, January 9, 2021 at 12:44 am.
The 7th Day of Rest Anew. The Cain In Me Is No Longer In Control …
What a difference does it make! A new day of rest. Today. In a new and different way, form, or manner. Wisdom. Harmony. Security. Above it all? Your crystal pure love invested upon me by Thee.
Strong. Empowered Through Your Union With Me. From Thee I Draw My Strength …?
Thus, enable to resist and stand my ground on the evil day already at bay. For You have done all that the crisis demands for me to stand firmly in my place in Your Presence under Your loving control of it all.
Therefore? Able To Stand Holding My Ground From Here On To Eternity Bound …
Am I bragging? Am I standing on sandy grounds? Am I a fool in a cesspool? Nay! Nay! Nay! I am standing as the welcome from You based on Luke 15, and Your instructions in Ephesians 6.
You Are My Master. I Am Your Bondservant …?
It is now Saturday, January 9, 2021 at 4:34 pm. No kidding! You have set me free from the Cain in me. Why not my free choice to remain with Thee now that I am free? A bondservant.
A Bondservant. A Voluntary Slave. Or Just A Slave Period …?
Master? It is now Saturday, January 9, 2021 at 7:26 pm, it came to me to look up the word bondservant and the history of slavery. That is what I have been doing for the last 3 hours, and?
- For a moment there I started to despair, why?
- The history of slavery and the world’s present conditions is enough to despair of any hope whatsoever, but!
- You always come to the rescue!
- In looking up the word bondservant You restored the wisdom You have invested on me.
- The use of the word bondservant instead of slave leads to misinterpretation of Your words, but You know it, that is why You led me to read what I read about slavery and the word bondservant.
- Amazing! You are bringing to light the whole kit and caboodle of mysterious words, expressions, and mankind’s customs from the beginning of time as time is known now.
- For the longest I have used the word bondservant based in the ancient custom to pierce the ear of slave that was set free but wanted to remain slave because he loved his wife and children and evidently they were to remain slaves.
- That did not add up to me, but! I did not think it to be of any consequence until today.
Today. O my Master! Today You are revealing to me the dire consequences of interpreting Your words instead of obeying them.
From the beginning that has been our downfall.
Anyhow, Why Am I Your Slave Not Just Your Servant …
I am Your slave because with Your blood—Your life You purchased me. That is supposed to be to fulfill Your immutable Law of life for a life.
- I don’t understand any of this matter, but!
- Through the years You have been revealing different things to me that are not exactly the way I was taught for things to be.
- This matter of Your purchase of me is one of the matters that remains somewhat of a mystery to me.
- But it is a mystery popping up over and over in the Scriptures.
- Today it popped with the matter of being Your slave.
- That ties down with Your revelation of Your plan of restoration of Your creation to the original intent to love and take care of me for me to love You in return. Loved to love.
- So, to conclude? You own me. From You I no longer wish to be set free.
- Thus my reason to call You Master instead of a worldly Lord.
So? Today. One More 7th Day Of Rest Ended To Proceed With A New Today …
A new today? Indeed! It is so for now that from the Cain in me I am free. It is now Sunday, January 10, 2021 at 4:40 am to begin one more Today. For the Holy Spirit says: Today, if you will hear His voice, do not harden your hearts, and?
- O my Master! You have graciously opened my ears to hear and obey Your voice my heart to harden not to sway away from Your way.
- So? Here I am my Master! Ready.
- In Your Presence with all my five senses resting steady.
- As per Your will ready.
- Every day, as long as it is called Today ready to warn, admonish, urge, and encourage the one You have made ready Your voice to hear and obey and in Your Presence become to stay.
- Even so? O my Master! My readiness begins to sway, as in shock I look only to see hardened hearts into settled rebellion by the deceitfulness of sin.
- Harden hearts by the fraudulence, the stratagem, the trickery which the delusive glamor of his/her sin may play on her or him.
- Me? I was once there. I know all about the delusive glamor that my sin played on me.
- For once I had become fellow with Yahushua and shared in all He had for me, I thought myself to be a believer firm and unshaken to the end. BUT!
- I was not!
- Such was my lot.
- Why not? I am a human. Am I not?
- The thing is how human thinks the glamor of sin to be the opposite of what it is.
- There comes the birth of unbelief!
Indeed! Believer Firm And Unshaken To The End Is Not Any Longer My Pretend …
But it is what You done to send me to witness all the way to this earth’s end. Witnessing shall from now on be. Witnessing of Your earnest waiting, expecting, looking, and longing to be gracious not only to me but to each one You have placed in my path on this earth to last.
Your crystal pure love now in my heart for all. thiaBasilia.