We Have Left Our Father’s Home Like The Prodigal Son In Luke 15 …

So Many Telling Me What To Do Or Not To Do In All Walks Of Life. So Many For Or Against The To Do Or Not To Do.

What Am I Talking About Now For Goodness Sake …?

You Tell Me My Master! Where Are You Leading Me To Go With Such Headline? …

You know that’s Bible lingo or Christian talk unknown to so many souls. Better yet? Bible lingo that turns the head of many disgruntled souls with the Christian religion and Bible lingo. Why the disgruntle?

Talk To Me My Master, Talk To Me And Tell Me Why …

What is the use for me to add my why to the many ‘expert whys’ rampantly rehashed in all manners of walks? It is now Wednesday, December 23, 2020 at 2:36 pm. I sense Your Presence.

I Hear You My Master …

It is now Wednesday, December 23, 2020 at 7:20 pm. We are Your children, Your sons and daughters You created in Your image but for the most this is just a tale to us.

“My child, I am aware how the history of your existence has become just a tale a mere cliché among My children. Therefore? They have taken their spiritual inheritance, or My Nature implanted within them at the moment of the creation to waste away in all kinds of far-away lands of concepts and doctrines and ideas and philosophies and knowledge of good and evil, but! The reality of the futility of it all is now setting in individually. One by one I am bringing them all home where they belong never again My way astray.”

Here I Am My Master! Still And Ready Your Will To Bid …

It is now Thursday, December 24, 2020 at 8:54 am. By all means my will? I choose against my willful ways. I deny myself by the power of Your unfathomable wisdom and passionate love for me and for all.

I Wait On You. It Looks Like Rain, But! …

Rain or sleet to Your will I submit. Am I for real or am I just shooting my mouth off? Ah! But You know it. In the morning when things are going well I am ready to wait on You, but! By the afternoon?

  • My readiness to wait on You begins to wane.
  • Comes the early night?
  • My waiting begins to darken with the darkness of the night.
  • Wait? How long my Master? How long?
  • Another day is ending and I am still waiting.
  • Ah! It’s a new day! Let me check the NET.
  • Perhaps today.
  • Nothing! Zilch! Naught! Nil!
  • Other than to wait what today be Your will?

Am I Hearing Right? Are You Showing Me Your Might …?

O my Master? You know it. I am just being brave. For I remember You telling me to wait on this motion picture thing, but! That got me in a quandary again and I don’t want to face it because You told me:

Be still. Let go of all your preconceived ideas of what or how I shall develop the matter. Wait.

To Be Still. To Let Go Of Preconceived Ideas I Can Do But The Repercussions …?

The Repercussions this announcement could bring my way? That is something in the back of my mind I find. Maybe a clue from You would do to remove my find in the back of my mind. How ‘bout it my Master?

I wait.

Wow! What a clue! You directed me to: https://thiasjournal.wordpress.com/2020/11/09/demise-of-my-tumultuous-past/.

Thank You! The Something In The Back Of My Mind? No Longer I Can Find …

You never fail to come to my aid even when I am so bog down that I can’t recognize You nor Your help. But that is the way is supposed to be.

It Is Now Friday, December 25, 2020 At 7:10 Am Big Day For The Christians! Me? …

It’s a big day for me as well but that got nothing to do with ‘Christmas’. By far if anything? Christmas has been a thorn in my heart for many years now. But? Enough said about that. Guess what?

  • My concern? Not Christmas!
  • The stimulus check! Rats!
  • Now we have to wait until Monday while they celebrate ‘Christmas’.
  • Ludicrous! They not even ‘Christians’ most of them pagans!
  • Ah but! What the sense. Let them keep their pretense.
  • The day is coming when it all make sense.
  • Meanwhile?
  • Will the kings ever quit their empty scheme?
  • And will I ever quit my bickering about then ludicrous routines?
  • Duh!

My Beloved Master? You Know All About It And? …

Instead of bickering? You have filled my heart with laughter this morning! No kidding! This life in Your Presence is so ever unique. The way You turn the tables on me? I am using the same technique with my scoundrel of a son.

  • Yeah! You know it.
  • He is a scoundrel but he likes to think he is an angel.
  • Ah! How shocking for him to see the evil doings around.
  • He comes in the door with the latest!
  • I look straight at him over my spectacles.
  • And you? What about you Ahmad xxx?
  • Ah! Oh! Me? Am I that bad?
  • Yes you are maybe not as bad as I am!
  • Ha! That’s when I get his attention.

The Truth? Ahmad Is Your Beloved Son …

You have only given me glimpse at the immensity of talents and gifts and such You have bestowed to this? O well! He is far from being a scoundrel but he tries to be one and when it backfires on him? He falls to pieces!

Strange Happenings …?

It is now Saturday, December 26, 2020 at 12:29 am. What happen? I recorded and saved all that happen from 11 am until the Internet failure around 5 pm. Next? I slept until around 6 pm.

  • I don’t remember at what time I got up to find the computer was off.
  • When I turned it on it went into the old account as before.
  • I proceeded to turn it off/unplug and restart but this time the right account came on but!
  • My latest saved entries? Gone!
  • Master? What is happening?

Again? I Had Exhausted All Possibilities To Restore To No Avail …

So? I talked to Joyce for a couple of hours. By that time it was around 3 am. I turned off/unplugged and went to bed. Slept until about 6 am. I helped myself to some coffee and eats. It is now Saturday, December 26, 2020 at 6:59 am.

What Is To Be Today My Master? …

It is now 7:01 am on this last glorious 7th Day of Rest. Your Presence is so real I could almost touch You. No kidding. You know what my talk to Joyce earlier represented.

Ah! What A Marvel! That Is What Is To Be Today. Amazing! …

What a lively interchange! The best talk ever between Joyce and I. Master? You know that I haven’t got the slightest of what I do or don’t do. So? I just do. Not my best nor my worst. Just do or don’t do.

  • Guess I do not make sense to anyone but myself but that is A-OKAY!
  • So? That was all about my long talk with my beloved ally of over 30 years. Wow!
  • Guess we are like night and day.
  • She is the day in this world, she sees things clearly in this world’s daylight.
  • I am the night in my Master’s habitat, not able to see with my normal eyesight at that.
  • And You? My goodness! What are You letting me see? You created both she and me.


Genesis 1:3-5 AMPC+

And God said, Let there be light; and there was light.

And God saw that the light was good (suitable, pleasant) and He approved it; and God separated the light from the darkness. [2Co_4:6]

And God called the light Day, and the darkness He called Night. And there was evening and there was morning, one day.

And On The Boot? What Else About The Talk You Are Showing Me …?

Ha! I don’t know how to adequately relate my long talk earlier with what You are now revealing to me, but! The Scriptures You bring to mind show me the way to find. Quote:

2 Corinthians 4:2-18 AMPC+

We have renounced disgraceful ways (secret thoughts, feelings, desires and underhandedness, the methods and arts that men hide through shame); we refuse to deal craftily (to practice trickery and cunning) or to adulterate or handle dishonestly the Word of God, but we state the truth openly (clearly and candidly). And so we commend ourselves in the sight and presence of God to every man’s conscience.

But even if our Gospel (the glad tidings) also be hidden (obscured and covered up with a veil that hinders the knowledge of God), it is hidden [only] to those who are perishing and obscured [only] to those who are spiritually dying and veiled [only] to those who are lost.

For the god of this world has blinded the unbelievers’ minds [that they should not discern the truth], preventing them from seeing the illuminating light of the Gospel of the glory of Christ (the Messiah), Who is the Image and Likeness of God.

For what we preach is not ourselves but Jesus Christ as Lord, and ourselves [merely] as your servants (slaves) for Jesus’ sake.

For God Who said, Let light shine out of darkness, has shone in our hearts so as [to beam forth] the Light for the illumination of the knowledge of the majesty and glory of God [as it is manifest in the Person and is revealed] in the face of Jesus Christ (the Messiah). [Gen_1:3]

However, we possess this precious treasure [the divine Light of the Gospel] in [frail, human] vessels of earth, that the grandeur and exceeding greatness of the power may be shown to be from God and not from ourselves.

We are hedged in (pressed) on every side [troubled and oppressed in every way], but not cramped or crushed; we suffer embarrassments and are perplexed and unable to find a way out, but not driven to despair;

We are pursued (persecuted and hard driven), but not deserted [to stand alone]; we are struck down to the ground, but never struck out and destroyed;

Always carrying about in the body the liability and exposure to the same putting to death that the Lord Jesus suffered, so that the [resurrection] life of Jesus also may be shown forth by and in our bodies.

For we who live are constantly [experiencing] being handed over to death for Jesus’ sake, that the [resurrection] life of Jesus also may be evidenced through our flesh which is liable to death.

Thus death is actively at work in us, but [it is in order that our] life [may be actively at work] in you.

Yet we have the same spirit of faith as he had who wrote, I have believed, and therefore have I spoken. We too believe, and therefore we speak, [Psa_116:10]

Assured that He Who raised up the Lord Jesus will raise us up also with Jesus and bring us [along] with you into His presence.

For all [these] things are [taking place] for your sake, so that the more grace (divine favor and spiritual blessing) extends to more and more people and multiplies through the many, the more thanksgiving may increase [and redound] to the glory of God.

Therefore we do not become discouraged (utterly spiritless, exhausted, and wearied out through fear). Though our outer man is [progressively] decaying and wasting away, yet our inner self is being [progressively] renewed day after day.

For our light, momentary affliction (this slight distress of the passing hour) is ever more and more abundantly preparing and producing and achieving for us an everlasting weight of glory [beyond all measure, excessively surpassing all comparisons and all calculations, a vast and transcendent glory and blessedness never to cease!],

Since we consider and look not to the things that are seen but to the things that are unseen; for the things that are visible are temporal (brief and fleeting), but the things that are invisible are deathless and everlasting. End of quote.

Master? You Led Me To Keep This Quote In The Christian’s Lingo, Why? …

Simple. The Christian’s lingo is not Your lingo by any stretch of the human’s imagination, but! Neither is any other lingo imposed by the pagan kings in control of the translators of Your Hebrew original records.

  • This matter You have revealed to me since 1985 and?
  • Eventually You have revealed to me Your will on how to address You as Yahuwah/Yahushua instead of Jesus or God and Master instead of Lord.
  • Thus, since this is a personal account of how You are opening my mind to understand and communicate with You, You have given me the freedom to modify those words as addressed to me.
  • Even so? This quote is addressed to the Christians and the public at large.
  • Therefore? You stay my hand concerning any modification. Why?

The Christians And Religious Leaders Stick To Their Interpretation Of The Written Words, So …?

They apply such words according to such interpretation and? If anyone deviates from such interpretation that one is considered to be lost in need of salvation or excommunication. Even worst?

If anyone even insinuates their need for salvation? Ha! Forget all there is for mercy! They bound to kill you on the spot no questions asked. O well! They are satisfied to believe as follow for others than themselves. Quote:

(3)  But even if our Gospel (the glad tidings) also be hidden (obscured and covered up with a veil that hinders the knowledge of God), it is hidden [only] to those who are perishing and obscured [only] to those who are spiritually dying and veiled [only] to those who are lost.

Why Do They Consider Others Than Themselves …?

O my Master? That is a mystery to me that only You can unveil to each indidual child of Yours. I see the matter but! I emphatically refuse to give my take on it. Those leaders are Your business. They have to answer to You not to me.

Alright! I Am Off The Hook With Anymore ‘Explaining’ …?

You are in control of it all. It is now 9:35 am on this last 7th Day of Rest on Saturday, December 26, 2020—the year not to fear our fears!

Ha! What Is The Huge Fear To End This Year …?

Government shutdown. No stimulus checks. No checks at all! No money to live on. What are we to do? Are we going to be eating out of garbage cans?

O My Master! But Your Unfathomable Wisdom And Passionate Love For Us Unfaithful Rebellious Children Of Yours That We Are! …

Myself included! Yes! You are putting the ‘squeeze’ on us but! It is imperative for You to squeeze all that fearful garbage out of our minds once for all! But then?

  • The silver lining just on the nick of timing!

O My Master? But Your thiaBasilia Is In Need Of That $2000.00 …?

And here I find myself facing the humongous mountain of worldly fear to end this year when I am not supposed to fear my own fears?

Well? Well? Well? Surprise! 2020 Has Been The Year That Ended ALL My Fears But The Fear Of You My Master! …

Indeed! You are so real tome this moment that I could almost touch You. Yesterday and the day before You led me to see two things:

  1. How stale the leaders and followers of Your people have become with their religious traditions and such.
  2. How Satan has succeeded in making himself invisible to many, many souls among Your people.

It is now Saturday, December 26, 2020 at 10:05 am. You have led me to save this file in the One Drive Ap. I will shut down/unplug the computer to test it.

Alright! Maybe Now I Won’t Lose My Precious Data Anymore …

Thank You my Master! Things are really percolating in the warmth of Your Presence. How real You are to me. I cannot deny You of my complete attention to Your loving Presence.

The two things You led me to see had caused me much sadness. I asked for a clue again. You gave it to me. That response from You was in the data that was lost but not lost in my mind. You told me again:

  • Be still. Let go of all your preconceived ideas of what or how I shall develop any matter. Wait.
  • So? You have now fully empowered me to wait however long it might take.

Back To The Prodigal Son Headline To End This Post …

It is now 12:07 pm on Saturday, December 26, 2020. Me? I realize now more than ever before how I am that prodigal son in the parabola of Luke 15. I have taken my spiritual inheritance to waste away in my former staunch beliefs.

  • Thus? I wound up eating the husks of pain and misery in the pig pens that Satan set for me. But then?
  • The reality of the futility of those staunch beliefs You have set in my mind.
  • For me to find my way back home to You where I belong.
  • I am one of those You are bringing home one by one
  • You are bringing us all home where you belong never again Your way astray.

Your crystal pure love now in my heart for all. thiaBasilia.

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