Me Too! Or? Shouldn’t I Be Watching Mine Instead Of Ours Or Yours …?
Who Would Have Thought that a little girl born some 81 years ago in a remote area in Guatemala C.A. would become a mother to a son born many years later in the famous Middle East?
Done Posting. Now What? Is Raining. I Am Cold …?
This is getting kind of old. It’s now 1:42 pm on Wednesday, December 16, 2020. Been up since 2 am. Had a full day already. Help me my Master to get over these unpleasant moments. I don’t know what to ask of You. But You do.
Am I Watching The Motion Picture Of Our Or Only My Life? …
Well? That poses an interesting challenge from You my Master. You got my attention. Here I am. Your Presence is for real. Even so? I get in these lousy moods just because? O well! Because?
You Tell Me My Master, Maybe Because …?
You are not pampering me as I see fit that You should do. Mercy! Mercy! Mercy! I just read Your word to lift me up from this moody instant I am experiencing. Quote:
But in that coming day, all who are destroying you shall be destroyed, and all your enemies shall be slaves. Those who rob you shall be robbed; and those attacking you shall be attacked. I will give you back your health again and heal your wounds. Now you are called “The Outcast” and “Jerusalem, the Place Nobody Wants. But, says the Lord, when I bring you home again from your captivity and restore your fortunes, Jerusalem will be rebuilt upon her ruins; the palace will be reconstructed as it was before. The cities will be filled with joy and great thanksgiving, and I will multiply my people and make of them a great and honored nation. End of quote.
Were You Speaking To Jerusalem Or To Each Individual Member Of Jerusalem?
It is now Wednesday, December 16, 2020 at 2:25 pm. Now I hear You, and my mood? What mood? Instead? Reflect. The truth? Nothing is as I see fit that You should do. It is all far above my human reasoning, but!
Thank Goodness That It Is So! That’s For Sure! …
Otherwise? I dare not to even think of the otherwise choice. I am A-OK under Your loving control and authority. No need to fear otherwise.
As Well? No Need To Fear The Moods That Swing My Body Up And Down …
It’s all a matter of sugar balance or imbalance caused by my body’s ability or inability to properly digest whatever I eat. Ha! I sound so professional, don’t I? Big deal! Professional or not? Your promise to restore my body stands.
- I have literally tried everything! No sugar. No bread. No honey. No coffee and back! No change! Pain and misery either way.
So? I Am Not Any Longer Anxious About What I Eat Or Not Eat …
The results? No more pain. Peace. Security. You bless me with sleep. It’s Wednesday, December 16, 2020 at 11:21 pm since 4:25 pm. About six hours and I might go back to sleep even more in a bit. What a blessing.
And People? And Company? And Money? And So Forth …?
You know that I need all those things. Your command? “Do not be anxious like the heathen are. I take care of the birds in the air as I do with the flowers in the field, why not take care of you faithless one that you are?”
O My Master, But What Am I To Do? I Need …?
I need an electric blanket, I need a printer, I need? What else do I need? My goodness! I done run out of needs! That blanket and printer? Those just pop in my mind today. Go figure it!
Master? You Are So Good! The Only Good One In Existence …
But me? A faithless one. A doubting Thomas. A foolish, stupid one. Should I go on? O well! I have managed to fool people who think highly of me, but! Most certainly? I cannot fool Thee! Even so?
You Are Taking Care Of Me For The Sake Of Your Name Or Your Word …
Yes, You are and always have been taking care of me, but! What about others? O man! I do not understand a whit about You! How to reconcile all those discrepancies in Your doings?
All Over Is Written, ‘Fear Not’ As Well As ‘The Fear Of You’. What Is To Be? Do I Fear Or Not Fear? …
- And that is only about fear, but then? I read, “If anyone comes to Me and does not hate his [own] father and mother [in the sense of indifference to or relative disregard for them in comparison with his attitude toward God] and [likewise] his wife and children and brothers and sisters–[yes] and even his own life also–he cannot be My disciple.” Luke 14:26 AMPC+.
- How to reconcile that with, “And a second is like it: You shall love your neighbor as [you do] yourself.” [Lev_19:18] Matthew 22:39 AMPC+
- “Regard (treat with honor, due obedience, and courtesy) your father and mother, that your days may be long in the land the Lord your God gives you.” Exodus 20:12 AMPC+
You See My Dilemma My Master? Help! …
It is now Thursday, December 17, 2020 at 1:09 am. I never made it to bed. Instead? The reading the discrepancies founded by some highfalutin scholars brought about the finding of my own discrepancies.
And So My Master? The Perennial Human Issue Comes To Mind …?
Why the evil in this world? Is there God in existence? If so? Why He lets evil rampart in the world? Why suicide? Why mental and all kinds of illnesses? Why my child died? Why the stillborn or deform babies? Why the horrors done to women or babies? Why pornography? Why? Why? Why?!!!
Me? You Have Let Me Into The Center Of Your Heart, And There …?
In there You have begun to show me Your covenant and reveal to me its deep, inner meaning. No kidding. Echoing the Psalms, Psalms 25 been one of my favorites, and? You are now enlivening every single favorite word of mine.
- Enlivening? Giving spirit and vivacity. Animating. Invigorating. Imparting strength and vitality to every favorite word written in the Scriptures commonly known as the Bible.
You Are Now Searing In My Heart Your Invigorating Word To Avail Me Forever! …
So? You are reconciling all discrepancies that have troubled me most of my life, and? In Your doing so You are reaching and touching many souls melting away all discrepancies by the power of Your wisdom and passionate love for Your creation.
What A Mighty Yah You Are! Fact Not Flattery …
How easy it is to flaunt those words without foundation on solid ground. I know. What am I talking about? O my Master! But You know how I flaunted those words in good times. Came bad times. Such words? Nonexistent.
Regardless! In The Economy Of My Life? You Do Not Waste A Second, So …?
It is now Thursday, December 17, 2020 at 2:21 am. Time to head for bed. You blessed me with over a couple more hours of sleep. Now it’s a new day. Continue.
So? On The Issue Of Discrepancies? It All Got To Do With Timing/Circumstances …
How ‘bout that? Isn’t that an ‘smart’ statement? It is better than ‘smart’, the truth? That’s the fact to be exact but!
- Such fact did not enter into my carnal mind until nowadays.
- I am a very ‘smart’ human being, and?
- The smarter that a human being could be?
- The dumber he/she becomes.
- How is that?
- The smarter we are the farther away from the Source of our beings we become.
- Independence is not always the best.
- Not even close to the best.
- Independence from whatever evil oppresses us?
- Perhaps if we consider the meaning of freedom.
- The fact?
- At large the meaning of freedom is far from what is meant to be.
- We consider ourselves free when in reality we are slaves to our own humanity.
Wow! The Question Is Who Is My Master …?
It is now Thursday, December 17, 2020 at 6:37 am. How did I get into all of this freedom matter, my Master?
Ah! The discrepancies! What is the source of such an issue, my Master?
“O thiaBasilia—O Child Of My Heart? Pause. Reflect. Go back as far as you can remember of your childhood. It is said that a two-year old child is continuously asking ‘why?’ but you?
“I purposely let you remember only you giving answers not asking questions. One incident I have imprinted in your mind, the incident of your grandmother Lucila and her prayer routine to pray the Rosary prayer imposed to all in sight.
“She kept forgetting how the Rosary prayer went, so? She would have everybody start from the beginning. O no! your knees on the rough dirt ground were about to bleed. But you submitted without complaining.
“Then you were sent to school. After a while in school, you came home on the weekend and announced to your grandmother, “Abuelita, I know the Rosary prayer!” You were aiming to teach that prayer to your ‘abuelita’ but it backfired on you. She replied, “You do? Now go pray it!”
“The point? You didn’t ask the question ‘why?’. You went ahead to the answer. Is the same to this day and time. You have been observing the human dilemma with the Scriptures from the moment I set your eyes on such enigmatic writings, but!
“You have been putting such matter on hold until now. Why? Because of My Timing and the Circumstances at any time of the age of mankind.
“That is something which escapes in the most brilliant human minds of My creation for My own good reasons. Meaning?
“I created the human being in My image to be in My likeness, therefore, the most brilliant human minds exist. Even so? I created the human in image to be in My likeness but not to be above Me.
“Not to be above Me required for Me to develop a plan to prevent the human’s attempt to do so.
“This is the plan in effect through the age of mankind and the plan that eludes the most brilliant human minds.
“Nevertheless, My timing is now to reveal the ultimate plan for the eternal good of My creation including the humankind in its whole inclusive ways and manners of thinking and feeling.
“Who shall be saved or spared to be included in such plan?
“That, My child is something that I reserve for individual revelation.
“Therefore? My instruction to you to be still, to let go, to wait. And?
“I am delighted with your obedience to do so despite your human lapses.
“O My precious one, how My unbroken companionship with you delights My Being.
“Again, My delight is your strength.
“Your strength to be still, to let go, to wait for Me to harmonize all inharmonious circumstances in your life however long you must wait.
“I am satisfied. Your patience. Your understanding of things you never understood before quite satisfy My Being.
“I see you wondering right now.
What about are you wondering right now?
Ah! It’s now Thursday, December 17, 2020 at 8:15 am, would I send you Ahmad this morning?
Would you get your chocolates and honey?
What about your desk lamp?
And will I send you the means to get your printer and electric blanket before the year ends?
Will you get the stimulus check from the government?
Hum! All those things in your churning mind?
My provocative question to you in view of your wonderings:
Have I been with you so long My child and you are still wondering whether or not I AM?
But guess what? I am the One to give you such freedom to come to Me with all your wonderings!
Therefore, I am delighted to hear and respond to you far above all your wonderings.
Wait. It won’t be long. It is as it is written. Quote:
- But Yahushua looked at them and said, With men this is impossible, but all things are possible with God. [Gen_18:14; Job_42:2]
- Then Peter answered Him, saying, Behold, we have left [our] all and have become Your disciples [sided with Your party and followed You]. What then shall we receive?
- Yahushua said to them, Truly I say to you, in the new age [the Messianic rebirth of the world], when the Son of Man shall sit down on the throne of His glory, you who have [become My disciples, sided with My party and] followed Me will also sit on twelve thrones and judge the twelve tribes of Israel.
- And anyone and everyone who has left houses or brothers or sisters or father or mother or children or lands for My name’s sake will receive many [even a hundred] times more and will inherit eternal life.
“O thiaBasilia—O Child Of My Heart? You are a trip in the strip! Now you are wondering whether you will have to wait until Yahushua sit down on the throne of His glory.
“Pause. Reflect My child, where is Yahushua’s throne of glory right now? Is it not in the throne of the deepest chamber of your heart? There is your ‘when’ answer.
“No, not waiting until then, I am already fulfilling all promised as I see fit to do. Only remember, when there is other person included to fulfill My promises, I need to deal with that person before I materialize My promises to you.
I Got It My Master! I’ll Wait …
It is now Friday, December 18, 2020 at 6:53 am—a holyday in these parts of the world. Will Ahmad come to visit as he promised he was to do? Perhaps. I wait on You. Your doings in his life are beyond my conception.
- I am working on my seed of faith garden
Grown From Avocado Seeds? No Avocados Shall One See …?
Ah! But in a dream you let me see, “I got avocados in my trees!!!!” my enthusiastic exclamation woke me up. Avocados in my trees? Then? That’s My Seed Of Faith Garden …
It is written, quote:
Look at the proud; his soul is not straight or right within him, but the [rigidly] just and the [uncompromisingly] righteous man shall live by his faith and in his faithfulness. End of quote. Habakkuk 2:4. Found also in [Rom_1:17; Gal_3:11]
O My Master? You Know There Is No Avocados …
It is now Friday, December 18, 2020 at 2:34 pm. I finished the illustration. The thought came to me that people could think there are avocados in my trees already because of the avocados in the illustration. But!
- Maybe not! Even so? I’ll add a caption to make sure.
‘Caption: I look every morning for blooms in my trees. I let them know I am waiting for those blooms. Next morning? New leaves but no blooms! I just look at them with hope, but I don’t say anything to them. After a bit, I remind His promise to my Master. His answer? “Soon. Sooner than you expect it.” So I wait with patience and composure. What a life!’
On The Illustration …
Illustrating the present posts as a motion picture made me think that perhaps presenting future entries as a motion picture was not such a good idea.
O But How My Human Mind Churns …
Why such thought? It’s a long story. I will relate it as this post continues. My churning got to do mainly with the illustration graphic and the announcing:
- Ahmad & thiaBasilia? What A Pair!
- Now Playing.
- Motion Picture Of The Year!!!
- Perhaps this approach is not the best.
- Master? It made me think that perhaps that was my own idea not Yours.
- Then? Problems with the accounts was also churning in my mind.
- Help! O my Master! Help!
One More Day Ending. Another 7th Day Of Rest Begins …
It is now Friday, December 18, 2020 at 10:44 pm. So my Master? I am having seconds thoughts about approaching the future parallel to a motion picture. I need to hear from You.
- For now I am going to continue investigating the situation with my accounts.
- Sleep is overtaking me. Heading for bed at 10:58 pm on Friday, December 18, 2020.
- Microsoft Office needs Updating on Saturday, December 19, 2020 at 5:00 am
- I need to close this file and the computer for the update.
- It is now Saturday, December 19, 2020 at 6:00 pm.
Ha! What A Nightmare! …
It is now Sunday, December 20, 2020 at 3:02 am. I spent my 7th Day of rest trying to wake up from such nightmare. I am still confused. What happened?
Well? I Thought I Had Lost All Entries Since November 29. Why? …
It is now Sunday, December 20, 2020 at 4:30 am
In retrospect? I have been engross creating the illustration for this post that I had not opened the journal to post anything since the restart of the computer.
When I Finally Decided To Post? What? …
And old version of The Tribe Journal From 2020 on dated back to November 29! What is this? What is happening? Where is my last saved at 5 am on December 19?
From There On? My Mind Went Into A Panic Spin …
Spent hours waiting for help from Microsoft. Finally a kind tech spent practically the whole day attempting to restore my latest file to no avail.
At last, I gave up trying to recuperate the file and decided to recreate it from the posts.
I came down. My mind settled.
Then? It came to me, the files were corrupted when my Gigabyte computer CPU bit the dust.
That happened last November as I posted.
I remember I overcame that problem by restarting the computer.
But this time I did not restarted.
That caused the havoc that nearly drove me crazy yesterday.
The Miracle! O Yes! Miracle …?
What made me turn off/unplug the computer plus disconnect the external drive for the umpteen time? Ah! The best to come. After about 10 minutes turn on computer, connect hard drive. Next?
What Quickened Me To Go To My External Folders To Check For What? …
Had no idea what was I to check, but once I opened the external folders? I clicked, ‘I Looked At Myself In The Mirror. What Did I See? …’ WOW! My latest file!
How When Was The Tribe Journal From 2020 On Saved Under ‘I Looked At Myself In The Mirror. What Did I See? …’
To this minute I cannot figure it out. It is now Sunday, December 20, 2020 at 6:08 am. O my Master! How real You are! Truly? I absolutely have nothing to worry or panic about.
Not To Brag But I Am Above Average When It Comes To Computer Troubleshooting, But!
The time is coming and it is here now when all the knowledge and the money in the world shall not avail at all! I am getting it my Master!
For Sure! Your Aim Is To Get My Attention, And …?
You are succeeding. Thank You. I dare not go any further with this matter. I wait on You. You are Sovereign over Your cherished creation. Your plan is perfect. Nothing and no one can or could thwart it. Thank Goodness!
And So? You Continue To Play The Motion Picture Of My Life In Your Presence …
Now? Now? Please! Don’t knock yourselves down looking where my Master’s Motion Picture Of My Life In His Presence is playing. It’s playing right here in the movie house of His lively nature within my heart!
Your crystal pure love now in my heart for all. thiaBasilia.