O Well? Why Not Change My Posting Ways? …

The Graphic Illustrates The Matter …

Governing Order And Rulership Is To Be Set Yet …

Are We Talking About Politics? Nay! Read On …

Nay! We Are Talking About Peace Of Mind …

Saturday, November 21, 2020 at 11:06 pm.

Peace of mind? Something so far from politics, mind you! We, O my Master! We are talking about Your peace that surpasses all human understanding. Quote:

John 16:1-33

I HAVE told you all these things, so that you should not be offended—taken unawares and falter, or be caused to stumble and fall away—I told you to keep you from being scandalized and repelled.

They will put you out of—expel you from the synagogues; but an hour is coming when whoever kills you will think and claim that he has offered service to God. And they will do this because they have not known the Father or Me.

But I have told you these things now, so that when they occur you will remember that I told you of them. I did not say these things to you from the beginning, because I was with you. But now I am going to Him Who sent Me, yet none of you asks Me, Where are You going? But because I have said these things to you, sorrow has filled your hearts taken complete possession of them.

However, I am telling you nothing but the truth when I say it is profitable—good, expedient, advantageous for you that I go away. Because if I do not go away, the Comforter—Counselor, Helper, Advocate, Intercessor, Strengthener, Standby will not come to you into close fellowship with you; but if I go away, I will send Him to you to be in close fellowship with you.

And when He comes, He will convict and convince the world and bring demonstration to it about sin and about righteousness—uprightness of heart and right standing with the Mighty Creator of your beings and about judgment: About sin, because they do not believe in Me—trust in, rely on, and adhere to Me; About righteousness (uprightness of heart and right standing with your Creator, because I go to My Father, and you will see Me no longer; About judgment, because the ruler (evil genius, prince) of this world [Satan] is judged and condemned and sentence already is passed upon him.

I have still many things to say to you, but you are not able to bear them or to take them upon you or to grasp them now. But when He, the Spirit of Truth (the Truth-giving Spirit) comes, He will guide you into all the Truth (the whole, full Truth). For He will not speak His own message on His own authority; but He will tell whatever He hears from the Father; He will give the message that has been given to Him, and He will announce and declare to you the things that are to come that will happen in the future.

He will honor and glorify Me, because He will take of (receive, draw upon) what is Mine and will reveal (declare, disclose, transmit) it to you. Everything that the Father has is Mine. That is what I meant when I said that He—the Spirit will take the things that are Mine and will reveal (declare, disclose, transmit) it to you.

Master? You Have Turned My Sorrow Into Joy As It Is Here Written …

In a little while you will no longer see Me, and again after a short while you will see Me. So some of His disciples questioned among themselves, What does He mean when He tells us, In a little while you will no longer see Me, and again after a short while you will see Me, and, Because I go to My Father? What does He mean by a little while? We do not know or understand what He is talking about.

Yahushua knew that they wanted to ask Him, so He said to them, Are you wondering and inquiring among yourselves what I meant when I said, In a little while you will no longer see Me, and again after a short while you will see Me?

I assure you, most solemnly I tell you, that you shall weep and grieve, but the world will rejoice. You will be sorrowful, but your sorrow will be turned into joy. A woman, when she gives birth to a child, has grief (anguish, agony) because her time has come. But when she has delivered the child, she no longer remembers her pain (trouble, anguish) because she is so glad that a man (a child, a human being) has been born into the world.

So for the present you are also in sorrow (in distress and depressed); but I will see you again and then your hearts will rejoice, and no one can take from you your joy (gladness, delight).

And when that time comes, you will ask nothing of Me—you will need to ask Me no questions. I assure you, most solemnly I tell you, that My Father will grant you whatever you ask in My Name as presenting all that I AM.

Up to this time you have not asked a [single] thing in My Name as presenting all that I AM; but now ask and keep on asking and you will receive, so that your joy (gladness, delight) may be full and complete.

Master? You Have Overcome The World For Me As Is Here Written …

I have told you these things in parables (veiled language, allegories, dark sayings); the hour is now coming when I shall no longer speak to you in figures of speech, but I shall tell you about the Father in plain words and openly (without reserve).

At that time you will ask (pray) in My Name; and I am not saying that I will ask the Father on your behalf for it will be unnecessary.

For the Father Himself tenderly loves you because you have loved Me and have believed that I came out from the Father. I came out from the Father and have come into the world; again, I am leaving the world and going to the Father.

His disciples said, Ah, now You are speaking plainly to us and not in parables (veiled language and figures of speech)! Now we know that You are acquainted with everything and have no need to be asked questions. Because of this we believe that you [really] came from the Father.

Yahushua answered them, Do you now believe? Do you believe it at last? But take notice, the hour is coming, and it has arrived, when you will all be dispersed and scattered, every man to his own home, leaving Me alone. Yet I am not alone, because the Father is with Me.

I have told you these things, so that in Me you may have perfect peace and confidence. In the world you have tribulation and trials and distress and frustration; but be of good cheer take courage; be confident, certain, undaunted! For I have overcome the world. I have deprived it of power to harm you and have conquered it for you. End of quote.

Indeed! O My Master? You Have Ingrained Those Words Into My Being …

Sunday, November 22, 2020 at 12:04 am

It is a new day by all means of the word. There was distress on my 7^th Day of Rest but it ended with a good note: a call from Yazeed and a good laugh.

• What provoked our laugh?
• Compliments and the lack of them.
• Funny thing?
• Such matter goes along with the words I just finished quoting.
• How?

In The World You Have Tribulation And Trials And Distress And Frustration …

Logic. I called Ahmad because of my frustration with his doings nowadays. Well? I called, called, and called. No answer from Ahmad but Yazeed answered to tell me Ahmad was asleep.

• By and by I expressed my frustration to Yazeed.
• Then? I asked him to please get me things I am lacking.
• One of those things? Honey.
• Yazeed responded with, “I will buy you especial honey for you tomorrow because you are especial.”
• To his remark I responded, “I will be so ever grateful. You are so especial yourself!”
• To my remark he responded, “Thank you. No one told me that before. That makes me feel really good!”
• Now? Let me back off a bit.
• Compliments in this culture are not freely given.
• Customs? Formalities? Protocol?
• Of the utmost importance.
• While chatting with my Canadian educated friend at his phone shop in Aqaba, a customer came in.
• No words. He put something on the counter. My friend got him what he needed. The customer paid and off he went.
• My friend exclaimed, “MULE!”
• I asked, “why do you call him ‘mule’?
• His amusing reasoning, he said,
• “Because he is a mule not a donkey.
• A donkey at least knows how to improve itself by mating with a horse.
• But a mule remains a mule, no improvement.
• No manners with that fellow.
• No smile. No, how are you? Nothing!”
• I say, “what in the world are you talking about?”
• He said, “Here? No one just burst into a place. One is supposed to smile and inquire about health and family and such, otherwise one is considered to be like a mule.”
• I burster out laughing and exclaimed, “I guess I am considered to be a ‘mule’ then because I never think to follow such protocol! From now on? I’ll keep that in mind!”
• So? I came to visit my next friend and saluted him with, “Good afternoon. How are you? How is your health? How is your family? I am not a mule!”
• My friend just laughed and laughed! Since then?
• The incident has been a relaxing way to communicate with my friends over here when in distressed situations.
• I reminded Yazeed of the matter. He laughed.

That Is What Happened To End My Distress Of The Day …

How beautiful simple are Your ways to lift me up and out of the dumps of distress. Such is the peace that surpasses all human understanding, as quoted above.

Back to Governing Order And Rulership Is To Be Set Yet …

The USA is in suspense with the Presidential Election. No final decision yet. But why the suspense? O my Master! You know it. Suspense because they are ignoring You.

• ‘MULES’
• No manners!
• No respect!
• Arrogance!
• No improvement!
• You cannot call them donkeys
• For a donkey seeks improvement by matting a horse!
• But! O well!

But It All Makes You Laugh And Mock Them And? …

Kindly invite them with the greatest invitation any human could even fathom—”Kiss the Son pay homage to Him in purity”.

• Not easily done. In fact?
• Impossible for a productive wealthy human to oblige!
• Even so?
• With mankind is impossible to oblige, but!

With The Master Creator Of Our Beings? All Things Are Possible! …

Quote:

Luke 18:18-30 AMPC+

And a certain ruler asked Him, Good Teacher [You who are essentially and perfectly morally good], what shall I do to inherit eternal life [to partake of eternal salvation in the Messiah’s kingdom]?

Yahushua said to him, Why do you call Me [essentially and perfectly morally] good? No one is [essentially and perfectly morally] good–except the Almighty Creator only.

You know the commandments: Do not commit adultery, do not kill, do not steal, do not witness falsely, honor your father and your mother. [Exo_20:12-16; Deu_5:16-20]

And he replied, All these I have kept from my youth.

And when Yahushua heard it, He said to him, One thing you still lack. Sell everything that you have and divide [the money] among the poor, and you will have [rich] treasure in heaven; and come back [and] follow Me [become My disciple, join My party, and accompany Me].

But when he heard this, he became distressed and very sorrowful, for he was rich–exceedingly so.

Yahushua, observing him, said, How difficult it is for those who have wealth to enter the kingdom of the Almighty Creator!

For it is easier for a camel to enter through a needle’s eye than [for] a rich man to enter the kingdom of the Almighty Creator.

And those who heard it said, Then who can be saved?

But He said, What is impossible with men is possible with the Almighty Creator. [Gen_18:14; Jer_32:17]

And Peter said, See, we have left our own [things–home, family, and business] and have followed You.

And He said to them, I say to you truly, there is no one who has left house or wife or brothers or parents or children for the sake of the kingdom of the Almighty Creator Who will not receive in return many times more in this world and, in the coming age, eternal life. End of quote.

Hard Words To Understand Until You Open One’s Mind To Do So …

Sunday, November 22, 2020 at 2:06 am.

Master? You know how I went to sleep at this hour and? Did not wake up until 6:00 am. On waking up? Computer mess up—on airplane mode and no Internet for downloading.

Is The Problem With The Internet Or With The Computer? …

Sunday, November 22, 2020 at 2:08 pm.

Master? You know I have been working on the problem since I woke up to no avail. I never had this problem before. Without the Internet? No way to find out how to fix the problem, but!

• You are in control of the matter, so?
• No fear.
• It will get fix in the same way it was unfix!
• Least that is my confidence in You.
• At least I am able to work offline.
• Thank You.

Going Back To Gigabyte Computer To Work on Photoshop …

Sunday, November 22, 2020 at 4:12 pm.

Never made it there. Yazeed came with the goodies promised and? He tried to resolve my computer problem to no avail. After he left? You quickened me to disconnect my external. Wow! Problem fixed, but still no Internet.

• Monday, November 23, 2020 at 1:04 pm restart to reset dns.

No Internet. What Now My Master? …

Monday, November 23, 2020 at 3:10 pm.

You know that I have exhausted all possibilities to fix the problem to no avail. I will now stay put. I will see what You develop next.

• One neat thing You have done?
• Fix the colors for me to see really good what I am doing in the screen.
• Thank You.
• Meanwhile? The neglected chores are waiting for me!
• On to the task.

Monday, November 23, 2020 at 5:54 pm time to nap.

That Was A Long Nap. No Change On Waking Up …

Monday, November 23, 2020 at 11:31 pm.

No Internet. Silence. No one called or came. Still? No panic. The churning in my mind is overcome with Your peace that surpass human understanding.

Panic? Perhaps Not The Norm …

Even so? O my Master! I am not normal, not by a long shot! I am not normal, and I do not live under normal circumstances. But You know it my Master.

So? For Me? Peace Of Mind Is A Miracle! …

Tuesday, November 24, 2020 at 12:20 am.

No kidding! To think of my past medical history? It’s a horror story to say the least. But O my Master! You meant it all to be an example for others to heed.

• Of course, there are so many medical stories opposite to mine.

Who Is To Tell? Human Justification Is The Norm Regardless …

The thing is my Master that I am human. So? Of course, my tendencies have been human even now. That is the bottom line in the churning of my mind! Bless my heart.

• Right now? I ate and I have stomachache.
• I am cold because no gas in the heater, but!
• I am not by far in the dreadful circumstances You just delivered me from.
• So, I am going to bed and hope to sleep and wake up all perked up.
• Thank You.

Back Trying To Get Internet Services …

Tuesday, November 24, 2020 at 6:23 am.

Master? It is now Tuesday, November 24, 2020 at 12:17 pm. All my tries to no avail. No Internet. There is something that I am missing from Your leading. I’ll wait until You reveal to me what is it that I am missing.

Nothing Yet. I’m Working On My Gigabyte Computer …

Tuesday, November 24, 2020 at 4:50 pm.

Master? I don’t know what goes but You do. I will now turn off and unplug this machine and head for bed. Perhaps You send me some help later on.

Thank You For The Help …

Tuesday, November 24, 2020 at 8:38 pm.

Master? I still have no Internet but Yazeed put minutes in my mobile so at least I can call to update him on the connection problem. But You know all about it. I wait on You.

New Day Again. No Panic. No Fear. No Tears. Peace …

Wednesday, November 25, 2020 at 12:27 am.

Your peace, my Master—the peace that surpass even my own understanding. Things are still not peachy pink without Internet, heat, or even a call or visit from Ahmad.

• Even so? No Panic. No Fear. No Tears. Peace.
• Heading for bed.
• Thank You for Your unbroken companionship.
• I worship You.

Here I Am My Master! Waiting On You …

Wednesday, November 25, 2020 at 8:26 am.

I thank You for Your power to wait on You with patience and composure—something brand new to me. I have enjoyed Your unbroken companionship—Your loving Presence in my life but never before like I am enjoying it now.

• Right now? Your words as written in John 16 come to mind again.
• I quoted those words on Saturday, November 21, 2020 at 11:06 pm.
• Just three days ago I was thinking about the unrest at large when I recorded:
• ‘Peace of mind? Something so far from politics, mind you!
• We, O my Master! We are talking about Your peace that surpasses all human understanding.’
• But now I am thinking about my personal stand to be forever.

That Is The Reason Why I Must Quote Those Words Again …

Master? The way You are developing the rest of my life living on these earthly grounds as they are now is strictly on the authority of Your written words.

• It is imperative for me to keep those words fresh on my mind as You lead me to do.
• I no longer fear whether others skip or find it boring to read Your words over and over again, but!
• It is not at all because I do not care what others do.
• The fact?
• My care for my children, friends, and all that You place in my path is now altogether in Your loving hands.
• Without any more ado, let me quote and reflect on those words with the utmost care.

Quote:

John 16:1-33

I HAVE told you all these things, so that you should not be offended—taken unawares and falter, or be caused to stumble and fall away—I told you to keep you from being scandalized and repelled.

They will put you out of—expel you from the synagogues; but an hour is coming when whoever kills you will think and claim that he has offered service to God. And they will do this because they have not known the Father or Me.

But I have told you these things now, so that when they occur you will remember that I told you of them. I did not say these things to you from the beginning, because I was with you.

But now I am going to Him Who sent Me, yet none of you asks Me, Where are You going? But because I have said these things to you, sorrow has filled your hearts taken complete possession of them.

However, I am telling you nothing but the truth when I say it is profitable—good, expedient, advantageous for you that I go away. Because if I do not go away, the Comforter—Counselor, Helper, Advocate, Intercessor, Strengthener, Standby will not come to you into close fellowship with you; but if I go away, I will send Him to you to be in close fellowship with you.

O My Master! How Amazingly Accurate! Such Is My Present Experience …

And when He comes, He will convict and convince the world and bring demonstration to it about sin and about righteousness—uprightness of heart and right standing with the Mighty Creator of your beings and about judgment:

• About sin, because they do not believe in Me—trust in, rely on, and adhere to Me;
• About righteousness (uprightness of heart and right standing with your Creator, because I go to My Father, and you will see Me no longer;
• About judgment, because the ruler (evil genius, prince) of this world [Satan] is judged and condemned and sentence already is passed upon him.

I have still many things to say to you, but you are not able to bear them or to take them upon you or to grasp them now. But when He, the Spirit of Truth (the Truth-giving Spirit) comes, He will guide you into all the Truth (the whole, full Truth).

For He will not speak His own message on His own authority; but He will tell whatever He hears from the Father; He will give the message that has been given to Him, and He will announce and declare to you the things that are to come that will happen in the future.

He will honor and glorify Me, because He will take of (receive, draw upon) what is Mine and will reveal (declare, disclose, transmit) it to you. Everything that the Father has is Mine.

• That is what I meant when I said that He—the Spirit will take the things that are Mine and will reveal (declare, disclose, transmit) it to you.

Master? You Have Turned My Sorrow Into Joy As It Is Here Written …

“In a little while you will no longer see Me, and again after a short while you will see Me.”

So some of His disciples questioned among themselves, What does He mean when He tells us, In a little while you will no longer see Me, and again after a short while you will see Me, and, Because I go to My Father? What does He mean by a little while? We do not know or understand what He is talking about.

Yahushua knew that they wanted to ask Him, so He said to them,

“Are you wondering and inquiring among yourselves what I meant when I said, In a little while you will no longer see Me, and again after a short while you will see Me?

I assure you, most solemnly I tell you, that you shall weep and grieve, but the world will rejoice. You will be sorrowful, but your sorrow will be turned into joy. A woman, when she gives birth to a child, has grief (anguish, agony) because her time has come. But when she has delivered the child, she no longer remembers her pain (trouble, anguish) because she is so glad that a man (a child, a human being) has been born into the world.

So for the present you are also in sorrow (in distress and depressed); but I will see you again and then your hearts will rejoice, and).

Wow! No One Can Take From Me My Joy (Gladness, Delight. Not Anyone Doings For Or Against Me …

And when that time comes, you will ask nothing of Me—you will need to ask Me no questions. I assure you, most solemnly I tell you, that My Father will grant you whatever you ask in My Name as presenting all that I AM.

Up to this time you have not asked a [single] thing in My Name as presenting all that I AM; but now ask and keep on asking and you will receive, so that your joy (gladness, delight) may be full and complete.

• That is exactly what I am doing now to much avail. HalleluYah!

Master? You Have Overcome The World For Me As Is Here Written …

I have told you these things in parables (veiled language, allegories, dark sayings); the hour is now coming when I shall no longer speak to you in figures of speech, but I shall tell you about the Father in plain words and openly (without reserve).

At that time you will ask (pray) in My Name; and I am not saying that I will ask the Father on your behalf for it will be unnecessary.

For the Father Himself tenderly loves you because you have loved Me and have believed that I came out from the Father.

• I came out from the Father and have come into the world; again, I am leaving the world and going to the Father.

His disciples said, “Ah, now You are speaking plainly to us and not in parables (veiled language and figures of speech)! Now we know that You are acquainted with everything and have no need to be asked questions. Because of this we believe that you [really] came from the Father.”

Yahushua answered them, “Do you now believe? Do you believe it at last? But take notice, the hour is coming, and it has arrived, when you will all be dispersed and scattered, every man to his own home, leaving Me alone. Yet I am not alone, because the Father is with Me.

• I have told you these things, so that in Me you may have perfect peace and confidence.

• In the world you have tribulation and trials and distress and frustration; but be of good cheer take courage; be confident, certain, undaunted!

• For I have overcome the world. I have deprived it of power to harm you and have conquered it for you. End of quote.

One More Day So Glad To Be Alone In Your Presence …

Wednesday, November 25, 2020 at 9:38 am.

Indeed! O my Master! You have seen to deprive me of the Internet. No Internet? No way to seek and search the NET of human beings for their presence in my life.

• Wow! What comfort!
• Your unbroken companionship is super sufficient for me.
• What a marvel!
• What a blessing!
• Thank You.
• Even so? You will see to it all.
• On Your time and discretion?
• All thing shall harmonize in my life as well as in all my loved one’s lives.

When And How? No Longer Of My Concern …

Master? I keep repeating my words but You know it is necessary for me to do so. Otherwise? I will settle on whatever routine suits me like I did in the past.

I Am Thankful To Have Kept My Gigabyte Computer …

Wednesday, November 25, 2020 at 10:13 am.

I started to give it away, but You kept me from doing so. Now? The amazing gifted from my loving children HP supercomputer lacks the proper configuration due to my? O well! I mess it up, or? Was it You Who did the deed?

• Guess that is all part of Your doings and?
• No longer questioning or lamenting Your doings.
• Only amazed! Your doings are so unpredictable.
• Totally at ease with peace of mind.
• Guess what?
• I was working on that peace of mind illustration when the HP computer turned airplane all on its own!
• Next? No Internet.
• My digital apps including Photoshop are no longer working in that computer.
• So? Back to my indestructible Gigabyte gift from You.
• How about that?

Wonder What You Got For Me Next? …

Wednesday, November 25, 2020 at 11:05 am.

GAS at last! Thank You my Master! Ha! This is getting quite interesting my Master. My indestructible Gigabyte computer just kiss me goodbye on waking up around 2 am.

1. The best part? All recorded in it up to this moment is gone with it!

Now What My Master? You Give. You Take Away. Blessed Be Your Name Forever …

Sunday, November 29, 2020 at 4:19 am.

Master? I am so silly! I have spent the last two hours or so trying to recuperate what the Gigabyte computer took with it. Why waste my time? You are in control of every minute detail of my life. Why not live by such knowledge?

• There is a simple answer, I think.
• I don’t live by such knowledge because I am human.
• Bless my heart.

Alright! O My Master, What Would You Have Me To Do Now? …

You are aware of my human doings and undoing’s. You know my thoughts. My words as well You know before I think or speak them. Your hand is heavy upon my head because? O well! I don’t know that ‘because’.

• Psalms 139 comes to mind along with the most devastated day of my life—the day my second husband abandoned me.
• Even so? Along with Psalms 139 You ingrained Isaiah 54 within my being, and?
• That is the gist of the recordings for the last 4 days.
• All about my past and my present.
• You have always been there for me even on my most devastating times.
• You knew me before I was born.
• That is what You tell me in Psalms 139.
• Isaiah 54?
• That is how far You would have me to record, why?
• Because since that day?
• I have gone through my most devastating as well as my most splendid times.

But Master? All Of That Has Been Recorded In The Journal Of My Saga …

Sunday, November 29, 2020 at 5:00 am.

Pause. Reflect. O thiaBasilia—O Child Of My Heart? I am. I have always been. I will always be with and for you. Even when your father or mother abandons you I will never ever forsake or abandon you.

You are right. The record of the last 4 days is not lost. It is all recorded as I bid you to record in the journal I compelled you to write since 1985.

What happen in the last 4 days? The last 4 days are the link of your past with your present. Important?

The dates I compelled you to record as you recorded all the words I would inspire you to record.

Are you noticing the hour and minutes of the moment you begun to write these present words? The number five followed with a double zero. Meaning?

The Number Five – Grace and Preparation.

The number five is generally agreed to be one of a handful of numbers similar to the church at Philadelphia. No bad things to say about it. This number associates the idea of God’s grace and life to it.

Followed by double 0?

The meaning of Zero

Zero is both closed and wide open. It means comprehensiveness, openness, wholeness, and infinity. It’s an all-inclusive number.

There you have My agenda for you from now on.

What Is Happening With All The Computer, Internet Setbacks? …

Sunday, November 29, 2020 at 7:04 am.

Notice the hour, minutes My child. A seven followed by a zero then a four. Meaning?

The Number Seven – Completeness and Rest

The meaning of Zero again:

Zero is both closed and wide open. It means comprehensiveness, openness, wholeness, and infinity. It’s an all-inclusive number.

The Number Four – Creation and the World

This number is overwhelmingly seen in the material creation and the expression of God’s purpose in the world or on the earth.

Completeness. Rest. My Message It’s An All-Inclusive Message …

Indeed! O thiaBasilia—O Child Of My Heart? My message is an all-inclusive message of your Completeness and Rest along with the material creation, the expression of My purpose in the world/earth.

• Therefore? Your steady stand in the security of My written words.
• My faithfulness to My words is your present stand.
• You no longer stand by the standards of the world.
• For I have separated the preciousness of My nature from the vile human nature within you.
• So? What is the purpose for the computer setbacks?

Well? You Remain A Human Being As Long As You Exist On These Earthly Grounds, But!

Sunday, November 29, 2020 at 10:12 am.

Your reaction to work on the computers was not wasted. Once again it gave you the opportunity to see the futility of human wisdom. But mainly? It gave you the opportunity once again to renounce such wisdom.

You see My child? The way I see things are higher than your ways.

But Why Your Continuous Trying To Live By My Ways? …

O My child! My ways are in My nature within you. What is the problem then? Big problem! You try and try to live by My ways depending on your mind power of knowledge.

• It cannot be done My child!

• The only thing you can accomplish is to become a stench unto My nostrils.

• On my way to bed. I am cold. I am sleepy. Hope to wake up when Your day warms up. 11:19 am.

Well My Master? You See Me. Cold. Hot. Turn On/Off Heater. What? …

Tried the bed to no avail. No sleep. Get up. Try the NET again hoping that perhaps You fix the problem. No NET yet. Your time shall come. Of that I am sure.

• Meantime? I wait.
• Perhaps You give me the getup and go to rearrange things again.
• Things look kind of warped. Crowded.

Am I Evading You My Master? …

Sunday, November 29, 2020 at 1:42 pm.

I have the sense like I have heard those words before, many of times and yet I am still physically uncomfortable. I am not in pain anymore, but I am still itching. Plus?

• Not knowing what to do with the computers.
• The lurking fear of isolation without the Internet.
• I am thankful or am I my Master?
• One thing I can tell. My body is uncomfortable but not my mind.
• I am experiencing the peace that surpasses my own understanding.
• For sure, this elusive sense of fear is not getting to me.
• Maybe I need some sweets?
• Who knows? You might send me something chocolaty!
• I fixed some honey raisings almonds.
• I enjoyed them.
• Now I’m heading for bed again.
• Sunday, November 29, 2020 at 3:58 pm
• Wait on You for sleep and comfort.

Thank You. I Feel Much Better, But! …

Sunday, November 29, 2020 at 7:57 pm.

O my Master! My body is still a problem. Then? I don’t know what to do because I don’t feel like writing. And without Photoshop? I’m lost! Help me, my Master! Help me!

• Ha! How neat—You have led me to work in Paint 3D.
• I had only saved my work in psd Photoshop format when the computer went airplane on its own.
• What? How it happen?

On Sunday, November 22, 2020 at 2:06 am.

Master? You know how I went to sleep at this hour and? Did not wake up until 6:00 am. On waking up? Computer mess up—on airplane mode and no Internet downloading.

Is The Problem With The Internet Or With The Computer? …

• That was my request.

I Am Just Now Putting The Pieces Together By Your Leading And Inspiration. Internet? No service …

Monday, November 30, 2020 at 12:05 am.

That was the farthest thing in my mind. I am now remembering what I wrote in the Gigabyte computer, but I am Sleepy. Will head for bed. Will record when You wake me up.

Sleep Always Help. Ready Now To Continue …

Monday, November 30, 2020 at 3:58 am.

O thiaBasilia—O Child Of My Heart? Notice the hour/minutes. A three followed by a five and eight. Meaning? The Number Three – Completion and Manifestation. The Number Five – Grace and Preparation. The Number Eight – Newness and Cycles.

The number eight presents a picture of newness and a fresh beginning.

Do You Now Begin To See My Ways Clearly My Child? …

Do you see why I compelled you to record the date/time in all the words I would give to you to record in the journal of your daily living?

• The dates/time are the stepping stones in the crossing the river of your life.

Newness and Cycles? Psalms 139 comes to mind …

Psalms 139 comes to mind along with the most devastated day of my life—the day my second husband abandoned me. Even so? Along with Psalms 139 You ingrained Isaiah 54 within my being, and?

• That is the gist of the recordings for the last 4 days.
• All about my past and my present.
• You have always been there for me even on my most devastating times.
• You knew me before I was born.
• That is what You tell me in Psalms 139.
• Isaiah 54?
• That is how far You would have me to record, why?
• Because since that day?
• I have gone through my most devastating as well as my most splendid times.

Alright! Now I Am Catching Up With The Thread Of Your Developments …

Monday, November 30, 2020 at 5:49 am.

Look at that? It took almost two hours to catch up with You. The date now? A five followed by a four and a nine. Meaning.

• The Number Five – Grace and Preparation. Again, the number five is generally agreed to be one of a handful of numbers similar to the church at Philadelphia. This number associates the idea of God’s grace and life to it.
• The Number Four – Creation and the World. This number is overwhelmingly seen in the material creation and the expression of God’s purpose in the world or on the earth.
• The Number Nine – Fruitfulness and Giving. The number nine paints a picture of bearing fruit and giving.

You Have Given Me Grace And Life To Proclaim Your Purpose In The World/Earth To Bear Fruit And Giving …

Pause. Reflect. O thiaBasilia—O Child Of My Heart? Come on! As a human being you get despondent, down and out. You tend to evade Me. Why?

My precious child! Why such human reaction to My words sometimes?

Because you do not understand the meaning of bearing fruit.

Even so? My precious one, you do not need to understand.

The Fact?

No matter your human reaction or your lack of understanding you are bearing and giving more fruit than you can ever imagine, but!

• If there would be no setbacks in all your doings?

• If I would allow you to succeed by the power of your mind or understanding?

• You would be shinning the glamourous light to please a world lusting for carnal pleasure.

• That, My child, will never ever happen.

• No matter all in the human department?

• I am sustaining you in My department.

• Don’t you ever forget it!

Now? Go On With Your Lately Doings …

Monday, November 30, 2020 at 7:08 am

Well? I had only saved my work in ‘.psd’ Photoshop format when the computer went airplane on its own. So? I have been searching for a way to convert one of the pictures to .jpg or ‘.png’ format to no avail.

• Ha! What do you know? How neat—You have led me to work in Paint 3D.
• That is a new graphics program in the fabulous Windows 10 latest update.
• What a blessing!

The Month Of November? Disorder And Judgment. It began …

Sunday, November 1, 2020 at 10:14 am.

What do I know? I have entered this 11th month of 2020 year under the duress of eye pain. You know what and why this trouble has come upon me. I have my suspicious but that is all those are, suspicious. Nothing to stake my claim on.

• In Your time and at Your discretion You shall reveal this matter to me.
• In the meantime? By Your grace I am here ready to bid Your will.

The Month Of November? Disorder And Judgment. It Is Ending …

Monday, November 30, 2020 at 7:45 am.

It shall end at midnight. I have the whole day to introduce the fabulous 12^th month or? Your perfect government. Order And Beauty On The Way To The Top.

Your Order Is Now Set Within My Being …

The Number Twelve – Governing Order and Rulership is now set not only within but for all practical purposes of my daily affairs as well.

All Existent Now Must Be Supernaturally Demolished …

The building I building I have been living in up until this moment? DEMOLISHED! But not me. Photoshop? Demolished along that building of my past habitat.

Really? Talk To Me My Master! I Need To Hear From You …

Monday, November 30, 2020 at 8:40 am.

Wow! You always talk to me with the authority of Your written words. I noticed the hour/minutes right now. This time not the meaning of number forty, but! Isaiah 40 immediately came to mind. Comfort for My People.

It is written for one in Isaiah 40:1-31.

Quote:

COMFORT, COMFORT My people, says the Almighty Creator of your beings! Speak tenderly to the heart of Jerusalem, and cry to her that her time of service and her warfare are ended, that her punishment is accepted and her iniquity is pardoned, that she has received punishment from the Master’s hand double for all her sins.

• Ha! Talking about punishment? The Number Forty means Trial and Testing.
• And that is what is ending for me right now.
• Even so? The authority of Your written words is to be proclaiming from now on.
• The meaning of numbers? Only markers to serve their purpose not to live by.

• That is how Your words continue in this chapter.

A voice of one who cries: Prepare in the wilderness the way of the Master—clear away the obstacles; make straight and smooth in the desert a highway for the Almighty Creator of your beings!

Every valley shall be lifted and filled up, and every mountain and hill shall be made low; and the crooked and uneven shall be made straight and level, and the rough places a plain.

And the esteem (majesty and splendor) of the Master shall be revealed, and all flesh shall see it together; for the mouth of the Master has spoken it.

A voice says, Cry—prophesy! And I said, What shall I cry? The voice answered,

• Proclaim: All flesh is as frail as grass, and all that makes it attractive—its kindness, its goodwill, its mercy from the Almighty Creator of our beings, its esteem and comeliness, however good is transitory, like the flower of the field.
• The grass withers, the flower fades, when the breath of the Master blows upon it; surely ALL the people are like grass. The grass withers, the flower fades, but the WORD of our Almighty Creator of our beings will stand forever.

O you who bring good tidings to Zion, get up to the high mountain. O you who bring good tidings to Jerusalem, lift up your voice with strength, lift it up, be not afraid; say to the cities of Judah,

• Behold your Almighty Creator of your beings!
• Behold, the Master Creator of our beings will come with might, and His arm will rule for Him.
• Behold, His reward is with Him, and His recompense before Him.

He will feed His flock like a shepherd: He will gather the lambs in His arm, He will carry them in His bosom and will gently lead those that have their young.

Who has measured the waters in the hollow of his hand, marked off the heavens with a nine-inch span, enclosed the dust of the earth in a measure, and weighed the mountains in scales and the hills in a balance?

• Who has directed the Spirit of the Master, or as His counselor has taught Him? With whom did He take counsel, that instruction might be given Him?
• Who taught Him the path of justice and taught Him knowledge and showed Him the way of understanding?

Behold, the nations are like a drop from a bucket and are counted as small dust on the scales; behold, He takes up the isles like a very little thing. And all Lebanon’s [forests] cannot supply sufficient fuel, nor all its wild beasts furnish victims enough to burn sacrifices worthy of the Master.

All the nations are as nothing before Him; they are regarded by Him as less than nothing and emptiness (waste, futility, and worthlessness).

To whom then will you liken the Almighty Creator of our beings? Or with what likeness will you compare Him?

The graven image! A workman casts it, and a goldsmith overlays it with gold and casts silver chains for it. He who is so impoverished that he has no offering or oblation or rich gift to give to his deity is constrained to make a wooden offering, an idol; so he chooses a tree that will not rot; he seeks out a skillful craftsman to carve and set up an image that will not totter or deteriorate—you worshipers of idols, you are without excuse.

• Do you not know? Have you not heard? Has it not been told you from the beginning?
• These things ought to convince you of the Almighty Creator of our beings’ omnipotence and of the folly of bowing to idols.
• Have you not understood from the foundations of the earth?

It is the Almighty Creator of our beings Who sits above the circle (the horizon) of the earth, and its inhabitants are like grasshoppers; it is He Who stretches out the heavens like gauze curtains and spreads them out like a tent to dwell in, Who brings dignitaries to nothing, Who makes the judges and rulers of the earth as chaos (emptiness, falsity, and futility).

Yes, these men are scarcely planted, scarcely are they sown, scarcely does their stock take root in the earth, when the Master blows upon them and they wither, and the whirlwind or tempest takes them away like stubble.

To whom then will you liken Me, that I should be equal to him? says the Set Apart One. Lift up your eyes on high and see!

Who has created these? He Who brings out their host by number and calls them all by name; through the greatness of His might and because He is strong in power, not one is missing or lacks anything.

Why, O Jacob, do you say, and declare, O Israel, My way and my lot are hidden from the Master, and my right is passed over without regard from my Almighty Creator?

• Have you not known? Have you not heard? The everlasting Creator of your beings, the Master, the Creator of the ends of the earth, does not faint or grow weary; there is no searching of His understanding.

Talking About The Faint And Weary? That’s Me For Sure! …

• He gives power to the faint and weary, and to him who has no might He increases strength causing it to multiply and making it to abound.

• Even youths shall faint and be weary, and selected young men shall feebly stumble and fall exhausted;

• but those who wait for the Master—who expect, look for, and hope in Him shall change and renew their strength and power; they shall lift their wings and mount up close to the Almighty Creator of our beings as eagles mount up to the sun; they shall run and not be weary, they shall walk and not faint or become tired.

Wow! What Good Tidings To Proclaim On This Last Day Of November—The Month Of Disorder And Judgment …

Monday, November 30, 2020 at 10:26 am.

Indeed! O my Master? You have renewed my strength, my power. Not just physical strength/power but mainly? Renew my strength/power to lift my wings, to mount up close to You in worship, with every minute detail of my daily living.

That’s The Fact To Begin The Number Twelve Month Of Governing Order And Rulership …

Your Governing Order and Rulership—the solid foundation to set my abode in—that is my abode in Your Secret Place, in You my Master Yahushua on the authority of Your written words. Quote:

John 15:4-5 AMPC+

Dwell in Me, and I will dwell in you. [Live in Me, and I will live in you.] Just as no branch can bear fruit of itself without abiding in (being vitally united to) the vine, neither can you bear fruit unless you abide in Me.

I am the Vine; you are the branches. Whoever lives in Me and I in him bears much (abundant) fruit. However, apart from Me [cut off from vital union with Me] you can do nothing.

Will Now Begin To Explore Paint 3D …Perhaps?

Monday, November 30, 2020 at 11:02 am.

Hum! Can’t get it to work for me. I’ll see what You have for me. No telling how You’ll get me going Your way not mine.

Help! O my Master! Help! …

Tuesday, December 1, 2020 at 1:03 am.

Here I am my Master! Trying. Trying. Trying again to work in Paint 3D to no avail. What to do now? This is the Number Twelve Month Of Governing Order And Rulership.

Teach Me All About Your Governing Order And Rulership …

For You know that at this point of my life in Your Presence under Your loving control I do not have any inclination to keep up with my trying and doings. I wait on Your leading even with the next breath I take.

• Is coming to me to begin with setting this place in order again.
• Great! On to the task
• Computer off/unplug on Tuesday, December 1, 2020 at 1:24 am.

Well? The Number Six? Man Was Created On The 6^th Day …

Tuesday, December 1, 2020 at 6:12 am.

The number six is written from the first to the last page of the Scriptures. It too me six hours to create somewhat of an orderly working environment, and?

• The first thing I noticed as I sat in front of the screen after six hours away from it?
• The hour and minutes!
• The six neatly followed by the twelve.
• The Number Six—Natural Man, Sin, and Slavery. Six is the number that clearly represents man, satan, sin, and slavery.
• The Number Twelve—This is the Number Twelve Month Of Governing Order And Rulership.

Ha! What A Neat Way To Answer My Request To Teach Me About Your Order …

I am just bubbling up! Joy inexplicable full of Your esteem and honor! Your message is so clear to me. On the 6^th day man was created, and?

• Man created the disorder meaning of Number Eleven– The Month Of November?
• Disorder And Judgment. It Is Ending.
• To Begin The Number Twelve Month Of Governing Order And Rulership—The Month Of December?
• Reading Brad Scott Gematria again made things even more clear to me.

Quote:

The number twelve in scripture is overwhelmingly expressed as governing order and rulership. In the beginning, YHVH sets the sun, moon, and stars in the heavens to rule the day and the night. Subsequently, we have 12 months in our year, 12 hours of the day, and 12 hours of the night. 12 signs of the mazzaroth and 360 degree (12×30) orbits. Israel was to be represented by 12 tribes as also there were 12 apostles to sit upon 12 thrones (Mattityahu 19:28). Many juries in our judicial system are made up of 12 jurors.

….

Godly rulership involves righteous judgment in this world based upon the instructions and precepts of a heavenly Creator.

Indeed! O My Master? Your Rulership Involves Righteous Judgment In This World Based Upon Your Instructions And Precepts …

Tuesday, December 1, 2020 at 1:22 pm.

Your Instructions And Precepts? The Ten Commandments engraved in stones tablets, but! Those tablets were broken at the sight of sinful Israel. Wow! You just revealed to me the meaning of that passage of Your written words.

• How about that?
• I never gave a thought to such a matter.
• This revelation changes my whole outlook!
• O my Master! I’ll pause to reflect.

What Fun! New Heavens. New Earth. New Jerusalem. New Governing Order And Rulership. New Hair Style …

Tuesday, December 1, 2020 at 5:21 pm.

O what fun to be a rejoicing and a joy! I been keeping my head covered for warmth but yesterday? My head itched big time! So? I flipped the head cover off my head and began to scratch and finger comb my hair.  Somehow I looked myself in the mirror and booster in laughter saying, I’m glamorous!

• I called Ahmad to come and enjoy my new glamorous look but he didn’t answer. I called again this morning. He came and took my picture.

Master? Among The Things You Have Taken From Me? My Hair …

But You know it. A few months ago my hair would not stay in place. I don’t use hair spray anymore, but I got the bright idea to put aloe vera gel to hold my wild hair. O my Master, but why didn’t You stop me?

• I had figured the aloe vera was to wash away once I wash my hair.
• Ha! To my bewilderment? It did not happen.
• For months on end I tried to loosen the knot to no avail.
• So? A couple months ago I asked Ahmad to cut the knot because I could not do it myself.
• Ahmad was thrill to death to oblige.
• Since then my hair been growing a bit but still a problem until yesterday.
• How appropriate for You to choose the last disorder and judgement month to put my disorderly hair in order!
• O but you! You are creating everything new including my hair.

And Jerusalem? And Your people? A rejoicing! A joy …

Tuesday, December 1, 2020 at 9:32 pm.

And so it is written and so is the fact. And the former things shall not be remembered or come into mind. The fact to be proclaim in text or images is ordain, that is plain.

Isaiah 65:17-18 AMPC

For behold, I create new heavens and a new earth. And the former things shall not be remembered or come into mind. [Isa_66:22; 2Pe_3:13; Rev_21:1]

(18)  But be glad and rejoice forever in that which I create; for behold, I create Jerusalem to be a rejoicing and her people a joy.

Marching On From Here On …

Wednesday, December 2, 2020 at 5:25 am.

All former things shall not be remembered or come into mind. The building I was living in has been demolished but not I. New heavens and a new earth and a new renewed me! Including?

• My looks.
• My working habits.
• My routines.

Routines? O How You Hate Them! …

Isaiah 1 comes to mind. You are opening my mind to understand Your written Scriptures from Genesis to Revelation. I now understand Your words in Isaiah 1.

• There You expose the insanity of Your chosen people.
• There You plead with Your chosen to come and reason with You.
• There is the promise of complete restoration of Your chosen’s souls.

But Who Are Your Chosen People? …

We are. By now the four corners of the earth are populated by Your exiled chosen people identified as gentiles by their choice, but! That is Your way and purpose from the moment You created us to be Your loved to love in return cherish family.

Has Your Plan Failed You? …

Perish the thought! O thiaBasilia—O Child Of My Heart? Indeed! I am delighted with your reflections. I am delighted to show Myself to you by the authority of My written words.

It is been said of My written words to be My love letter to you. That is exactly what My written words are. A love letter now I am delighted to open up to you at last.

My chosen people have been groping on the four corners of this earth like blind man without My identity by My design and purpose all along.

Such is the mystery of My thoughts and ways to be higher than yours—the why of every single word in existence. The why human wisdom shall come to naught, and?

The Why To Compel You To Journal The Saga Of Your Life …

My precious child, you have been living by the authority of My written words since the moment I called you into My service in June of 1985. It is all recorded in the journal of your life. The why to compel you to write it? It is written in Jeremiah 3. Quote:

Jeremiah 3:14-15 AMPC+

Return, O faithless children [of the whole twelve tribes], says the Master, for I am Master and Husband to you, and I will take you [not as a nation, but individually]–one from a city and two from a tribal family–and I will bring you to Zion. [Luk_15:20-22]

And I will give you [spiritual] shepherds after My own heart [in the final time], who will feed you with knowledge and understanding and judgment.

I Have Called You As One From A City. I Have Sent You To Every Place You Have Been. That Is The Why …

Wednesday, December 2, 2020 at 6:32 am.

O thiaBasilia—O Child Of My Heart? As a human being you are looked at as a fool by the elite of this so loved world of Mine. But! By My design and purpose? I have called you as I called my servant Shaul of Tarsus—Paul, Saul. Quote:

Acts 9:15-16 AMPC+

But the Master said to him, Go, for this man is a chosen instrument of Mine to bear My name before the Gentiles and kings and the descendants of Israel; for I will make clear to him how much he will be afflicted and must endure and suffer for My name’s sake.

My Child, Remember My Call To You To Go To The Lost Sheep Of Israel …

I told you exactly what to expect. I sent you like a sheep among the wolves. I made clear to you how much were to be afflicted and must endure and suffer for My name’s sake. Quote:

Matthew 10:16 AMPC+

Behold, I am sending you out like sheep in the midst of wolves; be wary and wise as serpents, and be innocent (harmless, guileless, and without falsity) as doves. [Gen_3:1].

Those Words Did Not Penetrate Your Mind, But! …

Those words have been fulfilled in more ways than one to your astonishment. Even so? Shaul of Tarsus along with all My ancient servants never saw the fulfillment of My words I inspired to them. Not so it is to be with many of My present workers.

• I have shown you My covenant and reveal to you its deep, inner meaning on the authority of My written words in Psalms 25.

Quote:

Psalms 25:14 AMPC+

The secret of the sweet, satisfying companionship of the Master have they who fear (revere and worship) Him, and He will show them His covenant and reveal to them its deep, inner meaning. [Joh_7:17; Joh_15:15]. End of quote.

Break time for breakfast and reflection at 7:55 am.

Master? Thank You For The Sound Four Hours Of Sleep, And? …

Wednesday, December 2, 2020 at 11:23 pm.

Thank You for the encouraging dream. It was exactly 6 pm when I became drowsy and headed for bed. You woke me up at a few minutes past 10 pm. The dream? Ahmad messing with some heavy machinery. I asked, ‘How much he gave you?’. Ahmad reply, ‘Ten thousand for now. He’ll give me ten thousand when he closes.’ I woke up. So peaceful! A few minutes. Got up.

Ha! No one came with food.

Fixed a cup of coffee.

Fiddle around with the graphic illustration to no avail.

What Now My Master? …

Wednesday, December 2, 2020 at 11:47 pm

This day is about to end with a perfect number seven in the time. Silence all around. Peace. Rested. Confidently, patiently, and with composure waiting on You to reveal Your next secret to me. Is my mind churning evil thoughts? Nay! No! Not ever again! Peruvian chocolates instead! Your Presence? So real!

• Back to see what You have for me in the graphics department.
• Thursday, December 3, 2020 at 2:54 am. Drowsy. Heading for bed.

Two More Hours Sleeping Did Me Good. Ready Now To Go On …

Thursday, December 3, 2020 at 6:03 am.

Master? You continue to amaze me with Your doings. The way You show me Your covenant and reveal to me its deep, inner meaning on the authority of Your written words in Psalms 25. I went to sleep wondering whether my baby Roxana’s birthday was the 3^rd or the 4^th. Imagine loosing tract of my baby’s birthday, but!

No Matter. It Is All Part Of Your Doings …

No Internet. No way to check anything. No way to send a greeting to Roxana. No way for any of my former ways. Bless my heart! You have brought me a long way since You gifted me my precious child. That child was really not by my will—she was an ‘accident’—a miraculous accident some 57 years ago. She knows it—born by Your will not mine.

• The best part right now?
• You let me forget whether her birth was today or tomorrow.
• Only way to check the matter?
• Search Your inspired records from 2019.
• Talking about blown away?
• I am! What a finding!

Quote:

Well? It’s Another Day On This Winter Month …

Tuesday, December 3, 2019 at 3:30 am.

O my Beloved Master! I really, really do not like the winter. It’s the spring that I so wait for. It’s in the spring when You call me to come away with You.

Song of Solomon 2:10-13

My beloved speaks and says to me, Rise up, my love, my fair one, and come away.

For, behold, the winter is past; the rain is over and gone.

The flowers appear on the earth; the time of the singing [of birds] has come, and the voice of the turtledove is heard in our land.

The fig tree puts forth and ripens her green figs, and the vines are in blossom and give forth their fragrance. Arise, my love, my fair one, and come away.

Spring In My Heart? It’s My Reality Nowadays …

I go to sleep with the cry in my lips, “Your banner over me is love!” Sleep underneath Your everlasting arms. Your banner of love still over me. You hear my cry, “I am cold. I really, really don’t like winter!” And?

You Bring To My Mind The Spring In My Heart …

Indeed! The spring in my heart has always been there. Only the winter in my mind? Has kept me in confine! So long not strong. So long the winter’s coldness froze my heart. So long the winter wouldn’t depart.

But one day some 56 years back? Spring in my heart. A birth! …

The child has been the spring in my heart never to depart—Your gift. How amazing are Your loving ways to bring to my remembrance the spring in my heart on my beloved child’s 56th birthday!

Spring Within. Let’s Sup With HIM! …

Tuesday, December 3, 2019 at 4:21 pm.

It’s been a trying day with the program, but! O my Master! You have come through for me one more time. Everything went crazy. The support is no longer available. Suddenly! All got fixed.

I Have No Earthly Idea How It All Got Fixed, But! …

Spiritually? No doubt at all! You intervened. Master! O my Master, spring is really within. No need any longer to fret about the winter. Only need to enjoy the spring of Your visit to sup with me.

Human Love? How Fickle! It Can Get You In A Pickle …

Wednesday, December 4, 2019 at 4:10 am.

Just a trickle dose of love’s harmony propose could poison my soul to spiritual death. No matter. This world offers the sweet poison of its love. No need to even consider it for a second at all!

You, My Master? Intent Setting Up The Fountain Of Youth Within My Soul …

Yesterday You woke me up to set my mind on the spring in my heart’s confine. Just a moment ago, You let me see the hands setting up the Fountain of Youth within my inner most being. Wow! It’s written, quote:

John 7:37-38.

• Now on the final and most important day of the Feast, Yahushua stood, and He cried in a loud voice, If any man is thirsty, let him come to Me and drink! He who believes in Me [who cleaves to and trusts in and relies on Me] as the Scripture has said, From his innermost being shall flow [continuously] springs and rivers of living water. End of quote.

Full Force The Winter Is Raging While Spring Sets In My Innermost Being …

What a marvelous thought to keep my eyes set on away from the tinsels of human’s sweet poisonous love. ‘No need!’ Would Adeeb tell me on the mention of such sweet.

Indeed! This World Is Set On The Tinsels Of Love, But!

Wednesday, December 4, 2019 at 4:44 am.

You have overcome this world for me. Wow! This moment’s date? Wednesday or the 4th day of the week on the 4th day of the 12th month at exactly the hour and minutes of 4.44—four 4s—one 12. Meaning? Quote:

• The Number Four – Creation and the World

• All of the numbers used in scripture have some variety in their meaning. However, every number has a common theme that runs through each one. The number ‘four’ is no exception. This number is overwhelmingly seen in the material creation and the expression of God’s purpose in the world or on the earth.

• The Number Twelve – Governing Order and Rulership

• The number twelve in scripture is overwhelmingly expressed as governing order and rulership. End of quote.

O! O! O! Indeed! O My Master! Blow Me Away And Put Me Back On These Earthly Grounds …

As long as You are supping and setting the Fountain of Living Waters within my innermost being to satiate the thirst of these earthly arid grounds.

No Need To Forgive Anymore. Have Forgiven. Been Forgiven …?

It really, really is amazing how You are putting all things in order in this mind of mine. By all means! It’s not about thiaBasilia. It’s about the work You have and continue to do within thiaBasilia’s innermost being.

You Must Increase. I Must Decrease. All Done By Your Power Of Love And Wisdom …

Wednesday, December 4, 2019 at 6:07 am.

My decrease shall increase the effectiveness of the message You compel me to proclaim to Your people. But that decrease must be Your work not mine. Otherwise?

Self-Righteousness. Pride Before The Fall Sets In …

The condition, the position. Behold the glamourizing of Your sacred words. Behold the glamourizing of the deity they have made You to be. So far from You. So opposite to Your ways.

Be Still. Let Go. I Hear. You Are So Near! …

The moments. The amazing instances. I could reach over. I could touch You. You are so near on these sacred grounds I am now standing on, but!

I Must Not Come Near Yet! I Must Put My Shoes Off My Feet. I Stand On Sacred Ground …

I must take off the profane—corrupt morally or by intemperance or sensuality within my human mind. No kidding! No matter how good and righteous we fancy ourselves to be we just can’t be. Why?

We Are Humans. A Human At His Best Is Profane …?

O my Master! You know. I’m let it all be. By the power of Your loving discipline I have let go of my mind once filled with the human corruption.

You Have Now Set Me To See From Your Perspective …

From Your Perspective? Indeed! The human’s perspective? Like the human, it is corrupt, debase, debauch, demoralize, deprave, misdirect, pervert, vitiate, subvert, alter, change, modify – cause to change; make different; cause a transformation; (from the dictionary definition of a human.)

Well? Enough About Our Profanity. New Day Again …

Thursday, December 5, 2019 at 1:40 am.

O my Master! I know I should go to sleep, but I am so key up with all Your doings sleep has evaded me. My day was full. You have bountifully supplied not only food and stuff but mainly? Your supply of life! End of quote.

• Wow! That was the end of 2019 To Begin 2020.
• Gas problem again.
• Gas out.
• No sun in sight right now.
• No telling when gas shall be replaced, but!
• No need to worry.
• Confidently waiting on You to resolve gas and all or any problem You send my way.
• On to my task.
• I will take a break from recording for now.
• I will continue illustrating.
• Amazingly?

You Have Shown Me How To Illustrate Using The Latest Microsoft Word …

Thursday, December 3, 2020 at 8:09 am.

Talking about my working habits? Could not imagine living without Photoshop. Bless my heart. But You have demolished my living in that Photoshop building. You create new heavens and a new earth. And the former things shall not be remembered or come into mind, including this Photoshop matter.

• Well? That’s what comes to mind now, but!
• When all is said and done?
• You might give me Photoshop back to work with a new perspective.
• I’ll see. You give. You take away. Blessed be Your name.

Your Message Must Go On Despite All Setbacks …

The hour/minutes? An eight followed by a zero and a nine. The message to me is clear. The eight for newness of cycle. The zero all inclusive of the nine. The number nine – fruitfulness and giving. The number nine paints a picture of bearing fruit and giving.

• So? Lack of anything including basic necessities like gas and health food as well as Internet and Photoshop?
• Will not stop the message from bearing fruit and giving.
• On with the illustrations now.

All Existent Now Must Be Supernaturally Demolished …

Finished Illustration. Back to How Did 2019 Began? …

Thursday, December 3, 2020 at 8:41 pm

O my Master! You led me to search for that record as well. It began with the voice in the wilderness crying for each individual child of Yours to let each one know how much You love them.

I did not get much of a response.

I think the way I worded turned out to be not a good way to get Your people’s attention.

But it is all in my learning curve under Your tutelage.

Since then? Much improvement!

I am not a ‘mule’! lol

Thank You.

Even so? Your words went out.

It has not returned empty.

As You Finish Transforming Me To Rule And Reign Within, You Transformed My Way Of Working And Doing Things …

Friday, December 4, 2020 at 12:26 am.

Master? You know I am still in trouble with the Internet. I am using Yazeed’s router to connect for tonight, but it is not working as well as my router. I am very tired. I need more sleep but I am waiting on the NET to respond.

All well now. The NET worked to let me get the number I needed.

Also, Yazeed brought me gas.

Thank You. Your Unbroken Companionship Is For Real …

Friday, December 4, 2020 at 2:26 am.

Your passionate love for me and for each one of Your children is also for real. It is such wonderful experience. I am so blessed. Last year You compelled me to proclaim the power of Your love and wisdom.

Quote:

How To Impact The World With The Power Of Love And Wisdom From On High?

Hello! Hello! Hello World! You Are So Loved To Love …

Hello World! Here Is A Voice Crying Among The Wilderness Of The Multitude …

Hello Single, Unique, Especial Human Being Inhabiting The World …

Thus, Goes The Cry Of That Loving Voice For Today. Did It Hit Me? Big Time! …

I am ready for that voice to continue expounding to me the fact and reality about this thing I have called ‘life’. Perhaps tomorrow? That voice shall continue. Yes, I am ready to hear, ready to be instructed, ready to find my way out of this world wilderness. Ready to find out how I am loved so I can love. What about you, Dear Unique Human?

Much love, thiaBasilia. End of quote.

And So? The Year Of 2019 Began With Such Challenge …

Friday, December 4, 2020 at 3:17 am.

Indeed! In 2019 You challenged me in more ways than one. But! You have satisfied Your summons for me to act with the power of Your wisdom, the power of Your passionate love for us all.

Now? You are compelling me to recap mainly to set things straight in my mind

• The headlines to illustrate:

Marching On From Here On …

The building I was living in has been demolished but not I. …

All Existent Now Must Be Supernaturally Demolished …

New heavens and a new earth and a new renewed me! Including? …

• My looks.
• My working habits.
• My routines.
• But the biggie?
• My life’s perspective
• To fulfill Your objective!

Well? What About The Earth? …

• my Master! You bow to destroy the earth as it exists now. Why?
• The corruption is beyond repair.
• So it is written. So it has been prophesied.
• And so it is with the inhabitants of the earth for the most.

New Heavens. New Earth. New Jerusalem. New Governing Order And Rulership …

• New Hair Style!

And Jerusalem? And Your people? A rejoicing! A joy …

• O what fun to be a rejoicing and a joy!

I Am Going On From Here On …

• Security. No fear. No worries.

Behold! The Power Of Your Love Descending Upon Us All. It Never Fails. It Always Avails! …

O But Your Faithfulness To Your Words! I Had It All Wrong …

Saturday, December 5, 2020 at 5:34 am.

Indeed! Your faithfulness? To Your words not to me necessarily! No wonder why so many have shunned me! You just revealed that to me. Bless my heart! And no wonder why the recapping of my writings have fling somewhat down and out in shame. But!

No problem. No worries.

Peace. Security. Power.

All that is the fact!

On to illustrate.

Here Is My Work For The Last Couple Of Days …

Saturday, December 5, 2020 at 7:01 pm.

Master? Thank You for giving me Photoshop back. It is such joy to illustrate what You are doing in my life in Photoshop; even when I only use a couple of its features I enjoy my creations.

In You I Rest. In You I Have My Being …

Sunday, December 6, 2020 at 12:09 am/

Beginning this new day with a 12 followed by a nine. Twelve for Governing Order Rulership. Nine for Fruitfulness and Giving. The number nine paints a picture of bearing fruit and giving.

• What a perfect hour I am living in Your Presence my Beloved Master!
• Back to bed.

Run To Your New Habitat For A Fact Run thiaBasilia Run! …

O Well? Why Not Change My Posting Ways?

The Graphic Illustrates The Matter.

Sunday, December 6, 2020 at 4:31 am.

Ah! Duh! What a fool I have been. But! The beam deem not block my run not my victory song! Why not the beam did not my run block. Behold Your time clock! TO EVERYTHING?

Ecclesiastes 3:1-15

… there is a season, and a time for every matter or purpose under heaven:

A time to be born and a time to die, a time to plant and a time to pluck up what is planted, [Heb_9:27]

A time to kill and a time to heal, a time to break down and a time to build up,

A time to weep and a time to laugh, a time to mourn and a time to dance,

A time to cast away stones and a time to gather stones together, a time to embrace and a time to refrain from embracing,

A time to get and a time to lose, a time to keep and a time to cast away,

A time to rend and a time to sew, a time to keep silence and a time to speak, [Amo_5:13]

A time to love and a time to hate, a time for war and a time for peace. [Luk_14:26]

End of quote.

It Is Not A Matter Of Looks Or Ancestry! It Is A Matter Of Your Sovereign Authority Over Your Creation!

Master? Do I have Internet this morning?

Am I to post this entry along the latest graphic illustrations I am dying to exhibit?

I’ll give it a try.

Yes, I am ready to hear, ready to be instructed, ready to find my way out of this world wilderness. Ready to go back to the top to be alone with You. Ready to find out how I am loved so I can love.

BEHOLD! The Plan Of Restoration To The Original Intent For Our Creation!?

To be loved to love in return.

Loved to love.

Loved to proclaim Your crystal pure love now in my heart for You above all.

For all You set in my way to love with Your crystal pure love in my heart.

Well? No NET Yet. No Posting. Hear NET On The Way Today …

Sunday, December 6, 2020 at 11:29 am.

I’ll see. You put me to sleep earlier this morning. You gave me a clue to encourage me—a dream. I found myself in a cemetery. Just looking. I woke up. You quickened me to lookup for the meaning of such dream. Quote:

A graveyard in your dream is a sign of progress in life, such as luck, searching for a secret or a prosperous future. To dream that you are in a graveyard suggests that you ended a habit or behavior. Graveyards suggest changes or disappearances.

Master? What A Clue! You Are For Real! …

Every turn of my way You give me the clues to go to the left or to the right just like it is written You would do. Why today’s clue? Why no Internet to download the graphics to post even when there is Internet to download other pages?

• It is all happening to show me the power of Your wisdom and passionate for me, for all.

Wow! What A Revelation! What Has Been Happening? …

Master? The biggie? You have ended my habits, my aberrations, my obsessions once for all! Then? You have ingrained Your perspective in all things happening.

Now You Know? I Fix Things Up That I Can’t Get To The Site To Post! Help! …

Sunday, December 6, 2020 at 7:41 pm.

Stuck again, my Master! But! Two good things today. One? You gave me back the Internet. Two? You gave me back my friend Jan Cadell. Unbelievable the way You are working things up for me.

Even More! You Show Me The Problem And Solution To Get To Work In The Sites. What A Blessed Day! …

Alright! O my Master You now got me set up to do some dangerous work as my Diana predicted to be with Your amazing HP computer gift. What a marvel!

All Now Set But! You Continue To Develop Surprises For Me …

Monday, December 7, 2020 at 6:46 am.

Where did You lead me to go on waking up sometime around 3 am? You led me to learn about the world’s prepared digital financial future. Ha! Somehow You have already revealed such matter to me, and? I am now more than before waiting for Your will in the matter.

Dream About The Graveyard To Mean Progress In My Life …

By all means! My searching for a secret or a prosperous future or a way to end my habits or behavior? Changed! For all matters and purposes? Disappearances. Habits and behavior?

• Disappeared! To be seeing no more!
• For true? Why am I so sure it is so?
• What makes me believe my habits and behavior are permanently changed?

The Words You Speak To Me. Your Command Not To Forget Those Words …

Monday, December 7, 2020 at 7:19 am.

No kidding. Almost four weeks ago I was in a bad shape. I came to You. For my own sake I must bring up those words again even when You have ingrained those words within me.

• But You also command me to write those words to view at all times.
• On Wednesday, November 11, 2020 at 5:06 am. I recorded the headline for the entry:

Well? O My Master! The Light Is Out. Waiting On Your Daylight …

Then? I proceeded to spill my guts to You like I usually do here lately.

I still have no garlic, my eye not improved, I am running out of tissues and toilet paper. But You are strengthening me to such difficulties. I refuse to despair. I do not know at times whether I am awake or asleep, but You do.

Then? You Burnt The Following Words Within Me …

Quote:

“Fear not My precious thiaBasilia! Fear not!

I am strengthening and hardening you to the inevitable daily difficulties in your way.

Do not look around you in terror and be dismayed, for I am your Beloved Master Yahushua.

I am strengthening and hardening you to difficulties, yes, I am helping you; yes, I am holding you up and retaining you with My victorious right hand of rightness and justice.

Do not establish any routine for your daily living.

Live your life for today ready to bid My will on the spot.

Do not worry about your mind churning continuously.

I am in control of your mind and soul for your good and the good of all of your concern.

On My time and discretion, I will provide over and above all the healthy and delicious eats I have set in your dreams.

Do not worry about your health.

I am restoring your health and your wealth.

No need to continue your obsession to wash your hands.

It is impossible for you to prevent contamination.

Relax. Be still. Let go of it all. Wait.

All supplies needed for your comfort will soon materialize.

Your apartment shall be properly repaired sooner than expected.

Do not worry about any skim to get money.

I will come through with all monies promised.

Relax. My words are penetrating the depth of your being to relax and empower you to go on.

Go on my precious thiaBasilia.

From your face on the ground your praise and adoration—your worship is ascending to the center of My heart.

Your obedience is the delight of My Being.

Do not ever forget it!

For My delight in your obedience is your strength.

Relax! Be still. Let go. Rejoice! Go on and on!

My grace and favor are sufficient unto you from this moment on.” End of Your precious words for the moment.

Wow! And The Learning About The World’s Financial Plan For The Future? …

I hear loud and clear:

• “Do not worry about any skim to get money.”

The Matter Is Settled. Let Go Of The World! …

Power to let go of the world’s glamor, leave it behind out of my mind. Millionaires? Billionaires? By the thousands! And me? And you? One by one says the Master!

Indeed The Matter Is Settled. Burnt Within My Being. No Turning Back. That’s The Fact …

Monday, December 7, 2020 at 1:24 pm.

On my way back to the top to be alone with You. Nothing. No one. Stranger or the ones close to my heart. No one is to disturb Your loving Presence on the mountain top within my heart.

• And no, I am not any longer ready to tell you dear reader what to do when it comes to these writings when it comes to your hearing, your instruction, your way and ways, your willingness to find out how you are loved to love HIM above all
• Even above your most cherished possessions.
• That is all the Master’s business to tell you on His time and discretion.

HalleluYah! Your crystal pure love now in my heart for all. thiaBasilia.