Demise Of My Tumultuous Past …


Supreme Order And Productivity For Public View Shall Now Prevail …

Tuesday, November 3, 2020 at 3:38 pm. Waiting …

Wednesday, November 4, 2020 at 3:35 am.

Master? Help me to take my eyes off the monster mountain of difficulties against me. Thank You for the release of pain. It is a big help for me to continue at Your bid and command.

  • I will wait now with patience and composure to see what You have next for Your so loved world.
  • To see what You’ll have me to post next.

All Well! The Minute You Took My Eyes Off The Monster …

The expected monies came in. My eye feels better. It looks like You will not remove Trump from Your people. And the secret is?

  • To praise and submit to whether You give or take away.
  • You know how cold I am …
  • Wednesday, November 4, 2020 at 9:51 am.
  • And You know I am willing to let go of all my worries and fears and expectations and demands and anger.
  • So, You have convicted and empowered me to repent, to let go, to be still.
  • I thank You. You have set me free from all that rubbish.
  • Or perhaps? Judgement is still going on within my being for a complete cleansing. As it is written, quote:

I Am the True Vine

John 15:1-5 AMPC+

I AM the True Vine, and My Father is the Vinedresser.

Any branch in Me that does not bear fruit [that stops bearing] He cuts away (trims off, takes away); and He cleanses and repeatedly prunes every branch that continues to bear fruit, to make it bear more and richer and more excellent fruit.

You are cleansed and pruned already, because of the word which I have given you [the teachings I have discussed with you].

Dwell in Me, and I will dwell in you. [Live in Me, and I will live in you.] Just as no branch can bear fruit of itself without abiding in (being vitally united to) the vine, neither can you bear fruit unless you abide in Me.

I am the Vine; you are the branches. Whoever lives in Me and I in him bears much (abundant) fruit. However, apart from Me [cut off from vital union with Me] you can do nothing. End of quote.

  • Your words tell me that I am cleansed and pruned already, because the words You have ingrained within my being.
  • The words I so misinterpreted until now that You have reveal the truth in those words.
  • You have brought me to dwell in You and You in me.
  • But without You I can do nothing to please the Father.
  • Thus the Father repeatedly prunes every branch that continues to bear fruit, to make it bear more and richer and more excellent fruit.

I Willingly Submit To The Pruning Shears From The Father …

Wednesday, November 4, 2020 at 10:26 am.

I come boldly to Your throne of grace to help me to submit to the Father while His pruning is taking place. I will laid down and rest underneath Your everlasting arms.

Forgot My Identity With You. Set My Trust In My Heroics …

Wednesday, November 4, 2020 at 12:57 pm

You have revealed the meaning of my strange dream. Thus You have revealed the reason for the Father’s pruning. You have now empower me to produce better and excellent fruit.

How Easy It Is To Forget One’s Identity When Difficulties Come Our Way …

And how hard it is to recognize our forgetfulness!

As of Thursday, November 5, 2020 at 12:18 pm I can’t go on. Will do later. I wait on You

It is now Saturday, November 7, 2020 at 10:12 am. Two days of waiting in suspense. Nothing looks pretty, but! Sometime earlier I saw myself sitting on the side of the bed with brand new white shoes on.

  • For what it developed on waking and getting up?
  • I gather I am starting clean and fresh from now on.
  • Even so? To be clean and act clean is not anything as I imagine it to be.
  • For one thing to remain clean I must remain down on my face ashamed of my past behavior.
  • That means my past behavior must end.
  • As I remain down on my face deeply ashamed of my past?
  • You lift me up and make my life significant.

But What Does It All Mean My Master? …

“It means My precious child, I have lift and empowered you to be and act correctly despite your feelings and thoughts or anyone else feelings and thoughts.

  • So far I have allowed you to be understanding and merciful with others people’s doings against you. I have instead placed the blame for their behavior on you. Why?
  • Because you needed to learn what your deepest motives were for all your doings.
  • This 11th month of this 2020 year I needed to judge your past before I set My order in your life.
  • That is why all this evil has come upon you.
  • My judgement is over.
  • Now My precious thiaBasilia, relax My child.
  • I have accomplished My purpose.
  • I am now satisfied with your response.
  • To remain with your face down means you have truly repented.
  • Even more, I am satisfied that even if it costs you your physical life you will never go back to whishy washy person that you used to be until this day.

And Now My Words Are Coming Into Fulfilment …

Sunday, November 8, 2020 at 5:17 am.


Isaiah 41:15 AMPC+

Behold, I will make you to be a new, sharp, threshing instrument which has teeth; you shall thresh the mountains and beat them small, and shall make the hills like chaff.

Fear Not, for I Am with You

Isaiah 41:1-29 AMPC+

LISTEN IN silence before Me, O islands and regions bordering on the sea! And let the people gather and renew their strength [for the argument; let them offer their strongest arguments]! Let them come near, then let them speak; let us come near together for judgment [and decide the point at issue between us concerning the enemy advancing from the east].

Who has roused up one [Cyrus] from the east, whom He calls in righteousness to His service and whom victory meets at every step? He [the Master] subdues nations before him and makes him ruler over kings. He turns them to dust with the sword [of Cyrus], and to driven straw and chaff with his bow. [Ezr_1:2]

He [Cyrus] pursues them and passes safely and unhindered, even by a way his feet had not trod and so swiftly that his feet do not touch the ground.

Who has prepared and done this, calling forth and guiding the destinies of the generations [of the nations] from the beginning? I, the Master–the first [existing before history began] and with the last [an ever-present, unchanging Everlasting Almighty Yahuwah]–I am He.

The islands and coastlands have seen and fear; the ends of the earth tremble. They draw near and come;

They help every one his neighbor and say to his brother [in his tiresome idol making], Be of good courage! So the carpenter encourages the goldsmith, and he who smooths [the metal] with the hammer [encourages] him who smites the anvil, saying of the soldering, That is good! And he fastens it with nails so that it cannot be moved.

But you, Israel, My servant, Jacob, whom I have chosen, the offspring of Abraham My friend, [Heb_2:16; Jas_2:23]

You whom I [the Master] have taken from the ends of the earth and have called from the corners of it, and said to you, You are My servant–I have chosen you and not cast you off [even though you are exiled].

Fear not [there is nothing to fear], for I am with you; do not look around you in terror and be dismayed, for I am your Everlasting Almighty Yahuwah. I will strengthen and harden you to difficulties, yes, I will help you; yes, I will hold you up and retain you with My [victorious] right hand of rightness and justice. [Act_18:10]

Behold, all they who are enraged and inflamed against you shall be put to shame and confounded; they who strive against you shall be as nothing and shall perish.

You shall seek those who contend with you but shall not find them; they who war against you shall be as nothing, as nothing at all.

For I the Master your Everlasting Almighty Yahuwah hold your right hand; I am the Master, Who says to you, Fear not; I will help you!

Fear not, you worm Jacob, you men of Israel! I will help you, says the Master; your Redeemer is the Holy One of Israel.

Behold, I will make you to be a new, sharp, threshing instrument which has teeth; you shall thresh the mountains and beat them small, and shall make the hills like chaff.

You shall winnow them, and the wind shall carry them away, and the tempest or whirlwind shall scatter them. And you shall rejoice in the Master, you shall glory in the Holy One of Israel.

The poor and needy are seeking water when there is none; their tongues are parched with thirst. I the Master will answer them; I, the Everlasting Almighty Yahuwah of Israel, will not forsake them.

I will open rivers on the bare heights, and fountains in the midst of the valleys; I will make the wilderness a pool of water, and the dry land springs of water.

I will plant in the wilderness the cedar, the acacia, the myrtle, and the wild olive; I will set the cypress in the desert, the plane [tree] and the pine [tree] together,

That men may see and know and consider and understand together that the hand of the Master has done this, that the Holy One of Israel has created it.

[You idols made by men’s hands, prove your divinity!] Produce your cause [set forth your case], says the Master. Bring forth your strong proofs, says the King of Jacob.

Let them bring them forth and tell us what is to happen. Let them tell us the former things, what they are, that we may consider them and know the outcome of them; or declare to us the things to come.

Tell us the things that are to come hereafter, that we may know that you are gods; yes, do good or do evil [something or other], that we may stare in astonishment and be dismayed as we behold [the miracle] together!

Behold, you [idols] are nothing, and your work is nothing! The worshiper who chooses you is an abomination [extremely disgusting and shamefully vile in God’s sight]. [1Co_8:4]

I have raised up and impelled to action one from the north [Cyrus], and he comes; from the rising of the sun he calls upon My name [recognizing that his victories have been granted to him by Me]. And he shall tread upon rulers and deputies as upon mortar and as the potter treads clay. [He comes with the suddenness of a comet, but none of the idol oracles of the nations has anticipated it.] [2Ch_36:23; Ezr_1:1-3]

[What idol] has declared this from the beginning, that we could know? And beforetime, that we could say that he is [unquestionably] right? Yes, there is none who declares it, yes, there is none who proclaims it; yes, [for the truth is, O you dumb idols] there is none who hears you speak!

I [the Master] first gave to Zion the announcement, Behold, [the Jews will be restored to their own land, and the man Cyrus shall be raised up who will deliver them] behold them! And to Jerusalem I gave a herald [Isaiah] bringing the good news. [Isa_40:9; Isa_52:7]

For I look [upon the heathen prophets and the priests of pagan practices] and there is no man among them [who could predict these events], and among these [idols] there is no counselor who, when I ask of him, can answer a word.

Behold, these [pagan prophets and priests] are all emptiness (falseness and futility)! Their works are worthless; their molten images are empty wind (confusion and waste). End of quote.

Do You See What Is Going On My Child? About your Dream …

  • I let you see yourself pushing a refrigerator you had removed from your place.
  • You were pushing it up the paved highway with much ease.
  • Suddenly you remember that you had forgotten your ID.
  • Also, you came to realize that you had no business removing the fridge and decided to go ask for help to return it to its place.
  • Plus you wanted to go back to get your ID.
  • You had much difficulty bringing the fridge back but you finally made it back to your place.
  • Your place was a messy place but you went past the front mess to the end of the house to see your old man to ask for help.
  • But when you got there your old man was laying down in a king size bed clad in his pajamas. He extended his arm to you but you could not reach to kiss his mouth and ask for help. And I woke you up.

Now I Am Ready To Reveal The Meaning Of It All …

The description about moving a fridge well describes what I am to bring to pass and it already started with the cleaning of the heater last night.

  • The key in your dream was the forgotten identity.
  • Not only that but the realization that you should not have removed that fridge.
  • Then your decision to go back to get your identity and some help.
  • All the difficulties you went through to get back to get your ID and some help.
  • I stopped your revealing dream at the point of your trying to reach and kiss your old man to get some help.
  • I woke you up and show you the futility of your doings to this point of your life.
  • Even so? My precious child, relax.
  • The signature looks to every room to avoid equability and patterns that bother you will soon be a reality for you.
  • That is My way of bringing order into your life not only within you but also in the visible for all to see.
  • The following description is the result of My revealing dream. Quote:

To move a fridge

Dreaming of moving a fridge around means that you will do constructions around your house. You like changes, which is why you always come up with new arrangements in your home. Many people believe that you are unstable because of it, but you simply have to give a signature look to every room to avoid equability and patterns that bother you, so you refuse to spend time in such spaces. End of quote.

Master? Such Is My Personal Lot As I Am Beginning To Understand …

Sunday, November 8, 2020 at 6:35 am.

Even so? You are not finish yet leading me. I am waiting on Your leading. I woke up around 3 am. Did not know whether I was awake or still sleeping for what You showed me while I slept.

  • While I slept earlier today You showed me myself walking on a shinning white way.
  • Then You showed me wiping loudly because my foot was tied to a white square.
  • Then I hear someone say: “This is an injustice. I will cut your foot loose!”
  • I laid there not wanting to get up just then.
  • The vision puzzled me but Your peace prevailed.
  • Finally, around 4 am You quicken me to create a HalleluYah graphic without the Hahaha!
  • Why? Because it is no time anymore for Hahaha!
  • It is now time for the smile of the joy in Your heart because it is all done!
  • Your work is done within my being.
  • You have cleansed and lift me up to make my life significant.
  • You have cladded me with the white shoes to proclaim the Good News of Yahushua.
  • You have ready me to walk in the shinny way to everlasting life in Your Kingdom.
  • You have taken notice of my wailing and frustration and inability to proclaim such news.
  • On getting up You led me to read what I left quoting yesterday.
  • As I read, I remember the election.
  • I stopped to check for the results.
  • You removed Trump from Your people in the USA.
  • That possibility and my eye and the discord between Ahmad and myself was the cause of my wailing for the last few days.
  • Wow! My foot was caught inflicting pain enough to wail in despair.
  • But as today? You are cutting my foot loose to assume my walk on the shinny way to Your Kingdom.
  • A beautiful aesthetic walk with Your joy in my heart and mind.
  • Nothing at all like the futile noise of the Hahaha! From before.

This Is A Time To Remain With My Face To The Ground, Exclaiming Along The Living Creatures In The Heavens:

And the four living creatures, individually having six wings, were full of eyes all over and within [underneath their wings]; and day and night they never stop saying, Holy, holy, holy is the Master Yahushua Almighty (Omnipotent), Who was and Who is and Who is to come. [Isa_6:1-3] Revelation 4:8 AMPC+

  • The end is yet to come.
  • Much is already quite visible on this 11th month of 2020.
  • Individual judement is taking place beginning with myself.
  • You are setting our lives in order.
  • That is all You are revealing to me so far.
  • What is coming next?
  • It is not my place to even think to give way to any of my human’s imaginings or interpretations.
  • Today not tomorrow.
  • It is imperative that I quit my worries about MY needs.
  • Your joy supersedes all worries and fears.
  • Joyfully now I will go on to create the graphic while I wait on You for whatever You have next for me.
  • HalleluYah!
  • It Is Done!

And He [further] said to me, It is done! I am the Alpha and the Omega, the Beginning and the End. To the thirsty I [Myself] will give water without price from the fountain (springs) of the water of Life. [Isa_55:1]. Revelation 21:6 AMPC+

  • Can’t go on. Sunday, November 8, 2020 at 9:10 pm.

Unless You Intervene? I Can’t See To Go On …

Monday, November 9, 2020 at 4:34 am.

Master? You see what is going on. You are here for and with me. I remain with my face to the ground waiting on Your mercy and wisdom for us all.

  • I worship You with all my heart and with all my soul and with all my mind (intellect). [Deu_6:5].


Matthew 22:37-40 AMPC+

And He replied to him, You shall love the Master your Almighty Creator with all your heart and with all your soul and with all your mind (intellect). [Deu_6:5]

This is the great (most important, principal) and first commandment.

(And a second is like it: You shall love your neighbor as [you do] yourself. [Lev_19:18]

These two commandments sum up and upon them depend all the Law and the Prophets. End of quote.

Over And Over This Matter Is Brought To Light But! …

I have remained oblivious to the fact of keeping the second commandment over the first until this moment of my existence.

  • Thus? My miserable life of pain and sorrow and disorder.
  • Even so: Your wisdom, passionate love for Your creation, Your mercy, and Your ways?
  • Far over devil or human’s mind or knowledge, but!
  • Our insidious claim to know You and ourselves.
  • There we have the spectacular view of the colossal disorder at large and in our individual lives.

Regardless! You Are Sovereign Over Your Creation …

Monday, November 9, 2020 at 10:05 am.

You are opening my ears to hear Your loving voice setting me steady and free from all fears and worries of my past. Your words are the only need of my being. Quote:

“Relax, My precious child! Relax My thiaBasilia child of My heart. Relax. I am putting all things in order within and without of you for all to see.

  • My flowers resting withing you in the water of My love are now flowing to replenish My creation.
  • From the mountain top. Down below My flowers flow …
  • Don’t worry about what you do or don’t do.
  • I have all your bases cover.
  • Soon there shall be the winning home run.

Go On To Prepare The Post For Publishing …

Monday, November 9, 2020 at 1:25 pm.

Disregard your discomfort of the moment. Go on. My grace and favor are sufficient unto you. I am delighted with your unquestionable obedience. Relax, My precious child, relax. I am working all things for your good.” End of my Master’s words.

So be it.

Your love in my heart for all. thiaBasilia.


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