How Did I Get Here?
Step By Step. Day In Day Out. Sometimes Holding His Hand. For The Most? He Carried Me Not Touching The Land …
Friday, August 28, 2020 at 8:26 am.
So easy to read the wonderful journeys of blessed souls. So hard to grasp the meaning of writing and reading the tales.
Memories. Memories. Memories …
Good memories. Bad ones. Is there a purpose for my memories, Master? Back to the paradigm of my human nature. Back to the cause and effect of living without You.
Cause And Effect? Mental Insanity! …
Friday, August 28, 2020 at 4:01 pm.
Back to the Sovereign Authority over Your Creation. You gave us fair warning when You instituted Your commandments, but!
- Until this moment on the age of mankind, mankind had to go to the process of time to learn to obey Your commandments.
- Master? You know I do not understand even when this matter has been rehashed to the max.
- Even so? You have revealed to me why You command us to lean not in our own understanding.
- Also, You have revealed to me the importance to become as a little child to enter Your Kingdom.
It’s 4:16 pm. Photoshop is acting up so? I will shut and unplug and go to bed. Perhaps You bless me with sleep until the day cools off.
You Are With And For Me For Sure! …
Friday, August 28, 2020 at 8:39 pm.
Ahmad promised visit on the morning did not happen. I have waited all day. The silence is overwhelming. Just when I considered again the possibility to give up? You intervened.
- Not knowing what to think or do I check the graphic I had already finished.
- I clicked to find sunflowers just to do something to distract my overloaded mind and? Somehow, I clicked Your words for me right now. Amazing! Quote:
Shining Light on Symbolic Sunflower Meaning
“Rejoice! I remain with you and for you precious beloved child of Mine. Beauty, delight, hope, joy happiness and renewal in the present earth as it is as well as in the future restored one is what I have prepared for you.
The sunflower lot you saw in your dream right across your building is a symbol of the spiritual faith, and worship or respect for My Being and all that pertains to My will and heart intent for your creation that I have imputed into your being.
That’s what you must set your mind and heart to overcome all adversities in your way for now.”
- I tried to call Ahmad to no avail. But! As the tears of gratitude for Your words began to flow, the phone rang.
- Ahmad on the line. He is on his way.
What A Visit! Did You Get Through Ahmad’s Mind Fog? …
Saturday, August 29, 2020 at 4:42 am.
Perhaps. One thing is for sure now, You are in control of it all despite it all! I am no longer expecting from Ahmad or any other blessed child of Yours.
All My Expectations Are Set On You By Your Design And Purpose. Thank You …
It is no longer what thiaBasilia does or does not. Your Word. There is one thing to come boldly to Your throne of grace to ask for help in needed times and another thing to try to manipulate You.
What? Manipulate You? How We Do That? …
Easy! Pray. Pray. Pray. Fast. Fast. Fast. BUT! To live a fasted life abiding in You? I did not have the slightest until You convicted me.
Well? Here We Go. I For One Was Following The Leaders …
Saturday, August 29, 2020 at 8:00 am.
Following the leaders until? You showed me the end therein to be death. O me! Poor Basilia! What do You want from me, my Master?
- You answered me some 35 years ago and? Instructed me to journal and date every word in the answer You were giving to me.
You Are Now Confirming The Result Of Your Instructions …
What a marvel! You told me at one point what You intended to make out of me. That is exactly what You have done. Ahmad’s visit last night proves it to be so. Quote:
Isaiah 41:15-20
Behold, I will make you to be a new, sharp, threshing instrument which has teeth; you shall thresh the mountains and beat them small, and shall make the hills like chaff.
You shall winnow them, and the wind shall carry them away, and the tempest or whirlwind shall scatter them. And you shall rejoice in the Master, you shall glory in the Holy One of Israel.
The poor and needy are seeking water when there is none; their tongues are parched with thirst. I the Master will answer them; I, the Holy One of Israel, will not forsake them.
I will open rivers on the bare heights, and fountains in the midst of the valleys; I will make the wilderness a pool of water, and the dry land springs of water.
I will plant in the wilderness the cedar, the acacia, the myrtle, and the wild olive; I will set the cypress in the desert, the plane [tree] and the pine [tree] together,
That men may see and know and consider and understand together that the hand of the Master has done this, that the Holy One of Israel has created it. End of quote.
I Remain Speechless. Your Words Come To Life Within Me Verbatim! …
“Behold, I will make you to be a new, sharp, threshing instrument which has teeth; you shall thresh the mountains and beat them small and shall make the hills like chaff.”
- It’s happening! No question in my mind about it anymore! I am threshing the mountains of difficulties and fears in my mind and beating them small and shall make the hills like chaff.
“ and the tempest or whirlwind shall scatter them. And you shall rejoice in the Master ….”
From Not Having The Slightest To Perfect Knowledge …
Saturday, August 29, 2020 at 9:57 am.
Years and years past weight down with the knowledge of good and evil acquired in this world. The paradigm of my human nature now resolved.
- You have invested me with perfect knowledge otherwise the knowledge flowing from Your throne of mercy. Quote:
Psalms 19:1-14
THE HEAVENS declare the glory of God; and the firmament shows and proclaims His handiwork. [Rom_1:20-21]
Day after day pours forth speech, and night after night shows forth knowledge.
There is no speech nor spoken word [from the stars]; their voice is not heard.
Yet their voice [in evidence] goes out through all the earth, their sayings to the end of the world. Of the heavens has God made a tent for the sun, [Rom_10:18] which is as a bridegroom coming out of his chamber; and it rejoices as a strong man to run his course.
Its going forth is from the end of the heavens, and its circuit to the ends of it; and nothing [yes, no one] is hidden from the heat of it.
- (Romans 10:17-18. So faith comes by hearing [what is told], and what is heard comes by the preaching [of the message that came from the lips] of the Messiah Himself.
- But I ask, Have they not heard? Indeed they have; [for the Scripture says] Their voice [that of nature bearing God’s message] has gone out to all the earth, and their words to the far bounds of the world. [Psa_19:4])
The law of the Master is perfect, restoring the [whole] person; the testimony of the Master is sure, making wise the simple.
The precepts of the Master are right, rejoicing the heart; the commandment of the Master is pure and bright, enlightening the eyes.
The [reverent] fear of the Master is clean, enduring forever; the ordinances of the Master are true and righteous altogether.
More to be desired are they than gold, even than much fine gold; they are sweeter also than honey and drippings from the honeycomb.
Moreover, by them is Your servant warned (reminded, illuminated, and instructed); and in keeping them there is great reward.
Who can discern his lapses and errors? Clear me from hidden [and unconscious] faults.
Keep back Your servant also from presumptuous sins; let them not have dominion over me! Then shall I be blameless, and I shall be innocent and clear of great transgression.
Let the words of my mouth and the meditation of my heart be acceptable in Your sight, O Master, my [firm, impenetrable] Rock and my Redeemer.
Proverbs 9:10
The reverent and worshipful fear of the Master is the beginning (the chief and choice part) of Wisdom, and the knowledge of the Holy One is insight and understanding.
So? That Is How I Got To This New World! Wonderfully Free Of The Fears That Been Suffocating Me All Of My Life …
Saturday, August 29, 2020 at 11:00 am.
Noticing the hour and minutes to close the end and the beginning of a cycle in Your Presence: double ones and zeroes.
- The number One meaning Unity.
- Zero is both closed and wide open. It means comprehensiveness, openness, wholeness, and infinity. It’s an all-inclusive number. Wow!
So? One Cycle End. The Last Cycle Begins …
That shall be the talk between You and this child of Yours from here on upwards.
- What a marvel to rest on, on this last 7th Day of Rest of this 8th month of 2020—the year not to fear my fears.
Your love in my heart for all. thiaBasilia.
