An Old Woman With Disheveled White Hair Like The Famous Albert Einstein. Could It Be? …
Could It Be Dear Albert Is In My Ancestry? Even His Little Bitty Eyes Remind Me Of Mine Now…
Monday, August 24, 2020 at 12:21 pm.
Where is my long dark brown hair, my big brown eyes, my long eyelashes, and my full lips? But O my Master! You know I do not feel like I look at all.
Master? This Is Not Funny At All. It Amounts To A Weak Moment In My Flesh …
Monday, August 24, 2020 at 3:37 pm.
In fact, it brought tears to my eyes to remember those days of my vain flesh. I neglected important matters while I was consumed with my looks.
That’s The Flesh Now Dead By The Power Of Your Spirit Within Me …
Monday, August 24, 2020 at 6:21 pm.
Of course, it hurts to remember but the power of Your embrace overcomes all ill memories. So, I cry but my tears You dry.
- I am going on despite the heat, despite there is not yet much response to the latest post.
- I am not my own. You are in control of the response to You not to me.
- It seems that the response has to do with the time of the day You lead me to post.
- You know best who to reach and at what time to respond.
O My Master? This Sure Has Been A Slow Hot Day, But!
You are holding me to go on. Furthermore, You are teaching me what to eat or not to eat for my healing. Food consumption is a major issue for our health, physically and mentally.
Ha! That Brings Back To Mental Health And Insanity …
And that’s how the headline ties up with the previous headline about Mental Health and Mental Insanity. Looking old got much to do with the foods we consume.
- Wow! I am talking like an expert! I can hardly believe the things You lead me to type when I don’t have the least inclination to type anything at all.
So? My Looks Got To Do With The First Lesson On Mental And Physical Health …
Silly me! You meant the remembrance of my good looks to give me hint on how You shall restore those good looks. Such a remembrance was not a reproach at all. Thank goodness!
But Master, This Nutrition Thing Is Not A Picnic At All …
In fact? The nutrition thing has become a battlefield for the chemical and organic consumption of food. And the money flows on the battlefield.
- Yes, free information is enormous. So much free with and without a catch. What’s my beef? Ha! One headline toots the wonders of drinking coffee. Another points the horrors of such habit.
- On and on goes the confusing info. One points to no sugar. No chemicals. Organic. Another points the opposite way.
Me? O Me! O My Master! A Dermatologist? …
Hahaha! By now? I have become a dermatologist myself with Ahmad’s help, but! It is all of no use. Is it the honey? Is it the raisings? Is it the sugar? What is it, my Master? Or?
- Could it be the stress from the silence?
Silence Can Be Stressful To Say The Least …
Monday, August 24, 2020 at 11:48 pm.
The day is ending in silence. Other than the disturbance from deranged people in the street not a peep from Ahmad or my little friend. It is quite stressful.
Thank You For Another Day In Your Loving Presence …
Tuesday, August 25, 2020 at 8:25 am.
Every morning day and night new mercies I see from Your hand of mercy. Today I am hoping to hear good news.
- Perhaps what I am really hoping for is to recognize Your good news constantly raining on me.
- I keep waiting for avocados and mangoes to nourish my body, but instead?
- You are spiritually nourishing my soul.
- A nourishment of much higher value.
Help Me My Master To Partake Of Your Nourishment …
Tuesday, August 25, 2020 At 2:51 pm.
It is so easy to partake of the nourishment for my body but! Your nourishment for my soul? That is not as easy at all. Such is the paradigm of my human nature.
What Is A Paradigm? That Is What You Are Revealing To Me …
To think of a paradigm as a collection of thought patterns that we inherited early in life from our parents, teachers, and the culture we grew up in.
- Those thought patterns produce habits, that produce results that are for the most not in harmony with the loving nature You have now invested on me.
- Furthermore, those thought patterns dictate how I think about money, relationships, career, health and so on.
Ah! My Master! So That Is The ‘Good News’ I Was Hoping To Hear Today! Wow! …
Tuesday, August 25, 2020 at 3:49 pm.
Silly me! And I was already down and out with no news from Ahmad or my children. Duh! What a way to bring me out and up from the paradigm of my human nature.
Better Yet! This Revelation Goes To The Bottom Of My Mental Insanity …
Amazing how You are bringing me to understand the cause and effect of living by the dictates of my mind and emotions.
So? You Are Unfolding The Paradigm Of My Human Nature …
Tuesday, August 25, 2020 at 6:34 pm.
How interesting. First You empowered me to be still, to let go, to wait. That took a while to set in but! You sustain me the whole setting period.
How Did You Empower Me? Conviction …
You confronted me to give an account of my life’s doings and found me guilty of rebellion. You convicted me, but! You gave the option to repent and be restored.
- All of this sounds like a boring tale in my imagination, but!
- By far this is not a tale.
What Is It Then? What’s The Point? …
No point. Reality. You know it my Master. I simply have not words to express this most profound moment of my life in Your Presence. Reality! Your Word is clear. Quote:
Let us therefore be zealous and exert ourselves and strive diligently to enter that rest [of the Almighty, to know and experience it for ourselves], that no one may fall or perish by the same kind of unbelief and disobedience [into which those in the wilderness fell].
For the Almighty’s Word that He speaks is alive and full of power [making it active, operative, energizing, and effective]; it is sharper than any two-edged sword, penetrating to the dividing line of the breath of life (soul) and [the immortal] spirit, and of joints and marrow [of the deepest parts of our nature], exposing and sifting and analyzing and judging the very thoughts and purposes of the heart.
And not a creature exists that is concealed from His sight, but all things are open and exposed, naked and defenseless to the eyes of Him with Whom we have to do. End of quote.
Master? Thank You For The Mango You Sent Me …
Tuesday, August 25, 2020 at 10:23 pm.
Just when I am overwhelmed with the immensity of writings You have inspired to me, You intervened with a mango to respond to my request for it a few moments ago.
- What a break to ease my mind so I can continue with the task You have assigned unto me.
- You have quickened me to quote from Ecclesiastes repeatedly and this afternoon You reminded me that You began to quicken Ecclesiastes to me since the beginning of the year, but!
- I could not remember what year. It took several searches to get it all together.
- My thought as I searched, searched? Too much for my human mind to process and?
- If is too much for me it must be the same for others.
- I headed for bed to reflect and wait on You.
- After a while? Food and a mango!
- I quickly got up and helped myself to the goodies.
Refreshed! I Am Now Able To Follow Your Leading In Ecclesiastes …
But why Ecclesiastes? Ecclesiastes is the reflection of my human nature and how You have been dealing with it until now.
- You have exposed my human nature in Ecclesiastes through the journey of the last 35 years of my life lived in Your Presence.
Whatever For My Master? …
You gave me the answer on the last day of 2018 to begin 2019. You began last year quickening me to announce the matter to all. Quote:
Dear Unique Human, all your life you have been wandering lost among the multitude. This is the last day of the year 2018. This is the eve of the year 2019—your year to find out how you are loved to love.
Ha! You Were Addressing Me As Well For I Am One Of Your Unique Human Beings …
Amazing! I had to find out how I am loved by You so I can properly love others. What are You revealing to me?
- What is the meaning of loved to love?
Loved To Love Stands For The Purpose Of Your First And Most Important Of The Commandments …
Wow! O my Master! That gives a brand-new light to such commandment. You are not a man that I should judge You for demanding to love You above all things.
- But Your mercy, unending patience, and passionate love for me do not fit in my puny mind and You know it, so? You have overlooked my ignorance.
- Even so? It was necessary for me to suffer for as long as You deemed necessary for me to suffer the consequences of my ignorance. For it is written, quote:
TO EVERYTHING there is a season, and a time for every matter or purpose under heaven:
A time to be born and a time to die, a time to plant and a time to pluck up what is planted, [Heb_9:27]
A time to kill and a time to heal, a time to break down and a time to build up,
A time to weep and a time to laugh, a time to mourn and a time to dance,
A time to cast away stones and a time to gather stones together, a time to embrace and a time to refrain from embracing,
A time to get and a time to lose, a time to keep and a time to cast away,
A time to rend and a time to sew, a time to keep silence and a time to speak, [Amo_5:13]
A time to love and a time to hate, a time for war and a time for peace. [Luk_14:26]
What profit remains for the worker from his toil?
I have seen the painful labor and exertion and miserable business which God has given to the sons of men with which to exercise and busy themselves.
He has made everything beautiful in its time. He also has planted eternity in men’s hearts and minds [a divinely implanted sense of a purpose working through the ages which nothing under the sun but God alone can satisfy], yet so that men cannot find out what God has done from the beginning to the end.
I know that there is nothing better for them than to be glad and to get and do good as long as they live;
And also that every man should eat and drink and enjoy the good of all his labor–it is the gift of God.
I know that whatever God does, it endures forever; nothing can be added to it nor anything taken from it. And God does it so that men will [reverently] fear Him [revere and worship Him, knowing that He is]. [Psa_19:9; Jas_1:17]
That which is now already has been, and that which is to be already has been; and God seeks that which has passed by [so that history repeats itself]. End of quote.
It Is Not A Matter Of Looks Or Ancestry! It Is A Matter Of Your Sovereign Authority Over Your Creation!
Wednesday, August 26, 2020 at 6:26 am.
I am speechless again! No more troubled with all the doings of Your people. That is what is supposed to be.
- You are in perfect control of it all.
- And on this note I must close this post.
Ah! My Master! Your work in me includes better work from me. My long posts are now ending to keep Your people engaged on how You are developing the plan of Your creation’s restoration
Your love in my heart for all. thiaBasilia.