Human Wisdom Against Our Creator’s Unfathomable Wisdom And Passionate Love For Us Human Beings …

The Perils Of Human Wisdom …

Meet Me At 81 …

Thursday, June 11, 2020 at 1:34 am.

No kidding! At this stage of my age I come to the one realization to settle my mind on the issue of human wisdom against our Creator’s unfathomable wisdom. REALITY:

We are all humans—members of the human race. No matter the color or nationality or pedigree, king or pauper, rich or poor, highly intelligent or a perfect witless rogue, black, white, red, or in between we are all HUMANS!

  • No matter the insults or the praises, whether we are up the scale of success or down at the bottom of failure, leaders or followers, we are all HUMANS!

Hoopie! What’s The Big Deal About Such Realization? …

Thursday, June 11, 2020 at 2:16 am.

Man, O Man! It will take me pages to express the crucial importance of this realization. The thing about it is that for the most we do not realize this matter about us.

  • Honestly, the way most of us act and live is as if we are the only humans. The rest? They are animals or? Maybe saints, great philosophers or ‘ers’ of many kinds, but!
  • To put us all in the same human basket? Ah! Oh! Ooh! That is not wise. Not humanly wise.
  • Don’t insult my intelligence! I am not a savage! Don’t compare me with that black animal!
  • Don’t compare me to that arrogant Muslim or corrupt Christisn or evil Jew. I am not like that. I am different. I am OK. I am number 1 in the whole country! I AM! I am LOVE! I am this. I am that!
  • Hahaha! Albert Einstein quote? “Two things are infinite: the Universe and Human Stupidity; and I’m not sure about th’Universe! “
  • That is so true! But O my Master how You got me to realize such matters?

Such Are The Perils Of Human Wisdom. Even So?

Though You warn us of the perils of human wisdom You give us a choice.

  • And here comes the touchy part of this information that I must post for the benefit of this so loved world.

What Is ‘Touchy’ About These Posts? …

I quote the Scriptures or written words from the Bible, and? The Bible is considered to be a religious book.

  • Even so? The Bible is not a religious book as it is generally conceived because some religions are based on the Bible.
  • In the long run, journaling my daily life since 1985-1987 has enlightened the matter to me and?
  • It is my hope that reading my journal published in these posts may enlighten the reader as well.

A Loving Invitation From The Passionate Lover Of Our Creation …

O the wonders of Your passionate love for us. Every day, every moment in the day You open my eyes to see such passion. It is clearly expressed in Isaiah 55. Quote:


WAIT and listen, everyone who is thirsty! Come to the waters; and he who has no money, come, buy and eat!

Yes, come, buy priceless, spiritual wine and milk without money and without price simply for the self-surrender that accepts the blessing.

Why do you spend your money for that which is not bread, and your earnings for what does not satisfy?

Hearken diligently to Me, and eat what is good, and let your soul delight itself in fatness the profuseness of spiritual joy.

Incline your ear submit and consent to the divine will and come to Me; hear, and your soul will revive; and I will make an everlasting covenant or league with you, even the sure mercy or kindness, goodwill, and compassion promised to David.

Behold, I have appointed him (Him) David, as a representative of the Messiah, or the Messiah Himself to be a witness one (One) who shall testify of salvation to the nations, a prince (Prince) and commander (Commander) to the peoples.

Behold, you, Israel shall call nations that you know not, and nations that do not know you shall run to you because of the Master your Almighty, and of the Set-Apart One of Israel, for He has glorified you.

Seek, inquire for, and require Master Yahuwah while He may be found claiming Him by necessity and by right; call upon Him while He is near.

Let the wicked forsake his way and the unrighteous man his thoughts; and let him return to Master Yahuwah, and He will have love, pity, and mercy for him, and to our Almighty Creator, for He will multiply to him His abundant pardon.

  • “For My thoughts are not your thoughts, neither are your ways My ways, says Master Yahuwah. For as the heavens are higher than the earth, so are My ways higher than your ways and My thoughts than your thoughts.

For as the rain and snow come down from the heavens, and return not there again, but water the earth and make it bring forth and sprout, that it may give seed to the sower and bread to the eater, so shall My word be that goes forth out of My mouth: it shall not return to Me void without producing any effect, useless, but it shall accomplish that which I please and purpose, and it shall prosper in the thing for which I sent it.

For you shall go out from the spiritual exile caused by sin and evil into the homeland with joy and be led forth by your Leader, the Master Himself, and His word with peace; the mountains and the hills shall break forth before you into singing, and all the trees of the field shall clap their hands.

Instead of the thorn shall come up the cypress tree, and instead of the brier shall come up the myrtle tree; and it shall be to Master Yahuwah for a name of renown, for an everlasting sign of jubilant exaltation and memorial to His praise, which shall not be cut off. End of quote.

I have been so astonished at the happenings of yesterday that I could not fall asleep until 3:57 am today bed at last!

What Happened Yesterday? Astonishing! Against My Human Will I Blew Up Again …

Thursday, June 11, 2020 at 9:31 am.

Let me get back to the beginning of how my mind began to fill up with the most upsetting developments in the USA plus the long waited for repairs of this apartment mishap.

  • It all began when I received an email from Roxana updating me about the killings and riots in the USA.
  • Based on that update I wrote the headline for the last post. From there the zigzag of things began to happen leaving me agonizing in pain again!
  • At the end of the horrific painful Tuesday as I learned how all the wonderful plans for the apartment had come to a halt with Ahmad’s fall and busting his back.
  • MINE! The whole suppressed expression of my disapointment with the work done in the bathroom plus Ahmad back to help his brother instead of taking care of what he intents for this apartment began to churn in my mind.
  • My mind churning all the ugly mixture of the truth of human condition burst up leaving a clean mind. How did it happen?
  • I called Ahmad and blew up! I spew at him the whole suppressed truth about his ways of leaving me stranded when I am ill plus the disarray of my living conditions.
  • I refused to hear his lame excuses. I spoke my piece and hung up.
  • I went to bed. This is too much! Agonizing in pain. I lay in bed and finally cried up to You, my Master but You know it.
  • In despair I considered jumping ship again. That’s when automatically and with certainty I cried,
  • “You never give us anymore than what we can take! Unless You intervene, there is no hope for me.” I turned around got comfortable and went to sleep.

Ha! I Woke Up A Few Hours Later. Your Response? Amazing! Astonishing! …

Thursday, June 11, 2020 10:27 am.

Wow! A clean renewed mind by your power my Master not by my own power. By my power I was suppressing the truth and reality of the situation between Ahmad and I, but!

  • By Your power I was able to express instead of supress the truth. Yes, I blowup the whole churning messy truth instead of being nice and understanding of Ahmad’s predicament created by himself.
  • The results? Nothing to compare with the human’s ways to be polite and understanding in the face of all human’s injustices.
  • From that moment on You opened my eyes to see the futility of being nice and understanding or tolerant of the human’s conniving and deceitful ways.
  • That included my own conniving and deceitful ways.
  • Indeed! Be kind and understanding in the face of Ahmad’s wrong doings to make him happy and maybe I can get him to help me.
  • Everything in my doings with the ulterior motive to get my way.
  • Anyhow? I had no intentions to speak up. I kept hurting and churning all the evil in my mind until You my Master sent the burning coal and touched my lips to burn it all away.
  • From there on You gave me the power to arrange this apartment in a livable condition while I wait for Ahmad to resume with the repairs if he ever so please to do.
  • I no longer want to do anything with ulterior motives.
  • In due time You will reach Ahmad’s heart and open his ears to hear and listen to You to bid Your will and be healed regardless my ulterior motives.
  • Yes, on Wednesday I did the impossible without physical strain. And it felt good to be able to set Ahmad at ease when he called after the blow up of the day before.
  • But! It backfired on me. Ahmad was thankful with my sharing but it did not reach him at all.
  • His call was only to inquire whether I had Internet or not. Much concern with the Internet issue.
  • Next thing? His heroics. He walked in pain for two hours to the Internet Office.
  • They told him the Internet was to connect yesterday but it did not. He talked to his son to look into the issue.
  • His son called and promised to come and fix the problem last night, but he did not show up.
  • After 11 pm it came to me to work on the problem myself.
  • It took several hours before I gave up my trying to work with my own wits to solve the problem.
  • When I gave up my trying, You my Master came through and showed me to open a new Google account. I did. Turn on the Internet. Wow! All perfect! And fast!
  • A miracle? Yes indeed! In awe all I could say was, You are an amazing Yah and went to sleep.

I Woke Up A Few Hours Later Free Of Pain. Ready For A New Day …

Thursday, June 11, 2020 at 4:01 pm.

You know what? No matter how many times You cleanse and renew our minds the tendency to return to the mire of our own wits is always there despite Your graciousness to us humans.

Even So? You Have Now Empowered Me To Resist All Evil Tendencies, How? …

Ah! The beauty of Your doings. How have You empowered me to resist my evil carnal tendencies? By expressing instead of suppressing the truth about my evil tendencies.

Just When I Was Relishing With The Internet Miracle The Phone Rang …

Ah! At last! I had not heard from Ahmad or son since yesterday. No call from Ahmad or son to explain anything.

Ha! The Son On The Phone. What? In A Wink Of An Eye I Blew Up Again! …

After a bit Ahmad on the phone. What for? To reprimand me for insulting his son. This time? Honestly. This time? Not my anger at all. Your anger flashed out of my lips.

  • Well? This time as well Your anger is flashing on me. Back to hurting. Back to uncertainty. Back to the miserable fear of something dreadful coming to me.

A Remarkable Week Of Blessings In Disguise …

Friday, June 12, 2020 at 4:37 am.

By far I am not out of the woods of unusual happenings yet. I am back hurting. Lurking fears of something dreadfully wrong is going on with my body, but!

No Way Whatsoever For It All To Truncate Your Good Plan For Me And All …

Friday, June 12, 2020 at 5:56 am.

Of that I am 100% sure. I feel like crying. I don’t feel good at all. I don’t know what to do; what to eat; what to drink.

I Cast My Whole Being At Your Feet O Mighty Creator Of My Being …

Friday, June 12, 2020 at 6:43 am.

The sordid truth? I was sitting there wailing and actually enjoying feeling sorry for myself. How disgusting! Even so?

You Are In Control Of It All …

Friday, June 12, 2020 at 6:51 am.

You have a purpose for this moment of despair. At Your discretion You will lift me up. I am cold. Back to bed.

(Friday, June 12, 2020 at 4:34 pm been in bed since last night. Be still. Let go. Wait. Got up to read Scriptures about 1 hour ago. Now I must restart computer for update at 4:37 pm)

In My Despair Lost Not Knowing What To Do, I Heard Again, Be Still. Let Go. Wait …

Friday, June 12, 2020 at 4:51 pm.

This time on hearing Your instructions it came to me to head for bed. I did. While in bed, still, letting go of all things I could do to alleviate the new symptoms in my body.

  • As I lay still, letting go of it all, You brought me to the Garden. Once there You revealed to me how You are honoring me to experience one speck of Yahushua’s bitter cup he had to drink.
  • The bitter cup—the sins of the world. The impact of Your wrath. The cause of the human’s body decay. The corruption and destruction of Your so loved creation.

Genuine Experience Bound To Impact Us All …

Friday, June 12, 2020 at 10:21 pm.

You delight in my obedience. Your delight is my strength. I thank You for the honor to experience a tiny speck of Your wrath as well as Your sacrifice to restore our beings.

  • We have sinned. We have rebelled against You. Yes, we, for of sinners I am chief. I was born and lived in sin but for Your mercy to restore my being for no merit of my own.
  • All of that said, it becomes only a religious jargon unless You step in the human’s life to substantiate those words.

O My Master! We Have Made A Gossamer Of Words Lacking Substance Out Of Your Words …

Friday, June 12, 2020 at 11:29 pm.

It breaks my heart to quote Your words to be rejected as mere religious jargon. Why? The truth? That is what Your words are until You step in our lives.

  • For unless You step in our lives to substantiate Your words Your words have no substance, no power to change our worldly lifestyles.

Right Now? I Am Feeling The Weight Of Rejection …

Saturday, June 13, 2020 at 12:09 am

Yes, rejection. Not an outright rejection. No. We have come to an stage of tolerance that anything and all things are accepted and thrown in the magic LOVE word.

Thus, I am facing such rejection as I observe the struggle to return to business as usual attitude in reaction to the COVID-19 pandemic.

Even So? You Are Still In Control Of It All …

Therefore, I refuse to worry and be anxious as the evident rejection of Your words with that struggle to return to business as usual weight in my mind.

Rest. Be Still. Let Go. The 7th Day Of Rest Is Now Here Again …

Saturday, June 13, 2020 at 3:16 am.

I woke up feeling much better and encouraged with Your faithfulness to Your written words as stated in Isaiah 55.

Indeed! Your Thoughts Are Not My Thoughts Neither Are My Ways …

Therefore, I am lifting my cry to You to take control of my thoughts and my ways now more than ever before.

  • My Master, You have opened my eyes and ears this morning to see and hear myself speaking words without knowledge when it relates to my daily doings based on human wisdom.

What? How Do I Do Such A Thing, My Master? …

Saturday, June 13, 2020 at 5:30 am.

“O thiaBasilia—O Child Of My Heart? No biggie. It is the normal thing to do for a human being because the human knowledge is not My knowledge as it is written,

  • “For My thoughts are not your thoughts, neither are your ways My ways, says Master Yahuwah. For as the heavens are higher than the earth, so are My ways higher than your ways and My thoughts than your thoughts.

But the human knowledge is programed into your heart and mind from birth until death do you part. So? You are human. I do not expect for you to act otherwise.

In fact, I expect you to be what you are and to quit acting otherwise. Therefore, I do not condemn your human doings.

I condemn the human’s persistence to place those doings above My supreme authority over all human’s doings.

Thus, the human’s parading of good as well of evil lifestyles heading to the brown ground hole without a sound, as My warning words are written,

  • Proverbs 14:12-13 AMPC+
  • There is a way which seems right to a man and appears straight before him, but at the end of it is the way of death.
  • Even in laughter the heart is sorrowful, and the end of mirth is heaviness and grief.

Even so, My precious child, those are words of instruction not condemnation. Therefore, on this 2020 year I am clarifying all quotes of My written words in the posts I have compelled you to publish.

Your quotes at times need clarification because though you are human you are also My selected vessel to experience My written words that I give to you to quote.

And yes, from the human’s point of view those are words without knowledge that could be taken as mere religious jargon.

Fear not, My precious thiaBasilia, My children are now quite enthralled with My ways to deal with you on the daily basis.

The truth? Humor instead of anger shall prevail among each one of My children’s relationships.

Rejoice! Tomorrow is the onset of 81st birthday. It is also the onset to materialize all My promises unto you in a way beyond your highest expectations.

Rejoice and be Glad! For You are precious in My sight, and? So it is with Ahmad, Roxana, Joyce, Denise, Diana, Robin plus all and each one of the rest of your children and friends and all I have placed in your path of life on these earthly grounds.”End of my Master’s words for now.

Wow! And All I Was Hoping For Was My Toilet Seat Repair! …

Hahaha! HalleluYah! How short sighted our expectations can be. Even our grand expectations in actuality are quite short sighted.

At This Point The Phone Rang. Ahmad On The Line Unexpectedly…

O my Ahmad! I had already discarded him as a lost cause. Even so I had already let go of all my whatever. So?

  • Before I answered the phone, I quickly pleaded, “Master? Give me Your words to speak.” I picked up and said ‘Hello’.
  • Ahmad began in the most pitiful tone of voice to tell me he had been downstairs in my building but did not have the strength to come up.
  • I listened. No comment. He asked, ‘How are you?’ I calmly answered, ‘I am fine. How are you?’
  • From there Your words of wisdom began to come out of my mouth.
  • I could sense Ahmad’s undivided attention. How long, what words I spoke?
  • Only remember stating at the end that the only way to solve our miseries is to ask Yahushua to come into our hearts.
  • Wow! To my astonishing this time, Ahmad responded, “I have listened. This is the best talk of all talks. I am encouraged.”

My Reaction? Not An Emotional Reaction At All …

Saturday, June 13, 2020 at 5:03 pm.

Calmly. Steady. Certain. This is the onset to materialize all Your promises to me. What a Mighty Yah You are!

Thank Goodness! Your Passionate Love for Your Creation Extends To All Your Short Sighted And Even Plum Blind Rebels That We Are! You Are An Awesome YAH!

Rejoice and enjoy my fellow humans! The Kingdom is coming to earth as it is in Heaven! So be it.

His love in my heart for all. thiaBasilia.


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