The Meaning Of Suffering …

Suffering Is Inevitable, But! Suffering Is The Anointing Oil To Heal Us All! …

The Time Is NOW …

O Where? Where Did We Go Wrong?

Tuesday, May 5, 2020 at 11:23 am.

When we recognized our Creator, but we did not give thanks. So, it is written, but! We pay no mind to what is written.

And If We Pay Mind? It Is Done From The Natural Carnal Minds …

To pay mind from the natural carnal minds ingrained in our beings until death do us part, is against the clear instructions not to lean on our understanding. Even so?

• In the economy of our lives our Creator do not waste a second.
• He uses every minute detail of our lives for our maximum good revealed at His time and discretion.

Therefore? The Scriptural Quotes In These Writings Are Not Meant To Condemn …

Tuesday, May 5, 2020 at 7:32 pm.

On the contrary the Scriptural Quotes are meant for enlightement’s source about our lives with all its ups and downs.

The Numbers’ Quotes Are Essential To Understand The Meaning Of The Scriptures …

Such is the reason why the Master Creator compels me to quote, quote, quote. O me? My fear? No one has the time to read such long quotes, but!

At Your Command, My Master I Shall Continue To Quote, Quote, Quote …

Forget my fear. Let go! Be still. Wait. Thanks O my Master for empowering me to do so. It is totally amazing how You are working things out for our maximum good.

The time is NOW …

Despite the fact that NOW could be a long time. Bless my heart! Such revelation brings me back to square one—wait!

And I wait empowered by the power of Your love and wisdom. Hahaha! HalleluYah!

Wow! Maybe This Is Not About The Check Whatsoever! Instead? …

Wednesday, April 29, 2020 at 9:24 am.

The thing I needed to include in this post is the beauty of a relationship set in Your will for us. Forget about the check along our wicked wantons.

What is The beauty of a relationship set in Your will? …

The beauty of a relationship set in Your will is the fact that in such relationship You empower us to let go of each other’s failures.

• O well! Let me take you to the intended post for today.

The Things That Keep Coming To Mind To Include In This Post …

Friday, April 24, 2020 at 7:54 pm.

The thing is that all coming to mind must wait for Your timing. I do not need to make any predictions like many do. I sense Your leading to wait until You materialize whatever I am to proclaim.

• Ha! Now I know why the graphic today. Your words came to mind just now. Quote:

“Soon, sooner than expected I will demonstrate to all what a queen in My Roralty looks like. I will demonstrate the humble dignified state of a queen in My Royalty.”

• Wow! The graphic is about my name in the Highest Royalty.
• The matter has to harmonize with what You are doing with Ahmad and myself.
• Whatever is to happen next shall be in sequence with all writings recorded since day one of Your call to journal my life. amazing!
• It is all so ever exciting, yet?
• I must keep my composure.
• The best part?
• I now have the power to keep my composure.
• I wait. I can now wait with patience and composure.
• And Romans 8:18-27 comes into play.

Sleep from Saturday, April 25, 2020 at 12 am to 2am back now at 3:20 am.

The New Cycle Begins With A Dream …

Saturday, April 25, 2020 at 11:15 am.

When I first woke up I had mixed feelings about the dream, but! Once You interpreted for me? I can’t wait to see how You shall materialize it later on today.

I was fishing in the ocean with my dear long-gone Raymond—my precious long-gone mentor’s son. The waters were just beautiful—crystal clear—serene, but! No fish. We kept swinging our lines back and forth, but! Nothing! Then? I walked a little way up. Suddenly a peculiar man appeared, dug in his sak, threw a huge frozen fish on the icy mound, looked my way with sort like a grin, and disappeared. I woke up.

In another escene, Raymond was urging us to hurry up, he was taking us out to eat. I do not know the end or the beginning of that escene. Maybe it was after the frozen fish escene.

Will record on waking up. Bed at 2:19 am on Sunday, April 26, 2020.

All Written Is Coming To Life Right Before My Eyes. What An Amazing Experience! …

Sunday, April 26, 2020 at 8:16 am.

Not only Romans 8:14-17 but 1 Peter 2:1-12 come into play big time! I can now wait with patience and composure for the escenes in the dream:

1. The waters were just beautiful—crystal clear—serene, but! No fish=The power to wait for the unseen with patience and composure.
2. A peculiar man appeared, dug in his sak, threw a huge frozen fish on the icy mound, looked my way with sort like a grin, and disappeared. = How not only the stimulus check is frozen for the moment but the super abundance coming to us is frozen as well.
3. Raymond was urging us to hurry up, he was taking us out to eat. = This I take it to be the need to act now—the need to change all there is to ourselves by the power of love from on high not by the power of our own natural minds.

Such Is The Significance Of My Coat Of Arms …

Sunday, April 26, 2020 at 10:04 am.

O my Master! My new life is set in the Highest Royalty—Your royalty.  My family roots are royal as per Your written words in Romans 8:14-17 and 1 Peter 2:1-12.

Master? You Know All Details Of My Life …

Monday, April 27, 2020 at 4:48 pm.

If You are working to move me, I am willing to go wherever You lead me to go. I don’t want to dwell on the things that I do not know. There is no honesty in this world. You know all about it.

Well! Well! Well! Totally Unexpected …?

Tuesday, April 28, 2020 at 1:13 pm.

The truth about Ahmad and me? We know too much humanly speaking, and we don’t know what to do with what we know.

• So? we make fun of everything until we see that with all our knowledge there is nothing, we can do about all that we make fun of.
• Then? We explode!
• Thank goodness! For You know all about us, my Master.
• After each explotion we come to a better understanding of You and Your ways to teach and empower us to listen to You.

Ending This Day With Internet Trouble Again …

Tuesday, April 28, 2020 at 11:59 pm.

Thanks, my Master for giving me the power to take things in stride. Have no idea why the Net is acting up now, but You know all about it. All is well with my soul living in Your Presence.

• 1:36 am on Wednesday, April 29, 2020 I am editing to post but I need to go back to sleep.

All Well Now. Net Up. So, Am I …?

Wednesday, April 29, 2020 at 12:11 am.

New day. New attitude. Four hours of sleep did me good. No news about the check, but! You are in control of it all.

• In Your time You will let us know where and why we stand about that check.

The Things That Keep Coming To Mind To Include In This Post …

Wednesday, April 29, 2020 at 7:11 am

Again, the thing is that all coming to mind must wait for Your timing. I do not need to make any predictions like many do. I sense Your leading to wait until You materialize whatever I am to proclaim.

Ha! Now I Know Why The Check Has Not Materialized …?

Wow! The graphic is about my name in the Highest Royalty. The matter has to harmonize with what You are doing with Ahmad and myself.

• Whatever is to happen next shall be in sequence with all writings recorded since day one of Your call to journal my life. Amazing!

It Is All So Ever Exciting, Yet? I Must Keep My Composure …?

The best part? I now have the power to keep my composure. I wait. I can now wait with patience and composure.

• Yes Indeed! Romans 8:18-27 comes into play.

Back To Suffering …?

Wednesday, April 29, 2020 at 7:28 am.

The truth? Honest to goodness! Ahmad and I have not suffered enough to deserve the manifestation of that check!

• Ha! That is the meaning of that big frozen fish in my dream—the dream about fishing as I recorded on Sunday, April 26, 2020 at 8:16 am.
• Not only Romans 8:14-17 but 1 Peter 2:1-12 come into play big time! I can now wait with patience and composure for the escenes in the dream:

1. The waters were just beautiful—crystal clear—serene, but! No fish=The power to wait for the unseen with patience and composure.
2. A peculiar man appeared, dug in his sak, threw a huge frozen fish on the icy mound, looked my way with sort like a grin, and disappeared. = How not only the stimulus check is frozen for the moment but the super abundance coming to us is frozen as well.
3. Raymond was urging us to hurry up, he was taking us out to eat. This I take it to be the need to act now—the need to change all there is to ourselves by the power of love from on high not by the power of our own natural minds.

Wow! Now I See Why The Fish Is Still Frozen …?

Yes, Ahmad and I are relatively waiting with patience and composure, or, are we? I am afraid our patience and composure need a little more testing.

• Hahaha! We are not suffering at all! But?
• We keep on the lookout for the check!
• What a sneakey way to pretend patience and composure!

Mercy! O My Master! Mercy! …

Wednesday, April 29, 2020 at 7:52 am

We have no power to be patient and compose with the uncertainty of the moment. Ahmad is about to lose his mind thinking about going back to work to support us. Me?

• Me? The mother of impatience! “If you go back to work, I do not want to have anything with you anymore! For if you back to work that means you are not trusting the Master that I serve!”

• Support? What kind of support am I showing to him?
• Well! Maybe, that is the way to support and encourage him to trust in You, my Master?
• For it looks like it worked, as of yesterday, he did not go back to work, but!
• I do not know about today.
• I fear he is out of money while I keep on with my continous needing a thousand things as if he had millions to give me and his family whatsoever comes to our wanton minds!
• There you have the pitiful panorama of our, should I dare to say, ‘our wicked self-nature?

Mercy! Mercy! Mercy! …

Unless You intervene, we are powerless to abide in Your will as the monster of hunger and pain threatens to get the best from us, but!

• It all got to do how we human beings react with Your blessings and curses. It’s written:

Isaiah 26:9-11

My soul yearns for You [O Master] in the night, yes, my spirit within me seeks You earnestly; for [only] when Your judgments are in the earth will the inhabitants of the world learn righteousness (uprightness and right standing with the Almighty).

Though favor is shown to the wicked, yet they do not learn righteousness; in the land of uprightness they deal perversely and refuse to see the majesty of the Master.

Though Your hand is lifted high to strike, Lord, they do not see it. Let them see Your zeal for Your people and be ashamed; yes, let the fire reserved for Your enemies consume them.

Now I See What You Want Me To See About Us Human Beings …?

Wednesday, April 29, 2020 at 8:47 am.

It is all about our relationships. Ounce again You let me notice the last number 47 in this moment’s date and time. The meaning of number 47? It blows the socks off my feet. Wow! Quote:

Number 47 Meaning

The number 47 is a relationships number.

The numerology number 47 is a relationships number. It has a focus on developing a secure foundation for building a relationship that will prosper. 47 is also a teamwork and romance number.

And it’s intuitive.

Companionship is essential for the essence of the number 47 to be what it is. Without companionship, it feels lonely, as if its essence is suppressed. Interaction with others lets it resonate its fullness.

It’s 47’s nature to be cooperative.

It has a special knack for using a diplomatic approach when solving issues between itself and another, or between other parties.

The number has a pragmatic approach with relationships. When it determines a method that works, it tends to stick to it.

It Is About The Relationship Between Ahmad And I Along My Children And All Others In My Path Of Life …

So? That is what You want me to see. All our suffering ends when our relationships come in line with Your will for our good.

Wow! Maybe This Is Not About The Check Whatsoever! Instead? …

Wednesday, April 29, 2020 at 9:24 am.

The thing I needed to include in this post is the beauty of a relationship set in Your will for us. Forget about the check along our wicked wantons.

• The beauty of a relationship set in Your will is the fact that in such relationship You empower us to let go of each other’s failures.

Wow! I Got It! Do You? Hahaha! Halleluyah! …

That is all for this post for now. Next? Who knows? Maybe I’ll die of hunger for chocolates, or? The check will defrost for me to buy the Willy Wonka & the Chocolate Factory! Won’t that make a BELIEVER out of you whoever reading these fact lines that I record? Be blessed.

Just Kidding! No Need To Continue Thinking About My Belly …

O my Master! As it turned out it was not Your will for me to close this post with such childish thinking.

• Seriously? You will now declare to Your so loved world where do I and my family fit in the realm of Your world. I must continue with this record.

We Are A Chosen Race, A Royal Priesthood, Dedicated To The Almighty Creator …

Thursday, April 30, 2020 at 7:56 am.

Indeed! The Family Roots are Royal. Only for the most we have lived our lives as paupers—weak subordinates to a corrupt worldly system

O But That Is Not True Of You? …

You are a genius—free, independent, on top of the world, a multimillionaire! O? Think again. You are still a victim of the corrupt world system as long as you breath along with all paupers.

• And sooner or later you’ll come face to face with death like all paupers.

End of the day. End of the month. Going To Bed …

Thursday, April 30, 2020 at 11:47 pm.

You know how tired I am. I cannot think straight anymore today. I am sure sleep will restore me to continue listening and recording whatever You haave me to record.

Been Up But Have Not Recorded Anything …

Friday, May 1, 2020 at 8:35 pm.

Well? I have been intent on working on my family’s crest. The truth? I did not want to admit my uncertainty of the moment.

• It’s the first of the month but still?
• No news about the expected monies.
• In my heart and soul, I have not any doubt whatsoever about Your provision.
• Even so? I am human.
• It is hard, actually impossible for a human to wait indefinetly for anything.
• It is just as hard for a human to admit our lack of patience.

But ‘He Knows’ Says Ahmad …?

Saturday, May 2, 2020 at 4:29 am.

That is the exact truth. Our Father Creator knows it ALL! Every minute the detail of our lives; every deep buried secret; every twicht of pain; every inflated or deflated mood?

• The Father knows it ALL!
• What about our sinful, rebellious lives?
• He knows it better than we ever dream or imagine for ourselves, period.

Yes, Ahmad And I Are Goofy, But! …

Like a few other human beings, we are not crazy or dishonest or criminals of any kind. We are different because we are selected as examples of the Creator’s work in our hearts. Quote:

Matthew 5:10-20

Blessed and happy and enviably fortunate and spiritually prosperous (in the state in which the born-again child of our Father in the heavens enjoys and finds satisfaction in our Father in the heaven’s favor and salvation, regardless of his outward conditions) are those who are persecuted for righteousness’ sake (for being and doing right), for theirs is the kingdom of heaven!

Blessed (happy, to be envied, and spiritually prosperous–with life-joy and satisfaction in our Father in the heaven’s favor and salvation, regardless of your outward conditions) are you when people revile you and persecute you and say all kinds of evil things against you falsely on My account.

Be glad and supremely joyful, for your reward in heaven is great (strong and intense), for in this same way people persecuted the prophets who were before you. II Chron. 36:16.

You are the salt of the earth, but if salt has lost its taste (its strength, its quality), how can its saltness be restored? It is not good for anything any longer but to be thrown out and trodden underfoot by men.

You are the light of the world. A city set on a hill cannot be hidden. Nor do men light a lamp and put it under a peck measure, but on a lampstand, and it gives light to all in the house.

Let your light so shine before men that they may see your moral excellence and your praiseworthy, noble, and good deeds and recognize and honor and praise and esteem your Father Who is in heaven.

Do not think that I have come to do away with or undo the Law or the Prophets; I have come not to do away with or undo but to complete and fulfill them.

For truly I tell you, until the sky and earth pass away and perish, not one smallest letter nor one little hook [identifying certain Hebrew letters] will pass from the Law until all things [it foreshadows] are accomplished.

Whoever then breaks or does away with or relaxes one of the least [important] of these commandments and teaches men so shall be called least [important] in the kingdom of heaven, but he who practices them and teaches others to do so shall be called great in the kingdom of heaven.

For I tell you, unless your righteousness (your uprightness and your right standing with the Creator) is more than that of the scribes and Pharisees, you will never enter the kingdom of heaven.

Well? What Part In That Quote Is It That We Willfullly Ignore? …

In retrospect? I will tell next the part that I, not ‘we’ but I willfully ignored and the why and how I ignored such part. The matter is just coming to me.

• Royal Family Roots
• The Creator’s Royalty

The King Is Coming …

Sunday, May 3, 2020 at 3:33 am.

Meantime? Yes indeed! King Yahushua is coming, and? Am I ready? That is the question to ask. Not are ‘you’ ready, but!

• Am I ready, or am I just thinking and rambunctiously bragging about my readiness?

• Now I am coming to the nitty-greety of the matter.
• Ha! up to even yesterday my concern has been for you my child, my friend, my fellow human being, but!
• Once again yesterday I heard, “What is that to you? You follow Me.” Quote:

John 21:17-22

He said to him the third time, Simon, son of John, do you love Me [with a deep, instinctive, personal affection for Me, as for a close friend]? Peter was grieved (was saddened and hurt) that He should ask him the third time, Do you love Me? And he said to Him, Master, You know everything; You know that I love You [that I have a deep, instinctive, personal affection for You, as for a close friend]. Yahushua said to him, Feed My sheep.

I assure you, most solemnly I tell you, when you were young you girded yourself [put on your own belt or girdle] and you walked about wherever you pleased to go. But when you grow old you will stretch out your hands, and someone else will put a girdle around you and carry you where you do not wish to go.

He said this to indicate by what kind of death Peter would glorify the Almighty. And after this, He said to him, Follow Me!

20  But Peter turned and saw the disciple whom Yahushua loved, following–the one who also had leaned back on His breast at the supper and had said, Master, who is it that is going to betray You?

When Peter saw him, he said to Yahushua, Lord, what about this man?

Yahushua said to him, If I want him to stay (survive, live) until I come, what is that to you? [What concern is it of yours?] You follow Me!

Since Long Ago I Took Those Words In A Personal Way …?

I still do. For Yahushua has confronted me with those words each and every time that I am questioning someone else’s doings. That’s the fact to be exact.

And So? What Part In That Or Any Other Quote Is It That I Not ‘We’ But I Willfullly Ignore? …

Sunday, May 3, 2020 at 4:07 am.

Hahaha! HalleluYah! Thank You my Master for reminding me once again of Your spoken words to me personally. What a blessing!

• What a trip on the strip of my human’s nature!
• And once again You would have me to notice the dates of this morning’s recording.

• I started to record on Sunday, May 3, 2020 at 3:33 am.
• Then? The date of this moment? Sunday, May 3, 2020 at 4:07 am.
• Meaning of 3- 4 -0 -7?

• The Number Three – Completion and Manifestation
• The Number Four – Creation and the World
• The meaning of Zero is simply awesome. Zero is both closed and wide open. It means comprehensiveness, openness, wholeness, and infinity. It’s an all-inclusive number.
• The Number Seven – Completeness and Rest.

“Put It All Together My Child” …

Fantastic! Complete manifestation of Yourself working in Ahmad and my life for the benefit of Your so loved creation in this world.

• Your message is all inclusive of my complete rest.

But? Once Again, I Am Talking In Riddles …?

How is anyone reading these lines that I record to know what is in my mind? Or rather, what is the state and condition of my mind when I record all these things that I record?

Alright! Let Me Recap! That Shall Settle The Matter …

It all started when wind came to me that I qualified for the stimulus check for USA citizens. I went to quite a few days wondering and figuring when and what was I to do with that money.

• At last I heard Your words again to let go and be still and not to look for the blessing but to set my gaze on You for You were at work.
• Well? I listened.
• I quit looking for the check.
• Instead, I started looking for Your manifestation.
• By and by it came to me to look for the day my regular check was to be deposited in my bank this month.
• Wow! The check was to be deposited on the 1^st not on the 3^rd of this month.
• Still, no news about my extra check, and?
• Me? Not concerned anymore because I heard and listened to Your word to let it go, to be still. To wait.
• But I emailed asking my friend to send it to me as she did last month.
• I waited for her reply, but she did not reply just then.
• That really got to me.
• It is hard, actually impossible for a human to wait indefinetly for anything.
• It is just as hard for a human to admit our lack of patience.

But ‘He Knows’ Says Ahmad …?

Suddenly! Late that night, her reply in my inbox! Not only my monthly check but the stimulus checks as well, only?

• Her email was bittersweet with her instructions implying doubt as to the handling of my money. Therefore, implying dishonesy in Ahmad’s part.
• Surprise! Any other time in the past that such issue came about, I would get angry.

The Truth? I Been Angry With My People’s Misconception Not OnlyAbout Ahmad, But! …

The utter misconception about Jordan just made me angry in the past. Mainly, the misconception about myself in Jordan and the realtionship You have established between Ahmad and I angred me big time.

Guess What? This Time Not Anger. Instead? Your Love and Wisdom Prevailed…

I shared my heart with my friend in a reply to her concern for my safety. My friend kindly responded with her understanding of my situation.

Next? My New Approach In Sharing With Ahmad …

Sunday, May 3, 2020 at 10:10 am.

In Yah We Trust. And the Angels Sing!!! Power to let go, be still, wait. We shall forget our understanding of the written words in the Bible as well as other books.

The Truth? Our Roots Are Set In The Dust Of Paradise As Written …?

Sunday, May 3, 2020 at 8:29 pm.

O my Master! This year is the year of enlightenment for sure. I hardly believe how You are piecing it all together for me from the very moment of our creation. Quote:

Genesis 2:7

Then the Master Creator formed man from the dust of the ground and breathed into his nostrils the breath or spirit of life, and man became a living being. [1Co 15:45-49]

O Well! You Really, Really Are At Work For The Ultimate Good Of Your Creation …?

Monday, May 4, 2020 at 8:24 am.

Master? As You turn the tables on me so You shall do with the rest of Your dust human beings on this 2020 year.

• The COVID-19 is only a solemn warning announcing the great tribulation (affliction, distress, and oppression) such as has not been from the beginning of the world until now–no, and never will be [again].
• Me? I been agonizing looking at all going on amidst my loved ones as well as with the rest of the inhabitants of these earthly grounds.
• That is what I been doing until You turn the tables on me with the question “Are you ready?”

Such A Question Was The End Of My Agonizing. The Beginning Of My Complete Rest …?

Right on cue? I completed my crest! Perfect! I emailed it to my closest of children with the message, ‘Relationships are in the healing process. lov, mom’.

• Great response from two of my girls and from Ahmad.
• “I like it! Don’t touch it. It’s perfect! Said Ahmad.
• ‘Now. Don’t touch it!  Leave it alone. It is finished.’ Wrote Roxana.

Phew! I’ll abide. I must! For I need to continue with what You originally intended for me to post.

• A New cycle in the record of my journey in Your Presence.

Is This World A Jungle? You Bet! A Place Of Ruthless Struggle For Survival …

• Something that baffles or frustrates by its tangled or complex character

Ruthless Struggle For Survival? Indeed! That’s What This World Is!

Sunday, April 19, 2020 at 2:42 am.

O my Master! I’m having a grand time following Your lead on this posting matter. Ruthless? No kidding! You gave the headlines. I looked at the definition of ruthless. Wow it fits this world to the tee! Quote:

Definition of jungle

1a: an impenetrable thicket or tangled mass of tropical vegetation

b: a tract overgrown with thickets or masses of vegetation

2a(1): a confused or disordered mass of objects : JUMBLE

(2): something that baffles or frustrates by its tangled or complex character : MAZE

the jungle of housing laws

— Bernard Taper

b: a place of ruthless struggle for survival

the city is a jungle where no one is safe after dark

— Stuart Chase

Master? It’s Really Neat How You Lead Me In All That I Write …

Sunday, April 19, 2020 at 5:20 pm.

It’s a beautiful day outside. So glad that winter is over. But I am even gladder for the winter gone from my heart and life.

• All day long I been searching the myriad of files searching on how You want me to proceed with this post. Amazing! You are leading me to recap.
• I been editing the graphics in the books You are leading me to include in this post, but the text does not need much editing.
• The amazing thing is that the posts back from the last day of 2019 and the books that were written a few years back, are like if I have written them now.

Master? For The Benefit Of The Readers, Why Are You Leading Me To Recap? …

Monday, April 20, 2020 at 3:19 am.

Ha! The number 12 in play. On Sun, Apr 19, 9:53 PM (5 hours ago) I wrote in an email to my friend, ‘I just found out that I qualify for the$1200.00 and that the checks are already in banks since April 13. Would I be so blessed?”

• I continued working on the links to include in the post then I went to sleep around 11 pm. On waking up I got an answer from my friend.
• The check has not been deposited yet. Fear that I might have to file taxes or whatever to get that check kind of lurks in my mind, but!
• I am thinking that today is the 7^th day since the 13^th, so? It might be deposited today but I won’t know until after 3 pm my time.
• Or maybe it will come on the 12^th day which will be next Saturday.
• O me! There I go with my figuring! So useless! Not even close to the reality of Your doings.

Let Me Let Go, Be Still For You Are At Work My Master …

It’s now 4:08 am on Monday, April 20, 2020. I am wondering on what You want me to do right now.

• Ah! The numbers in the date.
• Looking at the date above, Monday, April 20, 2020 at 3:19 am quickened me to look at the meaning of number three and 19 again.
• The Number Three – Completion and Manifestation
• The number ‘nineteen’ seems to speak of faith.

O My Master? Completion And Manifestation And Faith In The Meaning Of Number Three And Nineteen …

Monday, April 20, 2020 at 4:48 am.

Maybe I am not just figuring things out on my own. Rather, You are deciphering it all for me in response to the why the recap from the end of 2019 and beginning of 2020. I need to hear from You, my Master. You know it.

“O thiaBasilia—O Child Of My Heart? Add to three and nineteen The Number Twelve for Governing Order and Rulership. What do you get?”

• Could not answer. I became dizzy. I crawlsed in bed at 6:09 am. Slept until 8:21 am.
• I am OK now. Ready to think on the answer to Your question.
• The Number Three – Completion and Manifestation
• The number ‘nineteen’ seems to speak of faith.
• The Number Twelve: Governing Order and Rulership

What Do I Get? Completion And Manifestation. Faith. Governing Order And Rulership …

Monday, April 20, 2020 at 8:52 am.

O my Father! In the meaning of the numbers in the date and time at the moment I record anything, You discepher the meaning of Your message to me and to Your so loved world, but!

For Emphasis? You Will Now Have Me Recap Your Message From Previous Records …

Monday, April 20, 2020 at 1:50 pm.

Master? I am concerned with the news from the USA: Severe storms and tornadoes could hit the South again on Sunday, forecasters warn.

• I am only observing what’s going on, but! I am not in panic. Concerned? Yes, You know that my Master. Even so?
• My hope and expectation are set on You.
• You are in control of it all.
• I wait on You for further information from my family.

I Heard From The Family. All OK. Thank You …

Monday, April 20, 2020 at 5:37 pm.

O my Master! here we go. Only a couple of days of spring. Now? It feels like summer, hot summer that is, but! I love it!

• The date and time right now?
• Three good numbers in the hour and minutes—5-3-7.
• The Number Five – Grace and Preparation
• The Number Three – Completion and Manifestation.
• The Number Seven – Completeness and Rest

I Hear Your Question Again only this time I must ad the number 5 and 7 …

“O thiaBasilia—O Child Of My Heart? Add to three and nineteen The Number Twelve for Governing Order and Rulership. What do you get?”

• Completion And Manifestation=3. Faith-19. Governing Order And Rulership=12. Grace and Preparation=5. Completeness and Rest=7.
• The Master Creator—Almighty Yahuwah does marvelous things in the earth with the number7.

Ha! This 2020 year is the year that Almighty Yahuwah is doing and shall do marvelous things in the earth with the number7

Tuesday, April 21, 2020 at 3:03 am.

Ah! My Master! completion and manifestation in the hour, but! The minutes? Completion and manifestation are preceded by a Zero. The meaning of Zero is simply awesome. Quote:

Zero is both closed and wide open. It means comprehensiveness, openness, wholeness, and infinity. It’s an all-inclusive number.

What Are You Telling Me, My Master? …

Tuesday, April 21, 2020 at 3:37 am.

“O My precious thiaBasilia, My message is all inclusive like the number Zero. Now? Look at the whole date of this moment:

Tuesday=the 3^rd day of the week.

The week=7 days.

April=the 4^th month of the year.

The day= The number 21

The year=12 months.

The hour=the number 3.

The minutes=the number 37.

What’s The Meaning Of Number 37? …

First I noticed the 3 and the 7. Then it came to me to Google the number 37 because it is not included in Brad’s Gematria. Quote:

According to Fathers of the Church, thirty-seven is a symbol of the Christ. It is the symbol of the alive word of God. To this number is thus allotted a certain dignity.

O My Master? The Number 37 Is The Symbol Of Your Alive Word! …

Wow! In other words? All happenings of the moment are a symbol of You! Personally? You are manifesting Yourself with Your provision of money to begin the repairs of my living conditions. Wow!

• I’m looking forward to the manifestation of Your complete work today.
• You know that the $1200.00 are in my mind.
• Hoping that today will be the day.
• Even so? It will happen at Your discretion and Your timing.
• You also know that it is not Your blessing that I am looking forward.
• Rather, I am looking forward for Your people and even my own self to see You in all that happens to me.
• Actually? I read that some people will get an extra $200.00.
• In that case? Perhaps You are sending me $1400.00 instead of $1200.00. Why not?
• Fourteen is a doulbe seven. Seven= Completeness and Rest.
• And? You are doing marvelous things in the earth with the number7.
• I wait on You with confidence and hope.

What Can I Say Or Do Or Think About All Of This, My Master? …

Tuesday, April 21, 2020 at 3:56 pm.

For one thing, I know that waiting on You with confidence and hope means that one is ready to wait for the things not yet seen; and the things not yet seen may happen today or any day.

• Today? My body is responding to all that heavy work from yesterday, but!
• You sent me Ahmad—a blessing!

To See You In All That Happens To Me? …

Tuesday, April 21, 2020 at 9:19 pm.

Most certainly! That is the end of the matter expressed in the number thirty-seven—a symbol of the Messiah. It is the symbol of the alive word of Yahuwah. Right now?

• The number 9 stands for Fruitfulness and Giving; number 1? Stands for Unity in Yahuwah is One.

Master? How Those Numbers Tied With Number Thirty-Seven? …

“O My child! Think back to Ahmad’s visit this evening. What was Ahmad’s mind set on? Why did I give you the means to tie-down the unity of your relationship for the whole purpose of Fruitfulness and Giving?”

• That was the magic word to get Ahmad’s attention away from his mind set on despair. Wow!

Yes Indeed! I See You In All That Happens To Me In General Including My Relationship With Ahmad …

Tuesday, April 21, 2020 at 10:37 pm.

Wow! There is that 37 again! This time preceded by the number 10 meaning: the realization that whatever is about to happen is now going to REALLY REALLY happen.

• Ha! do I dare to hope for Ahmad’s help starting tomorrow?
• my Master! You are is the symbol of the alive word of Yahuwah, so?
• This time I shall see the manifestation of the things not yet seen or hope for.
• Whatever is about to happen is now going to REALLY REALLY happen. Wow!
• That calls for a chocolate treat for sure!

Another Day! Was In Bed By Midnight …

Wednesday, April 22, 2020 at 8:05 am.

The date? The 4^th day of the week. The 22^nd day of the 4^th month at the 8^th hour plus 05 minutes. Meaning of 8-0-5?

• The Number Eight – Newness and Cycles
• Zero means comprehensiveness, openness, wholeness, and infinity. It’s an all-inclusive number.
• The Number Five – Grace and Preparation

The Message? …

“O My precious thiaBasilia, My message is all inclusive like the number Zero. So? My message right now?

• Newness and Cycles, meaning Ahmad shall come to start a new cycle in his life.
• He is receiving My grace to begin the preparation for the near future.
• I am also giving you My grace to support and uplift him to do what he is called to do.”
• Bed 10:09 pm on Wednesday, April 22, 2020

Ahmad Came And Went. New Cycle In Progress …

Thursday, April 23, 2020 at 8:20 am.

O my Master! You are working all things quite nicely but! Nothing like I could have figure it out. Every step in my journey is a step forward against all odds.

• For both Ahmad and I are not pain and discomfort free.
• Out bodies are not cooperating with all the work that needs to be done.
• Even so? We are going on.
• You give us Your strength to keep going no matter what comes against us.

New Cycle. New Attitude. What A Blessing! …

Friday, April 24, 2020 at 1:47 am.

I did not hear from Ahmad until late in the afternoon. Then? Nothing. Guess what? I said to myself, “Well? He is free to do whatever he is doing. My role now is to support him not to tell him what he needs to do.”

• Wow! What peace! What wisdom! Certainty. Emotionalism has fled away!
• It is a new cycle. Brand new attitude.
• The whole day spent optimizing the graphic.
• Finally? It was after 9 pm and no sign of Ahmad.
• I was cold. I head to bed. Cover myself. Got comfortable. Dozed of.
• Suddenly! Ahmad in the door!
• What a productive visit as I shared with him my new attitude.
• He fixed me some coffee. He helped me to soak my feet. He left up lifted.
• I went back to finish the graphic.
• Now I am heading for bed at 2:07 am on Friday, April 24, 2020.
• Will get under the heavy covers. For sure I’ll sleep.

O The Simplicity Of Your Doings My Master!

Friday, April 24, 2020 at 7:05 am.

What numbers in the last three numbers of the date and time? 7+0+5—by far the best three numbers of them all!

• Completeness and Rest=7.
• Zero means comprehensiveness, openness, wholeness, and infinity. It’s an all-inclusive number.
• Grace and Preparation=5.

What Am I To Expect From Now On? …

Completeness and Rest. Zero means comprehensiveness, openness, wholeness, and infinity. It is an all-inclusive number. Grace and Preparation.

• Rest.
• No worries while You are working all inclusive matters in Your so loved world.
• Grace and favor while we rest and wait on You to manifest Yourself to us all.

Time To Format, Edit, And Get Ready To Post …

Friday, April 24, 2020 at 7:30 am.

On cue with number 30. A reminder that we are to dedicate our time to proclaim the meaning of Yahushua’s blood. You are giving us grace to begin the preparation for the near future.

• The Number Thirty – Dedication, The Blood of Messiah

Well? Somehow, I Spent The Day Practicing Text Effects On My Name …

Friday, April 24, 2020 at 7:46 pm.

I just did not get around to posting. I sense there is something to happen before I post next, so? I let go. Be still. Wait. For I know You are at work for our benefit. Let Your will be done not mine.

What Now To Do, My Master? …

Add these last entries at the beginning of the post. Then? Write and add the caption for your crest.

• It is done. Entries from Friday, April 24, 2020 at 7:54 pm to now on Tuesday, May 5, 2020 at 8:20 pm are added at the beginning of this post.

O my Master! I Am Having A Hard Time Piecing The Post, But! …

Wednesday, May 6, 2020 at 7:07 am.

But You know all about it, and? What are the three numbers in the hour right now telling me? The numbers 7-0-7 stand for:

• The number 7 stands for Completeness and Rest. The Master Creator—Almighty Yahuwah does marvelous things in the earth with this number.
• Zero means comprehensiveness, openness, wholeness, and infinity. It’s an all-inclusive number.

Ha! I Must Stand At The Complete Rest You Have Brought Me Into …

That means I must relax because You are leading me at all times. I have edited, edited, and edited. Enough!

I Sense You Are Leading Me To Relax Now And Go On …

Wednesday, May 6, 2020 at 11:08 am.

So? On I go to the WordPress editor for the final edited prior to posting. Again, I feel like joyfully skipping like a calf released from the stall.

Whether I Gain Or Loose Readers It Is No Longer My Concern …

You are in control of all writings I set up on these posts I publish. It is Your message to each child of Yours. Would the message reach its destination? Certainly!

His love in my heart for all. thiaBasilia.