The Human Mind? Must Figure It Out Yet …
What Did I Do All Day Long? Here I Go. The End Of This Day …
Wednesday, February 26, 2020 at 11:02 pm.
Did a lot but right now? I’m not feeling bad, but! I’m in the fog. The site is messed up again. The NET is not working. The gas is gone! I am cold. Inevitable frustrations. No matter. I wait on You. Heading for bed.
Am I A Woman Of Faith? That’s Not The Question …?
Thursday, February 27, 2020 at 6:43 am.
The question is, why am I a woman of faith, and? To whom goes the honor for my faithfulness. So easy I find myself wanting to steal the honor belonging to You for whatever I am. Quote:
Matthew 5:16-20 AMPC+
Let your light so shine before men that they may see your moral excellence and your praiseworthy, noble, and good deeds and recognize and honor and praise and glorify your Father Who is in heaven.
Do not think that I have come to do away with or undo the Law or the Prophets; I have come not to do away with or undo but to complete and fulfill them.
For truly I tell you, until the sky and earth pass away and perish, not one smallest letter nor one little hook [identifying certain Hebrew letters] will pass from the Law until all things [it foreshadows] are accomplished.
Whoever then breaks or does away with or relaxes one of the least [important] of these commandments and teaches men so shall be called least [important] in the kingdom of heaven, but he who practices them and teaches others to do so shall be called great in the kingdom of heaven.
For I tell you, unless your righteousness (your uprightness and your right standing with God) is more than that of the scribes and Pharisees, you will never enter the kingdom of heaven. End of quote.
Amazing! You Never Fail To Open My Eyes To See The Evil Around Me …
Even within me. Wow! You have graced me with extraordinary gifts. You have lifted me up and honored me. Just like You promised You would do. Quote:
Psalms 91:14-16 AMPC+
Because he has set his love upon Me, therefore will I deliver him; I will set him on high, because he knows and understands My name [has a personal knowledge of My mercy, love, and kindness—trusts and relies on Me, knowing I will never forsake him, no, never].
He shall call upon Me, and I will answer him; I will be with him in trouble, I will deliver him and honor him.
With long life will I satisfy him and show him My salvation. End of quote.
Amazing? Indeed! Your Super Abundance Soon Coming To Me Along With Your Testing Question …?
“Your health? Your wealth? I will soon restore. The crowd will knock at your door the seat of honor to offer you. Would you accept such honor?”
My Response? No Way! Maybe, The Mention Of My Name? …
O pitiable me! Distasteful hypocrisy, like You set Derek Murphy to see it in me. No way will I ever sit in that honor seat, but! ‘thiaBasilia—a woman of faith’ why not?
- Me. Me! Why not thiaBasilia? Quote:
“Remember, My power no foe can withstand.
Everything the enemy has stolen from you will soon return to you tenfold.
Even so? Rejoice not in the super-abundance coming to you.
Instead, rejoice in My Presence.
Despite the lack of material comfort for the moment there shall no evil come near you not any plague come nigh your dwelling in My Secret Place.” End of quote.
O Yes! I Remember By Your Grace To Illustrate My Hypocritical Response …?
It continues to amaze me how You turn tables on me. Last night? Frustrated, disgusted with it all, I headed for bed. You kindly graced me with sleep on and off until 5:30 am today. On waking up?
Ha! I’m Not Feeling Bad At All. Let’s See What You Got For Me …
In wonder I took care of my business. I fixed and ate and drank my eats and my drinks. On to the screen to check the emails. The headline You quickened to me?
- Women Of Faith – Trading My Sorrows … I clicked.
- What did I see?
- The glory of the flesh in lieu of Your glory.
Gee-Wiz! Multitude, Thousands Of Lifted Hands, Singing, Dancing, Joyfully Chanting, Trading My Sorrows, Yes Lord! …
And I cringed! My hands were not there but my name was! Where in heaven’s name is it written that we are such emotional show of Your joy to exhibit? The truth?
All Written In The Three Chapters Greatly Ignored Nowadays …
Come on now? I am human. Why pretend any different to be? To live in obscurity is not my cup of tea, but! I don’t need any tea at all. You are in control! Thank goodness!
You’ll Keep Me Safe And Secured In Your Secret Place Despite My Foolish Flesh …
Thursday, February 27, 2020 at 10:48 am.
Hum! Why waste my time figuring out my own mind? Let go. Be still. Relax. Wait. You are at work. That’s the fact You have revealed to me to humbly accept to be exact. Quote:
Psalms 25:8-10 AMPC+
Good and upright is the Master; therefore will He instruct sinners in [His] way.
He leads the humble in what is right, and the humble He teaches His way.
All the paths of the Master are mercy and steadfast love, even truth and faithfulness are they for those who keep His covenant and His testimonies. End of quote.
Why You Quickened Me To Use Master Instead Of Lord? …
Thursday, February 27, 2020 at 11:58 am.
Lord is a human royalty term to denote superiority. But Master denotes ownership not just superiority. You are my Master. I belong to You. I am Your bond-servant.
- So? To address You as Lord would negate Your ownership of my being.
Humble Nobility. Being Your Servant Is An Honorable Position, But! …
It’s a position that bypasses the human mind—a misconceived idea of freedom. Anyhow? It’s no longer a matter to trouble me, and?
As Far As The Splendid Future Of My Journey? …
It’s all detailed in Jeremiah 31:1-40. Because that future I can face the present, I have no need to figure out anything about anything.
You Are At Work. I Must Wait And Keep On Waiting …
Thursday, February 27, 2020 at 1:15 pm
Waiting until Your appropriate time to manifest Your accomplished work for Your creation. I thank You for Your strength to wait despite my kicking against the pricks of these pitiful surroundings.
Yeah! The More I Kick The More Those Pricks Prick …
What do You want from me at this point of my journey in Your Presence, my Master? You responded to my question by putting me at the edge of loosing my mind again, but!
You Held Me Up. You Promised Me Such Will Never Happen Again …
Thursday, February 27, 2020 at 6:46 pm.
I believe You. I sat still for better than four hrs. I wept aloud. I put it all on You. I could not move until Ahmad came and went. The whole incident happened for Ahmad’s benefit. I will try now to sleep.
Let This Cup Pass. Nevertheless, Let Your Will Be Done …
Friday, February 28, 2020 at 2:14 am.
Three temptations overcome. The devil departed but only for a time. I thought to be now at home. Safe and secured in Your Secret Place, yet? You have much to accomplish in my body while I walk among man. Quote:
Matthew 4:11 AMPC+
Then the devil departed from Him, and behold, angels came and ministered to Him.
From The Beginning My Question Who Am I?
In fact that was the title for the first booklet You inspired to me. You have given me several answers at different stages of my journey in Your sight and service.
One Thing Is Certain From The Beginning, What I Am Not …
Friday, February 28, 2020 at 10:51 am.
I am not a prophet, a preacher, or a teacher much less a Bible scholar. I have been called to keep my loins girded and my lamp burning, to keep awake and alert, watching and waiting for my Master’s return.
- I have been instructed in the ways of my Master and exhorted to will His will to be ready for my Master’s return.
- I have been given a commission to be a faithful and wise steward in my Master’s house.
- To supply food to His household of servants.
- I have been given the stewardship of a large portion of food to eat and I must share.
- For to whom much is given, much is required to share. Luke 12:36 48
But! I Never Realized The Time Of Suffering Involved In The Service, Until …
February 28, 2020 at 11:34 am.
Until now some 46 years later, and? I find myself down in the dumps of despair. For the suffering continues to this day. Is that of any consequence in Your purpose for my life? Nay.
Not In The Way Of My Imagination …
Saturday, February 29, 2020 at 12:45 am.
This is the onset of a 29 days February. What will it be? First thought coming to mind? You can’t do it alone. Reflecting on the headline that came to me.
Correct. The Question Is, Who Is Your Partner? …
It boggles my mind to consider the great number of superhuman men and women who blaze the trail of success and wealth.
Even So? Rare Is The Hero Who Exalts You As Their Source, But! …
It is all under Your control. Of course, in reflecting You turn the matter to me. Who has been and continues to be my Partner? Who else if it isn’t You, my Beloved Master?
Nevertheless? From My Birth Until The Moment …
You have gifted me with the numerous souls that have cared and nursed me all of my life. What a partner You are! You alone in this whole Universe knows this human being You have partnered with a long time ago.
Really? What On Earth Am I Talking About? …
I am talking about the covenant You made with one man to begin with. The everlasting Covenant You made starting with Abraham, continuing through our present day, and reaching beyond the imminent return of our Savior and Messiah Yahushua, as stated in THE CHOSEN PEOPLE By Don Esposito.
You Used That Book To Open And Turn My Eyes To You Above All …
Indeed! Like the woman in the well I was searching for the things that could not satisfied until I read that book, and? Your light shone in the darkness of my mind.
How Did You Bring Don Esposito Into My Life And Why? …
That happened some time around 2006-2007. Back to bed 2:12 am until 6:03 am. Four hrs. of sound painless restful sleep. You put me to sleep while You revealed to me the matter of Don Esposito and Yedidah on waking up.
How And Why Don Esposito And Yedidah Into My Life? …
Saturday, February 29, 2020 at 7:00 am.
On this 13th year since You sent Yedidah and Don into my life You are revealing to me the why of Your doings. Amazing! It’s not about Yedidah or Don or myself.
It’s All About You And Your Creation …
Wow! What a revelation! Appropriately on this last 7th Day of Rest on the last day of the unique leap year day of February 2020 at 7 am.
What Are You Revealing To Us All? …
- First Yedidah sent to enlighten me on THE FOUNDATION OF DECEPTION in two parts: Part I: THE GOSPEL ACCORDING TO CONSTANTINE. Part II: “I Have Departed”
- Next? Don Esposito to put me on The everlasting Covenant You made starting with Abraham. Next?
- Myself to pass on to each one of Your children You have given to me how these matters are of the uppermost importance in the process of Your creation’s restoration.
Now? Here Is The Account On How This Process Mount Has Developed In My Life’s Own Mount …
Saturday, February 29, 2020 at 10:42 am
I might insert the links to those writings at the end of this post as You are leading me to do, why? To avoid the risk of misinterpretation of Your purpose for such information given to Yedidah and Don.
For Each One Of Us Must Go Trough The Process Of Our Lives, But!
We do not grasp such matter until Your appointed time for each one of us to grasp it. In the meantime, what happens when we get such important information?
Ha! Inevitable, Some, Like Myself Get All Enthuse But Many Disregard It, Period …
Well? In my enthusiasm I set Yedidah in a pedestal until You knocked down such pedestal with the reality of my self-centeredness.
In The Case Of Don Esposito? You Exposed To Me Don’s Self-centeredness …?
Alright! You led me to let both Yedidah and Don know what You had revealed to me about their doings. Don responded accusing me of being a false prophet. Yedidah apparently ignored me.
Me? You Led Me To Let Go Of The Matter Until Today, Why? …
Saturday, February 29, 2020 at 10:57 am.
That’s what You are revealing to me as You bring me to review my past writings as well as Yedidah’s and Don’s writings. Wow!
All Our Doings, Mine And Yedidah And Don’s Doings? Parallel …
What? Why was I down in the dumps from reading my first writings? Hum! I was ashamed of my sneaky self-centeredness, but! Again, Is that of any consequence in Your purpose for my life?
Yes Of Course, But! I Was Not Aware Of The Consequence Until Today …
On waking up today, You revealed Yourself to me big time. It all came together in my mind as if by magic. No kidding.
How Am I Feeling Right Now? WOW! …
Saturday, February 29, 2020 at 7:50 am.
WOW! Is the word right now. Phew! The last few days have been so rough that I came to the point of jumping ship or loosing my mind again, but!
You Held Me Tight To Your Bosom …
You didn’t let me down! You proved to Satan Your stand when it comes to the thiaBasilia—the Child Of Your Heart. I can sing now:
- Satan had me bound but Yahushua set me free! With gusto and delight! Dancing comes after the sorrowful night.
Indeed! I Am Feeling The Best I Have Felt In A Long Long Time …
Saturday, February 29, 2020 at 8:16 am.
For it’s not just a feeling. It’s altogether the assurance of Your Presence within my being and in every minute detail of my life.
Here Is A Summary Of The Creator’s Revelation Of Himself To Me For The Benefit Of Us All …
Saturday, February 29, 2020 at 2:06 pm.
A bulleted list:
- The Family In Your Mind all the time.
- It’s the expression of Your Passionate Love For Your Creation.
- The Ever Existent One? Before the Universe ever existed.
- The Universe? Created not Creator.
- The Human Imagination? Blown false Winds Out Of Proportion.
- This 2020 Year? The Truth Of It All Shall Take Control.
- The Internet Waves? Carrying The Message Of The Creation’s Restoration.
- The message? Addressed not to the multitude at large.
- Rather addressed to each individual member of the remnant now the multitude roaming the four corners of the earth unaware of their rightful identity with the Creator.
- This matter is not conceived in Yedidah’s writings. She conceives the remnant to be only a few committed souls. Even so?
- The Creator’s Unfathomable Wisdom? Shall Supersede The Human Imagination’s False Winds To Blow Away The Truth, The Way, The Light, And The Eternal Life In The Creator’s Bosom.
- All already Displayed In A Big Way in the most unexpected and simple incidents in our lives’ existence.
- Steady sense of realty.
- Reality? Now revealed.
- None shall be lost.
- Despite the fearful conception of the remnant by Yedidah, the remnant now populates the four corners of the earth.
- They consist of the ‘Lost Sheep of Israel’.
- That’s the remnant the Creator is bringing home sooner than all the human’s misconceived timelines and doom recent predictions by many who interpret the spiritual words with the mind of the flesh.
- Created to be Loved to Love…
- What is born of the physical is physical.
- What is born of the Spirit is spirit.
- The Spirit gives life.
- The flesh conveys no benefit whatever [there is no profit in it].
- The words (truths) that have been spoken to us are spirit and life.
- HOPE in Death.
- Hope in 2020.
- It’s all a process. The process of our lives.
- This process? Been going on in each individual’s life, including Yedidah’s, Don Esposito’s, and my life.
- Thus, whatever we have written it has been written from the standpoint of our lives at the time we wrote whatever.
- Therefore, unintentional we have added our interpretation of the information given to us to share with all, but!
- The information is sound as far as history goes but fragmentary as far as the content of the Scriptures in totally.
- Furthermore, even when the information is historically sound and reliable it has caused much confusion in the receivers of it. Some accept it blindly, and, equally blindly some reject it.
- Well? The process is now in its completion.
- Therefore? It came to me to review the writings and the book. After reviewing the writings it came to me not to insert the links to Yedidah’s article as I intended to do because much of the information given is fragmentary despite her efforts to prove it complete.
- As far as Don Esposito’s book it came to me to format the information given about The everlasting Covenant You made starting with Abraham, continuing through our present day, and reaching beyond the imminent return of our Savior and Messiah Yahshua, as stated in THE CHOSEN PEOPLE By Don Esposito.
- Such covenant is what is now being revealed to us all. For such covenant is the expression of the Creator’s heart of passionate love for His creation including us human beings.
Time Now To Close This Writing. Time To Create A Graphic To Illustrate The Matter.
Saturday, February 29, 2020 at 4:49 pm. To now at 9:21 pm.
Many closed doors finding.
The imagination blowing things out of proportion.
Troubles at high sea.
Smooth sailing waters.
The almost open door.
In the interior garden.
My future home in Your so ever real but invisible Presence forever to be. Never alone anymore the end is to be for me.
- Graphic finished. No Internet. Computer off. Heading for bed on Sunday, March 1, 2020 at 1:07 am.
The 3rd Month Of 2020 Year Is Here! …
Sunday, March 1, 2020 at 8:33 am.
How is it finding me? Resting secured in Your Secret Place. What a blessing. The rain was pouring down. The winter raged all night. The wind roared its terrifying sound.
Me? Undisturbed. Finished My Task. Turn Off. Headed For Bed …
What a difference from my past anxiety days. Now set all the way in Your ways. No worries. No sorriest. It all now under Your full control more than ever before!
The Woman Of Faith Or The Faithful One? …
The human mind? Must figure it out yet or, what’s the need for my figuring? What is to be in Your heart and mind is to be despite my thinking, feeling, or figuring.
All exposed in the previous lines. All is happening on Your exact time. All inhabitants on these earthly grounds shall now bow down. It’s not about my faith. It’s all about Your faithfulness, O Mighty Faithful One!
That’s The Fact To Be Exact …
Much love to all. thiaBasilia.