From page 5
“My child, O thiaBasilia—O Child Of My Heart? Pause. Reflect, My child, yes, it looks like the ones living by their own righteousness flourish but you perish in pain and lack.
I know the pain in your soul to read what shall be the end of the self-righteous as well as the end of the wicked corrupted sinners.
I know the pain in your soul to contemplate the possibility of your present suffering to be My punishment.
I know you see the leaders of My flock in celebration instead of preparation.
I know you see your children and so many good-hearten souls living what they claim to be My will for them to live in a state of euphoria about My written words.
I know you still have no understanding at all of the meaning of suffering in My agenda.
O thiaBasilia—O Child Of My Heart? Because you don’t understand you attribute your suffering to be punishment for whatever evil you have done. Far from the fact.
O my Master, You know that at 11:22 pm I could not keep my eyes opened, You led me to bed but I remained in Your Presence. I slept on and off until around 5 am. Hungry and cold but in excellent spirits. I fixed and ate what I did not do last night because I was down and out. I am now ready to continue listening to Your instructions.)
Coming To Mind: Laughter Is Not A Euphoric Or Exaggerated State Of Happiness, With No Foundation In Truth Or Reality.
Thursday, January 9, 2020 at 7:20 am.
Hahaha! HalleluYah! So that’s what my problem was yesterday! Duh! I could not find any euphoria in my pain and suffering.
- I could not see the difference between suffering and euphoria.
How Timely You Sent Me To Bed. You Knew I Needed To Rest My Body And Mind, Otherwise? …
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