Perhaps? Over The Amens To The Written Lines?
Complete Rest On You. My Today 7th Day Of Rest …
Saturday, December 14, 2019 at 7:41 am.
So especial! Not a feeling. Not a sense. A reality! That’s the way from now on to eternity. Spent the whole day preparing to post these matters.
Your Reward For Coming Into Your Rest Once For All? …
Sunday, December 15, 2019 at 3:23 am.
It’s astonishing the how You demonstrate to me Your reality. No, by all means! I am not imagining things. I slept towards the end of the afternoon. I woke up at the sound of Ahmad’s “Hello!”
- Ha! I did not move. I kept quiet. I waited. He began to connect the gas tank. I moved to get up. He came to say ‘hello’ again. I took care of my business.
- Heat on to my delight but I kept quiet. I could not utter a sound. He proceeded to set up the super he brought to eat with me. He urged me to eat. “I’m not hungry. Go ahead.” “I can’t eat by myself.” I took the plate he offered. I helped myself to some of the food. Still, no talk. I waited.
- He began to talk. “I am wrong. You been right all the time” I could not utter a sound to interrupt his talk in between bites. I was spellbound.
- “My white heart is of no benefit to me!” Wow! I could have leap for joy, but! I held my piece for a few seconds. My clue to share at last. A quote of my words to him:
“Correct! Your white heart is not only of n benefit, it’s worse! Your white heart is a hindrance. I have always known it. But no one ever understood me. That’s why I cried and cried, until this morning. The gas ran out yesterday. But I did not panic. I no longer question the bad things that come my way. Despite the fact that I was feeling pretty bad, I refuse to question and complain.
I went to bed hoping to rest. Once in bed? The tears began to flow. The reason for my discomfort surfaced. Abandonment! Been abandoned by so many. “Is Ahmad abandoning me?” I wept. I fell asleep. The words in my mouth when I woke up?
No gas. Cold! No sign of help. What am I to do? I respect Your Authority. I refuse to complain. I refuse to question You. I am Your servant not Your Master. I am Your child not Your parent. I forgive Ahmad as You forgive me.
O Ahmad! That’s when I heard His words to me early this morning. Almost audible I clearly heard:
“Get up! Move around! Fix a cup of cinnamon ginger tea. Relax. I am at work.”
Ahmad, your words are a confirmation of His work in your heart. He is at work. We must relax. We must wait to see what happens next.” End of quote.
So Here I Am. Like A Maid Wait For Her Mistress Instructions, So I Wait For Yours …
Sunday, December 15, 2019 at 5:00 am.
The response to yesterday’s post is quite encouraging. Even so? One comment brought me back to the hindrances in my past. Quote:
Amen, Thia. Many will see it and give glory to Him, the Almighty One.
Slept from 4:41 pm to 9:30 pm better than 4 hours. Great!