Lamenting. Complaining. Judging You O Mighty One? …

I Heard Your Voice A Long Time Ago, “Let Us Reason Together …

Indeed! I responded willing and obedient. You have come through with Your promise to change my scarlet crimson sins to the white color of snow and wool, and? (Isaiah 1:18-19)

Your Promise For Me To Eat The Good Of The Land …

I ate my lunch. I drank some strong tea mixture. Suddenly at 2:57 pm I became really uncomfortable. My stomach queasy. I headed to bed. Will record later. I laid down. Tears began to flow.

I Dumped My Worst Fears On You. I Slept. Woke Up Around 7 Pm. A Dream …

Thursday, December 12, 2019 at 8:32 pm.

I still feel like crying. I got up. So cold! Turned on the heat. After a while my little friend brought me some food. I told him about the water. Don’t know if he understood. He left. Thinking about the strange dream. Quote:

After a flash of much activity going on, I looked down from the balcony. There was Joyce holding what looked like a wet white sock in her hand. Told me to tell so and so to open the door. I woke up.

What Came To Me After I Woke Up?

Evidently, in the dream Joyce had been lost to us, but she found her way back. Why a wet white sock in her hand? Well? The ATM card is still not here. I thought that perhaps the dream meant to tell me the card is now here, but!

I Have Not Heard From Ahmad For Two Days Now, And? …

O my Master! You know how much that affects me despite my determination to let go, to let You take care of all things for me. But I can’t get rid of the lurking fear of Ahmad’s abandoning me.

That’s What You Brought To The Surface Before I Fell Sleep …?

And that’s why I still feel like crying. Even so? You know all about it. You know me better than I know myself. The meaning of a white sock leads me to understand Your message. Quote:

Seeing socks in dreams typically relate to warmth and comfort. Wet socks in the dream signals to the little misunderstanding and annoying disagreement that you might have in your family home and social circle. Your comfort zone is being compromised because of these issues at hand.

Meaning of the color white: Perfection. Meaning: Hope, faith, purity, perfection, confidence, enlightenment.

O My Master! My Comfort Zone Compromised? …

Ah! The white in the dream? You are letting me know how Your perfection overcomes the threat to my comfort zone in my relationship with Ahmad.

Your Message? Hope, Faith, Purity, Perfection, Confidence, Enlightenment …

My comfort zone in my relationship with Ahmad? Enlightenment! My comfort zone in my relationship with You overcomes all comfort zones in my human relationships! Wow!

Now I Do Not Feel Like Crying Anymore! …

Instead? Hope, Faith, Purity, Perfection, Confidence, Joy inexplicable full of Your esteem fills my heart. No room for lamenting Ahmad’s doings for sure.

Let Ahmad. Let My Children. Let All My Loved Ones Set In Your Hands Of Mercy …

Thursday, December 12, 2019 at 9:43 pm.

Absolutely true! In Your hands You got the whole world. In Your hands You got me, my loved ones along with all Your loved ones. What a comfort!

11:16 pm bed

Lamenting. Complaining. Judging You? …

Friday, December 13, 2019 at 4:01 am.

That’s what it amounts to. I never did realize it until You reminded to me. I was slaved in the world of plenty. You set me free Your slave instead to be. Me?

Duh! I Could Not See For The Life Of Me The Implications …

Friday, December 13, 2019 at 4:35 am.

Beyond all my imaginations. Pure Gold for dirty tinsels. My mind could not grasp the immensity of such grand transaction. In the dark from the start. I called good for evil. I called evil for good. And You knew it, but!

It Did Not Diminish What You One Day In My Mind Set To Never Finish …

Friday, December 13, 2019 at 5:20 am

Behold! The Power of Your Love and Wisdom from on high descending upon us all. It never fails. it always avails!

It’s Set! It’ll Never, Ever Finish For Sure …?

Many shall see it. Many shall honor You for such grand transaction. Many shall come to respect Your Supreme Authority. Many shall willingly submit to such Authority. What a blessing!

Here is the end of what I am suppose to post next but? Stuck Again, My Master! …

Friday, December 13, 2019 at 8:26 pm.

I don’t know what am I doing? I go from one thing to another. I feel lost, but! I am totally confident on You. I know this is just part of my learning curve. In time, You’ll show me the way. No worries.

No gas. Cold! No sign of help. What am I to do?

Saturday, December 14, 2019 at 4:13 am.

I respect Your Authority. I refuse to complain. I refuse to question You. I am Your servant not Your Master. I am Your child not Your parent. I forgive Ahmad as You forgive me.

Ha! At Last! I Distinctly Hear You. What A Marvel! …

“Get up! Move around! Fix a cup of cinnamon ginger tea. Relax. I am at work.”

O my Master! In my heart there rings a melody of love—the power of Your love and wisdom! Strength—Your strength not just to withstand the worst but overcome it altogether.

I Am Going On! By The Power Of That Love And Wisdom From You …

Enjoy! Deploy!

Much love to all. thiaBasilia.