To Keep Up With The Thread Of The Story While I Work On The Book.
Announcing…
The book is still on the making. Is taking longer than what I had figured. As soon as it’s ready I will post the link to it.
In this update I will refer to the headlines in the book ending with the details of the end of the month, beginning the next month.
Well? Been Up Since About 2:29 Am. What Has Developed Since? …
Sunday, November 24, 2019 at 12:18 pm.
I Went Ahead, Made The Post And Posted. Then? Surprise! End Of Gas In Heater …
What To Do Now, My Master? I’ll Try The Bed See If I Can Sleep …
Open The Door To Get Some Fresh Air In …
Now What? It’s 12:45 Pm. Have Not Heard From Ahmad. Getting Cold Again …
The Sun Is Shining In The Apartment. I’m Comfortable. No News From Ahmad, But! …
Sunday, November 24, 2019 at 1:54 pm.
Ha! I Take It Now I Have Really, Really Learned The Lesson? …
What A Great Feeling It Is To Be Sensible Instead Of Emotional …
What Comes To Mind Now? The Way I Been Prepared To Handle Disasters …
O My Master! Ten Long Years Of Emotionalism Since You Brought Me To These Grounds.
Waiting. Expecting, Looking, And Longing To Be Gracious To Us …
It’s now 3:07 pm. Sleep? Until 5:08 pm. Cold. Close door. Now what, my Father? How am I going to make it without gas on the cold night?
For An Answer? The Door Opens Up. My Little Friend Steps In. Water! Great! No Gas …?
Sunday, November 24, 2019 at 6:53 pm.
Your Messengers. That’s How I’ll Make It Through This Cold Winter Setting In …
I Do Not Know How To Put It. Fact: You Harden Hearts. You Make Us Suffer To Teach Us To Fear You …
Sunday, November 24, 2019 at 10:32 pm
I’m Up. Uncomfortable Again. No Sign Of Ahmad. Not Knowing What To Do, Still …
Slept For 4 Hours. How Blessed I Am Living In Your Presence
Monday, November 25, 2019 at 3:03 am.
They Dressed Me In Black But I Was In The Dark …
Little They Knew The Meaning Of The Color Black. I Was In The Dark As Well …
Black? Little Did I Know Black To Be Your Color My Master!
Amazed. In Awe Of Your Doings I Remain …
Woke Up In The Dark Even When The Light Was On. Now What, My Master? I Asked …
Well? Before I Continue With The Colors’ Meaning I Must Quote Your Words At That Time, Why? …
O My Master! Your Answer Floods My Soul With Joyful Certainty Of My Present And My Future …
My Reaction To Your Words …
Wow! You Have Now Set Me Up To Digest The Meaning Of The Color Black For The Rest Of This Day …
Monday, November 25, 2019 at 8:32 am.
Collection of Prophetic Meanings of Colors by Carol Nemitz.
Sunshine In The Sky. On My Soul? All Is Dim …
Not A Sign Of Your Evident Good And Favor, But! …
Your Promises Are Sound Despite My Feelings. That’s The Fact …
Monday, November 25, 2019 at 11:23 am.
You Have Repeated Those Words To Me For Thirty-One Years, Still …
Monday, November 25, 2019 at 11:45 am.
I Am Free To Believe And Choose Your Peace And Be Confident In Your Promise Or …?
Your Way? I Am To Rejoice On The Trouble Present Not To Lament …
Perhaps I Lack All Material Wealth And Even Health, No Matter …
Would People Chop Me Off Their Lives? …
Monday, November 25, 2019 at 4:39 pm.
Master? I Don’t Know What To Do With This Sense I Have Of Being Chopped …
I See It, My Master! My Sense Comes From You …
Their Belief Is Not Enough, Why?…
Monday, November 25, 2019 at 8:39 pm.
I Sense This Time My Readiness Is For Keeps …
To bed. It’s 11:04 pm to 4:44 am
Tuesday, November 26, 2019 at 4:51 am.
Master? It Is Exactly As You Are And Have Been Telling Me And Showing Me Since 1988, But!
Tuesday, November 26, 2019 at 9:30 am.
This Moment? Your Decreed Moment For My Complete Deliverance. Wow!
That’s The Spirit That Makes Me Ready To Receive From You …
Tuesday, November 26, 2019 at 10:09 am.
Sober Not To Hype-Up It’s All Turning Out To Be For Me…
What A Day This Is Turning Out To Be! …
Tuesday, November 26, 2019 at 10:39 am.
With That Thought In My Mind I Proceeded To Do My Business …
O What A Wonder! I Finish The Toilet Business …
Just At The Moment That I Am Thinking What’s Next? How Was I To Cook?
All Of This Is Somewhat Ordinary For Most People, So?
Tuesday, November 26, 2019 at 11:40 am.
To See It All From Your Perspective? That’s How It Shall Be Now That I Am Free! …
Tuesday, November 26, 2019 at 3:17 pm.
One Phone Call From Ahmad. One E-Mail From Pat Tempting Me To Retaliate To No Avail …
Tuesday, November 26, 2019 at 7:20 pm.
No Words To Described My Anticipation To Meet With What I Considered To Be My Mentor And Friend …
Not Ahmad. Not Pat. Absolutely No One Can Or Could Disturb Me At All For Sure …
Tuesday, November 26, 2019 at 7:57 pm.
Tears Begin To Flow From My Eyes As They Flown From The Eyes Of The Prophet Jeremiah …
But! Despite Their Pride? The Power Of Your Love And Wisdom Shall Prevail …
Break at 9:30 pm to 10:01 pm.
I Had To Go Through The Process To Demonstrate Your Ways To Set A Human Being Free …
Tuesday, November 26, 2019 at 10:15 pm.
Yes! I Wasted My Life Harboring Resentments—Lamenting My Lot In Life; Living In The Natural, Until? …
Thank Goodness! It’s Finish! Now? …
Tuesday, November 26, 2019 at 10:53 pm.
What A Way To Keep All Disturbances Off My Mind And Heart …
Welcome Calmness. Peace. Sense. Strength. Wisdom! …
O My Master! Awake Or Sleep Your Abundance And Prosperity Soon To Come Our Way Message Is Clear …
Wednesday, November 27, 2019 at 5:05 am.
Still? No Hype Or Emotional Elation. Calm. Compose. Confident On You …
I Had My Plans To Rearrange The Apartment With Ahmad’s Help, So? …
That Happened On November 12, 2019. What Happened Next? …
Now? All Indications In My Sense And In My Dreams? You Are Ready To Bless Us …
5:57 am to 7:31 am sleepy head for bed 8:57 am
Wednesday, November 27, 2019 at 10:47 am.
I’m Stuck My Master! I Need To Hear From You …
Wednesday, November 27, 2019 at 1:38 pm.
I Wait. Despite All That Causes This Sadness To Me, I Wait On You With Patience And Composure …
Wednesday, November 27, 2019 at 2:39 pm.
Ha! So That’s The Cause Of My Sadness—No Clue From You …
And That’s When Your Clue Materializes …
Wednesday, November 27, 2019 at 9:18 pm.
The Door Opens! In Comes Ahmad. Be Still. Wait …
Wednesday, November 27, 2019 at 10:17 pm.
Talking About A Big Clue! Master! You Are For Real! …
Not A Sign I Ask Of You. But A Clue? …
When We Down? You Quick To Give Us A Needed Clue To Pick Us Up! …
A New Day. Renewed Hope …
Thursday, November 28, 2019 at 12:03 am.
You have renewed my hope and confidence in You. You always do. I will now head for bed. I know You are calling me to rest underneath Your everlasting arms. Up at 3 am.
O My Master! I’m Trembling With Awesome Fear Of You! …
Thursday, November 28, 2019 at 4:07 am.
You are a consuming fire! You aim to consume the devil’s house but save Your house. That is Your message while I was resting underneath Your everlasting arms.
All I Now Consider Of Value In This World Shall Be Of No Value In Your World …
Thursday, November 28, 2019 at 7:02 am.
You Establish My Steps In The Present In These Earthly Grounds As They Are Now, But!…
Sleep? 7:25 am to 10 am.
Thursday, November 28, 2019 at 10:25 am.
Indeed! I Rebelled Against You To Sit Myself Over You Just Like The Devil By Name, Satan Did …
Master! The Multitude Of Rebels Sitting Over You Is Staggering! …
Thursday, November 28, 2019 at 12:17 pm.
So Contrary To Your Will And Nature. You Are A Consuming Fire, But!
The Sad Thing Is How The Human Being Deceives Himself …
It’s Of No Use For Me To Try To Convince Them Otherwise …
Thursday, November 28, 2019 at 1:54 pm.
You Know I Need Human Fellowship, And? …
The Following Verses In Your Written Words Are Clear To Confirm All Written Today …
Quote: All in the book.
Today Is Thanksgiving Day In The USA But! …
Thursday, November 28, 2019 at 2:16 pm.
I Am Looking Forward For The Day We All Come Together Under Your Banner Of Love …
Your Decreed Time For Me To Grasp Your Words Is Here …
Friday, November 29, 2019 at 5:44 am.
I Am Still In The Dark About What’s Happening In Ahmad’s World, But!
That’s The Renewed thiaBasilia On Thanksgiving Day 2019 …
Even So? Situations Come My Way That Call For My Concern …
Surprise! No Anger. No Retaliation. I Did The Right And Proper Thing Without Even Thinking …
Wow! Fulfilled Words You Spoke To Me On That Memorable October 3, 2009 …
The End? Saved! Restored! Renewed. Now? Ready To Receive From You …
Friday, November 29, 2019 at 7:15 am.
Been A Long Break. Working On Graphics All Day …
Friday, November 29, 2019 at 3:52 pm.
The End Of The Month. The End Of My Bickering. Beginning Again …
Saturday, November 30, 2019 at 4:44 am.
Wow! You Decode The Numbers In The Date To My Astonishment …
Astonish But Sober, Certain, Confident, Steady Standing On Sacred Ground …
This 2019 Year Is My Jubilee Year For Sure! …
It’s By Faith That I Proclaim This To Be My Jubilee Year …
The Wondering How This Troublesome Year Is Meant To Be For Me Stops Right Now.
Saturday, November 30, 2019 at 5:50 am.
Human Labors? I Have Ceased From The Weariness And Pain Of It All, But!…
To Depend On My Human Labors—The Work Of My Hands From My Mind Was A Painful Affair …
Saturday, November 30, 2019 at 2:59 pm.
Your Peace That Surpasses All Human Understanding Remains …
Saturday, November 30, 2019 at 9:13 pm.
What Have I Been Doing While I Wait On You …?
Saturday, November 30, 2019 at 10:16 pm.
Indeed! The Curtain Is Up! Your Show Of My Life Begins Again …?
Saturday, November 30, 2019 at 10:26 pm.
First Day Of The Last Month Of 2019—My Jubilee Year …
Sunday, December 1, 2019 at 10:45 am.
What An Accomplishment! I Got Up To The Tutorial On How To Accomplish It …
Sunday, December 1, 2019 at 2:14 pm.
Even So Today? I Find Myself Absolutely Unconcerned With Impressions, But! …
Why Is This Matter Surfacing Today, My Master? …
Your Grace. You Have Been Gracious To Me …
Your Victory, Your Favor, Your Love, Your Peace, Your Joy, And Your Matchless, Unbroken Companionship? …
It’s For Real. It’s For Keeps. Sober Realization Devoid Of All Hypes …
Sunday, December 1, 2019 at 3:50 pm.
I’m Now Stepping Into My Life’s Saga …
All Inharmonious Coming Into Harmony To My Delight And Encouragement …
Monday, December 2, 2019 at 5:40 am.
You Came In To Sup With Me. What A Delight To My Being! …
Monday, December 2, 2019 at 5:55 am.
The numbers in the hour of this moment again. Blow me away and put me back on these earthly grounds, O my Beloved Master! First You visit me. You came in to sup with me. Now? You tell me why. Quote:
Revelation 3:20-22
Behold, I stand at the door and knock; if anyone hears and listens to and heeds My voice and opens the door, I will come in to him and will eat with him, and he [will eat] with Me…..
Next? Three Times You Confirm The Matter To Me In The Numbers Of The Moment …
Quote about the numbers:
Indeed, My Master! Put Me Down On These Earthly Grounds As Long As You Are In Supping With Me …
Alright! Full To Capacity! My Clue To Step Into The Ongoing Saga Of My Life …
Monday, December 2, 2019at 4:23 pm.
Exchanged Emails With Roxana—Tomorrow? Her Birthday. Much Fun …
Monday, December 2, 2019 at 9:29 pm.
She liked my cover! Good sign from You, my Master. Also, I grasped Your direction on how to Introduce the book. Now?
Dedication
End Of Day For Me. Heading For Bed. Much Accomplished-on Monday, December 2, 2019 at 11:15 pm.
Well? It’s Another Day On This Winter Month …
Tuesday, December 3, 2019 at 3:30 am.
O my Beloved Master! I really, really do not like the winter. It’s the spring that I so wait for. It’s in the spring when You call me to come away with You. Quote:
Song of Solomon 2:10-13
My beloved speaks and says to me, Rise up, my love, my fair one, and come away.
For, behold, the winter is past; the rain is over and gone.
The flowers appear on the earth; the time of the singing [of birds] has come, and the voice of the turtledove is heard in our land.
The fig tree puts forth and ripens her green figs, and the vines are in blossom and give forth their fragrance. Arise, my love, my fair one, and come away.
Spring In My Heart? It’s My Reality Nowadays …
I go to sleep with the cry in my lips, “Your banner over me is love!” Sleep underneath Your everlasting arms. Your banner of love still over me. You hear my cry, “I am cold. I really, really don’t like winter!” And?
You Bring To My Mind And Heart The Spring In My Heart …
Indeed! The spring in my heart has always been there. Only the winter in my mind? Has kept me in confine! So long not strong. So long the winter’s coldness froze my heart. So long the winter wouldn’t depart.
But One Day Some 56 Years Back? Spring In My Heart. A Birth! …
The child has been the spring in my heart never to depart—Your gift. How amazing are Your loving ways to bring to my remembrance the spring in my heart on my beloved child’s 56th birthday!
Spring Within. Let’s Sup With HIM! …
Tuesday, December 3, 2019 at 4:21 pm.
It’s been a trying day with the program, but! O my Master! You have come through for me one more time. Everything went crazy. The support is no longer available. Suddenly! All got fixed.
I Have No Earthly Idea How It All Got Fixed, But! …
Spiritually? No doubt at all! You intervened. Master! O my Master, spring is really within. No need any longer to fret about the winter. Only need to enjoy the spring of Your visit to sup with me.
Human Love? How Fickle! It Can Get You In A Pickle …
Wednesday, December 4, 2019 at 4:10 am.
Just a trickle dose of love’s harmony propose could poison my soul to spiritual death. No matter. This world offers the sweet poison of its love. No need to even consider it for a second at all!
You, My Master? Intent Setting Up The Fountain Of Youth Within My Soul …
Yesterday You woke me up to set my mind on the spring in my heart’s confine. Just a moment ago, You let me see the hands setting up the Fountain of Youth within my inner most being. Wow! It’s written, quote:
John 7:37-38.
Now on the final and most important day of the Feast, Yahushua stood, and He cried in a loud voice, If any man is thirsty, let him come to Me and drink!
He who believes in Me [who cleaves to and trusts in and relies on Me] as the Scripture has said, From his innermost being shall flow [continuously] springs and rivers of living water.
Full Force The Winter Is Raging While Spring Sets In My Innermost Being …
What a marvelous thought to keep my eyes set on away from the tinsels of human’s sweet poisonous love. No need! Would tell me Adeeb on the mention of such sweet.
Indeed! This World Is Set On The Tinsels Of Love, But!
Wednesday, December 4, 2019 at 4:44 am.
You have overcome this world for me. Wow! This moment’s date? Wednesday or the 4th day of the week on the 4th day of the 12th month at exactly the hour and minutes of 4.44—four 4s—one 12. Meaning? Quote:
O! O! O! Indeed! O My Master! Blow Me Away And Put Me Back On These Earthly Grounds …
As long as You are supping and setting the Fountain of Living Waters within my innermost being to satiate the thirst of these earthly arid grounds.
No Need To Forgive Anymore. Have Forgiven. Been Forgiven …?
You Must Increase. I Must Decrease. All Done By Your Power Of Love And Wisdom …
Wednesday, December 4, 2019 at 6:07 am.
My decrease shall increase the effectiveness of the message You compel me to proclaim to Your people. But that decrease must be Your work not mine. Otherwise?
Self-Righteousness. Pride Before The Fall Sets In …
The condition, the position. Behold the glamorizing of Your sacred words. Behold the glamorizing of the deity they have made You to be. So far from You. So opposite to Your ways.
Be Still. Let Go. I Hear. You Are So Near! …
The moments. The amazing instances. I could reach over. I could touch You. You are so near on these sacred grounds I am now standing on, but!
I Must Not! I Must Put My Shoes Off My Feet. I Stand On Sacred Ground …
We Are Humans. A Human At His Best Is Profane …?
You Have Now Set Me To See From Your Perspective …
Well? Enough About Our Profanity. New Day Again …
Thursday, December 5, 2019 at 1:40 am.
Most Of My Day Was Spent Creating The Graphic To Express That Life …
I will go to sleep now. I wait to see what and when should I post …
Thursday, December 5, 2019 at 2:40 am.
I Am In This World. In It I Have Mostly Trouble. But! …
Friday, December 6, 2019 at 7:14 am.
The world’s trouble:
- Anger. Colossal confusion. Profanity, or moral corruption. Intemperance or sensuality within the human mind.
No Kidding! No Matter How Good And Righteous We Fancy Ourselves To Be We Just Can’t Be …?
The Saga Of My Life? Out Of This World Along Its Good And Bad …?
Power To Keep My Eyes Set On You. Like A Maid Wait For Her Mistress So I Wait For You …
Friday, December 6, 2019 at 8:00 am.
Well? Am I Ready To Write The Update? …
Friday, December 6, 2019 at 1:06 pm.
I Recorded The Date And Time I Was Heading For Bed To Keep Track Of My Time …
Saturday, December 7, 2019 at 12:10 am.
I Find No Solution For That Problem. Perhaps Is A Hoax?
Saturday, December 7, 2019 at 5:51 am.
I Went To Bed At Midnight With The Thought Of My 7th Day Of Rest, And? …
I Woke Up Dreaming About The Copyright Page …
I laid in bed musing on that page—how it relates to my life not only to the books I write. I concluded, You have all the rights to my being, to my life. I do not own the rights to myself anymore.
What A Relief! The Forces Of Hell Are At Work To Get Those Rights, But! …
The copyright page in my dream was Your message to let me know those forces are not fighting with me but with You. It’s a relief because, Your power no foe can resist.
Therefore? I Don’t Have To Waste Any more Time With That Issue …
Saturday, December 7, 2019 at 6:12 am.
I am going on resting on You. No matter what issue comes against or for me, it’s all in Your rights to take care of such issues.
That’s to be the fact of my life from now on to eternity. HalleluYah! Back to my task.
Enjoy! Deploy!
Much love to all. thiaBasilia. 