Also? Learning Why We Are Not To Recriminate Or Bash Each Other …
Me? Slow Learner. Slow Listener. Fast To Do My Own Thing. Duh! …
Saturday, August 17, 2019 at 5:26 am.
Yeah! I’m laughing now, but! The horrors I have gone through for doing my own thing? Not a laughing matter at all. Anyhow? No regrets! The Creator is at fault but! O well!
No Regrets? My Foot! I Do Regret Putting The Blame Instead Of Taking It …
Hahaha! That just came to me. I been blaming the Adams in the world, because of putting the blame instead of taking the blame for themselves. What on earth am talking about?
Talking About That Adam! What A Trip! A Wimp? My Limp! …
Yeah! My limp? That Adam is to blame for my limp—ing to the toilet as soon as I managed to raise my aching body from bed! Me? I’m the one who ate, but! O well! Innocent me?
The Serpents In The World Are To Blame For My Shame …?
And on and on goes the blaming tale to this day. It’s the evil Muslims! The Jews! The Russians. The Americans! What about me? Me? I’m just the innocent victim of all the evil ones!
Really? Innocent? Yeap! Innocent Until Proven Guilty! Hahaha! …
Why hahaha? Because that legal thing of ‘innocent until proven guilty’? It can work against one big time when the Judge slams the hammer, ‘GUILTY! And on the slammer’s door slam! But The Thing Here Is?
We Are Not Talking About This World’s Ridiculous Predicament Of Innocent Or Guilty. We Are Talking About: …
Who us sustain or? Retain, preserve, uphold, carry on, continue, bear on—keep or maintain in unaltered condition; cause to remain or last. Wow!
That Was A Job To Find All That The Word ‘Sustain’ Stands For …?
It’s a Metaphor or a figure of speech in which a word or phrase that ordinarily designates one thing is used to designate another, thus making an implicit comparison. That’s what the dictionary tells. So?
Why All These ‘Grammatical’ Exposes? To Make Me Look ‘Smart’? Perish The Thought! Nay! …
It’s only the Creator’s way to enlighten me how easily we misinterpret His meaning when He talks to us. Me? Guilty! Guilty! Guilty up to the last minutes of the hour of one recent day, but!
Am I Rambling On? Rambling? Power To Resist Not To Insist …?
The Books Tell It All Direct And To The Point. Will they be read? Who would be to read them led? That’s Your business O Master Creator. You compel me in those books all to tell.
You Alone Have The Power To Compel The Reading Of All In Them I Tell …
So be it. No need to recriminate or Bash myself or anyone coming to my mind’s confine. You sustain me. In the same vein? You sustain them all!
In silence? I worship You.
What’s The Use, My Master? They Know You Sustain Them, But! …
Saturday, August 17, 2019 at 10:45 pm.
This day of rest is ending with a note of bitter-sweet reality. You led me to post today, but! The Internet quit on me. Even so? You allowed me to post in the main site—the site that my friend checks all the time.
You Have Gifted Me This Friend Since 1987 …
Her personality is opposite to mine and? I been bashing her because her vast knowledge of Your words that she flings at me all the time. I have not been able to understand why her flinging Your words to me just irks instead of encouraging me.
Your Timing Is Perfect …
The Internet worked just for me to call and share with her my guilt and Your restoration. I told her about the post for today. I hung up somewhat dejected because I sensed her lack of connecting with my sharing, so? I went to sleep. Sure enough. I woke up only to find her comment confirming the lack of connection.
No Humble Response …
Is like she knows You sustain her because she deserve it. No conviction. Just knowledge. Nothing like, “I thought I knew but now I see with my spiritual eyes and I repent in dust and ashes.”
O My Master But I Sense Your Sadness. What Am I To Do? …
“O thiaBasilia—O Child Of My Heart? You did well in not bashing your friend because of her natural comment. I delight in your coming to me instead. Now, like Elihu, you have given Me the stage to descend upon your friend. Quote:
Elihu Rebukes Job’s Three Friends
Job 32:1 SO THESE three men ceased to answer Job, because he was [rigidly] righteous (upright and in right standing with God) in his own eyes. [But there was a fifth man there also.]
Job 32:2 Elihu son of Barachel the Buzite, of the family of Ram, became indignant. His indignation was kindled against Job because he justified himself rather than God [even made himself out to be better than God].
Job 32:3 Also against [Job’s] three friends was [Elihu’s] anger kindled, because they had found no answer [were unable to show his real error], and yet they had declared him to be in the wrong [and responsible for his own afflictions].End of quote.
Do you see it, My child? Now? My wisdom is prevailing over your emotional responses. Send this entry to your friend, and? Let be. Be still. I will do the rest.
Remember, My precious child, remember, I delight in your obedience despite what you think and feel or what others think and feel. My delight in such obedience is your strength.”
Master? I am willing to obey You, but the Internet is not working.
I take it’s Your will to deliver this entry in Your time. So? I’m on to see if You open the Net for me to deliver this entry.
Nope! No Internet. No Problem. You Are In Control Of It All.
Saturday, August 17, 2019 at 11:20 pm.
You are my Reality—my Shepherd—my Master. You lead me to the still waters of Your Presence in my heart and in my life. You always open my eyes to see in the way I must go. I wait on You.
- It’s new day! Sunday, August 18, 2019 at 1:44 am. Heading for bed.
My Mind Is Overactive. But You Know It My Master …
Sunday, August 18, 2019 at 9:39 am
Help! O my Master, help! The Internet is now working, but! I just have no desire to send that email or to continue with the posting anyway. I need Your push. Sleepy.
At The Crucial Road. How Many Times …?
Sunday, August 18, 2019 at 12:05 pm.
My experience? I done lost count, but! O my Master? You have not lost count even of one second of my journey of life. Why the question? Observation.
Observing People Under Your Watchful Eyes …?
It seems to me that people face a certain crucial road in their lives with either certainty to go on and on or with despair and uncertainty.
What Makes People Behave The Way They Do …?
What a question! For an answer the humankind have come up with a staggering number of organizations all geared to lead people in the pursuit of happiness.
Master! Help! What’s Triggering This Line Of Questions …?
Early this morning I stepped out in the roof. I looked down. Not a soul around except for a fat man dressed with a brown gown sitting on the side-walk his legs stretched, his head down, and?
My Mind Spun With The Question, ‘Why Was This Man Born?’ …
O my Master? You have a purpose for letting me see and question the situation. The thing is that, at that moment? I lost my good intentions to obey Your instructions to send that email, but! .
I Have No Desire Whatsoever To Ask Questions Or Answer them Or To Debate Anything …
I’m stuck now. You know it. How on earth can I avoid looking at the evil surrounding me in this forsaken spot You have planted me in? Even so? It’s coming to me.
The Civilized World …
In the civilized areas of this world? The civilized human beings are not exposed to the ugliness of evil. They live in the beautiful side of evil. Ha! That’s the key to answer my questions.
What Makes The Civilized World Go-Round …?
No question. The beautiful side of evil—Self-righteousness. Self-sufficiency. Self-worth—SELF! The carnal mind. The carnal heart? The treason that makes the world go around on these earthly grounds. Even so?
Sunday, August 18, 2019 at 1:17 pm.
Again And Again! You Are In Control Of It All! …
No worries. I quit my thinking. Back to my graphics. In due time? I will email that letter; I will post whatever I am to post. I’ll do whatever is Your will for me to do.
In Suspense. Not Knowing What’s What Again! …?
Monday, August 19, 2019 at 1:22 am.
Been up since 12:00 am. Been optimizing the logo. I’m extremely uncomfortable, but! Not in despair. Not knowing what’s what? I headed for bed. Slept until 3:40 am. Nothing concretes in mind, but!
A Fuzzy Idea Of My Falling Down From The Mountain Of Self-Righteousness …
Monday, August 19, 2019 at 4:14 am.
It also came to me to add the response from my friend to the latest post instead of emailing to her. The Internet is up. O my Master? I must learn to be flexible with my thinking instead of getting stuck in the mud of my set ways.
How Easily We Can Set Up Our Own Way Of Doing Things …?
Things and circumstances in this world change on the daily even moment to moment basis, but? We humans are reluctant to change. Why?
Change Goes Against Our Logic –That’s Why …?
Phew! That just came to me! What a revelation and solution to my trouble of yesterday! Hahaha! Actually? When our logic is disturbed, we get ill—miserable uncomfortable—incapacitated to move on. WHAT?
Hold On! I’m Coming To A Logical Conclusion …?
My day was ruined yesterday with one look at a poor man. Silly? Perhaps. The thing is that all my intentions to obey You, my Master? My plan to obey You? It came to a halt!
How Did You Get Me Back On Track To Be Exact …?
O my Master? You are awesome. You have setup the ones that You are to use to bring about Your plan of restoration. Of course, they are in the 7000 number, but! My individual lot?
You Have Setup Three Of Them To Trouble Me With Their Love …
Or, should I say, Your love? For You are the One guilty of gifting me with those three that drive me up the wall on the daily basis.
That Could Be A Subject For The Next Post.
I leave the matter at that. Meantime? Power to endure graciously. Joy inexplicable. Double dose of Your love and wisdom not only for those three but for all in my toll has increased to not cease.
Enjoy! Deploy!
Much love to all. thiaBasilia. 🙂