How Easy It Is To Give Advice. How Hard It Is To Take It … 

Announcement …

Back to posting as I did before. Hoping for to be in your awareness now. That site does not show any likes or comments. I was hoping by directing all sites to it I would get visitors to it, but, I still don’t know because, I am not sure if the readers have the patience to click and click. So? Back to posting like I did before.

The post for today?

A whole new stage in the saga of my life. Hold on to your sits, and? Enjoy the ride.

I Can Now Clearly See Your Reasons For Everything I Have Done Lately …

Am I Lacking Understanding, My Master? Yes I am big time, but!

Wednesday, May 1, 2019 at 6:07 pm.

That’s the saddest thing I see as I read the numerous articles on how to handle from depression to elation with Christian prayers. The Spirit within me grieves. Why?

O My Master? Only You Can Give An Answer About My Grieving …

And that’s exactly what You are doing as You compel me to write, publish, and optimize in that order for You to do the rest.

Thus? It Came To Me To Insert This Entry In Today’s Post. So Be Done. Done Did It …

Thursday-May-2, 2019 12:47 am.

O my Master? Done did the publishing of the ‘Leprosy. What is Spiritual Leprosy? Shocking Revelation! Fact: Resentment? The Spiritual Leprosy Tearing Families Apart. But! The Is Hope.

Now? The Rest Is Up To You, My Master.

So far I’m getting a good response. I’ll see what You will do next. In the meantime? Heading for bed. Hope You give me sleep for the rest of this night.

Refreshed …

Thursday, 2 May 2019 at 3:25 am.

Will work on new slider. To bed at 3:54 am. Up around 6 am. Refreshed. There are 2 lines in the router. Perhaps the NET will improve today?

No Change. Just Wind Making Havoc …

Thursday, May 2, 2019 at 3:57 pm.

Well? I shouldn’t say ‘no change’. Big change in the intensity of my pain, but! I don’t know what to do, my Master, but You know all about it.

What Is It That I Am Waiting For, My Master?

What is it that I am waiting for or looking for it to happen? It must be something so especial that no matter what comes my way? I sense that is not what I am waiting for.

Indeed! I Wait For The Exit Out From The Spiritual Exile Caused By Sin And Evil Into The Homeland …

Thursday, May 2, 2019 at 5:41 pm.

But most especially? I wait for each one to be led forth by You—the Rightful Leader of Your flock. Quote:

For you shall go out [from the spiritual exile caused by sin and evil into the homeland] with joy and be led forth [by your Leader, the Master Himself, and His word] with peace; the mountains and the hills shall break forth before you into singing, and all the trees of the field shall clap their hands. Instead of the thorn shall come up the cypress tree, and instead of the brier shall come up the myrtle tree; and it shall be to the Master for a name of renown, for an everlasting sign [of jubilant exaltation] and memorial [to His praise], which shall not be cut off. (Isaiah 55:12-13) End of quote.

Ha! Now I Know What Is It That I’m Waiting For? …

… it shall be to the Master for a name of renown, for an everlasting sign [of jubilant exaltation] and memorial [to His praise], which shall not be cut off.

That’s it! This 2019 is the year of our Jubilee or redemption by faith, but! We are already on the 5th month without much evidence on the matter.

Even So? I Am Short-sighted. So? Let Be. Be Still ..

One thing is certain. I refuse to do my best. I refuse to struggle to be good. I refuse to lean on my own understanding. I quit it all, and?

Wow! I Started Trusting My Master …

A long time ago I read that article to quit trying and start trusting, but! I just couldn’t do it. How is it that now I am doing it?

It Can’t Be Explained. It Must Be Experienced …

That’s the deep, inner meaning of my Master’s covenant. At His discretion? He is now showing and revealing it to me.

Now? What Is It That You Are Waiting Looking For, My Master?

Friday, May 3, 2019 at 12:24 am.

It’s past midnight. I sit here bewildered. Thinking about all things You revealed to me. Overwhelmed to see the whole world engaged in vanity.

The Vanity Of Religion-Church-The Organized System Of Law And Education …

All the works that are done under the sun? Behold, all is vanity, a striving after the wind and a feeding on wind, and? You know it, my Master. Yet?

You Earnestly Wait—Expecting, Looking, And Longing To Be Gracious To Us.

Therefore, You lift Yourself up, that You may have mercy on us and show loving-kindness to us. For You are a Mighty One of justice, but!

How Are We Responding To Your Mighty Act Of Mercy To Show Loving-Kindness To Us?

With pleasure! With pleasure? Indeed! With the pleasures of our flesh to do our best even with lip service to You. Even so?

You Earnestly Wait. What Are You Telling Me Right Now With Those Words?

Friday, May 3, 2019 at 5:55 am.

Ha! One more moment of astonishment! After that headline came to me? The words ‘and, if need be, in dyingcame to mind as well.

I Headed To Look For Those Words, But!

I looked and looked in vain for a couple of ours. Finally? Frustrated with my inability to find things quickly, I headed for bed.

Sitting By My Bedside, I Poured My Heart To The One I Love …

The pain from the top of my head to the bottom of my feet had returned with a vengeance. The lack of even the barest personal needs in clothing. The lack of companionship. The needed repairs for this apartment. I wept. I poured my heart to my Master like I have done many times before.

After My Weeping Subsided? I Stretched In Bed. Sleep …

O the much-needed sleep to rest and heal my body overtook my moment of agony. Five hours later I woke up. I headed to the usual, then? The computer’s screen. Wow!

The Scriptures In The Screen Glared The Words I Could Not Find Before…

Unbelievable to me. Those words in complete detail answered my request. Astonished? I read and read mesmerised by the accuracy of those words that apply even to this moment of time. Quote:

John 12:24-50

I assure you, most solemnly I tell you, Unless a grain of wheat falls into the earth and dies, it remains [just one grain; it never becomes more but lives] by itself alone. But if it dies, it produces many others and yields a rich harvest.

  • Anyone who loves his life loses it, but anyone who hates his life in this world will keep it to life eternal.
  • Whoever has no love for, no concern for, no regard for his life here on earth, but despises it, preserves his life forever and ever.
  • If anyone serves Me, he must continue to follow Me, to cleave steadfastly to Me, conform wholly to My example in living and, if need be, in dying and wherever I am, there will My servant be also. If anyone serves Me, the Father will honor him.

The Son of Man Must Be Lifted Up

  • Now My soul is troubled and distressed, and what shall I say? Father, save Me from this hour of trial and agony? But it was for this very purpose that I have come to this hour that I might undergo it.
  • Rather, I will say, Father, glorify honor and extol Your own name! Then there came a voice out of heaven saying, I have already glorified it, and I will glorify it again.
  • The crowd of bystanders heard the sound and said that it had thundered; others said, An angel has spoken to Him!
  • Yahushua answered, This voice has not come for My sake, but for your sake. Now the judgment (crisis) of this world is coming on [sentence is now being passed on this world]. Now the ruler (evil genius, prince) of this world shall be cast out (expelled).
  • And I, if and when I am lifted up from the earth [on the cross], will draw and attract all men [Gentiles as well as Jews] to Myself.
  • He said this to signify in what manner He would die. At this the people answered Him, We have learned from the Law that the Messiah is to remain forever; how then can You say, The Son of Man must be lifted up [on the cross]? Who is this Son of Man? [Psa_110:4]
  • So Yahushua said to them, You will have the Light only a little while longer. Walk while you have the Light [keep on living by it], so that darkness may not overtake and overcome you. He who walks about in the dark does not know where he goes [he is drifting].

The Unbelief of the People

  • While you have the Light, believe in the Light [have faith in it, hold to it, rely on it], that you may become sons of the Light and be filled with Light.
  • Yahushua said these things, and then He went away and hid Himself from them [was lost to their view].
  • Even though He had done so many miracles before them (right before their eyes), yet they still did not trust in Him and failed to believe in Him– So that what Isaiah the prophet said was fulfilled:
  • Master, who has believed our report and our message? And to whom has the arm (the power) of the Master been shown (unveiled and revealed)? [Isa_53:1] Therefore they could not believe [they were unable to believe]. For Isaiah has also said,
  • He has blinded their eyes and hardened and benumbed their [callous, degenerated] hearts [He has made their minds dull], to keep them from seeing with their eyes and understanding with their hearts and minds and repenting and turning to Me to heal them.
  • Isaiah said this because he saw His glory and spoke of Him. [Isa_6:9-10] And yet [in spite of all this] many even of the leading men (the authorities and the nobles) believed and trusted in Him.
  • But because of the Pharisees they did not confess it, for fear that [if they should acknowledge Him] they would be expelled from the synagogue; For they loved the approval and the praise and the glory that come from men [instead of and] more than the glory that comes from God. [They valued their credit with men more than their credit with God.]

Yahushua Came to Save the World

  • But Yahushua loudly declared, The one who believes in Me does not [only] believe in and trust in and rely on Me, but [in believing in Me he believes] in Him Who sent Me.
  • And whoever sees Me sees Him Who sent Me. I have come as a Light into the world, so that whoever believes in Me [whoever cleaves to and trusts in and relies on Me] may not continue to live in darkness.
  • If anyone hears My teachings and fails to observe them [does not keep them, but disregards them], it is not I who judges him. For I have not come to judge and to condemn and to pass sentence and to inflict penalty on the world, but to save the world.
  • Anyone who rejects Me and persistently sets Me at naught, refusing to accept My teachings, has his judge [however]; for the [very] message that I have spoken will itself judge and convict him at the last day.
  • This is because I have never spoken on My own authority or of My own accord or as self-appointed, but the Father Who sent Me has Himself given Me orders [concerning] what to say and what to tell. [Deu_18:18-19]
  • And I know that His commandment is (means) eternal life. So whatever I speak, I am saying [exactly] what My Father has told Me to say and in accordance with His instructions.

Let It Be. Be Still …

Multitude of great ideas to get Your words to penetrate Your people’s minds came to my own mind, but! I heard quite clear again, Let it be. Be still. Break time.

A Break To Fix My Eats And Drinks While I Mused—Reflected On The Matter. Next? …

It came to me to check the inbox one more time. Sure enough, the subject line to click? ‘Apologies from Tony and Dean (please read)’. Apologies for what? I clicked.

Wow! What Did You Showed Me When I Clicked To Check Out The Apology Subject Line? …

  • THIS is not funny—ridiculous—or negative.
  • What is it?
  • Fun—serious—positive big time—bigger than any other take on the subject.

The aim for their apology is to convince one to buy their course at the song of over $1900.00 macarooes. Wow! Talking about persuasion? Like a huge magnet attracting many takers.

Me? My Eyes Set On You My Master, I Was Able To Detect Your Doings Comparing …

Comparing it to the chart of their doings. Quite an interesting comparison showing me what You are working on to get me all the things I lack for the moment. Wow!


Since 2006? Little did I know it but? Since then You have been building me this community of like-minded individuals.  Now?


No kidding! As I watched that presentation? Wow! I am an expert—I experience Your Presence, Your Word, and? The power of Your love, wisdom, and faithfulness to Your Word.

  • You are the MASTER MIND beyond my expertise!
  • I am a REPORTER of the work You always do inside of me.
  • I am a BROKER of Your infinite knowledge.
  • You are the One to IMPACT the Globe with the work You always do inside of me. And?

The Work You Always Do Inside Of Me? Produce PROFITS …

Indeed! The work You always do inside of me? Produce PROFITS in more souls than what I could ever imagined possible. Now?

I Can Now Clearly See Your Reasons For Everything I Have Done Lately …

It has not been clear to me the reason why You would have me to join several groups and work-shops that I have not been able to keep up with, but! I can now see Your reason clearly.

You Have Been Setting Up Your Plan And?…

Friday, May 3, 2019 at 3:50 pm.

I can clearly see why You told me at the beginning to do what they, the leaders would tell me to do but! Not to do what they do. Quote:

The scribes and Pharisees sit on Moses’ seat [of authority]. So observe and practice all they tell you; but do not do what they do, for they preach, but do not practice. Matthew 23:2-3.

Why This Quote About The Scribes And Pharisees?

Simple. As I see it now? This quote applies to the ones sitting in the seat of authority whether religious or otherwise, and?

I Tremble When I Read The Whole Chapter But! …

I tremble not only for myself but mainly? For the multitude of ones sitting in the seat of authority on anything. Even so?

My Master Is In Control Of It All. Let Be. Be Still Is His Word To Me …

So? I take courage. I go on with the task He has assigned unto me under His leadership and direction. So what’s next in this plan of my Master?

The FUNNEL To Materialize His Plan Of Restoration To The Original Intent For Our Creation …

What am I to do, my Master? Should I follow the instructions given by the leaders in the marketing industry? Would You raise someone one else for such task?

His Answer In The Events He Developed Next …

Friday, May 3, 2019 at 10:16 pm.

O my Master? The pain in my arm is excruciating. So it is the pain in my soul. Would You have me go back to the USA? If You do, I know it won’t be as a failure. Rather?

You Are In Control Of Both Ahmad And I …

Your plan for us is good. You gifted me Ahmad as the son to take care of me for the rest of my life, but! You know Ahmad’s situation. He simple cannot take care of me properly, or?

Am I Lacking Understanding, My Master?

Saturday, May 4, 2019 at

Yes I am big time, but! No worries. My Master leads. He steadies my steps. He directs me to the right track leading to attract all good to be exact.

Wow! There Is His Answer In A Nut Shell …

Where is my Master leading and directing me to? That shall be the subject for the next posts. On the way to publish this post.

Much love, thiaBasilia. 🙂

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