Overcoming Depression? Mental Health? Experience To Last Eternally …

Amazing Temporal Success? Been There. Done That …?

Talking Unbiased …?

New post. It is now Wednesday, February 10, 2021 at 4:55 pm. Finish posting today. What will be next? It is now Wednesday, February 10, 2021 at 10:01 pm. Don’t know yet what’s up. Been sleeping for the last 3 hours.

No Internet to download anything. Restart.

When In Doubt? Be Still. Let Go. Wait …?

Thank You my Master! The Internet is acting up. I’ll wait. Least I was able to check the emails. Great response to the latest post today. I will now see to work on Photoshop while I wait for the Internet to settle down.

Time To Soar High! Higher Than The Eagles Soar To Him With Whom I Have To Do …

Yeap! O my Master! You are so real to me. You are teaching me what You mean by ‘Be still. Let go. Wait.’ Be still? Like a mummy? Silly me! Could not figure out Your meaning until this moment.

Be Still Or Be Calm. Let Go Of The Matter. Wait Or Give It Time …

Me? O my Master! You know me better than I know myself. I did not know exactly what You meant but You always led me to do something else while I waited. But!

I have not been able to let go of whatever, and?

That Has Been The Cause Of My Depression Or Frustration Or Confusion …?

Well? Why did You let me go on and on with whatever only to suffer my bouts with Depression Or Frustration Or Confusion? I’m supposed to soar like the eagles do not scratch with the chickens down the chicken pen.

It is now Thursday, February 11, 2021 at 1:44 am. Bed?
I had no choice.
I found myself hunch over in front of the screen.
For a second I did not know whether I was awake or sleep.
I set my eyes on the screen.
I came to it.
Wrote the time.
Headed for bed.
Four hours of sleep did wonders! But?
I realized we are in trouble.
Money trouble.
I checked the weather earlier.
Rain and snow on the 17^th or a week from today.
Me? No sleeping bag.
I dread the cold and rain without it.
I called for Your help.
Quickly?
Checked the Internet to check emails hoping to find money coming in through PayPal.com.
Nothing!
O well! You know all about our predicament my Master.
I am just not going to worry about it.
You are in control.
You have a purpose for all these difficulties in our midst.
Lest I am catching up with Your lessons.
You are cementing Your ways within me to last me eternally for the benefit of all You send to read these lines.
Guess what?

O My Master! Indeed! You Are So Real To Me …?

It is now Thursday, February 11, 2021 at 6:45 am. You lead me in the most unexpected ways. I did not find any money coming in through PayPal.com but!

You led me to what I recorded a year ago almost to the exact date.
The most appropriate matter to go along the headlines for this post.
I could not find the post but it come to me to copy and paste it to post today.
So here it is without any more ado:

How Is My Life Development Or Happening? Amazingly! …

Day By Day? The Thrill Of My Findings Is A Reality …

Tuesday, February 26, 2019 now at 11:23 am.

What about me? Me?

I am BIPOLAR! I run in either pole!
Rather I can make people run away from or to me in either pole! Ha! Ha! HalleluYah!

From My Presence in My beloved Thia’s journal—A dialog between thia/Basilia and Master Yahuwah/ Yahushua!

Weary Of Words!

Saturday, January 17, 2015 at 2:32 am

Father, I am weary of words! So many beautiful words! So many disgusting, grotesque and plain offensive words as well as many just plain dumb and vulgar words!

O my Father, I know that it is by Your will for me at the moment that I am taking this Blogging 101 course, but, only a couple of weeks and I find myself already fed up mostly with beautiful words!

Absurd? Perhaps!

There is one thing, as much as I despise nasty words, I respect the way OM (Opinionated Man) uses those— by all means, in general some human beings deserve such language, and that’s the fact not my opinion!

About You Talking To Me Or Vice Versa ….

And Father? You know that so many people do not have a clue about this dialogue between You and me. And I say ‘You’ first, because, You are the One that initiated this dialog way back when You instructed me to write the journal of my daily life in Your Presence.

Why Do Many Drop Me? …

So? This weird statement causes most people to drop me as soon as I make it or as soon as they read that You dialogue with me!

Should I Change My Statement? …

And lots of my friends say that I need to change my writing style to gain more readers, but, if I did that, I will be doing something different than what You, my Father, have instructed me to do and I am not about to disobey Your instructions!

What Do I See? Rather, What Do You Show To Me …

All in all my Father, for what I see, the great majority of people are intense in joining one religion or another, one belief or another, one group or another: discussion groups, religion groups, entertainment groups and on and on they go—groping along like blind man without a cane or a guide searching for that elusive happiness when it is not necessary to do so!

O My Father, What Am I Talking About?

You know it my Father! You know what I am talking about! You know that I am talking about all the gossamer of beautiful words, including my own that have fill up my mind in the last couple of weeks!

It Makes No Good Sense …

What’s the sense in all the gossamer of beautiful words? I know that we are all intent in helping each other— and it feels good to be a helper and to be admired, but!

It All Amounts To Enthroning The Flesh/Dethroning Your Majesty ….

Even so, the whole gamut of our words serve no other purpose but to inflate our egos! Moreover, 99% the groups & discussions do nothing else but to stomp our spiritual growth and set us up in the pedestal of self-righteousness & successful living!

It All For What? …

Such living it is not cut up for all that is supposed to be—at the end only the hole in the brown ground is where all humans—rich or poor, smart, or stupid, all humans go down!

Me? What Do I Now Do? …

Thus, O my Father, now I bring all my concerns to You because You take care of me far better than an earthly father would dream of taking care of his own child.

You Are The Only Father Unbeknown To Most Humans …

For only You know me better than I know myself and can do for me all those things that are impossible for me to do! Whatever for did I wasted my time faithfully joining to all those groups to help and be helped in the past? Sheer willful ignorance!

Fed Up With Human Goodness? Indeed! …

Furthermore, what is Your purpose my Father for my joining this Blogging 101? I am already fed up with all the ‘goodness’ in it! What on earth am I doing and what am I talking about?

Hum! I Am Talking About POSITIVE Everything! POSITIVE Versus NEGATIVE! …

There is no two ways about it! Half of the people are in the POSITIVE pole and the other half are in the NEGATIVE pole! Connect the two and you will find the battery that runs this machine of the world that we inhabit!

POSITIVE versus NEGATIVE! Connect the two and you will find the battery that runs this machine of the world that we inhabit!
What about me? Me? I am BIPOLAR! I run in either pole! Rather I can make people run away from or to me in either pole! Ha! Ha! HalleluYah!

I Posted, But! Haven’t Got The Slightest Whether It Did Good Or Bad …

Well, my Father, I guess You are finished with Your dictation for today. I’ll post the matter in a little while and see what happens?

Maybe, if nothing else, somebody catches my drift of humor in it all the pitiful spectrum—POSITIVE versus NEGATIVE! I am both—BIPOLAR!
All in all I am, like that energizer bunny in the commercial that keeps going and going forever with only one battery.
Yeah! I am the battery because I relate to both poles, so, I can run & run forever! And none the wiser! Ha! Ha! HalleluYah!
Come into my life and run with me forever!
His love in my heart for all, thia/Basilia
I think this post was not published under that heading.
I could not find it.
Your leading? Copy. Paste.
So I continue to do.

Indeed! Day By Day, If Not Moment By Moment? You Reveal Your Ways To Me …

Tuesday, February 26, 2019 at 12:50 pm.

O yes! My Father? You are leading me. You have always led me, but now? It’s more obvious to me than it ever been. What is the saddest thing You reveal to me in many ways?

Saddest Revealed? The Way We Humans Impose Our Ways Over Your Ways …

It’s now Tuesday, February 26, 2019 at 1:34 pm. Been reading headlines—articles—visiting with my friend who came bearing some eggs for my eats.

What do You reveal to me in all these happenings?
The lack of knowledge of You.
Blatant lack of knowledge of Your ways.
Adamant stand in whatever we understand to be Your will for each one of us.

What About Me? Who Am I To Record These Matters? …

That’s the ticker! I no longer live for myself. I no longer pay mind to whatever I think, feel, or reject or accept all that I do as being myself. I live for my Master—my Father/Creator, period.

HUMOR INSTEAD OF ANGER. I WONDERED AWAY BUT THE SHEPHERD GOT ME BACK INTO THE FOLD!

A Vision many years ago …

Thursday, July 31, 2014 at 8:09 AM

O my Father, Your love & tender care for Your sheep has no limits and I am the recipient of such immense treasure—Your love & tender care!

I Am Your Sheep And I Now Hear Your Voice!—A Vision….

Thus, You brought to my remembrance the time that You came to me in a vision with a little sheep on Your shoulder! In that vision I was looking into the sheep pen.

You came and took the little sheep from Your shoulder. You bent over the fence and gently placed the little sheep in the pen.
The little sheep was all skinned up and wet and shivering! Evidently the wild beast had gotten a hold of her.
You asked me,
“Why do you think that little sheep got out of the pen?”
I answered, “Because that little sheep heard voices out there and she went to investigate what kind of voices they were different that Yours!”
And as I answered You asked me another question, You said, ” Do you think that little sheep has learned her lesson and from now on will never go out from My pen?”
I answered,
“Yes she has learned her lesson!” And as I answered that question, I realized that, that little sheep was myself! And the vision ended!
That happened many, many years ago but it is still with me as it happened yesterday! And so that is the meaning of the smiling little sheep in this picture.
I wondered away but the shepherd got me back into His fold!

Well! Well! Well! The Things I Find In My Unique Primary Site …

All I do is post, post, post for the most. Occasionally it comes to mind to change the header or the theme, but! I hardly ever bother to mess with the footer. Then?

When I happen into the footer, I always think to fix it later, but later never comes.
It is a good thing though, lots of lines written there perhaps for emphasis on what the site is all about.
Perhaps for me to recall those lines whenever is appropriate to recall them.

So? Back to Overcoming Depression? Mental Health? Experience To Last Eternally …

How do those lines recorded a year ago and beyond apply to the headline for today’s post? Those are the lines expressing the experience of my mental health, and?

O my Master! Inevitable I find myself questioning the reality of my mental health.
Why? I do not know exactly why, but!
You know it. So? I bring the matter to You.
What is bothering me?

The public way people are handling the present major crisis globally, far and near me.
The way the leaders and followers are handling Your written words.
The amazing success stories independent of You claiming the attention of the public.
The reality of the times of Noah.
What about me?

Am I Mentally Insane Still, My Master? Is That What Is Bothering Me …?

I no longer ask for comments nor make any comments for the most, but! I do read the posts from the readers of the posts in all the sites You have led me to create, and? The warning in Your written words makes me tremble.

Why not? For what I read, the concerns for the most are about the cares pertaining to the business of this life.
Physical and Mental Health are primordial concerns for what I read and hear and see all around me.
Even the spiritual concerns are centered in the human understanding, intellectually and emotionally. But it is written. Quote:

Watch Yourselves

Luke 21:34-36 AMPC+
But take heed to yourselves and be on your guard, lest your hearts be overburdened and depressed (weighed down) with the giddiness and headache and nausea of self-indulgence, drunkenness, and worldly worries and cares pertaining to [the business of] this life, and [lest] that day come upon you suddenly like a trap or a noose;
For it will come upon all who live upon the face of the entire earth.
Keep awake then and watch at all times [be discreet, attentive, and ready], praying that you may have the full strength and ability and be accounted worthy to escape all these things [taken together] that will take place, and to stand in the presence of the Son of Man.

Do Not Love the World

1 John 2:15-17 AMPC+
Do not love or cherish the world or the things that are in the world. If anyone loves the world, love for the Father is not in him.
For all that is in the world–the lust of the flesh [craving for sensual gratification] and the lust of the eyes [greedy longings of the mind] and the pride of life [assurance in one’s own resources or in the stability of earthly things]–these do not come from the Father but are from the world [itself].
And the world passes away and disappears, and with it the forbidden cravings (the passionate desires, the lust) of it; but he who does the will of God and carries out His purposes in his life abides (remains) forever. End of quote.

So? It Is Natural For Myself To Both Question My Sanity And Tremble …

Why tremble? How is about if I am still concerned about the cares pertaining to the business of this life? Have I lost my mind? Am I saying one thing and doing another? Why my insidious concern about lack of money?

Help My Master, Help! …?

The thing is my Master, and You know it. You provide for us, but it is never enough. That is another reason to tremble. Why? Basically, it is my lack of appreciation for what You provide.

My daily discontentment with whatever You send my way to eat and to take care of myself?
An insult to You for You are my Provider.
Mercy! No need to bother with the times of Noah around me.
Much need to watch my own myself!

Ah! That Is For Sure What Is Bothering Me, But!…

This is the moment. What moment? The moment Your Word You speak to my heart to divide the line of the breath of life (soul) and the immortal spirit. All things are open and exposed, naked, and defenseless to Your eyes.

The Word You speak into the deepest part of my being is alive and full of power making it active, operative, energizing, and effective. As written.

Quote:

Hebrews 4:12-13 AMPC+

For the Word that God speaks is alive and full of power [making it active, operative, energizing, and effective]; it is sharper than any two-edged sword, penetrating to the dividing line of the breath of life (soul) and [the immortal] spirit, and of joints and marrow [of the deepest parts of our nature], exposing and sifting and analyzing and judging the very thoughts and purposes of the heart.

And not a creature exists that is concealed from His sight, but all things are open and exposed, naked and defenseless to the eyes of Him with Whom we have to do. End of quote.

Therefore? Talking Unbiased …

Indeed! I am now neither for or against the world of Mental Health. My Experience Of Mental And Physical Health by the power of Your Word? Broke the chains of the biases that held me captive most of my life. I hear You! Quote:

“Even so My precious child, it is a healthy thing to examine your doings every step of your way in My Presence. Otherwise?
Conceit knocks at your door, but!
O thiaBasilia—O Child Of My Heart? I have separated your vile carnal nature and My precious nature within you.
Therefore? You have the power to examine yourself to be corrected by the power of My Spirit in My written words.
Thus? Your experience of lasting Mental Health.
You shall never be put to shame with the mental insanity stigma.
Regardless, I know of your misery with the lack of things needed for your comfort despite all monies provided for your care.
I know of your bewilderment with the unexpected difficulties requiring all monies provided.
I am well pleased with your giving attitude.
I know you give and do not expect a return.
Even so? To give 100% of yourself and your belongings never seems to be enough.
Therefore? You despair.
Fear not My child!
I am aware of your despair.
Has it occurred to you My child how I give 100% of My love to My children but My children only drives Me to despair with their sinful selfishness?
Therein lies the unexpected difficulties that come their way.
Like Myself so it is with you.
No matter the despair My mercy and grace prevails within your heart.
Even when it does not feel that you are letting go of it all, the truth be told, you are doing so to My honor and delight.
Remember, My Words Do Not Change But Time And Circumstances Do.
That is why My child, you must put your name instead of the recipients of My words in ancient times.
And that My child is the stumbling block in the searching My written words.
Futile Thoughts And Volatile Emotions Rule A Human Being For The Most.
Thoughts having no useful result; ineffectual when it comes to the greater matters of life eternal, plus?
Your volatile emotions are the trade of a human being and a human being you are.
Fear not! Fear not! Fear not!
I am in control of it all.
Nothing at all is to thwart My plan of restoration of My creation including My created human beings.
Take courage! Continue the task I have assigned unto you.
You are now set to be still. To let go of your futile thoughts and volatile emotions.”

All Is Well. All Is Swell Again. Thank You …

Thursday, February 11, 2021 at 5:02 pm. Bed. Back around 8 pm. Continued recording Your words. It is now Thursday, February 11, 2021 at 9:44 pm. Finished the recording as well as my disorder. On to illustrate.

Difficulties Come And Go. You Have Overcome Them For Me …?

Friday, February 12, 2021 at 1:02 am bed. Up around 3 am. No Internet. Perhaps that is the way You want it to be to help me to let go of my Internet obsession. Back to Photoshop.

Alright! I Finally Did The Turn Off/Unplug The Machine, And? …

Went about taking care of my eats and odds & ends. After a while? Plug/turn on the machine. Like lightening! Machine on. Internet connection! Wow! It is now Friday, February 12, 2021 at 10:00 am. The hour and minutes?

Ten + Three Zeroes Means Whatever Is To Happen Is Really, Really Happening Now …

Wow! Unbelievable the way all things are happening! My wealth? Restored tenfold but! Not in gold or silver. Indeed! His wisdom from above. Contentment in whatever state I am. Your victory, Your favor, Your love, Your peace, Your joy, and?

The Best? Your Matchless, Unbroken Companionship …

A wealth beyond limits to estimate at my disposal for eternity. Why spend money for that which is not the Bread from Heaven? Why pine for what does not satisfy? I am sooo! Blessed!

Thank You.

All Written In Isaiah 55. Engraved Within My Being with the stylus of Your mercy …

O my Master! You are sending Isaiah 55 as well as my unbiased testimony in route to each one of Your children You sending to read the posts.

Depression? Mental Insanity And The Likes? …

Abolish by the power of Your passionate love and unfathomable wisdom descending upon us all! It never fails. It always avails. I am Your witness proclaiming the only matter to avail us all.

The post continues on Saturday, February 13, 2021 at 7:30 am

Trying again! Will I ever give up the trying gig? …

Friday, February 12, 2021 at 11:06 pm. Slept. Back to it. Will shut/unplug again. Got up around 5 am. What have I been doing since I got up? Trying again! Will I ever give up the trying gig?

I keep beating a dead horse frantically hoping for it to raise up!
Bless my heart, but! There is hope.
You give me plenty slack.
Now that I gave up beating the dead horse of this day, I will set my gaze to rest on You, after all?
This is the 7^th Day of Rest.
I’ll do my eats. That be OK since I am hungry.
The day went by fast.
I spent it working on animations.
No gas.
I am cold.
Head for bed at 9:31 pm on Saturday, February 13, 2021.
No telling when You will wake me up.
Up around 1:40 m on Sunday, February 14, 2021.
Hey! It Is The ‘Love’ Day In The USA, But! …
It looks that the USA is not longer able to celebrate it. O well? Me? I am cold. No gas. The Internet is acting up. Will turn off/unplug the machine. Will take care of my food.
Go back to bed to at least keep warm.
To bed now on Sunday, February 14, 2021 at 3:33 am.
Cramps in my leg woke me up around 5:30 am.
I continued to work on animations, but!
I am getting nowhere of what I want to do.
Anyhow? It is now Sunday, February 14, 2021 at 12:15 pm.
I woke up thinking about my dead brother Juan.
He was so especial. So many fun memories of long days gone by.

Something Funny About Our Ways …

We rush to do what we hear to do, but! We do not wait to learn what is it that we must do. A long time gone by. My older brother Juan was sitting upon a large rock deep in thought. Dona Julia, our teacher, and us were strolling around. Dona Julia shouted, “Catch it Juan!” My brother jumped and began to run! After a stretch he shouted back, “What Dona Julia?” And we all roared in laughter!

That Is Exactly What We Have Been Doing For The Most …?

Now? You know my Master that You brought that matter to mind after my last talk to Ahmad. What’s the scoop in my loop? You have qualified me to be Your witness of how You do things in my life against to what I have been doing all of my life.

What Is It That I Have Been Doing All Of My Life? …

Faithfully following instructions from the many ‘Bible Study’ groups that I attended. But my faithfulness was like the case with my brother Juan, “What Dona Julia?” After a while, my faithfulness would freeze me up, and?

O well! I would come up with the questions with no answers.

Real Life Goes On. Worldly Life? Only To Remember Not To Go Back To It …?

It is Sunday, February 14, 2021 at 1:57 pm. You have already blessed me with much this day. Yazeed brought me gas. Last night I got the much-needed chocolate and pineapple. You have supplied abundantly. Thank You.

I will continue to finish the illustration for today’s post now.
Slept from 6.45 pm to about 10 pm.

Another Day. I Am Still Working On Animations …

Now is Monday, February 15, 2021 at 12:13 am. Much improvement. I finally found the way to accomplish the effect I was looking for, and? Ready to head to continue the post format to publish.

All Is Well. All Is Swell. I Am Sooooo Blessed! …

Until next post Your love in my heart remains for all.