About Comments? Eyes On Me And Them. The Message? Over Their MY Head …
Out Of My Mind And Soul’s Darkness. Into Your Light Of Love And Mercy For Us All …?
It is now Monday, February 8, 2021 at 3:29 am. No kidding! I am talking literally. Convicted! About Comments? Eyes On Me And Them. The Message? Over Their Head as well as MY Head!
- Man O Man! No wonder the awful nightmares!
- I was looking at them not at carnal ME!
- But this time?
- O well! Your Love And Mercy For Us All.
- Me? At the end? Me refrained!
Awful Nightmares? No Need To Record Anymore …
Bed. It’s now Tuesday, February 2, 2021 at 6:27 pm. Woke up around 9 pm. Awful nightmare I do not care to record. You are in control of it all.
- No matter how the powers in control attempt.
- No evil can come my way nor any plague invade my body.
- I still have no Internet but Yazeed brought gas earlier.
- Change of PW. Maybe that will help to connect.
- I will now restart the computer.
New Today For Me. Hoping For The Best …?
Master? Even if the best is not to my liking by Your grace and power to Your will I’ll be abiding. It’s now Wednesday, February 3, 2021 at 12:13 am. I am thankful for Yazeed’s router. It’s slow but I was able to check emails. Now?
- Serious problem with SiteGround.
- My data allowance is full.
- That could be the problem with the Internet, but!
- Yazeed’s router is not connecting again, so?
- I am having trouble to reach SiteGround and resolve the problem.
- I wait on You for the solution.
- Meantime? Back to book formatting while I am still awake today at 12:42 am.
- It is now Wednesday, February 3, 2021 at 2:00 am.
- The Internet is faulty but I was able to check my emails.
- It looks like a problem with the extra money coming from Denise.
Well? Things Are Looking Up! SiteGround Is Looking Into The Site’s Trouble …?
It is now Wednesday, February 3, 2021 at 8:45 am. The Internet is working so far. I still cannot get the site to upload but You are in control of it all.
Well? Things Are Not Looking Up Anymore! …
It is now still Wednesday, February 3, 2021 at 11:20 pm. SiteGround has not been able to resolve the problem. The Internet is down again. But! I thank You for the few hours of sleep.
Wow! Things? Them Things Joyfully Upwards My Master Brings …?
Another Today for me! It is now Thursday, February 4, 2021 at 2:30 am. I find myself in a joyful train traveling to Your Kingdom’s land. Joy inexplicable from Your merciful hand.
Well? My Bewilderment Again! I Know Nothing!!! …
Call me Bipolar, schizophrenic, manic depressive, and to summarize? Mentally Insane, but? It is lots of fun to be it all when you are out of the powers to be in this world’s control! Hahaha! HalleluYah!
Bewildered. I Know Nothing!!! What Do You Have For Me Today My Master? …
It is now Thursday, February 4, 2021 at 8:17 am. Let me check if things are still working in the digital world. Well? I found out I had a new problem with SiteGround.com.
But the Internet quit, and I was sleepy.
I slept until noon time.
Got up to continue working with SiteGround.com. Just then?
Thunder! Quickly shut unplug computer!
Back Now After Much Tribulation …
It is now Thursday, February 4, 2021 at 7:30 pm. O my Master! You know it all. I really, really know nothing!!! After the storm to my dismal, I could not restore what I left off in the site problem.
Back from scratch pleading for Your help.
In the meantime, SiteGround.com responded with the solution.
The good part about this whole nightmare is that I still have access to work in the site, but!
- The solution entitles to delete the working account, and?
- I don’t know what the result will be.
- Waiting for response from SiteGround.com.
- Need to sleep. It’s now Friday, February 5, 2021 at 12:25 am
- I slept until almost 5 am.
- I quickly set the computer to reset while the connection was good.
- The reset was successful.
- Next? I successfully downloaded and installed Office 365 and e-Sword Bible. But I could not install Photoshop, will have to wait until the connection is steady.
All Of That Doing But! It Does Not Look Like It Help Much …
O my Master! Help! It is really annoying to deal with all these computer problems, but I do not have a choice. Help me. Right now? Restart to update on Friday, February 5, 2021 at12:30 pm.
It is now Friday, February 5, 2021 at 4:13 pm. Attempting to install Photoshop. Closing Word. Nothing works to get connected. I will have to do without Photoshop until You resolve the problem for me.
Help me O my Master to concentrate in the book formatting.
It is now Friday, February 5, 2021 at 7:28 pm.
I slept until past 10 pm.
New day. Saturday, February 6, 2021 at 12:02 am
Keeping A Record Mainly For Myself …
You know it my Master. Everything I do or say is between You and myself. When anyone comments on my doings or sayings only shows that they have their eyes on me and them. The message has yet to reach the depth of their beings.
O my Master! Again, What Is The Purpose For Sharing My Details …?
You already gave me the answer but! The question remains when I get comments that indicate the commentator is not getting the message. It’s frustrating. So You reminded me of Your reply.
Quote:
“My child, you have given enough details to My children for them to know that you are one just like them; for such is My purpose when I instruct My servants to tell the details of their lives so that the rest of My children can see that you are not a phantom, so that My children can identify with you and realize that you are a human being subject to like passions as they are.
“My child, your life has taken many turns for the purpose that many of My children should now identify with you. Does it surprise you now why you have done so many ‘dumb and foolish’ things as some put it? Now you know why; I had to humble you and show you that you were not ME!
“Yes, My child, I have gifted you with so many talents in My image, enough for you to aspire to My throne and take care of things yourself. Likewise it is for most of My children, for I have gifted My children with My image and My children have to learn that though they have My image within them, they are not ME.
“My child, you are a very especial vessel; for I have shaped and molded you into a beautiful vessel to hold the beautiful flowers of My love. Once you asked Me, “What kind of flowers, my Father?”
“I refrained from explaining to you what kind of flowers they were at that time because you had to learn by experience that the beauty of the flowers of My love for My children is not an ordinary beauty.
“Yes, My child, as the years have gone by, you can appreciate now such beauty; for such a beauty is beyond words to explain, it can only be appreciated by the experience of My mercy for you in spite of all the foolishness of your willful and rebellious ways!
“Now My child, My children shall begin to mind the words I have spoken to you not for you to be puff up with fruitless knowledge of things, but, for My children to understand what has and is happening to them and with My whole creation from the beginning.” End of quote.
- Sleepy at 1:11 am. Slept. Up at 4:03 am.
- Will try again to upload Photoshop.
Thank You My Master! Photoshop And All? Installed Ready To Go! …
The time? Saturday, February 6, 2021 at 5:00 am. The way is clear for me to continue preparing and publishing the message to reach each one of Your children across these earthly grounds.
About Comments? Eyes On Me And Them. The Message? Over Their Head …
- About 9 am the electricity cut. Out of electricity for almost 3 hours. Three hours to reflect on my frustrations and my doings. I sat under a clear sky on the roof.
- Tears flowed.
- I pleaded, “Give me Your thoughts.
- I refuse to dwell on my thoughts.”
- Immediately! You came through.
- I heard the song of a dove.
- Blessed be the Song of Solomon!
- Tears ceased to flow.
- I sang to Him my desire:
- “Take for us the foxes, the little foxes that spoil the vineyards of our love, for our vineyards are in blossom.”
- Frustrations gone!
- Good kind healthy thoughts about me and others.
- From You my Master from all frustrations to recover.
- Back to recover the file. It is now Saturday, February 6, 2021 at 12:17 pm.
Looking Forward. My Gaze Set On You My Beloved …
I made my choice to away with You. How could I have resist that lovely voice coming to the depths of my being, ‘Rise up, my love, my fair one, and come away’?
Quote:
Song of Solomon 2:8-17 AMPC+
Vividly she pictured it, The voice of my beloved Shepherd! Behold, he comes, leaping upon the mountains, bounding over the hills. [Joh_10:27]
My beloved is like a gazelle or a young hart. Behold, he stands behind the wall of our house, he looks in through the windows, he glances through the lattice.
My beloved speaks and says to me, Rise up, my love, my fair one, and come away.
For, behold, the winter is past; the rain is over and gone.
- The flowers appear on the earth; the time of the singing [of birds] has come, and the voice of the turtledove is heard in our land.
- The fig tree puts forth and ripens her green figs, and the vines are in blossom and give forth their fragrance. Arise, my love, my fair one, and come away.
So I went with him, and when we were climbing the rocky steps up the hillside, my beloved shepherd said to me, O my dove, while you are here in the seclusion of the clefts in the solid rock, in the sheltered and secret place of the cliff, let me see your face, let me hear your voice; for your voice is sweet, and your face is lovely.
My heart was touched and I fervently sang to him my desire, Take for us the foxes, the little foxes that spoil the vineyards [of our love], for our vineyards are in blossom.
She said distinctly, My beloved is mine and I am his! He pastures his flocks among the lilies. [Mat_10:32; Act_4:12]
Then, longingly addressing her absent shepherd, she cried, Until the day breaks and the shadows flee away, return hastily, O my beloved, and be like a gazelle or a young hart as you cover the mountains which separate us. End of quote.
What Are The Mountains Which Separate Us My Master? …
“The mountains of your fears, worries, unfounded suspicious about My faithfulness to you and to all, those are the unsurmountable mountains I must cover for you, My precious child.”
Here I Go Again! Putting Myself Into Bible Verses …
Seriously? I have been admonished ‘it is not God’s Will that we put ourselves personally into bible verses – this is not worthy of who and what we are in God.’
Well? Here Is The Major Stumbling Block For Humankind …
We do not know ‘God’ much less His ways or thoughts, but we think we do until? The Almighty Creator we call ‘God’ descends out of the whirlwind and says to each one of us in our turn:
- “Who is this that darkens counsel by words without knowledge?”
- Ha! It is now Saturday, February 6, 2021 at 5:07 pm.
- By now? My face is to the ground.
- I had heard of You only by the hearing of the ear, but now my spiritual eye sees You.
- Therefore, I loathe my words and abhor myself and repent in dust and ashes.
Master? You Know I Do Not Mean To Be Presumptuous, But! …
In 1987 You separated me in an apartment with the Amplified Bible and the instructions to date and put my name instead of Adam, Abraham, and so forth because You were talking to them then but now You were speaking to me.
The period was between June and October of 1985. I took it upon myself to join my children and the Christian community a thousand miles away from Your will for me stated in 1985.
- O well! You know it all.
- After much tribulation away from Your will You brought me back in 1987.
- That is when You separated me in the apartment by the house of my precious friend and care taker I called ‘My Honey’ as his request.
- Since then? You have opened and inscribed Your written words within my being.
- One of the first inscriptions?
“My Words Do Not Change But Time And Circumstances Do …
That is why My child, you must put your name instead of the recipients of My words in ancient times. And that My child is the stumbling block in the searching My written words.”
Futile Thoughts And Volatile Emotions Rule A Human Being For The Most …
Thoughts having no useful result; ineffectual when it comes to the greater matters of life eternal, plus? Our volatile emotions are the trade of us human beings.
- So sleepy! 9:54 pm bk to bed.
- New day. Up around 2 am. Now?
- Sunday, February 7, 2021 at 3:34 am.
- Trouble in SiteGround.
- Will restart.
- Back at 5:57 am on Sunday, February 7, 2021.
All Is Well. Hope It Stays Swell! How Did It All Get Fixed?
It is now Sunday, February 7, 2021 at 7:08 am. I find myself pondering on the matter. Unbelievable amount of time and money is spent to resolve the insurmountable mountain of problems arising in this treacherous world of our existence.
Me? O Well! Didn’t Make It To The University, Instead …?
Most of my 81 years You beset me and shut me in–behind and before, and You have laid Your hand upon me to teach me quite a few things not in line with the way’s humans resolve problems.
Quote:
Psalms 139:3-5 AMPC+
You sift and search out my path and my lying down, and You are acquainted with all my ways.
For there is not a word in my tongue [still unuttered], but, behold, O Lord, You know it altogether. [Heb_4:13]
You have beset me and shut me in–behind and before, and You have laid Your hand upon me. End of quote.
- Need more sleep 7:26 am.
- Much in mind.
- Did not sleep.
- Got up.
- My chocolates I fixed.
- Ate my lunch.
- I will restart the computer to see if the sound is as well fixed.
- It’s now Sunday, February 7, 2021 at 12:06 pm.
- And on I went to my get away from it all retreat—my beautiful Photoshop app!
Back From My Get Away. Ready To Record What? …
It’s 4:34 pm on this great day You have given to me. What to record? Ha! More about our Futile Thoughts And Volatile Emotions. No kidding! Everything we humans know, and practice is volatile and futile, but!
- We do not believe it to be so!
- Goodness sake!
- I am not making a senseless statement.
- Sound base is written, but!
- That is something You aim to reveal to each individual child of Yours.
Out Of My Mind And Soul’s Darkness. Into Your Light Of Love And Mercy For Us All …?
It is now Monday, February 8, 2021 at 3:29 am. No kidding! I am talking literally. Convicted! About Comments? Eyes On Me And Them. The Message? Over MY Head!
- Man O Man! No wonder the awful nightmares!
- I was looking at them not at carnal ME!
- But this time?
Your Passionate Love And Mercy For Us All Came True With The Song Of A Dove …?
Alright! Here is the quote. What are You showing me for example to all? No kidding! I always wondered why the verse, ‘After the Master had spoken the previous words to Job, the Master said to Eliphaz the Temanite,
- My wrath is kindled against you and against your two friends, for you have not spoken of Me the thing that is right, as My servant Job has.’?
- Now I see the thing that is right about You, my Master! Wow!
What Is The Thing That Is Right or Not Right About You …?
What are such words, my Master? Our speaking or teachings that darkens and obscures counsel by words without knowledge? It is not right.
It Is Right To Recognize Our Sin By Conviction And Repentance …?
Wow! Let me quote Job again for myself. For now? In the last bout with my lack of knowledge You inscribed and gave life to those last verses in the book of Job.
Quote:
Job 42:1-17 AMPC+
THEN JOB said to the Master,
I know that You can do all things, and that no thought or purpose of Yours can be restrained or thwarted.
You said to me, Who is this that darkens and obscures counsel by words without knowledge? Therefore, I now see I have rashly uttered what I did not understand, things too wonderful for me, which I did not know. [Job_38:2]
I had virtually said to You what You have said to me: Hear, I beseech You, and I will speak; I will demand of You, and You declare to me.
I had heard of You only by the hearing of the ear, but now my spiritual eye sees You.
Therefore I loathe my words and abhor myself and repent in dust and ashes.
After the Master had spoken the previous words to Job, the Master said to Eliphaz the Temanite, My wrath is kindled against you and against your two friends, for you have not spoken of Me the thing that is right, as My servant Job has.
Now therefore take seven bullocks and seven rams and go to My servant Job and offer up for yourselves a burnt offering; and My servant Job shall pray for you, for I will accept [his prayer] that I deal not with you after your folly, in that you have not spoken of Me the thing that is right, as My servant Job has.
So Eliphaz the Temanite and Bildad the Shuhite and Zophar the Naamathite went and did as the Lord commanded them; and the Master accepted [Job’s prayer].
And the Master turned the captivity of Job and restored his fortunes, when he prayed for his friends; also the Master gave Job twice as much as he had before. [Deu_30:1-3; Psa_126:1-2]
Then there came to him all his brothers and sisters and all who had known him before, and they ate bread with him in his house; and they sympathized with him and comforted him over all the [distressing] calamities that the Master had brought upon him. Every man also gave him a piece of money, and every man an earring of gold.
And the Master blessed the latter days of Job more than his beginning; for he had 14,000 sheep, 6,000 camels, 1,000 yoke of oxen, and 1,000 female donkeys. [Job_1:3]
He had also seven sons and three daughters.
And he called the name of the first Jemimah, and the name of the second Keziah, and the name of the third Keren-happuch.
And in all the land there were no women so fair as the daughters of Job, and their father gave them inheritance among their brothers.
After this, Job lived 140 years, and saw his sons and his sons’ sons, even to four generations.
So Job died, an old man and full of days. [Jas_5:11].
James 5:11 AMPC+
You know how we call those blessed (happy) who were steadfast [who endured]. You have heard of the endurance of Job, and you have seen the Master’s [purpose and how He richly blessed him in the] end, inasmuch as the Master is full of pity and compassion and tenderness and mercy. [Job_1:21-22; Job_42:10; Psa_111:4]. End of quote.
Ha! Confess Your Faults One To Another …?
What was or has been my fault here lately? In looking at them I came up with words without knowledge. The result? My miserable circumstances bringing me down again, but!
- This time? Only temporary to make a point.
- Sleepy again at 4:33 am on Monday, February 8, 2021.
What Point My Master? …
“O thiaBasilia—O Child Of My Heart? To make the point above it all that in the end? I am full of pity, compassion, tenderness, and mercy. Indeed! No one single human being has figured such out of the human’s mind, but!
O My child, one by one I am reaching My children’s mind and heart as I have reached you.
Fear not! No matter your human lapses I am in control of them all.
Thus, I allow all things to come to you to make a point for My children’s consideration.
The point is made as you accept all things coming to you from My hand of mercy.
Go on My precious child! Illustrate. Format. Prepare these lines for publication.” End of quote.
On My Way To The Task …
It is now Monday, February 8, 2021 at 8:41 am. Ahmad just called to start us in a good day. No telling the time You shall give me to finish the task.
- Thank You for this beautiful sunny day in view to my delight, and?
- Thank You for my body’s wellbeing.
- The restoring of my health and my wealth?
- Nothing like I ever imagined it to be!
- Bless my heart.
Remarks That Make Me Blink My Eyes And Scratch My Head …?
Why? For years I have not been able to comprehend why the Bible teachers are so serious that scares the light out of me. On the mention of the dove singing to me?
- “Stop that foolishness! Get into the meat of the Word!”
- Me? I done ate the meat. Now I must enjoy my sweet!
- Bless my heart!
Amazingly? After The Song Of The Dove Reached My Inner Being …?
All things came together beautifully, and? The last thing in question was my data in my external. Half of the drive would come up corrupted. Now? On Monday, February 8, 2021 at 11:00 am the drive is perfect! How that happened?
O My Master! You Led Me To Check How To Fix It …
Wow! In a matter of minutes I found out how to fix it! Next? Restart computer. Next? Check the drive. Next? Your light shone in my smiling face!
Bed at 7:35 pm on Monday, February 8, 2021. Slept until about 10:30 pm. You continue to bless me with sleep. Thank You. It is now Monday, February 8, 2021at 11:02 pm. This day is almost over. The Internet is fixed! I am still working on the illustration.
Some History On The Name Yahwah …
- YHWH (pronounced YAHWAH by all Jewish rabbis) is GOD and GOD alone.
- YHWH is found 6,832 times in the TANACH.
- Paul the Apostle always referred to the TANACH to show that YHWH was the Messiah.
- The TANACH is nothing more than our equivalent to the Old Testament.
- That the NAME of GOD, YHWH (YAHWAH) was first used in Genesis 2:4 and last used in the Old Testament Malachi 3:23.
- The Hebrew Apostles scriptures were stolen by a church (circa 126-136 A. D.) and translated into Greek and the original Hebrew New Testament scriptures were destroyed.
- Jesus is only a new name of 280 years. In the King James 1611 A.D. the NAME OF THE SAVIOR in the Christian world was Iesous. The letter ‘J’, according to Webster did not exist until after the mid-1650.
- A scholarly Biblical fact is that YHWH (YAHWAH) was taken out of our New English editions and hidden by only using the word LORD.The TANACH is nothing more than our equivalent to the Old Testament.
- Genesis 4:26 at the time of Seth men began calling on THE NAME of YHWH (YAHWAH).
- Genesis 12:8; 13:4, 21:33 Abram at Bethel called upon THE NAME of YHWH (YAHWAH).
- YHWH (pronounced YAHWAH by all Jewish rabbis) is GOD and GOD alone.
- Genesis 26:25 Isaac called on THE NAME of YHWH (YAHWAH).
- YHWH is HIS NAME and only name. Elohim (Lord of Lords) is HIS title. EL (God) is HIS title. Emmanuel GOD with us is a sentence.
- Exodus 6:3 GOD tells Moses HIS NAME is YHWH (YAHWAH).
- Deuteronomy 6:4 YHWH our GOD is ONE.
- Isaiah 63:16 YHWH our Father, Redeemer and HIS NAME is from everlasting.
- Revelation14:1 The Lamb writes THE NAME OF FATHER on their foreheads. To me, this would be water baptism in the NAME OF YHWH).
- Malachi 2:10 One Father, One God created us.
- Zechariah 14: 9 YHWH (YAHWAH) is KING, YHWH is ONE and HIS NAME ONE.
- Matthew 28:19 Baptize in THE NAME of the FATHER, SON and HOLY GHOST.
Bed 7:28 pm on Tuesday, February 9, 2021. Spent this day illustrating. It is now Wednesday, February 10, 2021 at 3:32 am. Can’t keep eyes open. Bed
All Is Well! All Is Swell, And? It All Shall Remain Well And Swell! …
- My Father’s impression? Dancing in session.
- Skip! Tap! Tap at that?
- Joyfully skipping under the rain? My little girl remains!
- What’s Truth? What’s Real?
Let’s Learn It From The March Of Time’s Wheel ….?
Caption: Remember, we are The lost sheep of Yisrael. Our souls—that is all that matters to me! Words addressed to Jerusalem as well addressed to thee and me! Quote:
COMFORT, COMFORT My people, says your Master Yahuwah. Speak tenderly to the heart of Jerusalem, and cry to her that her time of service and her warfare are ended, that [her punishment is accepted and] her iniquity is pardoned, that she has received [punishment] from the Master’s hand double for all her sins. A voice of one who cries: Prepare in the wilderness the way of the Master [clear away the obstacles]; make straight and smooth in the desert a highway for our Master Yahuwah! [Mar_1:3] Every valley shall be lifted and filled up, and every mountain and hill shall be made low; and the crooked and uneven shall be made straight and level, and the rough places a plain. And the glory (majesty and splendor) of the Master shall be revealed, and all flesh shall see it together; for the mouth of the Master Yahuwah has spoken it. [Luk_3:5-6] Isaiah 40:1-5 AMPC+. End of quote.
Ready To Post My Master. All Remains Swell And Well. Thank You …
Notice my new signature. I inserted my oldest picture that brings quite wonderful memories of times long gone by. Diana–the leader. Always on the alert!
Until next post Your love in my heart remains for all.
