Sober Not Hysterical. Can You Believe It ….?

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Anger makes for an ugly face as well as rotten attitude, but! It serves the moment sometimes….

Tuesday, August 14, 2018 at 8:01 pm.

Again? I’m Here With My Distress My Father ….?

Father? This is my life in Your Presence. Hearing a pompous interviewer making such irrelevant questions and remarks about one of your front-line workers?

I don’t know what or how to express the utter disgust with the lack of reverence of Your Majesty as the young woman is sharing such Majesty.

Questions like, “Did you know that we were praying for you?” “Did you feel our prayers?” “What Scriptures sustained you?”

How insensitive! Always looking to exalt the carnal self. How ignorant! I just can’t find the words that apply to this type of human beings.

I can’t find my sense of humor in this type of colossal tragedy. Going to bed. Perhaps sleep could do me good. It’s 8:28 pm.

Wednesday, August 15, 2018 at 3:41 am.

Slept. Drank. Forgot All About My Distress Of Yesterday ….?

Thanks, my Father! Sleep is helping me. So is the pepper water doing me good. I will now turn off the computer. I will do that major clean-up I been needing to do for days now.

Wednesday, August 15, 2018 at 2:01 pm.

Work. Work. Worked To Exhaustion ….?

I’m still working. Taking a break, my Father to see where am I at with the posting. Well? I need to post, I think, but I’m sleepy, what to do?

Also? I am getting hungry plus I need to finish the work I started in the wee hours of this day. I’ll try to finish. See what You quicken me to do.

Hahaha! Halleluyah! All That Work? Father’s Work To Make Me Forget ….?

Forget what? My distress of yesterday. Wow! My feet were hurting. The pepper water was not doing me any good, but!

I kept at it! Talking about a major clean up? Been so absorbed in my task that my chores took the back sit for the longest.

I had an inch of dust or so it seemed, on my equipment, my piles of printed drafts, my few books, my beautiful plants, everything in my swanky penthouse?

Covered in dust. I still have to deal with my bed-cloth and myself. Anyhow? What did Father quicken me to do?

About My Distress Of Today? Sober Up! Quit Your Hysteria ….?

Yesterday? In my hysterical moment I wrote a few comments I thought to be comical, but! Evidently? The recipients did not have the same sentiment. For everything there is a season, says the Wisdom from above.

Thursday, August 16, 2018 at 1:09 am.

It’s Not Sleep Or The Pepper Water Or The Coffee Or Exercise Or Whatever  Else….?

I’m still sleepy. Going back to bed. It’s now 2:01 am. O well! Sleep did not come, but! I go me my Father’s instructions:

“Go fix you a cup of coffee.” Automatically? I got up to obey His instructions. While fixing the cup of coffee? I heard:

“It is not sleep or the pepper water or the cup of coffee or exercise or whatever else that will help you. It’s your obedience that will do.”

Wow! Reflecting on that line? I fixed the coffee. Continued to sweeten it up. It came to me. “You need honey right now.”

Learn The Meaning Of Obedience ….?

Wow! Like magic! I feel much better, how ‘bout that? What is it that I am to learn from all of this, my Father?

“My child, My precious child. Obedience or submission to the most important of all My commandments is the lesson I am now teaching you.

Whatever for?

Have you not learned to obey Me? Are you not keeping My first and most important of the commandments?

My child, it is because you have learned to obey Me. You are indeed keeping My first commandment.

The Covenant. Its Deep Inner Meaning ….?

Therefore? I am showing you My covenant and revealing to you its deep, inner meaning.

Most Of My Children Are Not Keeping My First And Most Important Of The Commandments.

Most of My children, even the elect ones are not doing so. Most all My children are keeping their own understanding of all My commandments. Thus?

The Diversity Going On Nowadays ….?

O My child, My precious thiaBasilia? Your human nature has tricked you to try one thing or the other to resolve your troublesome moments, but!

I Did Not Let You Succeed In Your Tries ….?

Not any more try outs by My design and purpose for your life, but!. Your human nature did not change when you were born again. Remember the written words:

The Human Nature Remain Even After The New Birth ….?

John 3:5-6 AMPC+

Yahushua answered, I assure you, most solemnly I tell you, unless a man is born of water and even the Spirit, he cannot ever enter the kingdom of the Almighty.

What is born of from the flesh is flesh, of the physical is physical; and what is born of the Spirit is spirit.

It’s The New Nature That Is Born Again That Counts….?

John 6:63 AMPC+

It is the Spirit Who gives life, He is the Life-giver; the flesh conveys no benefit whatever, there is no profit in it. The words (truths) that I have been speaking to you are spirit and life.

The Written Words Cannot Be More Clear Than Those Are.

Only My children either ignore them or supplant them with their own version of such words as well as the versions from the leaders nowadays. Even so?

You Must Experience Your Own Version Of My Words To Appreciate My Version ….?

Even so? I am in control of it all. It’s necessary to experience your own version of My words to appreciate My version.

That’s why I let you suffer from your human reactions. For you are human.

From Whence Comes Your Hysteria ….?

Your human nature is what reacts to My words with emotional hysterical bursts of laughter or? Your interpretation of My daily directions to you. My words to you the day before were,

‘Again, I say, rejoice! And don’t forget to keep up with your ‘pepper water’—the extreme I send to you for good reason—to make you laugh amid your bodily discomforts.”

You See It, My Child?

My reason for the pepper water was to make you laugh amid your bodily discomforts. It was not to heal and resolve those discomforts. Only to make you laugh amid them.

Again, It’s Your Obedience That Counts In My Sight.

When you react with such enthusiasm about the pepper water? It’s only your human nature’s reaction, but! You do not realize how easily you could place the pepper water in the throne of your heart.

The same thing with exercise or sleep or anything else I send your way to teach you the meaning of obedience.”

Wow! What A Lesson To Learn! What Now, My Father?

Am I going to suffer this miserable state and condition of my body for the rest of my days until Yahushua’s return? I heard:

“”O My precious thiaBasilia! You are so especial to Me? Indeed! Are you not living the abundant life amid all bodily discomforts, disappointments, lack of human fellowship, lack of all the luxuries of your past?

Am I Not Delighted With Your Obedience Despite It All?

Have I not promised you to satisfy the deepest longings in your heart? Pause. Reflect. O My precious thiaBasilia, as you hear My words, where is your despondency of a moment ago?”

Ah! My Father! I Get It!

And for a minute there? I thought about to fix another cup of coffee to make feel even better than what the one You told me to fix. Duh! I’ll go fix me some eats. That’s what I am hearing now.

What A Lesson Learned! Thanks, My Father.

Thanks. My appetite has returned. All is well for the moment anyhow, but! O what joy it is to follow what You tell me to do at any given moment.

O Man! There I Go Again ….?

Guess I’ll fix and eat then go back to sleep? O man! There I go. Ahead of You with my doings. Duh!  No need for guessing’s. All needed is the obedience to Your moment by moment instructions. Thus, is the inexplicable joy of living in Your Presence.”

Don’t Know What To Do Next ….?

Thursday, August 16, 2018 now at 5:18 am. Father? What to do? I am sleepy, but Ahmad could come to help me move that cover. I could miss his knocking again.

Alright! It came to me to prepare my cover to move it. Mission accomplished. Now I wait on You for what to do next?

Burst Of Anger Directed At My Father ….?

It’s now Thursday, August 16, 2018 at 9:22 am. I waited and waited until I realized I was waiting for Ahmad to show up to help me. It didn’t happen

So? I decided to go to sleep, but! Before I knew what I was doing? Tears began to flow as I cried unto my Father:

“Why I do this my Father? Why am I hoping for Ahmad to help me knowing that it can’t be done? I need sleep. Maybe when I wake up I’ll have enough strength to take care of this matter myself!”

O my Father? You know that was a fit of anger towards You, but! You let stew until this very moment.

Renewing my Anger ….?

Now I am crying again because I am stuck! I had the strength to pull everything apart. Strength to clean the awful mess that the setup had become, but!

Now? I don’t have the materials to cover the blocks. I don’t have any more strength to pull this thing together anyhow. And I don’t know what to do!

Guess I’m still angry with You for not helping me with Ahmad or anyone else’s help. What am I to do my Father?

What was I to do? Explode this time! ….?

Thursday, August 16, 2018 now at 3:14 pm. What was I to do? Explode! Tears of anger and frustration began to flow profusely. It came to me:

“Call Ahmad. Let him see your state and condition because of his neglect.”

I obeyed. I don’t think it did any good, but! only You know what’s going on with Ahmad. You are in control of it all.

Thank You for letting me explode.

No need for suppress anger. Your word says, ‘Be angry and sin not. Don’t let your anger go past sundown.’

I stopped working on the cover setup. I did one thing or the other. After a while? I fell asleep for a couple of hours.

Father shows me the solution on waking up ….?

Ha! I woke up. Calmly? I assessed the situation. Suddenly! I saw the solution if only temporary until You provide me some help on Your timing not mine.

Thanks, my Father. I can now cook and see what I am cooking. You have a reason for all the inconveniences in this apartment despite all monies spent to no avail.

What am I to learn …?

What are You teaching me, my Father with all these new developments in my daily living in Your Presence?

“I am teaching you what it means to depend on Me 100% without reservations for all to see.

About The Comments And Your Hysteria?

Not necessary in the skim of your eternal life. I am giving you the power to be consistent with My will for you.

I am your portion. No need to beg for portions from the human element.

When You Ask Or Get Upset For The Lack Of Comments?

You are asking for man’s approval or disapproval. You need not such. Same with your hysteria. The human nature tends to hysteria either way—up or down circumstances.

Hysteria Lacks Wisdom My Wisdom That Is ….?

Such is not for you. Hysteria lacks wisdom—My wisdom. But why I let you go on hysterically? So you can see the negative results caused by it.

When your readers do not get hysterical like you do? It has made you realized what I intended for you to realize.

The Results ….?

You are now empowered to refrain from exhibiting yourself hysterically.

All Is Now Well Again With Your Soul ….?

Rejoice, My precious thiaBasilia. Your obedience and dependence on Me 100% continue to delight My Being.

Go On! Post This Matter. It’s Part Of My PLAN ….?


Behold! The Power Of My Love & Wisdom From On High Drenched Upon You All. It Never Fails. It Always Avails!”

Joy inexplicable minus hysteria fills my heart this time. I am sober and wiser by the power of my Father’s love and wisdom not by my own doings.
Meantime and until the next post? Much love in my heart for you dear Reader and for all. Your sister, thia.

Second Post ….

Journal—An Ongoing Dialog Between thiaBasilia And Master Yahuwah/Yahushua. …

Trials. Tribulations in this world are inevitable. But! do not fear ….?

Thursday, August 16, 2018 now at 11:11 pm. O my Father! You know this is the end of a very hard day. No only the work but the battle with anger towards You. Why have You forsaken me?

Ending A Hard Day ….?

Thanks for sending me Yazeed. He helped me to finish the job quickly. But mainly? His cheerful attitude just flooded me. Thank You. Bless him Father with Your blessings to me.

I am glad, but! I am not hysterical anymore. My help comes from You not from Yazeed.

My Expectations From Mankind Are Now Gone For Good ….?

I do not know what goes with Ahmad but! I am no longer expecting anything from Ahmad or from anyone.

I smell gas when I am close to the stove, even so? Though I have no one to check it for me, You are my Keeper and Protector. I am not afraid anymore.

No Need For Panic. You Are In Control Of It All.

Nothing can harm me. I find myself in a state of calm and security. No fear of any kind. What a blessing!

l am not sleepy, but I am exhausted. I’ll lay down. See if You give me sleep for a long time to recuperate my body.

Reflections On This 3rd Day Of Trial. Conclusion In This Post ….?

Friday, August 17, 2018 at 5:26 am.

Been up for almost one hour. Father? What have I been doing while continuing with the cleanup of this place?

Reflecting. Reflecting on this 3rd day of the trial You have caused for this moment of my life. Why? Why this trial again? I heard:

You Are Not Alone ….?

“My precious child, My thiaBasilia—O Child Of My Heart? Remember My words while I walked this insanity ridden world.

I have left you in such world for My good reasons, but! Fear not! I have never left you alone.

To Close This Post Quote And Post Those Words For A Reminder ….?

Quote and post those words for a reminder to yourself and to all I quicken to read such. I will do the rest:

John 16:1-33 AMPC+

Reason For Given Examples ….?

I HAVE told you all these things, so that you should not be offended (taken unawares and falter, or be caused to stumble and fall away). I told you to keep you from being scandalized and repelled.

What We Are To Expect From The Human Element ….?

They will put you out of (expel you from) the synagogues; but an hour is coming when whoever kills you will think and claim that he has offered service to Me.

And they will do this because they have not known the Father or Me.

For Our Remembrance ….?

But I have told you these things now, so that when they occur you will remember that I told you of them. I did not say these things to you from the beginning, because I was with you.

His Words Can Fill Our Hearts Sorrow That Turns Into Anger ….?

But now I am going to Him Who sent Me, yet none of you asks Me, Where are You going?

But because I have said these things to you, sorrow has filled your hearts taken complete possession of them.

However ….?

However, I am telling you nothing but the truth when I say it is profitable (good, expedient, advantageous) for you that I go away. Because if I do not go away, the Comforter (Counselor, Helper, Advocate, Intercessor, Strengthener, Standby) will not come to you [into close fellowship with you]; but if I go away, I will send Him to you to be in close fellowship with you.

All Over The World His Spirit Is Now Showing Up ….?

And when He comes, He will convict and convince the world and bring demonstration to it about sin and about righteousness (uprightness of heart and right standing with God) and about judgment:

The Purpose For My Life? To Demonstrate ….?

About sin, because they do not believe in Me [trust in, rely on, and adhere to Me];

About righteousness (uprightness of heart and right standing with God), because I go to My Father, and you will see Me no longer;

About judgment, because the ruler (evil genius, prince) of this world [Satan] is judged and condemned and sentence already is passed upon him.

Why Is The Journal Of My Life Going Forth Now Not Before ….?

I have still many things to say to you, but you are not able to bear them or to take them upon you or to grasp them now.

But when He, the Spirit of Truth (the Truth-giving Spirit) comes, He will guide you into all the Truth (the whole, full Truth). For He will not speak His own message [on His own authority]; but He will tell whatever He hears [from the Father; He will give the message that has been given to Him], and He will announce and declare to you the things that are to come [that will happen in the future].

The Journal—The Purpose For My Life Is To Honor Him ….?

He will honor and glorify Me, because He will take of (receive, draw upon) what is Mine and will reveal (declare, disclose, transmit) it to you.

Everything that the Father has is Mine. That is what I meant when I said that He [the Spirit] will take the things that are Mine and will reveal (declare, disclose, transmit) it to you.

In a little while you will no longer see Me, and again after a short while you will see Me.

Our Doubts And Confusion? Same As It Was Then ….?

So some of His disciples questioned among themselves, What does He mean when He tells us, In a little while you will no longer see Me, and again after a short while you will see Me, and, Because I go to My Father?

What does He mean by a little while? We do not know or understand what He is talking about.

Yahushua’s Response Then Is The Same Now ….?

Yahushua knew that they wanted to ask Him, so He said to them, Are you wondering and inquiring among yourselves what I meant when I said, In a little while you will no longer see Me, and again after a short while you will see Me?

We Weep With Yahushua’s Physical Presence Gone, But!

I assure you, most solemnly I tell you, that you shall weep and grieve, but the world will rejoice. You will be sorrowful, but your sorrow will be turned into joy.

A woman, when she gives birth to a child, has grief (anguish, agony) because her time has come. But when she has delivered the child, she no longer remembers her pain (trouble, anguish) because she is so glad that a man (a child, a human being) has been born into the world.

So for the present you are also in sorrow (in distress and depressed); but I will see you again and [then] your hearts will rejoice, and no one can take from you your joy (gladness, delight).

Dear Reader? That Time Has Come For Me ….?

And when that time comes, you will ask nothing of Me [you will need to ask Me no questions]. I assure you, most solemnly I tell you, that My Father will grant you whatever you ask in My Name or as presenting all that I AM.

Up to this time you have not asked a single thing in My Name or as presenting all that I AM; but now ask and keep on asking and you will receive, so that your joy (gladness, delight) may be full and complete.

Amazingly True Of My Life In The Presence Of My Father ….?

I have told you these things in parables (veiled language, allegories, dark sayings); the hour is now coming when I shall no longer speak to you in figures of speech, but I shall tell you about the Father in plain words and openly (without reserve).

I Am A Witness Of The Reality Of These Words In My Daily Living ….?

At that time you will ask (pray) in My Name; and I am not saying that I will ask the Father on your behalf [for it will be unnecessary].

For the Father Himself [tenderly] loves you because you have loved Me and have believed that I came out from the Father.

I came out from the Father and have come into the world; again, I am leaving the world and going to the Father.

His disciples said, Ah, now You are speaking plainly to us and not in parables (veiled language and figures of speech)!

Now we know that You are acquainted with everything and have no need to be asked questions. Because of this we believe that you [really] came from God.

A Lifetime For Me To Believe, But! No Regrets ….?

Yahushua answered them, Do you now believe? Do you believe it at last?

But take notice, the hour is coming, and it has arrived, when you will all be dispersed and scattered, every man to his own home, leaving Me alone. Yet I am not alone, because the Father is with Me.

Tribulation And Trials And Distress And Frustration? Inevitable ….?

I have told you these things, so that in Me you may have [perfect] peace and confidence. In the world you have tribulation and trials and distress and frustration; but be of good cheer [take courage; be confident, certain, undaunted]! For I have overcome the world. [I have deprived it of power to harm you and have conquered it for you.]” End of quote

Wow! That Is My Life In Retrospect!

Read it before, but! never as impressed as I read them now. In awe of His Majesty? I close this post. Meantime and until the next post? Much love in my heart for you dear Reader and for all. Your sister, thia.

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