Don’t Compare Yourself! Goodness Sake! It Is Not A Premeditated Thing!
Don’t This! Don’t That! On And On The Don’ts Go!
How’s About Don’t Do The Don’ts?
Master? I Just About Had It With My Own Self …
New post on Friday, January 29, 2021 at 3:22 pm. Posted. Slept for a couple of hours. But why am I bothering to record such details of my daily living in Your Presence?
- O well! Just following Your instructions, but
- Here lately? I don’t know how to put it.
- It seems to me I am up for psychoanalysis, and?
- I don’t like it!
What Am I To Do, My Master? Help! …
It is now Friday, January 29, 2021 at 7:26 pm. Still on Friday. O but how I wish it to be way after the midnight of this Today for me.
- You know I do not deliberately do anything.
- I have quit my doings without You by Your design and purpose for my life.
- Why now my bickering with what it seems to me?
- My mind is churning none stop.
- I can’t let go.
- The sitting still.
- The waiting.
- The alone thing?
- Unless You intervene
- What’s to become?
- I feel so utterly dumb!
Heading for be at 11:17 pm 0n Friday, January 29, 2021.
Sobering Words To Calm My Fears …
It is now Saturday, January 30, 2021 at 3:54 am. A rainy day is expected to my demise, how on this earth can I exist? Let Your words resolve my persist.
Wow! I Must Insist, My Daily Living In Your Presence Is Not A Myth …
Twelve long years! Eleven years gone from Your allotted time for me. How mysteriously the numbers apply in our practical living. You have brought me twelve years back to calm my present fears. Number meaning?
- The Number Eleven – Disorder and Judgment
All numbers from 10-19 are represented in the scriptures by using the base 10 and adding 0-9. Thus eleven is expressed literally as ‘one and ten’. Eleven in scripture seems to speak of disorder and judgment as if adding to the law (the number 10). Adding to God’s order or Torah creates disorder and subsequently judgment. Twelve, we will learn, speaks of God’s perfect government and eleven seems to fall just short of that.
- The Number Twelve – Governing Order and Rulership
The number twelve in scripture is overwhelmingly expressed as governing order and rulership. In the beginning, YHVH sets the sun, moon, and stars in the heavens to rule the day and the night. Subsequently, we have 12 months in our year, 12 hours of the day, and 12 hours of the night.
Indeed! You Brought Me Through Eleven Years Of Disorder And Judgement …
O my Master! You know that it is not my intention to darken counsel by words without knowledge. Instead? You are leading me every single step in my practical life in Your Presence.
- You know the reality of my childish wacky ways.
- And You know that I do not quite have a handle in all the matters You lead me to publish.
- This thing about numbers and cycles is quite a mysterious thing to me.
- Besides, my memory fails me to remember all the things You give me to write.
- But I am fascinated in the simple way You have brought it all to my knowledge.
- Most all that You give me to write one day is replaced the next day as You lead me in the maze of these earthly grounds You have placed me in.
So? Words Without Knowledge In My Mind You Replace With Words From The Unfathomable Wisdom In Your Mind …
I had forgotten all You gave me to record in 2009 when I was still in BeitJala next to Bethlehem and before when I first arrived to Aqaba, Jordan.
- Well? Yesterday, those words popped in my screen per say, accidentally.
- Then? You quickened me those are the words to post next.
- Only I must edit and reformat such words.
- So? Here I go.
My Words …My Master’s Response …
Wednesday, September 16, 2009 (2:48AM).
Abba, my Father, here I am, I come to worship You and to receive Your blessings and instructions for this day. What will it be, my Father? You have given me so much and I have written it all down but, it’s too much for Your people. What would You do about it? How can I be concise and to the point?
My Master’s Response …
“My child, you have given enough details to My children for them to know that you are one just like them; for such is My purpose when I instruct My servants to tell the details of their lives so that the rest of My children can see that you are not a phantom, so that My children can identify with you and realize that you are a human being subject to like passions as they are.
“My child, your life has taken many turns for the purpose that many of My children should now identify with you. Does it surprise you now why you have done so many ‘dumb and foolish’ things as some put it? Now you know why; I had to humble you and show you that you were not ME!
“Yes, My child, I have gifted you with so many talents in My image, enough for you to aspire to My throne and take care of things yourself. Likewise it is for most of My children, for I have gifted My children with My image and My children have to learn that though they have My image within them, they are not ME.
“My child, you are a very especial vessel; for I have shaped and molded you into a beautiful vessel to hold the beautiful flowers of My love. Once you asked Me, “What kind of flowers, my Father?”
“I refrained from explaining to you what kind of flowers they were at that time because you had to learn by experience that the beauty of the flowers of My love for My children is not an ordinary beauty.
“Yes, My child, as the years have gone by, you can appreciate now such beauty; for such a beauty is beyond words to explain, it can only be appreciated by the experience of My mercy for you in spite of all the foolishness of your willful and rebellious ways!
“Now My child, My children shall begin to mind the words I have spoken to you not for you to be puff up with fruitless knowledge of things, but, for My children to understand what has and is happening to them and with My whole creation from the beginning.
“My child, compile all the words that I have spoken to My children and publish them in the site as it suits the occasion for the moment.
“I want you to start these messages from the last to the first words I spoke to you since you came to and left Aqaba and to the present.
“My child, you are doing well. I delight in your obedience even when it has cost you everything you had hold dear on this earth, including the love and affection from your children and friends.
“My child, your reward is soon to come. Nonetheless, work to uphold the first and greatest command to love or obey Me regardless of the reward. And continue to obey My instructions exactly as I am giving them to you on the daily basis no matter what obstacles you may find in the way!
“Yes, My child, for I have given you the power and ability to obey Me even at the cost of your life! Rejoice and be glad, for I am always with you and you have nothing to fear, on the contrary, you have it all to rejoice and be glad unto eternity!”
My Words …
HalleluYah! HalleluYah! HalleluYah! What can the devil and the witches of hell and even man do to me? NOTHING! Absolutely NOTHING! So let them all try their best while I laugh and enjoy myself along with all who wish to join me on the journey towards our Savior’s Kingdom!
HalleluYah! I am on my way!
Come and go with me to my Father’s house!
Where there is joy inexplicable and life everlasting!
Monday, September 14, 2009 (4:42pm).
Father, as I sit here weeping and interceding for this child of mine and for all of my children and for Your people You have placed in my path, the same anguish expressed by the prophet Jeremiah has come to me, Quote:
Woe is me, my mother, that you bore me to be a man of strife and a man of contention to the whole earth! I have neither loaned, nor have men loaned to me, yet everyone curses me. End of quote.
My words …
Father, I express my anguish in different words but, it is the same anguish. It is the anguish in my heart right this minute when I realize that the message that You are sending through me, is not received not even acknowledged.
Father, every word You speak to me gives me life and hope but, by the words spoken to me by my child, those same words make no impact on her or her siblings whatsoever! On the contrary, I only cause them pain and hurt when I herald those words to them. How can that be my Father?
As You answered Jeremiah You are answering me,
Truly your release, affliction, and strengthening will be for good purposes; surely Jeremiah, I will intercede for you with the enemy and I will cause the enemy to ask for your aid in the time of evil and in the time of affliction. [Jer. 21:1, 2; 37:3; 42:2; Rom. 8:28.]
We are assured and know that the Almighty a partner in their labor, all things work together and are fitting into a plan for good to and for those who love the Almighty and are called according to His design and purpose. End of quote.
My Words …
I see it my Father! Now I understand Your commandment to stay in this place and not to make any phone calls and to wait until You developed the circumstances. Am I following Your instructions? Am I approved by You?
My Master’s Response …
“Yes, My child, and all things are working together for your good and for the good of all of those who love Me, those who obey My commandments; only you must wait until My children come to grasp the truth about love.
My children are living on their understanding of love. They love Me according to their understanding of love.
- I know that they mean to love Me and yet, I must reject such love because they do not know that, the kind of love I require is obedience to My commands or instructions.
And I command them to lean not on their own understanding, but they refuse to obey Me. And they go on and on thinking that they are obeying My commandments when in reality they are not!
My children live in the futility of their fantasy about love. Such fantasy is an abomination unto Me and My children MUST give it up!
Therefore, in order to cause My children to give up this abomination, I must discipline them in the harshest way!
My discipline is harsh to them because they have not yet realized the true beauty of obedience.
My children only know the beautiful side of evil and that is what they call love! And anyone who threatens to touch that side of evil, in their eyes, is an enemy.
My children only know this fantasy of love as a beautiful thing and they feel that I am taking away from them such beautiful thing when in fact such thing is not beautiful, it is an abomination unto Me!
Look at how My Son became the enemy because I sent Him to tell you the truth about the condition of your hearts.
And that truth to set you free is totally opposite to the fantasy you have in your hearts about love and understanding and good! Therefore, He became your enemy!
Most of My children do not know even the most basic thing about Me: My Name! Yet, in their own fantasy, they are in love with Me!
My children feel and think that they are My friends and that they love Me and that they are keeping My commandments while they practice all the rules and regulations of their religion.
- Religion is the greatest arsenal of the enemy. And My children jump from one religion to another even at this late in the age.
For now My children are rehearsing the ancient rituals that My people practiced. I made a covenant with My children in Mount Sinai. And I instituted and decreed My Torah.
But My children did what seem good to them and they rebelled and they broke My covenant and corrupted My Torah.
Therefore, I did a New Thing, I sent My Son! Still, My children insist on their understanding of My covenant and My Torah making for themselves a new religion!
Is there an end to My children’s pride in their understanding of Me and life and everything under heaven and earth?
It has to be! It has to be an end to such pride because I have swore that I will not give My esteem to the enemy!
How am I to bring an end to My children’s pride in their understanding? Such is the secret that I am revealing to each one of My children according to My design and purpose.
And for that reason, I have removed you from them; because this secret has to be revealed to each one personally.
Therefore, you must not fear nor despair. I have heard your pleas and I am working in your behalf. Day and night, I am with you. I never leave nor forsake you.
I am working My design and purpose for your life and you are obeying My instructions without you even realizing it.
I know and I feel your pain and desperation, your anguish even at the thought of hurting your children.
Nonetheless, I am infusing you with My strength every single day to overcome even the most fierce attack from the enemy!
Be strong and courageous! For you have the power to be so because I have given you My strength and power!” End of such amazing words to me.
My Words …
Oh my Father! Again I am speechless! In silence, I worship You!
Sunday, September 13, 2009 (2:23am).
In my distress, I despair and complain for lack of understanding. I have cried unto You and You, always, answer me, but, this time, Your answer resonated within me in the most powerful way than ever before! How amazing are Your ways!
Oh my Father! Your words resonate in my ears still, infusing Your strength and power in the deepest part of my being! I will never be the same from here on to the rest of my allotted time on these earthly grounds.
Thus You have spoken to me,
- “thiaBasilia, My child, If you return and give up this mistaken tone of distrust and despair, then I will give you again a settled place of quiet and safety, and you will be My minister; and if you separate the precious from the vile, cleansing your own heart from unworthy and unwarranted suspicions concerning My faithfulness, you shall be My mouthpiece.
- But do not yield to them. Let them return to you—not you to the people.
- And I will make you to this people a fortified, bronze wall; they will fight against you, but they will not prevail over you, for I am with you to save and deliver you, says Yahuwah your Master and Deliverer!
- And I will deliver you out of the hands of the wicked, and I will redeem you out of the palms of the terrible and ruthless tyrants.” End of such powerful words.
My Words …
Sunday, September 13, 2009 (5:06am).
Oh my Father! I’m back! I’m back from my unworthy and unwarranted suspicions concerning Your faithfulness. This time I am back to stay!
I will never, ever again question Your faithfulness! Thank You for Your loving and forgiving heart.
Thank You for Your faithfulness to deliver me from my momentary lapse. And thank You for keeping me in Your service.
Saturday, September 12, 2009 (5:28am).
Father, the electricity is gone again. And while there is no electricity, the whole spectrum of what is coming to us in the near future comes to mind; for You have shown me the most ominous darkness that will soon approach us announcing the end time storm of storms! And, like the prophet Habakkuk I can exclaim,
I heard and my [whole inner self] trembled; my lips quivered at the sound. Rottenness enters into my bones and under me [down to my feet]; I tremble. I will wait quietly for the day of trouble and distress when there shall come up against [my] people him who is about to invade and oppress them.
Though the fig tree does not blossom and there is no fruit on the vines, [though] the product of the olive fails and the fields yield no food, though the flock is cut off from the fold and there are no cattle in the stalls,
Yet I will rejoice in Yahuwah; I will exult in the [victorious] Mighty One of my salvation! [Rom. 8:37.]
Almighty Yahuwah is my Strength, my personal bravery, and my invincible army; He makes my feet like hinds’ feet and will make me to walk [not to stand still in terror, but to walk] and make [spiritual] progress upon my high places [of trouble, suffering, or responsibility]! End of quote.
My Words …
Oh my Father! How exactly true to these words is my stand! And to think that You are the One Who has given me this strength and stability is beyond words to describe!
Yet, to continue on with my deliberations with You my Father, I wonder, how can Your children claim their heavenly citizenship without the personal intimate knowledge and acquaintance with You?
Yes, I know my Father that many claim to have this knowledge and to know You intimately and personally. Notwithstanding, for the most part all most of these people, when it comes to the core of things, they only have a show of self-righteousness demonstrated by the many rituals that they practice.
One of the saddest things is what I have observed through the years. Through the years I have observed and supported many sincere believers because of their good heart.
I also submitted myself to many that were serious students of the Word and had many good ‘Scriptural teachings’ for my spiritual growth or so I thought.
Sad to say, many zealous believers apply themselves to study the Scriptures and to seek You, my Father, though the more they study and the more they search and research the dumber they become because they get puffed up with knowledge!
And the more they seek You, the farthest they get from You because they do not humble themselves and give up their own understanding. They depend on their understanding of You and everything in the Scriptures.
And they appoint themselves as teachers or leaders and many of them have labeled me as ‘unteachable’ and even as a ‘witch’ because they get highly insulted if you do not adhere to their teaching. But You know it my Father.
Am I being judgmental and speaking evil and idle words? Speak my Father and address Your people, perhaps some will heed You yet through these recorded writings of mine.
My Master’s Response …
“My child, what you are and have been observing for so many years is in fact the sad and deplorable state of My people.
“My people have rejected My commandments in lieu of what seem good to them from the beginning.
“And from the beginning the enemy has corrupted My people’s mind with their own willing consent.
“Therefore, I cannot do anything for My children unless they repent of their willfulness and their own corrupt understanding.
“Notwithstanding, I love My children and I am well aware of their utter inability to see the error of their ways. And it is for that reason that I have become like their worst enemy to deal to them the just punishment to correct and cause them to see and reconsider their ways.
“My child, the only way for My children to see the error of their ways is through the adversities they are suffering as I deal to them their just punishment.
“Truly, My child, you have not drawn near to a mountain touched and scorched with fire, and to blackness, and darkness and storm and a sound of a trumpet, and a voice of words, so that those who heard it begged that no further Word should be spoken to them.
“Indeed! My child, you have come to Mount Zion, even to the city of the living Almighty, the heavenly Jerusalem, and to countless multitudes of angels in festal gathering. Such is the reason why you cannot get along with the multitude who has not yet arrived there.
“The multitude has arrived to the present Jerusalem, a desolate city. It is a desolate city because My Presence has departed from it, and, it is now inhabited, for the most, by impostors and corruptors of My children.
“Yet My children are still blind, but, not for long! Soon My children will open their eyes and see the truth of their sad and deplorable state and repent from their understanding of everything concerning Me and life in general.
“It is for that purpose, for the purpose to open the eyes of My children that I have raised you and many others like you to herald these things to My children.
“My Word is going forth in these recordings of yours and My Word shall not return void but My Word shall accomplish that for what has gone forth!
“Rejoice and be glad! For soon you shall see My light shine in the midst of the darkness that must first come upon this earth!”
My Words …
HalleluYah! HalleluYah! HalleluYah! On my face all I can exclaim is, Set Apart is the Lamb Who was and is and shall come! Come Yahushua come!
My Observations …
In all religious groups, whether Christian or Judaism or Muslim or any other religion, corporate worship is always emphasized. And mankind is, literally, obsessed with the group thing. Most all human beings are obsessed with the belonging idea. And we are all encouraged to belong somewhere, whether be a family or a group or a club or just to another human being!
Society condemns solitude. Should anyone dare to be alone, that one is considered abnormal, unhealthy, and that one is labeled as candidate for mental depression and in need of medical care.
What a fallacy! For though many suffer with mental diseases, actually, it is not by being alone that anyone falls into the grip of such cruel disease! On the contrary, mental diseases are caused by the corrupt society in which we all were born and raised!
Think about it, Oh people! Open your eyes and see and hear the insidious cry from the society of man demanding the unity of mankind! The insidious cry from all human beings to belong somewhere!
That cry haunted me all of my life! I remember my Christian friends telling me, “The devil wants to isolate you! Don’t listen! Never forsake the assembly of the believers!” And I did my best! My very best to accommodate everybody in my life space for fear of being alone! Silly me! I wasted all of my life looking for fellowship and the assembly of the believers!
Talking about fears, the fear of being alone nearly destroyed me altogether! Such fear was in psychological terms, a major and destructive PHOBIA! I feared and resented to be alone and I spent my life like a puppy dog begging for the crumbs of fellowship.
Therefore, I have a mental record of the size of the biggest book you can imagine! Hum! There was nothing wrong with me! I never was a mental case, neither I am at the present time nor will I ever be in the future! Society was my problem! The innate urge in all human beings to seek and even die for that coveted commodity of belonging in a social group of some kind!
So, that is the problem, now, what is the solution and how did I find the solution to my life’s dilemma?
Let me make it clear, I did not find the solution to such enormous problem, but, the solution came to me, the solution came into my spirit, into the core of my being and I have never been the same again! What am I talking about?
I am talking about something supernatural. I am talking about something that the human mind cannot comprehend. And because man cannot comprehend this solution, man is suffering the consequences of his ignorance. Just as simple as that!
Father, help me! I am totally depressed! Just to think of the ignorance and arrogance of man, depresses me to the core! And I need Your help to overcome this momentary hurl!
It’s 11:55am and I have nothing but words written on this pages and not a real, tangible solution that I can see or feel. Must I always be cursed with this awful need to hear from somebody? What about Your martyrs? What about Your prophets? What about all Your servants who have been thrown into solitary confinement for years?…
Father, I want the strength and endurance that You gave to them. Am I being presumptuous and insolent with such want? For I have not nearly paid the price that they had to pay. Who am I who dares to talk to You like this? Have mercy on me, my Father and show me the way out of this hold of misery; for You and You alone are my Deliverer and my Healer and my Keeper!
My Master’s Response …
“My child, lift up your eyes to Me! I am your shield. Neither Israel nor any other evil being can harm you. Soon, all those who exalt themselves with titles and authorities that I have not given to them, shall be knock down for good!
“Fear not nor be dismayed! For the words you have written down are not just words. The words you have written down are My sound words to you and to all who want to hear!
“Let none of these depressing feelings because of the lack of money and activities that you can feel and touch, let none of that disturb you one more instant!
“Rejoice and be glad! You have My strength and you will endure until the end! And when I return, I will have your reward!
“In the meantime, do not work for the reward. But, let all your work be a work of love or obedience to Me, regardless of the reward!”
My Words …
HalleluYah! Though You slay me, I shall worship You because, You are the Almighty Creator of heaven and earth and You alone are worthy of praise and honor and esteem! HalleluYah!
Thursday, September 10, 2009 (3:58am).
Father, I hear Your plea to Your children at this moment of time. I will herald that plea as it is Your desire for me to do. Your Word shall go forth one more time and It shall not return void!
HOPE for My people…
Oh My people OPEN your eyes and see! WAKE UP! There is still a little time left to obey your loving Father and gain your only hope at this crucial moment of time!
THE TIME IS HERE and you need not to scoff anymore! There is no other way but My loving commandments for you. Listen and obey lest you perish. It is not My will that you should perish; but, I can do nothing against your will. I cannot save you unless you listen and obey My commandments of love.
Love equals obedience. Love is not all the splendorous things of this world. Listen, Oh My people, listen and obey My commandments. Learn of Me and lean not in your understanding of My commandments; for I am revealing Myself plainly to you at this point of time.
My Word of hope and grace has gone forth on the condition that you OBEY My commandments; for unless you obey My commandments, you shall perish even as My heart breaks because of your refusal and stubbornness.
Listen and obey My people. I am your only hope. Set your eyes on Me as you read the messages on this site; for those messages contain My revelation of the Truth that shall set you free!” End of Your words to Your people for now.
My Words …
Father, it’s 11:35am on this Wednesday, September 09, 2009 and so far, apparently, nothing has happened, for nobody has called or emailed or knocked on my door. Yet, I remained composed and at peace enjoying myself in Your Presence alone… how amazing this experience is to me! And for how long have I desired for this state of peaceful and joyful stability in my life? Practically all of my life!
Oh my Father! It’s such wonderful thing to me to experience this peace and joy and contentment without the interference of any human contact. It used to be a time when I lived in a continuous state of panic and emotional craving for human comfort. And I would wear out my friends with my lengthy phone calls and talkative behavior.
How different is this life that I am now living in Your Presence and under Your care and protection alone! Oh, yes! I still talk and go over board sometimes. But, it is not at all like it used to be! Because, when I talk now, it is all under Your control.
And yes, I annoy many people with my ‘much talking’. But, You open and shut my mouth nowadays. And weather people get elated and delighted or annoyed and aggravated with me, it doesn’t matter anymore. Your approval and getting alone with You to laugh or cry about these matters is all that counts!
Oh what a wonderful state of being! You have truly pulled me out of this world! And to think that each one of Your children have the same opportunity every day of their lives and every day of their lives they miss such magnificent opportunity…Oh how it must break Your heart! How long shall this state of affairs continue my Father? And would You rescue all of Your children? I know that in due time You will show me and give me peace in this matter.
Father, it’s 5:12pm on Wednesday, September 09, 2009, in just 3 weeks it shall be Sukkoth and You have not given me the slightest indication on what to do. I know that You are sick and tired of all our celebrations and I have given that message to Your people but, now I find myself in a quandary again.
My Father, as I see the day approaching I am trembling because of all the excitement and zeal going on in all circles. What would You have me do? Do You want me to stay put in this place and let the whole commotion pass without me getting involved with it? Must I remain silent for the time being until You release me to talk or until You send me someone to talk to?
My Master’s Response …
“My child, remain quiet. Wait until I develop the circumstances for you. Do not make any more phone calls and remain in these premises until the time I have designed for you.
“Do not worry about finances nor food or anything of materialistic matter at all. I have all matters concerning you under My control and design.
“Continue to worship and fellowship in My Presence, for I am delighted in you and soon you will experience My delight in a tangible way.”
My Words …
Father, what about all these thoughts about going to Tiberias? Is such thing in Your design and purpose for me? What am I to do?
My Master’s response …
“My child, do nothing yet. Wait until I quicken you to act. In due time I will let you know exactly where and how to go. In the meantime, remain packed and ready to go on a short notice.”
My Words …
Thank You my Father. It’s such a wonderful thing to hear You and have the power to do just what You call me to do! HalleluYah!
Father, it’s 7:31pm on this Wednesday, September 09, 2009 and an idea just came to me, to update the site, I hope this idea comes from You?
My Words …
How can I say thanks, Oh my Father? How can I tell, how can I express this immensity of Your mercy within my being? Yes! I will obey You! That’s how I can say thanks and express my gratitude to You! HalleluYah!
Talking About Sobriety? Seriously This Is The Time For It …
O my Master! It is now Saturday, January 30, 2021 at 1:25 pm. It is the last 7th Day of Rest for this first month of 2021. Sober? I wonder. My desire is to obey You, but! I find myself troubled. Do not know how to stop the flood of thoughts or ideas flying in my natural mind about all that is going on.
How can I let it all slide past me?
Everything going on at this late stage of our existence is so contrary to what You require for our eternal salvation, how can I let it all slide?
How can I avoid touching those thoughts or ideas?
I tremble at the thought of disobedience.
I do not know how to act but!
My determinate purpose is to be found in You.
I refuse to let my mind take over me.
It is a rainy dreary day.
That is part or maybe all my troublesome thoughts.
Going to bed. 1:52 pm.
Woke up at 5:09 pm to a dead mobile plus no Internet to add to the list.
No problem anymore.
No need to have it all under my control.
All is under Your control.
It is now Saturday, January 30, 2021 at 5:34 pm.
What Oh My Master Am I To Do Next? …
This 7th Day of Rest You have given me much to continue marching steady towards Your Kingdom of heaven soon to be a reality on the earth.
The Question Remains, When? Your Answer As Well Remains, Soon. Wait …
No one knows. It will come like a thief in the night. It could be tomorrow. So? Prepare. Be ready. Oh my Master! You have prepared and made me ready, yet? The stark corrupted times as the times of Noah at hand.
When Are You To Put An End? …
“Be still. Let go. Wait. I am working all things for your good and the good of all of Your concern.” Well? That’s that! I’ll wait no matter what!
The internet has been reset again and I can’t undo it. No internet. It’s now Sunday, January 31, 2021 at 1:56 am. Heading 4 bed.
Time To Do As I Am Told …
“Be still. Let go. Wait. I am working all things for your good and the good of all of Your concern.” Well? That’s that! O my Master! I keep saying, I’ll wait no matter what! But I don’t wait. I go on and on trying.
No Internet? Let Me Try To Reset …
Ha! Reset the blasted thing? Forget to the Net connect! Suits me right. Now? For sure I have to Be still. Let go. Wait. And go ahead to work in the book You instructed me to compile.
Thank You My Master For Your Correction …
To spend a day trying to navigate on my own is sure the way to suffer big time frustration and disappointment. But You know it my Master. nowadays? You have kindly shorten my days of trying. Thank You.
- The gas is about to end. But I thank You for a sunny day today. It is now Sunday, January 31, 2021 at 6:51 am. Ha! That means I have wasted almost 2 hours trying to fix what I know I can’t fix. Duh!
- I am heading to wash my dishes while I wait to see if Ahmad keeps his promise to visit me this morning.
- 7:13 am Photoshop
Last Day Of The First Month In 2021 …
Cover finished. It’s now Sunday, January 31, 2021 at 3:50 pm. on to format the book. No Internet, so? I cannot be tempted to distractions. Even so? it’s a long book, who knows how long it’ll be before I publish it, but!
- O my Master! it is all under Your control.
First Day Of The 2nd Month Of This 2021 Year. What Will It Be …?
It is now Monday, February 1, 2021 at 8:34 am. Well? O my Master! I been fumbling with the formatting depending on my memory instead of reviewing the guide to do it properly.
- That’s me! Blaming on the winter.
- I get so cold I cannot think straight.
- Adding to that? No Internet to check things out.
- Yes, I am my Master, but!
- You know I am being honest not just putting a heroine’s front.
- So? I thank You.
- It looks like You are giving me a break.
- A sunny day sure looks inviting to overcome the woes of the winter.
- Lest for this day.
- I will now start the formatting task from scratch Guide on hand.
- Then? Around noontime my lil friend bearing goodies.
- Next on his way to depart?
- Hahaha! The outer door fell apart!
- Unbelievable! But true.
- Repair man on call.
- My lil friend?
- Sitting on a chair guarding my body and soul.
- Repairs going on.
- Electric connection needed I am told
- Computer off
- Book formatting on hold.
- Me? Wash dishes and all
- Three hours or so later?
- Silence? Let me see.
- Repairs done!
- Gone without a word to me!
- Bless their hearts.
- Me? Bed Monday, February 1, 2021 at 6:54 pm.
- Up on Tuesday, February 2, 2021 at 1:39 am.
- Still no Internet.
- Hopefully the problem will be fix today.
- Going back to book format.
- You led me to a fun graphic with a legend to end the book.
- WOW! That’s what!
What’s Truth? What’s Real? Let’s Learn It From The March Of Time’s Wheel ….?
The truth? Not that bad, but! My looks? At my 70th? Impress forsook. A humbling experience I partook.
I saw the arrogance in the obsess how I should look to impress as the best. Obsess to Impress? No more in my mind now entertain.
My Father’s impression! Dancing in session. Skip! Tap! Tap at that? Joyfully skipping under the rain?
My little girl remains! Humor Instead of Anger. Laughing at My Arrogance? Sure HUMILITY to Gain …?
Then? At my 80th? Humble I remain. Obsess to Impress? I no longer with it mess.
My Father’s impression! Dancing in session. Skip! Tap! Tap at that? Joyfully skipping under the rain? My little girl remains!
What’s Truth? What’s Real?
Let’s Learn It From The March Of Time’s Wheel ….?
Father? You Have Brought Me Through The Wheel Of Time, No Doubt About It! …The results? All inharmonious circumstances I brought upon myself are now harmonizing.
- Humor instead of anger.
- Love from above instead of love from below.
- Wisdom instead of ignorance – imprudence – inability – ineptness – stupidity – thoughtlessness – instability.
What More Could I Ever Want For? …
Until next post Your love in my heart remains for all.