Wednesday, July 4, 2018 at 5:52 am.
Beauty Rather Than Ugliness Is The Prison Of Our Age ….?
Indeed! The Atmosphere Of Our Existence or the dominant intellectual or emotional environment or attitude at large.
What is it that we all strive for? What is it that we all sell our souls to obtain? Isn’t beauty? Isn’t that the supreme goal in our lives, but!
Have We Learned To Discern?
The pages of THE FAMILY—A—TRUE STORY will impact the reader to discern what is beauty and what is not.
Moment by moment. Hour by hour. Day by day. Month by month. Year by year the story develops.
Where does it all flow like the waters of a river flows to a set destination?
Where Is Each One Of Our Stories Leading Us To?
To the end to begin. To death and rebirth our stories begin in the womb but do not culminate in the hearth, rather? Victory to shout from the hearth in a new birth in eternity to sprout!
A New Birth In Eternity To Sprout ?
Yes! A new birth in eternity to sprout even when we roam around on these earthly grounds. That’s my story recorded in the pages of, THE FAMILY—A—TRUE STORY.
Thursday, July 5, 2018 at 7:43 am.
My Story Continues To Develop Upwards.
THE FAMILY—A—TRUE STORY is my story. From my birth to this instant of time? Yes, to this moment?
My story continues to develop upwards. My life has been a tumultuous saga of ups and downs, but!
Why Have I Recorded It All Since 1985?
That was the chosen year for my transformation to begin. It began in the most unexpected way.
The day? June 20, 1985 around 3 am. I had hit bottom. Like King Solomon?
I had tried everything there is to try to find the meaning of this life of pain and suffering.
From Super Good To Super Bad My Life Swung!
From the most devoted religious life to the bottom of corruption.
I had betrayed my children. I had let down all my friends. I had climbed up and down in the financial arena.
Anger, Love, And Lust. My High Intellect Was Supreme.
I lived by the raw emotions of anger, love, and lust. My high intellect was supreme.
I knew and understood so much, but? Had no patience with what I consider stupidity.
Unable To Understand Good And Evil ….?
Plus, I could not reconcile the badness in the attitude of all human beings I could see around me.
No matter how hard I tried to overlook that attitude in all persons of my acquaintance? I failed. Why?
A Child’s Nature Not The Norm In This Insanity Ridden World.
Simple. My nature is the nature of a trusting child. I trust and love like a child does. Unfortunately?
This insane world is not the right environment for such nature. Thank goodness! This world is not my home.
Even so? In this insanity ridden world I exist, and? Though that I am in this world? I have a way to overcome it. Quote:
Yahushua speaking to His followers at the end of His time on this earth.
I have told you these things, so that in Me you may have [perfect] peace and confidence. In the world you have tribulation and trials and distress and frustration; but be of good cheer [take courage; be confident, certain, undaunted]! For I have overcome the world. [I have deprived it of power to harm you and have conquered it for you.]
Way back 70 years ago? Dona Delfina stealthily bought me—a Cathodic by birth, to a protestant meeting.
I remember that incident as it happened just yesterday. Can’t remember anything other than the moment to answer the call:
“Lit up you hand if you want Jesus (Yahushua) as your personal Lord (Master) and Savior.”
I lifted my hand, and? I hear myself even to this moment: “Yo accepto a Jesus como my salvador personal.” (“I accept Jesus (Yahushua) as my personal Lord (Master) and Saviour.”
Faithful to a ‘God’ I did not know until now.
From there on? I grew up faithful and devoted to my Catholic Church at first, then? I drifted into the protestant stream of churches, but! Remained faithful to a ‘God’ I did not know, until? This instant of my life’s existence!
Wondering. Wondering. Wondering.
It’s still Thursday, July 5, 2018 now at 7:51 pm.
I wrote the date and the hour, but! couldn’t write anymore. I went to sleep.
It’s now Thursday, July 5, 2018 at 11:20 pm. Been awake for about an hour. Don’t feel good. Going back to bed.
Yahushua. He has shown me the truth about my human nature and His nature within me.
Much to tell. Be the subject in subsequent posts.
Friday, July 6, 2018 at 5:10 am.
Closing for now ….?
Been up since around 2 am. Been working on graphics and updating the last post You led me to post.
Now I’m going to update Office. I’ll walk. I’ll shut and unplug computer. I’ll work on rearranging things again, and?
Will tell the rest of my doings today in the next post. I am to post as soon as I optimize a couple of graphics He is leading me to post. Enjoy!
Meantime and until the next post? His love in my heart for you dear Reader and for all? Stays there in my heart to stay for eternity.
Your sister, not thiaBasilia anymore. Why? Because I am not the Author of the underlaying message in the posts.
Not for Sale—Not for free—The Price? Your Attention!