Master! Help me! Get me out! …? The New Year Is On The Brink. Me? On The Sink!
What Is The Matter? What So Easily Throws Me In The Sink On A Blink …?
I sense anger and disgust but I do not want to face the cause. Perhaps the lack of change in my living circumstances is getting to me big time. Perhaps superstition fears.
Whatever? I Know You Do Not Count It Against Me …?
Not because I deserve it, it is all because of Your mercy, passionate love for Your creation, and Your faithfulness to Your Word.
Thank You. Let Me Begin This Year With Thanksgiving In My Heart …
It is now Friday, January 1, 2021 at 1:24 am. Again, I was thinking of going to bed. Instead? It is coming to me to work on a new header for the site.
- I worked in the header for a couple hours. Next I slept for a couple of hours. I got up. Continued working on the header. It is not coming to my satisfaction.
Master? Nothing Is Working To My Satisfaction …?
It is now Friday, January 1, 2021 at 1:03 pm. You know my momentary problem better than I know it myself. One thing for sure, no more whining to anyone but You.
- I am so disgusted with myself unless You intervene I cannot see myself out of this disgusting hole I have sunk in.
What Can I Say? Just Spellbound. In Awe …?
Saturday, January 2, 2021 at 12:45 am
It is now the first 7th Day of Rest, a second day in this 2021 year. Just Spellbound. In Awe. From the hole of disgust to Your holding of my being to continue marching ahead towards Your Kingdom.
Your Kingdom …?
- The Number Twelve – Governing Order and Rulership
- The Number Four – Creation and the World
- The Number Five – Grace and Preparation
Welcome 2021—Gateway To The Kingdom Of Heaven On Earth …
Hey heavenly bound believers! Good news! We ain’t going up to an ethereal heaven to float like the clouds. Nay! Heaven is coming down to earth just like we have been praying for it to happen!
The Saga In 2021 …
Your People Insist In Figuring Out The Time Of Fulfillment …?
Me? O my Master! I can almost hear Your laughter at my conclusion as I heard Your voice in 2Peter 3:8-9, three and a half years could be 365 x 3.5×1000=!!! O no! that’s close to forever, my Master! How am I to wait that long?
But! You Know I Know Better My Master. You Have Enlightened Me On The Matter …
That’s Your way of telling me as You told Your first twelve on the day You were taken up back to the Father. You have addressed those words in Acts 1:6-8 to me every time I ask the question myself. Quote:
But you shall receive power (ability, efficiency, and might) when the Holy Spirit has come upon you, and you shall be My witnesses in Jerusalem and all Judea and Samaria and to the ends (the very bounds) of the earth.
So? I Stick To My Witnessing Task. Try My Best Not To Ask, But!
Recently, You spoke on the matter. You said, “How long are you to wait with your hope and expectation set on Me? As long as I consider it to be.”
Case Closed. No More Wondering …
Day by day. Moment by moment You settle my churning mind without fail. Yesterday? In the hole. Today? On the whole of my existence in Your Presence and loving control.
- It is now Saturday, January 2, 2021 at 8:24 am.
- I finally succeeded to create the header to my satisfaction.
- It is coming to me to illustrate for the next post.
- I’ll see what You got for me!
All Things Point To Your Kingdom …?
It is now Saturday, January 2, 2021 at 12:16 pm. It is a cold day. I have been searching for the Scriptures You have quickened to me. Just now? You led me to see how all things point to Your Kingdom.
- There are many references in the Scriptures about Your Kingdom.
- So many that boggles my mind, but!
- You zeroed in three references to apply to this moment that I am writing about.
- The first one is about the first words that Yahushua emphatically proclaimed to the religious people of that time.
Quote:
- Matthew 4:17 From that time Yahushua began to preach, crying out, Repent, change your mind for the better, heartily amend your ways, with abhorrence of your past sins, for the kingdom of heaven is at hand.
- Acts 14:22 Establishing and strengthening the souls and the hearts of the disciples, urging and warning and encouraging them to stand firm in the faith, and telling them that it is through many hardships and tribulations we must enter the kingdom of the Almighty Creator.
- Matthew 6:9-10 Pray, therefore, like this: Our Father Who is in heaven, hallowed (kept holy) be Your name. Your kingdom come, Your will be done on earth as it is in heaven.
Repent, Change Your Mind For The Better …?
Repent? But I had been religiously devoted since childhood. Why such exhortation? My life is reflected on those three Scriptures as well as each one of Your children’s lives.
The Truth On Your Kingdom? Our Eternal Destination …
O my Master! It is the Kingdom of heaven, but such Kingdom is coming down to earth just like we taught to pray for. How on earth I got it all backwards?
- Maybe I should pass the buck like Adam did.
- ‘The grandmother that You gave me! The pastors! The Bible teachers! The, the, the???’
- How is about me?
- The buck stops here within me not within thee.
- I am not going up to heaven. Heaven is coming down to me
- The Kingdom On Earth As It Is In Heaven Just Like I Prayed For!
That’s The Conclusion You Have Me To Conclude …
And that is what this journal You compelled me to record since 1985 is all about. O but what a journey! Up and down hill. From the chill of the high mountains to the heat of the dessert valleys You have carried me.
You Have Carried Me? How Is That? My Master! Tell Me The Fact …
Indeed My precious child, indeed! Every written word by the finger of My chosen workers I am now deciphering and imprinting them in your heart and mind. It is written:
Hebrews 13:5 AMPC+
Let your character or moral disposition be free from love of money including greed, avarice, lust, and craving for earthly possessions and be satisfied with your present circumstances and with what you have; for He [the Almighty Creator] Himself has said, “I will not in any way fail you nor give you up nor leave you without support. I will] not, I will not, I will] not in any degree leave you helpless nor forsake nor let you down or relax My hold on you! Assuredly not!”
Joshua 1:5 AMPC+
“No man shall be able to stand before you all the days of your life. As I was with Moses, so I will be with you; I will not fail you or forsake you.”
Do You See It My Child? I Am Telling You The Fact At That …
And as it was with Moses so it is with you. So it is with each one of My children in their individual lot of life. Therefore? Your journal is going forth for a witness to each child of Mine.
- On to illustrate this matter before I post. It is now Saturday, January 2, 2021 at 1:34 pm. I wait on Your leading all the way.
- Bind The Hurt—2021—Healing The Wound
- In Renewed Yerushalayim
Master? I Cannot Any Longer Say, ‘What Is The Use?’ …
It is now Sunday, January 3, 2021 at 2:41 am. You are showing me the use of every single step I take in my journey in Your Presence.
The Voice You Have Given To Me Your Mouthpiece To Be …?
Most certainly! That voice? The ultimate use to proclaim and gain.
Proclaim And Gain? What Is There To Proclaim And Gain My Master? …
By all means to proclaim and gain the return of the Lost Sheep of Israel. After all? That is what the Messiah came for. So it’s written:
Matthew 15:24 AMPC+ He answered, I was sent only to the lost sheep of the house of Israel.
- An isolated verse to back up whatever suits the occasion?
- Not really the quote here is intended for.
- Rather? A key to open doors.
- What doors? The understanding doors.
A Key To Understand The Futility Of Man’s Traditions And Commandments …?
Sometimes I find myself reading the comments from the people so willing to express what they consider to be valuable opinions to contribute amid the present global colossal confusion.
- My thoughts connect the dots with the opinions I hear in my daily interchange with others.
Me? O Master Sovereign Mighty One Of Israel. Me …?
It has come the time when You make my tongue stick to the roof of my mouth when it comes my opinions to voice. It is simply no longer my choice.
- You are now bringing to mind Your compelling Your words to Your prophet Ezekiel now address to me as they were when You first quicken them to me many years back. Quote:
Ezekiel 3:16-27 AMPC+
And at the end of seven days, the word of the Master came to me:
Son of man, I have made you a watchman to the house of Israel; therefore hear the word at My mouth and give them warning from Me. [Isa_52:8; Isa_56:10; Isa_62:6; Jer_6:17]
If I say to the wicked, You shall surely die, and you do not give him warning or speak to warn the wicked to turn from his wicked way, to save his life, the same wicked man shall die in his iniquity, but his blood will I require at your hand.
Yet if you warn the wicked and he turn not from his wickedness or from his wicked way, he shall die in his iniquity, but you have delivered yourself.
Again, if a righteous man turns from his righteousness (right doing and right standing with the Almighty) and some gift or providence which I lay before him he perverts into an occasion to sin and he commits iniquity, he shall die; because you have not given him warning, he shall die in his sin and his righteous deeds which he has done shall not be remembered, but his blood will I require at your hand.
Nevertheless if you warn the righteous man not to sin and he does not sin, he shall surely live because he is warned; also you have delivered yourself from guilt.
And the hand of the Master was there upon me, and He said to me, Arise, go forth into the plain and I will talk with you there.
Then I arose and went forth into the plain, and behold, the glory of the Master stood there, like the glory I had seen by the river Chebar, and I fell on my face.
Then the Spirit entered into me and set me on my feet; He spoke and said to me, Go, shut yourself up in your house.
But you, O son of man, behold, ropes will be put upon you and you will be bound with them, and you cannot go out among people.
And I will make your tongue cleave to the roof of your mouth so that you cannot talk and be a reprover of the people, for they are a rebellious house.
But when I speak with you, I will open your mouth and you shall say to the people, Thus says the Master Almighty Yahuwah; he who hears, let him hear, and he who refuses to hear, let him refuse; for they are a rebellious house. End of quote.
This Time All Will Know. Repentance By The Will Of Our Creator …
I am tired my Master. It is now Sunday, January 3, 2021 at 1:04 pm. I’ll try the bed. I wait on You. Well? Before I crashed in bed it came to me to write the email I had intended to write but did not.
My reply to her reply. Quote:
Ha! What about me? How are things in my world? Timely questions.
I have been composing what I am to post next but! I felt so tired I needed to rest. Well? Before I crashed in bed it came to me to email you what I had intended to do for the past few days that I had not done.
I slept for better than 5 hours. Woke up? WOW!
Guess what was in my mind to continue after the last headline I had written? The great assembly! What is meant to be. Exactly like your Monday gathering! In fact? The account of your doings? Exactly what is now being revealed to me. Each one of our lives has been perfectly planned. The end?
“The adjustment to all inharmonious circumstances and conditions under the sun and the whole duty for every man.”
It is done! My life is now harmonized. The account of your doings is a confirmation of such harmony. End of quote.
Master! O My Master! How Present You Are In My Moment To Moment Living! …
The way You respond to whatever goes on in my moment-to-moment living is nothing else but amazing! My only choice to set my gaze on You? The only worthy choice to have.
- Absolutely no need to set my gaze otherwise.
- What about the noise surrounding me?
- What about the troublesome moments that popped uninvited?
- What about my thoughts and my feelings churning in this mind of my possession?
- What about when I am blind to see Your progression?
Ha! The Need For The Adjustment To All Inharmonious Circumstances And Conditions In My Life …
It is now Sunday, January 3, 2021 at 8:44 pm. I find myself reflecting in Your Presence. No more wondering. Only expecting the goodness and mercy flowing on me from You.
The Great Assembly? Shall Now Be Greatly Intimate Gathering …
Indeed! Small intimate gathering where we share, dance, play and meaningfully connect with games and activities in preparation for the great assembly in Your Kingdom on the new Yerushalayim.
- Sunday, January 3, 2021 at 9:05 pm. Tired and sleepy. Will continue when You wake me up. I slept for a couple of hours. The ringing of the phone woke me up. Food and the needed lamp.
Master? This Is The Pits Of My Human Nature—Never Satisfied …?
It is now another new day, Monday, January 4, 2021 at 12:14 am. The lamp is not serving the purpose I had in mind, but guess what? No problem anymore.
No need to expect more and more in my mind the highest to soar.
Only need? To lift my wings and mount up close to You as eagles mount up to the sun.
Close To You? By All Means! …
No matter how weary, faint or tired in this valley of death I could become to those three You won’t let me succumb. I am going on!
- The lamp? Your Word is the lamp under my feet to light my way up and ahead instead. What’s next?
Humm! The Internet Not Connecting …
Hooray! Hooray! The more troubles and difficulties this world can hand to me? The greatest my reward! What reward? Am I standing in a false ideological stand expecting a reward not there to be? NAY!
I Am Standing In The Solid Rock That You Are My Master …
No question about it. You have well instructed and warned me about the wiles of my flesh and the thriving mesh this world is set to be. But You have overcome it for me, and?
You are holding my reward. Quote:
John 16:33 AMPC+
I have told you these things, so that in Me you may have [perfect] peace and confidence. In the world you have tribulation and trials and distress and frustration; but be of good cheer [take courage; be confident, certain, undaunted]! For I have overcome the world. [I have deprived it of power to harm you and have conquered it for you.]
Revelation 22:12 AMPC+
Behold, I am coming soon, and I shall bring My wages and rewards with Me, to repay and render to each one just what his own actions and his own work merit. [Isa_40:10; Jer_17:10]
Thank You. I Know Those Quotes Are Really Between You And Me …
Definitely, those quotes are not to demonstrate my scriptural knowledge. Rather, those quotes are Your response to secure me forever in Your Presence.
Ha! About Your Kingdom? Our Eternal Destination …?
You just led me to read what You had me to record back in April 2020. It is now Monday, January 4, 2021 at 7:39 am. What I recorded then is pretty much the same as of what I am recording now. Quote:
The Master [earnestly] waits [expecting, looking, and longing] to be gracious to you; and therefore, He lifts Himself up, that He may have mercy on you and show loving-kindness to you. Isaiah 30:18.
For [even the whole] creation (all nature) waits expectantly and longs earnestly for God’s sons to be made known [waits for the revealing, the disclosing of their sonship]. Romans 8:19
And I will give them one heart [a new heart] and I will put a new spirit within them; and I will take the stony [unnaturally hardened] heart out of their flesh, and will give them a heart of flesh [sensitive and responsive to the touch of their God], Ezekiel 11:19
O the immensely of His passionate love for His creation–the whole world! HalleluYah!
Why Didn’t I Think Of That Before? …
Sunday, April 12, 2020 at 4:05 pm.
Reality? The Creator’s Reality far from anything the human’s imagination can conceive.
O well! Me? I been in the loliland of my own deluded imaginations about all things pertaining to life and truth.
O my Master! That’s the honest truth You had me record in all my writings.
His Kingdom Down On Earth? …
Goodness sake! Isn’t that what is prayed and prayed and prayed for without ceasing? But then?
We have fabricated this idea of going to a heaven up there somewhere like a diamond on the sky with the stars.
Talking about silliness? Who is going to inhabit that Kingdom on the earth that we been praying for?
We just don’t make sense at all!
We are confused and oblivious about our confusion. But!
O My Master! You Know All About It, And …?
Sunday, April 12, 2020 at 4:31 pm.
It does not ruffle Your feathers. So? I am not going to let it all ruffle my own feathers.
It’s the time of the day that my body wants to get underneath Your everlasting arms under Your protecting feathers.
Don’t look like anyone is coming. Bed it is for me. 4:33 pm.
Again! Yes, There’s A Silver Lining Coming Out Of It All, But!
Honestly? Like I stated in the previous post, this is something I am just now waking up to.
Everything I learned from reading and interpreting the written words with my own understanding plus the understanding of what I thought to be inspired teachers was wrong. End of Quote.
So What If I Think Backwards About The Unbelievers …
The truth of the matter is that You are not allowing me the luxury to think for my own self anymore. What a blessing!
Furthermore? Every Day You Expose To Me The Reality Of Your Doings …
So? The luxury of my own thinking pales beside Your doings! No more such luxury there today. Still? I think. Why not? Ah! My Beloved Master! You have transformed my thinking form. I now think with Your wisdom as a norm.
How ‘bout that? That poet’s gene within.
Writing poetry? Not a fool.
Memories from my first grade in school.
What About The Reckon Day Or The Day To Settle Accounts With You, My Master? …
Well? Here I am my Master! You have settled my accounts. You have kept me from facing the final Reckoning Day—the day of the second death for many staunch believers on their good works, unless?
- Unless You intervene now confronting each individual standing on their own beliefs.
- Thus? The purpose for this journal.
- I am Your witness of how You have settled my accounts.
- I am Your witness of how You empower me to repent from my former devoted religious life.
- Your witness of the work You have done in me.
- Your work not mine.
- A witness of Your work not a teacher or an scholar teaching or telling anyone anything.
Why Not A Teacher Or An Scholar Teaching Or Telling Anyone Anything? …
Ha! Your warning against worldliness is now seared within me. No question about it. No need to explain. The Scriptures are quite plain.
Quote:
James 4:1-17 AMPC+
WHAT LEADS to strife (discord and feuds) and how do conflicts (quarrels and fightings) originate among you? Do they not arise from your sensual desires that are ever warring in your bodily members?
You are jealous and covet [what others have] and your desires go unfulfilled; [so] you become murderers. [To hate is to murder as far as your hearts are concerned.] You burn with envy and anger and are not able to obtain [the gratification, the contentment, and the happiness that you seek], so you fight and war. You do not have, because you do not ask. [1Jn_3:15]
[Or] you do ask [God for them] and yet fail to receive, because you ask with wrong purpose and evil, selfish motives. Your intention is [when you get what you desire] to spend it in sensual pleasures.
You [are like] unfaithful wives [having illicit love affairs with the world and breaking your marriage vow to God]! Do you not know that being the world’s friend is being God’s enemy? So whoever chooses to be a friend of the world takes his stand as an enemy of God.
Or do you suppose that the Scripture is speaking to no purpose that says, The Spirit Whom He has caused to dwell in us yearns over us and He yearns for the Spirit [to be welcome] with a jealous love? [Jer_3:14; Hos 2:19ff]
But He gives us more and more grace (N1power of the Holy Spirit, to meet this evil tendency and all others fully). That is why He says, God sets Himself against the proud and haughty, but gives grace [continually] to the lowly (those who are humble enough to receive it). [Pro_3:34]
So be subject to God. Resist the devil [stand firm against him], and he will flee from you.
Come close to God and He will come close to you. [Recognize that you are] sinners, get your soiled hands clean; [realize that you have been disloyal] wavering individuals with divided interests, and purify your hearts [of your spiritual adultery].
[As you draw near to God] be deeply penitent and grieve, even weep [over your disloyalty]. Let your laughter be turned to grief and your mirth to dejection and heartfelt shame [for your sins].
Humble yourselves [feeling very insignificant] in the presence of the Lord, and He will exalt you [He will lift you up and make your lives significant].
[My] brethren, do not speak evil about or accuse one another. He that maligns a brother or judges his brother is maligning and criticizing the Law and judging the Law. But if you judge the Law, you are not a practicer of the Law but a censor and judge [of it].
One only is the Lawgiver and Judge Who is able to save and to destroy [the One Who has the absolute power of life and death]. [But you] who are you that [you presume to] pass judgment on your neighbor?
Come now, you who say, Today or tomorrow we will go into such and such a city and spend a year there and carry on our business and make money.
Yet you do not know [the least thing] about what may happen tomorrow. What is the nature of your life? You are [really] but a wisp of vapor (a puff of smoke, a mist) that is visible for a little while and then disappears [into thin air].
You ought instead to say, If the Lord is willing, we shall live and we shall do this or that [thing].
But as it is, you boast [falsely] in your presumption and your self-conceit. All such boasting is wrong.
So any person who knows what is right to do but does not do it, to him it is sin. End of quote.
That is also why I Am Not About To Malign A Brother Or Judge My Brother …
No way! And whatever I done in the matter before I have come close to You and You have come close to me. By the power of Your Spirit I have humbled myself in Your Presence, and?
You have exalted me and lifted me up and made my life significant.
- Again, it is all Your work not mine.
- I have no right to claim about anything done in my within.
- January 4, 2021 at 4:43 pm. rest.
No. It Has Not Been An Easy Choice …
You called. I answered. It is now another day, Tuesday, January 5, 202112:35 am. Your reminder is a vote to strengthen my security in Your Presence. Quote:
What could be more irrational?
To give up pagan celebrations of birthdays and so forth with which she showed her immense love and affection to her beloved children and risk hurting them and alienating them against her?
To give up for a time her joy and pride of assembling with the rest of My children in order to obey Me to stand against My children on account of their misunderstanding of My commandments?
To risk the rejection from her children and all her brothers and sisters and friends for following My instructions to expose the wicked carnal ways of My children—even My most selected children?
What could be more irrational than what I led My beloved Thia to do? Yet, look at her now!
In the span of her years from the age of 70 to 81 years and after a long, long span of bad health that almost cost her, her life she stands like a youth in perfect health.
Physically, mentally, emotionally and spiritually she is marching joyfully and obeying My instructions against all odds!
What is there to keep anyone from considering the results of My work within My servant thiaBasilia? Is it pride and jealousy or just staunch unbelief? Watch out!
A community as in Acts
And so let’s get back to the point of My simple ways to keep My commandments.
A community life as it was at the beginning of the book of Acts is My way for your lifestyle in obedience to My commandments.
But, the human-carnal nature of man again distorted such a lifestyle and the whole nightmare of a lifestyle of disobedience repeated itself as it is written, they were all dispersed each to their own way.
So? Here we are.
This late in the age some of My children are still attempting to create communities to abide in My simple ways to no avail.
In fact? The attempt to abide in My simple ways is quite evident in the creation of so many denominations and groups that sometimes thrive and sometimes die. Why?
Because before My children even think of a community life or doing anything to keep My commandments it is of the utter most importance that each individual member in the body of My people, each individual member MUST and I repeat MUST receive the power from on high to enable anyone to give up their lifestyle of disobedience, totally and completely without any reservations at all.
And how on earth would you be able to receive this power from on high unless I send you a witness of someone who has received this power?
Thus I sent you My beloved Thia and several others whom you have not yet received, but, I know what I am doing as I strengthen My servants to insist and persist in reaching your hearts.
Therefore this message will make a difference in anyone’s life in spite of all odds that this message will do so.
For you MUST, it is imperative that you give up the control of all things and let ME control your lives!
But I AM YAHUWAH/YAHUSHUA the Almighty Creator of everything in existence, and?
This time this message shall reach the individual hearts to empower each one to give Me that control for so I decreed it and thus it shall come to pass!” End of quote.
- Let me see once again the ending victory against the ordeal from my choice.
- Tuesday, January 5, 2021 at 12:52 am must rest.
- On waking up? You are letting me see quite clear whatever was not as clear before.
What Could Be More Irrational Than My Life Since You Called…?
You called. I answered. You sent me like sheep among the wolves. Me? I paid no mind to Your meaning. I figure things like good old Eve did, Wolves? Nay! My children and friends are not wolves, they? Duh!
Irrational! Crazy! Insane! Mental! Instable! Bipolar! Schizo!!! Phrenic Manic The Label Stuck No One To Unpluck …
Ah! My Master! No kidding! You sent me among the wolves. But it is now Tuesday, January 5, 2021 at 5:12 am and? You are now taming those wolves. How are You doing it?
That Is Something To Be None Of My Concern …
So You let me know in the words addressed to Peter then but addressed to me now. No kidding! Only You have the ability to apply the required scriptures at the proper time. Quote:
John 21:21-22 AMPC+
When Peter saw him, he said to Yahushua, Master, what about this man?
Yahushua said to him, If I want him to stay (survive, live) until I come, what is that to you? What concern is it of yours? You follow Me!
So? How Are You Taming Those Wolves? …
None of my concern. Best to mind and follow You in all that I do. With that thing in mind You are leading me to prepare and post these lines.
- It is now Tuesday, January 5, 2021 at 8:04 am. Heading to posting grounds.
Your crystal pure love now in my heart for all. thiaBasilia.
