Strange ….?

The days and the nights, the weeks, the months and the years come and go swiftly flying to the end of the line with our Father’s precise time! Yet, to our eternal future for man to delegate? There is no time!

Meanwhile, I travel alone, singing a song up towards the Son! The star upon high leads the way beyond the sky! And onwards I travel without delay because my Teacher leads the way!

Where am I going? Clearly? I do not yet see the New Yerushalayim descending on the Land…

Perhaps this is the time for me to be tried, smelted, and refined! And for that? I rejoice! I am glad!

For I know that my redemption draws nigh. His grace is sufficient unto me to lift my gaze up to see the King descend from the sky!

And so, my Father? Your grace is sufficient unto me. I will continue to go on & on waiting for the Son until Kingdom come!

Journal—An Ongoing Dialog Between thiaBasilia And Master Yahuwah/Yahushua. …

Thursday, May 17, 2018 at 12:50 pm.

What is it, my Father? I feel like nothing can affect my being, whether good or bad. Have I given up?

Father? It surely is strange. I posted the last post more than an hour ago, and? I have no response yet. Usually readers respond within a few minutes of my posting. What does it mean?

I am feeling so strange. Can’t stop thinking about myself and all it concerns me and all the people of my concern.

What is it, my Father? I feel like I am suspended from or above all things. I feel like nothing can affect my being, whether good or bad. Have I given up?

Are You not making an impact in the world with whatever You give me to write? Or have I deviated from writing what You give me? Am I writing on my own?

I need to stop all of these questions, but I can’t. You know that my Father. You have a reason for every minute detail of my life. I wait on You.

So Much Information ….?

So many suggestions for every situation in our lives. So much information. Is what I write in the line of information? If it is so my Father, show me the way to stop such line. I wait on You.

It’s only 2:34 pm but it feels like the day should be farther advanced. The truth is I still feel the trembling from the killing of the snake dream and its meaning.

I Fear You O Mighty One ….?

I fear Your wrath against all evil—against all sin. Against You and You alone we sin, but! We are oblivious to such monumental fact. Father? Now I have heard Your report, and?

I worship You in awe for the fearful things You are going to do. Indeed! O my Father! Indeed! I have heard Your report of the wrath our sins provoked to Your Mighty Being. Even so?

In this time of our deep need, begin again to help us, as you did in years gone by. Show us your power to save us. In your wrath, remember mercy.

Mercy for us sinners without a cause. We have no excuse for our sins. Your bountiful blessings rain upon the just as well as the unjust, but! We remain oblivious to such blessings.

In silence, I sit still. Your deliverance is sure to come. Grant me the unmerited favor of the joy of my deliverance.

My Self-Righteousness Of The Past? No Lesser Than King David’s Sin ….?

O loving and kind Mighty One, have mercy. Have pity upon me and take away the awful stain of my transgressions.

Oh, wash me, cleanse me from this guilt. Let me be pure again.  For I admit my shameful deed—it haunts me day and night.

It is against you and you alone I sinned and did this terrible thing. You saw it all, and your sentence against me is just.

But I was born a sinner, yes, from the moment my mother conceived me. You deserve honesty from the heart; yes, utter sincerity and truthfulness. Oh, give me this wisdom.

Sprinkle me with the cleansing blood and I shall be clean again. Wash me and I shall be whiter than snow.

And after You have punished me, give me back my joy again. Don’t keep looking at my sins—erase them from your sight.

Create in me a new, clean heart, O Mighty One, filled with clean thoughts and right desires.

Don’t toss me aside, banished forever from Your Presence. Don’t take your Spirit from me.

Restore to me again the joy of Your deliverance, and make me willing to obey you. Then I will teach your ways to other sinners, and they—guilty like me—will repent and return to You.

Don’t sentence me to death. O my Master, You alone can rescue me. Then I will sing of your forgiveness, for my lips will be unsealed—oh, how I will praise You.

You don’t want penance; if you did, how gladly I would do it! You aren’t interested in offerings burned before you on the altar.

It is a broken spirit you want—remorse and penitence. A broken and a contrite heart, O Mighty One, you will not ignore.

And Master, don’t punish Israel for my sins—help your people and protect Jerusalem.

And when my heart is right, then you will rejoice in the good that I do and in the bullocks I bring to sacrifice upon your altar. Psalms 51:2-19.

It’s A Horrible Sin To Hurt Anyone, And?

It’s a horrible sin when someone hurts me or you, dear Reader. O my Father? You have convicted me. You have empowered me to repent. You have cleansed and delivered and restored me and forgotten all my sins, but!

There are others hurting me with their indifference to Your Spirit within me. Even so? They are oblivious to the hurt they cause. How can they repent?

That’s Why I Grieve ….?

It’s for the lack of their repentance I grieve along with Your Spirit within me, my Father. You know it! Thank You for revealing that to me in this sober moment I am passing through.

I will now head for bed in hope for sleep. I know in my sleep Your comfort lifts me up. Thank You, my Father. I wait on You. Didn’t stay in bed for long. Ahmad show up to visit.

Emergency is the state around me …?

It’s now still Thursday, May 17, 2018 at 10:29 pm. Ahmad came for a visit, but! His visit was interrupted by a phone call from his brother.

Their sister does not answer phone calls or the door. They fear the worse. His brother summons Ahmad to quickly join him and they will try to break the door if necessary.

I just talked to Ahmad. It seems his sister hurt her back. They are looking for her in different hospitals. Father? This family seem to be in a constant state of emergency.

What is worse? They seem to tribe in that state. I once lived that way. Now? It’s difficult for me to get ruffled up with all emergencies that pop up all around me.

Help! O Mighty One! Help! Is My Chilling Cry ….?

Right now, there is some kind of commotion going on out there. Angry chanting and the works. These human beings are exploding all over this world.

O my Father! There is no power that could come near to overthrow Your heart of mercy and compassion for the world.

I beseech You, for the sake of Your name and faithfulness to that love and compassion for us all, I beseech You to intervene.

Friday, May 18, 2018 at 3:26 am.

Discernment Versus Judgement And Condescension ….?

Father? Every morning new mercies come to me by Your hand of mercy. I just got up. Thinking and considering the situation at hand?

I’m hearing about discernment versus judgment and condescend. You gift us discernment. You forbid us to judge and condemn. The difference?

As I was thinking and considering what went on last night? I heard discernment versus judgement and condescension. Malachi came to mind.

Dear Reader, there is no need for me to elaborate on this matter other that a reminder to myself and to others who have followed my story in the journal of my life in the Presence of the Father/Creator of our beings.

Reminder ….?

Yes, a reminder about who am I? Who are you? What do we stand for in the sight of the Master of hosts?

  • Are we His jewels?
  •  or His jewels to be by repentance?
  • or the wicked destined for destruction?

Let Spirit of the Almighty Creator in the written words speak for themselves to each individual reading these lines.

Every morning new mercies come to me by Father’s hand of mercy. Here it is, Father’s mercy for me to share with you this morning. Quote,

Malachi 3:1-18

BEHOLD, I send My messenger, and he shall prepare the way before Me. And the Master—the Messiah, Whom you seek, will suddenly come to His temple; the Messenger or Angel of the covenant, Whom you desire, behold, He shall come, says the Master of hosts. [Mat 11:10; Luk 1:13-17, Luk 1:76]

But who can endure the day of His coming? And who can stand when He appears? For He is like a refiner’s fire and like fullers’ soap; [Rev 6:12-17]

He will sit as a refiner and purifier of silver, and He will purify the priests, the sons of Levi, and refine them like gold and silver, that they may offer to the Master offerings in righteousness.

Then will the offering of Judah and Jerusalem be pleasing to the Master as in the days of old and as in ancient years.

Then I will draw near to you for judgment; I will be a swift witness against the sorcerers, against the adulterers, against the false swearers, and against those who oppress the hireling in his wages, the widow and the fatherless, and who turn aside the temporary resident from his right and fear not Me, says the Master of hosts.

For I am the Master, I do not change; that is why you, O sons of Jacob, are not consumed.

Even from the days of your fathers you have turned aside from My ordinances and have not kept them. Return to me, and I will return to you, says the Master of hosts. But you say, How shall we return?

Robing The Almighty Creator Of Our Beings ….?

Will a man rob or defraud the Almighty Creator? Yet you rob and defraud Me. But you say, In what way do we rob or defraud You? [You have withheld your] tithes and offerings.

You are cursed with the curse, for you are robbing Me, even this whole nation. [Lev 26:14-17]

Bring all the tithes (the whole tenth of your income) into the storehouse, that there may be food in My house, and prove Me now by it, says the Master of hosts, if I will not open the windows of heaven for you and pour you out a blessing, that there shall not be room enough to receive it. [Mal 2:2]

And I will rebuke the devourer [insects and plagues] for your sakes and he shall not destroy the fruits of your ground, neither shall your vine drop its fruit before the time in the field, says the Master of hosts.

And all nations shall call you happy and blessed, for you shall be a land of delight, says the Master of hosts.

Your words have been strong and hard against Me, says the Master. Yet you say, What have we spoken against You?

You have said, It is useless to serve  the Almighty Creator, and what profit is it if we keep His ordinances and walk gloomily and as if in mourning apparel before the Master of hosts?

And now we consider the proud and arrogant to be happy and favored; evildoers are exalted and prosper; yes, and when they test  the Almighty Creator, they escape [unpunished].

Then those who feared the Master talked often one to another; and the Master listened and heard it, and a book of remembrance was written before Him of those who reverenced and worshipfully feared the Master and who thought on His name.

And they shall be Mine, says the Master of hosts, in that day when I publicly recognize and openly declare them to be My jewels (My special possession, My peculiar treasure). And I will spare them, as a man spares his own son who serves him.

Then shall you return and discern between the righteous and the wicked, between him who serves  the Almighty Creator and him who does not serve Him.

Attitude Changed By The Power Of Love In The Scriptures ….?

It’s still Friday, May 18, 2018 now at 8:54 am. Around an hour ago? I felt drowsy again right at this point of my writing. I headed for bed.

Perhaps I needed to elaborate further the matter of the state and condition of Ahmad’s family along many families across the globe.

Sure enough! A vision of myself combing maggots from my hair. Disgusting! Then I saw Yahushua—the Spirit of my Father extending a table cloth on a dining table. It came to me,

“I say to you, I shall not drink again of this fruit of the vine until that day when I drink it with you new and of superior quality in My Father’s kingdom.”

I got up. Fixed the rest of the food Ahmad brought me last night. I ate it for breakfast, then? Sort of reluctantly I came to look for the meaning of the maggots in my hair.

I had a sense of knowing the meaning being of combing or extricating all impurities and ill thinking about Ahmad or anyone else or anything thing or situation coming from the external world to my head.

We Are Not Fighting Against Flesh And Blood ….?

For it all only comes to me from many external circumstances to stop the flow of the power from on high invested upon me big time to overcome The Powers and Principalities in High Places intent in destroying us by all means available.

We are not fighting against flesh and blood. I am not wrestling with Ahmad, I am wrestling with the powers and principalities destroying Ahmad’s mind.

What is these powers and principalities’ aim?

To incapacitate, to destroy Ahmad’s ability to properly function the realm in the heavens, but!

What Is The Almighty Creator Of Our Beings Aim ….?

His aim is to save the whole insane world not just us religious foolish souls that we have made of ourselves.

Regardless our foolishness? The Almighty Loving Father/Creator is restoring life unto us for the sake of His name—what His name stands for. Therefore? The Almighty has a plan.

The Plan Of Restoration To The Original Intent For Our Creation Is In Effect.

  • To Be Loved.
  • To Love.
  • Your Cherish Family O Mighty One? Forever To be!

Behold! The Power Of His Love & Wisdom From On High Drenched Upon Us All. It Never Fails. It Always Avails!

The Beautiful Side Of Evil—Entrapping Us All—Could It Be …?

Regardless! For His name sake, for His name sake He will do it—the Almighty Loving Father/Creator shall restored His children despite the enemy’s foul attempts to destroy the Almighty’s creation including us human beings that we are.

How, exactly is the Father/Creator overcoming the evil one? How is He restoring us to the original intent for our creation? Quote:

Revelation 12:10-11

Then I heard a strong (loud) voice in heaven, saying, Now it has come–the salvation and the power and the kingdom (the dominion, the reign) of our Mighty One, and the power (the sovereignty, the authority) of His Son (the Messiah); for the accuser of our brethren, he who keeps bringing before our Mighty One charges against them day and night, has been cast out! [Job 1:9-11]

And they have overcome (conquered) him by means of the blood of the Lamb and by the utterance of their testimony, for they did not love and cling to life even when faced with death [holding their lives cheap till they had to die for their witnessing].


  • The Family—A—True Story
  • The Family Roots

Meantime and until the next post, His love in my heart for you dear Reader and for all? Stays there in my heart to stay for eternity, Your sister, not thiaBasilia anymore. Why? Because I am not the Author of the underlaying message in the posts.

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