Journal—An Ongoing Dialog Between thiaBasilia And Master Yahuwah/Yahushua. …
Friday, March 30, 2018 at 10:06 pm.
But! ….? We Miss It ALL …. ?
It goes right over the head of our human comprehension and emotional make up. It’s impossible for us human beings to find our Father/Creator by our own efforts to find Him.
It’s still, Friday, March 30, 2018 at 10:06 pm. Early today? Roxana inquired about my health. She shared with me she had prayed for me all night while she slept. One miracle after next, and?
I can’t Shake this Neglected Feeling of Resentment …. ?
You know all about it. You know I do not want this awful feeling, but! You have a reason for it. I wait on You. I’m going to bed. I need to rest. I am still not feeling well, but! I am much better than what I was last night. Thanks for Your provisions. I hope for the best in Your will not mine.
Cry unto You. That’s what I’ll do! … ?
Saturday, March 31, 2018 at 8:10 am.
I slept on and off through the night. This is the worst attack to my body in a long time. Every inch of my body hurt. The coughing, sniffing, and nose running is vigorous!
My mind? Spiraling down with a multitude of evil thoughts. Anger & resentment are knocking at my door. What to do? Cry unto You! That’s what I’ll do.
Indeed! Save me! Deliver me! I do not want any of this evil harassing me. I refuse to let any of the vileness coming in!
I live in Your Secret Place. I rest underneath Your everlasting arms. Though one thousand come against me in my left hand. Though ten thousand do so in my right hand?
The evil shall not come or affect me in any way shape or form. Your power no foe can withstand. You are my Shield and my Buckler.
What Do You Have In Mind For Me On This 7th Day Of Rest, My Father?…
Again, What Do You Have In Mind For Me On This 7th Day Of Rest, My Father? No doubt. On this 7th Day of Rest, Your mind is made up for me to REST!
Rest? How Am I To Rest Under These Conditions, My Father?
“O thiaBasilia—O Child Of My Heart? With you it’s impossible to do so, but! With Me? All things are possible.
- I am aware of your pain.
- I am aware of the battle going on in your mind.
- Take heart.
- It is all for the best.
- Don’t give up in the brink of the greatest miracle you have yet to experience.
- Hold on to My hand.
- You are secured.
- I will not let you go.
- Forever resting in My Presence, resting underneath My everlasting arms?
- You shall remain no matter what is happening in this insanity ridden world.
- Go on!
O thiaBasilia—O Child Of My Heart? Go on, joyfully walking and leaping and set on Me! Go on! By My Power Of Love & Wisdom From On High, go on!
It Never Fails. It Always Avails! It will always avail you in the worst and the best times. Now? You are ready for My required rest on this 7th day of the week.”
Indeed! Ready I am!
Now, ready I am. I will see about eating and drinking with a glad heart whatever You have supplied for me. All angry and resentful evil thoughts? Gone! To be found no more. You have flung it all to the depth of the oceans of cleansing waters. Thanks my Father. In silence I worship You.
Sitting under the morning warm the tears flow. Tears?
It’s now, 10:01 am. Thanks, my Father for the sunny day. Sitting under the morning warm the tears flow. Tears? Yes! Tears. Tears of joy and gratitude.
To think of the fearful miserable and domineering creature I used to be? Brings me to the thiaBasilia, child of Your heart that I am now. Your little girl skipping in the rain. Free from all the cares of this insanity ridden world. Clad with the attire of her childhood dream
The attire of her childhood dream? To think of it all?
Same as the destiny You have arranged for her. All perfect in the perfect center of Your will for me. To think of it all? Brings tears of joy and gratitude. No more fear. No more doubt. No more anything of that fearful creature that I used to be. I am free. Forever free to be!
Don’t know when I’ll post again whatever I need to proclaim …. ?
Dear Reader, don’t know when I’ll get to post about, Positive Direction From On High. I Have Not Known How To Approach The Matter Of Self-Love Without Offending Or Alienating Anyone.
Perhaps the timing is off yet. Father leads all the way. Thus, the post of today to continue expanding the previous post—to show the Creator’s continuing work in my life.
May it all bless you, dear Reader. Meantime and until the next post? His love in my heart for you and for all stays there to stay for eternity, thiaBasilia. 🙂