Journal—An Ongoing Dialog Between thiaBasilia And Master Yahuwah/Yahushua. …
Wednesday, January 31, 2018 at 3:59 pm.
Well, so far? Been another day of not much working. I need to look up to You. HELP! You know why I run into the same situations every day and repeat. Help me to stop the wheel of the mill!
It’s now 7:28 pm. I woke up about half hour ago. Ahmad should be here soon with my parcel from Aqaba. How prompt that parcel got here.
I need to shut off the computer to let it clear itself up. Be back in a bit. Back at 8:59 pm. Now what, my Father?
Explosion In The Family ….
Thursday, February 1, 2018 at 12:29 am.
O My Father—O Father Of Mine? You are in control. You see before and after all circumstances You send my way moment by moment, day by day.
I have no idea and do not want any ideas of my own on how to reach this child of mine. In the latest dream Your interpretation says,
“1. A backyard covered in snow is a symbol that there is going to be happy in the family. You are going to rely on a member of your family who is very close to you.
Because the one I saw in the roof was Diana, I thought Diana was the member of the family very close to me, but! Just before the phone rang, I thought, Robin is the member closer to me than Diana.
With that thought in mind? I answered the phone. Never even dreamed for things to develop the way they did.
Father? You do the work. You have shown me not only my former stand to be wrong but also how most all Your children are suffering because of their stand.
Your children stand on whatever they believe to be Your Word or the right thing to live by. Each person is radically convinced on their stand. So was I!
And each person attacks at the thought of anyone infringing on their beliefs. The saddest part is that I was not in any way attacking or infringing on my child’s beliefs, but! That’s what she interpret it to be.
His Peace Remains In My Soul, Regardless ….
But You know that, my Father. Regardless, the way things turned out in our chat? I know You have a reason for it all. This time? No tears. No anger. No sorrow. No fear for her passionate reaction.
My focus is set on You by Your design and purpose for it to be. Nothing that I have done? I could say ‘I set my focus on You’. Why? Because I have never been able to do so until You set my eyes on You.
But now You have done the work. So, I will email this to my child. You are in control of our lives. You alone can reach her heart. I will sit still. I wait on You.
My Trust And Confidence? Set On You By Your Design And Purpose For My Life ….
I remain in awe of Your doings. Whatever is thought of me, it no longer disturbs my trust and confidence on Your loving control of our existence. On to email.
What am I to send to my closest child? How can I convey to her this wonderful revelation of Your plan for our relationship? You are doing the work. I need not to interfere.
I will send the latest dream and Your interpretation. You alone can open her understanding to see Your heart in all that You give to me for all of us benefit. May Your will be done.
Dear Robin, you are my closest child. The intensity of His love in my heart for you shall never cease. He has a plan for you and me.
I no longer trouble myself with all that has gone wrong between us. I must not forget that past, but! With the only purpose to understand and appreciate the amazing work Father has and is doing in my heart.
His Plan Of Restoration Cannot Be Thwarted ….
Regardless it all? Father’s plan to restore us to the original intent for our creation shall not be thwarted. His plan is in effect now.
The following write up reveals His plan in action. I don’t know how any of it shall happen, and? I don’t want to know. His command is for me to sit still. To wait. to write. To publish. To optimize. For Him to do the rest.
Whatever I do, say, or write? It’s all under His loving control. So? Here it goes. Let Him do the rest.
Suspended Above This Insanity Ridden World ….
Thursday, February 1, 2018 at 8:33 am.
It was about two hours later from the writing and sending that email. A new day had begun, but! I was as suspended from this world. Not sleepy. Got under the covers anyway. That was around 2:45 am.
I woke up around 6 am but! I could not stay up. I was so cold I could hardly move. I had to go back under the covers. Gratitude. Thankfulness. I covered myself. I began uttering words of praise and thanksgiving.
How To Connect My Writings ….
About an hour later? It came to me: “The Obstinacy Of Our Staunch Beliefs And Stands? Our Spiritual Prison….that’s how you are to connect your writings to publish in this post.” Wow!
It’s now 8:47 am. You have made me ready not only to continue posting, but! Most important? You have made me ready to withstand even the most severe attacks to my physical world.
Withstanding The Worst ….
It is not really that cold. I am not in the North Pole, but! It felt as in the North Pole I was, why? That’s my Father’s way to physically demonstrate to me His holding of my complete spirit, soul, and body.
Wow! What a revelation. I called Ahmad when I woke up at 6 am to ask of him to bring me some hot coffee, but! Ahmad did not replied to my call.
I called him again when I got up this last time. This time he answered. On learning about my predicament, he wanted to come right away to my aid, but! I said, “NO! No need for you to come!”
Wow again! No more, ‘please Ahmad get me this or that!” Perfect contentment in whatever state I am. That’s what I communicated to Ahmad in not so many words. I could see the smile on his face.
What now, my Father? This is the first day of this second month. This thiaBasilia a Child Of Your Heart? She waits with anticipation for the wonders You have reserved for her until now.
For the moment? This is the one time I am grateful for the steaming boiling hot water from my water heater! Hahaha! HalleluYah! I’ll have me a good hot drink in no time at all. Thanks, my Father!
Father Speaking To My Heart …
“1. A backyard covered in snow is a symbol that there is going to be happy in the family. You are going to rely on a member of your family who is very close to you.
Ha! I hear:
“Read it again, O thiaBasilia—O Child Of My Heart? What do you see now after your chat with the family member who is very close to you? To rely on?
What it means to rely on something or someone? To rely on this family member does not necessarily mean to depend on something or someone.
Rather it means, to rely on their input whether negative or positive to discern which way I am leading you to accomplish My plan to restore My children to the original intent for their creation.
Thus, whatever reaction you get from My children? It no longer is to affect Your complete trust and dependence on Me alone. Whatever reaction? It’s no longer to disturb the peace I have bequeath to you.
Remember, O thiaBasilia—O Child Of My Heart? Always remember, your obedience to speak truth regardless the consequences o you, is My delight. My delight in your obedience is your strength.”
In Awe Of Your Doings? I Close This Post.
What is the Father/Creator doing? Here it is:
Robin, forget about the gas! Something greater is going on! try to understand my baby. I just woke up. I told u in my last, ” I have done u no harm, but! those words? NOT TRUE! I have done u all much harm! How? Because I sinned against our Father. Against Him alone I sinned by living and trying to force you all to live according to what I understood of the Scriptures. You see it?
Dear Reader, my Robin been so concerned about my gas, but! My lack it’s only the hook to get her attention. Behold! His plan of restoration is taking place. How blessed we are to be included in that restoration!
Broken Chains! Set Free! The Carnal-Self’s Prison? No Longer Got A Hold On Me….!
Meantime and until the next post? His love in my heart for you and for all stays there to stay for eternity, thiaBasilia. 🙂
