Journal—An Ongoing Dialog Between thiaBasilia And Master Yahuwah/Yahushua. …
Wednesday, January 17, 2018 at 4:33 am.
Emotions versus Reality….
Emotions? The root of our spiritual stagnation. What quickened the title for this post to me? Not what, but Who? My Father’s Spirit grieves when I receive comments like the one I am here quoting.
Dear Thia,
They will obtain gladness and joy, And sorrow and sighing will flee away.
Oh, Thia, I remember when we used to sing that song and it would fill us with gladness.
Father has such a tender heart, He can’t bear to hear you cry but that He comes to your aid. He says, I, even I, and He who comforts you.
My reply,
Xxxx, my excitement is not about sweet memories of my past. None of that availed us! It’s the suffering! The pain alone that counts! All those emotions are an stench unto His nostrils.
NO! My excitement is about the Father’s amazing revelation about the United Kindred Spirits not by all those songs and emotions of ours, but by His power to discipline and convict us! O that I could share HIM, His Presence and His longing to be Present in the same manner in all His children.
I sense in your emails not the Spirit but only emotions. Guess I am the one missing whatever! Anyhow? His ways and His thoughts are beyond my reach. I love you with His love not mine.
Hope is not an emotion. Hope is a sense of reality.
Wednesday, January 17, 2018 at 9:03 am.
Sense and emotions? Two different things. I sense a blissful future, that’s hope, but! Should I set my eyes on that bliss? Should I not be content in this misery midst? Hope gone! In comes discontent!
Overcoming Discontent…
So? Concerning what goes on financially in my midst? Billions + billions are already in the hands of our Father/Creator’s choosing for our using, but! In my midst?
After 5 pm this day the electric shall be cut should there be no money to cover the 100 + invoice. The Internet invoice needs to be covered as well or? Cut the Net as well shall be.
Am I still willing to wait, to sit still? To do nothing about it anymore than what is already done? Am I still willing to wait for You my Father with patience and composure?
O My Father—O Father Of Mine? Have mercy on us. Wipe out that worry and dread from Ahmad’s mind and heart. As You have done with me? I plead my Father, do also unto Ahmad.
You alone can do such work in us. We cannot help but panic at the face of adversity. Unless You open our ears to hear our Teacher telling us, “To the left. To the right”? We? Doomed!
Indeed! Doomed to panic and unworthy suspicious about Your faithfulness. This shall no longer in our midst be. You are now setting us free!
More value than money…
As it is? You have already given us the ability not only to do without, but! Mainly? The power to rejoice and be glad amidst the blackest list. Tenfold more than money could ever give to us.
The Creator’s Work no Mine for others to see and?…
Thanks, my Father. I’m willing. More than willing, joyful and glad because You have made me willing. You have done the work in me. Nothing from me. You have set me free. Whatever for?
That unworthy suspicions about Your faithfulness no longer be within me. That others may see my good works of hope and trust in You, and? Esteem and honor and respect Your Mighty Name!
That’s the difference between hope and emotions….
And that, my friends? That’s the difference between hope and emotions. My excitement? Not an emotional outburst. It’s hope at its best.
But what’s the meaning of our troubles and tribulations? The Almighty Father/Creator of our beings has a ready answer, but!
He is now ready to lift Himself up to us as it is stated in previous posts. The whole chapters in Isaiah 30 and Jeremiah 30 are eye openers. May ye all be led to carefully take it in. It’s written,
Jeremiah 30:11-15.
For I am with you, says the Master, to save you; for I will make a full and complete end of all the nations to which I have scattered you, but I will not make a full and complete end of you. But I will correct you in measure and with judgment and will in no sense hold you guiltless or leave you unpunished. For thus says the Master:
- Your hurt is incurable and your wound is grievous.
- There is none to plead your cause; for the pressing together of your wound you have no healing device, no binding plaster.
- All your lovers (allies) have forgotten you; they neither seek, inquire of, or require you.
- For I have hurt you with the wound of an enemy, with the chastisement of a cruel and merciless foe, because of the greatness of your perversity and guilt, because your sins are glaring and innumerable.
- Why do you cry out because of your hurt, the natural result of your sins? Your pain is deadly (incurable).
- Because of the greatness of your perversity and guilt, because your sins are glaring and innumerable, I have done these things to you.
Isaiah 30
O people who dwell in Zion at Jerusalem, you will weep no more. He will surely be gracious to you at the sound of your cry; when He hears it, He will answer you.
- And though the Almighty Yahuwah gives you the bread of adversity and the water of affliction, yet your Teacher will not hide Himself any more, but your eyes will constantly behold your Teacher.
- And your ears will hear a word behind you, saying, This is the way; walk in it, when you turn to the right hand and when you turn to the left.
Notice, there is emphasis on the fact that our adversities and the water of our afflictions are the natural result of our sins.
What in heaven’s name are our sins? The righteous ones in this insanity ridden world may ask. Righteous ones? Indeed! SELF-RIGHTEOUS! A stench unto the Father/Creator’s nostrils.
Ha! What a revelation! Just now this amazing truth flashed in my mind. Wow! Need I to write or say more? I sit still. I wait on You to act in our behalf. Just then? Ahmad on the line again! Meaning?
These lines I’m now recording? Not mine, but! ‘The words of the wise are like prodding goads, and firmly fixed in the mind like nails are the collected sayings which are given as proceeding from ONE Shepherd.’
Ahmad had called me earlier. He explained why he did not come last night as promised. Then he expressed his dread about the electricity issue.
I had only written part of the message. I read it to him, but! I sensed, though he agrees he is still unable to shake off his dread and worry.
So? As the message developed, it came to me to intercede for Ahmad and? I wished somehow to let Ahmad know about the call for our Father to set him free from his dread.
Just then? Ahmad of the line again. Hum? “Why are you calling me?” Came my unnecessary question. Meaning of his call?
“And because you My child—My beloved thiaBasilia have set your love upon Me, therefore will I deliver you;
- I will set you on high, because you know and understand My name—have personal knowledge of My mercy, love and kindness;
- trust and rely on Me, knowing I will never forsake you, no, never!
- And you shall call upon Me, and I will answer you;
- I will be with you in trouble, I will deliver you and honor you.
- With long eternal life will I satisfy you, and show you—reveal to you My salvation even Yahushua your Messiah!”
Wow! I read to Ahmad. This time? I sense he received. Is my Father for real or not? Where is there room for me to harbor unworthy suspicions about His faithfulness to us all?
And? There my beloved friends and readers of these lines, there again you have the difference between sense and emotions.
I will continue to post as per instructions to do so. In the meantime, and until the next post? His love in my heart for you and for all remains there to stay for eternity, thiaBasilia.
