Journal—An Ongoing Dialog Between thiaBasilia And Master Yahuwah/Yahushua. …New post. Need to take a break. 6:45 am. Not posted from December 3 post—One reason we cannot detect our sure way, to December 16-17-18 recent posts.
It’s now 7:37 am. Still, on this Monday, December 18, 2017. I’m ready to continue posting while I have Internet. There is a possibility of no Internet if that is in the Father/Creator’s will.
I acknowledged my sin to You.
Father? This is what I think You are quickening to me now. I acknowledged my sin to You. You have restored the computer, the monitor, and most important? You have restored me to the original intent for my creation—to be loved and to love by You and to You.
This is a great day. I have begun to publish the amazing doings Your hand performed within me in the last few weeks. I shall continue now.
The issue at hand? Disobedience and its consequences.
What’s the issue at hand? Disobedience and its consequences. How my Father am I to record this issue for Your honor not mine? How can I eliminate that insidious claim for my honor?
My words and determinations do not add up to my reaction to the taunts from the darkness of the human mind including my own mind.
I had enough of my reactions! All I ask of You is to refrain my brain to react. Instead? I plead, with Your wisdom to act. You are my Master. You alone can change and refrain my brain. I wait on You.
Set free at last!
It’s now still on Monday, December 18, 2017 at 9:11 am. What’s happening my Father? I woke up. I set myself to fix a cup of tea. I said, “Thank You Father. I am not any longer depending on Ahmad or my children or Joyce for my support. You set me free. No need to control Ahmad with my insisting demands to take care of my needs. I am free, and? So is Ahmad to be!”
No matter who cares or not. I’m free. So are all to be….
With that in mind, I proceeded to check the site. What did I posted before today? On the way to check I also checked my emails. Numerous responses to the posts since yesterday and the day before, but! Nothing from my children. Only Pat asking for my welfare.
Got it all together! I hope….
Spent from 7:37 to 9:11am deciphering what has been posted and what has not been posted since December 3 and before.
It’s now 11:43 am. I have printed and published the whole sequence of posts from December 1rst to December 3. Now I need to continue with what happened on December 4, 2017 on to the present post. Let’s see.
- Monday, December 4, 2017 at 1:21 am. A reply to Nina’s Quiz, ‘What do you struggle with most personally and/or professionally?’
- Tuesday, December 5, 2017 at 12:18 am. Nine Things We Do Of No Eternal Value… COMPUTER CRASH–RUN OUT OF GIGAS.
- Wednesday, December 6, 2017 at 3:46:pm. This has been a very frustratin day. The file with the record for yesterday will not open. I installed Wordperfect for nothing. Wordperfect is useless right now.
- Thursday, 7 December 2017 at 12:55am. Thanks, my Father for the peace and content within my being. The moment is uncomfortable. I am cold. Is raining, dark and cold out and inside. Not able to communicate. Computer failure to restart? Not even know the time of the day. The computer continues unstable. I cannot access the Internet. No Internet? No able to repair computer. Not able to publish or work on line. Not able to download my online programs. Me? Singing and praising You, my Beloved Father. You are in control of it all. Peace. Your power and wisdom to sit still, to wait. I know You are working for our good. It’s now 2:43am. I’m ready for sleep. Be back later.
- Thursday, 7 December 2017 at 6:38am. Does your piece fit? Mine just did! Hurray! Hurray!
- Friday, December 8, 2017 at 6:05 pm – 8:12 pm. Reality Check! I have not been able to record since yesterday afternoon. Yazeed brought me some gigas. Afterwards? I began the install of MS Office. Trouble. Again I called on MS Support. The computer continued to crash. Support not able to help. At last, today? I don’t know at what time I noticed the problem—I was not letting the computer finish. I was interrupting it.
- Saturday, December 9, 2017 at 11:12 am. Father? I asked You to lead me in the cybernetic journey in this world. That’s exactly what You are doing. I’m fixing the computer like a pro.
- Sunday, December 10, 2017 at 5:42 am. Reality Disobedience Does Not Pay Off…Read On. Crash at about 8:45 pm. Turned it off. Back now at 9:04 pm. Father? What is this, ‘hurt is incurable and your wound is grievous.’?
- Monday, December 11, 2017 at 5:38 am. Well? O my Father! You know I intended to record my talk with You, but! I just couldn’t do it. I felt the need to lay down a bit. I cannot define how I felt.
- It’s still, Monday, December 11, 2017 at 9:51 pm. Flamboyance Is Not To Your Liking I Think, Or Is It, My Father? Question. Read The Amazing Answer….
Dear Reader, there you have my work cut out for a while, but! I will format it all as an e-book. Soon as I get my act together, I will post the link.
In the meantime? I will post whatever Father leads me to post. Father continues to lead me all the way. The wonders continue. Much uplifting pieces to share as I work on the e-book.
The Plan Of Restoration To The Original Intent For Our Creation—To Love And To Be Loved Is In Effect.
Behold! The Power Of Love & Wisdom From On High Drenched Upon Us All. It Never Fails. It Always Avails!
His Love In My Heart For All Remains There To Stay For Eternity, thiaBasilia.
